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I Want To Leave And Never Look Back

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    Running Away???

    I always had this fantasy of just getting in a car(don't own one yet) and taking off down the interstate. I want the wind in my hair, to have no idea where I'm going or what awaits me at me final stop. I just want to leave with the clothes on my back a tank full of gas and a...
    Pooh1608 Pooh1608 18-21, F 1 Response May 14, 2011

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    Not Just An Hour Away Either -.-

    I really want to leave and never look back. That's why I applied to schools really far from home, but ehh, I didn't get in which sucked. I don't know, I just need change. But after reading through Marya Hornbacher's book "Wasted" I learned that it's impossible to run from myself...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 18-21, F Jun 21, 2011

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    I am here to tell you about me,

    my vision and my reality. I'm looking for three women and two men to join me in leaving society. Leaving it all behind and building a community of our own. No computers, no phones, no homes. Lost in the wilderness so to speak. I'm tired of it all. I want to try another way...
    leaving6622 leaving6622 36-40, M Apr 15

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    Escape

    I want to get out of here, there is literally nothing holding me back. Im just so sick of faking that im happy, and when i dont fake it everyone starts hating on me. The only reason why i have to stay here, in this country is school. But the minute its over im getting on the...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 31, 2011

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    I Want To Leave Right Now.

    Im living in hell.Its my dad and his devils ( his family ).Im working like a house maid for his family since I was ten years old.Im forcing to dance for them . clean rooms .dishes . clothes and even baths .Im sick of my life and its hard to leave home cause they will shace me...
    denez denez 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 8, 2011

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    This Job

    I dislike what I do I really dislike most of the people I work with I really dislike a lot about what's going on in my life and it is time to move on and never look back
    Starbuck82 Starbuck82 26-30, F Nov 9, 2012

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    I Wanna Forget About It.

    I'm so better than this place and I know it! I want to do better things. It's so worthless here, and I've made so many mistakes here, i just want to leave it all, and run away. Forget about it all, start brand new.
    Hopeless0Nerd Hopeless0Nerd 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 25, 2011

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    Finding The Place Where I Belong

    Okay, when I graduated from highschool, I admit that I wasn't particularly.....positive....about my future. Determined to make a name for myself? Yeah, sure, why not? But even with that mindset I was always a bit of a pessimist. I could always pull the worst thoughts out of a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 24, 2012

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    Somewhere Only I Know

    There's something enticing about lacing up your shoes, slinging a bag over your shoulder, and walking out the front door.  There's also something exciting about the idea of just disappearing, going wherever you wanted to go when you wanted to go there. I want to leave this place...
    MasterOfStudies MasterOfStudies 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 15, 2011

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    I am here to tell you about me,

    my vision and my reality. I'm looking for three women and two men to join me in leaving society. Leaving it all behind and building a community of our own. No computers, no phones, no homes. Lost in the wilderness so to speak. I'm tired of it all. I want to try another way...
    leaving6622 leaving6622 36-40, M 5 days ago

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    Hence My Username

    There's kind of a longer story to why this is my username but basically I want to leave this town and forget about the horrible sh*t that's happened to me here. At the same time though I don't want to forget because that would mean that I haven't learned all the lessons I've had...
    letsrunaway letsrunaway 18-21, F Jun 23, 2011

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    Sometimes.....it's For The Best.

    I don't belong where I am, I need to escape and never come back. I wish I could just walk away without caring and I wish I could go away and forget all the things people say to me. I hate the way life is at the moment, I am trying to change everything. I try to not to think so...
    poppycock90 poppycock90 18-21, F May 18, 2011

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    I am 24 years old and just got out of a four year relationship with a 46 year old man. I met this guy in college when I was a fresh faced 20 year old. It was infatuation at first...
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    Hi everyone. If anyone has read my first story, then this is a mini 'continuation" regarding my ex-boyfriend. We've been talking on Facebook for a little while now, but I told...
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    The way that Kevin Costner looks at Whitney Houston in The Bodyguard. The way Matt Damon takes control in the hair cutting scene in The Bourne Identity. For me, that would be...
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    You know it hurts me that every movie on tv I've watched lately young teens get raped. The sad thing is there's always a happy ending in the movies.
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    I'm trying to figure out how I got to be the person I am, what brought me to this place. I know that I'm the sum of my experiences, so perhaps exploring them will help me better...
    zyffdog zyffdog 56-60, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I want to leave this place and never look back.
    emilynicolexx emilynicolexx 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    they put sanction on me and it ruined my life I left because all I need to say was I had a desire to stop. I found something new and they still ruined that to . Now I still have a...
    judp judp 46-50, M Apr 5

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    To Chris, my supporter and best friend, who has a life full of endless possibilities, even if the future doesn't include me. This is my wish for him. "My Wish" I hope that the...
    takethispain takethispain 18-21, F 21 hrs ago

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    I want to be someones pet i want to let go of my humanity and never look back ( slowly at first as i am broke and eventually made into a pet ) the person would have to be strong...
    Wantitgone Wantitgone 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    She fell so easily and never looked back ever again....
    CastDownChloe CastDownChloe 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    I want to just get up and go to a foreign country and start new. To just go and buy a one way ticket and never look back on my life. I want to find someone to run away with.
    snickrs snickrs 18-21, M Apr 8

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    ive just had.. the weirdest dream ive ever experienced. i honestly think it was from god. im going to delete this account because i think its what i should do. im going to put all...
    pisslolita pisslolita 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    We all want to be that girl, to be special, to be loved. We want him to look at us and see his future, see his heart. We want to be worth it, worth any risk and any pain so that...
    heartfire heartfire 31-35, F 2 hrs ago

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    This is a difficult subject for me, so lemme talk in a analogy instead... Life for me has been a mellow train ride on a gently sloping railway to hell. I have years to burn 'til...
    Ewoo Ewoo 16-17 Apr 7

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    She's consuming me again. It's funny how somebody, who you haven't seen or talked to in months, can have such a profound effect on you. They don’t have to do a single thing and...
    MrTimothyMcNeil MrTimothyMcNeil 18-21, M Apr 10

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    I kept waiting on a reason And a call that never came No, I never saw it coming Something in you must have changed All the words unspoken, promises broken I cried for so long...
    JustDancer JustDancer 36-40, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    We met when i was 16 and he was 17. Dated for 3 yrs and got married right after i graduated high school. During my last year in HS he joined the military. we stayed together and...
    PerdidaPorEl PerdidaPorEl 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    We met when i was 16 and he was 17. Dated for 3 yrs and got married right after i graduated high school. During my last year in HS he joined the military. we stayed together and...
    PerdidaPorEl PerdidaPorEl 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    My parents are pretty much the epitome of the American Dream, but ascension into the middle-class has made them pretty ****** people. They both grew up really poor and had to raise...
    HipHipJorge HipHipJorge 26-30 1 Response 3 days ago

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    NIGHTMARES/THE LITTLE GIRL/KITCHEN!! PLEASE READ NEED ADVICE. alright so this is going to sound weird but, when I was 13? I lived at my grandmas for 2 years and I began having...
    ImChelsea ImChelsea 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 23

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    It seems very hard for SOME people to differentiate between family and family. I have said numerous times that im sad because I want my own family and I feel alone and incomplete...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 2

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    What have I done to you to make you want to see me suffer? I don't believe I have done anything....yes I got sick a lot and i had panic attacks almost every day. I didn't know...
    IcyDragon IcyDragon 16-17, F a week ago

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    I used to, being a kid in care i did it a lot, in fact constantly. I want to again, but this time some where further, i want to run to a different country, i want to hide away and...
    CharleighBrazil CharleighBrazil 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    I am just now discovering how I feel looking back now I realize I've always wanted to be a woman it explains why I've never really felt like one of the guys and why girls always...
    Longing2Beme Longing2Beme 18-21, T 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    For the longest time that I can remember (since I was about 5 or 7) , I have had these strange vivid dreams. Dreams that have to do with angels, demons, the apocalypse, God, The...
    vividfantasies vividfantasies 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 26

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    I still remember the way it felt when i woke up with my wife in my arms and knew she loved me. I would move and she would turn to me and kiss me before cuddling up against me and...
    caer caer 31-35, M Apr 14

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    "Picture" (feat. Sheryl Crow) [Kid Rock] Livin' my life in a slow hell Different girl every night at the hotel I ain't seen the sun shine in 3 damn days Been fuelin' up on...
    sherrianna sherrianna 18-21, F Apr 1

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    Hi. So i sexually experimented with my friend (same sex) when i was young and ive really been shameful of it. Ive just got out of a relationship with my girl friend who was that...
    whoknows2112 whoknows2112 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 5

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    Emotional Purgatory When the light seems to fade from the candle, Writers pore over pages of unwritten script, Unknown by many, torn into shreds. Fixed by a broken hand and seen...
    FitnessFreakTash FitnessFreakTash 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Before I got pregnant with my son I wanted NOTHING to do with kids. While I was pregnant I wanted to NEVER get pregnant again. When he was a sleepless newborn I told EVERYONE I was...
    Purplesloths Purplesloths 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    It's a small start but pretty soon my thighs won't come close to touching. I'm Getting closer and closer everyday, can't wait till I'm just skin and bones. I still look like a...
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    'Yeah. French writer. Total loser. Never had a real job. Unrequited love affairs. Gay. Spent 20 years writing a book almost no one reads. But he's also probably the greatest writer...
    Riemann Riemann 18-21, M Apr 10

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    I am me, that is all I have ever been, all I will ever be, and that is just fine. I learn more every day about myself and I push new limits. Some day I will be able to look...
    lu7998 lu7998 31-35, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    So today's fun filled event with the wife was a 7 hour complaint fest with 2 hours of arguing in there. Just wouldn't end. I had to walk out of the room after 3 hours which...
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    Everyone want to loose weight including me. It's no easy but it sure is easy to eat but eventually it gets better and once you reach your goals you feel good about yourself. Give...
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    I avoid my reflection as much as possible. I wish I could only see my hair and face that's the only thing that's decent. I hate full length mirrors. I never look decent head to toe...
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    An addition to the 100 things I already shared.. 1. I love playing video games 2. My favourites are the GTA Games 3. I enjoy talking about nerdy things 4. Even when I'm really sad...
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    I was driving alone, like i always did for d past 4weeks.. and there was this car ahead of mine, we're moving at 50-60km/hr (busy street).. He wore a shade (sunny day), and a cap...
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    Its been about 5 to 6 month since I've been on here. and during that time I've have fixed my life up. so I don't want creepy people on my page. this website is what ruined my life...
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