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I Want to Pull Myself Back Together

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    Its Like An Elastic Band

    I seem to do really well for a while, felt good and doing good and all and then one day - just didn't feel it, didn't feel like anything. I go through these phases and its really unproductive. I feel horrible and really give up on everything I'm doing at that moment, sort of...
    u2rhere2 u2rhere2 22-25, F Oct 20, 2009

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    Thirty Something And Still Single....is That So Wrong??? =/

    I'm 36 years old and still single. Never been married, no children, and haven't had a serious long term relationship for many moons. ( However, I do have a long list of "quirky" men I have dated over the years.) I feel like I'm still 21 trying to find myself. I'm very...
    Msmart Msmart 36-40 5 Responses Sep 20, 2010

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    If I Could Just Get Over the First Hump...

    I need to get my head together again.  Everyday I want to scream, throw things.  I try to be strong, I try to stay away, but he always manages to pull me back in...and then hurts me again. If I could just get through one week without any contact at all, I think I...
    purpleriz purpleriz 46-50, F Mar 16, 2009

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    This Year

    I thought that I was going to make it through this year without any sort of scars, but it turns out that it's easier said than done. It's only been about three days of school and already I'm getting hate email and being flicked off as I walk to class. Not to mention, I'm stressed...
    SweetbriarPoet SweetbriarPoet 22-25, F 6 Responses Sep 1, 2008

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    I Miss Me

    I miss who I was. I was funny, and people genuinely liked my company. After a year away from home, I came back to find that everything was different. My family was falling apart, I didn't have any friends and I didn't have anything to do. The people I used to associate myself...
    redway18 redway18 18-21 Dec 27, 2008

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    Extend

    It is hardly a secret that winter is always a brutal time for me from a depressive standpoint along with the fact remains that Mr Murphy is known for putting on his Doc Martens and doing just about everything he can to ruin my day. The culmination results in particularly vicious...
    TheCrimsonGuard TheCrimsonGuard 31-35, M Feb 10, 2013

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    First 3months ‎ And my boyfriend was missing his ex. ‎ Now 9 months, and im in a whirlwind of confusion. U said u never cheated, but u did ‎ U did. U cheated...  ‎ Body...
    hateme92 hateme92 18-21, F Sep 3

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    I want to go backTo our hideaway in the woodsTo the sky being a comforting shade of gray with a slither of orange trying to escapeTo walking the streets at midnight, pretending it...
    dannygirl89 dannygirl89 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    I recently lost my place and that place was what I called my home what my family and I called home me my girlfriend my little brother and my pets. But now it's all gone now we are...
    whisperingcampaign whisperingcampaign 26-30, F Aug 25

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    I hated winter so I went west to Washington. I learned I hated all the rain so I moved south to Arizona. I learned I love the sun but cant go outside because its relentless with...
    deposit deposit 41-45, M 6 days ago

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    I Miss Him... He Broke Up With Me Cause He Didn't Want Me In The Crossfire Of His Gang Violence Crap... Stupid Stupid Stupid Love Of My Life. I Want To Win Him Back, Steal His...
    MelodramaticFool MelodramaticFool 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    I fell in love with a 26 year old when I was 17. I am now 18. We recently had an argument over something stupid but I am hopeful we will be friends again soon. I have left her with...
    TheSazStar TheSazStar 18-21, F Aug 30

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    I miss your big ****, inside me, ******* on me or in me, when you spank me and talk nasty to me. I love you too as my partner and friend and miss you so much! How can I show you...
    rubysmom rubysmom 51-55, F 4 Responses Aug 16

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    It was always my home and yet I was taken from my home when my mom was pregnant with me and had to give birth to me in a weird place and I'm not going to go into details. I was...
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M Aug 20

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    I just got back from my summer vacation and it sucks everything is different and everything us weird :/
    sowhat007 sowhat007 18-21, F Sep 1

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    I would want to be an infant again. No cares no worries no pain. I miss that.
    Rayven1997 Rayven1997 16-17, F Aug 16

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    When watching TheWineKone for the first time in six years, it reminded me of Youtube's old layout. DEN I GOT ALL SAD So eventually I thought, "Hey. Why not create some kind of...
    PopcornLadder PopcornLadder 26-30, M Aug 22

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    Attention horny guys: I can't chat with you guys. Please don't message me or add me to your circle. Thanks!
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    I need to get a degree to prove to the world how much I know so I can get hired to do what I can do best and start helping the world!!
    sum1ab sum1ab 46-50, F 4 Responses Sep 7

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    First i need to say i'm nevergiveup99.my account was suspended by EP for no reason.i hope my old EP friends accept me as their friends :(
    nevergiveup27 nevergiveup27 16-17, M 5 days ago

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    It's always interesting to step back and see how you have changed and grown within yourself…. I haven't been on EP in quite a while, I've obviously missed a lot with a few old...
    LovingLaughs94 LovingLaughs94 18-21, F Sep 6

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    I read something sad today from a friend who is now in a similar situation as i was this time last year and my heart goes out to her. As it was a time when i myself felt so very...
    lilreddress lilreddress 36-40, F 3 Responses Aug 31

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    We sit in silence, only sound is the music on low in the background as my favorite song plays but im not really listening. I sit transfixed in his face, his eyes are filled with so...
    lilreddress lilreddress 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 29

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    No matter what you did to me, I made these mistakes that destroyed everything all the goodness and I know you never trust me again no matter what I do How I try How many times I...
    LuckyLam LuckyLam 18-21, T 1 Response Aug 25

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    I can't do this anymore I want to give up... I can't keep pretending to put on a smile I don't wanna be called an attention seeker They don't know what I go through 😔 I'm...
    ForeverLife ForeverLife 13-15, F Sep 6

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    I'm not doing well.. I put the nails in my own coffin so long ago.. Now I'm a wreck trying to pull them back out but I won't stop believing that I can't. I had my reasons for...
    Holdontothefire Holdontothefire 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I don't hate anyone. I happen to love who I am. There are many people that I know I never want in my life or even remotely near me. I know that trust has been severed completely...
    deepscar deepscar 46-50, F 2 Responses Aug 26

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    I dosed off early that day. I had had a long day and I had just gotten message from him saying hope your day went well. We were Long Distance, had problems but we were holding unto...
    ANPatie ANPatie 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    So I am turning 23 next month and still nothing has changed in my life. I mean I know I need to do something about it blah blah blah but I don't know how . I am always sitting...
    ScorpioPhoenix ScorpioPhoenix 22-25, F 7 Responses 6 days ago

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    Especially when other people are in the picture. When others speak fondly of me, I get upset. I want them to just shut up, and that makes me feel like a bad person. Some days I...
    iKitKat iKitKat 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I feel like I'm living a nightmare Everything isn't going how I saw it Nothing is the same anymore Sleep non-existent Waking hours I feel zombiefied I fight the urge to dig deep...
    PoeticMute PoeticMute 31-35, M 5 days ago

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    76. My favorite color is blue. 77. My parents divorced when I was in the 3rd grade. They got back together and remarried less than a year later. 78. I grew up listening to...
    ludix ludix 41-45, M 1 Response Aug 28

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    I love my hair pulled hard back a one hand around my neck
    Daddyslilfrenchgirl Daddyslilfrenchgirl 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 29

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    I've been dating the same boy for a year next month. We broke up for two months this summer, however continued to see each other, so when we got back together, we didn't restart...
    chloeelizabeth chloeelizabeth 16-17, F 9 Responses Aug 29

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    just wanted to let any of you out there going through this know i have been there. i haven been through it. i know how hard it is. even more so when you have to face it alone. it's...
    varjakpaw varjakpaw 18-21, F Sep 2

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    I myself don't know who I am anymore. When I was younger I use to enjoy little things in life. It's not like I'm on hard core drugs, life just happened. I'm 22 years old I...
    Sofie88 Sofie88 22-25 Aug 16

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    i'm not being selfish or something, but i just want my friend back... recently this best friend of mine just met a new friend online. they happened to be in the same school (and...
    yunisaurus yunisaurus 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    I want a baby and don't know how to tell my boyfriend. He already has two children from a previous relationship and think he might not be keen on the idea. Although we have had a...
    cherrylipa cherrylipa 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 25

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    When I was younger. In about 5th grade i told myself that smoking and drinking was icky because of a program in school called D.A.R.E and it really made me want to stay clean. But...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    so im 26 and have two children 4 and 7.I do all i can for them i adore them.Right now it is difficult as my financial status isn't great so obviously im going to worry about there...
    cizzyfla cizzyfla 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    I pulled my back in 2007 and have had problems since then.
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F Aug 24

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    I'm finding sleep where I need it Nothing goes to plan any more Awaiting the day where I can throw off the shackles Needing no more that help that I desire right now Just to even...
    PoeticMute PoeticMute 31-35, M 5 days ago

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    Mummy I still dont want to accept that you left ......I cry day n night I cant help myself.mummy please forgive me please come back.i miss you so much .....no one else I can...
    jeeney jeeney 31-35, F 10 hrs ago

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    I met a girl online once. She was from Ohio and I wasn't happy with my life at the time. I was cutting and attempting suicide. I was going to runaway from home and live with her...
    CJCA CJCA 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 26

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    I broke up with my boyfriend 5 days ago and he was really depressed and asking me to get back together and when I said no he then tried to kill himself. I feel so guilty
    kayla2906 kayla2906 16-17, F 15 Responses Sep 1

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    I honestly think that I could be a pretty ****** adorable girlfriend, but an online relationship is just not for me. I need to see you, and hold your hand, and kiss you when you're...
    makaiajane makaiajane 16-17, F Sep 7

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    I've been holding myself back for so long from doing what I want because "dieing isn't the answer." I'm never happy anymore there's no reason for me to be. No matter what I do one...
    jessicaconte jessicaconte 16-17, F a week ago

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