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I Want to Scream Really Loud

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    I self taught myself screamo

    because I think metal (no matter what type) is beautiful music with such strong meaning. And I am so aggressive and have no control of my anger so I use this method to let it out. And it helps instead of being physically violent I could either try to write a song, or scream...
    BringMeTheCake BringMeTheCake 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    Off I Go

    I want to scream to the hillsPopping all my pillsNo more tears or spillsI want to cry into the night skyCry until i am left high and dryI will whisper goodbyeI did more than just tryI want to whimper into a towelMy blood nothing more than a trailThe smell will go staleBut i am...
    deadinsideout deadinsideout 26-30, F Oct 3, 2013

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    Four Hundred and Fifteen Dollars!

    I want to scream really loud!! My very religious friend asked if one of my teenagers could go on a retreat in the summer with her kids.  I didn't know what to say and stupidly said it was okay to sign him up-I did let her know I might change my mind. Well I did, change my...
    bonniebicksler bonniebicksler 41-45 1 Response Jul 31, 2009

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    Here It Is

    This will probably be the last story I write. Right now I'm lost lonely and fed up. I need some affection but no I feel like people on here and this site our more important. I call my husband every night at work. But lately he's pissy with me because he's busy on here. Well he's...
    holehearted79 holehearted79 31-35, F 3 Responses Oct 3, 2013

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    Too Bad I Can't....

    I probably would right now, but my throat hurts really badly because my stupid sister got me sick. But believe me, I am screaming in my head.
    walkthisway walkthisway 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 26, 2009

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    You Have No Idea How I Want To!!

    AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Thanks, I feel a bit better - maybe I will have to do that again tomorrow!! 
    DorothyofOz DorothyofOz 41-45, F 15 Responses May 11, 2009

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    you know this scene in "garden state"

    when Large, Sam, and Mark stand in the rain at the edge of a derelict crane and scream down into the bottomless hole of the quarry: I need to do this right now...
    aloysia aloysia 26-30, F Sep 28

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    Angry and Hurt'twa

     Why is it I allow my husband to say whatever he wants whenever he wants to. It's because i am a pacifist and don't want my children to hear. He can be great, but has an anger problem that he thinks gives him the right to be a verbal bully!! Not how I was brought up, and I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Jul 1, 2008

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    Scream

    One thing about me, when I get scared I cannot scream, it doesn't come out, I jump and become numb so to speak. When I get nervous, then my voice raises and it seems like I'm screaming and I'm actually not.  
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Nov 17, 2010

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    I Need to Scream!!!

    I am so frustrated and fed up with the BS I deal with!!!   thank god my boyfriends briother just came up stairs and talked to me for 10 seconds or I would have screamed. Its 3am here so that wouldnt have been a very good thing to happen.   UPDATE: turns out that...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet 26-30, F 2 Responses May 11, 2009

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    %#&*$$%#*!!

    my pc is annoying the hell out of me at the moment. i don't know why it's acting up...it's just being a computer, i guess. either way, i'm ready to smack it!
    runnagirrl runnagirrl 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 22, 2008

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    I Do, Really Bad.

    But I can't elaborate on why, unfortunately.  Have you ever just had a moment that is like, WTF?!?  This isn't fair to me!  Yeahhhh...  That is how I feel right now.
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 1 Response May 25, 2009

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    In the Car, Ideally

    A few years ago, my dad called me drunk on my birthday to tell me what a disappointment I was.  I ended up screaming at him, telling him no matter what I did with my life, I least I would be drunk at the country club through my nonexistent daughter's childhood. I had to...
    atali atali 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 11, 2008

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    Loose a Tounge, Gain a Voice.

    I wish that I didn't have a tounge, that i could open my mouth, and all that would come out was a long, piercing howl that ripped all sorrow and anger and fear from inside my ribcage, and sent it tumbling out in the world, where it would die without a host. But there is a piece...
    Cracked Cracked 18-21, M 1 Response May 11, 2009

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    To Scream Is To Breathe

    Sometimes the room feels too small, the weight on my shoulders unbearable. When life becomes too much to handle, just for a second between now and the next moment of sanity. In that bleak instance I have to scream as loud as I can and as the noise seizes I can finally...
    ImaniCorleone ImaniCorleone 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 18, 2010

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    I want to go somewhere

    and scream and scream until I get all my anxiety, frustration and pain out. Like being on a rollercoaster, screaming was such a release. Unfortunately, I live in an area where there is nowhere to go to do that. I would be surrounded by police and put into a mental institution...
    honeysuckle23 honeysuckle23 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 3

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    Καρδια μου με ακους;

    too bad i cant scream.. αλλα αν ηταν σιγουρα.... ΝΑ ΣΤΑΜΑΤΗΣΩ ΝΑ ΣΚΕΦΤΟΜ&Alpha...
    annasangels annasangels 18-21, F 5 Responses May 11, 2009

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    The Outlet

    I'd love to just let loose a war cry lol... but that doesn't seem very socially acceptable. Instead I gym and run - that seems to work, it gives me the time and space to work out my frustrations. House music works too:)
    JocularJaguar JocularJaguar 31-35, M Feb 19, 2012

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    Scream

    I never scream! I listen to screaming music, I have brothers and sisters with screaming kids, I talk a lot about going in the woods and scream, but I'm a hypocrite - I just don't scream - I dream. MUST DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!!! I whisper with a tiny little voice.
    Clothed Clothed 41-45, M 1 Response Jun 8, 2013

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    No One Will Hear Me

    I want to scream out all this anger and frustation that I have Scream for the world to hear Not just the people who were supposed to care for me But did the opposite instead I want to scream really loud Until my voice gives out Scream for those who can't And scream for...
    InmemoryofLifelessStar InmemoryofLifelessStar 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 12, 2012

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    Smile Through It

    I can't say how frustrated I am.  I really can't, because if i did I'd start screaming. If i started screaming, the concussion would peel the wallpaper off the walls and shatter glass.  My cat would be blown out of the apartment through the gaping hole in the wall torn...
    intothewoods intothewoods 26-30 3 Responses Nov 11, 2008

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    I want to scream and keep crying

    and I don't want anybody to hear me, touch me, talk to me, see me or even feel me. But yea that's just dream it won't really happen.. I actually miss those days when everything was wrong cuz now everything is terribly wrong.. "Iced out, got hot, bit the dust hardcore But I...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 Feb 9

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    Yes, I Do Want To.

    When emotions gets the worst out of me, I just wanted to scream out loud and sometimes I just can't help it. But most of the time I get to stop and take a deep breath to prevents me from doing such impulse.When I do I just keep on talking about how I felt about the matter and...
    zephyr2005 zephyr2005 41-45, F Aug 6, 2011

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    Aaaaaggggghhhhhhh!!!!

    Seriously... I really want to scream right now... I think I may murder my boyfriend if I don't... argh!
    phidget phidget 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 1, 2008

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    I Want I Don't Get

    I want to scream but for so long i've swallowed it tthat's why i get so frsustrated and angry about things i just can't scream i've been told not to so i don't but i wish i could and maybe i couldn't ever stop if i wanted seems a scream is long over due
    jamesdean4ever jamesdean4ever 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 7, 2011

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    Life is sometimes unfair especially to sincere

    people. People just treat you the way they feel like treating you even before knowing the real you!
    buffysha buffysha 31-35, F 1 Response May 29

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    I hear it in my head

    but there's nothing coming out.
    PoeticMute PoeticMute 31-35, M Sep 18

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    I Did It

    I was in one of those moods.  I was at school and during my 15 minute break, I took my friend out side, I was so excited and overwhelmed that I decided it would be hilarious to scream and yell at eachother at the top of our lungs.. so there we were, two idiots in front of...
    sindayla sindayla 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    I'm one of those people who,

    when extremely hyper, has to scream and make stupid noises. I like scream really loud to annoy people anyway... Especially my family. Haha
    MusicJunkie6794 MusicJunkie6794 18-21, M 1 Response May 29

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