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I Want to Lock Up My Heart and Never Open It to Anyone Again

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    Love Hurts Sometimes

    I recently (recently being a month ago) decided to give up on girls and the prospect of finding a great relationship.......after admitting my feelings for someone I have known for years and developed feelings for, she didn't care........she brushed my feelings aside like they...
    SuperheroFanboy SuperheroFanboy 26-30, M 5 Responses Apr 22, 2013

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    Lock Up Myheart

    If I would lock up my heart and never open it to anyone again then it is the end.  I have been hurt many times, and I still open my heart.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F 2 Responses May 16, 2011

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    Keeping My Guard Up

    I've learned the best way to prevent your heart from getting broken is to act like you don't have one.I just got my guard up,fed up with you letting me down every time.I'm tired of believing all of your lies. I'm tired of you proving me wrong every time. I'm tired of getting my...
    BreatheEasyAgain BreatheEasyAgain 36-40, F May 22, 2013

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    Claustrophobia

    hi I suffer from claustrophobia and it is getting worse......... lifts   trains...tunnels...back of 2 door cars etc etc     Recently I seem to be thinking of it a lot.. My story starts when I was 23 and 6 months pregnant with my first child.  I...
    close close 51-55, F Aug 12, 2010

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    Is It Worth It

    Why. whats the point. If i knew that love hurt this bad would i have loved. The place where my heart was is a dark empty hole. The pain day after day. night after night. hurts to breath. every beat is a wourld of hurt. Why would i want to open it ever again. the damage is done...
    mommy1978 mommy1978 31-35, F 5 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    Rogue's Love Tale of Woe

    I had found the one who took my breathe away. He was right in my back yard. I saw him, and recognized him immediately. I knew that my heart belonged to him. I am always very cautious to whom I lend my heart. So I find it a difficult concept, that It was so easy for him to break...
    RogueAlphaFemale RogueAlphaFemale 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 26, 2008

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    Separate

    The man I have my babies for walked out the door one day and never returned. He now lives with his ex. I wish I neverd loved. I wish my heart was locked up. I hurt so bad cause he is never coming back.
    Babefe5 Babefe5 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 22, 2013

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    Dilemma

    Should I be happy that you are back or SAD because I can't embrace you with open arms?
    BreatheEasyAgain BreatheEasyAgain 36-40, F May 19, 2013

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    Tried

     Many...many..times yet I always fail.There is always some guy who pries it open. FML!
    reset reset 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    Love Isnt In Me Any More

    she cries alone staring at pictures of an amazing man she will never haveeven though he teased her made her feel like he felt something for herthen when she asked if he really didhe said.....no(i just wanted to add this happened a while ago)
    brokenandalone brokenandalone 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    I Thought I Found The One

    and then he broke my heart.  i want to be happy again but i want to hide under a rock.  i never leave my place except to go to work, which is the only good thing in my life right now it seems (besides friends and family).  when i am busy i dont have a chance to think about...
    CanIPushRewind CanIPushRewind 26-30 2 Responses Feb 20, 2011

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    "broken down, tossed aside,

    heart ripped out, fallen, breathless, struggle found, suffocation, feelings lost, emotions reamed, dreams drowned chaos abound." Well I opened up my heart again to someone I thought I could trust. The feelings seemed mutual and I grew to love her in the past two years. I...
    thenumberonepain thenumberonepain 18-21, M May 12

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    Related Experiences

    I have defiantly thought about it a few times....okay more than a few.....but I have never killed anyone outside of my mind. :3
    HeatherNightmare HeatherNightmare 16-17, F 7 Responses Jul 7

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    Thats my problem, up there...yup , absolutely the big problem... Again.. Should have kill someone
    Tatatatatatatad Tatatatatatatad 18-21, M Jul 1

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    Not that I haven't wanted to a few times, but I don't think I'm capable of killing anyone or anything for that matter ._. Except spiders
    LoserLibs LoserLibs 13-15, F Jul 5

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    Never have.. But would if i had to for friends or family
    PorkNugget PorkNugget 16-17, M 5 days ago

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    Should've never tried it. Hurt me so badly
    Yerbamate Yerbamate 26-30, M Jul 11

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    Yeah... Thats up there ^ Thats the problems, yup, big problem
    Tatatatatatatad Tatatatatatatad 18-21, M Jun 30

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    Overall, I do not see what the big deal is. It seems both awkward and a bit disgusting to me....so do more intimate things....I suppose that act of affection, along with the rest...
    Kawiicatnipotaku Kawiicatnipotaku 18-21, M Jul 1

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    I don't plan to anyway. Somehow I prefer being killed than killing someone just to protect myself. I don't wanna go and see hell.
    flyoffsomewhere flyoffsomewhere 16-17, F Jul 5

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    But I have seen someone getting murdered ....
    DrowningInPain2 DrowningInPain2 13-15, F Jul 5

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    Lip biting could be part of it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 12

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    I mean what's the point in being in a relationship thats most likely going to fail. you just get to love someone who eventually won't love you back. Yes you have good times, but it...
    danielfrost danielfrost 16-17, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    The flame of love extinguished, her heart is open again.
    akindheart akindheart 56-60, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I'm considering deleting my account here and leaving the site for good, so far I got hurt enough, it seems the more I explain about me the worse it gets...maybe I'm too sincere...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 26-30, F 11 Responses 3 days ago

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    1:Is there a boy/girl in your life? I'm single as a.......... single person 😳 2:Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them? *thinking* thunk! Yes :) I forgive...
    Cozy01 Cozy01 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 28

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    Why does splitting up hurt so much when it was my decision to end it? Around February this year my ex-girlfriend persuaded me to try giving our relationship another go. We had...
    Rafamac Rafamac 41-45, M 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I struggle telling people about my problems. So, I guess just writing my whole story would be better. Haha, I know it'll be pretty long. I'll just go ahead and say it: my mother...
    BookWonderer BookWonderer 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 14

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    Below is a write up I have just finished compiling. Bride of Christ is to leave behind materials that will guide those who shall become believers during the tribulation period as...
    stepkamau stepkamau 36-40, M 6 days ago

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    Well, actually this is the main reason I came to this website... I have a lot in my mind, a lot going on in my life right now, and most of it are things I wouldn't want to be...
    Yasahiro Yasahiro 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 4

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    I don't want to feel anything today (I don't want to feel anything today) Anything at all I'll just be alone (I just want to know that you want to know) I don't want to live...
    farhad1993 farhad1993 18-21, M Jul 4

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    001. What is Your Name? =You can call me Achelle 002. How old are you? =21 yrs old and turning 22 this December 003. What is the link to your website, blog, or myspace? =you can...
    Achelle07 Achelle07 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    I happened upon this piece of writing today, and I liked it so much I thought I'd share. It really speaks to me! I agree with what she says, and almost feel like I could have...
    Aimee17 Aimee17 36-40, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    ForgivenessSo, what could you forgive in your life? How far could someone push you, how deeply could they scar you and you can still let it go. I mean, honestly just let it go...
    MissinMySon MissinMySon 36-40, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I have to get this off my chest or I will explode. My husband and I have been married several years. I had a child from a previous relationship, and we had two together. I always...
    nwhermit nwhermit 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    I'm in love with the idea of having that one of a kind love, but have yet to find it. I have had love but not the kind of love, that cast out your fears and is as comforting as a...
    brightbabyblues4u brightbabyblues4u 36-40, F 4 Responses Jul 4

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    I see your faceYou look more beautiful every passing dayI live this tranceWhere I'm loved by this wonderful woman.I want you, I feel you, I love youThis feeling I have for you is...
    prettyfate prettyfate 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 7

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    Hey everybody.. You know.. Sometimes you have a feeling, that your heart is not breathing anymore. It feels like, it has been chained with a giant metal ball, trying not to drawn...
    Fortunatus33 Fortunatus33 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 7

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    So there I was over 30 with there beautiful children. I had been being abused by the man I married for apx ten years. I had gotten a job not a great job but I made some money and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Jul 8

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    Once your heart been touched it's difficult to use your mind so I do believe you should follow it as you might regret it!As once that heart is broken it can't be fixed again so you...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    You Know What Sucks? The Fact That I Want You But You Don't Want Me Back.. The Fact That All Ive Been Trying To Do Is Love You.. And All You've Ever Wanted Was Someone Else.. Well...
    HopelessLoveHer HopelessLoveHer 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    my dad kind of started not liking me by the time i was 12. he was always questioning me like i was doing something wrong. he would point out the flaws on my face bc puberty made me...
    enemyinthemirror enemyinthemirror 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    It amazes me how i never judge on anyone or do hurt in real life or at ep... But the return is to rip my heart off my chest and step on and squash repeatedly for the amuse of...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 15

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    You Know What Sucks? The Fact That I Want You But You Don't Want Me Back.. The Fact That All Ive Been Trying To Do Is Love You.. And All You've Ever Wanted Was Someone Else.. Well...
    HopelessLoveHer HopelessLoveHer 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Never had a crush. Never liked anyone (romantically). Never had a boyfriend. I am in no rush either. As I went through my years of high school, my friends always went on rants...
    Liv4Life Liv4Life 18-21, F Jul 7

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    I miss being in love. I want to be there so badly again. I just LOVE the jump in my heart, when I look into her eyes - and I can see that she's looking at me with love too... The...
    milehighHeartbreak milehighHeartbreak 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 12

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    I love my bf. He doesn't control me or take advantage of me , unlike other men. He let me do whatever I want whenever I want and he never complain any of them.. He has given me...
    Sharlita Sharlita 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    I don't mind sharing some of my personal problems or putting them out there too much. But I don't like talking about them in detail. Maybe because it's embarrassing and don't want...
    almaera almaera 18-21, F Jul 2

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