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I Want To Leave And Never Look Back

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    Sometimes.....it's For The Best.

    I don't belong where I am, I need to escape and never come back. I wish I could just walk away without caring and I wish I could go away and forget all the things people say to me. I hate the way life is at the moment, I am trying to change everything. I try to not to think so...
    poppycock90 poppycock90 18-21, F May 18, 2011

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    Escape

    I want to get out of here, there is literally nothing holding me back. Im just so sick of faking that im happy, and when i dont fake it everyone starts hating on me. The only reason why i have to stay here, in this country is school. But the minute its over im getting on the...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 31, 2011

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    I Wanna Forget About It.

    I'm so better than this place and I know it! I want to do better things. It's so worthless here, and I've made so many mistakes here, i just want to leave it all, and run away. Forget about it all, start brand new.
    Hopeless0Nerd Hopeless0Nerd 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 25, 2011

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    Finding The Place Where I Belong

    Okay, when I graduated from highschool, I admit that I wasn't particularly.....positive....about my future. Determined to make a name for myself? Yeah, sure, why not? But even with that mindset I was always a bit of a pessimist. I could always pull the worst thoughts out of a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 24, 2012

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    Running Away???

    I always had this fantasy of just getting in a car(don't own one yet) and taking off down the interstate. I want the wind in my hair, to have no idea where I'm going or what awaits me at me final stop. I just want to leave with the clothes on my back a tank full of gas and a...
    Pooh1608 Pooh1608 18-21, F 1 Response May 14, 2011

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    I Want To Leave Right Now.

    Im living in hell.Its my dad and his devils ( his family ).Im working like a house maid for his family since I was ten years old.Im forcing to dance for them . clean rooms .dishes . clothes and even baths .Im sick of my life and its hard to leave home cause they will shace me...
    denez denez 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 8, 2011

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    Hence My Username

    There's kind of a longer story to why this is my username but basically I want to leave this town and forget about the horrible sh*t that's happened to me here. At the same time though I don't want to forget because that would mean that I haven't learned all the lessons I've had...
    letsrunaway letsrunaway 18-21, F Jun 23, 2011

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    I am here to tell you about me,

    my vision and my reality. I'm looking for three women and two men to join me in leaving society. Leaving it all behind and building a community of our own. No computers, no phones, no homes. Lost in the wilderness so to speak. I'm tired of it all. I want to try another way...
    leaving6622 leaving6622 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 17

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    Somewhere Only I Know

    There's something enticing about lacing up your shoes, slinging a bag over your shoulder, and walking out the front door.  There's also something exciting about the idea of just disappearing, going wherever you wanted to go when you wanted to go there. I want to leave this place...
    MasterOfStudies MasterOfStudies 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 15, 2011

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    This Job

    I dislike what I do I really dislike most of the people I work with I really dislike a lot about what's going on in my life and it is time to move on and never look back
    Starbuck82 Starbuck82 26-30, F Nov 9, 2012

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    Not Just An Hour Away Either -.-

    I really want to leave and never look back. That's why I applied to schools really far from home, but ehh, I didn't get in which sucked. I don't know, I just need change. But after reading through Marya Hornbacher's book "Wasted" I learned that it's impossible to run from myself...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F Jun 21, 2011

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    I am here to tell you about me,

    my vision and my reality. I'm looking for three women and two men to join me in leaving society. Leaving it all behind and building a community of our own. No computers, no phones, no homes. Lost in the wilderness so to speak. I'm tired of it all. I want to try another way...
    leaving6622 leaving6622 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 15

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    Sometimes I wish I could just pack up all of mine and my sons things and just run away! Leave our lives behind and start fresh somewhere new!
    youaretheonlyexception youaretheonlyexception 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 21

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    Anyone from BC Canada want to runaway? Message me 14-17 :)
    ScreamingAtTheStars188 ScreamingAtTheStars188 13-15, F Sep 10

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    am i in love?? i want you to be mine and let's explore the world :)
    emily036 emily036 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 17

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    I don't do stress, and when everything gets piled on top of me, I break down and want to run away. Not deal with it, just run.
    Seblett Seblett 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 22

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    SOMETIMES. **** THAT! ALL THE TIME!!!!!
    Firtreegirl Firtreegirl 13-15, F Sep 21

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    If only my kids were older 😔
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    "I Really Don't care" You wanna play, you wanna stay, you wanna have it all You started messing with my head until I hit a wall Maybe I should've known, maybe I should've known...
    Naughtycravings Naughtycravings 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    A lot of people may say i lost all my friends, that i have no real ones. People i once called my best friends, they expect forgiveness but don’t forgive in return. who cares. the...
    lorraine1998 lorraine1998 13-15, F Sep 20

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    I feel so depressed and lonely in my environment...I feel like I can't breath and every time I do my heart hurts and I just start crying. I wish I could just pack up and move with...
    misfitincali misfitincali 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 2

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    *Remorse* Never Be The Same Feeling at a loss for words Needing to speak the words that lack. Wanting to be free like the birds Flying away and never looking back. Flying...
    ChantelSurvived ChantelSurvived 22-25, F Sep 14

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    I just wanna take next flight away from this hellhole, travel the world and never look back.
    afreespirit afreespirit 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 13

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    When I first started dating after nine years I was terrified. I didn't know what i was getting into. The first thing I learned is what it's like to date a sociopath. It broke me. I...
    justbelieve justbelieve 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I never got a chance to say goodbye to the man who gave me the 2 best blessings in my life!! He was my first real love and a teacher to me. His name was Robby. We met when I was 15...
    Kayloves060814 Kayloves060814 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 19

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    For the past few years, I've travelled and moved around a lot. It has been very difficult for me to maintain close relationships with people. Recently I started seeing a girl...
    dub000 dub000 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 22

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    When I look back at the various facets of my life, I remember looking ahead to what was to be - 5 or 10 years in the future. Right now, I am at the 5 or 10 years in the future part...
    FlowersOfPurple FlowersOfPurple 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    hey it is my first time here :) I am Egyptian immigrant, I wish I can go back in time and convince my mom not to take us and leave Egypt .I came to the US about 3 years ago, but it...
    hatshepsut38 hatshepsut38 16-17, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    I can say a lot of people have come and gone into and out of my life... i hope the same thing cant be said for her.. I didn't mean to meet her.. i didn't think it would happen like...
    Nichalas Nichalas 22-25, M Sep 14

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    Mummy I still dont want to accept that you left ......I cry day n night I cant help myself.mummy please forgive me please come back.i miss you so much .....no one else I can...
    jeeney jeeney 31-35, F Sep 16

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    I want to have kids and i have been trying for years. Its not failing due to problems with me it due to the lack of a man. Im now 27 and i have nothing but baby on the brain . Im...
    ravenrose13 ravenrose13 26-30, F 5 Responses Sep 2

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    TheMaverickWomanI was for about a month and a half TheDreamyWoman.When I look back, I see how important it is to me to identify the way I feel at a period in time with the username...
    TheMaverickWoman TheMaverickWoman 36-40, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I'll only ever have one true friend... The only one who's been there for me when I felt weak, who's got my back, who's always been at my side, who never talks back at me. The...
    justicehero justicehero 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 4

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    Sometimes I want leave and lead an adventurous life but am afraid to leave my mother alone. But I'm also afraid if I leave my experiences here would repeat where ever I go.
    Gian422 Gian422 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 13

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    As I been with you for a couple of months now, I can't help but put a BIG smile on my face. Looking back at all the laughter we shared, the day we both laughed so hard over...
    Eyedontgiveahoot Eyedontgiveahoot 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 18

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    Like you're carrying the world atop your shoulders. That's how I always felt, with friends, family, work. I somehow always blame myself when something goes wrong. I act all...
    lonelydinosaur lonelydinosaur 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    I started back about a month ago and first day on campus I was all nerves inside as I am older then most of the students. I wanted to high tail it back to the car but I sucked it...
    BlueAngelsWings BlueAngelsWings 31-35 4 days ago

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    It was one of the first calls I ever went on. A shooting in the middle of a blizzard. The wind was blowing hard, constantly changing direction, and it was so cold it would take...
    lilHuman lilHuman 22-25, F 5 Responses Sep 2

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    Don't look at things negatively because if you think back at something that you just freaked out about at the time 98% of the time your going to look back at it and just laugh at...
    livelovehopefree livelovehopefree 13-15, F Sep 13

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    I didn't make the line up for my high school tennis team this year and i went through a small phase of depression. I talked with my mom,"Mom, i've sacrificed all of my time and...
    Dapperness Dapperness 16-17, F Sep 6

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    Day 1 Part 1; We'll this'll be mostly about me assisting little kids at dance, and something for me to look back on. Well today will be my first day assisting and I'm assisting 7...
    Swagaliciousk Swagaliciousk 13-15, F Sep 13

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    I write a lot, but usually I can't get past a few pages. Here's a part out of my most recent one :) Please tell me what you think :D If I had wings like the birds, would I let...
    Lydia93 Lydia93 18-21, T 3 Responses Sep 14

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    Can't be in a relationship for awhile cause of my health right now, I'd have to wait till I'm further along in my recovery. I'll admit I'm lonely. The only 2 people I talk to are...
    VeinsOfMisanthrope VeinsOfMisanthrope 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    But that was then and this is now. I used to think I would like to go back in time... That was before I picked up where I left off. We seek to be where we were because it felt good...
    deposit deposit 41-45, M Sep 11

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    22 problems anyone with a baby- face will relate to. I remember reading these points somewhere and I thoroughly enjoyed them, for most of them are so true. 1. People still think...
    hiddentears hiddentears 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 11

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    Ok so like im so mad right now and sad. I really want to run away out on a night where everyone's asleep. And I want my freedom so badly! My family is the main reason. One, my...
    WarriorsCatsLover122 WarriorsCatsLover122 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 13

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    At the moment my "partner" isn't around but he will come back. Every time I think of him coming back I feel intense physical pain over my whole body. By next week I'll think he's...
    paliglass paliglass 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    I would have never gone back to you. if I didn't go back to you I wouldn't have moved out of my parents house, I wouldn't have gone to the hospital from getting attacked and...
    brookel16 brookel16 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 17

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