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I Want to Lock Up My Heart and Never Open It to Anyone Again

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    I kinda have... I never really wanted to I just

    have. I'll have deep feelings for someone for a few days, but then they just disappear one day like they were never there. It's happened like 5 times since my last relationship. :/ I hope eventually I'll open my heart up again and let love back in. I've lost all desire to be...
    left4deadspace left4deadspace 18-21, M Sep 17, 2014

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    Tried

     Many...many..times yet I always fail.There is always some guy who pries it open. FML!
    reset reset 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    Dilemma

    Should I be happy that you are back or SAD because I can't embrace you with open arms?
    BreatheEasyAgain BreatheEasyAgain 36-40, F May 19, 2013

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    Is It Worth It

    Why. whats the point. If i knew that love hurt this bad would i have loved. The place where my heart was is a dark empty hole. The pain day after day. night after night. hurts to breath. every beat is a wourld of hurt. Why would i want to open it ever again. the damage is done...
    mommy1978 mommy1978 31-35, F 5 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    I am tired of opening it

    and being played with ENOUGH !!! ******* worthless despicable excuse of a human male specimens of our species !!:-@
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 17, 2014

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    Keeping My Guard Up

    I've learned the best way to prevent your heart from getting broken is to act like you don't have one.I just got my guard up,fed up with you letting me down every time.I'm tired of believing all of your lies. I'm tired of you proving me wrong every time. I'm tired of getting my...
    BreatheEasyAgain BreatheEasyAgain 36-40, F May 22, 2013

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    Love Hurts Sometimes

    I recently (recently being a month ago) decided to give up on girls and the prospect of finding a great relationship.......after admitting my feelings for someone I have known for years and developed feelings for, she didn't care........she brushed my feelings aside like they...
    SuperheroFanboy SuperheroFanboy 26-30, M 5 Responses Apr 22, 2013

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    I Thought I Found The One

    and then he broke my heart.  i want to be happy again but i want to hide under a rock.  i never leave my place except to go to work, which is the only good thing in my life right now it seems (besides friends and family).  when i am busy i dont have a chance to think about...
    CanIPushRewind CanIPushRewind 26-30 2 Responses Feb 20, 2011

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    Lock Up Myheart

    If I would lock up my heart and never open it to anyone again then it is the end.  I have been hurt many times, and I still open my heart.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F 2 Responses May 16, 2011

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    Separate

    The man I have my babies for walked out the door one day and never returned. He now lives with his ex. I wish I neverd loved. I wish my heart was locked up. I hurt so bad cause he is never coming back.
    Babefe5 Babefe5 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 22, 2013

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    I'm am bit for this topic

    but a lot if people say they get hurt by people they try to love. If it helps, realize that there are almost 8 billion people on this planet. I'm sure there is a vast amount that would be perfect for you. If the ones who hurt you by breaking your heart. Look at the common...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 22-25, M Sep 18, 2014

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    Love Isnt In Me Any More

    she cries alone staring at pictures of an amazing man she will never haveeven though he teased her made her feel like he felt something for herthen when she asked if he really didhe said.....no(i just wanted to add this happened a while ago)
    brokenandalone brokenandalone 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    Claustrophobia

    hi I suffer from claustrophobia and it is getting worse......... lifts   trains...tunnels...back of 2 door cars etc etc     Recently I seem to be thinking of it a lot.. My story starts when I was 23 and 6 months pregnant with my first child.  I...
    close close 51-55, F Aug 12, 2010

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    "broken down, tossed aside,

    heart ripped out, fallen, breathless, struggle found, suffocation, feelings lost, emotions reamed, dreams drowned chaos abound." Well I opened up my heart again to someone I thought I could trust. The feelings seemed mutual and I grew to love her in the past two years. I...
    thenumberonepain thenumberonepain 18-21, M 1 Response May 12, 2014

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    Rogue's Love Tale of Woe

    I had found the one who took my breathe away. He was right in my back yard. I saw him, and recognized him immediately. I knew that my heart belonged to him. I am always very cautious to whom I lend my heart. So I find it a difficult concept, that It was so easy for him to break...
    RogueAlphaFemale RogueAlphaFemale 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 26, 2008

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    I'll never open that door again ..... Meeting my step sister was a nightmare and her mom a other sister (who I'm not related to) were complete dickheads .... :/ all because of one...
    OrochimaruSama92 OrochimaruSama92 22-25, F 1 Response May 15

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    I miss him dearly everyday and worry I'll never see him again. He moved out of state, I'm dating someone new but there is still a void even with good friends and a career occupying...
    fixiefemme fixiefemme 22-25, F Apr 30

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    And I hope I never will! I believe strongly in no murder! A saying "one kill, devil drill." Lmao worst fail saying ever comment and heart if you support me!!!
    atfenix atfenix 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 27

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    and I wont sit down on that chair, I wont pick up that bottle. I wont become the monster that I once was. I wont let the judgemental, condemning, self destructive, angry, abusive...
    squeezenbiteme squeezenbiteme 31-35, M 1 Response May 16

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    This is the my last post. Today this afternooon cup who has been sexual abused to me found my new adress and came to my apartment and force me ,open door of my apartment,force...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 28

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    I have had them . ive been hurt too many times too badly . I can't take it any more . you give your love to someone , you trust them and they throw it back in your face by hurting...
    devilgirl123zombie devilgirl123zombie 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    Hey there! i know that many of us had tried to restart our life so many times, i tried it for years, every time i think i was destroyed i intented to start again. Today, this is a...
    victorpons victorpons 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    I'm worried that I might have too high standards or expectations for who I want to date. I haven't dated anyone yet and I always thought that when I got older I would find someone...
    ellpato ellpato 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 28

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    I wouldnʻt mind talking to a very cute guy and good hearted guy!
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 13

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    When I was a kid my mother made me sing in the choir at school. She thought it would help break me out of my shell (didn't work). She used to get so mad over the teacher not giving...
    SilverSpiderwebs SilverSpiderwebs 31-35, M 1 day ago

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    I have a secret, which no one knows about...... and no one will, until I find the right person, which will be hard Don't trust anyone
    BloodCravings BloodCravings 13-15, M Apr 30

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    When I was 8-9, I planned to take my life on my 16th birthday. January 14th. That event was soon coming close and January came and I stayed home from school, I couldn't function. I...
    mightymouse69 mightymouse69 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    just had this thought. maybe I shouldn't say never. only if I found an English guy, and by marrying him I become a citizen. not sure how that works :/ but that's the only way I'd...
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F 3 Responses May 18

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    ...to someone who has issues with my having a strong personality, my wanting to be successful and ambitious, and who hates his parents so much that he even wished they were dead.
    iCuriousBabe iCuriousBabe 41-45, F 4 Responses May 18

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    I remember the days when all it would take for me to cheer up was going outside and looking at a tree... It didn't even have to be a living tree. I'd just stare at it and feel a...
    iamFrightened iamFrightened 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I've heard numerous times that I'm beautiful. I've heard numerous times that I'm sexy. But that fact that no one has ever been entranced by my personality makes me feel like the...
    awaywego4 awaywego4 26-30, F 1 Response May 17

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    I’m really hoping some of you can offer me some much needed support and guidance as I’m young, confused and heartbroken. Where do I start? I started my job coming up to 2...
    anony333 anony333 18-21, F May 4

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    This is probably going to be a bit long-winded and hard to explain, but here goes. I know that a lot of people may judge me and think 'well she's only 13-15 what does she know, she...
    ViperaStellaris ViperaStellaris 13-15, F 2 Responses May 15

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    I will understand if you delete me from your circle after this. Not that these facts will be "bad," but some will be opinions of some kind, so.. Yeah. Here we go. 1. I don't want...
    nodolagem nodolagem 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    It’s been said that most people who take their own life don’t leave notes explaining why they felt it necessary to leave this place. Not one for stylish trends I decided this...
    layllah layllah 36-40, F 2 Responses May 11

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    This is a love story. Back in the year 2009 I fell in love with a man from Poland. I was 18 years old and he swept me off my little feet. Still now I often think about him. But he...
    auby91 auby91 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    There it is again, that feeling. Its creeping in, taking a hold of me. Soon there will be little of me left. I do what i can, I struggle, I fail. What use is it to struggle when...
    JickalisBlackthorn JickalisBlackthorn 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 27

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    cuddles and giggles give way to passions heat, time is silenced and the heavens thunder...... it is the hour of need, of lust minds bend and bodies quiver; anticipating kisses come...
    Pand0rasCharm Pand0rasCharm 70+, F 1 Response May 4

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    I began dating my best friend almost 4 years ago mainly because of her personality and the connection we had at that time. We are both in college and still have 3 years to graduate...
    MrRadjel MrRadjel 22-25, M 9 hrs ago

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    Yesterday my beloved, cherished kitty who I got to replace my last kitty that died less than a year ago was killed under the garage door. That kitty was one of the few things I had...
    cherrypie54552 cherrypie54552 18-21, F May 14

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    I never felt free in my entire life. All my life I have been trapped by overprotected parents. If I trust or love someone, they will throw all those negative trash on me. They...
    redsilver26 redsilver26 18-21, F 3 Responses May 13

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    I fell in love once; it was unlike anything I have ever felt before or since. That sense of purpose, that drive, that pure joy at seeing her, the number of new skills I learned...
    MrWinstonSmith MrWinstonSmith 22-25, M May 16

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