I Want to Hide

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    I Need An Answer

    i want an answe to why i always hide the truth! why do i hear things and see things other people do not see i want to know where i belong becuase i am most certainly out of place right now. i see things people would call me crazy for and i think ways that people do not understand...
    serrano123 serrano123
    Dec 15, 2008

    Doesn't Much Matter What I Want

    Though, if I could,.. I would be reincarnated as an ostrich,.. I would bury my head two feet in the sand and just hide there forever. But then, gotta die to be reincarnated so at that point,.. would I *need* to be an ostrich??? Probably not. Probably wouldn't have a red dot...
    TrustIsEarned TrustIsEarned
    46-50, F
    Dec 15, 2010

    Sometimes Yes

    I sometimes just want to be hidden.  Don't want anyone to see me.  Kind of like those little lizards that will close their eyes when you come too close, like if they can't see you you can't see them.  In actuality, I have hidden away for a few days, no one missed...
    darlene darlene
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Jun 25, 2008

    Pls... Someone... I need

    that someone in my life... Someone i can lose myself in... To love... To drive myself.. To keep me sane... God... Urghh.... Ikikikik!!!! I hate the night... I hate the night... Can be so beautiful at times but also so torturous..
    InfiniteMusic InfiniteMusic
    18-21, M
    Aug 5, 2015

    I Want to Hide From Myself and Everything Else

    I want to hide from my thoughts and feelings.  They scare the **** out of me.  And I hate them too.  So naturally - I want to run and hide from them, but I can't because they are parts of myself.  I can only distort my thoughts with drugs, which isn...
    Mistake Mistake
    26-30, M
    Jul 18, 2009

    I hardly cry even when I'm really sad

    or in pain. I hate that because, like today, I just start crying randomly. I was in class and tears just started coming down.
    XxscarsxX XxscarsxX
    18-21, F
    Oct 22, 2014

    My favorite place is in flowers.

    It don't matter the mood I'm in, flowers will always be my go to place
    badgirlbee badgirlbee
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 30, 2015

    This Year It Would Be Nice

    to just go off someplace and hide till after thr middle of jan
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Dec 20, 2011

    from God and other people

    that i think and feel want to poke into my business
    GirlyCasey123 GirlyCasey123
    22-25, F
    Jul 28, 2015

    No Um Nt Urz

    i hide from you... i don't want you to see me available anymore , no more calls nor more contact between uscuz u missed it up all this time i was with you ... u kept me around u with nothing in returnso i disappread changed my phone number my e-mail , yes i'm being so dramatic...
    lilyvanili lilyvanili
    May 2, 2011

    So Many Days

    I spend a lot of time locked in my room here at my computer.  I don't know why I'm hiding and from what, but I don't want to be seen at this time.  I look fine and I'm no worse off than I have been lately... but I think a lot of it has to do with my self worth at the...
    BlasphemousAngel BlasphemousAngel
    31-35, M
    1 Response May 14, 2009

    Hidden On a Rainy Nite

    I'd like to hide 'neath the rain and gather the leaves to hide my face. The sun shines its light on me and strangers speak to me during my morning walks. Pain and anger climb out through and through 'till my eyes hide behind their lids and morning shines through. Mourners...
    rosesencha rosesencha
    1 Response Aug 17, 2007

    Sometimes It Would Be Easier

    i get way too worked up over things that shouldn't do that to me. this whole moving process, (1 week and counting) is getting to me, and i know nobody really likes moving but i'm already the anxious type, so this just magnifies it for me. Also my family is going to be away next...
    prettyinpink prettyinpink
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Aug 17, 2007

    I help people all the time.

    My phone rings off the hook. I'm burning the wick at both ends and it's taking it's toll on me. I want to hide in my apartment, take care of my laundry, do the dishes and not have to worry about what time it is or if I have to be somewhere. Some nights I put my phone on...
    climbtheworld climbtheworld
    26-30, M
    Jan 31, 2014

    Hiding us from the world.

    . With curtians made out of my hair.. Hanging down my naked chest.. Just you and me there..
    deleted deleted
    Mar 25, 2015

    I Want to Hide From Myself and Everything Else

    I want to hide from my thoughts and feelings.  They scare the **** out of me.  And I hate them too.  So naturally - I want to run and hide from them, but I can't because they are parts of myself.  I can only distort my thoughts with drugs, which isn...
    Mistake Mistake
    26-30, M
    Jul 18, 2009

    Overwhelmed with life .

    I feel like driving to to the middle of the Everglades, leaving all electronic devices at home, and be left alone, even for a day. However, responsibility to family and job prevents me from doing this. 25 years in a very high stress but lucrative job will wear on you...
    bigfish12345 bigfish12345
    51-55, M
    1 Response Apr 30, 2014

    Come love.. We have our own branch.

    . In the tree of life..
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Mar 31, 2015
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    3 Responses Mar 30, 2015

    I'm tired of fighting.

    I really am. I hate how I'm anorexic!! I always see myself as this fat girl....even though in underweight. I can't be confident or anything anymore. I've gone back to cutting and at some points I just want to be dead so I don't have to suffer with anorexia anymore. At home...
    BooBear99 BooBear99
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 30, 2014

    I'd Like to Be Erased

    I'd like to hide from everyone and everything right now. Things are piling up and people are letting me down. I'd like to be erased from everyone's memories and start from scratch.
    HollyGolightly HollyGolightly
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Aug 27, 2007

    Foot In Mouth Disease

    have you ever realized that your kindness was misread and you look like a cheap tawdry poptart? I give up. Seriously. I really {{{AM}}} that nice. Oh yeah, I hide it beneath a pissy, angry, surly, violent outer shell. But underneath ANGRYFACE is a real human being. I've had...
    TrustIsEarned TrustIsEarned
    46-50, F
    Feb 16, 2011

    just want to hide from the world now.

    day hasn't gone well due to me feeling depressed and all. my son even tore up a library book that we will have to pay for... :(
    brknsilence79 brknsilence79
    36-40, F
    Nov 10, 2015


    I am only (semi)comfortable when I am alone. I can't think straight when I'm around someone. Doesn't matter who. I panic every time the phone rings, when someone talks to me, just pretty much anything... when I walk down the street I wish I was invisible so I can do what I want...
    cannibox cannibox
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Nov 3, 2009

    It'S So Contradictory

    Here I am yet again, hiding in my room hoping that if I don't come out, the day will start without me. The painful truth is that everything does go on without you. Whether you're alive or not, it doesn't make much of a difference. Who I am and what I mean is only changed by what...
    ItsOnlyLana ItsOnlyLana
    22-25, F
    Mar 3, 2013
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