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I Want to Isolate Myself Again

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    Banned from society. Confined to myself. Away from people I could hurt. Away from those who hurt me. Exiled from life. I fear that i bring nothing but pain into the lives of others. I try not to...but thats all i have. I eventually hurt everyone. why should i be allowed to do...
    Tacit Tacit 22-25, F 8 Responses Jul 20, 2008

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    I generally isolate myself in my place 2-3 times a week, so that i can be completely alone, and nothing negative will happen in my life. I am self employed, and my business is so...
    herbals4ever herbals4ever 46-50, M Jan 13

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    Last year was a game changer for me..i left my boyfriend of five years last February. It was difficult to do but I don't regret it. It took me over a year to work up the courage...
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    Today I cut my self again.. I felt so down. I didn't even go to school I just told my mom I was sick
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    I do !!!!! And i want a boob guy lol !!! Gues hormones going to my head !!@@
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Tonight was the first night I went out since a year of isolation. I think I would choose to stay home on me own rather than going out. I hate to drive home on my own...
    kiwipp kiwipp 26-30, F Jan 6

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    I lost my trust and faith in people awhile back and it's taking awhile to regain it.
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    I don't care what people think am a different kind of breed most people can't understand
    jovorrism jovorrism 16-17, M Jan 11

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    because I didn't cut deeply enough :(
    vinvicau vinvicau 66-70, M Dec 31, 2014

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    cant wait until i pick up the knife and start scratching my self with it. im done with the crap of every day life that i go through. no one listens. and i get treated like a mat at...
    alysia28 alysia28 13-15, F 6 Responses Jan 5

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    l've neglected all my friends. After college I got depressed, anxiety ridden and physically out of shape (more so than I ever was). I gradually isolated myself. I tried to visit...
    grungie13 grungie13 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    In a world full of people who have somebody, I find it difficult to ignore the fact that I don't have anybody. Always. At first I used to think it made me a stronger person because...
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    I'm from Oklahomo. Most of the people I talk to are from tumblr. Usually three states away, to about.. Overseas. So, if you need a chill, stoner friend, that might be me. I'm also...
    TheRisingPhoenix TheRisingPhoenix 16-17, F a week ago

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    It been a long hard year. A very stressful year. A very painful and mundane year. The new year was approaching and I knew I needed a change, a fresh start, a new beginning, and...
    desire2bebald desire2bebald 41-45, F 4 Responses Jan 17

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    so here we are - 2015!!! a whole new year to mess up, lol :) I hope this one is good to me, and that I am successful at improving myself. I have really lived a very long life - I...
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    Sorry for posting so many experiences tonight! >.< So my prom is sometime in April and I really want to go. Last year I went by myself and it was miserable. I promised myself I...
    staygoldenbaby staygoldenbaby 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I have been trying to "pick myself up by my bootstraps" as folks have a REAL affinity for saying. It is going pretty well, although I am still having my hardships. It seems like...
    milehighHeartbreak milehighHeartbreak 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 5

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    Its been a year since I last cut... It seemed like a year ago, my life was upside down and *** backwards. I thought a friend here on ep was genuine and sincere...but what he was...
    submissivelittlewoman submissivelittlewoman 41-45, F 3 Responses Jan 1

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    Ugh, so much stuff going on in my stupid life right now. Have to worry about college. Have to worry about money. Have to talk with my dad by myself again. Have to convince him to...
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    I ******* hate my parents with a burning passion and I cant do anything to defend myself against them...**** them...
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    Talking to myself again atlesst i lison and cuddles are nice from me but i miss having someone hear cuddling me it was nice :/ i miss my ex girl cuddling me it was cute and now...
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    Somewhere that no one knows who I am or my past, away from family drama and from the disappointed husband. Somewhere that I could maybe eventually feel good about myself again and...
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    I dated my best friend. i should not have done that. hint-dont date your best friend. We broke up. And it sucked. it still does. So here is my problem. during winter break, he told...
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    to all of those who left me and abandoned me because i've reached a point where i don't give a flying **** about being alone and i don't rely or depend or need anyone for anything...
    antoneli antoneli 18-21, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    usually my thoughts are "okay" but lately they've been creeping me out, and my friends started to take notice, I think it'll be ok again in a couple days, meh.
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    CoraLang CoraLang 16-17, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    But you just won't let me go . I literally feel like I'm being locked in a room with no windows or doors sometimes . I'm so past the situation. I need something productive. Someone...
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    thatguy218 thatguy218 18-21, M 6 hrs ago

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