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I Want to Pull Myself Back Together

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 179 People

    I Miss Me

    I miss who I was. I was funny, and people genuinely liked my company. After a year away from home, I came back to find that everything was different. My family was falling apart, I didn't have any friends and I didn't have anything to do. The people I used to associate myself...
    redway18 redway18 18-21 Dec 27, 2008

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    Thirty Something And Still Single....is That So Wrong??? =/

    I'm 36 years old and still single. Never been married, no children, and haven't had a serious long term relationship for many moons. ( However, I do have a long list of "quirky" men I have dated over the years.) I feel like I'm still 21 trying to find myself. I'm very...
    Msmart Msmart 36-40 5 Responses Sep 20, 2010

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    Its Like An Elastic Band

    I seem to do really well for a while, felt good and doing good and all and then one day - just didn't feel it, didn't feel like anything. I go through these phases and its really unproductive. I feel horrible and really give up on everything I'm doing at that moment, sort of...
    u2rhere2 u2rhere2 22-25, F Oct 20, 2009

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    This Year

    I thought that I was going to make it through this year without any sort of scars, but it turns out that it's easier said than done. It's only been about three days of school and already I'm getting hate email and being flicked off as I walk to class. Not to mention, I'm stressed...
    SweetbriarPoet SweetbriarPoet 26-30, F 6 Responses Sep 1, 2008

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    If I Could Just Get Over the First Hump...

    I need to get my head together again.  Everyday I want to scream, throw things.  I try to be strong, I try to stay away, but he always manages to pull me back in...and then hurts me again. If I could just get through one week without any contact at all, I think I...
    purpleriz purpleriz 46-50, F Mar 16, 2009

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    My Dad has an affair. He's been dating her for a year and maybe more. I moved to America last year for studying and I've just realized I'm losing my Dad.. When I first came here...
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    So going back to college is a necessity right now. Unfortunately I can only go back next year. I don't know what to do. My first option right now is to go to be a pharmacist. It...
    hiddenjem hiddenjem 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    It's really hard to get back in shape after you've done nothing for a long time. Damn it.
    WhisperingGrass WhisperingGrass 16-17, F Apr 12

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    In the UK and spring break has just finished and I'm lay in bed wishing I didn't have to get up and go to school. Need some encouragement to help me survive the first day back...
    philex2014 philex2014 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    The feeling of overwhelming gratefulness and happiness. I used to feel that way when helping others. I don't do that so much now days.
    justcantgetitright justcantgetitright 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 30

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    Ive been hurt so many times.... and all people want to do is hurt me more.... all i want is to have someone i can have an intellectual conversation with, someone who will see my...
    ddmagnum ddmagnum 22-25, M 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I am in love with a married woman whom I deeply admire and want to desperately spend the rest of my life with. We both are pretty much of the same age. Let me tell about this...
    super36 super36 36-40, M 4 days ago

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    I don't understand why this is... I feel like my and my husband's entire relationship has been a roller coaster of emotional break-ups and getting back together... And somehow I am...
    laurenb229 laurenb229 26-30, F Apr 9

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    I am dead inside can’t ever wake up I will live with myself just unplug me now life has used me enough. I have killed my heart nothing left. My all efforts go in vain.I don't...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Apr 10

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    So, this is my story!, Im a single 36 year old woman, with a big heart that hides behind the wall, who loves to be in love, but also hates it sometimes. I haven´t dated much, few...
    Gaialion Gaialion 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    Hey so to make it short here is what happenee, i met this amazing girl at work and u liked her so kinda jokingly I asked her is shes dating she didnt respond seriously (idk how to...
    braster25 braster25 26-30, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I have been pretty damn bored with my spiritual growth and healing lately, so I have found myself much entertainment. I've been having so much fun with the people in my life as of...
    VampGuy1 VampGuy1 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 15

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    The most painful thing I think probably anyone can experience is seeing the person that they love, that they are in love with, love someone else. Seeing them with someone else...
    WhyWasIStupid WhyWasIStupid 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 14

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    I used to work 70-75 hour work weeks every single week and on one of my days off, my husband and I were fighting (over my work honestly) and I just couldn't take it anymore. I...
    Hurt329 Hurt329 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    YOUR LIFE IS YOURS TO DESTROY OR BUILD! The truthiest of all the truths is that you're the only person who has to live with yourself. It's all up to you to make yourself feel good...
    BetterWorldd BetterWorldd 26-30, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Hi People, I really need some help. I really appreciate your time helping me. Thank you. I'm in a relationship of 6 years. Started as friends and then became lovers. I love her. I...
    marcdavid20 marcdavid20 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 5

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    "Do you want me to take a loan? You can pursue an MS+PhD at an Ivy league college" said Mom. Dad called last night.. He is returning from a foreign land where he works for us.. He...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 7

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    Well...about a year and a half ago I took a new job and met this guy. I had been married (happily, I thought) almost 18 years at that time and we had a teenage son. This guy has...
    UB2015 UB2015 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    My sister's friend came over today with her baby daughter. She's a really nice person, but she's been through more than most people. She's a single mother from a very poor family...
    themanoflegends themanoflegends 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    So when I was a kid my dad used to roughhouse with my brother and I in my grandfather's pool which faced a country club golf course just behind the back yard. Dad would mess with...
    Ganglish Ganglish 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    Does anyone know if I can move to the states from Canada without having social, family, or economic ties? I basically just want to start new and go to school there. Start a new...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Apr 7

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    Ok, so where do I begin? 7 years ago I met a man on line. I to him talked for just a very short time, before I got a wild hair and decided I would drive 600 miles to go meet this...
    mommatrish mommatrish 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    I've hurt so many people. I've lost so many people. I've disappointed so many people... but my love for that high overrules it all. it's not that I don't care, I just don't see a...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 2

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    I'd love to make videos but i'm too scared to go for it and feel like no one would consider watching me anyway. I know it's one of those things where you're meant to try it out and...
    Rainbowberrycat Rainbowberrycat 16-17, F Apr 5

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    I have been reading a lot about LOA- Law of Attraction and EFT- Emotional Freedom Techniques. Both talks about getting clear about what you want and to write it down. I've bee...
    aniave aniave 31-35, F Apr 5

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    Isis. Isis was identified by the Greeks with Demeter, Hera, Selene and even Aphrodite. In latter days the popularity of Isis became such that she finally absorbed the qualities of...
    LuxThePoet LuxThePoet 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    it really ****** me off I feel as if it has all been a bunch of bullshit me myself &I ONLY Wasting time day in and day out 247 7 days a week 24 hours a day &That's honestly...
    SweetTwistedNcrazyTK SweetTwistedNcrazyTK 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    I have this urge to just run up to her and hug her so tight that all her broken pieces will be stuck back together... but not too tight or i'll break her ribs and then she would be...
    meetmeinthepouringrain meetmeinthepouringrain 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 5

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    I want, no, need to find a new job - but I have no idea where to start. Not only that, but I can't seem to get over this mental 'block' and motivate myself to start looking. I...
    Reignbeaux Reignbeaux 18-21, M Apr 6

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    Unrequited love has me thinking irrational thoughts like "maybe we'll get back together again in 10-15 years time, right??"
    eshgheman9 eshgheman9 18-21, F Apr 10

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    1. i'm hung over someone 2. i have a boyfriend 3. i haven't graduated yet 4. i am dependent on my parents, my sister, and my boyfriend 5. i hate my parents. 6. i love playing...
    olahjagger olahjagger 22-25, F 2 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    Right now 'Kick It!' by Forever the Sickest Kids is one of the songs I keep listening to. The beat is great and I think it's about taking my life in my own hands and it's kind of...
    transtastic transtastic 18-21, T a week ago

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    This is gonna be my first post here, so you already realize what's important to me. I have almost always been overweight other than the time I was a teen. Today I am a 5'3 woman...
    Curvedbeauty Curvedbeauty 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    There he was staring at me, we were alone and I had few words to say. I want us to be close. I want us to be together. But how do we get close when there are few words between us...
    Briana98 Briana98 16-17, F Apr 12

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    I don't want to go back to my childhood, it was very difficult. This probably sounds horrible but I have mental health problems and i'm moving forward with my life but I want to go...
    LinkinParkMuse LinkinParkMuse 26-30, F Mar 28

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    I don't want to fly back. I want to fly away and never look back and never return . I cannot take **** and hot pancake anymore.
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F Mar 30

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