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I Want To Leave And Never Look Back

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 356 People

    I just want to go some places far way from here

    and never come back maybe then I can be happy
    anneloves anneloves 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 2, 2014

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    Somewhere Only I Know

    There's something enticing about lacing up your shoes, slinging a bag over your shoulder, and walking out the front door.  There's also something exciting about the idea of just disappearing, going wherever you wanted to go when you wanted to go there. I want to leave this place...
    MasterOfStudies MasterOfStudies 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 15, 2011

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    Finding The Place Where I Belong

    Okay, when I graduated from highschool, I admit that I wasn't particularly.....positive....about my future. Determined to make a name for myself? Yeah, sure, why not? But even with that mindset I was always a bit of a pessimist. I could always pull the worst thoughts out of a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 24, 2012

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    I'm thirty two. tired of trying to live up to

    society and the standards of reality. I just want to pack up a few things and walk off into the mountains somewhere. I can remember having these thoughts for a long time, and I just want to do it. I consider myself very knowledgeable in most areas of survival. I grew up in a...
    justric justric 31-35, M Dec 29, 2014

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    I'm so dying to be able to have enough funds to

    get out of Dodge... I'm so tired of living on Gilligan's Island... everything here SUX... my son deserves a better life... one day I'll be gone like the wind....
    neydi1972 neydi1972 41-45, F Dec 2, 2014

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    If only I had enough money to grab a couple of

    things and just leave, I don't know where I would go or how long Id stay away but I would just grab my bag and my board and leave. I'm tired of not being good enough for anyone, I'm tired of hearing my mom tell me that I'm never going to be anything if I don't do something and I...
    k3ll1n k3ll1n 18-21, F Dec 3, 2014

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    Going through an abusive relationship

    and getting divorced, putting school on hold because I can't afford it, seeing all my friends in relationships and feeling like the 3rd wheel in every conversation and outing, being to afraid to open up to a man emotionally and mentally after my abuse, and feeling like the whole...
    SystematicManiac SystematicManiac 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    This Job

    I dislike what I do I really dislike most of the people I work with I really dislike a lot about what's going on in my life and it is time to move on and never look back
    Starbuck82 Starbuck82 26-30, F Nov 9, 2012

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    Hello I'm a twenty-two year old male,

    I'm leaving sometime around january/ february. If anyone would like to join me on this journey, I'd be happy to have you along. I have plenty of experience with survival, mainly from my time in the danish military. I live in Denmark, but I'm capable of going anywhere in the...
    mheine mheine 22-25 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    I wish I could leave

    and start fresh, no more stress or worry
    Brookedrumm Brookedrumm 16-17, F Dec 1, 2014

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    Not Just An Hour Away Either -.-

    I really want to leave and never look back. That's why I applied to schools really far from home, but ehh, I didn't get in which sucked. I don't know, I just need change. But after reading through Marya Hornbacher's book "Wasted" I learned that it's impossible to run from myself...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 70+, F Jun 21, 2011

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    jax632 jax632 16-17, M Dec 2, 2014

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    I Want To Leave Right Now.

    Im living in hell.Its my dad and his devils ( his family ).Im working like a house maid for his family since I was ten years old.Im forcing to dance for them . clean rooms .dishes . clothes and even baths .Im sick of my life and its hard to leave home cause they will shace me...
    denez denez 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 8, 2011

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    Escape

    I want to get out of here, there is literally nothing holding me back. Im just so sick of faking that im happy, and when i dont fake it everyone starts hating on me. The only reason why i have to stay here, in this country is school. But the minute its over im getting on the...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 31, 2011

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    I've been contemplating on doing that

    for a few weeks now. I know it won't solve anything, but I need to get out of this familiar territory. I want to run away from all the bad in my life, and just hope that it will all work out....
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    I feel like I've messed up my life beyond repair

    and my only option is to run away and try again in another state, with another life. My relationship with my boyfriend is unsteady at all times, my friends think I'm a fool for going back to him after this last fight, I'm emotionally stuck on a person that plays with my heart...
    emoteemo emoteemo 26-30, F Jan 26

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    Packing some of my stuff

    and driving off and never returning sounds great. But I don't know where to start. I need a place, a job, furniture. I just don't know how to get started. Anyone do this before?
    StringedAlong StringedAlong 18-21, F Dec 1, 2014

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    Sometimes.....it's For The Best.

    I don't belong where I am, I need to escape and never come back. I wish I could just walk away without caring and I wish I could go away and forget all the things people say to me. I hate the way life is at the moment, I am trying to change everything. I try to not to think so...
    poppycock90 poppycock90 22-25, F May 18, 2011

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    Somedays that is the thing weighing on my mind.

    Too many responsibilities that I shouldn't have. I would love to take my kids and just leave this place, never looking back... And then reality kicks in... I'm stuck here.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 30, 2014

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    I just want to drop everything & leave.

    Unfortunately I don't know where I would go. I also don't know how I would afford it. I'm just sick of lying to everyone about my feelings.
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart 22-25, F Dec 2, 2014

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    I am here to tell you about me,

    my vision and my reality. I'm looking for three women and two men to join me in leaving society. Leaving it all behind and building a community of our own. No computers, no phones, no homes. Lost in the wilderness so to speak. I'm tired of it all. I want to try another way...
    leaving6622 leaving6622 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 15, 2014

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    I am here to tell you about me,

    my vision and my reality. I'm looking for three women and two men to join me in leaving society. Leaving it all behind and building a community of our own. No computers, no phones, no homes. Lost in the wilderness so to speak. I'm tired of it all. I want to try another way...
    leaving6622 leaving6622 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 17, 2014

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    Hence My Username

    There's kind of a longer story to why this is my username but basically I want to leave this town and forget about the horrible sh*t that's happened to me here. At the same time though I don't want to forget because that would mean that I haven't learned all the lessons I've had...
    letsrunaway letsrunaway 22-25, F Jun 23, 2011

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    I Wanna Forget About It.

    I'm so better than this place and I know it! I want to do better things. It's so worthless here, and I've made so many mistakes here, i just want to leave it all, and run away. Forget about it all, start brand new.
    Hopeless0Nerd Hopeless0Nerd 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 25, 2011

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    There's no point in me being here anymore.

    All I do is mess up & hurt other people, and I'm sick of it. I just want to be gone from here.
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart 22-25, F Dec 7, 2014

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    I'm 25 soon to be 26. I'm stuck in this life living for everyone else. I want to do so much but where I'm at I can't...just going through the motions. I just want to drop...
    deeshaw07 deeshaw07 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm 16, female, new Mexico and want to get away as soon as possible. I'm completely serious and need someone who is to. Please message if if your looking for the same thing
    jordxnn jordxnn 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I want to just drop everything and travel the world. meet awesome people and experience all cultures and walks of life. stay in crappy hotels and live like a local. I want home to...
    deeshaw07 deeshaw07 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    if there is anyone wanting to take off thats in or near las vegas.im leaving tonight im 20 and have.been doing this since i was 13 im srry but if u want to come u gatta." b 15"
    chaspowell chaspowell 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    who really truly wants to take off on an adventure? i just want a friend to keep company or if possible a.little group but u have you understand im 20 and alot of u r underage so...
    chaspowell chaspowell 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    I'm 13 and a girl and I'm desperate to run away with someone, I live on Long Island, and I don't care what gender you are. I want someone between 13 and 15. Only message me if you...
    EagerRunaway EagerRunaway 13-15, F Mar 29

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    I'm 13 and a girl and I am desperate to runaway with someone. I don't care what gender you are, I live on Long Island. I want someone between the ages of 13 and 15. Only message me...
    EagerRunaway EagerRunaway 13-15, F Mar 29

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    Do you want to run away with me? I live on Long Island and I'm desperate to run away with a group. I'm 13 and a girl and there one other person coming with me (hopefully us)
    EagerRunaway EagerRunaway 13-15, F Apr 3

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    I'm 16 from Maine and need someone to runaway with I don't wanna do it alone, someone in New England area partner up with me inbox me..
    xTDG xTDG 16-17, F Apr 12

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    I just don't know what to do..
    daw15 daw15 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 13

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    All you need to overcome it is time.... something that you don't have is also time in life.. Relates...
    pontybroken pontybroken 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    When I was pregnant and he cheated I packed up our dogs and went back to my mom's. I wish I had never come back, I was worried about him being able to pay rent, or support himself...
    stillspinning stillspinning 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    Beauty, facial feautres and other NONSENSE! LOOKS RUINED ME BIG FREAKING TIME! I LOST MY IDENTITY THANKS TO LOOKS! I BLAME THE LAPTOP(THE DEVIL) I WANT MY OLD SELF BACK! I HATEE...
    Abdulaziz94 Abdulaziz94 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    Look into my eyes and witness first hand the chaos that lurks within my head, and experience an agony so potent it absorbs al tears and leaves you with a parched throat and running...
    TheSoullessProwler TheSoullessProwler 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    Here is my artwork on three different sites: http://haizuru-miyamoto.tumblr.com/ http://touch.pixiv.net/member.php?id=5494179 http://m1yamoto.deviantart.com/ Enjoy what you see...
    H4IZURU H4IZURU 22-25, M Apr 8

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    i always think about my ex she is so attractive so sexy and fine big boobs nice hot body that isnt skinny but with good looking curves fat...not saying i dont pick up attractive...
    LegendBattles LegendBattles 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    The problem with growing up is seeing your heroes for what and who they really are... regular humans... just like you. I can't blame them for my disappointment, the fault is all...
    IndecisiveLateBloomer IndecisiveLateBloomer 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I don't want to go back to my childhood, it was very difficult. This probably sounds horrible but I have mental health problems and i'm moving forward with my life but I want to go...
    LinkinParkMuse LinkinParkMuse 26-30, F Mar 28

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    My son's childhood. I'd do anything to do it all over again....
    Domineer Domineer 51-55, M 5 Responses Mar 28