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I Want to Know What Is Going to Happen to Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 228 People

    It always says that life is a box of chocolate ,

    u never know what taste is come put next. I do really want to know what does my future look like. My future depends on me of today. But I don't know what kind of person I should make efforts to be. My future will also depend on my marriage, but I don't know what kind of person...
    JoyceKing JoyceKing 26-30, F Mar 19, 2014

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    This One I'm Torn On.&n...

    This one I'm torn on.  I like to be prepared.  But in the same sense, I like it to be a surprise.  I want to know what's going to happen, but then I also don't want to know.
    evilkittymew evilkittymew 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 24, 2008

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    Will i ever be emotionally stable?

    Will my identity issues ever go away?
    tenderhanan tenderhanan 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 20, 2014

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    When Where and How?

    I was almost an aunt but bad circumstances happened...Am I going to be an aunt one day? Probably, it's almost inevitable. But I don't know if I will ever be ready for that. Cus I wonder if I'll always be the aunt whose gay and fails at life. My bro says I wouldn't fail at life...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F Jun 19, 2008

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    Life

    Life,Where's it goin'?I wanna know,What's in store?Don't seen to know,Used to,Until the change,That changed my life,Why me?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Nov 19, 2011

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    I`ve Dreamed of Becoming a Doctor and It Did Not Happen!

    since i was 14 i dreamed of becoming a doctor, i worked so hard to fullfill this amazing dream, i managed to overcome many diffecult problems because i had infront of me this ambition, and i was so conviced that nothing will stop me, and i`ll become a good doctor. in my country u...
    peacemind peacemind 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 6, 2008

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    But I Can't Find the End of the Book to Read Ahead

    Have you ever been reading a book and can't wait to find out how it ends so you have two choices, read faster (skim) or just go read the last chapter and then get back where you left off.  I have done both and usually end up re-reading the book if I skimmed it.  Now I...
    loopnscc loopnscc 46-50, M 6 Responses Oct 8, 2008

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    I want to know will i ever be happy?

    And comfortable in my own skin? Will i ever accept my alopecia? Will i ever feel okay about my looks. I dont want to feel sad forever. I dont want to feel ugly and not good enough for my bf/husband. I hope in 10 years time im happy and have my own famliy....
    AchingSoul AchingSoul 26-30, F Mar 20, 2014

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    Would Love to

    But then it would take the thrill out of not knowing to so it really wouldnt be as fun and exciting and you would know which way to go ... and never get to learn from your mistakes ... so  really its a lose / lose situation you would never have to strive to  attain a...
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F Apr 27, 2007

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    I wanna know what life's about .

    I wanna know who's gonna be with me in the end . Also who gonna make me feel like nobody else . Am I going to die ? Am I going to live a long beautiful life ? I wanna know these things but yet I wanna live by the moment . Not knowing what's gonna happen . That'll be a fun yet...
    dyvnii dyvnii 16-17, F Mar 14, 2014

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    Not Really

    Some people want to see their future.  They want to see what life has in store for them.  They want to see themselves being rich or happy. Why would I want to know what is gonna happen to me?  My life has been dull and boring.  Why would I want to look ahead...
    boarderline boarderline 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 15, 2009

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