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I Want To Rebuild My Life

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    Scatter for the remaining pieces and make useless attempts at putting them back together. Is it possible to find what is lost, when what you've lost are pieces of you?  How do you recognize such pieces in the aftermath of what shattered you in the first place?Rebuilding...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 14, 2012

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    Before 2 years..... i was a completely different person.... like.... i was being loved and taken care of wvwry where i went. I had sooo many friends..... i was the centre of the...
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    I want and desire a lifelong partner who makes an effort to make our relationship work.
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    My birthdays almost here its July 30 i cant wait to be 17 but it mocks me in the face because it says hey my free time is almost up and i need to start doing better and start...
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    Hey folks,That's me. I would like to introduce myself now, as I am a newcomer to the Experience Project. I am a 19-year-old from the 'burbs of Chicago, Illinois who is also a...
    fiftyofsomethin fiftyofsomethin 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 24

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    Honestly I just don't know anymore every time I try to be positive on life things just go bad again. Every since 7th grade things haven't been all that but things didn't really get...
    XFallingAngelX XFallingAngelX 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    I enjoyed my life.I used to be alcoholic since my teenage,I used to spend 30.000 rupees($500)every month partying with friends.but now i am fade up of doing such stupid things in...
    Andrew7kams Andrew7kams 18-21, M a week ago

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    I am 31 and I remember being 9 years old and wanting to jump off this balcony. I think sometimes if I had did it then what would I have missed out on? Would all the good...
    whoateyourheart whoateyourheart 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    Ok life blows! I don't want to take responsibility for ****. I want my life to be good now without doing time working in a glorified factory to pay off an education that didn't get...
    dreamsoffreedom dreamsoffreedom 26-30, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    So EP, despite many of my worrisome, anxious, and 'unhappy' posts, today was alright. It wad a happy day. I spent it with family and friends and I didn't feel so alone. Of course...
    Shoutittotheworld23 Shoutittotheworld23 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 27

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    I'm just tired of waking up every day... Everything is a struggle. I want my life to look a certain way, but I don't know how to achieve my goals. I don't look forward to events...
    alikatherine alikatherine 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 25

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    I am 27 and have been addicted to opiates since 19 when I made the horrible choice of partaking in some "partying" almost 8 years later the party has turned to a hellish nightmare...
    Muffin77 Muffin77 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    I never wanted my life to be like this. Feeling misunderstood,abandoned,forgotten, completley lost? When everyone lies and manipulates you until the end. No one truley cares and...
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    I don't know if this makes me a bad person. I have just been having this thought for awhile now and need to get it off my chest. A little bit about me first, I am completely...
    dania8470 dania8470 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 30

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    Im so lonely every girl disses me im a sophomore in highschool amd idk what to do all i want in life is to have a beautifull girl that loves me im the most faithfull guy a girl can...
    Rml90 Rml90 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 4

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    Yeah. basically thats all I want in life at the moment. and I have a shitload of ideas but I cant pick myself up and write the f***ing story.. I write poems all the time though...
    Mathiiisen93 Mathiiisen93 18-21, F Jul 14

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    I want my life to be like Moonrise Kingdom. I feel like it would be very entertaining
    Annapie Annapie 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    RiseAbove222 RiseAbove222 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    I'm so ugly I have to wear make up to cover my uglyness no one wants a ugly girlfriend or wife I'll be alone all my life I hope it's true god has a person for everyone cause I feel...
    tamaraiwannaknow tamaraiwannaknow 16-17, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    My husband and I have been married for 2 years now. We have a 1 year old son. I am a stay at home wife/mom, 22 years old..... I am not happy with my husband and i's...
    S9402045 S9402045 22-25, F Jul 13

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    Life gives us lego bricks and we construct what we can to start with, then unbuild and rebuild as life proceeds.......... or we sit back and just moan about the colour, shape and...
    mickyisback mickyisback 51-55, M 4 days ago

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    I just want one ******* human being to talk to and them not judge me by what I say .. I want to be able to tell them about my life and them not be in shock or pitty me for what I...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 6 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Trust.‘Stop asking me to trustyou while I’m still coughingup water from the last timeyou let me drown.’ - Unknown.Trust. According to me, this is the most fragile...
    angelicsmiles angelicsmiles 31-35, F 5 Responses Jul 10

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    AQUARIUS SIGN The key feature of Aquarius sign is non-traditional approach to life. Aquarius sign is characterized by curiosity and the ability of deep insight into secrets. These...
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    Thinking about all my friends/family that has left me to be with the Lord. Thinking about all my current friends that is upright, honest, sincere and knows a little about true...
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    I'm moving to Oriliia, Ontario tomorrow and I would like to make some new friends where I live. I don't have a job but I try to keep myself busy with playing guitar and painting...
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    I saved my ex partner's life. I left him before I throttled him.
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