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I Want to Lock Up My Heart and Never Open It to Anyone Again

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 181 People

    Love Hurts Sometimes

    I recently (recently being a month ago) decided to give up on girls and the prospect of finding a great relationship.......after admitting my feelings for someone I have known for years and developed feelings for, she didn't care........she brushed my feelings aside like they...
    SuperheroFanboy SuperheroFanboy 26-30, M 5 Responses Apr 22, 2013

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    I kinda have... I never really wanted to I just

    have. I'll have deep feelings for someone for a few days, but then they just disappear one day like they were never there. It's happened like 5 times since my last relationship. :/ I hope eventually I'll open my heart up again and let love back in. I've lost all desire to be...
    left4deadspace left4deadspace 18-21, M Sep 17, 2014

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    Is It Worth It

    Why. whats the point. If i knew that love hurt this bad would i have loved. The place where my heart was is a dark empty hole. The pain day after day. night after night. hurts to breath. every beat is a wourld of hurt. Why would i want to open it ever again. the damage is done...
    mommy1978 mommy1978 31-35, F 5 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    I Thought I Found The One

    and then he broke my heart.  i want to be happy again but i want to hide under a rock.  i never leave my place except to go to work, which is the only good thing in my life right now it seems (besides friends and family).  when i am busy i dont have a chance to think about...
    CanIPushRewind CanIPushRewind 26-30 2 Responses Feb 20, 2011

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    Dilemma

    Should I be happy that you are back or SAD because I can't embrace you with open arms?
    BreatheEasyAgain BreatheEasyAgain 36-40, F May 19, 2013

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    Claustrophobia

    hi I suffer from claustrophobia and it is getting worse......... lifts   trains...tunnels...back of 2 door cars etc etc     Recently I seem to be thinking of it a lot.. My story starts when I was 23 and 6 months pregnant with my first child.  I...
    close close 51-55, F Aug 12, 2010

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    Separate

    The man I have my babies for walked out the door one day and never returned. He now lives with his ex. I wish I neverd loved. I wish my heart was locked up. I hurt so bad cause he is never coming back.
    Babefe5 Babefe5 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 22, 2013

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    I'm am bit for this topic

    but a lot if people say they get hurt by people they try to love. If it helps, realize that there are almost 8 billion people on this planet. I'm sure there is a vast amount that would be perfect for you. If the ones who hurt you by breaking your heart. Look at the common...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 22-25, M Sep 18, 2014

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    I am tired of opening it

    and being played with ENOUGH !!! ******* worthless despicable excuse of a human male specimens of our species !!:-@
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 17, 2014

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    Lock Up Myheart

    If I would lock up my heart and never open it to anyone again then it is the end.  I have been hurt many times, and I still open my heart.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F 2 Responses May 16, 2011

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    "broken down, tossed aside,

    heart ripped out, fallen, breathless, struggle found, suffocation, feelings lost, emotions reamed, dreams drowned chaos abound." Well I opened up my heart again to someone I thought I could trust. The feelings seemed mutual and I grew to love her in the past two years. I...
    thenumberonepain thenumberonepain 18-21, M 1 Response May 12, 2014

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    Rogue's Love Tale of Woe

    I had found the one who took my breathe away. He was right in my back yard. I saw him, and recognized him immediately. I knew that my heart belonged to him. I am always very cautious to whom I lend my heart. So I find it a difficult concept, that It was so easy for him to break...
    RogueAlphaFemale RogueAlphaFemale 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 26, 2008

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    Love Isnt In Me Any More

    she cries alone staring at pictures of an amazing man she will never haveeven though he teased her made her feel like he felt something for herthen when she asked if he really didhe said.....no(i just wanted to add this happened a while ago)
    brokenandalone brokenandalone 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    Keeping My Guard Up

    I've learned the best way to prevent your heart from getting broken is to act like you don't have one.I just got my guard up,fed up with you letting me down every time.I'm tired of believing all of your lies. I'm tired of you proving me wrong every time. I'm tired of getting my...
    BreatheEasyAgain BreatheEasyAgain 36-40, F May 22, 2013

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    Tried

     Many...many..times yet I always fail.There is always some guy who pries it open. FML!
    reset reset 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    I've never told anyone this but I'm going to share this with everyone here I want to get married someday and I can promise you this future wife I will always be their for you when...
    LuisB3344 LuisB3344 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 30

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    And I hope I never will! I believe strongly in no murder! A saying "one kill, devil drill." Lmao worst fail saying ever comment and heart if you support me!!!
    atfenix atfenix 13-15, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    But the truth is some secrets are better kept in the dark. You can't "unlearn" something you've uncovered, so it should be no surprise people like me will painstakingly take...
    Hereforlols Hereforlols 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 29

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    My heart will not stop hurting. I just want to sleep
    Nurse68 Nurse68 41-45, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I hate love, I want nothing to do with it ever again. I'm 150% done with it
    Madison18 Madison18 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 7

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    it's not a secret if u tell somone
    luckyzach luckyzach 18-21, M Mar 29

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    ive had dreams im a male being toped by another male sexually even though im not male
    KenRanWolfy KenRanWolfy 16-17, T 2 Responses Mar 30

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    I fell in love with a boy who fell in love with hurting me.
    Madison18 Madison18 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 16

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    I wish it would all go away. Just want to close my eyes and never open them again
    Lonelywife39 Lonelywife39 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I am in love with a married woman whom I deeply admire and want to desperately spend the rest of my life with. We both are pretty much of the same age. Let me tell about this...
    super36 super36 36-40, M 4 days ago

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    Regardless the pain my hearts been under for several years, I chose to finally stop and listen. My heart took all the pain from men it can handle. Not just thru my past...
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F 5 Responses Apr 13

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    My Ex came by the other day.... at first she seemed angry and stern. I gathered this by the tone in her voice and her telling me over and over again that she is here to talk this...
    VintageSparrow VintageSparrow 22-25, F Apr 7

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    Hi guys, I'm new here and this story is so much annoying me lol as last month I went to visit one of Middle East country. And I think that I felt in love. I met a guy there that...
    prettypenny1234 prettypenny1234 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    Many nights I dreamt of you not knowing who you were Waiting for the one my heart truly ever desired Many times sitting in bed alone in those cold nights Slowly falling in love...
    ChantouKimmy ChantouKimmy 41-45, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    After 23 years my ex had an affair, then tells me he has a sexual gender identity disorder. Which means all those male friends of his that he flaunted in my face as a buddy were...
    Rainey14 Rainey14 61-65, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    I never had anyone telling me that he had feelings towards me. Needless to say, I also never have someone returning my feelings towards him.( I have only had a bit feelings...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    It was horrible. When I was between the ages of 16 to 17 in 2011 in my first year of sixth form I had a crush on this girl. I liked her because she actually seemed interested in me...
    ZemaLDFM ZemaLDFM 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 15

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    Since when my childhood I was always shy and I still am.I want to change this but I don't know where to start.A lot of people will say that my life was pretty easy because I always...
    loveandmorelove loveandmorelove 13-15, F 4 Responses Apr 14

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    I believe seeing who a person truly is, it's really what's on the inside that matters to me I never judge anyone at all I'm not that type of person
    DevinaLockwood DevinaLockwood 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    I've been dating this girl for 5 months, we are both 20, and we said we love each other after 2 months. But the problem is, I found out she's slept with 12 guys by age 19 soon...
    Fatality2013 Fatality2013 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 3

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    I really never understands why do I always like someone who I can never be good enough. I am not being too depressed or wanting sympathy. But I never had anyone telling me that he...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F Apr 4

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    my family is too toxic and emotionally abusive for me, i can't take it anymore. i can't keep pretending i'm happy because deep inside i know i'm not happy at all. my parents never...
    randomgirl42 randomgirl42 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 10

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    As I lay beside her, I hear her heavy breathing. Fast asleep. It's 4:00 in the morning and heavy insomnia has taken over me. I feel weak. I feel useless. I don't want to fall in...
    BleedAshes BleedAshes 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 27

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    Just found this on facebook and thought of sharing it here :) When I was a kid, my Mom liked to cook food and every now & then I remember she used to cook for us. One night in...
    MrImperfect MrImperfect 16-17, M 3 Responses Apr 11

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    im kind of considering it. but again i love my husband so much. but i just dont wanna cry anymore. plus i dont want donnie not being able to do daddy things with his father...
    AiymaSnikies AiymaSnikies 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 16

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    Hey everybody! I'm Troy and I'll tell you 20 things about myself! 1. I make YouTube videos 2. I love music (I have 11,000 songs from very different genres!) 3. I'm really good at...
    TroyAlexanderTheGreat TroyAlexanderTheGreat 18-21, M Mar 27

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    1. I have been stung by bees 42 times 2. My nickname is Elly 3. I'm 13 4. I'm straight, but will openly yell "I love you" across the hall to my friends 5. I'm recovering from...
    Ellytheoutcast Ellytheoutcast 13-15, F 6 Responses Apr 2

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