I Want to Live

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    I Want To Live

    I want to live,A life,That's worth the livin',Happiness abundant,Filled with joy,Health and peace,Energy too,And enjoy the ride.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Jan 31, 2012

    Close your eyes. yes i know you are afraid of

    uncertainty. But life's full of it And the only way to conquer it is to close your eyes and live Because what you can't see cant hurt you... It simply doesn't exist. Sometimes in order to live you have to do it blindly.
    BlueFloraKae BlueFloraKae
    22-25, F
    May 3, 2015

    Yes, But Sometimes Life Is ...

    Yes, but sometimes life is so difficult , the thought of leaving seems delightful
    SunshineHopeDance SunshineHopeDance
    Mar 12, 2008

    Their Is Something Bout The...

    Their is something bout the joy of living. I know I cant live forever nor do I ever want to live for ever. I love to live and I wanna live for a long time.
    firestarterfairy firestarterfairy
    22-25, F
    Mar 12, 2008

    I want a car so I can go

    wherever I want and tell no one where. I want a job so I can make my own money so I can but whatever I want without asking.I want a girlfriend so I can have someone that tells me she loves me and hugs me unexpectedly and take her to dinner and bowling. I want the life I want so...
    Thefightingangel Thefightingangel
    22-25, M
    Aug 28, 2015

     Of Course I Want to L...

     Of course I want to live. In high school I think sometimes the only thing that kept me going was fear of my mother's scorn, even after death. For a while last year it was only to spite someone, to say, "Ha! You haven't beaten me yet!" But I realized I have so much...
    PervertedAngel PervertedAngel
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 13, 2008

    So Many Questions, So Little Of Answers

    I don't want to just lie about in bed doing my school work((homeschooled)I don't want to just spend everyday inside, or sitting outside Just Thinkingof my hopes and dreams.I want to make  it happen.But that seems impossible right now.Perhaps later on in life...but what if I can...
    PrincessOfTheDark PrincessOfTheDark
    13-15, F
    Aug 16, 2011

    I wanted to know what life is all about more

    than working and dying. I felt that there will always be something that is missing, but I just couldnt find that piece. I love too much, that's why I get hurt. But what is more to life than seeking self-pleasure and happiness? Is this the whole duty of man? If serving God is...
    greenamythese77 greenamythese77
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 21, 2016

    10 Years...

    I've grudgingly decided to hold off on the sailing trip. I have to fulfill some responsibilities before dashing off to see the world. I'd also like to get my art business up and running first~ It'll take me some time, but I WILL set sail on my 40th birthday to see the world and...
    SheFoxy SheFoxy
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 15, 2013

    I Want To Live

    I want to live,I want to give,A life,That's full of gold,All lives treasures,I want to share 'em all.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Mar 22, 2012

    Not Just Exist.

    I joined this group because I do want to live. By that, I mean that I want to truly live-- to have a life that actually means something & is fulfilling-- even only somewhat. The "life" that I have lived up to this point has been virtually meaningless. If it weren't for the fact...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings
    31-35, F
    7 Responses Apr 4, 2010

    Knowing Yourself

    Recently I've become more in tune to body language after learning some basic interpretation skill sets. While still being a novice with this, I've started to pay attention to my own body language.  What are my feet, hands, eyes, and face doing during this particular...
    Tunasushi Tunasushi
    36-40, M
    May 24, 2013

    I have been not so myself lately.

    The past few days all I did was to play stupid games, read news and put on a happy face every time at work. Half the time I don't know if I was really happy or just absorbing that word through my pores and let it define my day. I have coated myself with so much optimism that I...
    fosselfuel fosselfuel
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 14, 2015

    Scared Shitless

    its not fair this last year i had cancer..i lived... sumtimes i wish i didnt. is this bad i lve in fear that either it will come back.. or that i wont make ha best of my second chance. stupid right? idk anymore the words escape me even now as the ideas of death enterain my...
    leya2006 leya2006
    Mar 23, 2009
    PuckDrop PuckDrop
    22-25, M
    Aug 4, 2014

    Time To Dominate Life

    What does that even mean? Dominate life?  To dominate:  to exert mastery, control, or preeminence.  The ability to exert your control with impunity.  To dominate life:  exerting mastery and control over the numerous obstacles, challenges and situations one may encounter...
    Tunasushi Tunasushi
    36-40, M
    May 23, 2013

    I Want to Not Just Exist

    I want to know what it feels like to be alive and to live to not just exist I want to know how to have fun to laugh from my soul I want to know what it feels like to have friends to laugh and cry and share all the moments with I want to know what it feels like to be in love...
    Blind Blind
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Nov 8, 2007

    Whatever You Find Your Happiness Through...

    I recently lost a kind of love I didn't know existed until the fact. And as much time as I spent and will continue to spend mourning the loss internally, I still believe that we loved for a reason. His personality, his opinions, his reasoning and his experience has taught me so...
    vanillaroots vanillaroots
    26-30, F
    Mar 13, 2008

    If I Asked Each of You Reading These Words to Help Me and You Could, Would You?

    i'm honestly afraid for my life.  i feel like i need to do something major to save me from myself.  it seems, no matter how intelligent or strong i am, no matter how hard i fight.....there seems to be this entity within me....this living, breathing MASS of unending pain...
    MysticWriter MysticWriter
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Feb 17, 2007

    Oh My...

    I just made this profound realization that helps me to understand how I was able to defeat my depression and rid myself of suicidal thoughts.... O_O When I was suffering.. the whole time I was suffering.. every time I thought about killing myself.. Every fiber, every single once...
    SheFoxy SheFoxy
    26-30, F
    Jul 9, 2012

    when i say that they think i'm crazy

    or think i'm a werido yea that's true i'm breathing but not living they can't underestand that by saying i want to live mean i want to have fun with my bestfriends buy clothes as much as i can hang out with my bestfriends being crazy being werid have fun in life i know maybe...
    Sozdar Sozdar
    18-21, F
    Jun 24, 2015

    I Want

    I'm lonely but it doesn't REALLY bother me ... I am amazed by everything seriously everything. I love music it helps me think. The world is so beautiful but people don't stop and actually enjoy it or even notice it but there is so many bad things and people in the world. Why...
    mstv1112 mstv1112
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 12, 2013

    More Then Anything, I Still...

    More then anything, I still have to much to learn for me not to want to live
    rosygal rosygal
    46-50, F
    Mar 12, 2008

    Live Well

    Living intensely it is my own desire, there are moment that must be lived to the fullest so they can always be remembered and others not. On the contrary, they should be avoided, if they make me feel well and brings me happiness, then I WANT it. Because "perhaps there is no...
    deleted deleted
    8 Responses Apr 6, 2011

    Borned Dead

    5 shots and then he died. I remember as if it had happened yesterday. I did not run, i stood there and saw him die. 5 years old and i did not even try to run. I stood there just looking at him not quite understanding what had just happened , i saw his face no emotion at all...
    luis luis
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Sep 26, 2007


    I have cancer and the doctors said that I don't have too much time to live and I'm still a virgin and I wanna lose it before its too late just girls chat with me on whatsapp 96171051896 we can have fun together
    walid426 walid426
    22-25, M
    Jun 10, 2013

    Want To Live Without Commitments

    at least once i want to live without commitments its really tiring . why i should listen to everyone and obey them all except myself. i have to be good to my parents and siblings and Friends and work mates and i have to do whatever they like. am really tired of ding this. why i...
    deleted deleted
    Apr 24, 2010

    I'm so done with suicidal thoughts.

    I don't want to die. I regret ever wishing I did. My life is hard but it's getting better. I have an awesome girlfriend who loves me and life is worth living.
    YLIhououin YLIhououin
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jun 5, 2015

    I am tired of repeating the same boring routine

    on a daily basis. Wake up, school, work, sleep, repeat. I want adventure. I want to free my soul. I want to travel to foreign places and experience the many different ways people live. I want to meet people that have completely diverse backgrounds yet find so much in common with...
    Delicateflower98 Delicateflower98
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 19, 2015


    Of course I want to live. You can only live this life once, at least what your soul remembers of it, and I do not plan on wasting the opportunity(: xx
    bathanie bathanie
    18-21, F
    Apr 5, 2010

    today was one of those days,

    where i found myself staring into a blank point in space without seeing anything, and i considered the notion of suicide. but the problem is, i don't want to die, i want to live. I want to really feel something, i want to escape. There's so much beauty in the world, and yet i...
    abiwakefield abiwakefield
    18-21, F
    Jan 27, 2015

    Still Focused....

    I decided to quit posting on my blog and write about what I'm trying to accomplish right now in this group, instead.  Stuff is just getting too long for a blog... March 4, 2007 I haven't quit smoking yet but I am still DETERMINED!!!  At the beginning of Feb...
    MysticWriter MysticWriter
    36-40, F
    1 Response Mar 4, 2007

    Grasping the Concept of Life Have you ever

    been curled up in your bed thinking why something is happening to you? Depression crushing down on you, it's dust clouding your mind? How easy it would be end it all... There is one problem. Would it end? This is where uncertainty sets in. And as someone who craves to succeed...
    KA4689 KA4689
    26-30, M
    Sep 6, 2015

    I'm Terrified of the Id...

    I'm terrified of the idea of dying.  I think it is going to hurt a lot.
    deleted deleted
    Mar 13, 2008

    No Fear

       I am not afraid of death. It is inevitable. All things will eventually die. Atoms decay, galaxies fade out, people die. I've come to realize that there are two things that can happen when I die. Either there is an afterlife and I live forever, or there isn't and I...
    Dereknl Dereknl
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Mar 12, 2008


    I have cancer and the doctors said that I don't have too much time to live and I'm still a virgin and I wanna lose before its to late just girls chat with me on whatsapp 96171051896 we can have fun together
    walid426 walid426
    22-25, M
    Jun 10, 2013

    The Honest Truth

    So here's the honest truth, I'M LOST. Does anyone else know what it feels like to walk this earth feeling completely lost, like no one could possibly understand you, or what you are feeling inside? I think I have felt this way my entire childhood and now adult life...
    darin1985 darin1985
    2 Responses Mar 29, 2010

    I Smoked My Last Cigarette!!!

    on Sunday, March 4 at 6 pm!!!  i'm using a patch.  it helps a LOT but, if i hadn't been practising for the past month, and if i didn't REALLY want to quit, i probably wouldn't have lasted this long without a cig!  in over TWENTY years, i've never tried to quit or...
    MysticWriter MysticWriter
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Mar 6, 2007

    Time to time again I think about killing myself

    but these are the reasons I don't kill myself. Now when people think about this they might answer with "I want to live because my family would never get over it", "My friends would be so upset" or "Sex". My reasons are a lot different even though these statements are correct I...
    bigbacon12 bigbacon12
    31-35, M
    Aug 3, 2014

    I'm Sick Of Just Merely Existing... >:-/

    I WANT TO LIVE!!! I'm sick of this just going through the motions and having to work a job just to have money in order to buy things to distract me from the fact that I'm not really living... I'm sick of it! Sick of it! Sick of it! Sick of it!!! GRRAAWWR!! I want to have a life...
    SheFoxy SheFoxy
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Jul 10, 2012
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