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I Want To Kill The Demon Within Me

Everyone has a demon inside that makes everything look dark and surrounds us with sorrow and nightmares... 20 People

    I was sexually assaulted twice;

    once at 11, and again at 17. I now get nightmares of rape, and dreams of suicide.
    zydeko zydeko 18-21 Apr 11

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    I don't know what to do anymore. I haven't slept I've been listening to fozzey and vanc, trying to take the pain away. It's like everytime I have a clear mind all I think about is him kissing her! And it breaks my heart but it's the only way that I can still feel it beating is...
    DaisyMae7 DaisyMae7 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 23, 2013

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    i want a stalker not a killer though lol
    cutekyrabear cutekyrabear 13-15, F 5 mins ago

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    I guess this is kinda weird so please if your reading this don't hate!! Cause even though this is a place where you can share who you are people still judge! ANYWAY I wouldn't...
    cutekittycat cutekittycat 13-15, F 1 Response 33 mins ago

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    Preferably a beautiful serial killer. That is my one wish in this life.
    Nyx935 Nyx935 22-25, M 2 hrs ago

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    Just for the mere line, "But we loved with a love that was more than love", gets me every time... Annabel Lee BY EDGAR ALLAN POE It was many and many a year ago, In a kingdom...
    sleep2dream sleep2dream 36-40, F 5 hrs ago

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    What's the matter when you want to start something.What's ever you think ? It's doesn't matter how going on but it's matter what're you doing now. At you stand now,just make...
    Aui12 Aui12 18-21, M 11 hrs ago

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    Some days i get to the point where i cannot tale it anymore. A life without emotions is so meaningless. It would be Ok with me if someone ended this hell I'm going through. I'm not...
    Ang012685 Ang012685 26-30, F 12 hrs ago

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    One hundred more. I need to remember these things more often. 101. Bubbles 102. Romance 103. Wandering the city 104. Letting go 105. Comfortable silence 106. Pianos 107. Soap...
    TheWildling TheWildling 22-25, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    Four weeks ago I experienced the extreme climax of yet another depression triggered/nervous breakdown. The month preceding that I was in what I thought was a beautiful...
    SoberingBabySteps SoberingBabySteps 31-35, M 13 hrs ago

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    im getting closer to having guts to kill myself..i dont deserve to live im pathetic and a loser and i will always be a loser..
    LegendBattles LegendBattles 26-30, M 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I am planning on running away within the next year
    hashtagbitch hashtagbitch 16-17, F 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    Hey im kitty, I have been in search for the perfect master for years .i have been a slave since 11. I realized I admire power. I wish to find a demon master or a master...
    yourlittlekitten yourlittlekitten 18-21, F 17 hrs ago

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    Okay I couldnt find a group for this but this seems closest. So literally everything in the world can kill us. Studies show chairs can kill us, TV can kill us, every food except...
    gamesmlg gamesmlg 13-15, M 1 day ago

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    The Pain Within The pain within is what brings you pain, and what brings you hurt, The pain you carry inside you, is what causes you to hurt. The pain that you hide from everyone...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    Boko Haram extremists gunned down nearly 100 Muslims praying in mosques in a northeast Nigerian town during the holy month of Ramadan, a government official and a self-defense...
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    i am in need of help with info. my friend hades vanished in january and love who showed me who i am vanished in november. when my love sage vanished a month later i was attacked...
    ThePhantomRose ThePhantomRose 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    for all you demons on here. enjoy; ) https://youtu.be/FHmSF-_6xlo
    pandaangel pandaangel 26-30, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am a crossroad Demon I make deals and I can grant any wish so if you want your wish granted pm me.
    Demon6666 Demon6666 26-30, M 7 Responses 5 days ago

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    any demons wanna make a deal message me
    DylanMartin21 DylanMartin21 22-25, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    i am looking for a demon hunter to train me better to fight the dark
    demonslay demonslay 13-15, M 6 days ago

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    is there any real demons on Here if u r message me
    DylanMartin21 DylanMartin21 22-25, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    My day today I woke up at 10 am with my alarm, because my friend said she would be making pancakes then and I wanted to be up. I was too tired though and ended up sleeping in...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I remember in grade school hearing about how everyone over the internet are dangerous. Of course, that's not true at all, but I eventually became too carefree and that really...
    SomethingPink SomethingPink 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    i need a close group of demon hunters so teach me to better fight the dark
    demonkill demonkill 13-15, M a week ago

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    I hate my life. I am born into a semi wealthy family, however, money has nothing to to with this (maybe a little). I grew up thinking life is wonderful, and that I will experience...
    itshouldhavebeenezbb itshouldhavebeenezbb 13-15, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Professor: You are Christian, aren't you son? Student: Yes, sir. Professor: So, you believe in God? Student: Absolutely sir. Professor: Is God good? Student: Yes. Professor: Is God...
    MarieLucie MarieLucie 22-25, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I'm scared I won't find love. I get that I'm only 18 but for some reason within the past week I've gotten this frightening realization that I'm 18 years old. I want to travel the...
    wristclerk wristclerk 18-21 Jun 27

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    Demons are demons, they are evil. There are demons who are harmless than the others; but I wish they would leave sooner regardless of the fact.
    WitchOfEndor WitchOfEndor 18-21, F Jun 26

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    a room of demons. how delightful
    pandaangel pandaangel 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    They killed my pets and are now kiling me. If you allow them in they will cause you to lose ourself. Christ is the only way to defeat them, but He will not speak to me now. Please...
    jvb1 jvb1 51-55, M 2 Responses Jun 25

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    1. People and organizations in power routinely manipulate the public by controlling the content of public debate. Typically the easiest way to do this is to distract the public...
    onefootoutthedoor onefootoutthedoor 51-55, M Jun 25

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    BAGHDAD: An Islamic State group video released on Monday showed the jihadists murdering 16 men by drowning them in a cage, decapitating them with explosives and firing a rocket...
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    I'm so ******* angry with everything. I sincerely just want to ******* scream. A year ago, I probably would have wanted to cut myself or start ripping my hair out. Luckily, I am...
    Skollon Skollon 18-21, F Jun 23

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    Call it a crazy but I've always wanted to show my lover that no matter where we are I will be affectionate and prove it time and time again I'm not afraid to show my ability to...
    axelyax axelyax 18-21, M Jun 23

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    Last night the demon or devil or whatever was in my room and I was praying for protection as normal from God and Jesus. Once again I could still feel the thing reaching out to me...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    after spending my half teen years in a place with great frnds and people....i was brought to a new unknown place for my studies....here i went to a new school, and don't know how...
    deepabairi171 deepabairi171 13-15, F Jun 21

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    I live within pain in a way I forget that others do not. And so - regretfully - I hurt you - and so I hurt in return. To take my pain out and glory in it - to hold it real and...
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    I am not cut out for this place, I am not strong as I once thought in my youth. I do not understand the things I thought once I had. I will never get used to the way things take...
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