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I Want To Rebuild My Life

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    Scatter for the remaining pieces and make useless attempts at putting them back together. Is it possible to find what is lost, when what you've lost are pieces of you?  How do you recognize such pieces in the aftermath of what shattered you in the first place?Rebuilding...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 14, 2012

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    I know what I want IN my life.
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    Maybe...just maybe if I still have a chance left, I may have the thing I love to have. Maybe if I have just one day to change everything I made......just maybe.
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    But it may not. My nana predicted me would be ok. But when.
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    I savor each word from song wondering what more there is out there in this life, when all I can feel lately is this agonizing loneliness and suffering I feel each day. I imagine...
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    I shouted at my parents. I feel like I was a Monster. I feel extremely bad about it and it is not that first time. I want to stop it. I want to be affectionate and talk to my...
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    For as long as I can remember all I wanted in life was to be a wife and mother. Growing up in a broken home, this was a really big deal for me. That being said I got married at a...
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    From some time back I wrote this story of leaving ep. EP Link It seems coming back has simply not allowed me to heal and move forward in many ways. In many ways coming into this...
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    Sometimes I fail to say what i think. I get all wrapped up in thoughts and dreams, but I never forget what she truly means. It might be a cliche...but she's the first person I...
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    But I'll never find it... You know why? Because I have no social life... I don't have anywhere to look because i'm not comfortable going anywhere. I'm so depressed, and doing all...
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    i dont want to change and you cant force me! i am who i am.i cant change myself bcz you dont love it! got it??????or i should repeat it again????? whispering this song : i dont...
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    I don't want my life anymore. People will say "if you don't like it, change it" but I can't think of a life I would want so change it to what. Nothing makes me happy anymore. I...
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    LIFE HAS BECAME OVERWHELMING I JUST CANT TAKE THIS PAIN EMPTINESS AND VOID. I WANT MY LIFE TO END NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!
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    I'm headed to an eating disorder inpatient treatment center next week. From a halfway house that I've been in for 7 weeks. Previously I was in a rehab for 3 months. Before that I...
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    I don't want kids. I do enjoy being around children. They're cute don't get me wrong [although they're some nasty ones out there] but, very early on I just knew that I didn't want...
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    There are times where I feel like I'm not even controlling myself. That the choices I make are almost involuntary and therefore, I'm destined to make/repeat these choices. I also...
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