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I Want to Pull Myself Back Together

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    Thirty Something And Still Single....is That So Wrong??? =/

    I'm 36 years old and still single. Never been married, no children, and haven't had a serious long term relationship for many moons. ( However, I do have a long list of "quirky" men I have dated over the years.) I feel like I'm still 21 trying to find myself. I'm very...
    Msmart Msmart 36-40 5 Responses Sep 20, 2010

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    I Miss Me

    I miss who I was. I was funny, and people genuinely liked my company. After a year away from home, I came back to find that everything was different. My family was falling apart, I didn't have any friends and I didn't have anything to do. The people I used to associate myself...
    redway18 redway18 18-21 Dec 27, 2008

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    Extend

    It is hardly a secret that winter is always a brutal time for me from a depressive standpoint along with the fact remains that Mr Murphy is known for putting on his Doc Martens and doing just about everything he can to ruin my day. The culmination results in particularly vicious...
    TheCrimsonGuard TheCrimsonGuard 31-35, M Feb 10, 2013

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    This Year

    I thought that I was going to make it through this year without any sort of scars, but it turns out that it's easier said than done. It's only been about three days of school and already I'm getting hate email and being flicked off as I walk to class. Not to mention, I'm stressed...
    SweetbriarPoet SweetbriarPoet 26-30, F 6 Responses Sep 1, 2008

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    If I Could Just Get Over the First Hump...

    I need to get my head together again.  Everyday I want to scream, throw things.  I try to be strong, I try to stay away, but he always manages to pull me back in...and then hurts me again. If I could just get through one week without any contact at all, I think I...
    purpleriz purpleriz 46-50, F Mar 16, 2009

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    Its Like An Elastic Band

    I seem to do really well for a while, felt good and doing good and all and then one day - just didn't feel it, didn't feel like anything. I go through these phases and its really unproductive. I feel horrible and really give up on everything I'm doing at that moment, sort of...
    u2rhere2 u2rhere2 22-25, F Oct 20, 2009

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    He called me today, asking for another chance. I'm thinking of getting back together with him, I actually miss him, but I don't want to be used like he did before. Girls, what...
    Sexygirlfriend21 Sexygirlfriend21 18-21, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    Me and him just got back together! He sounded genuinely sorry, I gave him one last chance, hopefully, he doesn't cheat on me again.
    Sexygirlfriend21 Sexygirlfriend21 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Did you ever feel like you look around you and feel as though you are surrounded by anger, blame, cynicism, skepticism, judgment, and competition?I want my innocence back.I want to...
    mistletoe41 mistletoe41 41-45, F 2 Responses Oct 2

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    I have had my dog Juno for the past 6years. She's moved with me, been with me through many life struggles, and has been my shadow. When I got a job forcing me to be away from home...
    rachelleigh89 rachelleigh89 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    i would do anything to be able to go back to school and get a nursing diploma and export myself out of here, somewhere colder, somewhere more prosperous ; out of the third world...
    Chulazon Chulazon 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 2

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    Hey about 5 months ago my girlfriend left me and I am still struggling to deal with it. We didn't even try and work anything out she just left. We had a house, good jobs, pet dog...
    84Luka 84Luka 26-30, M Oct 4

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    I want to help scientists communicate with each other, share ideas and have discussion. Scientists of any field. Especially theoritical mathematicians and physicists. I want to...
    sparkydream sparkydream 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I wish I could go back to my childhood; back when it was summertime, I could hear people still over visiting my family (the way the voices oscillate in eruptions of laughter), the...
    DreamChristine DreamChristine 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 2

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    Getting older... knowing more stuffs..seeing more stuffs. Time gives you a coin with 2 faces.. let you know what you want in life and another face is.. sometimes you just can't...
    SwanLake78 SwanLake78 36-40, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    this happened on Sunday October,5 2014 Well during this time I didn't want to go to Dicks. Had to go because I my mother had mentioned that I needed knew shoes. I didn't really...
    awsome2 awsome2 18-21, M Oct 9

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    Any ideas where to start to go back to college not originally from here so my education is all foreign more of british style !!
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F Sep 20

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    I have to go back to college tomorrow after being on break for 5 days. I am going to really miss my family and am extremely anxious.
    fenley94 fenley94 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I would go back in time to where samurai and many kinds of martial art were I would train under discipline and I would train and train under the teaching of masters I train till...
    Erentitan Erentitan 13-15, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    i've wasted all my youth only to find out that the one thing i want is true love, but i'm old and live in an empty world without any chance of that happening... i want to relive...
    mrbultitude mrbultitude 31-35, M Oct 10

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    I miss her soooo much I feel like dying
    Hughstay Hughstay 16-17 1 Response Sep 20

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    'Nobody Home' ...and so the saga begins. http://goo.gl/scVViy
    tommiatkins tommiatkins 51-55, M Sep 27

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    Seriously , woudnt that be amazing though?!?!
    skye5672 skye5672 13-15, F Oct 4

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    I have a private tutor since I travel so much for work. I'd really rather be in school, and be making friends.
    LittleStain LittleStain 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    I can't seem to shake that feeling. I don't hate myself, I just feel like there's more there. Really, I feel like I'm at the point where I just become complacent and live with...
    lilbittykink lilbittykink 26-30, F 1 hr ago

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    I met my current boyfriend my freshman year of high school. I had art with him. At the time i had a boyfriend. Eventually as the year progressed, things ended with the guy. The end...
    MadisonBri1 MadisonBri1 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    Match point part 3 Here's the next part of the story sorry for how long it's taking me I'll try and speed it up with the next one. Also their are parts missing but nothing...
    darkwolf19 darkwolf19 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 30

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    I have just lost everything. I was engaged to a man that was 23 years older than I was, me 29 him 52. I have never loved anyone the way that I loved him, so completely. I met him...
    slideways slideways 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 6

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    I found someone who I completely connect to. Everything was perfect when we decided to be together after being friends for a couple of years. I knew I had relationship problems...
    Cass1618 Cass1618 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 20

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    I would do just about absolutely anything to be back together with my boyfriend and just to be able to hold him at night and wake up to him in the morning. I would give up all my...
    Cass1618 Cass1618 26-30, F Sep 20

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    It's awkwardly interesting to feel one thing yet think another. I think I want to be with my ex I feel like I have to be a with him I'm terribly obsessed and I need relief. I'm so...
    Janisoneluv Janisoneluv 26-30, F Oct 5

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    Me and my boyfriend broke up last night... I'm crazy about him. And I want us to get back together, but he says just being friends is better right now... I don't see him as a...
    mrbctb2012 mrbctb2012 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    EP won't let me share my story, so I'll really pull it back. I would like you to cause me to lose control of my bladder, because this is something that I love.
    LittleStain LittleStain 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    i miss myself smiling 'cause this passed few days i've been hurt and the smile i gave to them didn't reach in my eyes just like what they said " your smile can light up the whole...
    ElizabethSwannTurner ElizabethSwannTurner 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 2

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    When I was really little, I would believe that after you chewed something, some kind of fusion ray would zap it back together. ...Makes chewing kind of pointless, huh.
    DrowningInRed DrowningInRed 13-15, F Oct 12

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    Would you all agree with me that at some point, it's not really about the money that you're after, it's a lifestyle. A lifestyle of not having to worry about money, a lifestyle...
    OutFromTheMatrix OutFromTheMatrix 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    if i had a magic wand i would then make the world a better place. And food for all the people, hesl people who is sick.. and so... Also those loved ones togheter and families...
    memyself1234 memyself1234 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 26

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    I have a group of friends across the US and we all want to run away together,is there anyone with a car that can seat 8 people wanting to go on a road trip and run away with us?
    CalistoCarter CalistoCarter 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    1. I'm fat and don't give a damn. 2. I love 'The Twilight Zone'. 3. I've never smoked but like the idea. 4. I have no religion, don't mock others for theirs, but don't want one...
    twofacetoo twofacetoo 18-21, M Oct 3

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    I wish I could go back to the day we first met, I wish I spent more time with you. I wish it didn't have to end like this. Sometimes I just want to go back and fix all the mistakes...
    SavedByBands SavedByBands 16-17, F Sep 26

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    I miss her so much. I feel so alone and I just want to go back in time. The one person I loved and cared about no longer feels the same and it's the worst feeling I've ever...
    gybe gybe 18-21, M 5 Responses Sep 29

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    Im not the same person i was before.. Infact ive changed for te worst.. The sweet shy side is hid from people bc im sick and tured of always being run over by like basically...
    believexo believexo 16-17, F Sep 30

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    I want to go back to Wales, America is a very difficult place for me to live in. Perhaps Essex of England would be suitable since most of my friends back home live around there
    tsukiyodesu tsukiyodesu 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 6

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    I lived in Japan before, but I want to move back!! The only problem is, I wouldn't have a job over there. I'm going to be a college student and hopefully in several years I'll be...
    connorshansen connorshansen 22-25, M Oct 8

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    My trust is broken for the nth time. I feel extremely betrayed, especially having the latest incident is a trust broken by a good friend and I thought he understands me. I don't...
    pauscastles pauscastles 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 20

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    I don't want to have responsibilities, I don't want to have a job, I don't want to go to college. I want to go back to being 18 forever..
    DeadlyKat DeadlyKat 18-21, F Sep 27

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    Four years ago, my mom had a cerebral aneurysm. She survived, but hasn't been the same ever since. Two years ago, my grandmother passed away from cancer. I would want to go back to...
    cec0692 cec0692 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 29

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