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I Want to Isolate Myself Again

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    Banned from society. Confined to myself. Away from people I could hurt. Away from those who hurt me. Exiled from life. I fear that i bring nothing but pain into the lives of others. I try not to...but thats all i have. I eventually hurt everyone. why should i be allowed to do...
    Tacit Tacit 22-25, F 8 Responses Jul 20, 2008

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    And I ask, "When I did I become this shameful thing?" When did I stop caring about social obligations? When did I start turning people down who need to talk? When did I stop being...
    DepressedDemigod DepressedDemigod 22-25, F Apr 2

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    Yes, I used to. I did it before but not always and it wasn't that bad and I really want to hurt myself :3 got the blade ready but I'm ******** out.
    TheKDoomsday TheKDoomsday 16-17, F Apr 4

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    I hate my life. Nobody wants me or cares about me. I feel invisible, i feel like no one can see me. I really wish my life was better; i wish someone liked me, and i wish i wasn't...
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    It's been so long, and I miss the familiar sting and control
    ommetaphobia ommetaphobia 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    Its been years. I know I shouldn't have. But it made me feel better :'(
    Tantalustay Tantalustay 22-25, M Apr 16

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    I used to be close to one friend during college, she was also with me in high school, she was in my class but we were not close back then, we were not friends at all actually. I...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    I have to end my relationship with my boyfriend because I'm a psychopath, this really sucks. I can't be normal and can't keep abusing the people around me . Maybe abusing myself is...
    Sadfate Sadfate 18-21, F Mar 30

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    YOUR LIFE IS YOURS TO DESTROY OR BUILD! The truthiest of all the truths is that you're the only person who has to live with yourself. It's all up to you to make yourself feel good...
    BetterWorldd BetterWorldd 26-30, M 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    I used to smoke when I was younger but stopped several years ago. Several weeks ago out of the blue I woke up one day and really wanted to smoke again. On the way to work I bought...
    Jackincontinent Jackincontinent 46-50, M 1 day ago

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    Tomorrow I'm going to start starving myself again.. If anyone has this same goal please give me a shout I need a buddy.. I am 19
    ThinWish ThinWish 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I am blessed I have 5 beautiful kids a loving devoted partner, but I want more I want to get out there and see the world and find myself again, I want to do something else I love.
    singlemumof5ive singlemumof5ive 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    but I'm too scared. I don't want to say that my last job ended terribly, but I also don't want to lie sooooo...my last job ended TERRIBLY. It was all going so well, working part...
    MechaKimochii MechaKimochii 18-21, F Apr 5

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    It has been my dream to go in there where i thought life would take a 360 degree turn and i would find the real me there and now everything is over, AND THIS WASNT THE first time...
    Aerabella Aerabella 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 5

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    I grew up as the weird, awkward kid who constantly got rejected by every single girl I had a crush on. As I got older, I had some short relationships, became more self-confident...
    liteweight2 liteweight2 16-17, M Apr 13

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    It's been 3 nights with out you. I miss you so much babe. I hate that my mental illness has driven you away. What do I need to do for you to come home.. I don't want to cry again...
    Butterflyfairy23 Butterflyfairy23 18-21, F Apr 7

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    I really do want to find someone special im falling apart . I need someone to make me happy again . I want to change again . There's no sun shine inside of me anymore .
    NeonCorpse64 NeonCorpse64 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 11

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    Mr. Know It All Well ya think you know it all But ya don't know a thing at all Ain't it, ain't it something y'all When somebody tells you something 'bout you Think that they know...
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F Mar 29

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    I want to think again of dangerous and noble things. I want to be light and frolicsome. I want to be improbable beautiful and afraid of nothing, As though I had wings. ~ Mary...
    GlitzandGlamber GlitzandGlamber 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    I probably don't seem to be so antisocial and isolated but I am. In real life I'm always alone. And I don't mind it. I actually prefer it. I don't have to deal with as much drama...
    TickleMeCell TickleMeCell 16-17, T Apr 12

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    Favorite movies (Let's see if I can limit ten per theme) 1. ANIMATED 1. Fern Gully 2. Phineas And Ferb The Movie: Across The Second Dimension 3. The Little Mermaid 4. Beauty And...
    blankcheck4urhart blankcheck4urhart 36-40, F 50 mins ago

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    But then again, I don't want one. Sometimes being single sucks, but I remember that I shouldn't just settle with just any guy because I'm lonely and date him/ be with him whenever...
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 5 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    Hey so to make it short here is what happenee, i met this amazing girl at work and u liked her so kinda jokingly I asked her is shes dating she didnt respond seriously (idk how to...
    braster25 braster25 26-30, M 2 hrs ago

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    I have social anxiety I am socially awkward I am very difficult to get close to I am not friendly I am an introvert I am shy I think I could never find anyone I could get close to...
    myEmpty myEmpty 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    Today is my first day of tae kwan do class. I been wanting to learn since I am about 15 but drag drag until now only I go learn. So I am 19 now which is quite late to be learning...
    YongTauFoo YongTauFoo 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    How to build a new body in 12 months! This is an amazing story. I'm posting on how it is possible to regain your health. For the past year, I've been reading and finding useful...
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    Do any of you know Levi, a guy who was here on EP? He was kind of like a celebrity here, but now I don't know where he is. I used to have another account on here. We used to be...
    ArtInsanity ArtInsanity 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    This may sound shallow but I'd honestly want to find someone who was extremely wealthy to fatten me up. Make sure I'd never have to lift a finger again. Just so I could grow and...
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    A couple months ago I moved out of the family home (I was getting a depressed, isolated feeling). I didn't really feel like paying rent and just moved into my car. Have lived out...
    beatingdepression beatingdepression 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 9

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    I thought I didn't. I thought I was scarred and broken from my horrid marriage but I'm not. I crave the feeling of being loved and wanted. I want to tremble at his touch. I...
    Happinessismine Happinessismine 31-35, F 7 Responses Apr 10

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    I shouldn't talk to anyone here That makes me realize more how i'm isolated. i'm arian.
    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 2

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    Boo! Did I get ya? I have never stopped. I never will stop. But if you're in this group you turned little ***** and quit, probably bowing to social pressure. Nothing can change...
    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M 2 hrs ago

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    I wanted to share my story about my relationship with my ex-boyfriend, I'll call him Mark. We met at university, we were in the same friendship group. Mark was the shy, nerdy...
    drakewood drakewood 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    DeonGrey DeonGrey 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 8

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    My Ex came by the other day.... at first she seemed angry and stern. I gathered this by the tone in her voice and her telling me over and over again that she is here to talk this...
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