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I Want To Leave And Never Look Back

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    I dislike what I do I really dislike most of the people I work with I really dislike a lot about what's going on in my life and it is time to move on and never look back
    Starbuck82 Starbuck82 26-30, F Nov 9, 2012

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    Sometimes.....it's For The Best.

    I don't belong where I am, I need to escape and never come back. I wish I could just walk away without caring and I wish I could go away and forget all the things people say to me. I hate the way life is at the moment, I am trying to change everything. I try to not to think so...
    poppycock90 poppycock90 18-21, F May 18, 2011

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    Hence My Username

    There's kind of a longer story to why this is my username but basically I want to leave this town and forget about the horrible sh*t that's happened to me here. At the same time though I don't want to forget because that would mean that I haven't learned all the lessons I've had...
    letsrunaway letsrunaway 18-21, F Jun 23, 2011

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    I Want To Leave Right Now.

    Im living in hell.Its my dad and his devils ( his family ).Im working like a house maid for his family since I was ten years old.Im forcing to dance for them . clean rooms .dishes . clothes and even baths .Im sick of my life and its hard to leave home cause they will shace me...
    denez denez 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 8, 2011

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    Escape

    I want to get out of here, there is literally nothing holding me back. Im just so sick of faking that im happy, and when i dont fake it everyone starts hating on me. The only reason why i have to stay here, in this country is school. But the minute its over im getting on the...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 31, 2011

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    Running Away???

    I always had this fantasy of just getting in a car(don't own one yet) and taking off down the interstate. I want the wind in my hair, to have no idea where I'm going or what awaits me at me final stop. I just want to leave with the clothes on my back a tank full of gas and a...
    Pooh1608 Pooh1608 18-21, F 1 Response May 14, 2011

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    I am here to tell you about me,

    my vision and my reality. I'm looking for three women and two men to join me in leaving society. Leaving it all behind and building a community of our own. No computers, no phones, no homes. Lost in the wilderness so to speak. I'm tired of it all. I want to try another way...
    leaving6622 leaving6622 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 17

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    I am here to tell you about me,

    my vision and my reality. I'm looking for three women and two men to join me in leaving society. Leaving it all behind and building a community of our own. No computers, no phones, no homes. Lost in the wilderness so to speak. I'm tired of it all. I want to try another way...
    leaving6622 leaving6622 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 15

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    Not Just An Hour Away Either -.-

    I really want to leave and never look back. That's why I applied to schools really far from home, but ehh, I didn't get in which sucked. I don't know, I just need change. But after reading through Marya Hornbacher's book "Wasted" I learned that it's impossible to run from myself...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F Jun 21, 2011

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    Somewhere Only I Know

    There's something enticing about lacing up your shoes, slinging a bag over your shoulder, and walking out the front door.  There's also something exciting about the idea of just disappearing, going wherever you wanted to go when you wanted to go there. I want to leave this place...
    MasterOfStudies MasterOfStudies 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 15, 2011

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    I Wanna Forget About It.

    I'm so better than this place and I know it! I want to do better things. It's so worthless here, and I've made so many mistakes here, i just want to leave it all, and run away. Forget about it all, start brand new.
    Hopeless0Nerd Hopeless0Nerd 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 25, 2011

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    Finding The Place Where I Belong

    Okay, when I graduated from highschool, I admit that I wasn't particularly.....positive....about my future. Determined to make a name for myself? Yeah, sure, why not? But even with that mindset I was always a bit of a pessimist. I could always pull the worst thoughts out of a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 24, 2012

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    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    1. I once tried eating a cheeseburger with 31 patties. Got about 25 patties in then vomited all over it!! 2. I have a slight phobia over showing people my tongue because once when...
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    Glorytheory Glorytheory 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Well, I'm exactly 32 months out from leaving my ex wife, which landed me on this site. Thankful for the opportunity to write out my thoughts and feelings. I went back yesterday...
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