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I Want to Pull Myself Back Together

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    Its Like An Elastic Band

    I seem to do really well for a while, felt good and doing good and all and then one day - just didn't feel it, didn't feel like anything. I go through these phases and its really unproductive. I feel horrible and really give up on everything I'm doing at that moment, sort of...
    u2rhere2 u2rhere2 22-25, F Oct 20, 2009

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    If I Could Just Get Over the First Hump...

    I need to get my head together again.  Everyday I want to scream, throw things.  I try to be strong, I try to stay away, but he always manages to pull me back in...and then hurts me again. If I could just get through one week without any contact at all, I think I...
    purpleriz purpleriz 46-50, F Mar 16, 2009

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    Thirty Something And Still Single....is That So Wrong??? =/

    I'm 36 years old and still single. Never been married, no children, and haven't had a serious long term relationship for many moons. ( However, I do have a long list of "quirky" men I have dated over the years.) I feel like I'm still 21 trying to find myself. I'm very...
    Msmart Msmart 36-40 5 Responses Sep 20, 2010

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    This Year

    I thought that I was going to make it through this year without any sort of scars, but it turns out that it's easier said than done. It's only been about three days of school and already I'm getting hate email and being flicked off as I walk to class. Not to mention, I'm stressed...
    SweetbriarPoet SweetbriarPoet 26-30, F 6 Responses Sep 1, 2008

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    I Miss Me

    I miss who I was. I was funny, and people genuinely liked my company. After a year away from home, I came back to find that everything was different. My family was falling apart, I didn't have any friends and I didn't have anything to do. The people I used to associate myself...
    redway18 redway18 18-21 Dec 27, 2008

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    I'm in a fairly new relationship ( 3 months ) everything is going really well, except my current boyfriend doesn't want me to be friends with my ex. I've dated my ex for a little...
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    The the thing with boyfriends' mothers. Oh my God they are so irritating. I'm tired of being lectured. I'm quiet and not a back talker and just nod and says yes or no, and say a...
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    I was the trouble maker, the guy who argued with teachers, slacked off in class barely getting by. It's not that I couldn't do the work I didn't want to. I got into fights, punched...
    DeathSaw DeathSaw 31-35, M 5 days ago

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    When I was younger I was physically and mentally abused by my mother. In my early childhood my dad was an alcoholic who would drink come home and beat my mom. We would have to...
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    amazedbygrace amazedbygrace 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    GOD BLESS THE DAY THE MAN THAT HELP ME GET MY EX HUSBAND BACK Hello my name is Babarah from CANADA. i just want to share my experience and testimony here.. i was married for 6...
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    I was holding myself back from posting this, I swear. But I actually don't care anymore: here's my face!
    asami13 asami13 16-17, F 5 Responses Aug 20

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    GOD BLESS THE DAY THE MAN THAT HELP ME GET MY EX HUSBAND BACK Hello my name is Babarah from CANADA. i just want to share my experience and testimony here.. i was married for 6...
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    Bitterness is Dangerous -HOW CAN I DESCRIBE BITTERNESS TO YOU? IT JUST DOESN'T APPEAR ALL OF A SUDDEN, IT HAPPENS OVER TIME. I HATE HOW IT MAKES ME FEEL. I DON'T FEEL LIKE MYSELF...
    Heavenbound5511 Heavenbound5511 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    By I want my freedom I don't mean I am a slave or anything like that..what I mean is that I want to be free I want to stop feeling like the real me is trap is a hell whole cause...
    Jkplaydoutyubd Jkplaydoutyubd 16-17, M Aug 18

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    I feel very happy to share my great and wonderful testimony with everyone on this site..: I was married for 7years to my wife and all of a sudden, another man came into the picture...
    AndreThompson1963 AndreThompson1963 51-55, M Aug 18

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    Back to the time when I enjoyed my work. Where I had mates. Where people actually said 'Good Morning'. Where it was possible to have a laugh and do something inspiring that helped...
    cazt2015 cazt2015 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    I've lived away from my home town for nearly 25 years, and I desperately want to go back. I absolutely DESPISE the city I live in now, but I also don't want to move my kids (I...
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    I miss all my college friends and people I went to school with. 30,000 kids went to my school and I never had a problem with anyone!!! I can honestly say I liked everyone I met...
    ERMAHGERD1 ERMAHGERD1 22-25, F Aug 12

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    and wish that i should have let myself focus on more important things than pretending everythings fine whatever life throws at me, i should have let my instincts go with the flow...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 12

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    I wish i can go back when i was in 4th grade. I made a huge mistake that cringes me every time i thought about it.
    sabrinabryn sabrinabryn 13-15, F Aug 12

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    It was a weekend night, go out with the guys to a club and strutt I guess you could say, but I felt a little out of place. I was with my younger friends and I felt like more of an...
    Kingscommand Kingscommand 26-30, M Aug 12

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