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I Want to Scream

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    My chest feels like I'm on a roller coaster, and my throat is tight and clenched. I don't want to cry. I need someone to actually listen to me, without giving me a lecture on how I'm not a very social person. I know my own faults. I don't need someone reminding me all the time...
    TheGuerrilla TheGuerrilla 18-21, M 2 Responses May 23, 2010

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    Having A # I Cry Forever Day..........

    I just want to cry and scream at somebody, anybody. I want somebody to hold me while i cry and cry and cry until i sleep from exhaustion. I wish i had someone a friend or a family member just too breakdown to because i think that keeping this inside all to myself is what is...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 1, 2011

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    I Want to Scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Just stalking to SweetCityWoman, and telling her all the things that I am dealing with right now, with my boyfriend, and how many health problems he has, along with the health problems I am going through right now, it is just making me want to just screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 26, 2009

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    Cousin Murdered

    My cousin was murdered on Saturday.  She was maybe 5' tall and 100lbs soaking wet.  A mother of a beautiful 18 month old daughter.  Some pathetic waste killed her while she was working at a gas station.  Her autopsy came back today... I knew she had been...
    lizbatthory lizbatthory 31-35, F Mar 25, 2008

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    Just An Angry Rant

    Today I found out my granfather died on Monday. Personally, I couldn't care less. He has been banned from my life for quite some time now. I had to tell my kid, in the course of the conversation I bought up our Uncle being dead. He died a while before I got custody of her back...
    BlueSugarFox BlueSugarFox 26-30, F 5 Responses Jul 29, 2009

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    Yesssss, Please!!!

    Yes, I really would LOVE to scream right now. It has been one of those days where something retarded happened, and you don't know why. And it caused all this drama that you just don't need or yet want. Instead of screaming I took a walk, didn't help though, maybe I should have...
    purplebutterfly14 purplebutterfly14 18-21, F Jun 27, 2011

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    A Stupid Reason to Want to Scream

    The Dutch soccer team is currently loosing in the Euro 2008 game. Here in Holland the only time people seem to be happy is when the Dutch team wins soccer games. If they loose I'll never get to see Dutch people being happy. One of the reasons I decided to move to Holland to be...
    MiChamoMelissa MiChamoMelissa 26-30, F Jun 21, 2008

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    Stupid Doctors

    Last night I went to the ER because my blood pressure was 177/122 when I was lying down and 108/78 when I stood up. I have postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome and the doctor did no blood work or anythining, but check my blood pressure. I told him I needed fluids and he...
    unusualcase unusualcase 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 9, 2012

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    Screaming Inside

    I feel like I am constantly screaming inside....I cant let it out, I wish I could but I just cant....Maybe one day
    LipstickandBruises LipstickandBruises 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 5, 2008

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    Today Is a Day

    I wish I could scream at the top of my lungs until  my voice gave out. I wish I could let it out and not hold it inside all the time. Maybe then I wouldn't feel so tormented and so angry.
    crazysoutherngrl74 crazysoutherngrl74 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 14, 2008

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes, I wanna scream, The dumb ideas, People come up with, Even worse, They're put into action, Why, I often wonder.
    mrraincoat mrraincoat 46-50 Oct 11, 2012

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    AAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

    Sometimes during a night out I just want to scream out loud reallllllyyy loud, just give the world a big **** you!!!
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 5, 2008

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    I Want To Be Loud

    I don't want to talk, I don't know what words to say. I just want to be heard. I want to scream in frustration even though I don't know what's frustrating me. I don't know what's happening. I can't tell what's right and what's wrong. I don't know what I should or shouldn't do, or...
    WrextonLisabeit WrextonLisabeit 13-15, F Aug 31, 2012

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    YES!! ...

    YES!! You caught me at just the right time. I want to scream so loud, but I won't, and I can't. Everyone's asleep upstairs, and I could never really scream when I wanted to.
    SimLover8130 SimLover8130 16-17 Jun 4, 2008

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    But I Can't

    It's very enticing, to just through every depressed feeling out by opening my mouth. But it's not possible.
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 9 Responses Jul 12, 2009

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    THINGS I Wanted to Scream During the Past Two Weeks

    So I started a new job last week in a totally different field of work. NO MEDICAL EXPERIENCE REQUIRED! I have ZERO experience in this new field. I mean ZERO! But, the job was practically handed to me, and once I learn my job duties etc. It will be an...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 11, 2009

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    I Am So Close to It.

    There are so many reasons why I want to scream.  The most recent being, my mom's boyfriend just busted up in here and turned the air conditoner off because he wants to open windows so they can listen to the rain while they makeout, since that is all they ever do.  I...
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 2 Responses May 24, 2009

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    I'm Very Frustrated Tha...

    I'm very frustrated that my old hosptial still hasn't transfered my files to the new hosptial which is wasting my time in order to get help getting pregnant, everyone around me is having babies, I found out we were given a pregnant cat this morning and now we have to care for 3...
    MiChamoMelissa MiChamoMelissa 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 5, 2008

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    I just want to let it all out.

    All the Anger Confusion Disappointment Exasperation Frustration Guilt Insecurities Lost And I'd keep going but I'm just so mad right now. So upset and and depressed it's killing me. If I scream... It'll just come all back at me within the ten seconds of doing it. I'm just...
    crumbling389 crumbling389 18-21, F 2 Responses May 8

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    Bf Clueless/me Stupid

    My boyfriend is 9 yrs. younger than me. We have been dating for 1 yr. It started as more of a physical relationship. I was okay with that for a long time. Then we discovered that we were in love with one another and decided to take a more serious approach to our relationship...
    redpheonix redpheonix 36-40 1 Response Apr 18, 2010

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    An Ocean

    As many people there are here, the same can be said for the waves that hit the sandy beaches. deep inside the ocean, things lurk never to come to the surface but for sure live in the vast depth of something only an individual can understand to full extent. i could tell you why i...
    anemptycup anemptycup 22-25 Nov 8, 2013

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    Just freaking bawl at the top of my lungs.

    I have a lot of things bottled up inside that I need to expel: boredom over studies, guilt over my dirty mind, stressed at the fact that my mentor wants me to go to boot camp. It could go...
    Iancharles Iancharles 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 11

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    "Cupid Throw Some Luck My Way! I Know Your Friends With the Leprachan! "

    When it rains it pours! I have a disabled car with no breaks, was nearly in a car accident because of that .My bank account somehow mannaged to end up -14.00 , and I am angry as hell ! Also, I had to swallow my pride and ask my dad to borrow his car in order to...
    hunny28 hunny28 26-30, F Feb 14, 2008

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    At the Top of My Lungs....x

    Lately I can feel everything piling up. I'm  not one to complain. I just found out today my dad has cancer and he doesn't want to go for chemo or radiation. Hes a stubborn idiot. I have my plane tickets and were set to move May 1st but everything feels so up in the air now...
    AmericanAngel04 AmericanAngel04 26-30 2 Responses Mar 25, 2009

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    AAAAAAHHHHHHH

    I am totally f----d! My fiance and I bought a house last May and then in November I got fired for being gay but I couldnt get hired anywhere because of this huge family vacation to Florida in December which was already paid for and we couldnt get our money back and I was not...
    silentsidhe silentsidhe 21-25, F 2 Responses Jan 17, 2008

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    Shut Up Go Away Leave Me Alone

    I used to look at girls and think "she's hot" or "that dress looks great on her" the girl before me made me feel horny. That's all changed now I see girls and I dream "what if I looked that hot" or "I bet that dress would feel great on me" the girl before me makes me feel...
    Heellover Heellover 36-40, M 2 Responses Oct 25, 2013

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    Why Doesn't He Get It?

    I wish I didn't love him, but I do. I've done my best to be there for him during all the problems and suffering he's had to deal with over the last couple of years. Things are better for him but they're getting worse for me. He puts all decisions on me. He's never surprised me...
    eekimateacher eekimateacher 26-30, F May 28, 2011

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    Try to level your life out

    and it doesn't work. I had to move back home and it hasn't been easy. My mother like to focus on the negative things that I do wrong rather then the positive things I did for them. Grr. My sis. Does the same. I want to scream because I can't say anything they don't listen. So...
    Luckycharm17 Luckycharm17 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    I Think You Think Too Much I Think

    Nothing is there so I scream to fill the void...
    blessedmovers blessedmovers 26-30, M Dec 26, 2007

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    I am sooo happy right now,

    it's been ages since I felt this way for the last time. I want to scream. I want to shout. As loud as I can! But I can't! I would get into troubles with my parents. Ahhhshejwbdhwjdbhwksbdiwnjd! SO HAPPY!
    2wrp 2wrp 13-15, F 4 Responses Apr 30

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    For So Many Reasons

    For the X and his torment, for the life that I've had, for the bipolar that I deal with, for the people that have hurt me, for the family that I've lost, for the days when I just can't cope, for my favorite band at the concert, for my child up on stage, for the person who cut me...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 5 Responses Oct 11, 2007

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    **** It All

    **** it a.....................................................................................................ll, did you hear that (lol)
    tuttifrutti tuttifrutti 36-40, F Jun 17, 2008

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    Okay

      Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    mother1983 mother1983 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 22, 2008

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    I have been sitting in my jammies all day long

    as I do everyday, but somehow today has been more difficult than others to get up and just do the minimum like unpacking the freaking dishwasher, so my husband that comes in from work about 15 min from now see that I at least did something. I can just imagine what must go...
    iaminlimbo iaminlimbo 41-45, F Aug 26

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    Just Cause I Hate Them

    WHY IS IT ALWAYS MY FAULT all my life its been my fault i dont enjoy it i got kicked outta my dads house cuz "it was my fault" im so sick of it...so sick of them so sick of people telling me im wrong or ugly or just werid i like being werid WERID IS GOOD "...
    DeMiDeMiSe DeMiDeMiSe 16-17, F May 25, 2008

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    I Just Scream Sometimes

    It upsets me when I drive down a busy road and there is a ***** of grass as wide as the double road in between and I see a mother with her kids..............................one in a stroller and the other one running around towards the traffic..........................It just...
    Supagloo Supagloo 41-45, F 1 Response May 19, 2009

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    Okay so I want to play punk rock/ grunge type

    music and I want to learn how to scream. Whenever I try it never comes out, it's really frustrating to be honest. Any advice??
    bruisexviolet bruisexviolet 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 15

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     I Would Love to Screa...

     I would love to scream loudly and for a long time. I  did yesterday for a short second after dealing with an infuriating man on the bus.   I have other reasons for wanting to scream as well. I wish I could. I don't really like the feeling afterwards when your...
    yvonnemlv yvonnemlv 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 26, 2009

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    My World

    Till the smoke clears out and my high burn out, I will not fall, I will stand tall, feels like no one could beat me...Then the party is over I snap back to reality, and see that there is no one but me around. I am sober and at a stand still, the world stops.. Then it hits me like...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 24, 2012

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    I am missing my girl I talk to her i try to

    pretend she is still living in Townsville I try to put what happend to the side and not think about it she died in car accident in 2012 April 17 my first born had two girls Tina and Venita ,Have lost my sisster brother and my dad . But Tina it's been different so hard and can't...
    gogirlone gogirlone 56-60, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    ewamonika ewamonika 22-25, F May 9

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    I Do

     Somedays its out of anger. Other days i don't have a reason. I can be perfectly fine and just have an urge to scream really loud. make high pitched squeals lol I feel like if i don't i am gong to burst! its a bit strange.
    Tacit Tacit 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 20, 2008

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    But It's Not In My Personality

    The picture for this group is more accurate, "The Silent Scream", that's me. quiet on the outside, chaos on the inside. At the moment anyway.
    DelightfulBabe08 DelightfulBabe08 26-30 1 Response Dec 11, 2008

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    Never Imagined

    I went to my first real college party today.  It was a friend's 21st birthday, and the first party I've ever been to with alcohol.  My crush was there, and like me he had never drunk.  I was going to stay sober, but as I don't have a car, he told me he'd...
    secret14 secret14 18-21 Feb 27, 2010

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    Sex w./ my wife is great...and I have 2 admit I'm a orgasmic screamer...and yes i'm a man! My wife finds it a bit odd and embarrassing but I just can't keep quiet when I'm f**cin...
    booyah73 booyah73 41-45, M 6 hrs ago

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    akindheart akindheart 56-60, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Screams my inner being,its screams echo from the deepest part of me.I will,screams out my heart,my soul,and my mind.All of me is one and Im finding inner peace and true love.
    janie43 janie43 41-45, F Sep 6

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    Yep,most the time the lady is a screamer.but i always end up screaming louder than them and they make me bite a pillow
    Dwgrlg Dwgrlg 36-40, M Aug 19

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    I feel like I'm standing here on the other side of a mirror in the cold and dark, screaming for help, for acknowladgement, but no sound comes out; there is no sound at all. I stand...
    omutsukimi omutsukimi 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 19

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    I can be a screamer, loud moaner or whispering dirty things in my partner's ear while i nibble on his earlobe... but i do like to moan loud and scream when i ***
    jewel76 jewel76 36-40, F 11 Responses Aug 19

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    I've been listening to three songs Miss Bipolar(Love Fight) Up All Night! Suicide Club By Blood on the Dance Floor. The other two on the I scream I scream are kind of dirtier
    catsecrets catsecrets 13-15, F Sep 1

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    Truth is, I fall to hard, to fast when I care about someone and it always backfires. I thought I had finally met someone that cared about me but I guess I was wrong. Ik it's not...
    fallout07 fallout07 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1

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