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I Want to Isolate Myself Again

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    Kept Away - Banned from society. Confined to myself. Away from people I could hurt. Away from those who hurt me. Exiled from life. I fear that i bring nothing but pain into the...
    Tacit Tacit 22-25, F 8 Responses Jul 20, 2008

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    I guess thats whats introverts do. I isolate myself cause because i am at my best when i am alone. My mind cannot process when i am surrounded by people.
    sonderup sonderup 22-25, M Mar 27

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    I'm a strong person and my capacity for emotional pain is high... but these last 4 months have been incredibly rough. A new wave hits when I'm not even ready to recover or regain...
    rinavi rinavi 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I have mono and multiple other health problems and I'm stuck at home sick and depressed and I just want to live again
    sammylynn333 sammylynn333 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    I want to start again. Someone help me...
    hearmecryandwatchmedie hearmecryandwatchmedie 16-17, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I used to socialize a lot and make new friends all the time now I try to avoid every possible way of going out .. I go to school and come home everyday & on weekends I sit in my...
    Hypnoticc Hypnoticc 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I stopped self harming many times only to start again. This time I have gone 4 months but everyday I want to harm and everyday I think about it. It's so hard when it's your way of...
    ashricard ashricard 18-21, F Mar 19

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    I was cut-free for about 4 months, but today I cut again. I am dealing with relationship problems. I love my boyfriend, he loves me, but because he is under his parent's rules, he...
    likeyouknowme likeyouknowme 18-21, F Mar 30

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    OK if anybody has read my past posts then you know the situation. My wife who I have been with since I was 16 years old was just caught cheating won't admit to physical but...
    mcanant8 mcanant8 26-30, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    All the things that go on around me are depressing..It feels like I have to cut again..The depression is built up way too much..
    ScarsNeverHeal ScarsNeverHeal 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 23

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    Sometimes I wish I could start my life again and make everything normal. I would do everything different and then my head wouldn't be as messed up as it is now, my parents would...
    luceybows luceybows 22-25, F Mar 20

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    I have lost so many opportunities to shyness and fear all I want is just one more chance.
    shaunrain shaunrain 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 17

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    I really do....I so want to
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 3

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    I have 2 DUIs and have totaled 4 cars and was in another car accident on top of it. Walked away from all of them without a scratch, but don't know if next time I will be so lucky...
    namelesssugarless namelesssugarless 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    When I want to express my loneliness, my rage, my sorrow, my emotions, I just isolate myself. Something inside me is saying that I can't tell anyone about these wretched emotions...
    AlyssaTM AlyssaTM 16-17, F Mar 29

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    I don't know what's wrong with me, my family is normal, there are a few friend issues and I'm falling behind on school work because I can't concentrate, other than that my life is...
    Moonbay Moonbay 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    1. I have two dogs. 2. I have REALLY bad memory 3. I'm very introverted 4. I try to be more open the last 2 years. 5. I haven't seen my father for 10 years. 6. The person I love...
    toughbaby toughbaby 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    FavorUponYou FavorUponYou 22-25, M Mar 20

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    *Post of the Day* Find out more by visiting us at: www.facebook.com/HowICameToIslam This is my story to the Ultimate Peace: Islam. I was born, raised in Christianity and I grew...
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    First Love and My Life Now: We met where we worked. Eye contact caused smiles for no reason; trying not to smile lead to laughter for no reason. We managed to talk. Managed to tell...
    HumanKnownAsVictor HumanKnownAsVictor 18-21, M Mar 19

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    I'm constantly hurting emotionally... I used to self harm.. it helped deal with all the problems for a while.. for a while, I was in control of my problems.. no one could hurt me...
    ForeverSilenced1126 ForeverSilenced1126 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    Here the past few days I've been dealing with a lot of insecurity and self esteem. I was talking with my best friend today and I think I have a really good idea of what I would...
    needinganescape needinganescape 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    Everyone is expecting a lot from me. I have a high IQ, and have a leader personality, but, I have affective bipolar disorder, which erases my personality through depression, and I...
    DeniedWings DeniedWings 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 20

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    It's Been Months… And Still No Change.. I Still Love Her.. I Still Want To Be With Her.. I Don't Feel Age Plays A Part In This Situation.. I Feel That It's Just The Fact That I...
    ScaredTeenager ScaredTeenager 18-21, F Mar 20

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    I tried teaching myself a few years ago but gave up on it shortly after I started. I want to learn again to have a new hobby and because I also sing and I want to play music in a...
    thewindowshopper thewindowshopper 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    I cut myself again tonight. This probably means nothing to any of you I just needed to get it out.
    sarabell36 sarabell36 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 17

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    A few months ago, I stopped eating because I was not in my body. In my opinion, I'm fat. I am not skinny. I just wish I knew how to love myself again.
    kaylachild kaylachild 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 20

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    I can't talk to people. I don't know how. I see people around me that just click, while I wonder how to connect with them. I do try to reach out to them but at the end of the day...
    ctfawkes ctfawkes 18-21, F Mar 21

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    Currently going to start starving myself again.
    amandavynes amandavynes 13-15, F Mar 27

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    Ok honestly, I really enjoy it. Mainly for the freedom of not having y clothing feel restrictive all the time. I mean it's not a serious issue that I can't walk around everywhere...
    FreightTrainHomie FreightTrainHomie 18-21, M Apr 3

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    I haven't cut in over two years but I miss it terribly. I want the pressure of a cold, steel blade against my wrist knowing that, I can feel something. Numbness is the worse...
    aokiger aokiger 22-25, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    Heyo! So I want to run away with my friend. I mean my life is pretty good on the outside but on the inside it's horrible. Just this Tuesday, I was threatened to get kicked out of...
    Runawaygirl21 Runawaygirl21 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I ranaway 2 times in the past from home I decided to come back both times. One time I was gone for 20 minutes about that and my parents were laughing at me when I came home. My...
    imtooalone imtooalone 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    One day, I would like to hold your hands and take you on a walk. To a place we both are familiar with as if it to be a normal day. I would look into your eyes while we talk about...
    WarzJack WarzJack 22-25, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I am currently living with my mom and I hate it. I know hat living with your parents again sucks once you have moved out but this is really bad. I lived with my dad before I moved...
    LameyC LameyC 18-21, F 10 hrs ago

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    So recently I have been wetting the bed again. Which is really embarassing and unpleasant. I haven't wet my bed since I was 6 and I haven't wet my pants during the day for even...
    Jonaayy Jonaayy 13-15, F 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    .....I cut myself for the first time about 3 weeks ago.... It stung. I remember the night so clearly. I was depressed because I found out my crush had sex with another girl when I...
    WolfGirl31 WolfGirl31 13-15, F 1 Response 33 mins ago

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    I've been abused a lot as a child and its molded me into a cold hearted being. I once wrote the only thing I wanted in life was to be loved. Now, I'm isolated. I made a decision to...
    Musicthataltersyou Musicthataltersyou 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 3

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    I'm 17 years old. Pretty young age, I know. I've been wanting to kill myself for quite some time now. My first attempt was when I was 9 years old. And over the past 8 years, I've...
    taelourbrhee taelourbrhee 16-17, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    when I was younger I used to work at a casino and I loved it! I had friends, had sooo many friends, and so many people that came in and I talked to them it was great. Then I found...
    Nala22 Nala22 31-35, F 1 hr ago

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    Unfortunately I have twice but don't plan on doing it again anytime soon. Whenever the though even crosses my mind, I go straight to my books and music.
    rapfordays rapfordays 18-21, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Hmmm what should I write here? Dude does it matter? Maybe. I think I should post something. Go ahead man. Just write something out But what? Idk man. Does it matter? We talk to...
    epicmonk3ydude epicmonk3ydude 18-21, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I don't think I'll ever feel the way I did again. I believe in the quote "there are all kinds of love in this world, but never the same love twice" -f. Scott Fitzgerald He...
    93rp 93rp 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I want to experience what life can offer.. that a lot of people are against it... i want to isolate my self and find my self... meet new people... make my own decisions. learn from...
    jessmie jessmie 22-25, F Apr 8

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    My boyfriend and I have been dating for over a year. He's the most kind and considerate person ever! When we started getting sexual I did everything I could to be able to get...
    carebare124 carebare124 18-21 a week ago

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    ==> beware if hughgo<== he's a bully. Yes, everyone has opinions. Fair enough. But, Thank you. It's worth it. You shouldn't have threatened & tell me to shoot myself. Really...
    TheCunylinguist TheCunylinguist 41-45, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I’ve always been a dreamer. My greatest dreams still go unrealized, mired the existential angst of my being I think a lot about what’s missing in my life. What’s always been...
    ProgressNotPerfection ProgressNotPerfection 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 20

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    I am 21, a guy going through life pretty unsure of everything. I have been to collage twice now going on a third and hopefully final time for game development. Right now I am...
    siffier siffier 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 28

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    The world is thick with little white lies. Like a thick fog they surround and isolate us. It makes me feel like just an observer in my life. As if this life is just a play and I'm...
    MathewMasquerade MathewMasquerade 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 4

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    Got into a fight with my husband again. He slept in the other room last night and will again tonight. I hate getting into those stupid fights. And now, I'm depressed.
    hotwifeWA hotwifeWA 36-40, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    It's been over half a year since I cut myself for the first time. I got home from school and had been stressed and as they say "when it rains, it's pouring". I got inside my...
    iSabishii iSabishii 18-21, F Mar 24

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    Hey guys. I am 16 and right now I wouldn't say I have been in a down mood lately. Even with having depression. Yet I have been thinking of my life very recently.. which is...
    TheFunnyGirl TheFunnyGirl 13-15, F Apr 5