I Want to Know What's Wrong With Me

Have you ever thought something was wrong with you? If so, what have you struggled with and why? 541 People

    I Think I Know

    I'm no pendeja, I may act like one, but I am not completely stupid. I have a pretty good grasp of what's wrong with me. But implementing change, pushing myself to be accepting of who I am is difficult, and most of the time I rather not bother. I am insecure. So insecure that I am...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    Feb 16, 2011

    I have a fear of dating

    for some reason. I can deeply like a guy, but then as soon as he likes me i back down. I get so nervous even texting a guy imagine going on a date. I believe my social anxiety has played a big role on this. I honestly don't know why i do this, because it doesn't seem like a big...
    lesley2456 lesley2456
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 22, 2015

    i already know what's wrong with me,

    i don't belong among mankind and will be leaving soon, and good ridings! !!!
    burnner burnner
    56-60, M
    1 Response Nov 1, 2015

    After a while, everyone leaves me.

    May be after one year or ten years, one week or one month. They just leave me and it hurts. It hurts because I would never leave them
    pansexualgirl pansexualgirl
    13-15, F
    May 4, 2015
    babymac babymac
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 17, 2014

    I think I'm a great person

    but I'm always put on the back burner. I just want to be someone's number one or their priority for once
    powerStorm powerStorm
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Mar 17

    I'm not too ugly but

    why nobody want to talk to me...what's wrong with me
    41la 41la
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Nov 2, 2015

    I Don't Know Fully And I Hate It

    I'm a person who would like to believe that I'm overall a good person. That I'm very cool to be around and that I'm a helpful and caring person. I know I'm blunt and I know I can curse too much one day but I can't help at times. When I don't like something I speak up instead of...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Aug 5, 2012

    I Think the Only Thing Wrong With You Is That You Think There Is ; )

    lol, That is the title of an experience group.  I started it because after years of feeling there was 'something wrong with me' and hearing other people feel the same.....and a LOT of healing.......I came to the emphatic conclusion that there IS NOTHING WRONG ...
    kylae77 kylae77
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Jun 9, 2009

    This Is Not Me....

    I'm normally the upbeat one. The one that sees the positive in things, regardless of circumstance or situation. I keep a level head, I don't get too worked up and know how to keep cool. I won't say that past I haven't lost it, or gotten depressed....but I've always been able to...
    RisenFromAshes RisenFromAshes
    36-40, M
    Dec 23, 2012

    Welcome to the Club

    I know there is something wrong with me. I'm not like I used to be. I'm not like anyone else. I can't control my emotions. Most of all a comment has been made about me today. Which hurt me. I don't want to know what people think of me. I know everyone think's I'm the quiet,shy...
    Keelie Keelie
    66-70, F
    1 Response Sep 18, 2009

    I'm 15. When I look at myself in the mirror,

    I feel like the person I'm looking at is not me. Not in a "I used to be that girl" type of way, but that I am a mind or soul trapped in a physical entity, and I actually do the motions of trying to escape my body. I push my hands forward as if I'm trapped in a box, because I...
    greatomen greatomen
    16-17, F
    Apr 28, 2015
    isoyalvaro isoyalvaro
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 2, 2015

    Well, the biggest problem in the world right

    now is... I spoke to my cousin last night. I was fishing for a problem in the world right now, one she might want to solve. She is full of passion, of drive and work ethic. And she is oh so very tremendously happy. She scores 85% on an exam and is disappointed, but not...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife
    26-30, M
    Apr 13

    When I was 11 people started to bully me

    randomly one day. They have done it ever since. Everyone in my school is against me. I don't even know why! What's wrong with me?
    MelMelrules93 MelMelrules93
    18-21, T
    3 Responses Nov 26, 2015

    I can be happy and content

    for like a few hours but it's easily tipped over and I become really sad again for a longer time and I don't understand why I'm always like this.
    sapleigh sapleigh
    16-17, F
    Nov 2, 2015

    Lol there is so much thats wrong with me

    but thats what makes me unique from the next person
    dom8869 dom8869
    26-30, M
    1 Response Sep 17, 2015

    I Have Never.....

    I am a good person but I have never felt guilt about anything nor do I think I would feel a need to call 911 if someone was in danger, also when angry at someone I feel no need to hold back, sometimes I want to say really hurtful things like attacking someones personality or past...
    PriscillaMuse PriscillaMuse
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 21, 2011

    Me, And Why I Suck

    I HATE ME I HATE ME I HATE ME I HATE ME I HATE MY BODY MY BODY HATES ME I HATE MY MIND MY MIND HATES ME I HATE ME I HATE EVERYONE I HATE ME I HATE MY BODY MY BODY HATES ME I HATE ME I HATE ME I HATE MY MIND MY MIND HATES ME MY BODY HATES ME MY BODY HATES ME I HATE ME I HATE ME I...
    ally2 ally2
    13-15, F
    May 20, 2011

    Seriously?

    I've had a thing for the same guy for like 2 years and we are so alike and it seems like we flirt all the time. We got so close that talking to him was a part of my daily routine. we often fell asleep whilst video chatting and would wake up in the morning still on the line. Then...
    danzy9 danzy9
    18-21, F
    Aug 17, 2013

    I ate our homemade ketchup

    for years and it was OK. Suddenly it tastes like something rotten to me. Nobody else in our family noticed any change. What the hell happened to my taste? Why ketchup exclusively? This is weird...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 14

    What's Wrong With Me?

    All my life I have wondered what's wrong with me, I've always had problems understanding instructions the first time, understanding people, understanding social cues, and understanding words (maybe not enough to make me incapable of writing this but you know). all through school...
    DarkParade83 DarkParade83
    26-30
    5 Responses Jun 3, 2011

    I couldn't transform last night,

    I'm so scared. What's wrong with me?
    AlphaFire AlphaFire
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Dec 26, 2015

    I don't know what to do.

    Nothing makes me happy anymore. Even when with other people, or reading. I feel indifferent. You know that nice feeling you get after a good time. I don't get that anymore. It's actually quite disappointing. It's just blah.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 28, 2014

    I find a queer amount of kinship with Shrek,

    in that it's not me that has a problem with society, but society has a problem with me. I go into public places, and though I'm not a "Hideous Ogre", there's something about me that just puts people off, and I think I've finally put a finger on what it is. I don't wear a mask. I...
    cplank cplank
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Oct 16, 2014

    What's wrong with me?

    Sometimes I feel like I have no sympathy for other people. Whenever people tell me about things that happen to them, I litter all don't give a ****. I really want to care but I just don't. Whenever a family member say they love me, I have to lie because I couldn't care less. I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Apr 27, 2014

    sometimes he'll come up to me lovingly rubbing

    my back and says I love you...and I'm just like no touchy go away o.O it just makes me feel so strange
    ASadCatNamedNadia ASadCatNamedNadia
    18-21, F
    Feb 8
    JayTheU JayTheU
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Nov 2, 2015

    I'm Not The Problem!!!!

    I am extremely amused if not always maddened at people who won't hesitate to tell someone that "you have problems, you are sick, you are soooo evil" without looking at themselves first. Always those who seek problems with others have the most problems, they are the ones that...
    indigowitch indigowitch
    22-25, F
    Mar 28, 2012

    I'm gay . but I'm not educated about .

    but all the people I know say gay guys are talking like girls and love rainbows . but I'm not girly . and I hate the rainbows . am I normal ?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Nov 22, 2015

    they say God don't make mistakes well that's

    not true he made me and i can't figure out what his reasons were for doing and he probably doesn't know either maybe he needed something to laugh about so he made me i guess im messed up i don't belong anywhere or with anyone i wish i never was
    burnner burnner
    56-60, M
    1 Response Sep 26, 2015

    I'm Sorry

    I want to know what's wrong with me. I want to know why people avoid me. I want to know why people use me. I don't feel like a bad person but whenever I need someone I'm alone. I know I'm not the most attractive person in the world but am I that ugly for people to just ignore my...
    VicOli VicOli
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Jul 2, 2012

    Why does this always happen to me!

    ? Every time school starts back up someone has to start drama about me! I'm sick and tired of it!
    kleopard88 kleopard88
    16-17, F
    Sep 2, 2014

    I don't really know where to begin with this,

    but it all started about four years ago. I have problems with sleeping, stomach acid and pain, back pain, nausea, headaches, and random spurts of pain all over my body. I've been diagnosed with scoliosis, acid reflux, and pain amplification syndrome, as well as depression. Up...
    LunaBleddyn LunaBleddyn
    13-15, F
    Oct 27, 2015

    I lost my job a few months ago

    and ever since I've been looking for a new job with the extra side line of my parents yelling at me for being unemployed. I finally get a job offering, my parents yell at me for accepting... What do you want from me?
    UnusualFrosch UnusualFrosch
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 24

    But I don't. I don't want to know

    because everyone has their own thing and flawed too. Those who are telling this or that to other people are flawed too ( they got some nerve though to dictate). Because I know I am better than those who hurt me. Unfortunately I am unloved and damaged/heartbroken.
    jomz84 jomz84
    18-21, F
    Nov 22, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 1, 2015

    i keep cleansing and spinning landry.

    ...why cant i stop mopping?.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 18

    I have problems with staying happy.

    it's really easy to make me happy, but also I get kinda depressed easily. nothing to make me depressed has to happen either, it's kinda like this sinking feeling and then I feel a mixture of sadness and nothing almost numb. it's so weird
    AskingOfMiceAndPiercedBrides AskingOfMiceAndPiercedBrides
    13-15, F
    Nov 2, 2015

    omg i just sleep't 16 hours ;-; i want to not

    have this problem of oversleeping anymore and be able to go to school regularly.
    spulunky spulunky
    16-17, M
    Mar 17

    I seem to attract girls

    who either lie to me or just toy with my emotions. Why is that? I can't figure it out.
    ufcmaniac ufcmaniac
    18-21, M
    5 Responses Jan 20

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