As much as I want to live like there is no tomorrow... I cannot help but think of what tomorrow will bring.
Will I find the answer that I have been seeking?
Will I meet "god"?
Will I find truth and justice in this unjust world?
Will I finally let go and cry...
Chains torment me.
I am locked to a weight that is bringing me down and slowly, so ever slowly, killing me.
Where is the key? What did she do with the damn key? Losing.
I can feel them tightening around me. They are on my feet and legs... I cannot move. They...