it seems simple on its face but we all wear blinders to simple fact. say what you will of therapy, but its helped me find the truth of myself.
what do i want? what is the one thing i would trade my life for.
and i realized what that is. simple yet so far away.
this life, these circumstances. I feel silenced and isolated.
I keep looking outside trying to fix me. and it's so cliche its ******* nauseating. but it's the truth. I chose a career that its my Job to fix people. to look outside of me, and at someone else. I just want to not...
what i want?
what i dream of?
what i supposed i do in my life?
what should i give to other people?
can i make other people laugh?
can i make them happy?
what should i do to make them happy?
what should i do so that they accept me in their life?
am i good enough to them?