I Want to Scream Really Loud

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 298 People

    Angry and Hurt'twa

     Why is it I allow my husband to say whatever he wants whenever he wants to. It's because i am a pacifist and don't want my children to hear. He can be great, but has an anger problem that he thinks gives him the right to be a verbal bully!! Not how I was brought up, and I...
    deleted deleted
    6 Responses Jul 1, 2008

    Here It Is

    This will probably be the last story I write. Right now I'm lost lonely and fed up. I need some affection but no I feel like people on here and this site our more important. I call my husband every night at work. But lately he's pissy with me because he's busy on here. Well he's...
    WhisperingEchoes WhisperingEchoes
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Oct 3, 2013

    Loose a Tounge, Gain a Voice.

    I wish that I didn't have a tounge, that i could open my mouth, and all that would come out was a long, piercing howl that ripped all sorrow and anger and fear from inside my ribcage, and sent it tumbling out in the world, where it would die without a host. But there is a piece...
    Cracked Cracked
    18-21, M
    1 Response May 11, 2009

    Καρδια μου με ακους;

    too bad i cant scream.. αλλα αν ηταν σιγουρα.... ΝΑ ΣΤΑΜΑΤΗΣΩ ΝΑ ΣΚΕΦΤΟΜ&Alpha...
    annasangels annasangels
    18-21, F
    5 Responses May 11, 2009

    you know this scene in "garden state"

    when Large, Sam, and Mark stand in the rain at the edge of a derelict crane and scream down into the bottomless hole of the quarry: I need to do this right now...(I know: overrated movie but this scene still makes sense for me...)
    aloysia aloysia
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 28, 2014

    I Did It

    I was in one of those moods.  I was at school and during my 15 minute break, I took my friend out side, I was so excited and overwhelmed that I decided it would be hilarious to scream and yell at eachother at the top of our lungs.. so there we were, two idiots in front of...
    sindayla sindayla
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 25, 2009


    Seriously... I really want to scream right now... I think I may murder my boyfriend if I don't... argh!
    phidget phidget
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Jul 1, 2008


    I never scream! I listen to screaming music, I have brothers and sisters with screaming kids, I talk a lot about going in the woods and scream, but I'm a hypocrite - I just don't scream - I dream. MUST DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!!! I whisper with a tiny little voice.
    Clothed Clothed
    41-45, M
    1 Response Jun 8, 2013

    In the Car, Ideally

    A few years ago, my dad called me drunk on my birthday to tell me what a disappointment I was.  I ended up screaming at him, telling him no matter what I did with my life, I least I would be drunk at the country club through my nonexistent daughter's childhood. I had to...
    atali atali
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 11, 2008

    I self taught myself screamo

    because I think metal (no matter what type) is beautiful music with such strong meaning. And I am so aggressive and have no control of my anger so I use this method to let it out. And it helps instead of being physically violent I could either try to write a song, or scream...
    BringMeTheCake BringMeTheCake
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 5, 2014

    Smile Through It

    I can't say how frustrated I am.  I really can't, because if i did I'd start screaming. If i started screaming, the concussion would peel the wallpaper off the walls and shatter glass.  My cat would be blown out of the apartment through the gaping hole in the wall torn...
    intothewoods intothewoods
    3 Responses Nov 11, 2008

    I want to scream and keep crying

    and I don't want anybody to hear me, touch me, talk to me, see me or even feel me. But yea that's just dream it won't really happen.. I actually miss those days when everything was wrong cuz now everything is terribly wrong.. "Iced out, got hot, bit the dust hardcore But I...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether
    22-25, M
    Feb 9, 2014

    Four Hundred and Fifteen Dollars!

    I want to scream really loud!! My very religious friend asked if one of my teenagers could go on a retreat in the summer with her kids.  I didn't know what to say and stupidly said it was okay to sign him up-I did let her know I might change my mind. Well I did, change my...
    bonniebicksler bonniebicksler
    1 Response Jul 31, 2009

    I Need to Scream!!!

    I am so frustrated and fed up with the BS I deal with!!!   thank god my boyfriends briother just came up stairs and talked to me for 10 seconds or I would have screamed. Its 3am here so that wouldnt have been a very good thing to happen.   UPDATE: turns out that...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet
    26-30, F
    2 Responses May 11, 2009


    my pc is annoying the hell out of me at the moment. i don't know why it's acting up...it's just being a computer, i guess. either way, i'm ready to smack it!
    runnagirrl runnagirrl
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 22, 2008

    Life is sometimes unfair especially to sincere

    people. People just treat you the way they feel like treating you even before knowing the real you!
    buffysha buffysha
    36-40, F
    1 Response May 29, 2014

    You Have No Idea How I Want To!!

    AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Thanks, I feel a bit better - maybe I will have to do that again tomorrow!! 
    DorothyofOz DorothyofOz
    41-45, F
    14 Responses May 11, 2009

    Too Bad I Can't....

    I probably would right now, but my throat hurts really badly because my stupid sister got me sick. But believe me, I am screaming in my head.
    walkthisway walkthisway
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 26, 2009

    I'm so tired of drama,

    it's drained me to the point where I'm psychically and mentally exhausted. I just want to roll over and cry myself to sleep but I've never been very good at crying when I actually need to, and I'm having such a problem with sleep lately, it's been eluding me which makes all of...
    PotPrincess PotPrincess
    18-21, F
    Mar 11, 2015

    To Scream Is To Breathe

    Sometimes the room feels too small, the weight on my shoulders unbearable. When life becomes too much to handle, just for a second between now and the next moment of sanity. In that bleak instance I have to scream as loud as I can and as the noise seizes I can finally...
    ImaniCorleone ImaniCorleone
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Nov 18, 2010

    The Outlet

    I'd love to just let loose a war cry lol... but that doesn't seem very socially acceptable. Instead I gym and run - that seems to work, it gives me the time and space to work out my frustrations. House music works too:)
    JocularJaguar JocularJaguar
    31-35, M
    Feb 19, 2012

    I'm one of those people who,

    when extremely hyper, has to scream and make stupid noises. I like scream really loud to annoy people anyway... Especially my family. Haha
    ACyanideSurprise ACyanideSurprise
    18-21, M
    May 29, 2014

    Off I Go

    I want to scream to the hillsPopping all my pillsNo more tears or spillsI want to cry into the night skyCry until i am left high and dryI will whisper goodbyeI did more than just tryI want to whimper into a towelMy blood nothing more than a trailThe smell will go staleBut i am...
    deadinsideout deadinsideout
    26-30, F
    Oct 3, 2013

    I Want I Don't Get

    I want to scream but for so long i've swallowed it tthat's why i get so frsustrated and angry about things i just can't scream i've been told not to so i don't but i wish i could and maybe i couldn't ever stop if i wanted seems a scream is long over due
    jamesdean4ever jamesdean4ever
    18-21, M
    Dec 7, 2011

    Yes, I Do Want To.

    When emotions gets the worst out of me, I just wanted to scream out loud and sometimes I just can't help it. But most of the time I get to stop and take a deep breath to prevents me from doing such impulse.When I do I just keep on talking about how I felt about the matter and...
    zephyr2005 zephyr2005
    41-45, F
    Aug 6, 2011

    I Do, Really Bad.

    But I can't elaborate on why, unfortunately.  Have you ever just had a moment that is like, WTF?!?  This isn't fair to me!  Yeahhhh...  That is how I feel right now.
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 25, 2009


    One thing about me, when I get scared I cannot scream, it doesn't come out, I jump and become numb so to speak. When I get nervous, then my voice raises and it seems like I'm screaming and I'm actually not.  
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    Nov 17, 2010

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