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I Want to Lock Up My Heart and Never Open It to Anyone Again

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 183 People

    I am tired of opening it

    and being played with ENOUGH !!! ******* worthless despicable excuse of a human male specimens of our species !!:-@
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 17, 2014

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    Dilemma

    Should I be happy that you are back or SAD because I can't embrace you with open arms?
    BreatheEasyAgain BreatheEasyAgain 36-40, F May 19, 2013

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    Rogue's Love Tale of Woe

    I had found the one who took my breathe away. He was right in my back yard. I saw him, and recognized him immediately. I knew that my heart belonged to him. I am always very cautious to whom I lend my heart. So I find it a difficult concept, that It was so easy for him to break...
    RogueAlphaFemale RogueAlphaFemale 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 26, 2008

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    Lock Up Myheart

    If I would lock up my heart and never open it to anyone again then it is the end.  I have been hurt many times, and I still open my heart.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F 2 Responses May 16, 2011

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    Separate

    The man I have my babies for walked out the door one day and never returned. He now lives with his ex. I wish I neverd loved. I wish my heart was locked up. I hurt so bad cause he is never coming back.
    Babefe5 Babefe5 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 22, 2013

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    Tried

     Many...many..times yet I always fail.There is always some guy who pries it open. FML!
    reset reset 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    I Thought I Found The One

    and then he broke my heart.  i want to be happy again but i want to hide under a rock.  i never leave my place except to go to work, which is the only good thing in my life right now it seems (besides friends and family).  when i am busy i dont have a chance to think about...
    CanIPushRewind CanIPushRewind 26-30 2 Responses Feb 20, 2011

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    Love Hurts Sometimes

    I recently (recently being a month ago) decided to give up on girls and the prospect of finding a great relationship.......after admitting my feelings for someone I have known for years and developed feelings for, she didn't care........she brushed my feelings aside like they...
    SuperheroFanboy SuperheroFanboy 26-30, M 5 Responses Apr 22, 2013

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    I kinda have... I never really wanted to I just

    have. I'll have deep feelings for someone for a few days, but then they just disappear one day like they were never there. It's happened like 5 times since my last relationship. :/ I hope eventually I'll open my heart up again and let love back in. I've lost all desire to be...
    left4deadspace left4deadspace 18-21, M Sep 17, 2014

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    Is It Worth It

    Why. whats the point. If i knew that love hurt this bad would i have loved. The place where my heart was is a dark empty hole. The pain day after day. night after night. hurts to breath. every beat is a wourld of hurt. Why would i want to open it ever again. the damage is done...
    mommy1978 mommy1978 31-35, F 5 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    Keeping My Guard Up

    I've learned the best way to prevent your heart from getting broken is to act like you don't have one.I just got my guard up,fed up with you letting me down every time.I'm tired of believing all of your lies. I'm tired of you proving me wrong every time. I'm tired of getting my...
    BreatheEasyAgain BreatheEasyAgain 36-40, F May 22, 2013

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    "broken down, tossed aside,

    heart ripped out, fallen, breathless, struggle found, suffocation, feelings lost, emotions reamed, dreams drowned chaos abound." Well I opened up my heart again to someone I thought I could trust. The feelings seemed mutual and I grew to love her in the past two years. I...
    thenumberonepain thenumberonepain 18-21, M 1 Response May 12, 2014

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    Claustrophobia

    hi I suffer from claustrophobia and it is getting worse......... lifts   trains...tunnels...back of 2 door cars etc etc     Recently I seem to be thinking of it a lot.. My story starts when I was 23 and 6 months pregnant with my first child.  I...
    close close 51-55, F Aug 12, 2010

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    Love Isnt In Me Any More

    she cries alone staring at pictures of an amazing man she will never haveeven though he teased her made her feel like he felt something for herthen when she asked if he really didhe said.....no(i just wanted to add this happened a while ago)
    brokenandalone brokenandalone 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    I'm am bit for this topic

    but a lot if people say they get hurt by people they try to love. If it helps, realize that there are almost 8 billion people on this planet. I'm sure there is a vast amount that would be perfect for you. If the ones who hurt you by breaking your heart. Look at the common...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 22-25, M Sep 18, 2014

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    bigheartsmallworld bigheartsmallworld 36-40, M 7 hrs ago

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    I have never been the girl who gets flowers at work for no reason. I have never been surprised with random gifts for no reason. I have never had a man go out of his way to do...
    kitkat0216 kitkat0216 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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      My name is Bob. I am 45 and i'm sad. There is a reason for it and once i tell you, i'm guessing you will either laugh at me or feel pity for me. I have held this in too...
    zerobitRaD zerobitRaD 41-45, M 1 day ago

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    [Liam] Now that you can't have me You suddenly want me Now that I'm with somebody else You tell me you love me I slept on your doorstep Begging for one chance Now that I finally...
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Post 005 There are no red flags that pop up for me in Genesis Chapter 5 at all. Chapter 5 deals mainly with Adam and Eve's lineage through Seth until the birth of Noah, and that...
    DGA2000 DGA2000 61-65 2 days ago

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    As in girl friend, not girlfriend. Strictly online, as I've got a family which could never deal with my EP self. I'd like to be your friend to run things by, vent at, and share...
    mickitg mickitg 41-45, T 3 days ago

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    Just turned 20 and have never dated anyone! I feel like it has to do with that I'm like really shy especially with new people which come off as rude? Well that's what some of my...
    Taniays Taniays 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    it's funny how it seems like everybody just have a need for teasing me. both my friends, old teachers and other people whom I know. they may not mean it in a mean way, but what...
    twoface444 twoface444 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    i am bored out of my mind right now, any one want to txt me? if you want inbox me and ask, if not its cool i know its unorthodox haha but if you DO we can talk about whatever...
    Jwolf1342 Jwolf1342 22-25, M Aug 22

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    November 4 anybody? Ive never met anyone in my entire life with the same birthday as me :O
    farawayforfartoolong farawayforfartoolong 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    I divorced in Feb 2014 and although I started dating very quickly, I had already checked out of my marriage approximately 1-2 years prior, so I felt I was ok to date. I met an...
    14nolookingback 14nolookingback 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    never want to be hurt like that again
    lillyross lillyross 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I am married and fell in love with someone that was also married. I've never met anyone like her and she has a little boy and decided we couldn't be together so she told her...
    jakers77 jakers77 36-40, M Aug 20

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    Apart from the time EP had the Korean spammers, I don't intend on blocking anyone, so if you don't like me, you're going to have to block me
    VerticalCirrus VerticalCirrus 22-25, M Aug 16

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    I can not find anyone who loves me back. I'm gay. I have dated only once but it was long distance. All the guys who I have crushed on are straight or they don't know what they are...
    AlphaSolaAmator AlphaSolaAmator 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 16

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    the one i will never tell anyone is me and my wife like bi sex sometimes.
    stlguy45 stlguy45 41-45, M 4 Responses Aug 16

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    || Let's clear one thing up before I go into my story.... I am 21 and I do not want to become a mom right now nor the next 4 years. Why? Because my life is out of control right now...
    Loquesoy Loquesoy 18-21, F 7 Responses Aug 16

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    I am not a mean or angry person but currently in my mind, I exercise hurting you in million ways and I enjoy it! Is that healthy? Does that make me evil or sick? Well I don't want...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 16

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    My mother abused my cats to assert her power over me & to feed off my pain, helplessness and terror. I always felt so guilty that I couldn't protect them from her that I never told...
    wowodeals wowodeals 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    This will come as a surprise to anyone who knows me, seeing as I have one common line at any school dance. "I don't slow dance." If it's not joking around or with family, I just...
    AttackOnPinkie AttackOnPinkie 13-15, F Aug 15

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    It's complicated. I'm married and have a son with another on the way. But I've fallen out of love with him but cannot tell him. AND I want to see other people but I won't for my...
    Himewari0213 Himewari0213 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 15

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    I really need to be held and told everything will be alright at the moment. I was so damaged that it took me 43 years to finally fall in love for the first time. When I did, I...
    CarlaCal CarlaCal 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    "List down everything you hate." I hate how my parents aren't together anymore, or how my apartment doesn't allow dogs and I have to give Igloo and Romeo away, and how I will...
    margauxbeausoleil margauxbeausoleil 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    You know what? I'm gonna do it! I'm sick of being put second and now I'm gonna put myself first. Finally I opened up and now someone is willing to help me! After getting kicked out...
    porcelainymphet porcelainymphet 18-21, F Aug 14

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    I always feel that if I tell somebody something, then they'll tell everyone about it and I'll look like a nut. So, I never tell anyone anything except for maybe my therapist. I...
    Josimms23 Josimms23 18-21, F 10 Responses Aug 13

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    I've never had anyone really love me. Not family, friends, nor any boyfriend I have ever had. I just want it. I crave it. I long for it so much.
    laurenzerbe laurenzerbe 16-17, F 7 Responses Aug 12

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    I miss all my college friends and people I went to school with. 30,000 kids went to my school and I never had a problem with anyone!!! I can honestly say I liked everyone I met...
    ERMAHGERD1 ERMAHGERD1 22-25, F Aug 12

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