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I Want to Pull Myself Back Together

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 174 People

    This Year

    I thought that I was going to make it through this year without any sort of scars, but it turns out that it's easier said than done. It's only been about three days of school and already I'm getting hate email and being flicked off as I walk to class. Not to mention, I'm stressed...
    SweetbriarPoet SweetbriarPoet 22-25, F 6 Responses Sep 1, 2008

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    Its Like An Elastic Band

    I seem to do really well for a while, felt good and doing good and all and then one day - just didn't feel it, didn't feel like anything. I go through these phases and its really unproductive. I feel horrible and really give up on everything I'm doing at that moment, sort of...
    u2rhere2 u2rhere2 22-25, F Oct 20, 2009

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    If I Could Just Get Over the First Hump...

    I need to get my head together again.  Everyday I want to scream, throw things.  I try to be strong, I try to stay away, but he always manages to pull me back in...and then hurts me again. If I could just get through one week without any contact at all, I think I...
    purpleriz purpleriz 46-50, F Mar 16, 2009

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    I Miss Me

    I miss who I was. I was funny, and people genuinely liked my company. After a year away from home, I came back to find that everything was different. My family was falling apart, I didn't have any friends and I didn't have anything to do. The people I used to associate myself...
    redway18 redway18 18-21 Dec 27, 2008

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    Thirty Something And Still Single....is That So Wrong??? =/

    I'm 36 years old and still single. Never been married, no children, and haven't had a serious long term relationship for many moons. ( However, I do have a long list of "quirky" men I have dated over the years.) I feel like I'm still 21 trying to find myself. I'm very...
    Msmart Msmart 36-40 5 Responses Sep 20, 2010

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    It is hardly a secret that winter is always a brutal time for me from a depressive standpoint along with the fact remains that Mr Murphy is known for putting on his Doc Martens and doing just about everything he can to ruin my day. The culmination results in particularly vicious...
    TheCrimsonGuard TheCrimsonGuard 31-35, M Feb 10, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I haven't been on here for a while, but I feel the need to really write out my feelings. Two weeks ago I came back home to the Bahamas for a year. I was pretty excited on coming...
    rainee12 rainee12 13-15, F Jul 28

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    I want to go backTo our hideaway in the woodsTo the sky being a comforting shade of gray with a slither of orange trying to escapeTo walking the streets at midnight, pretending it...
    dannygirl89 dannygirl89 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I really don't want to go back to school. I want nothing to do with school. The people and the work.
    lshidonil lshidonil 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    First I'm going to apologize since this is probably going to be a long one. My ex and I were together for 6 years. In those 6 years we only lived together for 1. We always had...
    feelinglost84 feelinglost84 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 11

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    I wish I could - "go home", I mean. *Like some days, I would just about sell the eyes out of my head to be able to get the hell out of here, and go back to the US. ( My husband...
    JusDifferent JusDifferent 41-45, F 6 Responses Aug 1

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    Love this song by them.. Punch Brothers are great too. "Destination" You don't owe me one more minute of your wasted time you act like it's all fine but all the years I gave...
    rowenbumble rowenbumble 56-60, F Aug 2

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    How come every good thing has it's ending like love has it's heart break. I am never going to try to fall in love or I don't even want to. I want to save the last pieces for...
    basedonatruestory basedonatruestory 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    I miss your big ****, inside me, ******* on me or in me, when you spank me and talk nasty to me. I love you too as my partner and friend and miss you so much! How can I show you...
    rubysmom rubysmom 51-55, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I would LOVE to go back to college. I was looking at different options tonight with a friend of mine but he informed me that I may not be smart enough at this age to go back.I kind...
    Chicgeekgal Chicgeekgal 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    Life is getting worse everyday it is like if the situation push me to make a decitions that I can't control anymore I wish I can go back on time and do it all over but that is no a...
    esoj80 esoj80 31-35, M Aug 13

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    I WANNA GO back studying so bad. I love the feeling of being in that uggh-so-many-things-to-do-so-little-time times. I love that having a cup of coffee in my left hand and flipping...
    iamnotshy iamnotshy 22-25 1 Response Jul 23

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    I would love to go backpacking taking picture of how beautiful the world is and how many places there are, run a blog about my experiences. But everything is manage with money...
    stellahh stellahh 18-21, F Aug 14

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    It was always my home and yet I was taken from my home when my mom was pregnant with me and had to give birth to me in a weird place and I'm not going to go into details. I was...
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    I would want to be an infant again. No cares no worries no pain. I miss that.
    Rayven1997 Rayven1997 16-17, F a week ago

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    I have my own business. But I feel like life would still be better if I furthered my education. Why am I so nervous about it.
    Infinit3 Infinit3 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 28

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    Just the thought of school makes me sad.. LOL
    jrugbby jrugbby 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 6

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    School starts for me in about a day. I don't wanna be a junior. :(
    MyHeartsInTheCity MyHeartsInTheCity 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    When watching TheWineKone for the first time in six years, it reminded me of Youtube's old layout. DEN I GOT ALL SAD So eventually I thought, "Hey. Why not create some kind of...
    PopcornLadder PopcornLadder 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    I just wanted to let you know that I've never want to let you go... But I did say that I give up a couple weeks ago and we haven't talk for more than 2 weeks. It's not the longest...
    Areddreamgirl Areddreamgirl 26-30, F Aug 5

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    My mind is full of voices, each having their own opinion. Some are whispering, shouting, and even crying. They swim around in my head, wanting to be said, wanting to be free. My...
    BookWonderer BookWonderer 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 2

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    I would really like to get a better understanding on this. I can only read so much before I want to talk to those that have experience on the subject. I've been in a relationship...
    matt0030 matt0030 22-25, M Jul 25

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    My dear, How do I escape feeling trapped in a reality I can't get out of? How do I escape the feeling of shallowness and emptiness? How do I summarize life? Like this: People...
    honestyreality honestyreality 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 24

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    I can never express how I feel. I'm so depressed some days, that I absolutely dread pulling myself out of bed. I dread walking to the bathroom and brushing my hair. I dread...
    Alto2Soprano Alto2Soprano 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 10

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    i am 25 yr old a dropout with no ged or high school diploma, started working since i was 16, but i wasn't able to save any money, started using drugs the addiction i got is esctasy...
    thatlostone thatlostone 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 15

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    So my back has been bugging me for the past 2 months. What caused this recent flare up is lugging around 70 lbs boxes for my mom when she was going on an international trip back in...
    Imnotreelyhere Imnotreelyhere 31-35, M Aug 7

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    I'm married to an amazing woman that I love intensely. While I have said "I love you" to more than a handful of women throughout my life, as I have grown and matured I realize...
    curious22m curious22m 36-40, M Aug 11

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    I dosed off early that day. I had had a long day and I had just gotten message from him saying hope your day went well. We were Long Distance, had problems but we were holding unto...
    ANPatie ANPatie 26-30, F 20 hrs ago

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    1. I'm Emi. Hi. 2. I'm 21 on November 11. 3. Only child. 4. Learning guitar but having trouble with fretting. 5. Currently studying teaching at Uni. 6. Live with my family...
    emiveritas emiveritas 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    I would have never trusted the people I did with my heart... I don't want to go back and change things so much for myself but for the damage my life has caused others I often find...
    Forbiddenkisses Forbiddenkisses 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    I myself don't know who I am anymore. When I was younger I use to enjoy little things in life. It's not like I'm on hard core drugs, life just happened. I'm 22 years old I...
    Sofie88 Sofie88 22-25 a week ago

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    i'm not being selfish or something, but i just want my friend back... recently this best friend of mine just met a new friend online. they happened to be in the same school (and...
    yunisaurus yunisaurus 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I want to go back to koeln, deutschlaaaand. I miss korln very much
    iambacknow iambacknow 22-25, F 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Getting a gf can be really tough on you. Two yrs ago I sort of had something with a girl I really love. But she started dating her neighbor instead... And they keep breaking up and...
    Unicornburger16 Unicornburger16 16-17, M Aug 10

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    I can never seem to keep people interested in talking to me. I think I make silly mistakes or sound really stupid when I do talk to them, and generally make a fool of myself. This...
    shelley95 shelley95 18-21, F Aug 11

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    An arrow can only be shot by pulling it back.
    flipper1966 flipper1966 56-60, M a week ago

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    so im 26 and have two children 4 and 7.I do all i can for them i adore them.Right now it is difficult as my financial status isn't great so obviously im going to worry about there...
    cizzyfla cizzyfla 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Yes indeed I want to change some aspect of my life. My outlook on life,the person I aspire to be,the way I live my life. I am realizing some things I thought I love is harming me...
    temptedtotouch temptedtotouch 16-17, F 6 Responses Aug 4

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    Sometimes I just shut everyone out because I feel like I'm not good enough. I'm ashamed to be who I am sometimes, I just want to wake up and not care about how I look, or what I...
    Kkariel7 Kkariel7 13-15, F Aug 13

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    Every one i know goes away in the end -Hurt by Johnny cash Every girl i like who likes me back just abandons me. They pick me up than they throw me down hard as i stumble up they...
    CuddlesNSnuggles CuddlesNSnuggles 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 4

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    I shouted at my parents. I feel like I was a Monster. I feel extremely bad about it and it is not that first time. I want to stop it. I want to be affectionate and talk to my...
    Rajito Rajito 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    If I had known what I was doing ,would I have done it anyways? probably not. I just want to go back to when I didn't know. I seemed at least some what happy. I am some what better...
    ashless ashless 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 11

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