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I Want To Kill The Demon Within Me

Everyone has a demon inside that makes everything look dark and surrounds us with sorrow and nightmares... 21 People

    I was sexually assaulted twice;

    once at 11, and again at 17. I now get nightmares of rape, and dreams of suicide.
    zydeko zydeko 18-21 Apr 11

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    I don't know what to do anymore. I haven't slept I've been listening to fozzey and vanc, trying to take the pain away. It's like everytime I have a clear mind all I think about is him kissing her! And it breaks my heart but it's the only way that I can still feel it beating is...
    DaisyMae7 DaisyMae7 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 23, 2013

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    I see demons , lots of them. They look like regular people from all walks of life. They work or attack in groups or they elect antagonists from among themselves to harass and delay...
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    There are demons all around me and I see them all. I try and point them out but they're hidden within the skin of our own kind. I only wish I could warm the girl I love who doesn't...
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    I' don't honestly know how to start this but I guess the devil just started to suck me in I basically opened up doors spiritually because of many things Certain music My past...
    Mimiluvsu1 Mimiluvsu1 13-15, F 1 Response May 24

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    Who am i to say I am a demon, but then again...why the hell not? Who am I to deny that I could be demented fresh blood from my possible ancestry of fallen angels, Lucifers...
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    I like getting possessed by my Demons it feels good when I am possessed I destroy everything around me. When I am possessed I go to a place in my mind I would tell you my demons...
    PrinceofEvil666 PrinceofEvil666 26-30, M May 24

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    whats wrong with me...i can't control myself as if i slip into a dark abyss. i want to just kill and hurt people til a scarlet blanket covers this world...i can't stop....it hurts...
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    I'm remember when I was 12 weird things started happening to me. It all started when I asked to go to to the bathroom. I was in the third floor in school, the third floor bathroom...
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    There is a moment in my life that I take time to think about the past and all the wonderful things, but also the things that changed me for the better. The tragedy that has...
    theworstperson theworstperson 26-30, F May 5

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    iam believe in demon,not because i believe,it bacause I want try to understand their world,I thinks not all demon are evil, or maybe.., and Not all human are good,some of man can...
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    I'm not a Demon hunter or know anything on the subject. I have experienced supernatural things and it scares the crap out of me. I don't usually dig into this stuff because I...
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    I know about my werewolf, and vampire side, but not my demon. I would like to know more about demons. Respond if you want to share, no trolls or fakes or roleplayers on this please...
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    I don't understand it. Like bricks or stones that ghosts around me throw I get hit in the most random of places. I get a loneliness that no one can cut through, a feeling of...
    MissAutumn MissAutumn 18-21, F May 10

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    There is nothing after death. I have a grin as I write this. I'm happy. Happy to die. Die for myself, because I love myself so much. I'm still grinning. It's the most liberating...
    kiddishguypete kiddishguypete 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    Growing up as a boy i grew up in a home of neglect and constant arguments. At school I had very intense physical and verbal abuse without knowing the true meaning of a friend...
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    JIBANKRISHNA OR DIAMOND THE HOLY GHOST AND MY DIARY OF DIVINE DREAMSIndication of starting of new phase of austerity360). 14th July, 1979. Saturday. Early morning dream: I was...
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