A lot has happened in life since I was last on EP and changes have been happening. To say that I am living in interesting times resonates and some times have been good and some have been not so good, however this is life. I will write about the good as we all have experienced...
.. But I also need to think on how to save my money.
The thing is... I'm worried about my finances. Got to control myself from spending too much now.
I will do budget trips anyway.
I love my life! Lol!
what do I see?
I see the eyes of an old soul staring back at me.
One that has played the game, more times than most.
And what can only be described as a ghost.
The ghost of my past, but it does not come to scare.
It is knowledge and wisdom, that it has come to share.
I also see...
and damaged my spine mildly and being in a wheelchair I'm on the road to recovery, my back is fine now just can't lift heavy things and I'm back on EP!!! I took a break cos I hurt myself an I also had to distance myself away from a guy who I really wanted. But he didn't seem to...
you are always there.
Your luminescence shines, no matter what you wear.
Your pull controls, the greatest of waves.
You are beautiful, in every stage.
When I look, deep into your eyes.
You see, right through me I cannot hide.
You inspire me, to do great things.
When I listen...
No matter how old you are there's a lot of temptation in life. Whether it's temptation to have sex, do drugs, or do things for money... They're everywhere. But there's one temptation everyone always seems to fall for. And that's the temptation to change yourself for other...
four United States Marines were shot and killed by a lone gunman, at a naval base in which the Marines were required to be unarmed. The men who lost their lives were: Gunnery Sgt. Thomas J. Sullivan, Staff Sgt. David A. Wyatt, Sgt. Carson A. Holmquist, and Lance Cpl. Squire K...
I have lost both my mother and my best friend to cancer. The thing about cancer, specially in the final stages, is that you know the end is coming, and it leaves you time, sometimes too much of it, to reflect on your life and what really matters.
What struck me the most is...
I have to remember, when I am deep in battle.
And the odds are against me, not to get rattled.
To stay pure of heart, and clear of mind.
When I fight with myself, to myself I am unkind.
It is the past, and the future my foes.
They remind me, of fear and of time long ago.
**** friends, **** enemies , **** whatever brings you down. Just be you and have fun man. I started taking risks in my life , stopped being shy and scared and just went for it. Even though my life isn't complete or even close to what I want I'm slowly beginning to be happy.
Nothing significant has changed, but that may be the reason for my discontent. I want things to change. I want to look forward to something, lie awake at night unable to fall asleep because I'm too excited. I haven't felt excited for anything in too long. I feel like I've given...
Hello everyone, I'm Erin. I am 19 turning 20 this year and I finally got my GED and going onto college and such. I only wanted to say that so you guys could get the gist of what I am doing with my life now. But as we go on with this "story" or whatever, you'll see the depths and...
.. I've suffered from bipolar depression for almost 6 years now, I've lost so much I've lost my innocence to a monster that raped me, I've lost friends and I've lost hope that everything eventually will be fine. It wont. I just want to be able to live my life to the fullest.
once and after that there's nothing only black emptiness in which our whole essence disappear.... Then shouldn't we use this gift of life wisely? Appreciate it and get the best we can out of it ?
Why are we so consumed by other people , parents , society opinions.... Why we...
love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.I’ve learned-that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.I’ve learned-that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.I’ve learned-that no...
routine. I'm tired of the way I've been acting. I need a change. A big change. I need to flip this life upside down, turn it around, turn it inside out, something...
I can't stand living this way anymore. I'm not going down a good path, and I need to take action. Starting...
once was fun, or at least that's what I thought……
The truth is, in a tangled web was I caught.
Half truths and lies, ingrained in my brain.
That led me to believe, I was winning this game.
But as I look back, I have a theory.
On why I believe, that life became so dreary.
A few months back I decided to drastically change my life. After my 7 year relationship ended and a friend of mine committed suicide - I made the decision to STOP waiting for real life to begin and pursue my dream.
So, I left my corporate marketing job in Paris, packed my bags...
because I don't want to just vegetate and survive - go to work, go home, eat, sleep etc - and I'm not interested in status symbols, marriage, children or settling down. I want to live my life like a beautiful adventure or like a work of art. I want to travel, I want to make...
that run through my mind.
Are like a parent, whose child he can not find.
He knows where she is, but no matter.
His vision is blocked, by an unseen splatter.
Is it pride? Is it sadness? Is it fear?
Selfish emotions, his mind doesn't want to hear.
Love drives him on, aimlessly...
and living. I was the type of girl who would walk with her head bowed in the hallway, going straight to class without stopping to "chat" or "catch up" or "hang out" with others. I didn't willingly engage in human interaction, and perhaps I made good grades. Perhaps I did well on...
Drink plenty of water.
2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm and...
From where do they come?
It's like a million little things, have piled into one.
They build up together, in the dark parts of my mind.
And gather their fury, in the parts I am blind.
How long has it been? Have I not taken care?
My ego tells me lies, it keeps me unaware.
I have let you go.
And other times, I feel like I must know.
So in my confusion, I check and see.
If you have the same, ****** up feelings as me.
I never get answers, just become more confused.
Sometimes I am angry, but don't know at who.
Is it you, or is it me? My mind has to...