I Want To Know What She Has That I Don't

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    Because...

    Sometimes I wonder. Other times, it's better left unspoken... Because if she has the advantage, My confidence will be broken. That's not it, I am hoping. But I'm honestly hopeless. Sitting here wishing that my charm was more potent. That I was a little more open. The list can go...
    PenelopeParfait PenelopeParfait
    18-21, F
    Oct 25, 2012

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