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I Want To Leave And Never Look Back

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    I Wanna Forget About It.

    I'm so better than this place and I know it! I want to do better things. It's so worthless here, and I've made so many mistakes here, i just want to leave it all, and run away. Forget about it all, start brand new.
    Hopeless0Nerd Hopeless0Nerd 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 25, 2011

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    Hence My Username

    There's kind of a longer story to why this is my username but basically I want to leave this town and forget about the horrible sh*t that's happened to me here. At the same time though I don't want to forget because that would mean that I haven't learned all the lessons I've had...
    letsrunaway letsrunaway 18-21, F Jun 23, 2011

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    Finding The Place Where I Belong

    Okay, when I graduated from highschool, I admit that I wasn't particularly.....positive....about my future. Determined to make a name for myself? Yeah, sure, why not? But even with that mindset I was always a bit of a pessimist. I could always pull the worst thoughts out of a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 24, 2012

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    Not Just An Hour Away Either -.-

    I really want to leave and never look back. That's why I applied to schools really far from home, but ehh, I didn't get in which sucked. I don't know, I just need change. But after reading through Marya Hornbacher's book "Wasted" I learned that it's impossible to run from myself...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F Jun 21, 2011

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    This Job

    I dislike what I do I really dislike most of the people I work with I really dislike a lot about what's going on in my life and it is time to move on and never look back
    Starbuck82 Starbuck82 26-30, F Nov 9, 2012

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    I am here to tell you about me,

    my vision and my reality. I'm looking for three women and two men to join me in leaving society. Leaving it all behind and building a community of our own. No computers, no phones, no homes. Lost in the wilderness so to speak. I'm tired of it all. I want to try another way...
    leaving6622 leaving6622 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 15

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    Running Away???

    I always had this fantasy of just getting in a car(don't own one yet) and taking off down the interstate. I want the wind in my hair, to have no idea where I'm going or what awaits me at me final stop. I just want to leave with the clothes on my back a tank full of gas and a...
    Pooh1608 Pooh1608 18-21, F 1 Response May 14, 2011

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    Escape

    I want to get out of here, there is literally nothing holding me back. Im just so sick of faking that im happy, and when i dont fake it everyone starts hating on me. The only reason why i have to stay here, in this country is school. But the minute its over im getting on the...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 31, 2011

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    I am here to tell you about me,

    my vision and my reality. I'm looking for three women and two men to join me in leaving society. Leaving it all behind and building a community of our own. No computers, no phones, no homes. Lost in the wilderness so to speak. I'm tired of it all. I want to try another way...
    leaving6622 leaving6622 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 17

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    Somewhere Only I Know

    There's something enticing about lacing up your shoes, slinging a bag over your shoulder, and walking out the front door.  There's also something exciting about the idea of just disappearing, going wherever you wanted to go when you wanted to go there. I want to leave this place...
    MasterOfStudies MasterOfStudies 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 15, 2011

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    Sometimes.....it's For The Best.

    I don't belong where I am, I need to escape and never come back. I wish I could just walk away without caring and I wish I could go away and forget all the things people say to me. I hate the way life is at the moment, I am trying to change everything. I try to not to think so...
    poppycock90 poppycock90 18-21, F May 18, 2011

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    I Want To Leave Right Now.

    Im living in hell.Its my dad and his devils ( his family ).Im working like a house maid for his family since I was ten years old.Im forcing to dance for them . clean rooms .dishes . clothes and even baths .Im sick of my life and its hard to leave home cause they will shace me...
    denez denez 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 8, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    Talk to me if you want to leave your old life behind and start a new one.
    travis43 travis43 56-60, M 3 Responses Aug 26

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    I met a girl online once. She was from Ohio and I wasn't happy with my life at the time. I was cutting and attempting suicide. I was going to runaway from home and live with her...
    CJCA CJCA 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 26

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    Today whatever hope i had for life withered away too , I found out i have herpes simplex 1 . I cried and felt lonelier! I feel i hav lost it now i will never b happy again and no...
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 27

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    I'm 16 years old and I want to runaway to the UK to meet my friend. I just need someone 18+ who can help me with the flight details. Thank you so much and please help me.
    kuroze343 kuroze343 16-17, F Aug 27

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    Anyone from BC Canada want to runaway? Message me 14-17 :)
    ScreamingAtTheStars188 ScreamingAtTheStars188 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    Hawaii sounds good, but I have only one year of college under my belt and I am in my early 40s.
    cottonbreeze cottonbreeze 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    I wanna find someone to runaway to. I know that running away won't solve any of my problems. And I know my inner issues will always be something I struggle with everyday but I...
    Robin1226 Robin1226 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 27

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    im forced to stay in this shithole of a country called Kuwait because im what is called in Arabic bedon (stateless) although im born in Kuwait to a stupid family and now im not...
    sadness92 sadness92 18-21 1 Response Aug 30

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    Please look over my profile to see if I am the right friend for you even if I add you into my circle. I am negative sometimes and not the best friend sometimes but I'm trying my...
    lititzkid lititzkid 26-30 1 Response Aug 21

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    I read something sad today from a friend who is now in a similar situation as i was this time last year and my heart goes out to her. As it was a time when i myself felt so very...
    lilreddress lilreddress 36-40, F 3 Responses Aug 31

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    I desperately need a fresh start. I want to wake up and not have to deal with my sisters hissy fits though she can be nice sometimes too. I want to leave hearing my family...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F Aug 30

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    "I Really Don't care" You wanna play, you wanna stay, you wanna have it all You started messing with my head until I hit a wall Maybe I should've known, maybe I should've known...
    Naughtycravings Naughtycravings 31-35, F a week ago

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    I feel so depressed and lonely in my environment...I feel like I can't breath and every time I do my heart hurts and I just start crying. I wish I could just pack up and move with...
    misfitincali misfitincali 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 2

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    *Remorse* Never Be The Same Feeling at a loss for words Needing to speak the words that lack. Wanting to be free like the birds Flying away and never looking back. Flying...
    ChantelSurvived ChantelSurvived 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I just wanna take next flight away from this hellhole, travel the world and never look back.
    afreespirit afreespirit 16-17, M 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    Tomorrow marks the 14th year since my father passed away. He was 68, almost 69. The manner of his passing is not important any more. His being gone from my life is though. This...
    58Coot 58Coot 56-60, M Aug 20

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    Every day that I have no contact with my crush, I'm going to upload a song. ;-)"If You Leave" by OMDIf you leave, don't leave nowPlease don't take my heart awayPromise me just one...
    TheTruthIfItKillsMe TheTruthIfItKillsMe 46-50, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    I want that one day back with my mom, she passed on in august 2006 I really want one full day with her and just talk and te her I love her
    snowman70 snowman70 41-45, M 12 hrs ago

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    Can somebody please tell me why women always ask, "Where are the real Gentleman?" yet really don't want them. They want a good looking man that treats them like SH*T and puts them...
    Feelslikealoser Feelslikealoser 31-35, M 2 Responses Aug 26

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    I am currently writing this to thank a close friend, someone who I’m not sure knows this, but is an amazing person. And to the rest of you reading this i hope to inspire or...
    InfiniteMusic InfiniteMusic 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 18

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    I can say a lot of people have come and gone into and out of my life... i hope the same thing cant be said for her.. I didn't mean to meet her.. i didn't think it would happen like...
    Nichalas Nichalas 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    I want people to remember my death. I want the people I used to call friends go "oh, maybe we should've done something different." I don't know what I want. I want to disappear. I...
    feralady feralady 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 26

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    Mummy I still dont want to accept that you left ......I cry day n night I cant help myself.mummy please forgive me please come back.i miss you so much .....no one else I can...
    jeeney jeeney 31-35, F 21 hrs ago

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    Thought I'd better do the icebreaker thing, you never know might have better luck. So simple really, and yet so hard to look for a woman that I can have something in common with...
    Taylorfoytik0399833333 Taylorfoytik0399833333 46-50, M Sep 1

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    I want to have kids and i have been trying for years. Its not failing due to problems with me it due to the lack of a man. Im now 27 and i have nothing but baby on the brain . Im...
    ravenrose13 ravenrose13 26-30, F 5 Responses Sep 2

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    But I'll never find it... You know why? Because I have no social life... I don't have anywhere to look because i'm not comfortable going anywhere. I'm so depressed, and doing all...
    or19937 or19937 18-21, M Aug 20

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    I feel so fat. All I see when I look in the mirror is multiple chins, extra skin, and folds in places where they shouldn't be. I've never been bullied about my weight (except maybe...
    hugsfeelgood hugsfeelgood 16-17, F 6 Responses Aug 21

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    For any further info on this look at my other posts, and for those who already know this is just an update! I'm in love with my step brother...here are the details of whats...
    OtakuGirl911 OtakuGirl911 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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    I was talking to someone on here about living in a sexless marraige, as I have many times since I joined, but wow I have never felt like this about anyone. I have been in this...
    forensicfox forensicfox 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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    I'll only ever have one true friend... The only one who's been there for me when I felt weak, who's got my back, who's always been at my side, who never talks back at me. The...
    justicehero justicehero 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 4

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    When I was six my parents were driving me home from somewhere, so long ago I can't remember, they asked me: "What do you want to do when you grow up?" I took the question very...
    LoverOfAllSouls LoverOfAllSouls 13-15, F Aug 23

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    Sometimes I want leave and lead an adventurous life but am afraid to leave my mother alone. But I'm also afraid if I leave my experiences here would repeat where ever I go.
    Gian422 Gian422 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I, I can't get these memories out of my mind, And some kind of madness has started to evolve. And I, I tried so hard to let you go, But some kind of madness is swallowing me whole...
    WellisntThisjustPeachy WellisntThisjustPeachy 18-21, M Aug 25

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    It was one of the first calls I ever went on. A shooting in the middle of a blizzard. The wind was blowing hard, constantly changing direction, and it was so cold it would take...
    lilHuman lilHuman 22-25, F 5 Responses Sep 2

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    Don't look at things negatively because if you think back at something that you just freaked out about at the time 98% of the time your going to look back at it and just laugh at...
    livelovehopefree livelovehopefree 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I really want to make some new friends. In school, i only have one person i'd consider a friend, and while we speak in school, she doesn't really text me or message me anymore...
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 22

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