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I Want To Rebuild My Life

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    Scatter for the remaining pieces and make useless attempts at putting them back together. Is it possible to find what is lost, when what you've lost are pieces of you?  How do you recognize such pieces in the aftermath of what shattered you in the first place?Rebuilding...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 14, 2012

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    I want my life to get better I want my life to get better I want my life to get better I want my life to get better. Just nothing else.
    jumanachan jumanachan 16-17, F a week ago

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    I think the word companion is far more intense than other various types of persons we think of when we think of spending time with someone. Wanting a companion isn't all about...
    peaceluvhappiness peaceluvhappiness 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    Maybe...just maybe if I still have a chance left, I may have the thing I love to have. Maybe if I have just one day to change everything I made......just maybe.
    watasiwakurt watasiwakurt 13-15, M a week ago

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    But it may not. My nana predicted me would be ok. But when.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 6 days ago

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    I have no life, I really don't, my days is spent as just sitting in my room playing games... And I'm always ruined by this: people think I have no life (agreed...) and my parents...
    WillToonz WillToonz 13-15, M 2 Responses 46 mins ago

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    Yes indeed I want to change some aspect of my life. My outlook on life,the person I aspire to be,the way I live my life. I am realizing some things I thought I love is harming me...
    temptedtotouch temptedtotouch 16-17, F 6 Responses Aug 4

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    I shouted at my parents. I feel like I was a Monster. I feel extremely bad about it and it is not that first time. I want to stop it. I want to be affectionate and talk to my...
    Rajito Rajito 31-35, M Aug 21

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    For as long as I can remember all I wanted in life was to be a wife and mother. Growing up in a broken home, this was a really big deal for me. That being said I got married at a...
    MahinaGlow MahinaGlow 31-35, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    From some time back I wrote this story of leaving ep. EP Link It seems coming back has simply not allowed me to heal and move forward in many ways. In many ways coming into this...
    topboy1968 topboy1968 41-45 3 days ago

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    I really don't :'( she's my whole world. Life means nothing if she's not in it :'( what's the point of life if you can't be woth the one you love most in the entire universe :'( I...
    ywilliam31 ywilliam31 16-17, M Jul 31

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    Life isn't a fairy tale. Nobody is perfect. Pain is inevitable. You can change your own fate if you want to. Life gives you cheaters,it also gives you people who restore the faith...
    Susana1985 Susana1985 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    But I'll never find it... You know why? Because I have no social life... I don't have anywhere to look because i'm not comfortable going anywhere. I'm so depressed, and doing all...
    or19937 or19937 18-21, M Aug 20

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    I want to become a better person! I want my life to take a 180 degree turn around. I was very lost for awhile with my faith, who I was, I was doing things I shouldn't. But I'm done...
    lostsoul1726 lostsoul1726 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    If I were to find a honest women that knew what she wanted in life, and was able to accept my uniqueness. I believe it would transform my entire life... I only need her to take the...
    theShamanDon theShamanDon 26-30, M Aug 20

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    I don't want to live forever as life continues, I don't wan't to waste it on alcoholics, prison or just getting beaten up every single day. I want my life to be spectacular and not...
    Corey3Adam5 Corey3Adam5 13-15, M 5 days ago

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    I want to have a baby I want to get married first but I really want a baby really badly I need a kid. I know I should wait but honestly its so hard I wish he would propose already...
    laverso laverso 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    do you sometimes feel like everything seems dull you're friends started fading away from you and you're boyfriend seems bored with me and worst of all my loved ones doesn't...
    shenghuidai shenghuidai 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    There are times where I feel like I'm not even controlling myself. That the choices I make are almost involuntary and therefore, I'm destined to make/repeat these choices. I also...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21, F a week ago

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    All I want in life right now is a damn chocolate chip cookie. That's it. That's all I want.
    mournwiththemoonandthestars mournwiththemoonandthestars 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    I don't want kids. I do enjoy being around children. They're cute don't get me wrong [although they're some nasty ones out there] but, very early on I just knew that I didn't want...
    seakissedjem seakissedjem 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    All I want in life is to be a mom enough said
    willieverbegoodenough willieverbegoodenough 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have complete compassion and understanding to the abuse I received from my mum, she was unwell alone a teenage mum with mental health no support or help from her own family, it...
    claireosb claireosb 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 15

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    Kijiji ad! strange? yep? am I lonely? yep? Soooooo....rebuilding new friendships is hard! especially after all the fallout being in limbo with my marriage separation and fighting...
    wiseprotector wiseprotector 41-45, M Jul 31

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    Life is getting worse everyday it is like if the situation push me to make a decitions that I can't control anymore I wish I can go back on time and do it all over but that is no a...
    esoj80 esoj80 31-35, M Aug 13

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    I want to travel so bad just dont have the money my favorite youtubers travel one youtube money maybe whatever job they have real life like I want to travel the asain asai side so...
    Xxchristinx18 Xxchristinx18 18-21, F Aug 17

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    Put yourself in my shoes as you read this. "Compass" by Counterparts is playing on full blast in your room that you're isolating yourself in as you sit on your bed with your sketch...
    MorbidMorals MorbidMorals 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    9 years ago today Katrina was finishing up with the gulf coast,For the next 48 days myself and all the other first responders were fighting a battle to save and evacuate as many of...
    firechief601 firechief601 56-60, M 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    Sometimes life just presses down and I question whether one thing will be the action that changes my entire life. Will this cost me getting into college and will that cost me a job...
    QuietViolets QuietViolets 13-15, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    August 31. Denial. I've been recovering many years. I've used denial many times. It has been a defense, a survival device, a coping behavior, and, at times, almost my undoing. It...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 58 mins ago

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    I am smiling,laughing, joking on the surface but inside I am deeply unhappy. I 'see' myself laughing, like I'm watching from the outside - it's not me and it's not real. When it...
    butterflydanse butterflydanse 31-35, F 45 mins ago

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    Addiction to on line games and worlds is a concern of mine, since I've faced it repeatedly and I've seen it so much over the years. It's sad and we need help. If you are facing...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Aug 9

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    This is a message for those who feel that life is not good, there is no hope, and they want to end it all. Let me start by sharing two stories to help me to get my message across...
    tcennoC tcennoC 51-55, M 2 Responses Aug 10

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    “It's being here now that's important. There's no past and there's no future. Time is a very misleading thing. All there is ever, is the now. We can gain experience from the past...
    kingbs kingbs 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 21

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    Hey, I'm 18 male, and I really can't take my parents anymore. I'm thinking of running away all the time. I'm sorry, this is a bit long but I would really appreciate someone's...
    Balkan1996 Balkan1996 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 1

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    The problem, I think, is that nobody knows exactly what he or she wants. I know and have read about people who just dump their silly or fabulous lives for another silly or less...
    spinsteronthemove spinsteronthemove 36-40 1 Response Aug 6

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    I do not want to say my life is boring, but it can be some times. Adventures come in many different forms, but I feel like modern life revolves less on adventures than I would like...
    EyeOfLight EyeOfLight 18-21, F Aug 11

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    I am currently writing this to thank a close friend, someone who I’m not sure knows this, but is an amazing person. And to the rest of you reading this i hope to inspire or...
    InfiniteMusic InfiniteMusic 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 18

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    Lonely life in highschool (Popularity and crave of belonging): Hey everyone. My name is Corrine and I was in 9th grade for the school year 2013-2014. Life was hard for me during...
    RynCori RynCori 13-15, F Aug 19

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    I did when I was young. Those "childhood" happy times.. I ended up hospitalized a few times and tried committing suicide multiple times. I tries to hurt myself and cut a line...
    SubmissiveSecrets SubmissiveSecrets 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 19

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    There is no want? You either are or your not happy?You and you alone decide this state of mind or existence.The aging process has brought me to this very simple realization.It's...
    bignatbreastluver bignatbreastluver 46-50, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am copy pasting what I found on the net, it is an eye opener. Why do you attract crazy one people? You pity the awkward At parties, the one guy sitting alone at the bar, or...
    ladywarelock ladywarelock 36-40, F 1 day ago

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    I have never been satisfied about my life, only brief moments..... I have low social skills and very few friends. Please keep reading. Sorry If my English is bad. This is a story...
    Needy18 Needy18 18-21, M 11 hrs ago

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    I just want someone there someone I can I just loved the caption because that's how I've felt sometimes
    icanteven22 icanteven22 16-17, M 37 mins ago

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    I've been married for 28 years. My children are grown up. My husband is out going, life and soul, hard working but I'm lost. I feel conditioned which is maybe my fault. I...
    simply44 simply44 51-55, F Jul 31

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    Here we go, maybe I can think of 100 things. 1. I was born in Houston. 2. I have lived my whole life in the same small town of 1200 people. 3. I was put up for adoption at 3...
    Katrenn Katrenn 36-40, F Jul 31

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    Hello EP one more story to tell you it has always been my life from bad to worse, I know what I did to deserve regrets life I just want is pity that nobody ever felt, I want to...
    lovingCuteSmartGirl lovingCuteSmartGirl 18-21, F Jul 31

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