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I Want To Make You Understand How Much You Hurt Me

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    To all those who have hurt me,

    It is beyond your understanding to comprehend how much I hate you. Your brain simply lacks the capacity to contain the words I have saved for you. You have hurt me, and now what plagues my mind is how I will hurt you. The metaphor which describes your fate represents that of a...
    TheSmartestManOnEarth TheSmartestManOnEarth 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 7

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    I Wanna Make You Hurt...

    But lucky for you I'm not like that or am I? There are so many things I still have to say to you but I never will. You ripped my heart out and kept it. Threw it against the wall. You let it slam to the floor. You stepped on it. You picked it up again, cared for it for a bit. Then...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 2, 2011

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    Love Hurts

    love hurtsand the pain, it never fades away. there's nothing to take for it, and it seems pointless to pray when NOTHIN no one can say can change how you feel as your tears spill at will. and your heart's broken stilllove hurtsand leaves you down and depressed. wanderin 'round...
    MYKOMPUTER MYKOMPUTER 26-30, M 2 Responses Feb 15, 2011

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    I try not to think like this because you can't carry the past with you but I don't think some understand just how bad it hurt. Not that long ago I broke down in front of one friend...
    strawberryletter22 strawberryletter22 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Love hurts... Deception hurts... Hurts more to think I wasn't important to you.
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    My mother, dear god I do love her....... But there's something she still won't admit that tears me up inside. The way she used to "punish me".... She would hit my leg really hard...
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    and if you do realise then why dont you care? im too sensitive I know that but I cant help feeling it none the less
    FromTheHeartOfaWoman FromTheHeartOfaWoman 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 22

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    Your not capable of understanding. You said you'd try. But you didn't even put any effort. I never had to prove to anyone so hard. Now, I can't forgive you. You who I thought...
    thislilkitten thislilkitten 18-21, F a week ago

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    I think I am hurt easier than others know. I have a lot of bad experiences in my past.
    SweetMae SweetMae 61-65, F 9 Responses 3 days ago

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    you told me I wouldn't lose you this time. you told me no one could come between what we had. you told me that when you said "I love you" that you meant it. but the biggest thing...
    tay143 tay143 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    To the German guy... thank you so much.
    youaremygift youaremygift 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    I love you boys. I wish I could tell you in person, but I will keep trying. Thank you for being there for me when no one else was. I love you, Niall, Zayn, Liam, Louis and Harry.
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    Everyone in my entire life, I surrender! In death I shall be reborn. Nothing's real not even myself so no one can save me. It's all an illusion, a black hole taking all the thing...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F a week ago

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    i feel people would laugh, pity and spread my feelings around to the whole school if i told my true feelings.
    Danae102 Danae102 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Mine is an arranged marriage even now I feel unloved uncared , I did a stupid thing by doing an arranged marriage . This family I married to took Half my money too . The guy I got...
    lostalready lostalready 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I always fight with him . He is so involved in his job . I don't get him to talk to also most days
    lostalready lostalready 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    All my friends complain to me with their problems. Sure I try to help and try to be a friend but sometimes their problems are so little I don't think they understand how I have...
    AnnaSpring AnnaSpring 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I feel somewhat selfish for even thinking this as there are so many people worse off than me. It's just been so long without simple touch,intimacy, or even conversation. I have...
    Lovinu0429 Lovinu0429 36-40, F 4 Responses Oct 13

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    Today is our 2nd anniversary. When we first met, I never dared to dream the beautiful girl shaking my hand would one day become my wife, let alone that love of a lifetime I kept...
    overtherainbow47 overtherainbow47 41-45, M 4 Responses Oct 11

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    I wished I could find a way to show him how much he means to me and how much I love him. No matter what I do I feel like it will never be good enough or I don't deserve someone as...
    Adpatrick Adpatrick 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 14

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    My dog feels this way every time I Ieave the house. I'm no one's pet. My happiness is not dependent on another person. Sometimes its projection or some mental construct...
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    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M Oct 16

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    I've definitely been through enough in my life and survived to know that what doesn't kill you will eventually make stronger. It may not seem like it at first but eventually it...
    mattywheels25 mattywheels25 26-30, M Oct 18

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    Post concert depression. It feels like I haven't seen my boys in years when it was only 2 months and 8 days. I never got the chance to get VIP tickets to meet my boys, and tell...
    HarrySmileForMe HarrySmileForMe 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    I've reached a point where I'm totally burnt out. I'm done trying to mingle, done trying to make myself presentable to meet someone. I'm done with introductions and the small talk...
    OneHowlToTheMoon OneHowlToTheMoon 22-25, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Yesterday was terrible. My boyfriend broke up with me... Then I called him and begged him to take me back, so he did. I can't live with him as my boyfriend, but I can't live...
    liana10 liana10 13-15, F Oct 22

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    Well does anyone know or care on just how unhappy i am ? That doesnt even matter. The thing that makes me smile and help the blood in my body continue to flow is seeing a smile on...
    swoonbaby swoonbaby 26-30, F Oct 4

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    CuteButterflyGirl CuteButterflyGirl 13-15, F Oct 10

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    Shygirl917 Shygirl917 18-21, F Oct 16

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    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    moonlisrose moonlisrose 41-45, F 12 Responses 6 days ago

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    I really want to... but distance makes it more hard for me to show what I truly feel for me. Distance is a big challenge for us.. even though we know we love each other... we don't...
    myleslus myleslus 22-25, F Oct 14

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    I feel like no one understands me 😔😭
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 15

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    115 I think... Want to go down to 105.
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 5

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    120.. But i want to go down to 110. Wish me luck.
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    I don't know if EPallie is some kind of bot, and I don't know if you, staff, even look at the content that gets rejected by your filters. I'm pretty sure of what you removed, and I...
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    Matida Matida 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 16

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    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45, T 6 days ago

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