Personal Stories, Advice, and Support
and respect interlaced with allowed special time and freedoms and at times some hard work.
for a Multinational company and my day typically starts with my annoying dreams that wake me up,handling media people and their controversies. When all the nonsense is over, I go for a drink, followed by home. Same stuff Same thing all these years.
the next one will be easier.
we're one in the river, and one again after the fall..." -System of a Down, Aerials
boring, lazy, sad, pretty much messed up..!!
but at the eye, is where I rest.
Clear myself, rid my life of all the unnecessary unessential things in my life.
so that i can post it!! what is life in a sentence humm... this is what i think:
'Life is What YOU make it'
that describes all our lives. It being:
Life is a rollercoaster ride, ups, downs, and some in between motion that make us feel uneasy, but fun once it goes steady again. :)
judged, and misused and I still somehow have the courage to carry on.
and expect that to mean something more than the truth?
it's more likely my expression to the life... so philosophical lol
which is with it and not trying possibilities are not making risks which is still half worth it.
I'm hopeful it'll get better someday - just unsure when/how.
My life with my husband is a wonderfully fantastic adventure, and I am loving every minute of it.
who turns pain into beauty
and now you feel disgusting and hungry
just so you can understand life again.'
Despite crushing depression, cruelty beyond comprehension, trauma, maltreatment, and the memories of these things invading each moment, she refused to be knocked down or stop searching for a soul worthy of her blazing love.
My life is a constant,
that opens up to me as I live it,
exposing the real, the good and the bad.
roller coaster with further downs than ups.
initially appears to me as illogical..bt later wen i look all the situations dat appeared had some valid reasons..and had happened at the right time ,in the right way..
I found the best friend I have ever had.
what I do, bad always comes back.
what I like, and what I want to share with the world.
and afraid started to scramble out of her grave towards the moonlight, finally ready to live again.
with a choice, if she jumps her pain ends, but at the top love holds her hand trying to make her stay.
flavour within my mouth the remembrance of bitter sweet grapes
and over again hoping for a different result.
continually shafted to rock bottom, then struggling up again in my career whilst going on a merry-go-round with ill health and an emotional roller coaster with whichever partner I have.
happiest moment of my life.
wonderful and terrible things.
others to see me for who I am and I'll reflect to them who they truly are if they ever lose sense of self.
to learn from and grow, a rough start but moving towards a spectacular ending.
but I gave up on humanity so now it's about finding what makes me happy.