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I Want to Live Again

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    I Wanna Live Again

    I wanna live again,Move on,Enjoy life,Soon,So soon,My dream-home,Will be available,Can't wait,Live again,Be me,Independent,The worst part,Waiting for procession date!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Mar 1, 2012

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    There Goes The Spirits~

    I know, that people all over the world are suffering in their own kind of problems and everyone's is different. I've lost myself, or you may say, my passion for life and sense of reality. I'm like dead but alive? "A sense of automation, going through the motions of life but...
    Silver92 Silver92 13-15 Jun 4, 2012

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    Would Like to Just Start

    No sure I've had the chance to more than exist But i would love the chance to start Haven't had the chance to do much But would love the chance to try Haven't had the chance to see much But looking forward to when i do Haven't had a chance to reach for my dreams But would...
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 11 Responses May 31, 2008

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    Girl With The Broken Smile...

    Girl with the broken smile, I love you. You're beautiful, your'e wanted, you're heart is full of dreams that will come true. Now I know it may not seem possible, but it is. You will find a way to see yourself through. Life is a jungle...it has dangers, it has messes, it has...
    Sugarbabyyy2011 Sugarbabyyy2011 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 29, 2011

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    When I Look Back.....

    i feel like i am standing at a cross road....i can see ways before me but i cann't decide which one i should choose!!i have always thought that i need a smooth life full of peace.....a gud satisfying teaching job and solitude with books and music.....i never expected anything...
    destinygirl22 destinygirl22 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 29, 2011

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    Being Undead Sucks

    i want to live again too. i cannot tell you how terrible it is being a zombie. i mean all you get to eat are brains and it takes forever to get to the mail box cause you can't walk normally anymore due to rigor mortis. I mean at least vampires get to fly and turn into a freaken...
    CaptainJackass CaptainJackass 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 2, 2010

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    How To Love Yourself

    I feel horrible right now. Unable to breathe, save for these shallow forced gasps. - My problems, everything that I've experienced, seemed so devious and real that I would not believe that anyone else could experience more pain than me. How could I? When you encounter the...
    calmthedarkness calmthedarkness 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 7, 2013

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    What It Means To Live

    Most days it feels like I'm barely breathing. I'm doing so many things at once. Between college, wanting to read and write like crazy at this particular moment, I feel overwhelmed with a sense of that missing something. I hardly laugh anymore, I hardly smile. The only times I...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F Jan 28, 2012

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    For My Rapists

    Rapists, I thought Id write you a letter.Before I begin this letter is not meant to threaten you, or to tell you to kill yourself, hurt yourself, or cause any pain. This letter is meant to show you what the effects of your actions has had on my life, a real person, your "victim...
    Sugarbabyyy2011 Sugarbabyyy2011 18-21, F 8 Responses Jan 28, 2011

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    johnjw johnjw 36-40, M Feb 22

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    Oh Taste And See...

    Intense longing sweeping over my mind and soul. No movement in my heart. None at all. It has died and fallen into a state of unconsciousness that no heart should ever go. Lord why? Why am I here in this state? Lord, I loved you before I know I did. I believed in the one you...
    KKmm3 KKmm3 18-21, M Jul 22, 2012

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    I Am Not Me Anymore

    My Life Forever Changed At Age 11 A Nightmare I Re-live Often, (I Learned Then Love Is A LIE) From That Moment On I Begin Searching For Something Deep Inside, Smiling On The OutSide While Hurting Within.... At 15 I Gave What Was Left Of Me Away Thinking It Would Help Take Some Of...
    UnKnown000 UnKnown000 22-25 May 10, 2012

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    Start Over

    I want to seek something so to start again. To know where I am going and have a greater sense of confidentiality. To not be scared and go out where I belong.
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 16, 2012

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    Somewhere Along The Way, I Lost Myself.

    A lot of stressful things have happened to me in a short amount of time, and nowadays I spend my days going through the motions, not really living. I do the things I do without finding any meaning in them. I used to be so happy, I believed in so much, had so many plans, but...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 16, 2011

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    I have lost so many opportunities to shyness

    and fear all I want is just one more chance.
    shaunrain shaunrain 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 17

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    Time To Live

    I almost died last year . After numerous surgeries I am recovering. Today is the time to live and make each moment count
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 18, 2012

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    I have mono and multiple other health problems

    and I'm stuck at home sick and depressed and I just want to live again
    sammylynn333 sammylynn333 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    I Want to Live Again , Without the Pain

    Many people see what I seem to be but only some know who I am , Most of the people that surround me think I can face anything that I fear nothing ,  Through the years I have learned how to hide my true self. I have been hurt, disappointed and betrayed ,  I was always...
    BEAUTIFULDISASTER BEAUTIFULDISASTER 41-45, F 8 Responses Oct 18, 2006

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    Break Free

    My early childhood was pretty good. I was a child, I went to school, I did things with friends, life was simple and fun and worries were never that big. When I was 12, I became an adult. I saw my father punch my mother, I called 911, he was arrested, and in that moment I lost the...
    serenitykat serenitykat 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 17, 2011

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 3

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    Giving Strangers A Chance

    I was thirteen. My first boyfriend had just dumped me (again) after cheating on me (again). I felt very alone. I didn't know who to trust or what to do. I also couldn't tell my parents, because they were Mormon and strongly against any relationships that passed friendship...
    newlife0204 newlife0204 18-21, F May 2, 2011

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    Somewhere Along The Line I Died On The Inside

    I seriously feel dead on the inside. I feel like I am always crying on the inside. I can't remember the last time I felt happy. I wish I could go back to a point in time when I felt motivated to accomplish things in life.
    1anonymous1 1anonymous1 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 4, 2011

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    Funny Thing... The Grass Isn't Greener! (boyfriend.. With Husband On The Side)

    When going through the "what if's" and "I want to be with my boyfriend", ... Well that boyfriend wasn't ready. I really had to do things for me and get me right so in breaking off with husband, I did continue to talk to bf as well, NOW I SEE WHY WE NEVER BECAME A UNIT!. He has...
    BIGAMISTRESS BIGAMISTRESS 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 7, 2012

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    Past

    i've made so many mistakes in my life that I can't fix it up in this life. I think if I could live again I wouldn't live my life like this one now.
    numb numb 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 24, 2007

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    People Don't Realize

    People don't realize just how alone I feel inside when battling the darkness of depression.  The hopelessness, despair, sadness and inability to make even the smallest decision are sometimes too much too take so I withdraw completely into myself instead.  People and...
    PiscesDream PiscesDream 41-45, F 8 Responses Apr 12, 2007

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    Yes I Do I Really Do I Have To Learn To Help Myself More

    I want to live again even when facing these dark times i walk with a candle this time im hanging on to hope and god because i use to simply give up. i use to seriouly hate me and sabotage myself so much it was a torment ,I find myself in similar emotinal loops .. but i also reach...
    mysteriousmistymoon mysteriousmistymoon 36-40, F 6 Responses Sep 13, 2010

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    I'm rotten inside, trying to feel joy

    now actually causes me pain. I look back at what I've done and achieved and try to remember the great feelings that gave me but now I find just pain there... How did I get here? I want to be me again. I want to live again!
    johnjw johnjw 36-40, M 1 Response Feb 22

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    Orphaned Adult

    My young mother recently died in my arms, in my home of cancer. I am an only child. She was all I had, I was all she had. I'm terrified of each day now. I miss her so much it hurts to breathe. I was born to be left behind over and over again. Everyone has gone. I will never...
    Pitrescue4 Pitrescue4 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 20, 2012

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    Why Do I Have To Feel This Way

    There was once a time when I was so so happy. I look back at those days and wonder what went wrong, when I started feeling I guess you could say not myself. I mean I do have moments of happiness like when I see my son do something new or when it was his first day of pre k last...
    Wnt2BmeAgain Wnt2BmeAgain 26-30, F Sep 9, 2012

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    Giving Strangers A Chance

    I was thirteen. My first boyfriend had just dumped me (again) after cheating on me (again). I felt very alone. I didn't know who to trust or what to do. I also couldn't tell my parents, because they were Mormon and strongly against any relationships that passed friendship...
    newlife0204 newlife0204 18-21, F May 2, 2011

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    Dont Know What To Do

    i`m married to a man that dont care about nothing i have been trying for nine years for him to do the right thing .... i have been depress i need my life back from looking for work to get him to pay bills so much is being pulled out of me. i was doing better with out him...
    free504 free504 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 12, 2012

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    Paralysis

    As I type this with infuriating, overwhelming frustration, I feel the paralysis in my life reigning on me with extraordinary force. First off, it is important to clearly define what paralysis is. It is not simply a description of a lifestyle or a sense of repetition in one’s...
    itsmylifenilioa itsmylifenilioa 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2012

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    When Will I Live Again

    Ever since I moved here I have a feeling I am not complete. I left my ex boyfriend behind along with all my true friends. The lack of self confidence, low self esteem, and my many insecurities dragged me into depression. I am now less social and I don't have many friends. I feel...
    Sammy122 Sammy122 13-15, F 1 Response May 30, 2011

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    Taping Leaves Back On The Trees

    Going to try to lay this out without sounding whiny. I was married for 23 years, & have two daughters ages 15 & 19. We moved to different states every couple of years & as a result, for 23 years we had no friends for more than a couple of years at a time. In short, I was the...
    sevvv sevvv 46-50 Oct 2, 2012

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    Panic?

    Starts with chest pain Wave of heat Tingle Syncopy Heart pounding Fear No heart problems on X-ray EKG or echo. Should I be worried about CPVT? Age=36
    Cindymcg Cindymcg 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 8, 2013

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    I've Lost Hope

    I can't say for sure I have lost hope. It depends on how one reacts to life when hope is gone. I have always lived my life on the hope that things will get better. I have worked very hard towards a better life...all my life...well since Jr. High school. Even through depression...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 26, 2011

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    Where Did I Go?

    I get up each morning but I don't really live my life. I just go through all the motions. Sometimes I don't even do that! I just put off things I know I should do. I feel so overwelmed like my world has crashed and I am merely a survivor trying to find her way in this world...
    CatastrophicDreamer CatastrophicDreamer 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 2, 2007

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    I Wish

    I have not been happy in quite sometime. lets see, my mother and father joined in on raping me, and because of this i will die young. and that was probably the least worst thing. because of the abuse from them my mind automatically blacks out my day to day life. i have been dead...
    zparkyy zparkyy 18-21 3 Responses May 9, 2012

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    Boyfriend... With A Husband On The Side.

    I love my boyfriend, but I am married and my husband and I live together. My boyfriend and I have been involved for 20 years but never seemed to want to be together for whatever reason.We have both pretty much just been on "standby" for one another always at anytime. We have...
    BIGAMISTRESS BIGAMISTRESS 36-40, F 6 Responses Apr 30, 2012

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    My

    I feel so lonly like no one is there for me and it hurts a lot that my family will treat me this. Im 17 years old and i feel like my family doesen't care about me. They all get along perfectly but no one gets along with me im always fighting with everyone and i do say mean things...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 3, 2012

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    Boyfriend With....... Husband On The Side..cont My Heart Must Mend, Breaking Cycles

    So I sat husband down and I told him things that made me feel how I felt. I did get very vivid with him. In doing so, husband gave me nothing but a smug attitude that at such a serious time I was not feeling. We've been here before. This is what he always does. I asked him...
    BIGAMISTRESS BIGAMISTRESS 36-40, F 1 Response May 24, 2012

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    I Want to Fill Alive Again

    well i dont have a desire of doing anything. i dont even want to go out. i just stay at home doing nothing. the worst thing is that i get very sad and depressed coz of all my troubles so that makes it worse. i dont even want to see my boyfriend. he s probably worried...
    LittleMissSunshine LittleMissSunshine 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 16, 2007

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    Rewind Please

    i simply want to go back and change that cold night in february 2004.  i am in dire need of a time machine, please! although i realize i'm a much better person these days and that many positive things have come my way as a result of that night, i sincerely miss my old life...
    AbbyNormal AbbyNormal 31-35, F 5 Responses Jun 29, 2007

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    Related Experiences

    So its April Fools....i say bring it on. For people who are cheeky and mischief like myself have a wonderful day lol. Others who are on the other side dont take it to heart we are...
    Kelloggz90 Kelloggz90 22-25, F Mar 31

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    Where did I reach? How did I let those shadows get me down.. They were my own.. Weaknesses that didn't meet their strengths in time.. Emotions swelled up inside.. Dreams locked up...
    Eros11 Eros11 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I don't know why, there's just something about the past that I can't let go..
    Thatssoawesome Thatssoawesome 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I used to, being a kid in care i did it a lot, in fact constantly. I want to again, but this time some where further, i want to run to a different country, i want to hide away and...
    CharleighBrazil CharleighBrazil 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    I... I dream about it... I don't know if that means I want it again.. I'm so confused
    JadenLangVageta JadenLangVageta 13-15, F 5 Responses Apr 6

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    sometimes i let small things get to me, but the last two weeks i have been doing better. think i am on the right path to being happy and the life i want. #livelikeJay
    tristonRy tristonRy 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 26

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    The feeling of falling. Falling for someone so hard your emotions are incomprehensible and yet at their peak of intensity. Not love exactly, but the journey to it. I want that...
    Kwiza Kwiza 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    Does anyone here live around Seattle/Tacoma area and want to connect??
    Cptmerica Cptmerica 22-25, M 13 mins ago

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    I don't know how I would actually do it. Probably something impulsive, such as stabbing. I want to stop breathing, and become weak. I want to fall on the floor in a place, alone. I...
    emipurple emipurple 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    Yeah. Hi. I'm Alexis. I live in Missouri and I'm 14. Could pass for 16. Don't want to go alone. No way to travel, might have some friends come. Please. I really need to get out of...
    alexismma alexismma 13-15, F 6 Responses 1 hr ago

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    Yeah. Hi. I'm Alexis. I live in Missouri and I'm 14. Could pass for 16. Don't want to go alone. No way to travel, might have some friends come. Please. I really need to get out of...
    alexismma alexismma 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    I was happier. I knew people didn't like me but I didn't care. I loved my life and I didn't think about the negative. Now I'm sad and bitter. I'm very self conscious and I care...
    JustThat6irl JustThat6irl 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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