Personal Stories, Advice, and Support
after being widowed - that did not stop me from succeeding.
I found the best friend I have ever had.
and do everything in excess.
to learn from and grow, a rough start but moving towards a spectacular ending.
but I gave up on humanity so now it's about finding what makes me happy.
half of my life is pretty much online. if you ask about my devoted lovable friends I would say those i talk to everyday on the internet and those who when I dont get online worry and text me.everything new and that i canno do in rl, everything I want to experience or do, i do it...
happiest moment of my life.
after the last EP-changes.
wonderful and terrible things.
and learn and make peace out of a swirly confusing misty fog of ideas, emotions,regrets, and dreams.
with a daughter I couldn't be more proud of and a bunch of loyal, crazy friends who support me and love me despite all the craziness.
and afraid started to scramble out of her grave towards the moonlight, finally ready to live again.
In the rain, a perpetual waltz in which I find myself wanting to dance, play, sing but dodging lightening is slowing me down and the rainbows, well, are just rainbows...
'I make bad choices and i regret everything but i'm still smiling.'
My life with my husband is a wonderfully fantastic adventure, and I am loving every minute of it.
nothing there, a simple window to the world and again I see everything except for me.
Despite crushing depression, cruelty beyond comprehension, trauma, maltreatment, and the memories of these things invading each moment, she refused to be knocked down or stop searching for a soul worthy of her blazing love.
don't feel comfortable with all the EP-changes.
my life is boring and very run of the mill. I think I need to take more risks. I miss being in love :(
manipulating Asian mother who has never forgiven me for her rape and my resulting mixed blood
happiness, all the while knowing what I desire will forever be out of my reach.
" - Dr. Seuss
I actually think quote applies to everyone, not just me.
just so you can understand life again.'
In fact, rather than leave a list of adjectives, it would be easiest to say that my life IS a sentence. ..a life sentence. ..with no time off for good behavior.
A craving desire that has yet to be fulfilled.
flavour within my mouth the remembrance of bitter sweet grapes
Clear myself, rid my life of all the unnecessary unessential things in my life.
My life is the current of air upon which others can soar.