I Want to Lose Myself

Everywhere I go, there I am 12 People

    Life Isn't Fair

    Lies, and deceit follow me like a dark cloud, drenching me with regret. I can never stop myself from thinking of the lies that I have told, or the people that are affected by them. And then there is the pain, the pain of losing those that I love. And then more lies to cover up...
    Nasuada Nasuada
    Jan 5, 2013

    Wanting To Lose Myself

    So want to not be here....so want to be hiding from the realities of life....want to hide so much and yet to be so in it..
    Beatrice1957 Beatrice1957
    Dec 28, 2012

    I Just Want To Forget

    I want to forget the pain, the betrayal, and the suffering that I have caused myself. Where I find regret, I see myself. How can I escape the hole that I dug fur myself. I thought I was digging for treasure, instead I was digging my prison. A prison for my mind and emotions that...
    Dank562 Dank562
    18-21, M
    May 25, 2012

    No Escape

    How to describe it?  Like I lost the receipt for my soul, can't return it; tried to abandon it, it always comes back; tried to patch it back up, it fell apart again; tried to destroy it, yet here it stands; tried to change it, it changed back.  I am it and it is I...
    FranzJosef FranzJosef
    26-30, M
    Mar 22, 2008

    I Want To Lose Myself

    Getting lost or losing myself, that is the question. What is the difference between the two I am not sure. I feel like my surroundings are holding me captive. So I want to let go; be free in the mysterious unknown. forget about who I am and where I come from and what I've done to...
    Dank562 Dank562
    18-21, M
    May 25, 2012

    I Don't Belong

    I want to lose myself in something so that i cant see how much i dont belong here.  i have never considered myself as normal and i dont see myself as human. my mind confuses me and it throws everything out of proportion and even though i know that whatever is happening to me...
    outofmymind23 outofmymind23
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jul 3, 2009
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