I Want to Leave My Whole Family Behind Forever

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 173 People

    I Thought I Was Out Of High School

    Always an argument no matter what I do. A few days ago I blew up at my dad about being verbally abusive and a bully and even now its like I have to stay in my room to avoid the f*cker because of his attitude issues and Im not having anymore. Nearly 20 years of this **** I would...
    JadedShackles JadedShackles
    18-21, F
    Jan 26, 2012

    I Live with a father

    that can never approve of anything that I do, I cant talk to him (he is always drunk after 5pm everyday) and he's retired which means I see him everyday. My mother goes out a lot and does marijuana often, but she raised me well and despite all that I still love her because the...
    ifuckedup1811 ifuckedup1811
    18-21, M
    May 2, 2014

    Want To Leave Everything Behind

    All my life i wanted a husband, children and a good career. I have the children and as a result of having them i couldnt have a career go figure... I've been in a 7yr relationship with no real commitment other than us living together, about three year into out relationship i...
    unknown35 unknown35
    Oct 15, 2012

    I Want To Break Free

    I come from a family where reputation is everything. I am the oldest so I always have to make examples for my siblings to look up to. Everyone sees me as the happiest and luckiest girl in the world. The only thing is, that it's all a lie. My mom doesn't care about me and she...
    BrokenHearted321 BrokenHearted321
    3 Responses Nov 2, 2012

    I Just Want To Be Alone And Move Somewhere I Want To Live To Enjoy The Freedom Of Peace Of Mind.

    Yeah I been thinking about moving away someday but first I gotta do my education and get my grade 12 Diploma than I can go to college and take the courses for the skills and the experience I need to get a job and I can do it and I am a guy that enjoys being alone where it's nice...
    pridendn pridendn
    26-30, M
    Dec 13, 2012

    everyday it's "why can't you get better grades?

    ?" or "why can't you do thing like your smart sisters" i'm fed up with not being good enough for my high moral valued family. I want to go and find my own way, find the one place that I can feel like I belong. I want to start new and create a new life for myself.
    surferbro135 surferbro135
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Jan 1, 2015

    I Just Cant Stay Here I Have To, I Need To Leave

    It's so hard i just feel like i'm stuck because out of honour and respect but there isn't anything in this family. It feels like such a lie when i'm with them everyday. I'm in a relationship its very seriouse i can say that with confidence, but i can say also that i dont believe...
    depthofawish depthofawish
    22-25, F
    10 Responses Sep 8, 2010

    I Want To Leave My Family And Never Return

    My Entire Life has been such a blur, all these weird things happen to me for so long and now they just torture me in flashbacks and nightmares and silly things that people say which reminds me of my past. I always knew I was going to leave my family, Not because I hate my...
    chenobyl1986 chenobyl1986
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 5, 2013

    I come from a broken family with a very abusive

    Mother who abused alcohol, drugs, pain pills since I can remember. Picking her up at bars late at night cooking and cleaning and making sure she didn't try to kill herself. She is verbally and physically abusive now, and my dad is under her spell. I am 34 years old. I used to...
    remedy79 remedy79
    36-40, F
    1 Response Dec 15, 2013

    I Will Escape Someday But I Might Not Do It. Make Sense?

    My family... means everything to me. Every since I was a kid, I was always close to them. Even if I am a teenager now, I still stick myself to them than any other teenagers who usually hang out with their friends. I'm not an out going person, but I have a reason to be this way...
    EmiliaXavier EmiliaXavier
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 18, 2013

    I Just Wanna Run.

    i have been in a relationship for 20 years 4 of them married , we have children of different ages but he wont contribute he drinks all the time and i dont drink at all , he finds things to argue with older children about pulls them down all the time , pulls me down all the time...
    resolution799 resolution799
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 9, 2012

    Ever Since I Was Young...

    From ever since I can remember really I've always wanted to escape. I spent all of my childhood and teenage years desperately doing everything I can to get away from my family. I came from a controlling family and one where I was terrified of every single member of it. They were...
    followthewhiterabbit followthewhiterabbit
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 5, 2013

    I Want to Go to Sleep and Wake Up Far Away...

    I feel so depressed sometimes. For instance, my family is always putting me down. I know i'm not very pretty, or smart, but my family makes me feel even worse about it. I tried out for art school, and i haven't recieved the results yet. but when i told my family, they were all...
    redryanluvr redryanluvr
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Feb 25, 2007

    A Child Born From Sin

    From the perspective of the average person, I look like a regular guy attending his first year of college.; I have a lot of friends, I have a family and I have my music (I'm a music performance major in college.) Behind the image of the regular guy is a history of abuse, neglect...
    1 Response Feb 18, 2013

    I can't stand my family.

    I don't believe in family. All because of my father, a bipolar control freak, who is physically and verbally abusive, on top of that. My mother is completely controlled by him, and my sister wish I would just submit to his every whim. It's such a toxic environment to live in. I...
    shayhay shayhay
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Jan 10, 2014

    Ungrateful Fkn Family

    my apologies if ppl find this boring or stupid in anyway i just really need to get this off my back.... my whole life i new i wasn't the favorite in my whole family not just brothers and sisters i am talking about cousins, god brothers/sisters like wholllleeee family anyway my...
    unknown379 unknown379
    2 Responses Oct 20, 2011
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    9 Responses May 2, 2014

    A Child Born From Sin, Part II

    My previous post was a detailed explanantion on my childhood traumas as well as my life, but in this portion I will be furthering detailing my thoughts on being born from an affair. A month ago (right before Christmas) my father (who I had been estranged to for most of my life...
    Cerorizo Cerorizo
    18-21, M
    Mar 26, 2013

    Being Treated Differently

    Well every time I do something I get yelled at! It doesn't matter what it is, even if its a good thing! My parents will try to go further in the situation and then get me in trouble and than get all mean!!! It's just not fair like every time one of my family members does...
    Canadian1 Canadian1
    13-15, M
    1 Response Feb 6, 2013

    I Need To Get Away

    Im 16, and I live with my parents and 2 younger siblings. for the past four years now, my mother, and brother have been fighting with me not physically but verbally and i dont think i can take it much longer. Im so sick of this and i just need to get away, i cant go with my...
    BarbaraWeaymouth BarbaraWeaymouth
    1 Response Apr 27, 2013

    How Should I Live This Life Happily?

    I have 1 elderly mother and 2 elder sisters with low IQ. I live in Singapore and I don't feel happy everyday. My father passed away when I was 10 and my elder brother ran away due to this kind of stressful life. Two of my elder sister couldn't stay on a job for long due to...
    wingedbox88 wingedbox88
    22-25, M
    1 Response Dec 1, 2012

    I was engaged to a girl

    for four years then split up. After a year apart we started dating again and she fell pregnant. We recently had a baby, I love them both so much but feel like I fail in all aspects of looking after and caring for them both. Would probably improve their life if I left forever
    hmmmmmmph hmmmmmmph
    26-30, M
    Jan 20, 2014

    I Thought Life Could Get Better After High School.

    Right now I am 23 years old. I have 8 siblings. I do not feel that I have a close connection with any of them, because we all do our own thing. The reason why I feel the need to leave my family because they are annoying and they keep treating me like I can't do anything right...
    Lonelyadversity Lonelyadversity
    26-30, M
    3 Responses May 30, 2013

    I Won't Look Back.

    I come from a big family. 9 kids two parents. Understanding that every being alive on this planet experiences less or more life changing hurdles and sometimes hurtful moments they can't help but think about constantly until they are completely away from all blood related ties. I...
    WBTears WBTears
    2 Responses Oct 30, 2012

    A Child Born From Sin, Part III

    This is the continuation of my memoir "A Child Born From Sin" For so long I've been treated like nothing, for so long I've been neglected, for so long I've been battered; all I want is to be loved by someone, but how can I when the people who are supposed to love me the most...
    Cerorizo Cerorizo
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 26, 2013

    Breaking Free From Family (Success Stories)

    Has anyone here, ever broke away from your toxic families? Please share some experiences on breaking free from your toxic families? I need it! How did you do it without feeling guilty ? and where did you end up after doing it? Thanks I appreciate it. My heart is open...
    TheWriteWay TheWriteWay
    4 Responses Jun 25, 2013

    I Failed

    Married since I was sixteen to a man I keep praying will get better. I am fool. Three daughters and a grandson later there is no change. My daughters run me over. My husband takes their side. I am the one working and I have to come home to their messes and their attitudes. No...
    nrschic nrschic
    36-40, F
    Nov 14, 2012

    I wanna move out ! Ever

    since I was a young girl I felt left out by my mom and since my father wasn't around my mother acted like sometimes I wasn't part of the family now I'm 19 and I have a job but I don't have the freedom I want. I want to explore the world and have friends and have fun but my mom...
    Gabydoll19 Gabydoll19
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 21, 2014

    The One Left Out

    Ever since I was about two years old my brothers have had my parents full attention since they are the only boys in the family to carry on the family name. When ever we go any where it's always hey boys even if i'm standing or sitting right there with them . When my dad and mom...
    Jenleelaw Jenleelaw
    18-21, F
    Jul 30, 2013

    They made me feel like a loser I felt like

    leaving those sick freaks behind
    serviceguy5574 serviceguy5574
    70+, M
    1 Response Dec 6, 2014

    I just want world peace ok ?

    I don't want trouble and pain in this world ok ? my family bothers I . I want to leave them all behind and run
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    Apr 7, 2015

    I Want To Do Just The Same

    I have been with my husband for 8 years now.  2 years into our relationship I got pregnant and we had our son.  About a year ago, we finally got married, but it was done for the wrong reasons. I have been miserable and depressed for years, letting him know I want...
    HateThisLife010 HateThisLife010
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Mar 12, 2010

    I've had enough of my family,

    all they like to do is stir in drama. I am just 20 and I don't need to be worry about sisters much older then me. The family I have are not much about love but more of living for themselves and I am sick of it because since I am the youngest it is about me having to serve them...
    pinkc0ffee pinkc0ffee
    22-25, F
    May 17, 2014

    Got To Start A New Life Myself

    I am 13, with 1 younger and older sibling, they tease me alot to make me feel bad, my parents thinks I am useless, always thinks I am a piece of ****. I tried to escape a few times, unsuccessfully, which made things worse. Crying at the moment I write this. :'-(
    Ontom Ontom
    13-15, M
    4 Responses Dec 9, 2012

    I Go Away And Never Come Back.

    I could have been a great Mother and Wife, with a supportive and honest husband I could have been alot more. My "partner" (We're not married) has never been honest with me and I'm sure hes slept with other women throughout our relationship. Yesterday he said "he does'nt like to...
    CeciliaBdoomed CeciliaBdoomed
    6 Responses Jan 25, 2011

    I'm Starting To Lose My Mind!

    I'm living with my parents and two younger sisters, I'm the middle of five siblings, and I'm 23, well I'm always being blamed for everything and no matter what I do or say, I 'can't' do anything right... I put on a brave face but these only so much I can take before something...
    theghostofsabotage theghostofsabotage
    22-25, M
    Dec 6, 2012

    I want to leave my family

    because I have had enough. I was born from a family of 9 children and I was the second born. One day God helped I got a job interview in the UK and travelled from Africa to England. I stayed with people that I never knew from back home but they helped me and showed me my way to...
    Matty6008 Matty6008
    46-50, F
    1 Response Jan 16, 2014
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