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    Quid Pro Quo...

    I'm not sure about mine. It could be my mother's abuse, the physical and sexual abuse I suffered in foster care, being homeless, my time in middle school in Nebraska, or the deaths of some of my family and friends... Josh J. Bartek, Lillian J. Napady, Betty Boydston, and...
    angelsofhope2008 angelsofhope2008 26-30, M Aug 23, 2011

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    at my birth i was premature.

    i was 2 months before the actual date. i died for a few minutes but woke up. I am very blessed to be alive and i do have autism but at least i live.
    dragonshine dragonshine 22-25, T Jan 14

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    Mommy !?

    I guess it would probably be not seeing my mother for months and its different when your older cause your independent already Im only 13 i still neef her here with me... But she more than a thousand miles away ... I love my mom she was my best friend . She had me as a teen so i...
    13years 13years 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 30, 2012

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    My Nonabortion

    This was by far the hardest thing I have ever had to deal with. I was 19 years old and pregnant by a much older man who didn't want to be with me. He made this perfectly clear every day except for the days where he was trying to convince me to have an abortion and saying that we...
    casing6699 casing6699 22-25 1 Response Jul 12, 2012

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    You Have To Say Goodbye Now.

    My mother was sick, but life was good for me. I was a new sophomore in school and everything was going for me. I thought things like, "That could never happen to me. That only happens to other people." But, I was wrong. Because On August 30, 2010 my Mom passed away from thyroid...
    livinglifefearless livinglifefearless 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2011

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    Did He Really Ever Love Me

    was 6 months old when my dad left my mom i never he knew him but i knew where he was and how he looked i never have that daddy's lil girl thing i never had someone who would pick me up and spin me around and call me his lil princess..... Sometime i think about having that what...
    LowKeyLeidii LowKeyLeidii 16-17, F Jul 3, 2012

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    My Top 3 Most Painful Experiences 1.

    Putting hot glue on my thumb nail. (Young and stupid) 2. Spilling boiling water on myself. (Today; 1st degree burn..) 3. The random Ice Pick headaches I get. (Absolute worst!) Why? 1. Nerve pain. Horrible HORRIBLE pain shot from my right thumb all the way up to my shoulder. 2...
    EgoInSomnisResurget EgoInSomnisResurget 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    Being Beat By My Husband

    i still dont know how to deal with it or how to get away from it. i always thought this was one of the easiest situations to leave. someone hurts you, not subconciously or subtly but outright physically hurts you you leave them alone and dont look back. but what happens when you...
    goldie25 goldie25 31-35, F 7 Responses Aug 20, 2008

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    incubator for 2 months

    when born, dad had brain aneurysm when i was 9--disabled, I had open heart surgery when i was 15, house burned down when i was 20--lost everything--lived there for 12 years, was in driver of a vehicle that a pedestrian was killed when I was 22, dad died when i was 28, divorce...
    slammalamma slammalamma 46-50, M Apr 24

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    Pain Hurts

    Wow...only the most painful life experience....where to begin? How to sort through a painful past from the time I was 12 years old? Here goes. Having family members repeatedly practice sex education using me for a "dummy". Not being able to tell anyone. Mom dying when I was 12...
    jiggstrixie92 jiggstrixie92 51-55, F 4 Responses Jul 28, 2011

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    I was raped by my boyfriend

    and he thought he did nothing wrong it happened for a year when I was 14 now I'm 17 and still have nightmares to this day... Any suggestions on how to cope with nightmares from it
    Devonbaby Devonbaby 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 14

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    My uncle he I'm heated hot metal pole in a fire

    and raped me with them(not sure if that was the most painful thing he did)
    ameliaandmore ameliaandmore 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 14, 2014

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    My Broken Heart

    I have posted this article in a couple of other places on here, but this is my story: This is the story of my lost relationship  and my life,its ups and downs over the past 12 years. Well it's been 7 weeks since Jo left, she left on 07/03/12 it's been hard trying to get through...
    Bigpablo78 Bigpablo78 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 11, 2012

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    Most Painful of All

    I lost my mom to cancer jan 12 1998 and it stillmake me cry......I've heard people say pain goes away in time.....I don't think it does it's that you don't think about it as much.....   LG
    longgun longgun 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 21, 2008

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    My Diagnosis

     Ok, so my most painful experience in life last almost my entire life. It's not something really serious like being raped or POW, but more on the means of chronic humiliation and emotional abuse. Note that I remember almost everything from two years old and up, I have very...
    domain domain 18-21 4 Responses Nov 1, 2008

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    Dangerously In Luv And No Way Out

    I have been brutually raped and physically abused by the Man i once loved... I have lost my virginity to this Man when I first met him I have sworn off Men until Douglas Taylor has came into my life I felt like God has sent me an Angle And when I fell for him I felt hard and when...
    hurtfulsoul hurtfulsoul 41-45, F 3 Responses Feb 19, 2013

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    How Many Days to Destroy a Girl? Only 4.

    before i share this story i need to state something for my own peace of mind... i am a strong intelligent woman. (i choose to be gramaticly incorrect), i have come a very long way from my past, and who i was but i am in no way ashamed of it nor do i regret any part of it. my past...
    lifeispoetry lifeispoetry 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 15, 2008

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    Being Persecuted All My Life By Other People

    I would like to share my story that is going to blow alot of peoples minds... the story about the way everybody really treat me is very shocking and horrifying. when you read this stoy about the way people treat me even by my own family members , Just imaginge how does it...
    trama63 trama63 46-50 2 Responses Nov 27, 2010

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    Losing My Nan/best Friend

    My nan was my best friend. We had our special TV programs we would watch together, because I only lived two doors away I saw her every day of my life. Thursday nights were Rummy nights, I would go round to play with her and her friend and my grandad, she taught me how to play...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 10, 2008

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    It Could Always Be Worse

    What I mean is that people handle the same experiences differently. I can not pick one thing.  The horrible deaths of loved ones, rapes, abuse, illnesses, surgeries, bearing children, none of these have hurt me as long or as relentlessly as the words people have used...
    Shelled1 Shelled1 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 8, 2008

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    They Look Down Upon Me

    they look down upon me because am not thin enough.... They look upon me because i have a limp of the left leg.....they look down upon me because i dont drink and have tattoes lyk they do... they refuse to associate with me because i have a deformed leg is it my fault i cnt. wear...
    CurvyandChic CurvyandChic 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 29, 2012

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    Abuse

    I have been emotionally abused by my older brother. From a young age he would tell me that he wished I was never born. He would blame me for how bad his life was. He would always criticize me and tell me I was stupid. Sometimes he would even hurt me physically. I was REALLY...
    minnie22mouse minnie22mouse 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 2, 2008

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    Good Bye Kids

    In the mids of a lovely dreamy sleep, my current girlfriend accidentally kneed me in the groin crushing my nuts with her full weight, while she reached over to turn of the lights. I immediately woke up in agonizing pain, completely voiceless and for the next few days, I felt like...
    MsNikita MsNikita 26-30, T 3 Responses Jul 30, 2009

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    So Far............

    I am not sure how this compares but this is my life it was the most painful part in my life. I've written about it before i've mentioned him a bit. But the most painful thing that has happened to me was that my heart was broken torn apart and I was left carrying this junk with...
    Starbuck82 Starbuck82 26-30, F 5 Responses Mar 4, 2010

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    One time I did a thing to my neck

    that resulted in me not being able to move it for 3 weeks without extreme pain and once I ripped a tendon in my finger and ****** it up enough that the nail eventually fell off.
    FuckingFlamingo FuckingFlamingo 18-21, M Jan 13

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    I was raped in September 2013.

    That night instead of seeking help I went home and pretended nothing happened. A day later I broke down. The attack has left me in fear but it also opened a part of my life which I hidden, my childhood.
    edkelly2k edkelly2k 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 13

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    My Most Painful Experience So Far ..

    My most Painful experience so far is my toothache, It's just so annoying and indescribable and the dentist made it worse I wish I could take off all of my teeth and replace them with new white and healthy ones !
    Jasmine21xx Jasmine21xx 18-21, F 1 Response May 19, 2012

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    Most painful life experience.

    .. Not being able to be with the one you love, having to wait for so long to finally be with that person..! I just hope the wait is worth it!
    Unbroken831 Unbroken831 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    You Think You Have It Bad?

    You really don't, I've done so many bad things, and I'm on the brink of ******* extinction. Whether the massive amount of drugs kill me or not, I am not gonna be here long, ****.
    DailyDiagnosis DailyDiagnosis 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 2, 2012

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    The Beating Of A Life Time

    It was a beautiful summer day and my older brother, younger step sister and step brother, and I were playing soccer in a field. My younger step brother and I are on a team, and my little step sister runs past me kicking the ball, when suddenly she tripped and fell. When she got...
    DailyDiagnosis DailyDiagnosis 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 27, 2012

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    Love Lost

    Most Painful Life Experience - finding out that the guy your in love with for 5 years, who may or may not love you back and wont talk about it, is having a baby with his girlfriend...Painful...
    Mater2 Mater2 18-21, M Jan 13, 2012

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    Painful..

     I haven't had that many painful experiences in my life. But I have had a couple of tramatic experiences. But the main ones would have to be watching my mother get beat to death in front of me and getting raped when I was eight years old. O yes people think I don't...
    RageAgainst RageAgainst 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 3, 2008

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    Sleeping

    Three years ago I checked into the VA hospital with what turned out to be a severe case of pneumonia. The ER doctors gave me morphine for the pain and an allergic reaction put me into a coma for three months.  When I woke up my body was totally emaciated and I weighed only 115...
    PinksWoman PinksWoman 61-65, T 4 Responses Jan 29, 2013

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    Most Painful Experience.

    I was in elementary school,fourth grade,my best friend and I were arguing about our dads.She was insisting that her dad had the better job,and I was insisting the same thing of my dad.All the sudden she blurted out,well your dad is'nt even your dad,I was stunned.I said yes he is...
    TexasLily TexasLily 51-55, F 7 Responses Aug 20, 2008

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    My father forced me to do sex with him last

    week. He was drunk and claimed that he had the right to do everything at home as he wished. It was scary and really hurt a lot. I was fainted and found myself in a hospital a few hours later. My mother was shocked and reported this to the police office. Now I have returned home...
    ElsaBlack ElsaBlack 13-15, F 4 Responses Oct 1, 2014

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    Cheated

    I though he loves me. but the reality is that he is a guy so he couldnt make it just with me & tried another. it becomes more painful when he decide to keep her & leave me
    gagagirl gagagirl 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 24, 2012

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    Why

    i though he loved me but he never really did im just a lil girl to him yes im 16 and he 18 but i think he want someone older....but only if he knew i act older then i am i know what i want and i know how to treat a guy right i dont know why he dont want me sometime i think its...
    LowKeyLeidii LowKeyLeidii 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 3, 2012

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    I was raped by my friend.

    .. It was past.. My boyfriend accepted me. I love him alot for everything (love and support) he has given me.
    Tressaratheesh Tressaratheesh 22-25 Jan 14

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    Father Or Son

    I am not sure if it was the suicide of my father which eventually caused me to lose four years of my life that I will never remember or the more recent death of my only son which I am still livng (if that is the word) through now. Is it more painful to have one sharp total pain...
    demorcan demorcan 61-65, M Aug 4, 2012

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    infinitegodmode infinitegodmode 18-21, M Jan 13

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    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 13

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    Mmmm Close Call

    Hard to say really its a close call between the first time i epilated and labour!! Giving birth to a 10pound baby with no pain relief definately wins hands down!
    Blondevixon Blondevixon 31-35, F 6 Responses Mar 11, 2010

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    Heartbroken!

    Compared to some people's suffering mine seems very trivial! I have always had a great life! Had a wonderful childhood, was a much loved only child, have great friends, two great kids , married to my hubby of 20 yrs, have a successful career, now only work part time, drive a BMW...
    Ginny04 Ginny04 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 18, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    Just wanna hear yours some could be funny some could be painful. I don't really wanna come out just want it to be something like out of nowhere not sitting down and all awkward not...
    FerrarixD FerrarixD 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 17

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    Living a meaningful life doesn't necessarily mean having fortune or fame. In fact, that's not it at all. It's certainly not defined by the amount of money that you have in your...
    Loverofpeace Loverofpeace 41-45, F 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    Everytime I think about starting a new life I have to come to terms with my expectations for what that means. I keep expecting change and yet I refuse to change myself or my...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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