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I Want to Pull Myself Back Together

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    Its Like An Elastic Band

    I seem to do really well for a while, felt good and doing good and all and then one day - just didn't feel it, didn't feel like anything. I go through these phases and its really unproductive. I feel horrible and really give up on everything I'm doing at that moment, sort of...
    u2rhere2 u2rhere2 22-25, F Oct 20, 2009

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    Thirty Something And Still Single....is That So Wrong??? =/

    I'm 36 years old and still single. Never been married, no children, and haven't had a serious long term relationship for many moons. ( However, I do have a long list of "quirky" men I have dated over the years.) I feel like I'm still 21 trying to find myself. I'm very...
    Msmart Msmart 36-40 5 Responses Sep 20, 2010

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    If I Could Just Get Over the First Hump...

    I need to get my head together again.  Everyday I want to scream, throw things.  I try to be strong, I try to stay away, but he always manages to pull me back in...and then hurts me again. If I could just get through one week without any contact at all, I think I...
    purpleriz purpleriz 46-50, F Mar 16, 2009

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    I Miss Me

    I miss who I was. I was funny, and people genuinely liked my company. After a year away from home, I came back to find that everything was different. My family was falling apart, I didn't have any friends and I didn't have anything to do. The people I used to associate myself...
    redway18 redway18 18-21 Dec 27, 2008

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    This Year

    I thought that I was going to make it through this year without any sort of scars, but it turns out that it's easier said than done. It's only been about three days of school and already I'm getting hate email and being flicked off as I walk to class. Not to mention, I'm stressed...
    SweetbriarPoet SweetbriarPoet 26-30, F 6 Responses Sep 1, 2008

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    Sometimes I think I rush like everything in my life. because I feel that life is very short only. I want to go back to childhood, with no worries in the world
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    Every beginning has its Ending & somehow, people do really change. I don't know what I've done, why he left me so easy. He didn't even fight for me or do anything to save our...
    hellsAngel025 hellsAngel025 18-21, F 1 Response May 12

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    If I could go back in time, I would go back to the days when I was genuinely, pleasurably and happily losing weight without the pressure of society reminding me of how fat I am...
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    I am taking it back. starting today I will not do two things first: answer any unwelcomed questions. I will not share wth envous ppl.
    candles700 candles700 22-25, F May 12

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    i don't need to talk to everyone i choose people very carefully this is me if you can't respect me as i am,and blame me,and post about me, Stay Away
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 1

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    Why can't everything be like it was before? Everything is different now. Everything is wrong, now. Life has lost its beauty, its warmth and excitement. It's difficult to deal with...
    somniatorlupus somniatorlupus 18-21, M May 14

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    It has always been my biggest dream to travel to Scotland. I want to go backpacking to Elderslie, where William Wallace was born, and maybe stop at some castles. From there I would...
    cosmicburst cosmicburst 22-25, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I was at my friend's fourth of july party. There were no parents there, but there were little kids there. I was wearing my way too big for me low rise skinny jeans with a normal...
    callibutt89 callibutt89 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    I'm not sure what I'm going to do.. I've worked so hard to pull myself together, to hide and stop my depressed thoughts, I did everything, I really felt like I was getting better...
    MaeveBrennan MaeveBrennan 18-21, F 1 Response May 6

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    I have felt low for so long now, and everyone says it's sad how much my confidence has completely deteriorated over the last year, so I have decided that I am finally going to put...
    ViperaStellaris ViperaStellaris 13-15, F May 12

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    My dad yelled at me. He says I spend too much time locked up in my room on the computer. It's not actually true, and I think that I was *this* close to being grounded probably just...
    IRemainAnonymous IRemainAnonymous 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    Hey so to make it short here is what happenee, i met this amazing girl at work and u liked her so kinda jokingly I asked her is shes dating she didnt respond seriously (idk how to...
    braster25 braster25 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 25

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    I'm an actual Mess........ so I've 6 months off for college where we have to do work experience. It's getting closer and closer and I'm not organised. The reason is because I want...
    BeeKay20 BeeKay20 18-21, F May 12

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    There are all kinds of texts out there, all over the internet, about how to get your ex girlfriend back. Some are well-known texts like The Magic of Making Up, with step-by-step...
    harrisonJ123 harrisonJ123 31-35, M 1 Response May 7

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    Been with the same guy for 3 years with one break up that lasted for 4months. We got back together and for a little bit I seen a different person. He was more affectionate, more...
    PoecticHart PoecticHart 26-30 May 10

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    I have recently voiced myself for a large while on the Duggar scandals. I have stayed away over the years from the show for various reasons of feeling like they're only acting...
    neverendingfairytale2 neverendingfairytale2 36-40, F 1 day ago

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    You tell me yours, I'll tell you mine. I was born to druggies, and became one early on. Got touched by a dude when I was really young, became bulimic for almost 6 years and am...
    DrumheadTrial DrumheadTrial 18-21, M May 4

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    I had to let go of my ex I didn't want to but he said it was for the best probably it was only the best for him , i wonder was it all a lie. did you ever really love me or did...
    angie314 angie314 13-15, F May 14

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    The weight I feel on my heart is more than I can bear. There's a pain I can't explain. A cloud that never really leaves. A feeling like my purpose here is over. The crying won't...
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 4 days ago

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    Ive been hurt so many times.... and all people want to do is hurt me more.... all i want is to have someone i can have an intellectual conversation with, someone who will see my...
    ddmagnum ddmagnum 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 27

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    I just found my school photos from 3 and 4 years ago. I hated myself back then, due to my 'terrible' skin, caused by my dermatillomania. Looking at it now, I don't see why I hated...
    Annelina Annelina 18-21, F 1 Response May 2

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    Blah blah blah blah I want to say something and it goes on I'm feeling nothing absolutely nothing bitchy I don't care very much right now but this is not the real me I'm a very...
    Janisoneluv Janisoneluv 26-30, F May 13

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    Well I did it again I keep doing it and I don't understand why. Every person that gets close to me I wait a while feel really strong about them then push them away . I am so...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Chuck Norris once broke the law. They are still trying to put it back together.
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 2 Responses Apr 28

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    Just over a month now since my two year relationship with my girlfriend ended. I don't want her back as the way she treated me was unforgivable but I do want to get myself back...
    Mike617 Mike617 22-25, M 4 Responses May 3

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    1. i'm hung over someone 2. i have a boyfriend 3. i haven't graduated yet 4. i am dependent on my parents, my sister, and my boyfriend 5. i hate my parents. 6. i love playing...
    olahjagger olahjagger 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 26

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    she said she loves me but broke up with me but said there was a small chance to get back together so confused!
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 6 days ago

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    im just tired. im tired of trying .im tired of caring. i have no real close friends to talk to, and feel like im living an alienated and monotonous life , with nothing to look...
    foxyoxy123 foxyoxy123 26-30, F 4 Responses May 1

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    The older you get, the more you really want to give to the marriage. men seem to have more respect for a woman when they get older. I've always enjoyed a younger woman watching her...
    adoorable1 adoorable1 56-60, M 1 Response May 10

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    Whoever he is out there, I want him to love me. I want to hold hands and kiss in public. I want to watch movies on the couch, I want to bake cookies together, wear matching outfits...
    hiddenjem hiddenjem 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I just realized I only have one year left of high school.... And I haven't done anything I want to. I want to be a dramatic person- not like school drama but just Radical and...
    TundraIvy TundraIvy 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 30

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    Someone ******* kill me I don't wanna breath I just wanna die I can't deal with this **** anymore fuckkk everything circles round in my head and I can't take it! I want my dad back...
    polarbearlove polarbearlove 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago