I Want to Hurt Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 197 People

    I Am In So Much Pain

    I can't even describe, the pain that is swirling inside of me.It's taking control of everything, making me want that strike on myself.
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 25, 2011

    Well, this isn't really a past experience

    but here goes... Since I left college, the people who I thought were my friends are ignoring me and sometimes it really feels like I'm alone. I've always managed to stop myself from self harming, mostly by ignoring these urges. I've never done it before so I can't figure out why...
    smify123146 smify123146
    18-21, M
    1 Response Sep 4, 2014

    I want to feel pain .

    I want to feel hurt . The depression has creeped over me once again for no particular reason but it doesn't hurt. I need that pain. It shows me what is real . It shows me that I am alive . Whats wrong with me , pinching biting myself is not the problem . It is that I like it...
    undeterminedd undeterminedd
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Mar 1, 2016

    **** everything and everyone.

    I'm so sick of it all. I just wanna be in Tennessee, forever
    ACyanideSurprise ACyanideSurprise
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jan 10, 2015

    I Want Physical Pain

    I get tired of feeling so low for so long; all this internal crap. I keep it in and keep it contained to avoid having to try to explain it to someone else. The looks on their faces when they think something is wrong. (Something is always wrong, it never stops feeling like THIS...
    Aptrick Aptrick
    36-40, M
    1 Response Apr 24, 2011

    Hey...don't ignore this,

    just give me a chance to explain Don't grab your "tools" whenever you feel bad.Remind yourself what will happen if you give up.How are you going to deal with it and how are you going to feel?Then refocus your goals,is giving up that easy?The relief that comes from self-harming...
    ghostdolly ghostdolly
    16-17, F
    Jan 24, 2016

    My gf sexts her ex bf.

    .... My heart hurts
    alejandragucci alejandragucci
    22-25, F
    Jun 26, 2015

    I feel so ******* anxious.

    ..like, I just wanna gouge my eyes out and rip the flesh off my face. I feel like I'm gonna throw up. My stomach feels like it's gonna crawl out of my mouth
    ACyanideSurprise ACyanideSurprise
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 8, 2015

    I Can't Take the Pressure............

     It seems like I am doomed to go from HIGHS to EXTREME LOWS.  Right now the pressure  in me is so close to overflowing.     I want to take a rope and wrap it around my neck. I'd like to take a knife and thrust it into my  heart...
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Jul 28, 2009

    today i wanted to die!

    !!! i miss my ex more then i thought. ig i just stuff the pain away. i hate living without her we were engaged to marry as well. n she just up and left me. im anger n sad n up n down to just ending it all. makeing my pain die. but it so selfish to famliy that would miss me. i may...
    iilovejesusii iilovejesusii
    31-35, T
    Aug 12, 2015


    Whenever I get upset it's usually because I hate myself. I hate who I am, what I look like, my personality, how I'm shy, how I just suck in general... And when I get really upset, I get this urge to hurt myself... I just think that by hurting myself I'll get...
    Debunkifyme Debunkifyme
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Sep 4, 2009

    I just want to I'm not worth being protected .

    All I think about is hurting myself it sucks .
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Aug 7, 2014
    Depressedgirlxxx Depressedgirlxxx
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 28, 2015

    There's me again, ******* up everything again.

    I can't ever do anything right and this time I don't know if I can reverse it.
    xghly xghly
    16-17, F
    Jan 10, 2015


    unknowngirlonline unknowngirlonline
    16-17, F
    Nov 4, 2015

    I want to hurt myself I like the pain I cut

    myself but I don't know why someone plzz contact me I just wanna talk to someone.
    darkness49 darkness49
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 24, 2014

    I Want To Hurt Myself So Badly For Hurting Him

    ive done too much and hurt my ex, that i finally broke it off completely. before, ive been breaking it off because i feel like he didnt love me, cuz he didnt fight for me, bcuz i feel like i didnt love him, bcuz i feel like our relationship was beyond repairable... i failed to...
    s0ngr1 s0ngr1
    18-21, F
    Apr 14, 2012

    Is it normal? Someone please say to me it's

    normal to look in the mirror, see my image and wish she looked different--something needs to improve about that hair, those glasses need to break, and that expression (oh, the horror, the horror!), such a serious, yet bored, underlying painful expression contaminates the face...
    TheFadingAuthor TheFadingAuthor
    18-21, F
    Dec 30, 2013

    Well I promised someone I wouldnt cut anymore,

    never said I wouldnt beat myself with a drum stick
    ksnowman ksnowman
    18-21, M
    Jul 22, 2015

    I know it's going to happen tonight.

    ..hope it's going better for everyone else x
    georgia5656 georgia5656
    18-21, F
    Aug 30, 2015

    I've learned that, on this site,

    sharing things related so self harm or mental disorders is seen as weird, gross or laughable u-u People need to learn that this stuff is all around them!
    Moomooing Moomooing
    18-21, F
    Jan 11, 2015

    My life sucks. Nothing ever goes right

    for me. I put on this big happy face but deep down I hate my life, I'm depressed, I ruin anything that is good in my life. I am so alone, I have no real friends or family. I have my dogs who I love more than anything and always say if I kill myself I will take them with me...
    angie0000 angie0000
    1 Response Apr 25, 2014

    I don't cut myself. And

    when I can think clearly, I know I don't actually want to. But when I get upset I can barely breath with the pain of my emotions, and my wrists literally itch for me to cut them...I drag my nails across my skin and it feels so good...why do I have to try and be so strong? Can't...
    mcc1109 mcc1109
    18-21, F
    Apr 24, 2014
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