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    Trans Day of Remembrance (nov. 20)

    I truly hope that every one of you find yourself in a good, safe place this Trans Day Of Remembrance. Let us never forget those that came before us. I also hope that we will always remember those that we have lost to ignorance and prejudice. Stay safe and be strong.
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40, T Nov 20, 2012

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    There's No Other Option

    I speak only for myself, as every trans person's experience is different, and not everyone pursues this. This is still a long way off for me, as I am not even out to family yet. That said, my entire life, my gender dysphoria has consisted of more than just feeling like a female...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 21, 2013

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    Its My Legacy

    its only my dream to become a girl. I always think about it constantly and it sounds better and better every time i put it through my head.
    Raven94 Raven94 16-17, T 2 Responses May 30, 2010

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    Just Need The Numbers

    I am pretty sure we have all played the "If I won the lottery I would..." game at least once. My version goes like this. First step is win the lottery, might as well go big since this is a fantasy at the moment, after taxes and all that crap I walk away with a cool 100 million...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 7, 2011

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    Going On A Decade Of Being Post-SRS!

    Just thought I would mention I have had SRS, now going on 10 years, and never regretted it. But then I was living full-time as a woman for the previous 9 years, without any desire to go back to the ole man-self, so there wasn't any doubts as to my identity nor to my desired...
    LilChrissy LilChrissy 36-40, F 4 Responses Apr 27, 2013

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    Lol Idk?!??!

    OK so I have decided that I want to be a girl and I WILL get a sex change. Just one little problem! I'm stuck between two names that I want to go by. Jessica or Raven. I like Jessica because it was suggested  by a friend. OK now let me tell you about Raven. When I was little...
    Raven94 Raven94 16-17, T 6 Responses Sep 18, 2010

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    Long Way Away

    I cant really has that i have a deep rooted hate i feel towards my male parts. they are there i am not happy with what is down there and i cant ever see myself making love because it just feels wrong. its hard to explain. There where times in my early teen years where i would...
    sarahbethuk sarahbethuk 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 9, 2011

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    (Side note): Technically it's just SRS (Sexual

    Reassignment Surgery) not Sexual Reassignment Surgery Surgery...... Main point: So, I'm 16 and I'm seriously considering SRS to become male. Only very few of my friends know. Today I was watching Grey's Anatomy with my mom (I watch it for the medical/surgery part, not for the...
    RavenEP RavenEP 16-17, T 1 Response Aug 14, 2014

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    Just Need The Numbers

    I am pretty sure we have all played the "If I won the lottery I would..." game at least once. My version goes like this. First step is win the lottery, might as well go big since this is a fantasy at the moment, after taxes and all that crap I walk away with a cool 100 million...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 7, 2011

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    First Hearing About Having A Sex Change And Knowing This Was For Me!

    I had already been crossdressing in my mother's clothes for seven years when I was 13 and read a magazine article that shocked me to my core. I was with a group of friends, boys and girls and was at someone's house when I opened this magazine to find an article called "Turning...
    Nerrissa Nerrissa 46-50, T 3 Responses Jul 11, 2011

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    Reality Of It All

    life is tough enough, whether we're born female or male. problems will arise in each of our lives, even if we we born in our preferred sex.  getting the sex change to correct our bodies with our mind, is not a decision taken lightly. it's social, as well as sometimes...
    stacerenee stacerenee 46-50, T 1 Response Oct 22, 2010

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    I'm Working With SRS Surgeon In Bangkok, Thailand

    Hi ! I'm working (as an interpreter) in the one of the most famous Cosmetic surgery hospital in Bangkok, Thailand. I see every day the SRS patients andI also used to observe in the operation room during the SRS operation! Feel so good to see their happiness after their dreams...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jul 9, 2013

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    This Is My Story,my Dream,the Way I Wantg Life To Be

    I want to have the surgery so i can live As how i should have been born and not this ugly man body.I hate having this thing between my legs when i should have a vagina,Ive dreamed of this and wanted this since i was 8.I hate being a male,I envy females because they are so...
    sterlingsoul sterlingsoul 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 31, 2011

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    Well I Have Desided To Do This For Me And Me Alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

    Well i staerded crossdreing when i was about 8.I rember that i wanted to wear my sisters dress that she hade i would come home from schooland try it on well it did not fit for i was fat. I would stell my sisters undrwar and then when my parent devorsed i stoped for about a year...
    ronaldraines50 ronaldraines50 26-30 1 Response May 13, 2011

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    To Finally Be Me!

    It is in my plan. And yes I have a plan. Right now there are not specific dates attached because certian things must transpire first. Yes, I do have a plan. They will culimnate with me being whole and not broke. SRS will bring me to the me that I've always been but didn't...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 19 Responses Dec 8, 2008

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    I Am Not Thinking About It But

    i do understand where you are coming from if you have read anthngi have written in many case it is about Roberta my wife the one then she wanted most in life was to look like how she felt and to have that thing a docotr called a penis removed but back then we had to wait till...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Sep 7, 2011

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    Its Time To Be What I Have Always Thought About

    I'm a very successful business person and a great athlete. I'm 5ft7in tall and slim built and considered to be a very good looking man. The sports are triathlons, golf, horse showjumping  and surfing. I'm in excellent health at 64yrs old. My family are well know and we have...
    warlockmaker warlockmaker 61-65 2 Responses Jun 7, 2012

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    Its Call Undoing An Error

    I have known since I was maybe 4 or 5 that I was really a girl but because of a mistake in the womb I was in a male body. Like most people in my position I guess initally I did understand that society was not exactly switched on to this issue and frankly down right disapproved of...
    subpaulagirl subpaulagirl 41-45 3 Responses Sep 19, 2010

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    My goal goal is to have SRS

    before age 25. I am so ready to finish this chapter of my life and move on. My parents are hesitant about my choice to pursue this part of transitioning but it's out of fear of such a major surgery. I understand and also have some of the same worries but I know this will make me...
    poodahpop poodahpop 22-25, T 3 Responses Mar 18

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    Closer Now

    I have made a tentative booking with a surgeon in Thailand. I don't feel that we have experienced surgeons in this countryI am both excited and fearful. I am fearful as I will have to go through this process alone but excited to finally get a body to match my mind.So it's more...
    Becnme Becnme 56-60, F 3 Responses Sep 15, 2011

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    And I Will

    Very soon as a mater of fact. I found EP about a month ago. I am slated to have my SRS in July of this year (2013).
    stacygurl86 stacygurl86 26-30, T 13 Responses May 15, 2013

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    Yes Yes And Yes Again!!!

    I need to have SRS surgery. Not want NEED to! I have been taking hormones for 2 years and now cannot afford  SRS surgery. When my mom dies and leaves me the house there it is!!! I will get the surgery in South America if I have to! First thing is to remove the testicles...
    Lyndsey2u Lyndsey2u 56-60, T 12 Responses Oct 2, 2010

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    Oh Yes Yes Yes

    My stupid penis is worthless. The thought of using it to **** someone seems ridiculous to me. I don't know why, I just don't like the idea of using it. It feels so wrong to have it. Looking at it ruins my mood. Worse than that though are the testicles that pump that wretched...
    ts420 ts420 18-21, T 4 Responses May 7, 2010

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    I Had Better

    I am looking so female now that anything that swings down there is really embarrassing to me and totally unacceptable and unnecessary to me now. To be a total body complete woman is the the only thing that will make it possible to live my life as a woman i am meant to be and i...
    Lyndsey2u Lyndsey2u 56-60, T 3 Responses Nov 19, 2011

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    Someday

    I have been wishing, praying, dreaming, and wanting to have this wonderful surgery and finally be the woman I have always wanted and always known I should have been, having a vagina is the most important. Someday I hope sooner than later,
    wtbwoman wtbwoman 41-45, T 1 Response Sep 12, 2013

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    dkmariokid59 dkmariokid59 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 15, 2014

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    Someday I'll Feel Normal

    Ever since i was very young i have felt like something was wrong with me, and for a long time i couldn't figure out what it was. when i was 6 i stole my first pair of panties, i still can't remember what my reason was back then, but i realized why several years later when i...
    nightflayme nightflayme 22-25, T 7 Responses Jul 12, 2009

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    Depression!

    Why is love so hard to find? Why does every woman turn on me the instant I ask them out? Am I just destined to be alone? Why do I feel so wrong when I do finally get a date? Is it because I have known I am a girl at heart since I was a small child? Is this why my ex left me and...
    Rose35 Rose35 36-40, T 2 Responses Dec 16, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    I have this pectus issue and I recently had surgery twice and look for someone to talk to that has had the same experience as I have.
    emmabutler12 emmabutler12 13-15, F 2 hrs ago

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    I look on here and am deeply saddened by the number of people who want to kill themselves. Many at such a young age, when they have not even begun to live their lives. They get in...
    GraceIsMine GraceIsMine 66-70, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I really miss it. I'm not saying the company name or anything like that because I don't want this to be used against me since I am currently looking for work... and I hope no one...
    Johnviolinist823 Johnviolinist823 22-25, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    The second dream I was back at school. I learned that we were going to be getting a 5th apartment mate, even though it was already halfway through the year and the max was supposed...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    A Bit About Me 1. Name? Robert....named after no one but the wind 2. Male or female? Male 3. Were you named after anyone? Ooops...see above 4. Does your name mean anything? It...
    zax2 zax2 51-55, M 4 hrs ago

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    First off I will start by saying- 1) I am a very Conscious person 2) I have strong ethics 3) I care about finding answers to my problems and like helping others with there's - if...
    nsight nsight 46-50, F 4 hrs ago

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    I've been bullied with nobody to defend me, I've lost friends who said they would be there for me, and I've been used by a girl I liked for material things only for her friend to...
    Thalassophobic Thalassophobic 18-21, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    A excuse to make it through another day of why I won't start living. Your family will reject you. You will never be able to face your work. You wont be able to handle the rejection...
    himnum1 himnum1 22-25, M 3 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I studied Taekwondo for many years as a kid, until I became a 1st degree black belt but I'm not sure about my self-defense skills by now. That was something I stopped doing since I...
    somniatorlupus somniatorlupus 18-21, M 12 hrs ago

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    He found out. This afternoon I came home from work to find my husband at the house and not looking happy. We have been separated 6 months now, but that's been his general look...
    littlecreekgirl littlecreekgirl 41-45, F 13 hrs ago

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    I think I might be a sociopath, but I don't know. Unless something happens right in front of me, I have no reaction. For example, my mother told me that someone who used to be...
    LyRa13 LyRa13 13-15, F 13 hrs ago

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    I have always been a little heavy. I started out just as a big kid, but by my early teens I had started to become a little fat. I was active- did martial arts, played soccer, but...
    Reidsmokey Reidsmokey 18-21, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    Yup here soon will be my 4-year anniversary of my sex-change surgery.
    ThatEsteemedElegance ThatEsteemedElegance 22-25, T 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Had rotator cuff surgery 20 hours ago and it's the most painful surgery I have had to date10 lumbar surgeries with complete fusion. That was a cake walk compared to rotator cuff...
    JayMb62 JayMb62 51-55 4 days ago

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    3 days ago I was diagnosed with a bad case of hip dysplasia. My hip socket is too shallow to comfortably fit the femur ball. It causes me pain almost daily and I'm tossing up...
    tinmann01 tinmann01 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    Well for my friends who didn't know I hurt my shoulder a few weeks ago at home when I was recovering from knee surgery I now have to go in and have major shoulder surgery in 2 to 3...
    adelaideman adelaideman 46-50, M 4 days ago

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