I Want to Make Friends Forum & Chat Board | WANNA DIE

I FEEL SO LEFT OUT..TOO CONFUSED ABOUT LIFE,JOB,LOVE & FRIENDSHIP..DON'T SEEM TO HAVE ANYONE TO EXPRESS MY INNER THOUGHTS..THESE DAYS I FEEL LIKE ENDING MY LIFE..BUT CUDN'T GET THE GUTS TO TAKE OUT MY OWN LIFE..BUT THE PAIN IS KILLING ME..JUST WANT TO GET OUT FROM EVRYONES LIFE.

 

I too am feeling this way today.  I have lost my entire immediate family.  My extended family wants nothing to do with me and do not stay in touch (cousins).  We moved around so much when I was young I didn't keep childhood friends.  My husband divorced me and we had no children.  I literally have no one.  My phone has not rang in a month so no one would miss me since losing job in March.  I mean, why am I here?

 

I know this feeling...you are not alone...it seems the sad reality is that it is such a self absorbed world these days and unless there's some interest in personal gain people hardly divert their interest from themselves...it's sad but true. I know the feeling of isolation all to well...family friends my dysfunctional family is really a story to tell... But please take comfort in knowing that injury to yourself isn't the answer. You just need to find a person that holds interest in you just because and doesn't have an agenda. I too am looking for such a friend...I like to scuba and have a pretty good career but it seems that the only thing people look for these days is someone to take advantage of...I guess I am saying in short don't give up there are good people out there like yourself that are feeling the effects just as you are.

 

I've been there before. and i must say that its really hard to feel that way. Don't do that to yourself. Life is really hard but you MUST look on the positive stuff that's happening to you.