Post

I Want to Live

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 387 People

    More Then Anything, I Still...

    More then anything, I still have to much to learn for me not to want to live
    rosygal rosygal 46-50, F Mar 12, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Learning to Live By Trusting!

    Part of the goals of my life is to learn to trust others more. I've allowed myself to retreat, expecting rejection, so outwardly I'm friendly but with a cool wall keeping people from getting too close.
    dorobo dorobo 70+, M 2 Responses Apr 3, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Still Focused....

    I decided to quit posting on my blog and write about what I'm trying to accomplish right now in this group, instead.  Stuff is just getting too long for a blog... March 4, 2007 I haven't quit smoking yet but I am still DETERMINED!!!  At the beginning of Feb...
    MysticWriter MysticWriter 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 4, 2007

    Your Response

    Cancel
    NoahBody123 NoahBody123 51-55 Jun 20, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel
    NoahBody123 NoahBody123 51-55 Jun 2, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Ofcourse,

    Of course I want to live. You can only live this life once, at least what your soul remembers of it, and I do not plan on wasting the opportunity(: xx
    bathanie bathanie 16-17, F Apr 5, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Let's See. ...

    Let's see. I have sizable debt but if I die someone who didn't enjoy what I spent any time getting would have to pay it off, so I guess I'll hang in there at least until all those bills!!
    dorobo dorobo 70+, M 1 Response Mar 12, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Want to Not Just Exist

    I want to know what it feels like to be alive and to live to not just exist I want to know how to have fun to laugh from my soul I want to know what it feels like to have friends to laugh and cry and share all the moments with I want to know what it feels like to be in love...
    Blind Blind 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 8, 2007

    Your Response

    Cancel

    As Crap As Things Might Be....

    As crap as things might be...i still love life enough to want to keep living it.
    only4me only4me 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 13, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I'm Terrified of the Id...

    I'm terrified of the idea of dying.  I think it is going to hurt a lot.
    pinkdragonrider pinkdragonrider 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 13, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    So Many Questions, So Little Of Answers

    I don't want to just lie about in bed doing my school work((homeschooled)I don't want to just spend everyday inside, or sitting outside Just Thinkingof my hopes and dreams.I want to make  it happen.But that seems impossible right now.Perhaps later on in life...but what if I can...
    PrincessOfTheDark PrincessOfTheDark 13-15, F Aug 16, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Whatever You Find Your Happiness Through...

    I recently lost a kind of love I didn't know existed until the fact. And as much time as I spent and will continue to spend mourning the loss internally, I still believe that we loved for a reason. His personality, his opinions, his reasoning and his experience has taught me so...
    vanillaroots vanillaroots 18-21, F Mar 13, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Not Just Exist.

    I joined this group because I do want to live. By that, I mean that I want to truly live-- to have a life that actually means something & is fulfilling-- even only somewhat. The "life" that I have lived up to this point has been virtually meaningless. If it weren't for the fact...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F 7 Responses Apr 4, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

     Of Course I Want to L...

     Of course I want to live. In high school I think sometimes the only thing that kept me going was fear of my mother's scorn, even after death. For a while last year it was only to spite someone, to say, "Ha! You haven't beaten me yet!" But I realized I have so much...
    PervertedAngel PervertedAngel 19-21, F 2 Responses Mar 13, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Continuing the Struggle

    I'm getting to be ancient or so it seems. When I hire someone they were born years after I graduated High School and some after I got my Master's degree! So, I guess living is sometimes scarier than dying. Given a choice, I prefer to live. Maybe having been in an Army hospital...
    dorobo dorobo 70+, M Mar 20, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Borned Dead

    5 shots and then he died. I remember as if it had happened yesterday. I did not run, i stood there and saw him die. 5 years old and i did not even try to run. I stood there just looking at him not quite understanding what had just happened , i saw his face no emotion at all...
    luis luis 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 26, 2007

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Cancer

    I have cancer and the doctors said that I don't have too much time to live and I'm still a virgin and I wanna lose it before its too late just girls chat with me on whatsapp 96171051896 we can have fun together
    walid426 walid426 18-21, M Jun 10, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Have Been Depressed For A...

    I have been depressed for a really long time and I feel as though I haven't really lived in the last 14 years. I want to get back out into the world and make new friends, look up old friends and remember how to laugh again. I want to tear down the walls I put up so that no one...
    LIGHTseeker LIGHTseeker 51-55 1 Response Mar 13, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    No Fear

       I am not afraid of death. It is inevitable. All things will eventually die. Atoms decay, galaxies fade out, people die. I've come to realize that there are two things that can happen when I die. Either there is an afterlife and I live forever, or there isn't and I...
    Dereknl Dereknl 18-21, M 9 Responses Mar 12, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Want To Live Without Commitments

    at least once i want to live without commitments its really tiring . why i should listen to everyone and obey them all except myself. i have to be good to my parents and siblings and Friends and work mates and i have to do whatever they like. am really tired of ding this. why i...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 24, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Time To Dominate Life

    What does that even mean? Dominate life?  To dominate:  to exert mastery, control, or preeminence.  The ability to exert your control with impunity.  To dominate life:  exerting mastery and control over the numerous obstacles, challenges and situations one may encounter...
    Tunasushi Tunasushi 36-40, M May 23, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Knowing Yourself

    Recently I've become more in tune to body language after learning some basic interpretation skill sets. While still being a novice with this, I've started to pay attention to my own body language.  What are my feet, hands, eyes, and face doing during this particular...
    Tunasushi Tunasushi 36-40, M May 24, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Oh My...

    I just made this profound realization that helps me to understand how I was able to defeat my depression and rid myself of suicidal thoughts.... O_O When I was suffering.. the whole time I was suffering.. every time I thought about killing myself.. Every fiber, every single once...
    SheFoxy SheFoxy 26-30, F Jul 9, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Want

    I'm lonely but it doesn't REALLY bother me ... I am amazed by everything seriously everything. I love music it helps me think. The world is so beautiful but people don't stop and actually enjoy it or even notice it but there is so many bad things and people in the world. Why...
    mstv1112 mstv1112 13-15, F 1 Response May 12, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I'm Sick Of Just Merely Existing... >:-/

    I WANT TO LIVE!!! I'm sick of this just going through the motions and having to work a job just to have money in order to buy things to distract me from the fact that I'm not really living... I'm sick of it! Sick of it! Sick of it! Sick of it!!! GRRAAWWR!! I want to have a life...
    SheFoxy SheFoxy 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 10, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Yes, But Sometimes Life Is ...

    Yes, but sometimes life is so difficult , the thought of leaving seems delightful
    SunshineHopeDance SunshineHopeDance 19-21 1 Response Mar 12, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Smoked My Last Cigarette!!!

    on Sunday, March 4 at 6 pm!!!  i'm using a patch.  it helps a LOT but, if i hadn't been practising for the past month, and if i didn't REALLY want to quit, i probably wouldn't have lasted this long without a cig!  in over TWENTY years, i've never tried to quit or...
    MysticWriter MysticWriter 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 6, 2007

    Your Response

    Cancel

    The Honest Truth

    So here's the honest truth, I'M LOST. Does anyone else know what it feels like to walk this earth feeling completely lost, like no one could possibly understand you, or what you are feeling inside? I think I have felt this way my entire childhood and now adult life...
    darin1985 darin1985 22-25 2 Responses Mar 29, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Spring Has Broken At Last!

    Boy it's a beautiful day out at last. Winter seems to have just run away without even packing it's bags. It's gotta be close to 60. Bright sun (oh the sun! The sun! I could leap for joy!), the sky dotted by puffy white clouds and only the slightest breeze. Bike riding weather...
    NoahBody123 NoahBody123 51-55 Mar 30, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    10 Years...

    I've grudgingly decided to hold off on the sailing trip. I have to fulfill some responsibilities before dashing off to see the world. I'd also like to get my art business up and running first~ It'll take me some time, but I WILL set sail on my 40th birthday to see the world and...
    SheFoxy SheFoxy 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 15, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Scared Shitless

    its not fair this last year i had cancer..i lived... sumtimes i wish i didnt. is this bad i lve in fear that either it will come back.. or that i wont make ha best of my second chance. stupid right? idk anymore the words escape me even now as the ideas of death enterain my...
    leya2006 leya2006 18-21 Mar 23, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Want To Live

    I want to live,I want to give,A life,That's full of gold,All lives treasures,I want to share 'em all.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Mar 22, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Live Well

    Living intensely it is my own desire, there are moment that must be lived to the fullest so they can always be remembered and others not. On the contrary, they should be avoided, if they make me feel well and brings me happiness, then I WANT it. Because "perhaps there is no...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Apr 6, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Cancer

    I have cancer and the doctors said that I don't have too much time to live and I'm still a virgin and I wanna lose before its to late just girls chat with me on whatsapp 96171051896 we can have fun together
    walid426 walid426 18-21, M Jun 10, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Their Is Something Bout The...

    Their is something bout the joy of living. I know I cant live forever nor do I ever want to live for ever. I love to live and I wanna live for a long time.
    firestarterfairy firestarterfairy 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 12, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    If I Asked Each of You Reading These Words to Help Me and You Could, Would You?

    i'm honestly afraid for my life.  i feel like i need to do something major to save me from myself.  it seems, no matter how intelligent or strong i am, no matter how hard i fight.....there seems to be this entity within me....this living, breathing MASS of unending pain...
    MysticWriter MysticWriter 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 17, 2007

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Want To Live

    I want to live,A life,That's worth the livin',Happiness abundant,Filled with joy,Health and peace,Energy too,And enjoy the ride.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 2 Responses Jan 31, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    I don't want live in this planet. I hate it. If possible, can I go to saturn?😄😄😄
    Alyzza123 Alyzza123 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Seriously, if I have to continue to live with my bully of a father who I have stopped calling him dad, he isn't family to me. I don't care if you have a lot of money, if you are...
    4NeonFun 4NeonFun 16-17, F 6 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I don't live in a completely sexless marriage. But I live in a marriage where I am rejected if I make the first move and we only have sex if he wants to, which is rare. This means...
    lisanalfie lisanalfie 36-40, F 21 Responses 9 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am 65 and my wife is 62. We have been together for over twenty years and married for six. I love my wife very much and tell her so frequently. We are compatible and agreeable in...
    worksforme2 worksforme2 61-65, M 14 Responses 15 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    1. I love to smoke marijuana- 2. My partner and I have been together for almost 19 years - 3. I love to be naked - 4. I hate that neighbor who is always in your business - 5. I...
    beebeegee beebeegee 41-45, F 2 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    recently i was in a serious car accident , and of course it has been very traumatic and this is a time more than ever that i need my wife to be there for me to provide some love...
    skiball5150 skiball5150 36-40, M 16 Responses 9 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Ever since I was a child, I've already thought of living there. I even knew their language a little. The reason I've wanted to live there is because I like the flow of life and...
    DarkAngel483 DarkAngel483 13-15, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i live in michigan looking for a bi or gay friend to hang out with. im straight but i always wanted a gay or bi friend. if your a male 14-16 live in battle creek message me please...
    KazutoKirigaya KazutoKirigaya 13-15, M 3 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My entire life I have spent wandering the world of forms: the inner, timeless realm from which abstract constructs arise and the mind's eye may gaze at the Universe not unlike what...
    smilingahab smilingahab 26-30, M 3 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    it's pretty sad when there are times when I wished that I had died that day when I got hit by a car months ago. i shouldn't complain though because there are people who have a...
    basedgodschild basedgodschild 16-17, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It is not how many years we live, but rather what we do with them. - Evangeline Cory Booth
    marklovescoffee marklovescoffee 46-50, M 2 Responses 21 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Yer sensibly, trying every fruit and vegetables there is in the world and drinking nothing but water. That's one way to live to the fullest. The other is to explores peoples minds...
    kamachulu kamachulu 22-25, M 11 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I do not judge others for things they say/think/feel...i do not think anything is gross or weird...what i want right now is for you to message me and tell me what your secret is...
    MosBlccPhnix MosBlccPhnix 22-25, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am so glad I found this group! I have been looking on experience project for something like this! It is truly my day :) I am looking for a deeper relationship- not...
    Chicgeekgal Chicgeekgal 22-25, F 6 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel