I want to say sorry to a person who has been REALLY important to me this last month.
i'm sorry its not 25 years ago
i'm sorry i'm not Mr. Peabody
i'm sorry i dont have a flying delorean
i'm sorry i'm not who i want to be.
i'm sorry i wasnt her because things would have been...
Sorry to horrify you when you found out I am a hideous, worthless loser. The price I have to pay is hatred by you and people I have never met. Or worse. No point in holding false hope anymore that I can get forgiveness.
To myself. I'm sorry that i keep inflicting unneeded mental torment upon myself. I'm sorry I inflict it upon otehr people by whingeing. I'm sorry I push people I really love away. I'm just so sorry for some life choices that have led me to this point in thinking.
I'm sorry friend
I don't know what to do
I try so hard
to be a better person to you I screw up a lot
and I ignore you too
I don't know why
but I still love you you're my best friend
I know we can make it through
lets make this friendship last
and make it better and true I know...
True friendship is a gift
Oh so precious and so rare
Sometimes we take it for granted
Sometimes we do despair
Our fault is being human
Mistakes are everywhere
Please let me not lose the gift
That is so precious and so rare.
I want to say sorry to both of them.
It's been a tough time for me but I don't want to use this as a excuse for my misbehaving. I want them to know that I'm sorry for all I've said and I know they meant it well, although it was not probably the right time.
I wish it would...