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I Want to Pull Myself Back Together

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    If I Could Just Get Over the First Hump... - I need to get my head together again.  Everyday I want to scream, throw things.  I try to be strong, I try to stay away...
    purpleriz purpleriz 46-50, F Mar 16, 2009

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    I Miss Me - I miss who I was. I was funny, and people genuinely liked my company. After a year away from home, I came back to find that everything was different. My family was...
    redway18 redway18 18-21 Dec 27, 2008

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    This Year - I thought that I was going to make it through this year without any sort of scars, but it turns out that it's easier said than done. It's only been about three days of...
    SweetbriarPoet SweetbriarPoet 22-25, F 6 Responses Sep 1, 2008

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    Its Like An Elastic Band - I seem to do really well for a while, felt good and doing good and all and then one day - just didn't feel it, didn't feel like anything. I go through...
    u2rhere2 u2rhere2 22-25, F Oct 20, 2009

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    Thirty Something And Still Single....is That So Wrong??? =/ - I'm 36 years old and still single. Never been married, no children, and haven't had a serious long term relationship...
    Msmart Msmart 36-40 5 Responses Sep 20, 2010

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    Extend - It is hardly a secret that winter is always a brutal time for me from a depressive standpoint along with the fact remains that Mr Murphy is known for putting on his Doc...
    TheCrimsonGuard TheCrimsonGuard 31-35, M Feb 10, 2013

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    I want to go back to college. I wasn't forced into the major I chose, but I didn't have a lot of options. I'm really good at what I do but I don't see myself doing it for the rest...
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    I want to go back in time and change my life, actually, change my behavior and my decisions! I would be a better person, keep some of my friends i don't talk with now, wouldn't be...
    brunette993 brunette993 18-21 1 Response Mar 17

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    I want to go back to a "simpler" time. Where the pace of life is slower. Where I can take the time to smell the roses and take things at a slower pace. I wish I can experience a...
    MINIONPOP MINIONPOP 16-17 1 Response Mar 28

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    Uugghhh!! help me 😭😭 my xbox 360 & xbox one had taken away by my mum!!!! ****! Just bc i play them for almost 24 hours every single day without fail and i even skipped my...
    rheahendrew rheahendrew 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    My ex and I have been off and on for the last 10 years. We are very different yet in so many ways the same. He is a veteran and I am Bipolar. I tell you this because it is not an...
    yanene yanene 31-35, F 3 hrs ago

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    My ex and I have been off and on for the last 10 years. We are very different yet in so many ways the same. He is a veteran and I am Bipolar. I tell you this because it is not an...
    NeNeStone NeNeStone 36-40, F 1 day ago

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    Its been about 5 to 6 month since I've been on here. and during that time I've have fixed my life up. so I don't want creepy people on my page. this website is what ruined my life...
    indigoangel3 indigoangel3 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I miss her touch, I miss her smile, I miss holding her so so much. I miss the way we would laugh together and the way we would face a problem in life together and feel good...
    denverguy denverguy 36-40, M Mar 29

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    My ex and I broke up four years ago, but our plans were to have gotten married this past February. I would have been close to being out of school and everything and we could really...
    drummergrl06 drummergrl06 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    It was a bad day. I do try to stay away, not take your calls, only email when it is important for work...but we had to talk today. I covered for you. I had your back. I always will...
    goodnightangel goodnightangel 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    I am in love with you.. We aren't together anymore.. I talk to you every chance I get.. But I feel alone.. You say you love me a lot. You say you care about me.. But why do you...
    forgottenevol forgottenevol 16-17, F Mar 29

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    I find it weird how my ex girlfriend says she wants me in her life and wants to be with me yet she texts me all different (takes hours to respond until I text her). She really...
    Experiencezzzz Experiencezzzz 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm so sad and broken hearted. :( The one I loved just Broken up with me a couple days ago I was crying my hearts out when I called him. He said that our relationship was just a...
    ashleyloveca16 ashleyloveca16 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    I have an ex boyfriend that I dated for 4 months. Breking up with him was one of the hardest decisions but I felt so neglected and unwanted it was ridiculous. When I ended things...
    xqveenerinx xqveenerinx 18-21, F Mar 30

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    Well im getting him back, sort of. He left before I was born, hardly seen him since, cuz of his drinking and sorts. He gets out of jail soon, and wants to spend time with me, but I...
    Blissfulkissofdeath Blissfulkissofdeath 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I really like to go back to school and become a nurse or a teacher but my husband is against it . I was 17 when I got pregnant and my parents kicked me out . We got married when...
    Curlyhairsheila Curlyhairsheila 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I want to fall in love like Elizabeth Bennett from pride and prejudice. Live in the 1800's but then jump To the 1950's just so I could listen to the music. :)
    Girlm35 Girlm35 16-17, F Mar 23

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    I never been to one my family is to poor we are a nurse family we was made to become one so I really want to go to one ^.^
    Scourg3Grac3 Scourg3Grac3 13-15, F Mar 31

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    The feeling of falling. Falling for someone so hard your emotions are incomprehensible and yet at their peak of intensity. Not love exactly, but the journey to it. I want that...
    Kwiza Kwiza 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    So, I'm 25...and thinking I now wanna go to school....again...I've been working in a very exciting industry since I was 17 and I love the career I chose, it's just I don't see that...
    stephens1989 stephens1989 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    I was cut when I was 8 and missed my fire skin ever since. I tried restoration, but found it awkward since I frequent the gym. I would have foreskin restoration surgery if it was...
    artonthebrain artonthebrain 41-45, M 2 Responses Apr 5

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    I failed Math because I was so lost and behind, I couldn't catch up. My instructor was a total jackass too.
    countingstarsss countingstarsss 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    At the age of 29 and going through some setbacks in life, I have always fallen down,dusted myself off and tried to walk again with dignity. It doesn't matter how much hardship I...
    Susana1985 Susana1985 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 24

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    Hello I'm a 18 year old Persian girl from Belgium all the problems began when I was 1 and a half years old, I lost 4 fingers in an accident in the eyes of my mother and got...
    musawing musawing 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 16

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    I am pathetic. My emotions are consuming me. I just wanted to end it. Yet, the unsteady hand of the blade could not cut. As hard as i tried to move it closer to my pale flesh, the...
    NotTheOnlyOne23 NotTheOnlyOne23 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Once Again Love I was a Reiki master, also conducting courses in Emotional Intelligence , for approximately ten years. Moreover, I was a happy wife and mother, living and...
    Sarita07 Sarita07 51-55, F Mar 26

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    Do you remember our last night together? High on acid That night felt like days and days, like some sort of journey, and I loved it because you were by my side the whole time. Like...
    savethem89 savethem89 22-25 a week ago

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    Me and him talk, he's my little friend. On that goes through life with me. Through the times when the devil takes my soul strings and puts them out of tune. He's there when a...
    L0nelyWanderer L0nelyWanderer 16-17, M Mar 22

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    "Strangers but with memories." It's all about that ex boyfriend of mine. Same school, same class, seeing each other for at least 6 hours on weekdays.. I was with him in 2011, for 9...
    munling11 munling11 16-17, F Mar 29

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    As I lay here trying to rest, I began thinking of an incident that happened last year... What started out to be a beautiful, warm, sunny day. At a friends house with family and...
    Gemini0069 Gemini0069 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 8

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    I used to have dreams, and I wanted to be somebody, somebody that matters, somebody that my parents could be proud of, that I could be proud of. At this moment, a moment in...
    moonland moonland 26-30, F Mar 24

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    I dated my ex for two years on and off. I though that he was the one for me for sure. We were so in love at the beginning. 6 months into the relationship we even moved away...
    londonqueen londonqueen 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    I fell in love with a beautiful, kind monster. He loved my best friend first, who couldn't commit to a relationship at the time, and promised to wait for her until she was. I...
    kissthestars972 kissthestars972 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    I meet a guy from a group just after xmas last year, like a hobby group, we meet up on Sunday morning every week.we added each other on fb not long after we met, and we have been...
    polly1122333 polly1122333 31-35, F Mar 24

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    I met him at 18 on the second day of college. Started dating a few weeks later, with him cheating on his long-term girlfriend. Broke up several times and got back together because...
    zkjk1112 zkjk1112 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    It suckssssss. They say you'll always love your "first love" but this is ridiculous. No matter what I always find myself missing him or thinking about him and it's kinda annoying...
    93rp 93rp 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    1. I have 8 sisters and 2 brothers. 2. I love to sing ( I am a soprano) 3. I have recently admitted to myself that I am an anti theist atheist. 4. I flirt way too much 5. I...
    LameyC LameyC 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I've only been on EP for three days, and it's already helping me with my ongoing battle with depression. Or rather, it's helping me to help myself. I'm the kind of person who...
    xeian xeian 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    Okay. This is going to be a long post. I'm suffering and still grieving 2 months on. Everyone has relationship problems right? Everyone has times in their relationship where they...
    sophiejade92xo sophiejade92xo 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    :( Okay. This is going to be a long post. I'm suffering and still grieving 2 months on. Everyone has relationship problems right? Everyone has times in their relationship where...
    sophiejade92xo sophiejade92xo 18-21, F Mar 28

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    On January 19, 2006, I began the journey to get my life back. I weighed in at 326lbs. I've never been a small woman, but because of depression, I turned to food as my friend in...
    babygirl8832 babygirl8832 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 30

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    i'm following two families on twitter who were swingers, then got into the "jealous" thing and broke up, now they are trying to get back together - but the wife of family2 is...
    darksyd darksyd 46-50, M Apr 1

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    I sit here looking around myself, and can't figure out how I got here. My goodness, I used to think of myself as chubby, but now that I look at myself I can't figure out where my...
    WorkItMami WorkItMami 22-25, F 6 Responses Apr 7

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    Everyday in my warm bed I am awaken by a alarm clock. I can stand it and I don't want to get out of my bed. Then things start coming back to me. My alarm clock is here to wake me...
    RedtheEmerald RedtheEmerald 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    my wife moved out several weeks ago , and filed for divorce. i was just served last week the night after i spent an hour talking to her about working things out. yesterday she came...
    caer caer 31-35, M 3 Responses Mar 16

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    It's like I want to destroy myself, I don't but I know the things I like would lead me to it. For example I really want this guy who's like ten years older but he's no good for me...
    missarabiya missarabiya 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30