the things that we don't like about ourselves
I know I'm not the only one who spent so long attempting to be someone else
Well I'm over it
I don't care if the world knows what my secrets are, secrets are
I don't care if the world knows what my secrets are...
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels...
. facing backwards . I have tried, tried more than once to just make sure that I was denied the future I'd been searching for, I spun around and hurt no more.. by living in the moment. living my life.. takin it easy.. peace in my mind. peace in my soul.. where ever I'm goin.. I...
I generally regard myself as a pretty resilient fellow,but I've reached that strange place between ennui and madness.For the past two and a half hours I've been on ep quest ,the group hunting spree.I started out being fairly selective and conscientious about it ,but as one group...
I'm walking down the lineThat divides me somewhere in my mindOn the border lineOf the edge and where I walk aloneRead between the linesWhat's ****** up when everything's alrightCheck my vital signsTo know I'm still alive and I walk alone
This am I was driving home from errands (with new coffee pot!) , and good old American woman was playing. I was taken back to my high school years of playing and singing in a band. (yes, we were cool, lol). I got to hang with the boys.....and their beer....
I was the vocalist...
both know, that ain't enough
ain't gonna beg you to stay, ain't gonna ask you what's wrong, ain't no use in chasin after something already gone, take off your leaving dress, let's do what we do best, I guess everybody's got there way of movin on
rest your head, one more time...
*jumps up out of desk and starts singing*
ONE TWO THREE FOUR
We're going on a trip in our favorite rocket ship
Soaring through the sky
Climb aboard get ready to explore
There is so much to find
We're going on a mission start...
What would you do if I typed out of tune? Would you stand up and walk out on me? Lend me an ear and I'll type you a song
And I'm hoping I'll press the right key! OH I GET BY WITH A LITTLE HELP FROM MY FRIENDS. ( and a small dose of Zoloft...)
Have an extra good...
Ok, don't laugh 'cause I like this song ... well I don't really like, like it ... but whenever I hear one line in the song, it makes me think ... usually because I'm driving and I drive mindlessly so I have to occupy my mind somehow, right? O_o
Anyway, the line is ...
I let you...
infatuated, morbidly fascinated
So keeping me medicated is probably the only way
That I'm ever safe to come play with - -
I'm a little bit ****** up in the head
And I told you I'm a couple bulbs short up in my lighthouse
that they taught us, to fight off the monsters, to help numb the darkness, but what they forgot was: you don't need to break my bones for you to break me. The voices won't stop, don't let me be alone, please someone I just wanna go back home....
I know that I'm strong, a broken...
She keeps a picture of me in her apartment in the city
But some things in this world
Man, they don't make sense
Some things you don't leave until they leave you
And then the things that you miss, you say
Baby, baby, baby when all your love is gone
Who will save...
show me answers. The policy is honesty and nothing is censored."
"She couldn't take you, playing with a heart that only wants to disappear."
"I'm done wanting to be just anyone but me."
"Can you read the blackboard, written clear as can be? Can you read his mind? See that that...
and amazed about the experience of merging within your existence
"Khusrau rain suhaag ki, jo main jaagi pi ke sang,
Tan mora man piya ka, jo dono ek hi rang.
(O Khusrau, auspicious bed of wedding, and i remain awake with my beloved....i may be a physical entity but my...
Still trapped within my truth.
A hesitant prize fighter,
Still trapped within my youth.
Old but I'm not that old,
Young but I'm not that bold.
Many times I've been a traveler.
I looked for something new.
In days of old when nights were cold,
I wandered without you.
before you fly
And sometimes to really live, you’ve gotta try
We can change it all together, in the end you’re gonna find
That what we felt in our hearts was real the whole time
When you open up your eyes, I hope that you find
Who you are, who you are"