Personal Stories, Advice, and Support
boring, lazy, sad, pretty much messed up..!!
we're one in the river, and one again after the fall..." -System of a Down, Aerials
with a choice, if she jumps her pain ends, but at the top love holds her hand trying to make her stay.
and where I truly belong because it's always confusing.
Despite crushing depression, cruelty beyond comprehension, trauma, maltreatment, and the memories of these things invading each moment, she refused to be knocked down or stop searching for a soul worthy of her blazing love.
what I do, bad always comes back.
I'm hopeful it'll get better someday - just unsure when/how.
the next one will be easier.
My life is a constant,
that opens up to me as I live it,
exposing the real, the good and the bad.
others to see me for who I am and I'll reflect to them who they truly are if they ever lose sense of self.
My life with my husband is a wonderfully fantastic adventure, and I am loving every minute of it.
so that i can post it!! what is life in a sentence humm... this is what i think:
'Life is What YOU make it'
to learn from and grow, a rough start but moving towards a spectacular ending.
happiest moment of my life.
and expect that to mean something more than the truth?
that describes all our lives. It being:
Life is a rollercoaster ride, ups, downs, and some in between motion that make us feel uneasy, but fun once it goes steady again. :)
wonderful and terrible things.
I found the best friend I have ever had.
what I like, and what I want to share with the world.
who turns pain into beauty
which is with it and not trying possibilities are not making risks which is still half worth it.
continually shafted to rock bottom, then struggling up again in my career whilst going on a merry-go-round with ill health and an emotional roller coaster with whichever partner I have.
Clear myself, rid my life of all the unnecessary unessential things in my life.
initially appears to me as illogical..bt later wen i look all the situations dat appeared had some valid reasons..and had happened at the right time ,in the right way..
it's more likely my expression to the life... so philosophical lol
but at the eye, is where I rest.
and now you feel disgusting and hungry
but I gave up on humanity so now it's about finding what makes me happy.
flavour within my mouth the remembrance of bitter sweet grapes
and afraid started to scramble out of her grave towards the moonlight, finally ready to live again.
and respect interlaced with allowed special time and freedoms and at times some hard work.
just so you can understand life again.'
judged, and misused and I still somehow have the courage to carry on.
for a Multinational company and my day typically starts with my annoying dreams that wake me up,handling media people and their controversies. When all the nonsense is over, I go for a drink, followed by home. Same stuff Same thing all these years.
and over again hoping for a different result.
roller coaster with further downs than ups.