I Want To Leave And Never Look Back

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    There's no point in me being here anymore.

    All I do is mess up & hurt other people, and I'm sick of it. I just want to be gone from here.
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart
    22-25, F
    Dec 7, 2014

    This state just has to many hurtful memories.

    I just want to pack my bags and run. Keeping my eyes in front of me and running. leaving the memories and starting new. The only problem is I'm 14
    kpfoster1985 kpfoster1985
    16-17, M
    3 Responses Aug 2, 2015

    One day I'll be moving out to the wilderness.

    It sounds like a wild dream, but I'm taking steps towards doing it.
    Tribesman Tribesman
    22-25, M
    Jan 5, 2016

    If when I was 15 I had wound up pregnant,

    I would have been physically, mentally, spirituality, and environmentally ready. However today at age 25, I' m trying hard not to be scared shitless. My environment is extremely uncomfortable and I cannot grow freely this way. I need to run away.
    Earthdaughter Earthdaughter
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 29, 2015

    Not Just An Hour Away Either -.-

    I really want to leave and never look back. That's why I applied to schools really far from home, but ehh, I didn't get in which sucked. I don't know, I just need change. But after reading through Marya Hornbacher's book "Wasted" I learned that it's impossible to run from myself...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    Jun 21, 2011

    I Wanna Forget About It.

    I'm so better than this place and I know it! I want to do better things. It's so worthless here, and I've made so many mistakes here, i just want to leave it all, and run away. Forget about it all, start brand new.
    Hopeless0Nerd Hopeless0Nerd
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 25, 2011

    I'm thirty two. tired of trying to live up to

    society and the standards of reality. I just want to pack up a few things and walk off into the mountains somewhere. I can remember having these thoughts for a long time, and I just want to do it. I consider myself very knowledgeable in most areas of survival. I grew up in a...
    justric justric
    31-35, M
    Dec 29, 2014

    I feel like I've messed up my life beyond repair

    and my only option is to run away and try again in another state, with another life. My relationship with my boyfriend is unsteady at all times, my friends think I'm a fool for going back to him after this last fight, I'm emotionally stuck on a person that plays with my heart...
    emoteemo emoteemo
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 26, 2015

    I want to leave and move out

    and never have to come back home. but I'm only 15.
    snbreeden20000 snbreeden20000
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 29, 2015

    My dream! I'd love to sell everything I don't

    *need* to have, buy a camper van and just go. Where? I have absolutely no idea and that's half the fun, thinking of places I want to see is nice! But it would just be me, a partner (and I'm single so there's another problem) our little van and the whole world to explore...
    CaffeineJunky CaffeineJunky
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 30, 2015

    I want to leave my parents house

    and move in with my boyfriend because they are the source of my depression
    izzylark izzylark
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 29, 2015

    I've been contemplating on doing that

    for a few weeks now. I know it won't solve anything, but I need to get out of this familiar territory. I want to run away from all the bad in my life, and just hope that it will all work out....
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 16, 2015

    If only I had enough money to grab a couple of

    things and just leave, I don't know where I would go or how long Id stay away but I would just grab my bag and my board and leave. I'm tired of not being good enough for anyone, I'm tired of hearing my mom tell me that I'm never going to be anything if I don't do something and I...
    k3ll1n k3ll1n
    18-21, F
    Dec 3, 2014

    That's how I feel many times.

    I feel like I just want to get up, walk out of my house, without closing the door and saying goodbye to anyone. Id just get up and go...don't know where but just start walking to wherever it leads me, to a new place far away, anywhere away from here.
    ChelseaMonroe ChelseaMonroe
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jul 8, 2015

    Finding The Place Where I Belong

    Okay, when I graduated from highschool, I admit that I wasn't particularly.....positive....about my future. Determined to make a name for myself? Yeah, sure, why not? But even with that mindset I was always a bit of a pessimist. I could always pull the worst thoughts out of a...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jan 24, 2012

    the town I live in is no good

    for me, I need to leave then maybe I can get better, feel better. there are too many toxic people from my past. I can never move on with my life if I stay here
    Alexismarie9314 Alexismarie9314
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Dec 27, 2015

    I just want to go some places far way from here

    and never come back maybe then I can be happy
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Dec 2, 2014

    I Want To Leave Right Now.

    Im living in hell.Its my dad and his devils ( his family ).Im working like a house maid for his family since I was ten years old.Im forcing to dance for them . clean rooms .dishes . clothes and even baths .Im sick of my life and its hard to leave home cause they will shace me...
    denez denez
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 8, 2011

    But in a different way.

    I want to travel. I want to quit my job, friends, and everything else for a year and just be on my own. If anybody has taken time off to focus on themselves, let me know what it takes.
    buttsmchs buttsmchs
    22-25, F
    Feb 9, 2016

    I want to leav and never come back cuz there is

    so much **** I cant do anymore and its best if I didn't come back!!!
    jojorigal jojorigal
    1 Response Jul 29, 2015

    I have a trip coming up And I secretly want to

    stay there and not come back. If my kids were going with me I think I would find a way. I really hate the way things are here for me.
    1wishfulthinking 1wishfulthinking
    41-45, F
    Aug 4, 2015

    Going through an abusive relationship

    and getting divorced, putting school on hold because I can't afford it, seeing all my friends in relationships and feeling like the 3rd wheel in every conversation and outing, being to afraid to open up to a man emotionally and mentally after my abuse, and feeling like the whole...
    SystematicManiac SystematicManiac
    26-30, F
    Apr 16, 2015

    I used too, not now,

    once You learn not to take all the stuff that is weighing You down with You, You'll be able to start again, fresh, no baggage, no hindrance. it's great, but hard, until then, moving on doesn't work! stick it out and LEARN. good luck
    deleted deleted
    Sep 15, 2015


    I want to get out of here, there is literally nothing holding me back. Im just so sick of faking that im happy, and when i dont fake it everyone starts hating on me. The only reason why i have to stay here, in this country is school. But the minute its over im getting on the...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 31, 2011

    I'm so dying to be able to have enough funds to

    get out of Dodge... I'm so tired of living on Gilligan's Island... everything here SUX... my son deserves a better life... one day I'll be gone like the wind....
    neydi1972 neydi1972
    41-45, F
    Dec 2, 2014

    Somedays that is the thing weighing on my mind.

    Too many responsibilities that I shouldn't have. I would love to take my kids and just leave this place, never looking back... And then reality kicks in... I'm stuck here.
    deleted deleted
    Dec 30, 2014

    Hello I'm a twenty-two year old male,

    I'm leaving sometime around january/ february. If anyone would like to join me on this journey, I'd be happy to have you along. I have plenty of experience with survival, mainly from my time in the danish military. I live in Denmark, but I'm capable of going anywhere in the...
    mheine mheine
    1 Response Dec 29, 2014

    Somewhere Only I Know

    There's something enticing about lacing up your shoes, slinging a bag over your shoulder, and walking out the front door.  There's also something exciting about the idea of just disappearing, going wherever you wanted to go when you wanted to go there. I want to leave this place...
    MasterOfStudies MasterOfStudies
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Sep 15, 2011

    I want to leave. This country,

    This world. Everything. I have nothing to live for, I can't handle all th negative thoughts in my head. My bestest friend ever is on a plane flying to italy so she won't be here for a week. I have no one to talk to for real. I don't know what to do at all.
    unknowngirlonline unknowngirlonline
    16-17, F
    Sep 10, 2015

    Life is so demanding

    and I feel so lonely, but I want to be alone. I want to leave my family and my job.
    ashxplain ashxplain
    18-21, F
    Feb 4, 2016

    Wish i was brave & strong enough to leave him.

    Hopefully i will in March if he don't tell me he loves me. Might be a dumb reason but oh will. Im not gonna be with someone for a year & they haven't told me they love me. Cause they never will! :( . I wont regret it either.
    Ebtitel001 Ebtitel001
    26-30, F
    Dec 3, 2015

    Leave, to never look back,

    doesn't matter even if i get lost, atleast i'll be far away.. coz these voices around me and in my head are getting stronger, again, clashing with what i want to be, free.. free not to do something i want but free...to be who i am. And they say we all have the right to freedom...
    deleted deleted
    Jan 29, 2016

    I don't have any feelings anymore

    but worthlessness and sadness. I just spent nearly an hour crying my eyes out, what did I do to deserve this. My family is Buddhist, we are supposed to be grateful and all that but I don't feel like it at all. My life is really falling apart, I'm only 13 and I'm worried about...
    unknowngirlonline unknowngirlonline
    16-17, F
    Dec 27, 2015

    good news, I'm moving out of this town

    and headed to colorado! the change is gonna be amazing can't wait to leave this town behind me.
    Alexismarie9314 Alexismarie9314
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 19, 2016

    Story of my life I aim to leave

    and never look back. Just let the bridge burn as I walk.
    Sirmarkwhite Sirmarkwhite
    22-25, M
    Aug 17, 2015

    I just want to drop everything & leave.

    Unfortunately I don't know where I would go. I also don't know how I would afford it. I'm just sick of lying to everyone about my feelings.
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart
    22-25, F
    Dec 2, 2014

    My story is failed marriage,

    moved back in parents, no-where career, no real accomplishment in life after graduation. Sometimes, I want to pack everything and head to sunny California or Florida. I just wonder, if my problems will follow me to where ever I go or will it really be a fresh start. Will I...
    macabre00 macabre00
    26-30, F
    Jul 9, 2015

    The state I've lived in most of my life has

    never been where I want to stay. It's a huge tourist attraction, yet it doesn't feel that special to me. I feel jaded from it. Every day I dream of just running away and starting over with my life, but money is an issue. I can't fulfill that dream without setting up a job and...
    PoisonLace PoisonLace
    31-35, F
    Dec 2, 2015

    One-way trips are so scary,

    yet thrilling! to know that you'll never return to the life you had, leaving behind everything and everyone, cutting the ties, starting new ones... No one could ever be prepared for that.
    Ro5e Ro5e
    22-25, F
    Jul 30, 2015
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