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I Want to Isolate Myself Again

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    Banned from society. Confined to myself. Away from people I could hurt. Away from those who hurt me. Exiled from life. I fear that i bring nothing but pain into the lives of others. I try not to...but thats all i have. I eventually hurt everyone. why should i be allowed to do...
    Tacit Tacit 22-25, F 8 Responses Jul 20, 2008

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    I wanna fall in love with the same person over, and over, and over again. :) #hopefulromantic
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    It's probably a defense mechanism but I do it to avoid people becoming apart of my life. Until I see that they're worthy
    MujerDeMuerte MujerDeMuerte 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Only when my crush is over at my house and is hanging out with my brother or someone. I try to stay in my room I'm sure he knows I like him, but it's hard to talk to him as if...
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    Over this past year I've changed.The truth is I can hardly recognise myself,I'm almost a completely different person from before.I'm not really sure what triggered this change,it...
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    I'm here again tonight, just when i thought i should have by now feeling more better about myself after the short escape from the hermit shell i've been self-confined in - I'm not...
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