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    Did He Really Ever Love Me

    was 6 months old when my dad left my mom i never he knew him but i knew where he was and how he looked i never have that daddy's lil girl thing i never had someone who would pick me up and spin me around and call me his lil princess..... Sometime i think about having that what...
    LowKeyLeidii LowKeyLeidii 16-17, F Jul 3, 2012

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    Only Because He's Being a Pain the Arse At the Moment

    The day we spent in bed making plans, his divorce papers in my bag waiting to be sent off and the phone call from his soon to be ex wife saying she was pregnant. If you looked closely enough you could have prob seen me die a little
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 11, 2008

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    Sleeping

    Three years ago I checked into the VA hospital with what turned out to be a severe case of pneumonia. The ER doctors gave me morphine for the pain and an allergic reaction put me into a coma for three months.  When I woke up my body was totally emaciated and I weighed only 115...
    PinksWoman PinksWoman 61-65, T 4 Responses Jan 29, 2013

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    My uncle he I'm heated hot metal pole in a fire

    and raped me with them(not sure if that was the most painful thing he did)
    ameliaandmore ameliaandmore 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 14

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    My Nonabortion

    This was by far the hardest thing I have ever had to deal with. I was 19 years old and pregnant by a much older man who didn't want to be with me. He made this perfectly clear every day except for the days where he was trying to convince me to have an abortion and saying that we...
    casing6699 casing6699 22-25 1 Response Jul 12, 2012

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    You Think You Have It Bad?

    You really don't, I've done so many bad things, and I'm on the brink of ******* extinction. Whether the massive amount of drugs kill me or not, I am not gonna be here long, ****.
    DailyDiagnosis DailyDiagnosis 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 2, 2012

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    One Day...

    One day I will work up the courage to share my story...I hope.
    vinividivici21 vinividivici21 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 10, 2008

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    My Most Painful Experience So Far ..

    My most Painful experience so far is my toothache, It's just so annoying and indescribable and the dentist made it worse I wish I could take off all of my teeth and replace them with new white and healthy ones !
    Jasmine21xx Jasmine21xx 18-21, F May 19, 2012

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    My father forced me to do sex with him last

    week. He was drunk and claimed that he had the right to do everything at home as he wished. It was scary and really hurt a lot. I was fainted and found myself in a hospital a few hours later. My mother was shocked and reported this to the police office. Now I have returned home...
    ElsaBlack ElsaBlack 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 1

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    Most Painful Experience.

    I was in elementary school,fourth grade,my best friend and I were arguing about our dads.She was insisting that her dad had the better job,and I was insisting the same thing of my dad.All the sudden she blurted out,well your dad is'nt even your dad,I was stunned.I said yes he is...
    TexasLily TexasLily 51-55, F 7 Responses Aug 20, 2008

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    My Diagnosis

     Ok, so my most painful experience in life last almost my entire life. It's not something really serious like being raped or POW, but more on the means of chronic humiliation and emotional abuse. Note that I remember almost everything from two years old and up, I have very...
    domain domain 18-21 5 Responses Nov 1, 2008

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    Dangerously In Luv And No Way Out

    I have been brutually raped and physically abused by the Man i once loved... I have lost my virginity to this Man when I first met him I have sworn off Men until Douglas Taylor has came into my life I felt like God has sent me an Angle And when I fell for him I felt hard and when...
    hurtfulsoul hurtfulsoul 41-45, F 3 Responses Feb 19, 2013

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    Mmmm Close Call

    Hard to say really its a close call between the first time i epilated and labour!! Giving birth to a 10pound baby with no pain relief definately wins hands down!
    Blondevixon Blondevixon 31-35, F 6 Responses Mar 11, 2010

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    Cheated

    I though he loves me. but the reality is that he is a guy so he couldnt make it just with me & tried another. it becomes more painful when he decide to keep her & leave me
    gagagirl gagagirl 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 24, 2012

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    Heartbroken!

    Compared to some people's suffering mine seems very trivial! I have always had a great life! Had a wonderful childhood, was a much loved only child, have great friends, two great kids , married to my hubby of 20 yrs, have a successful career, now only work part time, drive a BMW...
    Ginny04 Ginny04 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 18, 2012

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    Emotlonal Pain the Worst

    To  MAKE A LONG STORY BRIEF i HAD FALLEN IN LOVE WITH A WOMAN AND WE WERE SEPERATED  in different citys .I was going to move to her city and was getting things ready for the shift when out of nowhere she rang to tell me it was over she had met another guy and had moved...
    dingus48 dingus48 46-50, M Dec 4, 2008

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    So Far............

    I am not sure how this compares but this is my life it was the most painful part in my life. I've written about it before i've mentioned him a bit. But the most painful thing that has happened to me was that my heart was broken torn apart and I was left carrying this junk with...
    Starbuck82 Starbuck82 26-30, F 5 Responses Mar 4, 2010

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    The Beating Of A Life Time

    It was a beautiful summer day and my older brother, younger step sister and step brother, and I were playing soccer in a field. My younger step brother and I are on a team, and my little step sister runs past me kicking the ball, when suddenly she tripped and fell. When she got...
    DailyDiagnosis DailyDiagnosis 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 27, 2012

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    Abuse

    I have been emotionally abused by my older brother. From a young age he would tell me that he wished I was never born. He would blame me for how bad his life was. He would always criticize me and tell me I was stupid. Sometimes he would even hurt me physically. I was REALLY...
    minnie22mouse minnie22mouse 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 2, 2008

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    People Get Irrate And Turn On Me When I Discuss My Problems

    When i express my concerns about the way other people treat me, and having financil problems; people back away from me. i have a very poor support system when to turn to others about me concerns.. People treat me like i am worse than a crimianl at work. I am having a funny...
    trama63 trama63 46-50 1 Response Nov 27, 2010

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    Painful..

     I haven't had that many painful experiences in my life. But I have had a couple of tramatic experiences. But the main ones would have to be watching my mother get beat to death in front of me and getting raped when I was eight years old. O yes people think I don't...
    RageAgainst RageAgainst 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 3, 2008

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    Most?

    Being able to give my Most painful experience would mean I could rate that pain on some kind of scale and choose the worst one. What Hurt me the most in my life?...... Well I can choose from Family abandonment, significant child abuse and family violence, family member drug...
    lmg007 lmg007 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 3, 2008

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    My Broken Heart

    I have posted this article in a couple of other places on here, but this is my story: This is the story of my lost relationship  and my life,its ups and downs over the past 12 years. Well it's been 7 weeks since Jo left, she left on 07/03/12 it's been hard trying to get through...
    Bigpablo78 Bigpablo78 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 11, 2012

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    I Was Cheat By An Internet Heart Breaker!!!!!!!

    I thought I had found you, my true love in life ,I thought you might be the only man who will belong to me and I will only marry you no matter what happens in the future...... When first time i met you,it was the hardest time in my living, nobody understood how...
    NoFears NoFears 22-25, F Jul 9, 2009

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    Love Lost

    Most Painful Life Experience - finding out that the guy your in love with for 5 years, who may or may not love you back and wont talk about it, is having a baby with his girlfriend...Painful...
    Mater2 Mater2 18-21, M Jan 13, 2012

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    Pain Hurts

    Wow...only the most painful life experience....where to begin? How to sort through a painful past from the time I was 12 years old? Here goes. Having family members repeatedly practice sex education using me for a "dummy". Not being able to tell anyone. Mom dying when I was 12...
    jiggstrixie92 jiggstrixie92 51-55, F 4 Responses Jul 28, 2011

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    Best Way To Describe It

    Nothing really ever gets better for me. When I was younger I had a really hard time. My bro is really autistic and my parents wanted a break so bad they'de leave us with anyone. I have scars up and down my arms and legs. I think I was abused in other ways but I'm not sure. I just...
    NinjaLucy NinjaLucy 13-15, F Feb 2, 2011

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    What Is Actual Pain... My Frnd There Is Nothing ...bcoz Every Pain In My Life Is Much Big Her Thn Another ..

    hi i explane in very shortally at the age of 12 _______i become heart  patient 14___________i have regular take 2 medicin and 1 injection at every 21 days n its panidur inj(most pain ful inj in the earth).. 16 ___________good momnt i hv a girl frind 18____________i m faild...
    manipreet04 manipreet04 18-21, M Nov 30, 2010

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    Quid Pro Quo...

    I'm not sure about mine. It could be my mother's abuse, the physical and sexual abuse I suffered in foster care, being homeless, my time in middle school in Nebraska, or the deaths of some of my family and friends... Josh J. Bartek, Lillian J. Napady, Betty Boydston, and...
    angelsofhope2008 angelsofhope2008 26-30, M Aug 23, 2011

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    It Could Always Be Worse

    What I mean is that people handle the same experiences differently. I can not pick one thing.  The horrible deaths of loved ones, rapes, abuse, illnesses, surgeries, bearing children, none of these have hurt me as long or as relentlessly as the words people have used...
    Shelled1 Shelled1 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 8, 2008

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    Being Persecuted All My Life By Other People

    I would like to share my story that is going to blow alot of peoples minds... the story about the way everybody really treat me is very shocking and horrifying. when you read this stoy about the way people treat me even by my own family members , Just imaginge how does it...
    trama63 trama63 46-50 2 Responses Nov 27, 2010

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    They Look Down Upon Me

    they look down upon me because am not thin enough.... They look upon me because i have a limp of the left leg.....they look down upon me because i dont drink and have tattoes lyk they do... they refuse to associate with me because i have a deformed leg is it my fault i cnt. wear...
    CurvyandChic CurvyandChic 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 29, 2012

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    Father Or Son

    I am not sure if it was the suicide of my father which eventually caused me to lose four years of my life that I will never remember or the more recent death of my only son which I am still livng (if that is the word) through now. Is it more painful to have one sharp total pain...
    demorcan demorcan 61-65, M Aug 4, 2012

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    You Have To Say Goodbye Now.

    My mother was sick, but life was good for me. I was a new sophomore in school and everything was going for me. I thought things like, "That could never happen to me. That only happens to other people." But, I was wrong. Because On August 30, 2010 my Mom passed away from thyroid...
    livinglifefearless livinglifefearless 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2011

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    Good Bye Kids

    In the mids of a lovely dreamy sleep, my current girlfriend accidentally kneed me in the groin crushing my nuts with her full weight, while she reached over to turn of the lights. I immediately woke up in agonizing pain, completely voiceless and for the next few days, I felt like...
    MsNikita MsNikita 26-30, T 3 Responses Jul 30, 2009

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    Life Isn't For Us..nothing But Pain

    Well i don't know how often i've thought this but i wish there was a ' LIFE EXCHANGE WITHDRAWEL WINDOW...as we speak sitting here feeling guilt about everything, and bad for things i can't accomplish or even start, hating life, and life hating on me, my youngest son is going...
    embrissa embrissa 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 20, 2008

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    Being Beat By My Husband

    i still dont know how to deal with it or how to get away from it. i always thought this was one of the easiest situations to leave. someone hurts you, not subconciously or subtly but outright physically hurts you you leave them alone and dont look back. but what happens when you...
    goldie25 goldie25 31-35, F 7 Responses Aug 20, 2008

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    Most Painful of All

    I lost my mom to cancer jan 12 1998 and it stillmake me cry......I've heard people say pain goes away in time.....I don't think it does it's that you don't think about it as much.....   LG
    longgun longgun 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 21, 2008

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    Why

    i though he loved me but he never really did im just a lil girl to him yes im 16 and he 18 but i think he want someone older....but only if he knew i act older then i am i know what i want and i know how to treat a guy right i dont know why he dont want me sometime i think its...
    LowKeyLeidii LowKeyLeidii 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 3, 2012

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    Losing My Nan/best Friend

    My nan was my best friend. We had our special TV programs we would watch together, because I only lived two doors away I saw her every day of my life. Thursday nights were Rummy nights, I would go round to play with her and her friend and my grandad, she taught me how to play...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 10, 2008

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    How Many Days to Destroy a Girl? Only 4.

    before i share this story i need to state something for my own peace of mind... i am a strong intelligent woman. (i choose to be gramaticly incorrect), i have come a very long way from my past, and who i was but i am in no way ashamed of it nor do i regret any part of it. my past...
    lifeispoetry lifeispoetry 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 15, 2008

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    Mommy !?

    I guess it would probably be not seeing my mother for months and its different when your older cause your independent already Im only 13 i still neef her here with me... But she more than a thousand miles away ... I love my mom she was my best friend . She had me as a teen so i...
    13years 13years 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 30, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    I'm almost 22 and feel like I barely lived except work and study. I have no real friends and feel my self confidence has let me miss out on experiences. Sometimes I think when I'm...
    CassRL CassRL 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 1

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    I feel that my father is a coward and an insecure, passive aggressive, manipulative and (can be) violent person. Although he mostly raised me when I was growing up (my mother was...
    Regandlam Regandlam 36-40, F 1 Response Oct 20

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    I somehow feel I missed out on life. That in many times, situations and places I just missed out on something terrific through fear. Fear of what? Failure, ridicule, exposure...
    nunos nunos 51-55, M 2 Responses Oct 1

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    First time I shaved smooth I was 20. A friend/girlfriend told me she shaved and convinced me to do it. Well one tip I have is do not shave while talking on the phone if it's your...
    lock562 lock562 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 18

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    Lately I have been feeling really fed up and depressed. I feel that both family and friends hate me being happy or having a life of my own. My parents are both really ill and have...
    galaxy3 galaxy3 36-40, F 1 Response Oct 21

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    I had several vivid visions and here is my longest most vivid one I ever had.I was laying in bed when suddenly, clearer than any dream I've ever had and clearer than reality at...
    Dayzdreamer Dayzdreamer 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 22

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    So it was Thanksgiving and my really close cousin Jack (who's gay) brought his boyfriend. We always have Thanksgiving with my grandmother and her kids (my dad, Jack's dad, my aunt...
    kittentoes kittentoes 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    My experiences determine whether you would want to talk to me, or be creeped out, I'd rather have people who like me for me message me, rather than live a fake life to others!
    naco26withcheese naco26withcheese 13-15, M Oct 10

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    I been reading all my experiences and it makes me sad to bring negative issues afloat. I want to say I took them as venting to someone but now I don't want to look in the negative...
    treto treto 22-25, M Oct 15

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    Last night I woke up to an elderly lady standing in the corner of the room.. I couldn't move or talk and before I had a chance to "freak out", I felt a presence enter the room and...
    lostbmo lostbmo 26-30, M 2 Responses Oct 18