I Want to Live a Happy Life

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    I Am Not Getting Better

    This is long, sorry about that, in my private hell.... I found out that my ex is seeing someone else. He never told me but he didn't do anything to suggest that we would be getting back together. We made a mutual, not so much on my part, decision to end our relationship while...
    lwoods32 lwoods32
    41-45
    May 31, 2013

    Obsessing Is Obsessing

    I have been obsessing for a month and a half if I want to be honest. I let him decide that we would not be together anymore and have obsessed over him ever since. Although I told him quite frequently that my life did not revolve around him it did. I thought about him...
    lwoods32 lwoods32
    41-45
    Jun 2, 2013

    25 Years and I Thought I Was Happy

    I've been married for 25 years and I was the happiest person,until my husband came and told me he was unhappy and always was,he told me this after I checked his phone, and confronted him about to many women texting him. and that is where it all began,he started treating me...
    identity identity
    41-45, F
    4 Responses May 24, 2008

    I Want to Find Happiness

    i want to find hapiness with some one i love and tust with my many faults that i have whose just like me and loves me for that and wants happiness but not at the cost of sacrfice are selfs just one person i need to find her and find hapiness with her.
    albert17 albert17
    16-17
    2 Responses Aug 2, 2009

    I Will Be a Liilte Bit More In September

      the world turns and soon it'll turn to my birth day and i''l feel a little more happy soon.because i will be able to leave my house and i don't have to come back.i hope it doesn't rain on such a beautiful day.i love every one out in the world how feels like do,feels caged...
    albert17 albert17
    16-17
    Aug 20, 2009

    Trying

    To feel better about myself and not live so lonely.
    asert12345678 asert12345678
    31-35, M
    Sep 22, 2013

    Related Experiences

    This is going to be my last Experience Project post on this website. The site has given me so much over the years. I'm not gonna emphasize on this much, because I already did on...
    TheMasterMan1 TheMasterMan1
    16-17, M
    a week ago
    I am writing at the suggestion of Robb Warren and Waiting 4 What (and inspired by Vegas Baby). It seems appropriate to put a coda on what was one of the most important and...
    maryryan maryryan
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Apr 21
    ok, I'm glad I get to end with this experience... (I wonder if I never stop typing this, if it will force them to continue? lol ) I just finished getting the second small roof...
    Nateindenver Nateindenver
    31-35, M
    Apr 20
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    splashUK2014 splashUK2014
    46-50, M
    Apr 20
    To all of those 'people' out there on EP who have targeted younger members to send sexual pictures to, or who have requested similar... I don't believe that you choose what excites...
    splashUK2014 splashUK2014
    46-50, M
    Apr 20
    Thank you EP for existing. Without you, I wouldn't have met the love of my life on here. I was in a dark place before I found this site and took refuge here to seek advice and...
    Halfmonster95 Halfmonster95
    18-21, F
    Apr 20
    i seem to be an isolated entity and nothing comes easy to me ....i sometimes feel like my existence is purely to struggle ....i don,t have many people around me i don,t know...
    psychicprayer psychicprayer
    36-40
    Apr 20
    So many things I could free myself of but don't. Do I simply not do so because I am weak? Or is the excuse of procrastination be used because I am weak? I am weak yet not. You are...
    GrinchFairy GrinchFairy
    16-17
    Apr 20
    All I did was I sent gifts last year around Christmas time forget tending that this man would take anything I do as an offence and report it to the police ..as it has also been...
    Inthedark16 Inthedark16
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Apr 19
    Hello to my dear friends. It's been awhile since I have posted and I just can't wait to tell you how happy I am now. I am over all the hurt from my past experience and have taken...
    Linley242 Linley242
    51-55, F
    1 Response Apr 18
    Im 17 years old and I was addicted to triple cs. Triple cs u may think are just some cough medicine thatll get u a high so youre not bored on a weekend but trust me it will RUIN...
    andy2198 andy2198
    16-17, M
    Apr 18
    Damn. When I'm not working I completely lose track of time. I couldn't have told you the exact date if I didn't just look at the calendar D:
    GraceIsGone2 GraceIsGone2
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 17
    If I had to chose one prayer to God For the rest of my life it would be to not live my life alone someday. I don't want to live alone someday and be like those people who never...
    YourSecretAdmire22 YourSecretAdmire22
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 16
    I have tried in my lifetime to die 16 times. This last one, put me in the hospital four months. It is in that time that I grew closer with the Lord. That is after I came out of my...
    spiritinblack spiritinblack
    41-45, M
    Apr 16
    Life just feels empty. For me, life feels like I only have to keep going because I have no other option because I'm not brave of killing myself. For me, life doesn't have dreams...
    DeniedWings DeniedWings
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 16
    So I I woke up this morning, got the kids ready for school, ate breakfast and started my daily routine of cleaning. I actually was feeling good and amazingly happy. Thanked God for...
    TY4YOSON TY4YOSON
    46-50, F
    1 Response Apr 15
    essence, Qi and Mind represent three different states of condensation of Qi-the Essence being the densest, Qi being more rarefied and the Mind being the most subtle and immaterial...
    veganmeditates veganmeditates
    41-45, M
    Apr 14
    You Never Allow Me To Express My Sadness When You Betrayed Me I'm sorry if you think that I am selfish even my friends didn't knew about this relationship I hope you can see what...
    SnowOnFleek SnowOnFleek
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 14
    Why? Because God is so good to me. :D Haha. God doesnt fail to make me happy amidst the troubles. ;p Yesterday, I tried to get powers from God cus I had a final interview. Haha. :D...
    yayepisoverimsad yayepisoverimsad
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 13
    I have been married nearly 8 yrs & I don't know if staying anymore is right for me. This has not been a perfect marriage and once upon a time I was so in love with my husband. He...
    El04 El04
    31-35, F
    6 Responses Apr 13
    I have been married nearly 8 yrs & I don't know if staying anymore is right for me. This has not been a perfect marriage and once upon a time I was so in love with my husband. He...
    El04 El04
    31-35, F
    Apr 13
    I have been married nearly 8 yrs & I don't know if staying anymore is right for me. This has not been a perfect marriage and once upon a time I was so in love with my husband. He...
    El04 El04
    31-35, F
    Apr 13
    I have been married nearly 8 yrs & I don't know if staying anymore is right for me. This has not been a perfect marriage and once upon a time I was so in love with my husband. He...
    El04 El04
    31-35, F
    Apr 13
    So I see people are trying to post more experiences and let more things off their chest and telling their stories before EP closes. So I decided, hey, I might as well join the...
    jaeger053 jaeger053
    16-17
    Apr 12
    Life is honestly too short to be sad or dwell on the negative things. It shouldn't be about worrying when the next bill will be, or how much food yoy have left, or even if you'll...
    LifeIsToShortToBeSad LifeIsToShortToBeSad
    16-17, M
    Apr 12
    I lived by the rules and societies expectations of how a person should live their life. That caused me to miss out on so many opportunities. At the same time, society made me have...
    Mossonarock Mossonarock
    41-45, M
    Apr 11
    11/04/2016 - It's crazy to think that in a couple hours I will be the big 30! If I'm being honest I'm not really looking forward to it and I guess at the same time I'm...
    shecanonlydream shecanonlydream
    26-30, F
    Apr 11
    So im pretty much a bird locked up in a birdcage. My parents are kinda the type of parents that dont want their kid to get poisoned by the world and that bs. I've been saying I...
    GrinchFairy GrinchFairy
    16-17
    Apr 10
    I suppose this is where I can speak freely, not revealing my identity. Honestly, writing about my life, a stupid, sob story, I feel skeptical about it. Not knowing if anyone cares...
    Aselfconsciousturtle Aselfconsciousturtle
    13-15, F
    Apr 10
    Throwing back to that tragedy.. 1995 17th on January...in Japan The great hanshin awaji earthquake happened. Almost two million people died(believe it or not,truth) I was only...
    genjiipiexx genjiipiexx
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 10
    I've had a regrettably difficult relationship with my fiance for a few years. Then I found her doing things online and even worse over the phone with other guys. It still counts as...
    willy8314 willy8314
    31-35, M
    Apr 10
    I was thinking earlier about the way I always try to stay positive, and try to find ways to navigate the dark maze in my mind... Why do I still keep trying? Why do I even bother...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 10
    No one can predict when will a person dies. I always tell myself self that I might die anytime. I just do what makes me happy and tend to be carefree sometimes so I won't have any...
    BittersweetRose BittersweetRose
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Apr 9
    Another weekend of hell is upon me and I honestly don't think I can take one more day. It is now 630am and I got 2 hours of sleep last night. I was rudely awoke at 330am because my...
    princesskitu princesskitu
    51-55, F
    Apr 9
    I want to do something with my life . I'm a good wife and a good mother of two . I just need more going for me . I want to make my own money .
    KiwiBerry1 KiwiBerry1
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 8
    I'm even using the "alternate personality" I made as a username to keep myself anonymous. I'm 17 and I have this whole other family, friends, boyfriend (Johnny Depp ofc) that...
    isabellaandre isabellaandre
    16-17
    Apr 8
    The winds of change! They are blowing and continuing! What a wonderous fate befalls me, and oh how eager I am to receive it! Enough of that, but seriously, WOW! I'm super...
    Nateindenver Nateindenver
    31-35, M
    1 Response Apr 7
    I'm a newie to this and honestly wasnt sure which group to write in....I supposed this was best as it is abit of everything...all random thoughts and feelings in my head. Dont even...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 7
    Because they're more important than me..and deserve to live a life well remembering.
    nobodynumbah8 nobodynumbah8
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Apr 6
    I'm really struggling to keep my head above water here. My husband of 6 years and father to our young children has been slowly but surely shutting me out over the past year. We...
    Everlie Everlie
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 6
    I don't need too much to be happy in life. All I need are true friends and my soulmate to be happy. Simple is always the best because it's, well, simple! :)
    Ichilicious Ichilicious
    26-30, M
    Apr 6
    OPEN HEAVENS FELLOWSHIP DAILY DEVOTION THE NEW CREATION IS THE ADDRESS OF GOD ON EARTH 2 Corinthians 6:16 And what agreement hath the temple of God with idols? for ye are the...
    ganyoji ganyoji
    22-25, F
    Apr 5
    I feel like I should keep making stupid decisions. Funny. But not too stupid. I want to do something totally different, something I wouldn't normally do. I've spent 2015 doing...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee
    70+, F
    1 Response Apr 5
    1. I'm doing this because I'm bored out of my mind. 2. I'm a self-taught expert in the art of procrastination. 3. I am the pride of one half of my family, and the disappointment of...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 5
    I want a woman from 21 to 60 who only want to desire a happy life. And we would work together to make it happen.
    equinereiki equinereiki
    61-65, M
    1 Response Apr 5
    This will be my last post. Ep thank you it was fun while it lasted. Goodbye everyone I hope you will all live a happy life.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 4
    I want a better life than this ... I m constantly battling to live a better life but nothing seem working right now... I just wanna disappear for a while .... No one cares tbh...
    Dezeena Dezeena
    26-30, F
    Apr 4
    I thought that going to school and getting good grades was how I could be successful and happy. I thought I would be an academic success, get a degree, and find a steady job. I was...
    Lukas2727 Lukas2727
    22-25
    Apr 4
    i really am. i haven't been for a long long while and just feel so uplifted and am so happy idk why but im enjoying every moment of it. and i try to spend as much as my time this...
    dathglas dathglas
    13-15, M
    1 Response Apr 2
    Rick: what are you holding? Leah: these are letters from the past few years. I collected them all. Rick: letters from who? Your ex's? Leah: no, see over the years the hatred...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee
    70+, F
    2 Responses Apr 1
    We grow up waiting for our life to begin, constantly wanting more, constantly wishing for the future, and eventually, almost too suddenly we are in our 20s, the best years of our...
    writingforlife6 writingforlife6
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 1
    Okay so I've always wanted to have kids b4 I got herpes recently , but I would love to have at least one kid of my own blood and adopt a boy. The reason why I say this is bc I'm...
    Theworst280 Theworst280
    18-21, F
    Apr 1
    i became an alcohol addict 2 years ago since my divorce now am having a health n mental problems am quitting this is my second day hope it will work this time n return to my normal...
    Alicedreams Alicedreams
    31-35, F
    Mar 31
    Life is too short to be worrying bout what you did yesterday. We are not promised forever or tomorrow, so live like the world is yours for the taking. Take chances and love hard...
    whoshookya whoshookya
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Mar 31
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