Post

I Want to Hope For a Life That Includes Who I Really Am

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 85 People

    I'm Becoming Who I Want to Be, But I'm Not Quite There Yet.

    A while back (yeah, it was really only a couple of weeks ago), I think I had an epiphany. The family got together, and I was always the outcast. The one who just sat there with no one to talk to. My whole life I've been the girl who wasn't good enough; the girl who had few...
    allyrs allyrs 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 29, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Have Arrived

    I am living that life right now. I llldress and live as a female 24 / 7.i have been living that way for the last 5 years. befor that i wasa part time cd. but after i remarried in2005 i was encouragedby my wife to go fulltime as  a female .you would not believe thefreedom that...
    aniowagirl aniowagirl 66-70, F 2 Responses Jun 2, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Want To Hope For?

    Sometimes I do want to hope for if possible given everything goes perfect live a life that includes who i really am.. If only I really knew who I really am. And I don't know why I think like that, really! I really don't like being unsure about everything. I don't have time for...
    FreeFallWall FreeFallWall 22-25, M Jan 3, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    And Who Am I, Really

    How do I know who I really am? Is it who I really want to be? is it who others think I am? Is it who I think I am? I think no-one knows who they really are. But I hope for a life that includes me in it.
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 29, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Faking It

    I had to really look at myself in the mirror and ask myself...who the heck am I?  Yes I am a mother, a wife, and a co worker at my job, but what truly makes up me.  I get so lost in the daily activities of everyone else that I have to wonder who the heck am I...
    tatteredwings tatteredwings 36-40 1 Response May 10, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Who I Am

         Its hard to for me to assecpt me for who I am. I have alwasy wanted to be a normale  person. Being able to do what ever that I have always wanted to do. A life with out doctors. But I have learnd to like me the wat that I am. That I can't change my...
    acjf acjf 22-25, F Sep 6, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Will Be Me No Matter What Life I End Up With

    There is something about HOPE that doesn't fit in with the life I'm living right now. There isn't anything to look forward to and I am always me. What faces me is divorce and certain other unpleasant factors. Still I will be me. Everything used to be so bright and there was much...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 24, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    "When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness is the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down 'happy...
    Sophiesmiles Sophiesmiles 13-15, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I met a guy who stole my heart he knows what he wants out of life but he is a navy cadet. I really hope that we get to know each other enough that we can become something more than...
    midnight424 midnight424 16-17, F Jun 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Yes I want to live life to the fullest. 1 .Eat drink and be merry, for tomorrow we may be dead . 2. Don't keep turning the other cheek, do whatever turns you on, and feels good...
    JohnCrighton JohnCrighton 51-55, M 1 Response Jul 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I want to forget everything that's ever happened in my life everything every good and bad thing then I just want to disappear when I was little I use to go under my covers and pray...
    Angel2345 Angel2345 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I really want to forget all of my failed attempts at love and all the embarrassment from them.
    kchondo90 kchondo90 22-25, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    This is my feeling sharing first time ever. I had my one best friend. We enjoyed a lot with one another 1 year. We used to love one another companies. I used to search for a chance...
    SweetMemories25 SweetMemories25 22-25, F Jun 26

    Your Response

    Cancel
    For the last five years mum has been doin race for life, its a kinda race over 5km that ladies do (men can join in buh its mostly ladies) an its to raise money for cancer charities...
    hanntiger1 hanntiger1 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I wish i can just face my problems head on.. Sometimes i just want to forget everything
    Raisa26 Raisa26 26-30, F Jul 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I won't lie. I really wish I never existed. Being a mistake baby, I regret my existence, growing up in broken families, growing up stunting illnesses, being left behind and...
    lon3lygam3r lon3lygam3r 26-30, M Jul 14

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I want to forget about all the times ive gotten punished by my parents .. All the times i lost someone or they lost me . I want to forget all times ive gotten my heart broken...
    savannah0115 savannah0115 13-15, F 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm in reLay for life today for the second year in a row. My team won last year, hoping to win this year(:
    alyssabay alyssabay 13-15, F Jul 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I want to forget all the good times with him. I miss the hugs, the kisses, everything. I wonder where the love went and why he chose her over me. I just want to forget but it's to...
    Marigold101 Marigold101 16-17, F Jul 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I want kidney for my brother. his blood group is B+ mob no. 7588590849
    santsone santsone 26-30 2 Responses Jul 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Okay I know this is a little odd because but I recently wrestled a girl when I was drunk at college and honestly it was really hot how she kicked my *** haha. It was really sexual...
    yeahbutimcool yeahbutimcool 18-21, M 37 mins ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    *Warning- Massive over-dramatic rant* I get that there are people who have it a lot worse than I do, so i'm not here to say "i hate my life" or whatever- because i don't. I just...
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 16-17, F 7 Responses Jun 22

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I happened upon this piece of writing today, and I liked it so much I thought I'd share. It really speaks to me! I agree with what she says, and almost feel like I could have...
    Aimee17 Aimee17 36-40, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Things are bad again, I can barely manage to get through my weekends at home. My weekdays are fine as my time is consumed on work and I'm around people who see the face that I want...
    KyleMD KyleMD 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    To live life to it's fullest ... For everyone it can mean a totally different thing. For some it may mean finding their soulmate, to others it may be having a family, others could...
    RiseAbove222 RiseAbove222 22-25, F 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    There's so much about my life I am just not happy with. I can't complain really, I love my family, have a few friends that I am close to, I work and have a little bit of money but...
    Sinead432 Sinead432 18-21, F 6 Responses Jun 22

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I don't know what it is. I just want to start over again. Become a new person. Maybe it's my obsession with changing things around? I have no clue but I really just want to start...
    h3ysam h3ysam 13-15, F Jun 24

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Log Off! God. I feel sick. It's like the world is no longer important to people... life is no longer being experienced the way it should be. It's pretty sad going to a concert and...
    aviodthisnoid aviodthisnoid 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M 18 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My heart pumps on nothing; without a fuel resource These words tear at my spirit My soul cannot take this any longer I am losing hope Losing faith Where is God when I need him...
    JavierHunting JavierHunting 18-21, M Jun 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I guess we'll never know unless we never try! Going to keep this as my motto from now on and just try take life as it comes, with all it's ups and down. Life is really short to...
    SimplyBeingMe94 SimplyBeingMe94 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 26

    Your Response

    Cancel
    20 years from now: I'm a successful corporate attorney and my career is in full-swing. I'm in New York on business. It's raining lightly outside. The weather is cool. It's early...
    BewareTheGonzo BewareTheGonzo 13-15 4 Responses Jul 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Life is truly what you make of it. I have read through many of the stories on here and I shake my head in disbelief at all of the grief exhibited in your stories. Onr thing that is...
    thebeautyoflife14 thebeautyoflife14 36-40 Jul 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Life is truly what you make of it. I have read through many of the stories on here and I shake my head in disbelief at all of the grief exhibited in your stories. Onr thing that is...
    thebeautyoflife14 thebeautyoflife14 36-40 Jul 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Today I worked up feeling blue. My heart is heavy. I just feel the weight is on my shoulders. It's not about no guy. Every time a woman writes about feeling sad, people...
    natashaxxs natashaxxs 31-35, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    We've been over for 7 months now, I ended it, and I don't regret doing so. I miss being a part of something, I miss having someone so close that it feels comfortable being intimate...
    Ennah Ennah 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My friends are the types who have had nothing bad happen to them. They're the types who their worst. Childhood experience was a nightmare. I've suffered from a mom who I fought...
    naturalnobody naturalnobody 18-21, F Jun 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I can only hope Sunshine comes out of this Storm..
    FaithfullyFaithfully FaithfullyFaithfully 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 9

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Everyone!! At least once we just want it Image how easy life would be if it were possible. A truth i once knew but chose to forget. To become an old man filled with regret...
    VictorFernando18 VictorFernando18 18-21, M a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I want to start a fresh life where i can be my self not what people want me too be
    skylere3212002 skylere3212002 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 25

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've screwed up everything. I can't keep a job because of my anxiety, and I can't find a relationship because I'm afraid of commitment... I just want to start everything over...
    MarissaRachelle MarissaRachelle 18-21, F Jun 25

    Your Response

    Cancel
    When death is facing you, somehow you will understand, you have nothing to lose for just being honest with your heart. You only live once, do your best and follow your heart. Who...
    Eunkyo Eunkyo 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 26

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Wanting and doing it is the perplexing puzzle of living life. I'm sure we all would like to live life to it's fullest. We all can if we're not a criminal in a prison or someone...
    bignatbreastluver bignatbreastluver 46-50, M 1 Response Jun 27

    Your Response

    Cancel
    When my mum died my brother wanted to be the hero, he even tried to stop me going to her funeral and his lucky i did't whack him on the day because he hurt me more than anyone...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 29

    Your Response

    Cancel
    These past years i have been hurt by guys. I dont know what i have done wrong but all of them cheated on me. :( really hurt right now
    ladyhurt ladyhurt 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 29

    Your Response

    Cancel
    The smallest things, takes the most room in my heart. I prefer a billion times for you to make something or write something thoughtful for me than to go to the store & buy a...
    Katie419 Katie419 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Yep..Living life with some regrets and somewhat hating myself..
    KarleeJo23 KarleeJo23 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 3

    Your Response

    Cancel