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I Want to Heal From This Heart Break

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 69 People

    First Love...last Love?

    I had a very deep relationship with a certain girl for 1 year, 5 months, and 7 days. It wasn't that physical near the end because of 8,946,788.4 different problems (dont ask about the decimal) that made us split farther and farther apart to where it was almost living a lie and...
    SpectreOfTheNight SpectreOfTheNight 18-21, M 6 Responses Jul 2, 2008

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    4 Years Then 4 Months

    I lost 4 years to Adriaan... he lied to me all the time and broke my heart with his deception. Then Duncan swooped in and broke me further when he had a bipolar episode, shut me out and told me I was broken and couldn't even confirm if he ever loved me or not. To him I lost...
    laties860326 laties860326 26-30, F Feb 2, 2013

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    Letting Go

    Well somehow I have been gathering the strength to be able to tell my ex that I need to be alone and apart from him . Eventhough he moved away and broke up with me he hasn't wanted to let go of his grip on me so I am going to talk him into letting go....he is dating someone else...
    Owleeeeease7 Owleeeeease7 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 30, 2013

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    I Gave You The World And A Dozen Roses

     I dated a guy for a few months it wasnt even honestly 3 months, i had never been an open person, i never had a father, i used to watch my mom get beat by her husband and i had a lot of emotional stress since i was about the age of 6 up to about the age of 16, a lot of men...
    closeyoureyestosee closeyoureyestosee 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 3, 2009

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    Why Did She Do It?

    Hi, well as you may know my name is Johnny, Jonas as some people call me. There was this one girl that I really like and her name is Christina. Christy and I went to the same school and stuff you know. Just regular things. We would always hang out together and she knew i liked...
    Jonyboy224 Jonyboy224 13-15, M Apr 9, 2010

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    I Will Survive.

    I am going to be ok from this,more then ok.
    angelwithoutwings angelwithoutwings 26-30, F 1 Response May 17, 2011

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    Please Give Me Some Advice When The Pain Will Stop :(

    My breakup happened 3 months ago and I am having such a hard time i think about it all the time and dream about him. He however has a new girlfriend blocked me from facebook, gmail, IM etc.... and never wants to speak with me again last i heard from him he told me i was a...
    chickieA34 chickieA34 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 9, 2009

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    Why Did She Do It?

    Hi, well as you may know my name is Johnny, Jonas as some people call me. There was this one girl that I really like and her name is Christina. Christy and I went to the same school and stuff you know. Just regular things. We would always hang out together and she knew i liked...
    Jonyboy224 Jonyboy224 13-15, M Apr 9, 2010

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    Please Give Me Some Advice When The Pain Will Stop :(

    My breakup happened 3 months ago and we dated for 6 months I am having such a hard time i think about it all the time and dream about him. He however has a new girlfriend blocked me from facebook, gmail, IM etc.... and never wants to speak with me again last i heard from him he...
    chickieA34 chickieA34 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 9, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I find myself asking this question...why are there so many people feeling the same way. You see the posts, you feel what they feel. You relate but yet we stay in relationships for...
    Givingup766 Givingup766 36-40, M 13 mins ago

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    The songs I want played are: Dear Agony- Breaking Benjamin and Swimming Home- Evanescence. Swimming Home is an especially exceptional and heart warming song. Swimming Home "Way...
    Airella013 Airella013 18-21, F 29 mins ago

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    I am damn stressed and pissed at so many things. I'll start to uni soon but the problem is I wanted to move away from home, to get out of keep collapsing, but no, destiny doesn't...
    Katerinafaith Katerinafaith 16-17, F 59 mins ago

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    Okay, so I don't want to come across as desperate, but I really do want a boyfriend!..❤ I know relationships can be awful and there can be so much hurt and heartbreak..but I...
    DarkPeridot DarkPeridot 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Unpleasant words fall on my ears and defensive walls with no windows go up... My ears go deaf but my heart continues to hear and feel the piercing of your words... I hear a voice...
    dancingWATERz dancingWATERz 51-55, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I've read a few of the posts on here and the general trend seems to be that people are angry because they were dumped in a horrible fashion at the worst possible moment. Mine is a...
    Kaylors Kaylors 22-25, M 5 hrs ago

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    Honestly, I am beginning to feel like I wouldn't know a healthy loving relationship if it walked up and bit me. I thought I had found it, and 14 years ago if you had asked me, I...
    Macitwillbe Macitwillbe 51-55, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I live in Minnesota. I can't stand the winters anymore. I want to move, but it would mean retiring from my job before my retirement age for Social Security. My husband gives me...
    N6135P N6135P 61-65, F 7 hrs ago

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    I want to be the reason that you smile..the one that will make your day just a wee bit brighter..allow you to be somewhat uplifted when things are going from bad to worse..Be the...
    sensualbeauty1 sensualbeauty1 46-50, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    It's been two days since we've broken up. I'm in bed right now and all i want to do i talk to him. He was my rock, my confidante, my best friend. I told him everything because...
    faultinourgeography faultinourgeography 22-25, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    1. Name? Lily. 2. Male or female? Female and very happy about it. 3. Were you named after anyone? Maternal great-grandmother's spinster sister. 4. Does your name mean...
    LilySincere LilySincere 41-45, F 13 hrs ago

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    Hey guys, I'm going to take a few days off from here for personal reasons. I have some things to work thru and need to get better. If u want to stay in contact with me let me know...
    Daredevil1942 Daredevil1942 18-21, F 7 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    just had my 40th birthday and I remember always saying that I would quit smoking by the time I was 40. And now 2 weeks past my birthday I still smoke. I've smoked for 33 years now...
    MaxwellHouseMom MaxwellHouseMom 36-40, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    me and wife been fantasizing about swinging from ten or more years. in those ten years she developed a habbit and she get addicted to role play where I have sex with her as some...
    canada7674 canada7674 36-40, M 3 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    WATCH THE VIDEO AFTER YOU HAVE READ!i have bee sitting in my own temptations and pleasures talking to people who are only making me more gay and as i have noticed this i seem to...
    idkwhatiam idkwhatiam 13-15, M 2 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    I'm just laying here in the dark... Wondering how at the age of 34 I let this happen to me.. AGAIN!!! I'm pregnant and have been abandoned and left to deal with everything alone. I...
    Lovelessgal Lovelessgal 31-35, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    I really want to open my heart once again. I used to care about people. I used to stand for them. I used to give gifts. After a bad experience, I have become little closed. I had a...
    Somexyz Somexyz 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    I think we've just discovered my partner may have depression, but it seems to have reached an incredibly advanced stage very suddenly. she's shutting me out, barely seeing me when...
    crystalballer27 crystalballer27 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Anyone give me it I want it so bad
    itzme12345 itzme12345 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    my hand hurts..it is not healing as it is supposed to... my heart aches..it has no one to speak to.. my eyes cry...for they dont see happiness anywhere around them.. I sigh..coz...
    sb3007 sb3007 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I loved a guy whom i did not even know a thing or remember a thing about him. He says that we met when we were still children but i cannot bring myself to tell him i don't recall...
    Nyata Nyata 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I am so confused and I don't know what to do. My thoughts are swirling around in my head making me dizzy. My heart is thumping out of control. The man I use to count as my best...
    Darkenedlace Darkenedlace 26-30, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I think people often underestimate what depression does to a person. I go from externalization/narcissism in dissociative states to internalization/depression. In other words; I...
    Outdoctrination Outdoctrination 18-21 1 Response 3 days ago

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    It's been five months since you went away You left without a word and nothing to say When I was the one who gave you my heart and soul But it wasn't good enough for you, no So I...
    CasseMoi CasseMoi 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I have half a heart and half a spirit. Because while healing my broken heart and broken spirit I paid the debt with the halves of them. And today I symbolized it. I symbolized...
    Katerinafaith Katerinafaith 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    that would be really cool. I belive that a guy and a girl just can be friends, but often, sooner or later someone want more from the other...
    blueskybutterfly blueskybutterfly 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    After almost three years of dating and then nearly two years of just fooling around, it's safe to say my heart is pretty shattered. To make matters worse, I promised her i'd be her...
    geminixleo geminixleo 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    This is how my husband takes me. It's his favorite position. :) when he takes me this way it reminds me who the boss is!
    MistiA MistiA 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 26

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    I was always a peculiar girl. Staying quiet whilst others spoke around me, observing my surroundings religiously. Staring out of windows in every class, oblivious to them calling...
    FindingNirvana420 FindingNirvana420 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 26

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    I work at a residential treatment facility working with troubled teen girls. Some of these girls stories break my heart. Flashbacks, triggers. I hate seeing them this way. Most...
    ccm22 ccm22 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 26

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    Vivid memories, live again! My favorite book as a child was titled "Grayling". It was a book about a Fisherman who had gone out to sea, found a distressed baby seal in the storm...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    For as long as I could remember everything has always been a struggle. Even now everything is a struggle, I don't know what it feels like to not struggle. I just want to escape it...
    chy08 chy08 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 22

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    I'm not sure how long I will be gone but I know I will be back. Hubs had a heart to heart with me today and said he was concerned about the amount of time I spend on EP. He knows...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 16 Responses Jul 21

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