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I Want To Leave And Never Look Back

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    Sometimes.....it's For The Best.

    I don't belong where I am, I need to escape and never come back. I wish I could just walk away without caring and I wish I could go away and forget all the things people say to me. I hate the way life is at the moment, I am trying to change everything. I try to not to think so...
    poppycock90 poppycock90 22-25, F May 18, 2011

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    If only I had enough money to grab a couple of

    things and just leave, I don't know where I would go or how long Id stay away but I would just grab my bag and my board and leave. I'm tired of not being good enough for anyone, I'm tired of hearing my mom tell me that I'm never going to be anything if I don't do something and I...
    k3ll1n k3ll1n 18-21, F Dec 3, 2014

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    That's how I feel many times.

    I feel like I just want to get up, walk out of my house, without closing the door and saying goodbye to anyone. Id just get up and go...don't know where but just start walking to wherever it leads me, to a new place far away, anywhere away from here.
    ChelseaMonroe ChelseaMonroe 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    I just want to drop everything & leave.

    Unfortunately I don't know where I would go. I also don't know how I would afford it. I'm just sick of lying to everyone about my feelings.
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart 22-25, F Dec 2, 2014

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    Somewhere Only I Know

    There's something enticing about lacing up your shoes, slinging a bag over your shoulder, and walking out the front door.  There's also something exciting about the idea of just disappearing, going wherever you wanted to go when you wanted to go there. I want to leave this place...
    MasterOfStudies MasterOfStudies 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 15, 2011

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    This Job

    I dislike what I do I really dislike most of the people I work with I really dislike a lot about what's going on in my life and it is time to move on and never look back
    Starbuck82 Starbuck82 26-30, F Nov 9, 2012

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    jax632 jax632 16-17, M Dec 2, 2014

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    Somedays that is the thing weighing on my mind.

    Too many responsibilities that I shouldn't have. I would love to take my kids and just leave this place, never looking back... And then reality kicks in... I'm stuck here.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 30, 2014

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    Packing some of my stuff

    and driving off and never returning sounds great. But I don't know where to start. I need a place, a job, furniture. I just don't know how to get started. Anyone do this before?
    StringedAlong StringedAlong 18-21, F Dec 1, 2014

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    I've been contemplating on doing that

    for a few weeks now. I know it won't solve anything, but I need to get out of this familiar territory. I want to run away from all the bad in my life, and just hope that it will all work out....
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    I'm so dying to be able to have enough funds to

    get out of Dodge... I'm so tired of living on Gilligan's Island... everything here SUX... my son deserves a better life... one day I'll be gone like the wind....
    neydi1972 neydi1972 41-45, F Dec 2, 2014

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    I'm thirty two. tired of trying to live up to

    society and the standards of reality. I just want to pack up a few things and walk off into the mountains somewhere. I can remember having these thoughts for a long time, and I just want to do it. I consider myself very knowledgeable in most areas of survival. I grew up in a...
    justric justric 31-35, M Dec 29, 2014

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    I can't wait till I'm 17

    so I can leave home and not be depending on my mom I'm 13 and I'm so ready to go
    ASR3292 ASR3292 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    There's no point in me being here anymore.

    All I do is mess up & hurt other people, and I'm sick of it. I just want to be gone from here.
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart 22-25, F Dec 7, 2014

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    I Wanna Forget About It.

    I'm so better than this place and I know it! I want to do better things. It's so worthless here, and I've made so many mistakes here, i just want to leave it all, and run away. Forget about it all, start brand new.
    Hopeless0Nerd Hopeless0Nerd 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 25, 2011

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    Escape

    I want to get out of here, there is literally nothing holding me back. Im just so sick of faking that im happy, and when i dont fake it everyone starts hating on me. The only reason why i have to stay here, in this country is school. But the minute its over im getting on the...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 31, 2011

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    I am here to tell you about me,

    my vision and my reality. I'm looking for three women and two men to join me in leaving society. Leaving it all behind and building a community of our own. No computers, no phones, no homes. Lost in the wilderness so to speak. I'm tired of it all. I want to try another way...
    leaving6622 leaving6622 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 15, 2014

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    I Want To Leave Right Now.

    Im living in hell.Its my dad and his devils ( his family ).Im working like a house maid for his family since I was ten years old.Im forcing to dance for them . clean rooms .dishes . clothes and even baths .Im sick of my life and its hard to leave home cause they will shace me...
    denez denez 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 8, 2011

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    I feel like I've messed up my life beyond repair

    and my only option is to run away and try again in another state, with another life. My relationship with my boyfriend is unsteady at all times, my friends think I'm a fool for going back to him after this last fight, I'm emotionally stuck on a person that plays with my heart...
    emoteemo emoteemo 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    I wish I could leave

    and start fresh, no more stress or worry
    Brookedrumm Brookedrumm 16-17, F Dec 1, 2014

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    Hence My Username

    There's kind of a longer story to why this is my username but basically I want to leave this town and forget about the horrible sh*t that's happened to me here. At the same time though I don't want to forget because that would mean that I haven't learned all the lessons I've had...
    letsrunaway letsrunaway 22-25, F Jun 23, 2011

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    Going through an abusive relationship

    and getting divorced, putting school on hold because I can't afford it, seeing all my friends in relationships and feeling like the 3rd wheel in every conversation and outing, being to afraid to open up to a man emotionally and mentally after my abuse, and feeling like the whole...
    SystematicManiac SystematicManiac 22-25, F Apr 16

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    I am here to tell you about me,

    my vision and my reality. I'm looking for three women and two men to join me in leaving society. Leaving it all behind and building a community of our own. No computers, no phones, no homes. Lost in the wilderness so to speak. I'm tired of it all. I want to try another way...
    leaving6622 leaving6622 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 17, 2014

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    Hello I'm a twenty-two year old male,

    I'm leaving sometime around january/ february. If anyone would like to join me on this journey, I'd be happy to have you along. I have plenty of experience with survival, mainly from my time in the danish military. I live in Denmark, but I'm capable of going anywhere in the...
    mheine mheine 22-25 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    I just want to go some places far way from here

    and never come back maybe then I can be happy
    anneloves anneloves 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 2, 2014

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    My story is failed marriage,

    moved back in parents, no-where career, no real accomplishment in life after graduation. Sometimes, I want to pack everything and head to sunny California or Florida. I just wonder, if my problems will follow me to where ever I go or will it really be a fresh start. Will I...
    macabre00 macabre00 26-30, F Jul 9

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    Not Just An Hour Away Either -.-

    I really want to leave and never look back. That's why I applied to schools really far from home, but ehh, I didn't get in which sucked. I don't know, I just need change. But after reading through Marya Hornbacher's book "Wasted" I learned that it's impossible to run from myself...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 Jun 21, 2011

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    Finding The Place Where I Belong

    Okay, when I graduated from highschool, I admit that I wasn't particularly.....positive....about my future. Determined to make a name for myself? Yeah, sure, why not? But even with that mindset I was always a bit of a pessimist. I could always pull the worst thoughts out of a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 24, 2012

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