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I Want to Isolate Myself Again

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    Banned from society. Confined to myself. Away from people I could hurt. Away from those who hurt me. Exiled from life. I fear that i bring nothing but pain into the lives of others. I try not to...but thats all i have. I eventually hurt everyone. why should i be allowed to do...
    Tacit Tacit 22-25, F 8 Responses Jul 20, 2008

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    I don't want to deal with judgements and not feeling adequate enough anymore. Just feeling that who I am and my environment are very wrong. I feel like here I know I'm not within...
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    It is so...for example i didn't left my home since Saturday, I will do it perhaps tomorrow...yes I do tend to isolate myself...i don't know why, is a sort of self defense, or...
    alaballa alaballa 36-40, M 3 Responses Sep 1

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    I have tried really hard to stop cutting. Over the past couple years it has become somewhat of an addiction for me. Whenever I was upset, angry or just feeling anything I didn't...
    RubyTuesday413 RubyTuesday413 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 29

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    Seems to happen time and time again. I am inlove with the most wonderful man but the long distance makes it so hard. My mistake was to build my life around around our relationship...
    nicoleACA nicoleACA 22-25, F Sep 1

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    She's the only one I truly love :'( I don't care how young I am. I don't care what I have yet to experience :'( it won't matter :'( I am not attracted to girls anymore :'( they're...
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    Hi, my name is Aazim. I am 19, and am Muslim. as I am sure you can tell from my topic, I want to love again. the girl I loved left me a month after I proposed. I am from North...
    DracovNasser DracovNasser 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 17

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    Im so depressed but no one helps me Im helping myself but I can only get so far
    Tilou420 Tilou420 13-15, F Aug 19

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    I do, I love to be in my own, and in my own company. I always hide myself in my room and stay there all day, and I don't really care what people have to say about it, like my...
    Ml4566 Ml4566 13-15, M Aug 20

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    Wanna be loved but need to figure what I want first
    LovelessTeen LovelessTeen 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I wish I was more social with work colleagues. They're much older than me most being in their early 30s and me being the youngest person there. I find it very hard to bound with...
    Ann922 Ann922 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    People Gon Love you and support you when it's beneficial ... That being said I don't wanna speak to no guys on EP ! If I get anymore messages I'm just gonna block you .. People on...
    MisMisMis321 MisMisMis321 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    The only comfortable zone...for now.
    Joeysixx Joeysixx 26-30, M Aug 24

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    I will try to start a discussion...let's see what each of us which has this tendency is doing wright now... Me: I'm at home, just had my coffee and struggle to get out to do some...
    alaballa alaballa 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 2

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    I haven't in 6 months but I don't know if I can go any longer.
    blossomingMe blossomingMe 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    It's been almost a week since the last time, and my favorite spots are aching in disappointment.
    Ellyhi Ellyhi 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    My mom found and flushed my blades but I really need them right now
    PainBelow PainBelow 26-30 1 Response 2 days ago

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    But i have come this far... 18 days clean isnt easy for me..
    saffaismail saffaismail 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    6 weeks clean but its so hard
    ActuallyGrace ActuallyGrace 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I have isolated myself through depression and anxiety so much that now I have no friends because the ones I had I pushed away and it's made me feel worse but my social phobia is...
    AmberFenning AmberFenning 13-15, F Aug 19

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    i want to make friends -female friends- but the problem is that i fall in love with any girl am friends with, sooner or later i start developing feelings for her which will ruin...
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    I want to start off by saying, I love this group name. It fits my situation perfectly. I used to be such a creative, artistic, expressive person. I had a 600+ page role-play going...
    rollingdoro rollingdoro 22-25, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    One time I didn't really have any friends. But I wanted people to like me. So I changed to a more wild version of me. Within a week I had atleast 10 more friends. They wanted to...
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    A friend whom I've not seen for ages is going through one of the most difficult times of his life. He lost both his children, aged 2 & 4, last night. For various reasons, I can't...
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    June 6th 2012: Endless vista the road less travelled No one in sight for ever Thoughts of when I will be myself again Stopped and hidden from view "Unknown Soldier lies here...
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    Haven't seen or felt it in such a long time. But now it's starting to creep back up again. I need it to go away. And the one person I desperately need who kept it away isn't here...
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    I want out! I just need to be reminded that there is life out there. I just want to meet someone that will love me and want me for who I am, not who they want me to be. I need to...
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    I read something sad today from a friend who is now in a similar situation as i was this time last year and my heart goes out to her. As it was a time when i myself felt so very...
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