I Want to Leave the Past Behind

for many years ive been mad at my past because i didn't understand the meaning to it . now i understand . it took a few years and im still working on it but im getting there . it feels good to finally fin a place were i can just speak...

I stay there all the time. I'm beginning to stay there too much. There is much I can't forget-ever.But other stuff-I know I could do without those memories-why do I hold on to them anyway?I became an alcoholic but sobered up, I've done...

I don't want to leave the past behind... I am DESPERATE to.  I don't know how much power I have over that, though.  I deal w/ bad dreams and haunting flashbacks that don't let me leave anything behind.  Family that rubs...

I think about it sometimes. Getting up and just leaving this life behind. Starting over somewhere else as someone new. Would it be harder or easier? Would I regret it or find it to be the best decision I've ever made?

My past has...

I carry around a lot of guilt for things that I know weren't honestly my fault or in my control. I need to let it all go, and then maybe I'll be able to move forward with my life.

Just because people in my life refuse to not let the past go - doesn't mean I have to. I have a choice in my own life and I choose to have loving and supportive people in it. I will always love my family - always. However they seem to...

every year i find da same old friends with them i have spent a lots of fun and.......................this year i want extremly new new only new

I have left most of my past and regrets, I only have one I am stuck with.

That is my mother, I love this town but I have to get out :)

I've had past experiences that where really painful. I don't dwell on them but sometimes I think about it and it haunts me sometimes, but I don't let it haunt me. My parent's divorced about five years ago (will be this December) and my...

Today is your birthday baby and your mothers birthday aswell. I have decided to burie you today. It's been 10 years of you haunting me. Its been 10 whole damned years and I've never been able to get over you. Your mother is doing great...

I still dwell on the girl that got away and the pains of growing up.  I was far from the popular kid in school growing up.  I was constently teased and told how unattractive and ugly I was.  That has stuck with me for a...

Today was just an ordinary day
beautiful day clear skies and beautiful bright light outside
I feel like I'm sinking in my own flesh I don't know what to do or who to turn to anymore....I hate being hurt and no one is there to hear me...

I freed myself from its bondage and it will no longer have any power over me and I will not miss it or long for it.  I left you behind and I am not looking back.

Time and again I have been trying over and over

To straighten myself from the darkest thing I’ve ever done in my life.

I have tried to be responsible in my actions

Be mature enough to stand and correct that miscalculated...

I would love to leave the past in the past-------and I know that sounds like it would be very simple right? Well to a point it is the fact is that some things are
really trying to some ones mental state of mind.  a point 9/11/2001 all...

The dictionary says it best 1. Gone by 2. Of, having existed in, or having occured during a time previous to the present

The past is not the present and it is definitely not the future and although it is okay to reflect on the past...

I had my first girlfriend when I was a sophomore in high school. We had promised forever and planned to get married and all that fun stuff. I believed she was my first love and that she meant everything to me. She was a junior at the...

I think the past has held me back for so long now, I'm finally taking the opportunity to be rid of a lot of the pain of it, even ridding myself of physical objects from it that no-longer have a place in my life.  So far so good!

I have really experienced A LOT OF CHANGE in the past few years. I have lots of painful memories; mainly things done TO me or my son and how my family has disintegrated since my mother die that I have preferred to "leave in the past...