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I Want to Pull Myself Back Together

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 182 People

    I Miss Me

    I miss who I was. I was funny, and people genuinely liked my company. After a year away from home, I came back to find that everything was different. My family was falling apart, I didn't have any friends and I didn't have anything to do. The people I used to associate myself...
    redway18 redway18 18-21 Dec 27, 2008

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    Its Like An Elastic Band

    I seem to do really well for a while, felt good and doing good and all and then one day - just didn't feel it, didn't feel like anything. I go through these phases and its really unproductive. I feel horrible and really give up on everything I'm doing at that moment, sort of...
    u2rhere2 u2rhere2 22-25, F Oct 20, 2009

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    If I Could Just Get Over the First Hump...

    I need to get my head together again.  Everyday I want to scream, throw things.  I try to be strong, I try to stay away, but he always manages to pull me back in...and then hurts me again. If I could just get through one week without any contact at all, I think I...
    purpleriz purpleriz 46-50, F Mar 16, 2009

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    This Year

    I thought that I was going to make it through this year without any sort of scars, but it turns out that it's easier said than done. It's only been about three days of school and already I'm getting hate email and being flicked off as I walk to class. Not to mention, I'm stressed...
    SweetbriarPoet SweetbriarPoet 26-30, F 6 Responses Sep 1, 2008

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    Thirty Something And Still Single....is That So Wrong??? =/

    I'm 36 years old and still single. Never been married, no children, and haven't had a serious long term relationship for many moons. ( However, I do have a long list of "quirky" men I have dated over the years.) I feel like I'm still 21 trying to find myself. I'm very...
    Msmart Msmart 36-40 5 Responses Sep 20, 2010

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    I need some help here. We were together for three years and change. We met in our home state, dated for a year, dated for another year long distance after he moved to South...
    diggadog diggadog 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    My boyfriend, who I knew from day one was the one, broke up with me after we had made plans to move in together and someday get married. He said he still loved me but for the...
    heatherhb03 heatherhb03 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    How to Minimize Back Pain During Sex? (http://luv2sex.theblogpress.com/?p=4050) Contrary to what you may believe, back pain doesn’t mean the end of your sex life. It means you...
    how2stayyoung how2stayyoung 51-55, M 1 Response Jan 27

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    Me & my ex have known each other since we were 14 now where both 18 . He was my first love & my first sex partner we've been on & off for about 4 years but for the past year we...
    giver1111 giver1111 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 29

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    I want to see the world before industry, airplanes, and power lines.
    TheFrozenSun TheFrozenSun 36-40, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Right now, I'm trying to mend a broken relationship that's not mine. Both of these people needed to grow up and get over each other, and themselves really. The guy I guess you can...
    Guitarist1158902 Guitarist1158902 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I want to break down and slash my wrist and watch the blood hit the ground. I think to myself, what urges this on? Why am I so depressed, so angry, confused, upset. I just wanna...
    fade77 fade77 16-17, F Jan 28

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    I don't have much of a social life, but anyone I come in contact with I tend to be very nice, I work my *** off in order to pay the debts my mom is in and slowly but surely she...
    brianopp brianopp 18-21, M Feb 17

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    That's the only thing that keeps me sane sometimes. As they say, sometimes you do need some expert advice. Well the truth is, I cannot be an emotional wreck and only I can remind...
    destiny2015 destiny2015 36-40, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I recently found out my husband of 24 years and 5 amazing kids together has been an unbelievable evil liar for the last 6 years. He travelled to his country and married a woman and...
    Roxanne563 Roxanne563 51-55, F 33 Responses Jan 30

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    Self Reflections My skin is not a tough armor, its too thin and easily broken. The air i am inhaling is attenuating with each gasp for breath. My shins are quivering and small...
    writingmyrelease writingmyrelease 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 30

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    I feel depressed at the moment. Everything that happened with my ex has just bubbled to the service she found out I'd met someone new and basically said we would have gotten back...
    0815Jade 0815Jade 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    I am useless. I feel like everything I try to do or everything I touch is a complete ******* failure. I am failing my husband. I am failing my child. I am failing my job. I feel...
    KateyKaboom KateyKaboom 26-30, F Jan 28

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    1. I'm a sophomore in high school. 2. I'm 5'5. 3. My favorite food is ice cream. 4. I am in loveeee with Lana Del Rey. 5. I love bands. 6. Preferably You Me At Six 7. I love cats...
    jandelrey jandelrey 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    So, its been five months in my weight loss journey. Temptations to quit this new hard life is rising in me. I have been going really hard on my self for most days....jogging for...
    Significant Significant 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I just wanted you to know, that I won't hurt you. I want to show you what real love is. I want to prove to you that not everyone you let in will hrt you. I wanna be the one to put...
    BrokenSilence22 BrokenSilence22 18-21, F Jan 28

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    I'm finding myself feeling and not being able to combat the darkness within me. I'm not sure why, but the sense of lingering frustration has taken from me my desire to get out and...
    lavendersea lavendersea 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 4

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    My brother and I just had an argument. He sucks at arguing because of how he drags the focus of the argument to other things. Things like me. He constantly insults me for being...
    DrowningInRed DrowningInRed 13-15, F 5 Responses Feb 13

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    Where are you? The days pass like years and still I still look backwards, wallowing in the regret. There they were, accepting at the time who I was and what I did. And now they...
    SomeGuy322 SomeGuy322 16-17, M Jan 31

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    Just want to let you know, I have moved. If you and Sammy tire of each other, and you want to come back here, my phone number is the same. Got out of the apartment and have a...
    candysucker candysucker 51-55, M Jan 29

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    I pretended to push her off the bed. She let out a gasp as I laughed and pulled her back up, she grabbed me and said in her cute voice, "My life just flashed before my eyes...
    Saylowman Saylowman 46-50, M 3 Responses Jan 26

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    Your hands on my hips, pulling me back towards you...
    Oso41412 Oso41412 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    If you only knew. My life revolves around this! I have given up every aspect of who I am, only to be rejected. Regularly. He's so good, though, he knows how to pull me back in...
    milkysecret milkysecret 36-40, F 2 Responses Feb 11

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    You are my love You are my heart You've always been Since the very start I love your smile I love your laugh I think you're quite amazing in fact You make happy You make me mad...
    pizzababyxo pizzababyxo 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    This week has been long and horrible, and IDK if it'll get better. I have been upset about my body and myself. I was doing great in accepting myself and trying to be ok with myself...
    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I'm losing it I can't hold on anymore. I just want to be done with life. I've never hurt this badly before. He destroyed me I hate him for it. I loved him I was there. He doesn't...
    imjustme8268 imjustme8268 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    It's really all I want. I don't even feel broken in half anymore, I'm shattered to pieces. I fear the day that I will no longer feel anything at all, completely emotionless. I know...
    classAteam classAteam 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    I was asked this great question and wanted to share this with all of you: I was wondering. One of my friends on here says "why not choose to be happy?" I totally get that. Because...
    KemiKill KemiKill 36-40, F 6 Responses Feb 14

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    We haven't been to a party in a while and I miss it a bit... I fight with myself internally about it a lot but love it in the moment! Want to go back but I think I would love it if...
    DTF7 DTF7 26-30, F 5 Responses Jan 31

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    Sometime you have to take a break from each other. It's not always you sometimes it's the other person, they have to sort out there head and heart so you can come back together...
    Hunter37 Hunter37 36-40, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    The baby making game has been such an emotional roller coaster for me already first i got a ***** donor then just as we were about to meet i ended up in a relationship so it never...
    woodyemma2013 woodyemma2013 31-35, F 9 Responses 1 day ago

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    any girl wanna show me her sexy body and wanna see how sexy i am? i wanna see what you do with yourself! you can see what you want ;) so lets start together
    lureebel lureebel 22-25, M Feb 15

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    I'm feeling this one hard. No one wants to see us together.... https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=JWA5hJl4Dv0
    NewEra0916 NewEra0916 26-30, M a week ago

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    Jordan was the absolute love of my life. Everything was perfect. I was in a toxic relationship before him, and he took me away from the pain- for a while. He promised he'd fix me...
    ggreco4795 ggreco4795 16-17, F Feb 15

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    I often think about moving abroad, maybe just for a few years. But you can't tell if you'd not want to come back.... It just seems like such an upheaval and you have to leave...
    PixieDust2015 PixieDust2015 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 2

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    For the longest time, I didn't know what to do in life. Although i enjoy a lot with my family and friends, I felt left out because all of them had a plan and they seem to know...
    Alyyeska Alyyeska 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 6

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    I want to travel back to my youth and see my family as a young, carefree and happy whole. I want to see us all at Sunday dinner, conversing and laughing, and just enjoying each...
    Realguy31 Realguy31 36-40, M a week ago

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    I want my girlfriend back, so what should I do?
    myramloves myramloves 18-21, M 5 Responses Feb 6

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    I want my potential back! I deserve a duo over. I have not and will not reach my potential. I could deal with this, if it was my fault I failed.
    JohnoCA JohnoCA 18-21, M Feb 11

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    Maaan , i feel as if i always do things wrong lately! My life 3 years ago felt soo complete , now it seems soo empty. I cant keep friends , relationships and i always end up...
    theusunghero3 theusunghero3 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 18

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    I love my Religion more than anything, I have been following it devoutly for years and have never wanted to look back. Being a Lesbian eats me up from the inside, even though I try...
    PastelLives PastelLives 18-21, F 6 days ago