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I Want To Know The Truth Of Myself

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    what i want? what i dream of? what i supposed i do in my life? what should i give to other people? can i make other people laugh? can i make them happy? what should i do to make them happy? what should i do so that they accept me in their life? am i good enough to them? am...
    Agatha91 Agatha91 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 8, 2012

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    kleox7x kleox7x 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    I want to cut myself so badly right now. I feel so useless and dumb, and pointless. that's all. i don't even feel like elaborating on that, if im honest
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    For those that don't understand... It's rather complicated to explain self harm.. There are many many aspects of it... Only one of which.. The one I'm dealing with currently.. Am...
    Sadgirlwithoutarazor1 Sadgirlwithoutarazor1 18-21, F 19 hrs ago

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    "NO LIMBS, NO LIMITS!" I am going to probably write one of the harshest comments in public now, but I think it is my duty, I can't stand to just stare and keep reading without...
    TNTandCHOCOLATE TNTandCHOCOLATE 31-35 Sep 7

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    Right now I want to be able to cut myself so that blood just comes out in gushes I want to do that and then watch it as I am listening to some of my favorite music I want to do...
    ImNotReallyFine ImNotReallyFine 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    I wish I could just be happy with what I am and what I can accomplish...when I don't feel the love from anyone...like really feel the love...I then get down on myself thinking it...
    saturnsdaughter saturnsdaughter 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 29

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    Get it memorized. Ana has a boyfriend, and it is yours truly. If you're going to add me to the circle MAINLY due to the fact Ana uses this account most of the time, just delete...
    PerfectTwo18 PerfectTwo18 13-15, F Sep 5

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    Being myself doesn't work, I'm too weird for everyone. I don't know what should I be instead.
    ThatAwkwardOne ThatAwkwardOne 16-17, M Sep 12

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    I need help. I have to introduce myself to 7 and 8 year olds, because I'll be assisting their class at dance for the next year, But I don't know how to do it
    Swagaliciousk Swagaliciousk 13-15, F Sep 13

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    Hello everyone, what sup. Alizeh here. I shall introduce myself to you all. Well my name is Alizeh, I am 23 years old and I was born and raised in Karachi, Pakistan. I did my...
    alizehasif alizehasif 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 13

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    I feel like I'm worthless, I feel sad and angry and i feel neglected by my friends. I have always felt like I would never cut myself because at that time in life I was happy and...
    AnonymousSloth AnonymousSloth 13-15 1 day ago

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    I do. I really ******* do. *runs hands through my hair* because life right now is so hard and now I can't even think straight and it's killing me to be the way I am.. with everyone...
    BENDrowned BENDrowned 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    it's getting incredibly hard to resist right now...i keep trying to go to sleep but it's hard to when i have this urge..i know i probably sound really pathetic and i know i'm...
    Rememberme79 Rememberme79 16-17, M Aug 23

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    Well, this isn't really a past experience but here goes... Since I left college, the people who I thought were my friends are ignoring me and sometimes it really feels like I'm...
    smify123146 smify123146 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    Ugh I'm so tired of being fat but when I try to starve myself I can neverrrrrr do it cuz when I see food I eat . I weigh 128 and I'm 5'1 I wanna be atleast 115 . So I'm going to...
    Kaileyynicole Kaileyynicole 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I find myself wanting to cut. Been clean for 2 months. Trust me im trying really hard to stay clean. I've been a cutter since i was 13 i think... Was able to stay clean for 3 years...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    In order for the person on the outside to feel like who i am on the inside i am going to: Dye my hair- a dark red Change my style- to gothic and alternative. I also want to wear...
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 23

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    I hurt so bad. I tried so hard. I wrote a poem, worked a little on my book, worked on my drawing for my friend...but it hurts too much and my wrists are hot with need to relieve...
    ForeverBlueForeverAlone ForeverBlueForeverAlone 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 27

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    Your probably mot going to understand this But im to tired to hurt myself like. I want to go to sleep But im still going to try I feel like i have to I have to prove this
    KovusShame KovusShame 13-15, F Sep 2

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    From the number of posts here, doesn't it seem strange why people still get married nowadays? I think the entire institution of marriage is flawed. Forgive my ranting here but IMHO...
    novembermountain novembermountain 41-45, F Sep 3

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    so for a start I am paradoxically most interested in music, of all things it had to be like really old music I mainly like old rock bands but country is fun to listen to as well in...
    modd096 modd096 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I'm really angry. Two months ago this guy rejected me, without even trying to get to know me, because he says he wants to "focus on God". Now all of a sudden he has a girlfriend...
    PurpleHart PurpleHart 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I cut myself again and I want to do more. Sometimes it never goes away.
    nofrankinway nofrankinway 13-15, F 3 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I always am myself when it comes to anyone. I feel that it's better to be real and not fake. Life is way better that way.
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    I'm sick of not being able to find anything good about myself.
    Theycallherelly Theycallherelly 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 2

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    Just to make me calm down. I don't even know why I'm like this....I've been clean two months. I can't let today be a **** up.
    EmoSakurachan EmoSakurachan 16-17 1 Response Sep 5

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    Anyone want to be my starving buddy? I just can't take it anymore I just want to be skinny I'm starting tomorrow morning
    Maria134747 Maria134747 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 25

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    I want to right now but i have to wait a couple hours so my parents dont wake up possibly and walk into my room
    ImNotReallyFine ImNotReallyFine 13-15, M Aug 27

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    I am just sitting here... Putting my feelings in a word document... doesn't help much... I don't think i want to live much longer... the sun is being drown out... i can no longer...
    ImNotReallyFine ImNotReallyFine 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 30

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    I want to I've been wanting so much lastly after last week when I almost went a little to deep I got scared but it been to hard not too do it I have to!!!!!!!!!! But this I want...
    Amyann114 Amyann114 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 30

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    It's funny....how even though you want to die, collapse on the floor and forget about the world...you can lose yourself in the pain...and it makes life that little bit more...
    SuicidalUnicorn SuicidalUnicorn 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 3

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    Well my cutting streak that was only happening because of people wanting me to stop and my family being around making me not cut is going to end today. Im kind of happy.... Or...
    ImNotReallyFine ImNotReallyFine 13-15, M Sep 5

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    I forgive everybody else, but your self is the hardest to forgive. I want to forgive me. Do you forgive me? Will you treat me better than I have been treated?
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 2 Responses Sep 6

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    I want to really badly.
    battlescars2012 battlescars2012 13-15, F 8 Responses Sep 13

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    The last day was good. But then I spent the whole time thinking it though and it was ok; now everything finally sinking in and all want to do is cut.
    Amyann114 Amyann114 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I've grown to love and enjoy the curves I have. Of course I'm not finished growing yet. For now I want to focus on enjoying my weight and hope to maybe find a feeder to share it...
    goofyg54 goofyg54 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I feel that if I'm not the best I can be, it's not even good enough
    Iamevolved Iamevolved 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    It's been so long since I've had the blood running down my arm and leg.. but I miss the feeling of just letting everything out. I need that feeling of release, and I believe this...
    KittyTittyGang KittyTittyGang 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 26

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    I learnt in life that you should not wait to express your feelings or delay anything.I just thought i ll tell my dad abt my promotion in work later after returning to home as i was...
    lostepic lostepic 26-30, F Aug 26

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    In my opinion it's obvious my looks are preventing me success in love I'd like to completely change my look. Get rid of these damn glasses wear contacts. Go to a gym and get the...
    Dynamite500 Dynamite500 18-21, M Aug 28

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    I just joined and I feel this group is the most real to me. I feel like this right now. I just cut a few weeks back and ended up in the hospital. It really is one of the few things...
    BrokenBrain123 BrokenBrain123 22-25 1 Response Aug 28

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    im so ******* pissed at my family. My mom doesnt even wanna try and listen and always sides with my ******* ******* little brother. I've never tried cutting before but im tempted...
    Crossfire14 Crossfire14 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 2

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    Hi my name is Nhice. :) i'd love to be friends with you all.
    itsmenhiceee itsmenhiceee 18-21, F 6 Responses Sep 5

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    I would love to become a massive pile of fat with an ever hungry mouth that a beloved feeder could keep pouring in the calories to keep growing me.
    goofyg54 goofyg54 18-21, M Sep 12

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    I hate it when people think they can bully you everyday, I am jst sick and tired of it. Ive had it with the bullying and the physical scars i get rom working and fighting and...
    firecrystal216 firecrystal216 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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