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I Want to Know What Is Going to Happen to Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 230 People

    Not Really

    Some people want to see their future.  They want to see what life has in store for them.  They want to see themselves being rich or happy. Why would I want to know what is gonna happen to me?  My life has been dull and boring.  Why would I want to look ahead...
    boarderline boarderline 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 15, 2009

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    I wanna know what life's about .

    I wanna know who's gonna be with me in the end . Also who gonna make me feel like nobody else . Am I going to die ? Am I going to live a long beautiful life ? I wanna know these things but yet I wanna live by the moment . Not knowing what's gonna happen . That'll be a fun yet...
    dyvnii dyvnii 16-17, F Mar 14

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    I`ve Dreamed of Becoming a Doctor and It Did Not Happen!

    since i was 14 i dreamed of becoming a doctor, i worked so hard to fullfill this amazing dream, i managed to overcome many diffecult problems because i had infront of me this ambition, and i was so conviced that nothing will stop me, and i`ll become a good doctor. in my country u...
    peacemind peacemind 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 6, 2008

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    Would Love to

    But then it would take the thrill out of not knowing to so it really wouldnt be as fun and exciting and you would know which way to go ... and never get to learn from your mistakes ... so  really its a lose / lose situation you would never have to strive to  attain a...
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F Apr 27, 2007

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    Life

    Life,Where's it goin'?I wanna know,What's in store?Don't seen to know,Used to,Until the change,That changed my life,Why me?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Nov 19, 2011

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    I want to know will i ever be happy?

    And comfortable in my own skin? Will i ever accept my alopecia? Will i ever feel okay about my looks. I dont want to feel sad forever. I dont want to feel ugly and not good enough for my bf/husband. I hope in 10 years time im happy and have my own famliy....
    AchingSoul AchingSoul 22-25, F Mar 20

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    Will i ever be emotionally stable?

    Will my identity issues ever go away?
    tenderhanan tenderhanan 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 20

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    When Where and How?

    I was almost an aunt but bad circumstances happened...Am I going to be an aunt one day? Probably, it's almost inevitable. But I don't know if I will ever be ready for that. Cus I wonder if I'll always be the aunt whose gay and fails at life. My bro says I wouldn't fail at life...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F Jun 19, 2008

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    It always says that life is a box of chocolate ,

    u never know what taste is come put next. I do really want to know what does my future look like. My future depends on me of today. But I don't know what kind of person I should make efforts to be. My future will also depend on my marriage, but I don't know what kind of person...
    JoyceKing JoyceKing 26-30, F Mar 19

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    But I Can't Find the End of the Book to Read Ahead

    Have you ever been reading a book and can't wait to find out how it ends so you have two choices, read faster (skim) or just go read the last chapter and then get back where you left off.  I have done both and usually end up re-reading the book if I skimmed it.  Now I...
    loopnscc loopnscc 46-50, M 6 Responses Oct 8, 2008

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    This One I'm Torn On.&n...

    This one I'm torn on.  I like to be prepared.  But in the same sense, I like it to be a surprise.  I want to know what's going to happen, but then I also don't want to know.
    evilkittymew evilkittymew 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 24, 2008

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    I don't know what to do. O_O I have decided that I'm going to basically have a life. I'd say have a life "again" but I never really had one to begin with. I've very little idea how...
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    Hey, I want to take this off my chest as soon as possible, it's consuming me. I don't know if there is something wrong with me, if I look like an absolute freak or if I just look...
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    Just gonna stand there and watch me burn But that's alright because I like the way it hurts Just gonna stand there and hear me cry But that's alright because I love the way you lie...
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    Knowing what your bad at, makes one know what your good at?. (Tho I hope not to find something good in bad things) And what might be done different or better... Or that cant be...
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    So today Dylan and I started out… lets just say, “not conected”. So, I was late to spanish class. Dylan was just staring at me out the door. I opened it and closed it quietly...
    GoldMarine GoldMarine 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I'm fourteen years old, going on fifteen in approximately two months. I do not know what religion I classify myself as being apart of. I grew up with my family being Christian, but...
    losingNemo losingNemo 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 28

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    I still don't know what I'm doing! :D Haha, oh god... |: I have yet to press any buttons. o.o I'm trying slightly less halfassedly though. I believe that counts for something. My...
    Friability Friability 18-21 1 Response Nov 28

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    basically my reationship is over. he just stopeed caring which i really dont undertsand how that happened. but i know these things happen. but in a way i guess im kinda done to...
    BrokenSilence22 BrokenSilence22 18-21, F Dec 7

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    I don't know.....I just don't know what's wrong with me. I don't feel right. I don't belong here.......Why am I here?! To be bullied?!?! (It's already happening!!!) To be useless...
    TheLoner1234 TheLoner1234 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 5

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    So, I love my boyfriend, very much. Well actually he's my fiancé, so obviously I love him enough that once upon a time I said yes to marrying him. Lately it seems that everything...
    AlicebeneyisSilvereyes AlicebeneyisSilvereyes 16-17, F Dec 11

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    its funny, because you sorta start to blame yourself. You start to hate who youve become and hate what you are. Youre not mad youre hurt, and confused. left wondering why. You have...
    debonaireash debonaireash 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 5

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    I think, no...I know, I've spent the last 15 years trying to convince someone that I'm good enough to love and deserve the truth. There's no point in going on about all the things...
    IstyBisty IstyBisty 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 10

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    Dances with wolves! Such an amazing move that shows what can happen if we stop to understand people rather then do what we are told.
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    A 50 pence Charity shop findWhat ever happened to David Gray?.... He was everywhere for a while but then disappeared without a trace. :)
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    I'm 45 years old....and I STILL don't know what to do with my life. I once thought I had it figured out...I was married, had kids...was just going to grow old with that person...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 3 Responses Dec 7

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    "You can sit next to me if you want.." "Run, Forest! Run!" "Mommy always says, "Life is like a box of chocolates. You just never know what you are going to get." Movie--Forest...
    FocusOnPlan FocusOnPlan 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 28

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    He's going to get married next year and he loves his soon to be bride very much. He's happy. I've hid my feelings for years and the idea of him kept me going for years. He will...
    thedeadprincess thedeadprincess 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    I got expelled from school. I had just gotten a scholarship and it was out-of-country. I was going to go for 2 years and experience the world. Then I was going to try and transfer...
    pancaekes pancaekes 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 9

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    Just found out my older sister is going to get back together with my family. She's like a mini version of my mom. She constantly beat me up and called me names. I don't know what...
    Madis9957 Madis9957 13-15, F Dec 13

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    All good thing was happening and now it is all falling apart, I don't know what to do, I'm not even freaking out I am just silent, upset and worried.
    cantpick cantpick 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I'm in a new place and I'm making friends with people and foreigners from all over the place! But does anyone else find it hard to communicate with people who don't speak in your...
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    Father Jerry (Pat O'Brien) asking Rocky (James Cagney) to "turn yellow" for the sake of the kids in the movie Angels With Dirty Faces, 1938. Jerry wants Rocky to behave in a way so...
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    Who m i? I really dont know. Where did i come from? Where i m heading to? Where do i have to go? What is my destination? Who knows? Me or you or someone else? I know what is the...
    SsL919 SsL919 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 22

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    I was 15 and in high school when I started to admit to myself that I liked her. We were good friends, daily debates and petty quarrels, we forged our bond and we've known each...
    shugo23 shugo23 18-21, M Nov 22

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    I know that THE key to getting what you want is KNOWING what you want, specifically. And then focusing on it. For me, the knowing is one challenge, and the focusing is another...
    elevating elevating 36-40, F Nov 24

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    I know my favorites. I know what I like. But I don't know who I wanna be or where I want to work at. I don't know who I want to be with if with anyone at all.
    Zim0 Zim0 18-21, M Nov 28

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    I so lost on what i should do you don't show me that you care i try to do everything i can for you there is so much stuff i want to do for you yes i know you may not trust me but i...
    thatrandomchick01 thatrandomchick01 18-21, F Dec 2

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    I couldn't sleep last night. My thoughts finally allowed my body to rest at 6 AM. I'm exhausted. I cried last night. Memories filled my brain like oxygen. With every inhale came a...
    GhostBride GhostBride 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 23

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    I have this friend of mine. sometimes I really don't know how to describe her. I did so much but come to this point of time. I feel that she don't appreciate it? everytime when I...
    AnnxJoy AnnxJoy 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    xsignorinax xsignorinax 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 6

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