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I Want to Isolate Myself Again

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    That would be my best choice .

    Maybe we all have different standards and its only us who can fulfil that. Any other belief is likely to lead to disappointment.
    l0stwithin l0stwithin 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 15, 2015

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    Kept Away

    Banned from society. Confined to myself. Away from people I could hurt. Away from those who hurt me. Exiled from life. I fear that i bring nothing but pain into the lives of others. I try not to...but thats all i have. I eventually hurt everyone. why should i be allowed to do...
    Tacit Tacit 22-25, F 8 Responses Jul 20, 2008

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