I Want to Say What I Should Have Said

For about a year now I have had a crush in this girl. She's really pretty and funny, not the smartest thing in the world but F**k that. Any way, I have kept quiet for the last 9 months, I have had several chances to tell her how I feel...

No you did not love me! No i was not happy, all you did was destroy me, i protected you, remeber when you were being raped? Who rescued you? WHO SPENT THE WHOLE YEAR BY YOUR SIDE? You cheated on me, you hurt me more than anyone else...

I’ve let so many opportunities pass me by all because I’m shy and generally need a great deal of time to begin to be comfortable in a new situation with new people. My reclusive and anti-social nature has always worked against me in...

Why can't I tell people when what they are doing is hurting me? Why am I so shy that I cannot say those words? But by the time I am able to say them it is too late? Dammit, why can't I just say it?

-he was the reason i could cope with all that the others were doing to me
-i wished we could support each other
-he was the first man i loved
-i felt guilty
-i wanted him to be happy at any cost
-i was shy and it took much effort...

That time I'm in my 10th standard, 18 years ago, one day sitting with my friends when I first saw her and ohhhh man... I am gone. I still remember she was just walking in the park with her baby sisters when for no reason she looks...

This is my second story & obviously its about me only. As I have written in my first story, I loved her very much. There is not a single day when I didn’t think about her. I sent her my last mail on her birthday. And fortunately I got...

1 - Your son isn't the angel you think he is.  You should know what he did to hurt me
2 - You're going to get locked up for raping me and good riddance while you stay sitting behind bars
3 - Yes I'll stay on the troupe 

I thought you were fully responsible for all what has happened to me. The years of unwanted abuse, the moments of fear and shame that I wish I could never have given you the power to have. But I looked up to you. I loved you. I still do...

mary..
you have been there for my mum her whole life, you took care of your mother when she became ill, you looked after your sister who had mental problems, and you have always been there for your friend and for the rest of us...

There is so much that I think we left unsaid, so much that I wish I had said to you. I was always so afraid of being clingy that I never asked you anything. I prattled on about me and my childhood and I never even knew what your average...

I liked him for three years without faltering. His voice sent chills down my spine and his smile warmed my heart. I loved him but I felt it was wrong to love him so I didn't say a word. He lived not too far from me and we attended the...

I wanted to say:
I didn't choose to live the day I was born. Nor did I choose you to be my parents. It happened this way. I am working to make things better. I am a different individual. Respect my individuality.Don't expect me to be...

Think I'm going for a walk now
I feel a little unsteady
I don't want nobody to follow me
'Cept maybe you
I could make you happy you know
I could do a lot of things
And i do.
God..
 
She took me to work...

I should have told you that I loved you before six years ago today.  I should have thrown my arms around you and solved the conspiracy that was playing in your head.  Your schizophrenic delusions were too much for me to...

I should've told me friend what's been eating at me all summer....On numerous actually. But I can't get the courage to tell her that I've been jumping from guy to guy to fill that emptiness. I should tell her how much he hurt me, how he...

Instead of begging for your affections, pleading with you not to leave me, I should have said, " You're a lying, cheating, bastard."" I hate you for never being there."" I hate you for using me." " You never really loved me." " I was...

I should have told you that I love you, I want to cherish you. You are gone now, I live with this regret. I wanted so much to say I love you but these words couldn't come out. I want to be at your side, take you under my wing to...

You keep pushing and pushing my buttons.... hell i knew something was wrong by the way i woke up this morning. your hate and curses has entered my dreams.... attack my daylight hours.

Hear me you son of a dog..... back off of me. you...