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I Want To Leave And Never Look Back

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    I am here to tell you about me,

    my vision and my reality. I'm looking for three women and two men to join me in leaving society. Leaving it all behind and building a community of our own. No computers, no phones, no homes. Lost in the wilderness so to speak. I'm tired of it all. I want to try another way...
    leaving6622 leaving6622 36-40, M Apr 17

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    Somewhere Only I Know

    There's something enticing about lacing up your shoes, slinging a bag over your shoulder, and walking out the front door.  There's also something exciting about the idea of just disappearing, going wherever you wanted to go when you wanted to go there. I want to leave this place...
    MasterOfStudies MasterOfStudies 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 15, 2011

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    This Job

    I dislike what I do I really dislike most of the people I work with I really dislike a lot about what's going on in my life and it is time to move on and never look back
    Starbuck82 Starbuck82 26-30, F Nov 9, 2012

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    Finding The Place Where I Belong

    Okay, when I graduated from highschool, I admit that I wasn't particularly.....positive....about my future. Determined to make a name for myself? Yeah, sure, why not? But even with that mindset I was always a bit of a pessimist. I could always pull the worst thoughts out of a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 24, 2012

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    I am here to tell you about me,

    my vision and my reality. I'm looking for three women and two men to join me in leaving society. Leaving it all behind and building a community of our own. No computers, no phones, no homes. Lost in the wilderness so to speak. I'm tired of it all. I want to try another way...
    leaving6622 leaving6622 36-40, M Apr 15

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    Running Away???

    I always had this fantasy of just getting in a car(don't own one yet) and taking off down the interstate. I want the wind in my hair, to have no idea where I'm going or what awaits me at me final stop. I just want to leave with the clothes on my back a tank full of gas and a...
    Pooh1608 Pooh1608 18-21, F 1 Response May 14, 2011

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    Hence My Username

    There's kind of a longer story to why this is my username but basically I want to leave this town and forget about the horrible sh*t that's happened to me here. At the same time though I don't want to forget because that would mean that I haven't learned all the lessons I've had...
    letsrunaway letsrunaway 18-21, F Jun 23, 2011

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    Sometimes.....it's For The Best.

    I don't belong where I am, I need to escape and never come back. I wish I could just walk away without caring and I wish I could go away and forget all the things people say to me. I hate the way life is at the moment, I am trying to change everything. I try to not to think so...
    poppycock90 poppycock90 18-21, F May 18, 2011

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    Not Just An Hour Away Either -.-

    I really want to leave and never look back. That's why I applied to schools really far from home, but ehh, I didn't get in which sucked. I don't know, I just need change. But after reading through Marya Hornbacher's book "Wasted" I learned that it's impossible to run from myself...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 18-21, F Jun 21, 2011

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    I Want To Leave Right Now.

    Im living in hell.Its my dad and his devils ( his family ).Im working like a house maid for his family since I was ten years old.Im forcing to dance for them . clean rooms .dishes . clothes and even baths .Im sick of my life and its hard to leave home cause they will shace me...
    denez denez 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 8, 2011

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    Escape

    I want to get out of here, there is literally nothing holding me back. Im just so sick of faking that im happy, and when i dont fake it everyone starts hating on me. The only reason why i have to stay here, in this country is school. But the minute its over im getting on the...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 31, 2011

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    I Wanna Forget About It.

    I'm so better than this place and I know it! I want to do better things. It's so worthless here, and I've made so many mistakes here, i just want to leave it all, and run away. Forget about it all, start brand new.
    Hopeless0Nerd Hopeless0Nerd 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 25, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    I just want to leave my house and never come back, I absolutely hate it here! I can't wait to graduate so I can pack my stuff and head down south<3
    BeccaBoo7869 BeccaBoo7869 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 12

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    I want to leave where I am. I am miserable here and want a new start. I would like to gather a group of people who also wish to leave. I think this will make it easier and better...
    Donnelly2 Donnelly2 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    I am in Australia. I feel like there is nobody around who shares my need to escape. Want to leave society with me?
    macabrEnigma macabrEnigma 18-21, T 1 Response Jul 9

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    Things seemed to be getting better but I was wrong and everything came crashing down, all in a weeks time. I wish I could start over. Move to place that no one knows me. Become a...
    itssmee itssmee 18-21, F Jul 12

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    I hate life. I hate emotion, I hate logic. I feel like I am insignificant, especially to those who say they love me. I try to be happy and yet that just doesn't fit into their...
    Icarus1228 Icarus1228 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 4

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    “A wise man once said you can have anything in life if you will sacrifice everything else for it. What he meant is nothing comes without a price. So before you go into battle...
    graidy graidy 22-25, F Jul 10

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    I haven't written a story on ep for ages, not a proper one, but I've been looking back through the ones I have written and realised just how much I've grown up and changed. I...
    Sophiesmiles Sophiesmiles 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    So, i chat to a lot of people and also read a lot of experiences on here. I have noticed how many people are still haunted about their past. Whilst i do understand how hard it is...
    Callis78 Callis78 31-35, M Jul 2

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    Who would leave with me right now to go on a adventure somewhere else.
    vertffy vertffy 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 11

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    I hate growing up seeing how hard it is I don't want to grow up but when I was a kid I always told my mom I can't wait to get older so I can do what I want but I don't care about...
    omfgtori omfgtori 13-15, F Jul 10

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    I enjoy getting messages from people and interacting but it is a bit odd to me when someone does not even bother to look at my profile and at least skim my stories before...
    Olivia2014 Olivia2014 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 8

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    I fell deeply in love with this girl 2 years ago and we slowly drifted away over time. But we still acted like we were in a relationship. Then one day she ran off with her friend...
    adav218 adav218 13-15, M 6 days ago

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    " You're beautiful" a man tells me on a dating site. Afterawhile the words just dissolve together. In the long end, it seems that it doesn't matter what your pictures look like.A...
    wingeyes wingeyes 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    What's wrong with me? I try and I try but my best just isn't good enough. I tried to be one of those guys that used women but it just wasn't me. It ate up inside to behave like...
    SignalSarge SignalSarge 46-50, M 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    For 3 weeks now Ive only been wearing girls underwear. My mens boxers are now just laying in my drawer. Redundant. Girls underwear is so much nicer. For me its knickers all the way...
    knickersguy knickersguy 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Can you please watch this? Its a very important message the needs to be shared, although I can tell not meany of you will care. Xxx http://youtu.be/Z7dLU6fk9QY
    Error404nameunknown Error404nameunknown 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 7

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    Especially before you message me!!
    Gdsgirl Gdsgirl 31-35, F Jul 13

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    I keep pushing her back trying to tame her for the sake of my daughter, but my boyfriend makes it harder each day I am here I want to leave and I would have no choice but to leave...
    XieryaWolf XieryaWolf 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    i want to leave the world for the rest of my life, to forget the pain and all those words u once said, to forget what its like to be hurt, to forget about the heart brakes, i just...
    xxSuicidalPrincessxx xxSuicidalPrincessxx 13-15, F Jun 29

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    A 5 year old girl had a panic attack. he passed away, she left and never looked back. She loved her daddy so much. That little girl was me. lost little soul wondering why her daddy...
    kjonesr kjonesr 18-21, F Jul 8

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    My story if I told most wouldn't believe half of it.Sometimes I don't believe half of it but it's all true.There are much worse off in this world filled with misery.So to tell my...
    bignatbreastluver bignatbreastluver 46-50, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Im just about one week on this site and im confused and afraid to express such personal things here but as i explore and read some profiles and stories it gives courage to put mine...
    fitty22 fitty22 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    There are many reasons why I want to lose weight, and one of them is for this guy I heart alot. You cannot blame any overweight girl for dreaming about this. But this guy is...
    MPBJane MPBJane 16-17, F Jul 8

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    The great escape 4 The team continue on without Zane and Niggalactacus and mad it to entrance to the hanger room. However what they didn't know was security guards where posted...
    darkwolf19 darkwolf19 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 6

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    Here's more of the book. The Shadow of Pride and Lust. ~enjoy :P Chapter Four: An Unfriendly Wager   We walked to a bar, after I denied everything that was written down in front...
    HEDinTHEclouds HEDinTHEclouds 13-15, M Jul 20

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    I struggle telling people about my problems. So, I guess just writing my whole story would be better. Haha, I know it'll be pretty long. I'll just go ahead and say it: my mother...
    BookWonderer BookWonderer 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 14

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    Yes I do I want to because when I'm alone I feel like there's no one to hurt me and I can't hurt anyone. I can't trust people because I've always had people in my life that hurt me...
    Coolman1222 Coolman1222 13-15, M 7 hrs ago

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    I'm not completely unhappy with my life. In fact, I'm actually pretty happy with it overall with the exception of my education and career. When the economy collapsed, my education...
    PunkinH2O PunkinH2O 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 12

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    I am in an all-but-sexless relationship with someone I love and respect, and I'm looking for someone who can relate to talk to as I try to find my way through this. To get some of...
    NXS3 NXS3 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    I am in an all-but-sexless relationship with someone I love and respect, and I'm looking for someone who can relate to talk to as I try to find my way through this. To get some of...
    NXS3 NXS3 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    He pulled the covers over her naked, sleeping body. She seemed at peace with herself he thought as he brushed the hair from her face. In the corner a candle flickered, sending...
    00afreshstartUK 00afreshstartUK 51-55, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    The only thing I've ever really, i mean really wanted in my life was to work hard and become a doctor. Up until a year and a half ago i knew i could do it, then my dad decided to...
    sadgirl233 sadgirl233 22-25, F Jun 30

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    Lately I have noticed this hatred feeling towards my husband. He even tells me he notice that I have a hatred feeling towards him. I just flat out can't stand him! He plays too...
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm wallowing and I can't seem to find a way to feel secure and completely happy in my every day life. That's not to say that I am unhappy. I'm not. A lot of things have been going...
    LadyOfLorien LadyOfLorien 18-21, F Jul 6

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    I have been suicidal in my life and also attempted it in my past. It was no cry for help or any desperate act to receive attention. I am grateful I did not succeed at the attempt...
    Auntieloco Auntieloco 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Dad, I remember how you treated me when I was young. I remember the day you sat me down and cried to me saying how your doing to me what your father did to you. I was so young but...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 9

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