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I Want to Pull Myself Back Together

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 184 People

    If I Could Just Get Over the First Hump...

    I need to get my head together again.  Everyday I want to scream, throw things.  I try to be strong, I try to stay away, but he always manages to pull me back in...and then hurts me again. If I could just get through one week without any contact at all, I think I...
    purpleriz purpleriz 46-50, F Mar 16, 2009

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    This Year

    I thought that I was going to make it through this year without any sort of scars, but it turns out that it's easier said than done. It's only been about three days of school and already I'm getting hate email and being flicked off as I walk to class. Not to mention, I'm stressed...
    SweetbriarPoet SweetbriarPoet 26-30, F 6 Responses Sep 1, 2008

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    Its Like An Elastic Band

    I seem to do really well for a while, felt good and doing good and all and then one day - just didn't feel it, didn't feel like anything. I go through these phases and its really unproductive. I feel horrible and really give up on everything I'm doing at that moment, sort of...
    u2rhere2 u2rhere2 22-25, F Oct 20, 2009

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    I Miss Me

    I miss who I was. I was funny, and people genuinely liked my company. After a year away from home, I came back to find that everything was different. My family was falling apart, I didn't have any friends and I didn't have anything to do. The people I used to associate myself...
    redway18 redway18 18-21 Dec 27, 2008

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    Thirty Something And Still Single....is That So Wrong??? =/

    I'm 36 years old and still single. Never been married, no children, and haven't had a serious long term relationship for many moons. ( However, I do have a long list of "quirky" men I have dated over the years.) I feel like I'm still 21 trying to find myself. I'm very...
    Msmart Msmart 36-40 5 Responses Sep 20, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    Warning: this may be long. The end happened a few months ago, but the destruction of a 5 year friendship isn't something you "just get over". I need to get this out. Hopefully some...
    SwedishDoll SwedishDoll 18-21, F 14 mins ago

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    I'm so deeply truly madly in love with this one amazing guy which I've known for 8 years and I had a crush on him for 6 years. G is one of the hottest guy in our school back then...
    awsmunicorn awsmunicorn 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I would like to say Happy Belated Birthday to my Cousin in Florida. I Love Her very much. The day you walked into my Cousin's Life, (more like a Brother), you've made him all that...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 3 hrs ago

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    I am looking for that person. I have gotten myself in big financial trouble by taking several on line very high interest loans and I am trying to work out how I am going to pay...
    David67 David67 56-60, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I have come to a beautiful place in my life where I unconditionally love myself ... i love this fusion my soul and body have formed ... I love myself I love the "flaws" or the...
    igotthesunshiningoutmyass igotthesunshiningoutmyass 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    You try to be different but your constantly victimized, you know deep inside that its wrong to be this despised, still you cant help but believe your to blame, your hearts aching...
    mylifeishopeless mylifeishopeless 16-17, F 7 hrs ago

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    Happy Valentine's Day to all my peeps. Those of us who are single, lonely and excluded, this is for you and we all gonna stick together
    Nihl Nihl 18-21, M 8 hrs ago

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    1. Tum Saath Ho 2. Kaddu Katega 3. Lut Gaye 4.Harjaaiyaan 5.Aare Pritam Pyaare 6.Tukur Tukur 7.Adaobi 8.Dodo (Nigerian song) 9.Watch My Ting Go 10. Pull Over (Nigerian song) 11. Na...
    AfricanGirl19 AfricanGirl19 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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    There was a time I had a friend I could tell anything and everything to without having to worry about being judged or ashamed of it, but they went away. We still talk from time to...
    EtTuJudas EtTuJudas 46-50, M 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    1. I'm a lot smarter in my head than verbalizing my ideas and thoughts. 2. I'm a very empathetic and a accepting person. I can't say that I entirely pride myself in that aspect...
    naturesxwanderess1 naturesxwanderess1 26-30, F 12 hrs ago

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    I do, and I've always felt kind of ...off. Because it's so easy for me to find the beauty and good in other people, even in the worst kind of people, but I can't seem to be content...
    chickenstrips chickenstrips 18-21, M 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    The ten things I wish to share aren't easy to talk about so I will share the one thing that ties them all together. I am broken and crumbled. Have been most of my life and done...
    hidden0ne hidden0ne 31-35, M 20 hrs ago

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    The temptation to fix a bunch of crap would be strong as hell! Damn butterfly effect. With my luck, I'd make sure certain things never happened and I would come back to a current...
    kk1874 kk1874 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    After a long day at work it would be nice to come home to a handsome smile and strong hands. I had it for brief moments with my previous lover. I have never had someone I could...
    ijustneed2talk ijustneed2talk 46-50, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    Every time I rest I dream of going back to when I was young. To live in my young body, to run and jump. To hug my Father and tell him I love him. To buy shares in Apple (haha), but...
    Loveopensmetosun Loveopensmetosun 46-50 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My worst mistake, was without a doubt my 9 year relationship with a mentally, emotionally, & physically abusive guy. it didn't start out that way, but those kind of men don't let...
    ShannieB ShannieB 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I wish I could go back in time where I was a little girl so I don't have to worry about high school or homework And just stay there forever because life sucks my family fights...
    Moonheart1 Moonheart1 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I keep having a dream with my ex and we get back together... Does that mean I still live him and I want to get back together with him?
    aby2015 aby2015 13-15, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    To The Girl Who Stole My HeartYou're the first person I think about.In the morning after I eat and go out.When I jump in the shower to wash my body and head.And the last, after...
    theophilusmartins theophilusmartins 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I'm sorry to say this but all girl friends I have met in life ways took advantage of me they only came to.me when they needed me and they were gone when I needed them. rn I need a...
    Anna1198 Anna1198 16-17, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I have this extreme desire to just disappear..for as long as I feel I need to. To just leave and find myself and experience new things and go to places I've never been. But I want...
    haileeilenenanderson haileeilenenanderson 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Since I started going out with my partner 4 and a half months ago, I can completely see this lasting between us and is both wanting to settle down together. There's a rather large...
    CiorstaidhNicAnToisich CiorstaidhNicAnToisich 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    We all are lonely. we are ship which is slightly sinking.. we want to get along together we want to love each other but we donno how to be friends with luck of communication...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses a week ago

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    I miss the Pacific Northwest. I went to college up in the Columbia Gorge area of Washington/Oregon and it was incredible. I felt so much at peace there that I want to move back but...
    HisPorcelainDoll HisPorcelainDoll 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 5

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    WASH DAY!!!! It was that time of the week again. oh i hate this day, this the day when the popular girls at school target someone less popular then them and decide to clean her up...
    sasahsworld sasahsworld 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 3

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    I'm slipping into a downward spiral, I feel like I can no longer cope, I'm being driven back to where I once was, a dark place, blade in hand, unable to reason my way out of it any...
    alphapuppy alphapuppy 18-21, T Feb 3

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    yes I do want to say thank you to all the nice EP members who have been so kind and good to me. Yes I've met a few who seem to be mad at me or the world, but you know none of us...
    g4it g4it 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    I want to do a lot of things. I want to help people. I want to inspire them. Well atleast try to. There are a lot of things going on my mind right now. The one main concern is that...
    Avanya Avanya 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 2

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    I kind of want to try and friend my ex who shattered my heart about 14 months ago... Would this be a good idea? My intentions aren't to get back together with him (as far as I know...
    ouiee ouiee 18-21, F Feb 2

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    I feel like I am the loneliest person in the universe, I have no friends, and the ones that tell me they are, don’t show it through their actions. I’ve never fit in anywhere or...
    RainEmbrace RainEmbrace 31-35, F 11 Responses Feb 1

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    when I was age 7 I got sexually assaulted it shattered my life I am slowly slowly slowly putting myself back together again but my brother's and his daughter has broken heart
    Kittymad1968 Kittymad1968 46-50, M Feb 1

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    1. Beautiful Music for Ugly Children by Kristin Cronn-Mills. This book was, was, was, the reason I had the courage to come out to my Mom as Transgender. Parts of it still make...
    ProcessOfBecoming ProcessOfBecoming 18-21, T 1 Response Jan 31

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    School starts tomorrow... I don't want to go back!!!
    melchua99 melchua99 16-17, F Jan 31

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    Some days its hard to believe theres actually someone out there for me. Someone i could really imagine spending the rest of my life with and vice versa. Someone who i could have a...
    HarleyQuinn966 HarleyQuinn966 18-21, F 10 Responses Jan 30

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    UPDATED I was taking a shower, when I swung around on my left hand side. I felt pain on the side of my tummy, and something moving around. I felt something pulling and pushing. I...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Jan 28

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