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I Want to Lock Up My Heart and Never Open It to Anyone Again

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 174 People

    I'm am bit for this topic

    but a lot if people say they get hurt by people they try to love. If it helps, realize that there are almost 8 billion people on this planet. I'm sure there is a vast amount that would be perfect for you. If the ones who hurt you by breaking your heart. Look at the common...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M Sep 18

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    "broken down, tossed aside,

    heart ripped out, fallen, breathless, struggle found, suffocation, feelings lost, emotions reamed, dreams drowned chaos abound." Well I opened up my heart again to someone I thought I could trust. The feelings seemed mutual and I grew to love her in the past two years. I...
    thenumberonepain thenumberonepain 18-21, M 1 Response May 12

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    Love Isnt In Me Any More

    she cries alone staring at pictures of an amazing man she will never haveeven though he teased her made her feel like he felt something for herthen when she asked if he really didhe said.....no(i just wanted to add this happened a while ago)
    brokenandalone brokenandalone 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    Keeping My Guard Up

    I've learned the best way to prevent your heart from getting broken is to act like you don't have one.I just got my guard up,fed up with you letting me down every time.I'm tired of believing all of your lies. I'm tired of you proving me wrong every time. I'm tired of getting my...
    BreatheEasyAgain BreatheEasyAgain 36-40, F May 22, 2013

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    I am tired of opening it

    and being played with ENOUGH !!! ******* worthless despicable excuse of a human male specimens of our species !!:-@
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 17

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    I Thought I Found The One

    and then he broke my heart.  i want to be happy again but i want to hide under a rock.  i never leave my place except to go to work, which is the only good thing in my life right now it seems (besides friends and family).  when i am busy i dont have a chance to think about...
    CanIPushRewind CanIPushRewind 26-30 2 Responses Feb 20, 2011

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    Lock Up Myheart

    If I would lock up my heart and never open it to anyone again then it is the end.  I have been hurt many times, and I still open my heart.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F 2 Responses May 16, 2011

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    Tried

     Many...many..times yet I always fail.There is always some guy who pries it open. FML!
    reset reset 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    Is It Worth It

    Why. whats the point. If i knew that love hurt this bad would i have loved. The place where my heart was is a dark empty hole. The pain day after day. night after night. hurts to breath. every beat is a wourld of hurt. Why would i want to open it ever again. the damage is done...
    mommy1978 mommy1978 31-35, F 5 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    Dilemma

    Should I be happy that you are back or SAD because I can't embrace you with open arms?
    BreatheEasyAgain BreatheEasyAgain 36-40, F May 19, 2013

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    Claustrophobia

    hi I suffer from claustrophobia and it is getting worse......... lifts   trains...tunnels...back of 2 door cars etc etc     Recently I seem to be thinking of it a lot.. My story starts when I was 23 and 6 months pregnant with my first child.  I...
    close close 51-55, F Aug 12, 2010

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    Rogue's Love Tale of Woe

    I had found the one who took my breathe away. He was right in my back yard. I saw him, and recognized him immediately. I knew that my heart belonged to him. I am always very cautious to whom I lend my heart. So I find it a difficult concept, that It was so easy for him to break...
    RogueAlphaFemale RogueAlphaFemale 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 26, 2008

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    I kinda have... I never really wanted to I just

    have. I'll have deep feelings for someone for a few days, but then they just disappear one day like they were never there. It's happened like 5 times since my last relationship. :/ I hope eventually I'll open my heart up again and let love back in. I've lost all desire to be...
    left4deadspace left4deadspace 16-17, M Sep 17

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    Love Hurts Sometimes

    I recently (recently being a month ago) decided to give up on girls and the prospect of finding a great relationship.......after admitting my feelings for someone I have known for years and developed feelings for, she didn't care........she brushed my feelings aside like they...
    SuperheroFanboy SuperheroFanboy 26-30, M 5 Responses Apr 22, 2013

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    Separate

    The man I have my babies for walked out the door one day and never returned. He now lives with his ex. I wish I neverd loved. I wish my heart was locked up. I hurt so bad cause he is never coming back.
    Babefe5 Babefe5 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 22, 2013

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    Trust is the biggest thing in my life, i wouldn't trust another human being I'll never admit my problems to anyone i don't trust. i don't need another dusty human in my face...
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    **** you and all your girlfriends... I don't want to be just another number
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    I feel like I shouldn't try because I feel like the girls in my school hate me or would never go for me.
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    Two broken lives, become one whole: A story of two troubled people just looking for love. Brittaney: How we met I don't remember the first time we met, it must have been a random...
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    I really hope that my brother will never see this, you see he doesn't quite think I can do it. I'm studying science though I hate. My parent's aren't making me but it's how our...
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    He said to me that he'd always be here for me. No matter what he'd always help me out, would always try. The one time I really needed his help cos I thought I was getting out of...
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    Completely Devastated I feel like I have woken up into a nightmare. Just a shell of myself that I no longer truly am here inside myself I'm just void. All I know is that for the...
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    I don't want to love anymore. I don't want to say I love you anymore. I don't want to give anybody love, I don't trust anybody who tells me they love me. I don't want anybody to...
    buddiesheart buddiesheart 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 3

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    I am 2 days from being 23 years old and am married to a childhood best friend. We married one year ago, almost to the day. He has always been incredibly close to my family and...
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    As you all know there was a man in my life who persecuted me and made my life a living hell . I wish if I was a talented author to write the whole story with all the details but...
    lostsouluk lostsouluk 31-35, F 3 Responses Oct 31

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    As you all know there was a man in my life who persecuted me and made my life a living hell . I wish if I was a talented author to write the whole story with all the details but...
    lostsouluk lostsouluk 31-35, F Oct 31

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    My heart has been broken again... by my MM. I never imagined this would happen. I must say this is has come as a huge shock to me as I didn't expect it. Am left with a huge hole in...
    Keysha1974 Keysha1974 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 27

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    Well my heart is so broken my husband his 40th birthday is on the 28th of this month I was planning a big party for him and it is almost a year since he left you would think that...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F Nov 13

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    When I was little- about 4 or 5, give or take, it's hard to remember. I would go over to my aunts house a lot for babysitting and to just hang out because she would do fun things...
    memoriesplsgo memoriesplsgo 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 29

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    I met my husband in 2009 and he was everything I had asked for. I even wrote a letter back in 2006 describing my perfect soul mate. And to our shock, he was it. He even found...
    bettergood bettergood 36-40, F Nov 11

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    No one can understand other person's pain until they have gone through the same.i admit publicly that I am depressed and anxious.I have stopped pretending that I am positive.I have...
    genuineangel genuineangel 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 30

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    Message to China This is a cut an paste from another blog I hope you find this I have never met anyone that, I have felt this kind of connection with. I’m part of a bigger whole...
    4in1 4in1 36-40 Nov 13

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    Me and my girlfriend dated for 3+ years.We were neighbors for most of our relationship. She moved during the summer but we always saw each other on Friday and Weekends. It was even...
    seighhart seighhart 16-17, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I've never understood how anyone could look at people with kids or babies and say to themselves, "Yeah, that looks like fun. That would make my life better." How HIGH would you...
    lillydontcare lillydontcare 26-30 Oct 24

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    Breath. Whatever you're doing right now. Take a deep breath, than another. You are so beautiful. Has anyone told you that lately? And there is something more important. You're...
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    I want you to feel lonely when I'm not around I want you to feel like you need me I want you to know when I'm feeling blue and try to cheer me up, say all the right things I want...
    nicoulle nicoulle 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 9

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    Love once left me cold and gray I had almost reached heaven Just to feel it slip away But life's too short to waste away Being scared to take chances Or so I've heard wise men say...
    dsardes dsardes 26-30, M Nov 13

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