Ill pretend to smile for the average positive event but internally I'm almost always straight faced. Sometimes though, when i do something selfless i feel like i can see her smile again, the only person who really broke through and got too know every side of me. I can feel her...
watching a cat chase it's own tail,
children trying to eat a melting ice cream cone,
elderly men sitting on a bench and turning their heads while watching young ladies walk by, (I'll be there someday. lol)
random acts of kindness,
The weather was hot and humid this past summer. Late one evening I was sitting in the shade of some trees across the road from the temple. There were some guests walking around the gardens, so I left the gate in the large wall open.
I heard a man yelling, "Peacock!! Peacock...