I Want To Know The Truth Of Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 58 People

    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 16

    discovering our motives.

    it seems simple on its face but we all wear blinders to simple fact. say what you will of therapy, but its helped me find the truth of myself. what do i want? what is the one thing i would trade my life for. and i realized what that is. simple yet so far away. i want...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    Jan 25

    Who Am I?

    what i want? what i dream of? what i supposed i do in my life? what should i give to other people? can i make other people laugh? can i make them happy? what should i do to make them happy? what should i do so that they accept me in their life? am i good enough to them? am...
    Agatha91 Agatha91
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 8, 2012

    I honestly don't know

    who is the real me...... I don't know who I am anymore. I would like to find out but at the same time, I'm scared to. Any help?
    Chelsea9036 Chelsea9036
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 16

    I feel stuck. physically stuck in this body,

    this life, these circumstances. I feel silenced and isolated. I keep looking outside trying to fix me. and it's so cliche its ******* nauseating. but it's the truth. I chose a career that its my Job to fix people. to look outside of me, and at someone else. I just want to not...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 23

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