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I Want To Know The Truth Of Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 6 People

    Who Am I?

    what i want? what i dream of? what i supposed i do in my life? what should i give to other people? can i make other people laugh? can i make them happy? what should i do to make them happy? what should i do so that they accept me in their life? am i good enough to them? am...
    Agatha91 Agatha91 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 8, 2012

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    I guess I am,? Everytime I open a pack of smokes and throw away the top cellophane, it sticks like a leach. So does lint and cat god hair. ;) Doesnt matter how many times I remind...
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    I've done this countless times but always go back to food and I absolutely hate myself for this. I wish I could starve myself because I want to be skinny, as skinny as a corpse...
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    did you vote for Obama? i went with Mitt and my peers gave me HELL!
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    I just did on my thigh ugh im so pathetic
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    How we see ourselves isn't necessarily the truth.I am not perfect nor trying to achieve that to save my ego.i just want to better myself as a human being.
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    Might be a different type of 'what to do with my life', I mean I haven't had anything depressing happen to me thank God, but I feel... Unsettled. Sort of. Well, you know how...
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    I just want to sit there and bask in my glory.
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    Yes..i would love to have someone in my life who would know me, understand me much more than i know my own self to tell me about the flaws i have, the good as well as the bad...
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    More like to see how i look and act... and if I'm attractive đŸ˜‚ but yeah
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    This I think would be interesting. Then I could see what I need to fix about myself. And what I'm really like.
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    Or do I? What if met me and thought I was a *****? That would be awkward!
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    I'd probably find out some stuff about myself that I didn't want to know.
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    I actually wouldn't want to meet myself. we'd have so much in common it would get pretty boring pretty quick.
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    that would be cool..........
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