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I Want To Kill The Demon Within Me

Everyone has a demon inside that makes everything look dark and surrounds us with sorrow and nightmares... 20 People

    I was sexually assaulted twice;

    once at 11, and again at 17. I now get nightmares of rape, and dreams of suicide.
    zydeko zydeko 18-21 Apr 11, 2015

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    I don't know what to do anymore. I haven't slept I've been listening to fozzey and vanc, trying to take the pain away. It's like everytime I have a clear mind all I think about is him kissing her! And it breaks my heart but it's the only way that I can still feel it beating is...
    DaisyMae7 DaisyMae7 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 23, 2013

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    You always hear stories of demons talking and interacting with people, but never angels. Angels sound pretty boring right about now lol
    EatMyWaffleTaco EatMyWaffleTaco 18-21, M 3 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I was taking a shower. I thought no one was home. I guess that day one of my cousins cousins cousin,was coming over. I guess I forgot. And I walked out in a towel singing a song...
    greycloudsinabrightcity greycloudsinabrightcity 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Sometimes subs may feel like they need to test limits to see where they stand with their Doms. Last night I tested said limits and broke a very important rule with little to no...
    SifusLittleRed2 SifusLittleRed2 31-35, F 4 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Driving to work tonight , a cat in my neighbourhood just instantly jumped out in front of me and then heard this loud noise, the street was dark and I did not see at all, I am so...
    eboniee eboniee 26-30, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    its just exhausting. but i made promises so i cant dissapoint. i want an end to thoughts and feeling. an end to pain and the acid corrosion of the past. i dont want to remember...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I write a lot about men...like a LOT. Men have always been a big part of my life since the first breath I took in this form. Growing up the only man a part of my life, after the...
    MsJessicaRabbit MsJessicaRabbit 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My sister and I have another demon attached to us. This one feels far worse than the last
    solivagant86 solivagant86 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Achievement of capacity on donation of spirituality 435) 1st December, 1980. Monday. Early morning dream: A huge open area was first seen in the dream, where in...
    Dipakda Dipakda 66-70, M 4 days ago

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    Well as a kid there was one demon that liked to torment me. It would enter my dreams. It would show up day or night and I would just feel the hair stand up on the back of my neck...
    AnonymousKCQ AnonymousKCQ 22-25, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    Pain pain pain pain pain. That's all I feel is pain. I want to scream it hurts so much. Pain inside. Driving me crazy. I want others to see my pain. Know my pain, but I can't tell...
    faeriefate faeriefate 18-21 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I want to be able to trust someone full heartedly and know as deep as my soul runs that I'm not making a mistake and that my secrets are safe with that one to where I can revive my...
    Brookelynn818 Brookelynn818 18-21, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    Become Christian! GOD will help protect you he is the light from the dark and In no way shape or form acknowledge the demons IGNORE THEM BE SURE TO IGNORE THEM COMPLETLY AND THEY...
    Withaspade Withaspade 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    OPEN HEAVENS FELLOWSHIP DAILY DEVOTION A DYNAMO OF LIFE FOR YOUR BODY Romans 8:11 (NLT) The Spirit of God, who raised Jesus from the dead, lives in you. And just as God raised...
    ganyoji ganyoji 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    my boyfriend is half demon/half angel. my soul is full demon in a human body. i am a demoness i guess? My inner demon is awakened I guess but like there's an issue. she shows...
    MissMorgana MissMorgana 18-21 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    There are demons everywhere and many have been assigned to certain places. Demons of suicide, demons of greed and hate, demons of homosexuality, demons of violence and murder...
    Allthingschrist Allthingschrist 36-40 2 Responses a week ago

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    I slept deep within dreams.. With you deep within me..
    Mirages Mirages 41-45, F 14 Responses Feb 3

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    I have been thinking and something popped into my head. There are many people on here who suffer from depression and anxiety, and it seems we all have one thing in common. We are...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    Seasons 2. EP 2. Sib: they killed Joe and Elvis. We have to act on. Sid: if we do, we will risk everything. It's not worth it. Sib: we need them to realize that their alpha...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 70+, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    Season 2. EP1. Joe: you cold blooded freak. Tay: Being that Leah is your alpha, I'd suggest we get along. Joe: doesn't mean I need to like you. Tay: who do you think she fonder...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 70+, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    (Finale) Isaac and Tay backs away. Co grabs Diana's hands as fear clouds his heart. Co is so full of fear that he becomes too weak to even hold Diana's hands. Diana: what's...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 70+, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    i want everyone to know that being a Christian doesn't make me perfect. i want to be real with you on here. i don't want you to feel alone and i don't want to be a hypocrite. i...
    sunriseinmyeyes sunriseinmyeyes 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    Jo: hold down Leah. Irvy: hurry Jo. Jo: she's weak, just hold her. Hold all of them. Their death will be swift. Lily: hurry while we have the chance. Oula: Jocelyn please I beg...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 70+, F 3 Responses Jan 31

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    Leah: 700 years ago we declared to build a family. Isaac: and 700 years ago we did. Leah: now we face the challenge of bring this family to extinction. Isaac: we will re build...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 70+, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    Isaac: what are we suppose to do to with her raging boy friend? Jo: kill him in front of her. Tay: Jocelyn. That is too easy. Leah: I see what you're saying Tay, give her hope...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 70+, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    I remember the scariest episode I had once was in 2011,I remember I went to sleep and my bed was shaking and I think I was floating up then I was put back down? I woke up so scared...
    skyy23 skyy23 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 30

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    Oula: I think it's best if we let her live. What do you think Leah? Leah: Me? Most definitely, I think we should let her live. Lily: what, Leah you just told us how much you...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 70+, F 4 Responses Jan 29

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    Oula: I think it's best if we let her live. What do you think Leah? Leah: Me? Most definitely, I think we should let her live. Lily: what, Leah you just told us how much you...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 70+, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    I know not all of you believe in the paranormal. Some of you do. I do. This adds to the list of weird dreams and experience. So to cut it short, my dream was already weird. From...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 70+, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    The Cold Within by James Kinney Six humans trapped by happenstance In bleak and bitter cold. Each one possessed a stick of wood Or so the story?s told. Their dying fire in need...
    Q2013 Q2013 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    If any of you are a real demon not a fake weirdo I have some questions for you please feel free to message me
    XENETH XENETH 18-21, M Jan 27

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    I have been dealing with demons for years. I have banished, and dealt with hundreds, but other monsters too. The hardest one to deal with killed three people that summoned it. It...
    KurtScorpio KurtScorpio 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 27

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    Meth; oh how it destroys family, and friends mental health, my control now I believe is substantial, but my anger is off the wall. Molly; she made me feel whole, and I don't...
    fvckingm3ntal fvckingm3ntal 18-21, T Jan 26

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    Boy oh boy! I started using when I was 17. I wasn't out to rebel or try new things. I found drugs following being sexually abused from 13-17. Emotionally I was having a crisis...
    whatalifetolive whatalifetolive 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    I want to make soaps that are sculpted or molded into morbid things. What's the creepiest thing you can imagine washing your body with? There could be a boxed set of human organ...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 25

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    I found this article on the internet and i found it very useful. I can never understand if I love myself enough, even if I am a very self confident woman (yes, the two things can...
    ellaison ellaison 22-25, F Jan 24

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    Nah I didn't I legit wanted to be a giant dinosaur so I could run round scaring people. Demon child.
    Aquaticskyekitten Aquaticskyekitten 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 24

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    Place your hand over your heart. You feel that? That is called purpose. You’re alive for a reason, so don’t ever give up.The person who completes suicide, dies once...
    Grace2U Grace2U 66-70, F Jan 23

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    1) I am pagan 2) I hate my second middle name (Marie, I think it's ugly) 3) I believe I'm most likely a demon in a humans body and that's why everybody hates me 4) I am a cat...
    HyacinthMay HyacinthMay 13-15, F Jan 23

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