I Want to Kill My Self

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    I want to kill myself,

    cause nobody no's what I'm going through, they keep saying he same thing "just smile" or "you're OK" no I'm not ok, I'm far from ok I been going through this shitz for YEARS. I can't keep doing this anymore..I'm...I'm sorry
    emmacannon16 emmacannon16
    16-17, F
    Feb 16, 2016

    Any methods to kill myself?

    I tried pills but I was hospitalised and now they've hidden all pills
    sammy467 sammy467
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Oct 5, 2015
    TheSwitchIsNowOFF TheSwitchIsNowOFF
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Dec 3, 2015

    I'm 15, and there's a lot of pressure on me to

    be successful, and since so many people in my family have told me it's tough to do, I'm scared, and I'm planning on killing myself once I turn 18. I know that pure words alone can't do much, and I should tell someone I trust about this, but I feel like if I do, I'll disappoint...
    sonicrulesdude sonicrulesdude
    16-17, M
    Mar 27, 2016

    Help me I fill so alone

    that no one love me for me I just want to be loved life is port less with out love to me.I do not want to be single for all my life but I like boys but I want a boy to kiss me so bad Lee but I parry for Des falling to stop, You talk about being alone I know that feeling very...
    mygay mygay
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Oct 25, 2015

    Little boy and mommy go to the park everyday.

    She always pushes him on the swing as he laughs in the breeze. He loves his mommy more then anything else. One day mommy leaves and never comes back. So one day he goes to the park alone. It not the same, there's no mommy to push him anymore. He climbs to the top, ties the...
    deathday deathday
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 10, 2016

    true story..way back at age 16 I thought

    for a second about really slitting my wrists..but when I got to actually doing it..no luck..I just couldn't do it. so I made a bunch of baby cuts and called it a day.
    Cocrispy Cocrispy
    26-30, M
    Apr 2, 2016

    I wish I could just drop dead.

    I wish I could die. I wish I could just do it. I'm tired of this pain that never goes away. I'm tired of being brave and patient. I wish I wasn't so afraid of death even though i desire it the most. Will pills be easier? Will my death be in vain? Will those who hurt me and...
    madhomemaker madhomemaker
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 10, 2015

    I believe I want to do it

    because I think everyone is better off without me and they all don't really need me though I don't have the strength to do it so I plaster a fake smile on my fa e every day and say I'm okay just so people won't worry just so they won't try to treat me any different than the way...
    16-17, F
    8 Responses Oct 4, 2015

    I am just so sick of life.

    I had so much fun with someone and now the person has blocked me. I just want to kill myself now. Good bye EP, goodbye world
    Mark350 Mark350
    36-40, M
    1 Response Mar 18, 2016
    AlwaysForeverAlone AlwaysForeverAlone
    18-21, T
    1 Response Apr 2, 2016

    I don't know what to ******* do I need to do

    something because I feel dangerously close tonight I feel so horrible because everyone hates me I hate my body and I can't do anything right
    Floridagirlfaith Floridagirlfaith
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 29, 2015

    I want to kill myself,

    I mean almost nothing to people and I hate who I am. Although I won't, because of a special person. I refuse because I love him and I can't risk losing him, if I kill myself I know he will too. I can't allow that. Sometimes I'd like to hurt myself at extreme levels just so I can...
    ForeverHiding ForeverHiding
    16-17, F
    Feb 16, 2016

    I want to kill myself

    so much. No one here would even care. I just hate myself so much. Everybody keeps ignoring me. It's just cra.p I was suppose to smoke today with a friend and I had to babysit and I totally regret not smoking with him so he smoked with someone else and my friends just keep making...
    ASadGirl123 ASadGirl123
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 20, 2016

    Ooooooooooh gosh I want to do it.

    I need to. I'm so suffocated and stuck and sad and frustrated. I feel like my family is killing me, everyone of them. You'd think if I had the courage to do it, I'd have the strength to leave. But I don't. I'm a failure who can't stand up for herself and honestly I doesn't...
    Arty1998 Arty1998
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 8, 2016

    I want to kill myself.

    My bfs dead. He was the only thing keeping me alive. It's all my fault. He would still b alive if I wasn't in the car. Im done I can't do it anymore
    Kourtneycota Kourtneycota
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Nov 4, 2015

    Ever since I was 12 years old I have self

    harmed. I started to feel suicidal at 14, I'm 15 now. I don't know where I want to be / go in life. I to be honnest am a lowlife and I deserve everything I get. I'm not saying I'm gona do anything. But I'm not going to save myself if anything did ever happen. I hate myself. I've...
    alex220033 alex220033
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 2, 2015
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