yes today im going to have a clear out...my new boyfriend will no longer be that as of this evening...he is getting the boot!. Too many dodgy issues for my liking and i dont want to be bought down. So i guess its an appropriate song for the moment.
Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
I am small
Warm me up
And breathe me
Ouch I have lost myself again
Look at this, it's me, walking away.Look at you drowning, on display.Every time I've dropped by, I've tried to sayThe water is rising.You don't want to stay.It's that sinking feeling. you know what it's bringing on.You might as well say it,I see it, I feel it.This town is going...
The lyrics just sum up my feelings toward society
"hate if want to hate, if it makes you safe" "Just don't **** on my gait, get in my face, keep it off my wave"
in others words I don't care about your opinions on issues, so don't force...
Now it's official
You're out of my life
Too many tears I've cried
I'm leaving the moments
Behind on the shelf
Believing in you
Was hard for myself
All your apologizes
Outside the door
I can't waste my time on you anymore
I've fallen much deeper than this before...
I will break into your thoughts
With what's written on my heart
I will break
I'm so sick, infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick
If you want more of this
We can push out, sell out, die out
"Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking
But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
(This song explains how I feel currently. It is about self confidence, perserverance, self motivation just some basic qualities a lot of people young and old lack. No one really believed in me and I didn't make it yet either but I get closer everyday. The song hits close to home...
Threw you the obvious,
And you flew with it on your back,
A name in your recollection
Down among a million same
Difficult not to feel a little bit
Disappointed and passed over
When I look right through
To see you naked but oblivious
And you don't see me
But I threw...
Iâ€™ve become resistant to myselfTo my weaknesses and painIâ€™ve become the one who wants to liveand just feel alive againIâ€™ve changed myselfIâ€™ve become addicted to being strongStarted out my second lifeAnd the remnants of your tears and smilesShift...
been a long road to follow
been there and gone tomorrow
without saying goodbye to yesterday
are the memories I hold still valid?
or have the tears deluded them?
maybe this time tomorrow
the rain will cease to follow
and the mist will fade into one more today