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I Want to Hope For a Life That Includes Who I Really Am

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    I Have Arrived

    I am living that life right now. I llldress and live as a female 24 / 7.i have been living that way for the last 5 years. befor that i wasa part time cd. but after i remarried in2005 i was encouragedby my wife to go fulltime as  a female .you would not believe thefreedom that...
    aniowagirl aniowagirl 66-70, F 2 Responses Jun 2, 2011

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    Faking It

    I had to really look at myself in the mirror and ask myself...who the heck am I?  Yes I am a mother, a wife, and a co worker at my job, but what truly makes up me.  I get so lost in the daily activities of everyone else that I have to wonder who the heck am I...
    tatteredwings tatteredwings 36-40 1 Response May 10, 2009

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    And Who Am I, Really

    How do I know who I really am? Is it who I really want to be? is it who others think I am? Is it who I think I am? I think no-one knows who they really are. But I hope for a life that includes me in it.
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 29, 2009

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    I Will Be Me No Matter What Life I End Up With

    There is something about HOPE that doesn't fit in with the life I'm living right now. There isn't anything to look forward to and I am always me. What faces me is divorce and certain other unpleasant factors. Still I will be me. Everything used to be so bright and there was much...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 24, 2011

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    I'm Becoming Who I Want to Be, But I'm Not Quite There Yet.

    A while back (yeah, it was really only a couple of weeks ago), I think I had an epiphany. The family got together, and I was always the outcast. The one who just sat there with no one to talk to. My whole life I've been the girl who wasn't good enough; the girl who had few...
    allyrs allyrs 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 29, 2008

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    Who I Am

         Its hard to for me to assecpt me for who I am. I have alwasy wanted to be a normale  person. Being able to do what ever that I have always wanted to do. A life with out doctors. But I have learnd to like me the wat that I am. That I can't change my...
    acjf acjf 22-25, F Sep 6, 2010

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    Want To Hope For?

    Sometimes I do want to hope for if possible given everything goes perfect live a life that includes who i really am.. If only I really knew who I really am. And I don't know why I think like that, really! I really don't like being unsure about everything. I don't have time for...
    FreeFallWall FreeFallWall 22-25, M Jan 3, 2013

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    So here's the deal; I'm an idealist, not a perfectionist, but an idealist (there's a difference, well to me at least). Ever since I was a kid I promised myself I won't turn out...
    Offing Offing 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    Imagine life as a stream. When you are heading towards thriving, you are flowing with the stream, and things happens with ease. When you are resisting, you are heading upstream and...
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    I’ve learned-that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.I’ve learned-that no matter how much I care...
    Girlwithbrains Girlwithbrains 18-21, F 11 Responses Dec 6

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    I don't care what society tells me to do, how they tell me to look or how I should feel. I do what I want, for I am my own individual. Don't tell me that I can't do something or...
    vfashionista86 vfashionista86 26-30, F Dec 10

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    I want to forget things which make me sad and very upst but I can not forget them,they keep coming
    scorpian112 scorpian112 22-25, M Dec 7

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    I just want to forget... anything to stop this pain that I have right now.... I just don't know how much more I can take...
    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 7

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    My friend decided that it would be a fun idea to go and tell my crush that someone from our group liked him. Theres only the 4 of us and my friend that told him was immediately...
    secrets1can2be3told secrets1can2be3told 16-17, F Dec 1

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    Hello. So I am a medical student in my 2nd year (2/5) having already graduated with a biology degree. So far I have really not enjoyed medicine. I have really struggled going from...
    Tonks90 Tonks90 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 5

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    A murder has happened recently in a building that I used to go to for work purposes, which makes me feel close to the ‘scene’ and more disgusted by the crime, because I am...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 6 Responses Dec 12

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    When I'm old I want to look back at my life and be happy with it. I'm tired of living in this small town I live in. I go to school, come home and do nothing and then the next day I...
    alliesmiles alliesmiles 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 14

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    Just by being myself, I hope I can say something to either make you laugh or smile. :)
    roxrockman roxrockman 26-30, F a week ago

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    There are so many angles to this one. How does one start to live life to the fullest? What does it even mean? You could ask everyone the same question and get a different answer...
    TheGreatLeveler TheGreatLeveler 26-30, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I honestly get really close to having a panic attack when I am in my dorm thinking about all the things that I could be doing. I feel trapped, and wonder why I am here and not...
    IndecisiveLateBloomer IndecisiveLateBloomer 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 23

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    I have been a "crossdresser" for years. I am only 18 (i messed up on my profile so it says differently, I'm sorry, I'll try to fix that) Anyways, I say "crossdressing" because...
    comfyCDer comfyCDer 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 30

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    Someone who won't criticize my every thought.. My whole life
    Anngeleyes Anngeleyes 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 9

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    Sometime I feel like I am trapped in my own prison that built by my own choices. I do nothing now but go to work, come home, eat, shower go to bed, get up early, go to work again...
    LarryLife LarryLife 41-45, M 2 Responses Dec 11

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    When I was 9, I saw something scary, and I'm 14 right now, so this happened 5 years ago, anyways when I got up at 3:43 AM, what I saw, was thus, and I'm not even sure on whether...
    Darkness11111 Darkness11111 26-30, F Dec 11

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    So who is stopping you ??? just me, no one is stopping me or pulling me back. we may have not chosen ever turn on my life, but we always have a choice . i just want to move...
    amazingmike amazingmike 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I was a very happy go lucky guy and suddenly i started loving a girl very much who was going out with me. Now we were having fun travelling places suddenly she started cheating on...
    kavsa kavsa 22-25, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    It's not going to matter how many friends you have if they're fake. They won't be there when you really need them.
    ALostSiren ALostSiren 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 23

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    I just don't think anyone will understand. & if they do, I'm afraid that they'll just drop me from their life due to how messed up my thoughts are
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 2

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    I'm sorry..sometimes i think i am bothering, or a person who is so pushy..:(
    ElliasA ElliasA 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 11

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    All future possibilities collapse to one unstoppable unchanged ultimate reality: DEATH A heart transplant cannot save your life. It just allows you to live longer. The risks of...
    susipsikopat susipsikopat 22-25, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    sure no need of tons of friend who wl just stress u up, i better have one who will always be there for me when everybody has left someone who i can irritate and still smile back...
    sly15 sly15 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Always look on the bright side of life ... ;)
    AsteriasAura AsteriasAura 36-40, F 6 Responses Nov 23

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    arentwe all?but I feel like my life its missing something I need to find it
    Darlinghton Darlinghton 18-21, M Dec 2

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    I have many thins that I want to talk to. I like to tell everything about myself and ask for their opinion. I just need someone that I can trust and I can talk to him/her easily...
    Lovelyday235 Lovelyday235 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 5

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    Live life fully while you're here. Experience everything. Take care of yourself and your friends. Have fun, be crazy, be weird. Go out and screw up! You're going to anyway, so you...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 4 Responses Dec 11

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    I just read that the best gift you could ever give anyone is your time. This is because the time we have to spend on earth is limited. Therefore, don't waste your time worrying...
    4everoptie 4everoptie 16-17, F Dec 13

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    If we have been pleased with life, we should not be displeased with death, since it comes from the hand of the same master.
    BlueFairy09 BlueFairy09 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    how do I live life to the fullest?
    ThePixie123 ThePixie123 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Being homeschooled has changed my life in many ways. However,all of my family have attended or are still attending public school. They still look down on me for this. I understand...
    ComplicatedGirl18 ComplicatedGirl18 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I want to explore the world and write about my experiences! I want to zip line and meet new people and try all the food in the world!
    Foxfish Foxfish 13-15, F Nov 22

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    I'm determined that when my kids grow up in going to live my life to the full....I mean Shirley Valentine and then some! Seriously I look after my elderly mother, have three boys...
    NurseDaisy NurseDaisy 41-45, F 3 Responses Nov 22

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    Today is a new clean page for me :) I'm going to live my life better! I would love to talk anybody, but please no perverts. 13-15 is what I prefer though, but you can be older :)
    innocentflower innocentflower 13-15, F Nov 26

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    You have the heart of a rebel, and you have a strong independent streak. You like to do things your own way. You are confident enough to stand up for who you are, and you never...
    distancerunner distancerunner 46-50, M 2 Responses Nov 28

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    A battle against depression is a journey to regain one's vitality. There was once a time where enjoyment and contentment were natural experiences. I have since found myself forcing...
    asnplaysrugby asnplaysrugby 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 29

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    I'm a guy and I want to grow my hair to my butt. It's texture and color look like this but maybe a little more wavey like this... Do you girls think it would look good? Btw I...
    jameslames4 jameslames4 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 1

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