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I Want to Scream Really Loud

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    I self taught myself screamo

    because I think metal (no matter what type) is beautiful music with such strong meaning. And I am so aggressive and have no control of my anger so I use this method to let it out. And it helps instead of being physically violent I could either try to write a song, or scream...
    BringMeTheCake BringMeTheCake 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    In the Car, Ideally

    A few years ago, my dad called me drunk on my birthday to tell me what a disappointment I was.  I ended up screaming at him, telling him no matter what I did with my life, I least I would be drunk at the country club through my nonexistent daughter's childhood. I had to...
    atali atali 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 11, 2008

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    Smile Through It

    I can't say how frustrated I am.  I really can't, because if i did I'd start screaming. If i started screaming, the concussion would peel the wallpaper off the walls and shatter glass.  My cat would be blown out of the apartment through the gaping hole in the wall torn...
    intothewoods intothewoods 26-30 3 Responses Nov 11, 2008

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    I want to go somewhere

    and scream and scream until I get all my anxiety, frustration and pain out. Like being on a rollercoaster, screaming was such a release. Unfortunately, I live in an area where there is nowhere to go to do that. I would be surrounded by police and put into a mental institution...
    honeysuckle23 honeysuckle23 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 3

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    You Have No Idea How I Want To!!

    AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Thanks, I feel a bit better - maybe I will have to do that again tomorrow!! 
    DorothyofOz DorothyofOz 41-45, F 15 Responses May 11, 2009

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    I Need to Scream!!!

    I am so frustrated and fed up with the BS I deal with!!!   thank god my boyfriends briother just came up stairs and talked to me for 10 seconds or I would have screamed. Its 3am here so that wouldnt have been a very good thing to happen.   UPDATE: turns out that...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet 26-30, F 2 Responses May 11, 2009

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    Scream

    I never scream! I listen to screaming music, I have brothers and sisters with screaming kids, I talk a lot about going in the woods and scream, but I'm a hypocrite - I just don't scream - I dream. MUST DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!!! I whisper with a tiny little voice.
    Clothed Clothed 41-45, M 1 Response Jun 8, 2013

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    I Want I Don't Get

    I want to scream but for so long i've swallowed it tthat's why i get so frsustrated and angry about things i just can't scream i've been told not to so i don't but i wish i could and maybe i couldn't ever stop if i wanted seems a scream is long over due
    jamesdean4ever jamesdean4ever 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 7, 2011

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    Here It Is

    This will probably be the last story I write. Right now I'm lost lonely and fed up. I need some affection but no I feel like people on here and this site our more important. I call my husband every night at work. But lately he's pissy with me because he's busy on here. Well he's...
    holehearted79 holehearted79 31-35, F 3 Responses Oct 3, 2013

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    Καρδια μου με ακους;

    too bad i cant scream.. αλλα αν ηταν σιγουρα.... ΝΑ ΣΤΑΜΑΤΗΣΩ ΝΑ ΣΚΕΦΤΟΜ&Alpha...
    annasangels annasangels 18-21, F 5 Responses May 11, 2009

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    I Did It

    I was in one of those moods.  I was at school and during my 15 minute break, I took my friend out side, I was so excited and overwhelmed that I decided it would be hilarious to scream and yell at eachother at the top of our lungs.. so there we were, two idiots in front of...
    sindayla sindayla 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    I hear it in my head

    but there's nothing coming out.
    PoeticMute PoeticMute 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    No One Will Hear Me

    I want to scream out all this anger and frustation that I have Scream for the world to hear Not just the people who were supposed to care for me But did the opposite instead I want to scream really loud Until my voice gives out Scream for those who can't And scream for...
    InmemoryofLifelessStar InmemoryofLifelessStar 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 12, 2012

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    Too Bad I Can't....

    I probably would right now, but my throat hurts really badly because my stupid sister got me sick. But believe me, I am screaming in my head.
    walkthisway walkthisway 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 26, 2009

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    Life is sometimes unfair especially to sincere

    people. People just treat you the way they feel like treating you even before knowing the real you!
    buffysha buffysha 31-35, F 1 Response May 29

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    Four Hundred and Fifteen Dollars!

    I want to scream really loud!! My very religious friend asked if one of my teenagers could go on a retreat in the summer with her kids.  I didn't know what to say and stupidly said it was okay to sign him up-I did let her know I might change my mind. Well I did, change my...
    bonniebicksler bonniebicksler 41-45 1 Response Jul 31, 2009

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    %#&*$$%#*!!

    my pc is annoying the hell out of me at the moment. i don't know why it's acting up...it's just being a computer, i guess. either way, i'm ready to smack it!
    runnagirrl runnagirrl 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 22, 2008

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    To Scream Is To Breathe

    Sometimes the room feels too small, the weight on my shoulders unbearable. When life becomes too much to handle, just for a second between now and the next moment of sanity. In that bleak instance I have to scream as loud as I can and as the noise seizes I can finally...
    ImaniCorleone ImaniCorleone 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 18, 2010

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    I Do, Really Bad.

    But I can't elaborate on why, unfortunately.  Have you ever just had a moment that is like, WTF?!?  This isn't fair to me!  Yeahhhh...  That is how I feel right now.
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 1 Response May 25, 2009

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    Loose a Tounge, Gain a Voice.

    I wish that I didn't have a tounge, that i could open my mouth, and all that would come out was a long, piercing howl that ripped all sorrow and anger and fear from inside my ribcage, and sent it tumbling out in the world, where it would die without a host. But there is a piece...
    Cracked Cracked 18-21, M 1 Response May 11, 2009

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    Scream

    One thing about me, when I get scared I cannot scream, it doesn't come out, I jump and become numb so to speak. When I get nervous, then my voice raises and it seems like I'm screaming and I'm actually not.  
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Nov 17, 2010

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    I'm one of those people who,

    when extremely hyper, has to scream and make stupid noises. I like scream really loud to annoy people anyway... Especially my family. Haha
    NegativePulse NegativePulse 18-21, M 1 Response May 29

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    Yes, I Do Want To.

    When emotions gets the worst out of me, I just wanted to scream out loud and sometimes I just can't help it. But most of the time I get to stop and take a deep breath to prevents me from doing such impulse.When I do I just keep on talking about how I felt about the matter and...
    zephyr2005 zephyr2005 41-45, F Aug 6, 2011

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    Off I Go

    I want to scream to the hillsPopping all my pillsNo more tears or spillsI want to cry into the night skyCry until i am left high and dryI will whisper goodbyeI did more than just tryI want to whimper into a towelMy blood nothing more than a trailThe smell will go staleBut i am...
    deadinsideout deadinsideout 26-30, F Oct 3, 2013

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    Aaaaaggggghhhhhhh!!!!

    Seriously... I really want to scream right now... I think I may murder my boyfriend if I don't... argh!
    phidget phidget 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 1, 2008

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    Angry and Hurt'twa

     Why is it I allow my husband to say whatever he wants whenever he wants to. It's because i am a pacifist and don't want my children to hear. He can be great, but has an anger problem that he thinks gives him the right to be a verbal bully!! Not how I was brought up, and I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Jul 1, 2008

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    The Outlet

    I'd love to just let loose a war cry lol... but that doesn't seem very socially acceptable. Instead I gym and run - that seems to work, it gives me the time and space to work out my frustrations. House music works too:)
    JocularJaguar JocularJaguar 31-35, M Feb 19, 2012

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    I want to scream and keep crying

    and I don't want anybody to hear me, touch me, talk to me, see me or even feel me. But yea that's just dream it won't really happen.. I actually miss those days when everything was wrong cuz now everything is terribly wrong.. "Iced out, got hot, bit the dust hardcore But I...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 Feb 9

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    I keep having nightmares at 3 am. From 3am and then I wake up as soon as my clock changes to 4. My dream..like 20 mins ago was something about my sister, she was possessed and..she...
    GabriellaFae GabriellaFae 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together. There is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think...
    Dwipayana Dwipayana 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    I live in the state of Wisconsin where Harley-Davidson is a huge thing, and unfortunately because of that I have to suffer their ridiculously loud motorcycles on a regular basis...
    Cristofori Cristofori 41-45, M 1 Response Aug 30

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    Every day that I have no contact with my crush, I'm going to upload a song. ;-)"Sixth Avenue Heartache" by the WallflowersSirens ring, the shots ring outA stranger cries, screams...
    TheTruthIfItKillsMe TheTruthIfItKillsMe 46-50, F Sep 1

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    1) I am 15. 2) I am half English and half Finnish. 3) I am not a very sporty person. 4) I love candles, especially if they are scented. 5) I am currently in my final year of...
    ForeverIsOver ForeverIsOver 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 11

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    UHG. I hate it but I just can't help it! Call it hormones or whatever! My friend just broke up with her Bf but I was kinda jelly of them while they where dating. They where around...
    LoveisBeautiful5013 LoveisBeautiful5013 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 10

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    So I think AP just happened to me without me even trying or really wanting to. I was super relaxed just listening to crickets and enjoying the slight breeze and was just wanting to...
    Mileena28 Mileena28 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 28

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    I want to meet someone new and awesome. I want to go on dates with him. I want him to hold my hand. I want to kiss him. So that the next day I can continue to replay our first kiss...
    LovelyLadyJ LovelyLadyJ 22-25, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    **** people that think they know what is best for me, if my parents knew me as well as they thought they did, then I wouldn't be going to college because they want me too. It's...
    Lateralus07 Lateralus07 18-21, M Aug 26

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    So this boy at school has been really annoying me saying that I'm fat and ugly. I know its not true but I just want to really prove it to him. But still be honest please. Am I...
    ElizaKate ElizaKate 16-17, F 7 Responses Sep 3

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    Not really looking for a full on relationship more like I just want a really cute girl to inspire me with her own ways cuz I love learning new things from people I meet along the...
    Aquarius1402 Aquarius1402 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 5

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    My life is so boring and controlled (by parents) i want to really live i want to have an adventure.
    annabeth101 annabeth101 16-17, F Aug 22

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    I want this really badly. I want to be tied down, maybe at a party and just used for hours by whoever wants to. No protection just use me and totally abuse me. Every possible hole...
    Justdreamingxox Justdreamingxox 18-21, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    The family i want isnt really the conventional idea of a family. Im not talking about a blood family, relatives, etc. But rather a family of friends. Friends so close that we might...
    InfiniteMusic InfiniteMusic 13-15, M Aug 20

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    I want one really badly so I don't feel a lone and I can open my heart to and I will know she will be there for me and all that but sadly never happen
    scottishbigguy scottishbigguy 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 6

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    I want to really badly.
    battlescars2012 battlescars2012 13-15, F 8 Responses a week ago

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    Remembering Julie. She was one of my high school hook ups. The first time we had sex was in my truck at a campground. She was so loud, as soon as I put it in she was screaming and...
    thezig69 thezig69 41-45, M Aug 29

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    I was born physically disabled. I can do certain things. I also have been learning ways of communication to communicate with others who have other disabilities. I was taught sign...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F 12 hrs ago

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    Run! Screamed devil. Run! Cried the herd. Drunkard never stirred.
    Pratincole Pratincole 66-70, M 8 hrs ago

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    I LOVE it when people moan and scream. It turns me on A LOT. I LOVE ****** that show women being pounded and moaning loudly. They can also be getting ****** by another girl. That...
    funnygirl6969 funnygirl6969 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 20

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    I just like this guy so much. I love every single thing about him, and I know he may not be the most handsome guy in the world, but he is just perfect to me. I like him so much it...
    xdropsofjupiter xdropsofjupiter 18-21, F Sep 8

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    I want to get a Ph.D., in anything really, but currently I am thinking neuroscience. I got a 4.2 GPA in high school. For some reason I never really decided to go to college and...
    Cass1618 Cass1618 26-30, F 15 hrs ago

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