Personal Stories, Advice, and Support
At age 40 years, my life is an amalgam of both good and bad memories that help define the man I am and the man I have yet to be.
just so you can understand life again.'
for you to see - I just need to build a big big wall first.
to learn from and grow, a rough start but moving towards a spectacular ending.
wonderful and terrible things.
My life is the current of air upon which others can soar.
why can't I just put all my thoughts on the shelf, for all to see, or all to ignore?
Despite crushing depression, cruelty beyond comprehension, trauma, maltreatment, and the memories of these things invading each moment, she refused to be knocked down or stop searching for a soul worthy of her blazing love.
My life is a constant,
that opens up to me as I live it,
exposing the real, the good and the bad.
but I am intrigued about the future!
My life is like a cup of hot chocolate on a freezing cold day. :)
attention span in the world.
'I make bad choices and i regret everything but i'm still smiling.'
My life with my husband is a wonderfully fantastic adventure, and I am loving every minute of it.
..like in 88...or in 95...or in 03...at the same time I am thinking positive...and my body is kicking me in the head.
yesterday...I only watch bits of it...and my computer is so slow...a sudden headache...the sun is shining...I am doing my things...I can't finish a sentence, because that would break this concept...the movie is kind of heartwarming, by the way.
flavour within my mouth the remembrance of bitter sweet grapes
but then I drown in the glass of water I drink.
My life is like a series of questions and doubts, moments of brief happiness and the feeling of being the only one who feels so frightened of life.
A craving desire that has yet to be fulfilled.
and downs I didn't notice.
but maybe the circles change...sometimes I'm not even able to walk...so tired...must sleep now.
and learn and make peace out of a swirly confusing misty fog of ideas, emotions,regrets, and dreams.
..the feeling that it's suddenly more hard to be so open...the feeling that I really love to be open...
until I am dead tired of everything.
but I gave up on humanity so now it's about finding what makes me happy.
Clear myself, rid my life of all the unnecessary unessential things in my life.
My life is hopeful; that there is a bright light at the end of the tunnel, happiness on the horizon, true love straight ahead.
I have to say that I've found that light, happiness and true love are at hand :)
I found the best friend I have ever had.
in a way - I'm less nervous when tired.
.I even bought a new toothpaste..still..still..
I should not drink much water
Is it water..is it water..?