I Want to Have Srs Surgery

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 403 People

    To Finally Be Me!

    It is in my plan. And yes I have a plan. Right now there are not specific dates attached because certian things must transpire first. Yes, I do have a plan. They will culimnate with me being whole and not broke. SRS will bring me to the me that I've always been but didn't...
    Josie06 Josie06
    56-60, F
    18 Responses Dec 8, 2008

    (Side note): Technically it's just SRS (Sexual

    Reassignment Surgery) not Sexual Reassignment Surgery Surgery...... Main point: So, I'm 16 and I'm seriously considering SRS to become male. Only very few of my friends know. Today I was watching Grey's Anatomy with my mom (I watch it for the medical/surgery part, not for the...
    RavenEP RavenEP
    18-21, T
    1 Response Aug 14, 2014

    Its My Legacy

    its only my dream to become a girl. I always think about it constantly and it sounds better and better every time i put it through my head.
    Raven94 Raven94
    16-17, T
    2 Responses May 30, 2010

    First Hearing About Having A Sex Change And Knowing This Was For Me!

    I had already been crossdressing in my mother's clothes for seven years when I was 13 and read a magazine article that shocked me to my core. I was with a group of friends, boys and girls and was at someone's house when I opened this magazine to find an article called "Turning...
    Nerrissa Nerrissa
    46-50, T
    3 Responses Jul 11, 2011

    How does it feel go have SRS surgery?

    I don't want to but I feel I do. I'm just clueless of how it is. I have no idea but my penis is shrinking and getting smaller by the day. I'm not on anything. I feel like doing an SRS surgery because of that.
    Pinkygir Pinkygir
    18-21, M
    Oct 19, 2015

    Depression!

    Why is love so hard to find? Why does every woman turn on me the instant I ask them out? Am I just destined to be alone? Why do I feel so wrong when I do finally get a date? Is it because I have known I am a girl at heart since I was a small child? Is this why my ex left me and...
    Rose35 Rose35
    36-40, T
    2 Responses Dec 16, 2012

    yes after years of my feminine side growing

    and desires to look feminine and be a woman to match how i am feeling inside i am looking into and talking to a doctor about starting the steps and therapy on that way it will be a extended process that i hope goes fast I want to look down and look like i feel not that i hated...
    alexiswcd alexiswcd
    56-60, T
    1 Response Nov 3, 2015

    Lol Idk?!??!

    OK so I have decided that I want to be a girl and I WILL get a sex change. Just one little problem! I'm stuck between two names that I want to go by. Jessica or Raven. I like Jessica because it was suggested  by a friend. OK now let me tell you about Raven. When I was little...
    Raven94 Raven94
    16-17, T
    6 Responses Sep 18, 2010

    Someday

    I have been wishing, praying, dreaming, and wanting to have this wonderful surgery and finally be the woman I have always wanted and always known I should have been, having a vagina is the most important. Someday I hope sooner than later,
    wtbwoman wtbwoman
    46-50, T
    Sep 12, 2013

    Going On A Decade Of Being Post-SRS!

    Just thought I would mention I have had SRS, now going on 10 years, and never regretted it. But then I was living full-time as a woman for the previous 9 years, without any desire to go back to the ole man-self, so there wasn't any doubts as to my identity nor to my desired...
    LilChrissy LilChrissy
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Apr 27, 2013

    This Is My Story,my Dream,the Way I Wantg Life To Be

    I want to have the surgery so i can live As how i should have been born and not this ugly man body.I hate having this thing between my legs when i should have a vagina,Ive dreamed of this and wanted this since i was 8.I hate being a male,I envy females because they are so...
    sterlingsoul sterlingsoul
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Aug 31, 2011

    Just Need The Numbers

    I am pretty sure we have all played the "If I won the lottery I would..." game at least once. My version goes like this. First step is win the lottery, might as well go big since this is a fantasy at the moment, after taxes and all that crap I walk away with a cool 100 million...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 7, 2011

    Reality Of It All

    life is tough enough, whether we're born female or male. problems will arise in each of our lives, even if we we born in our preferred sex.  getting the sex change to correct our bodies with our mind, is not a decision taken lightly. it's social, as well as sometimes...
    stacerenee stacerenee
    46-50, T
    1 Response Oct 22, 2010

    To have the correct plumbing.

    To have sex as I feel and want to. To have a flat crotch, no more bulge, allowing my pants, skirts, and dresses to fit right.
    ebt12 ebt12
    46-50, T
    2 Responses Nov 6, 2015

    Its Call Undoing An Error

    I have known since I was maybe 4 or 5 that I was really a girl but because of a mistake in the womb I was in a male body. Like most people in my position I guess initally I did understand that society was not exactly switched on to this issue and frankly down right disapproved of...
    subpaulagirl subpaulagirl
    41-45
    3 Responses Sep 19, 2010

    I Had Better

    I am looking so female now that anything that swings down there is really embarrassing to me and totally unacceptable and unnecessary to me now. To be a total body complete woman is the the only thing that will make it possible to live my life as a woman i am meant to be and i...
    Lyndsey2u Lyndsey2u
    61-65, T
    3 Responses Nov 19, 2011

    Long Way Away

    I cant really has that i have a deep rooted hate i feel towards my male parts. they are there i am not happy with what is down there and i cant ever see myself making love because it just feels wrong. its hard to explain. There where times in my early teen years where i would...
    sarahbethuk sarahbethuk
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 9, 2011

    Yes Yes And Yes Again!!!

    I need to have SRS surgery. Not want NEED to! I have been taking hormones for 2 years and now cannot afford  SRS surgery. When my mom dies and leaves me the house there it is!!! I will get the surgery in South America if I have to! First thing is to remove the testicles...
    Lyndsey2u Lyndsey2u
    61-65, T
    10 Responses Oct 2, 2010

    There's No Other Option

    I speak only for myself, as every trans person's experience is different, and not everyone pursues this. This is still a long way off for me, as I am not even out to family yet. That said, my entire life, my gender dysphoria has consisted of more than just feeling like a female...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 21, 2013

    I Am Not Thinking About It But

    i do understand where you are coming from if you have read anthngi have written in many case it is about Roberta my wife the one then she wanted most in life was to look like how she felt and to have that thing a docotr called a penis removed but back then we had to wait till...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Sep 7, 2011

    My goal goal is to have SRS

    before age 25. I am so ready to finish this chapter of my life and move on. My parents are hesitant about my choice to pursue this part of transitioning but it's out of fear of such a major surgery. I understand and also have some of the same worries but I know this will make me...
    poodahpop poodahpop
    22-25, T
    3 Responses Mar 18, 2015

    Oh Yes Yes Yes

    My stupid penis is worthless. The thought of using it to **** someone seems ridiculous to me. I don't know why, I just don't like the idea of using it. It feels so wrong to have it. Looking at it ruins my mood. Worse than that though are the testicles that pump that wretched...
    ts420 ts420
    18-21, T
    4 Responses May 7, 2010

    but not sure how to go about doing it.

    if anyone has information please contact me and let me know.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 16

    Well I Have Desided To Do This For Me And Me Alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

    Well i staerded crossdreing when i was about 8.I rember that i wanted to wear my sisters dress that she hade i would come home from schooland try it on well it did not fit for i was fat. I would stell my sisters undrwar and then when my parent devorsed i stoped for about a year...
    ronaldraines50 ronaldraines50
    26-30
    1 Response May 13, 2011

    I have thought a lot about it

    and questioned myself and the surgery, and I want it. I moved to a different country, in fact, in order to change my sex. Now, after a lot of hard work I am starting the physical transition (I did all the preliminary tests (blood, breast exam, ultrasounds,) that my...
    MaddiT MaddiT
    26-30, T
    1 Response Oct 15, 2015

    Closer Now

    I have made a tentative booking with a surgeon in Thailand. I don't feel that we have experienced surgeons in this countryI am both excited and fearful. I am fearful as I will have to go through this process alone but excited to finally get a body to match my mind.So it's more...
    Becnme Becnme
    56-60, F
    3 Responses Sep 15, 2011

    Just Need The Numbers

    I am pretty sure we have all played the "If I won the lottery I would..." game at least once. My version goes like this. First step is win the lottery, might as well go big since this is a fantasy at the moment, after taxes and all that crap I walk away with a cool 100 million...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 7, 2011

    Its Time To Be What I Have Always Thought About

    I'm a very successful business person and a great athlete. I'm 5ft7in tall and slim built and considered to be a very good looking man. The sports are triathlons, golf, horse showjumping  and surfing. I'm in excellent health at 64yrs old. My family are well know and we have...
    warlockmaker warlockmaker
    61-65
    2 Responses Jun 7, 2012

    I'm Working With SRS Surgeon In Bangkok, Thailand

    Hi ! I'm working (as an interpreter) in the one of the most famous Cosmetic surgery hospital in Bangkok, Thailand. I see every day the SRS patients andI also used to observe in the operation room during the SRS operation! Feel so good to see their happiness after their dreams...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    6 Responses Jul 9, 2013

    Trans Day of Remembrance (nov. 20)

    I truly hope that every one of you find yourself in a good, safe place this Trans Day Of Remembrance. Let us never forget those that came before us. I also hope that we will always remember those that we have lost to ignorance and prejudice. Stay safe and be strong.
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise
    36-40, T
    Nov 20, 2012

    Someday I'll Feel Normal

    Ever since i was very young i have felt like something was wrong with me, and for a long time i couldn't figure out what it was. when i was 6 i stole my first pair of panties, i still can't remember what my reason was back then, but i realized why several years later when i...
    nightflayme nightflayme
    22-25, T
    7 Responses Jul 12, 2009

    And I Will

    Very soon as a mater of fact. I found EP about a month ago. I am slated to have my SRS in July of this year (2013).
    stacygurl86 stacygurl86
    26-30, T
    12 Responses May 15, 2013
    dkmariokid59 dkmariokid59
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 15, 2014
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