I Want to Scream

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    I just want to let it all out.

    All the Anger Confusion Disappointment Exasperation Frustration Guilt Insecurities Lost And I'd keep going but I'm just so mad right now. So upset and and depressed it's killing me. If I scream... It'll just come all back at me within the ten seconds of doing it. I'm just...
    crumbling389 crumbling389
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 8, 2014
    freakinone freakinone
    18-21, F
    Oct 31, 2014

    I Am So Close to It.

    There are so many reasons why I want to scream.  The most recent being, my mom's boyfriend just busted up in here and turned the air conditoner off because he wants to open windows so they can listen to the rain while they makeout, since that is all they ever do.  I...
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 24, 2009

    Just An Angry Rant

    Today I found out my granfather died on Monday. Personally, I couldn't care less. He has been banned from my life for quite some time now. I had to tell my kid, in the course of the conversation I bought up our Uncle being dead. He died a while before I got custody of her back...
    BlueSugarFox BlueSugarFox
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Jul 29, 2009

    Why Doesn't He Get It?

    I wish I didn't love him, but I do. I've done my best to be there for him during all the problems and suffering he's had to deal with over the last couple of years. Things are better for him but they're getting worse for me. He puts all decisions on me. He's never surprised me...
    eekimateacher eekimateacher
    26-30, F
    May 28, 2011

    I Want To Be Loud

    I don't want to talk, I don't know what words to say. I just want to be heard. I want to scream in frustration even though I don't know what's frustrating me. I don't know what's happening. I can't tell what's right and what's wrong. I don't know what I should or shouldn't do, or...
    WrextonLisabeit WrextonLisabeit
    13-15, F
    Aug 31, 2012

    Things have been going

    so bad latley. People that I voluntered for are dying before my very eyes.
    Astephanie588 Astephanie588
    13-15, F
    1 Response Dec 26, 2015

    Cousin Murdered

    My cousin was murdered on Saturday.  She was maybe 5' tall and 100lbs soaking wet.  A mother of a beautiful 18 month old daughter.  Some pathetic waste killed her while she was working at a gas station.  Her autopsy came back today... I knew she had been...
    lizbatthory lizbatthory
    31-35, F
    Mar 25, 2008
    ewamonika ewamonika
    26-30, F
    May 9, 2014


    I am totally f----d! My fiance and I bought a house last May and then in November I got fired for being gay but I couldnt get hired anywhere because of this huge family vacation to Florida in December which was already paid for and we couldnt get our money back and I was not...
    silentsidhe silentsidhe
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 17, 2008

    But I Can't

    It's very enticing, to just through every depressed feeling out by opening my mouth. But it's not possible.
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort
    36-40, F
    9 Responses Jul 12, 2009

    Stupid Doctors

    Last night I went to the ER because my blood pressure was 177/122 when I was lying down and 108/78 when I stood up. I have postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome and the doctor did no blood work or anythining, but check my blood pressure. I told him I needed fluids and he...
    unusualcase unusualcase
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 9, 2012

    THINGS I Wanted to Scream During the Past Two Weeks

    So I started a new job last week in a totally different field of work. NO MEDICAL EXPERIENCE REQUIRED! I have ZERO experience in this new field. I mean ZERO! But, the job was practically handed to me, and once I learn my job duties etc. It will be an...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Sep 11, 2009

    screw the neighbors outside!

    just screw them! I can't even let my emotions cuz they'll heaaar >>>><<<<
    TheLonelyGreyWolf TheLonelyGreyWolf
    Oct 3, 2015

    I'm Very Frustrated Tha...

    I'm very frustrated that my old hosptial still hasn't transfered my files to the new hosptial which is wasting my time in order to get help getting pregnant, everyone around me is having babies, I found out we were given a pregnant cat this morning and now we have to care for 3...
    MiChamoMelissa MiChamoMelissa
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 5, 2008

    Yesssss, Please!!!

    Yes, I really would LOVE to scream right now. It has been one of those days where something retarded happened, and you don't know why. And it caused all this drama that you just don't need or yet want. Instead of screaming I took a walk, didn't help though, maybe I should have...
    purplebutterfly14 purplebutterfly14
    18-21, F
    Jun 27, 2011

    I am sooo happy right now,

    it's been ages since I felt this way for the last time. I want to scream. I want to shout. As loud as I can! But I can't! I would get into troubles with my parents. Ahhhshejwbdhwjdbhwksbdiwnjd! SO HAPPY!
    BMTH99 BMTH99
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Apr 30, 2014

    For So Many Reasons

    For the X and his torment, for the life that I've had, for the bipolar that I deal with, for the people that have hurt me, for the family that I've lost, for the days when I just can't cope, for my favorite band at the concert, for my child up on stage, for the person who cut me...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Oct 11, 2007


    Sometimes during a night out I just want to scream out loud reallllllyyy loud, just give the world a big **** you!!!
    deleted deleted
    Jul 5, 2008

    I am missing my girl I talk to her i try to

    pretend she is still living in Townsville I try to put what happend to the side and not think about it she died in car accident in 2012 April 17 my first born had two girls Tina and Venita ,Have lost my sisster brother and my dad . But Tina it's been different so hard and can't...
    gogirlone gogirlone
    56-60, F
    1 Response Aug 15, 2014

    A Stupid Reason to Want to Scream

    The Dutch soccer team is currently loosing in the Euro 2008 game. Here in Holland the only time people seem to be happy is when the Dutch team wins soccer games. If they loose I'll never get to see Dutch people being happy. One of the reasons I decided to move to Holland to be...
    MiChamoMelissa MiChamoMelissa
    26-30, F
    Jun 21, 2008

    Today Is a Day

    I wish I could scream at the top of my lungs until  my voice gave out. I wish I could let it out and not hold it inside all the time. Maybe then I wouldn't feel so tormented and so angry.
    crazysoutherngrl74 crazysoutherngrl74
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jun 14, 2008

    Screaming Inside

    I feel like I am constantly screaming inside....I cant let it out, I wish I could but I just cant....Maybe one day
    LipstickandBruises LipstickandBruises
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jun 5, 2008

    Try to level your life out

    and it doesn't work. I had to move back home and it hasn't been easy. My mother like to focus on the negative things that I do wrong rather then the positive things I did for them. Grr. My sis. Does the same. I want to scream because I can't say anything they don't listen. So...
    Luckycharm17 Luckycharm17
    41-45, F
    Jan 18, 2014

    At the Top of My Lungs....x

    Lately I can feel everything piling up. I'm  not one to complain. I just found out today my dad has cancer and he doesn't want to go for chemo or radiation. Hes a stubborn idiot. I have my plane tickets and were set to move May 1st but everything feels so up in the air now...
    AmericanAngel04 AmericanAngel04
    2 Responses Mar 25, 2009

    I wish mom see the big picture with my sister

    and I . I have told her.. Over the head. My sis and I only talk when my sis can talk , I wait for her to call me because when I call her I only get 5 minute conversation from her and she doesn't tell me anything about her life in less I found it out from mom, which is a lot...
    Luckycharm17 Luckycharm17
    41-45, F
    Jan 23, 2015

    Having A # I Cry Forever Day..........

    I just want to cry and scream at somebody, anybody. I want somebody to hold me while i cry and cry and cry until i sleep from exhaustion. I wish i had someone a friend or a family member just too breakdown to because i think that keeping this inside all to myself is what is...
    Anto815 Anto815
    46-50, F
    1 Response Jul 1, 2011

    I hate being a step mother.

    I have sacrificed 6 years of my life and I am tired of all of it. I do not have any money to do the things I want any more because of these two leeches. I love my husband, but I do not want to live this life any more. I can not have a moment of piece to my self. They are...
    DepressedStepMother DepressedStepMother
    1 Response Mar 9, 2015

    **** It All

    **** it a.....................................................................................................ll, did you hear that (lol)
    tuttifrutti tuttifrutti
    36-40, F
    Jun 17, 2008

    Never Imagined

    I went to my first real college party today.  It was a friend's 21st birthday, and the first party I've ever been to with alcohol.  My crush was there, and like me he had never drunk.  I was going to stay sober, but as I don't have a car, he told me he'd...
    secret14 secret14
    Feb 27, 2010

    But It's Not In My Personality

    The picture for this group is more accurate, "The Silent Scream", that's me. quiet on the outside, chaos on the inside. At the moment anyway.
    DelightfulBabe08 DelightfulBabe08
    1 Response Dec 11, 2008

    No Friends

    My chest feels like I'm on a roller coaster, and my throat is tight and clenched. I don't want to cry. I need someone to actually listen to me, without giving me a lecture on how I'm not a very social person. I know my own faults. I don't need someone reminding me all the time...
    TheGuerrilla TheGuerrilla
    18-21, M
    2 Responses May 23, 2010

    One of them mornings

    where i just want to scream at someone. Beat their *** or something. UGH. Really could use a distraction right now to get my good back.
    bloud13 bloud13
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Oct 27, 2014

    YES!! ...

    YES!! You caught me at just the right time. I want to scream so loud, but I won't, and I can't. Everyone's asleep upstairs, and I could never really scream when I wanted to.
    SimLover8130 SimLover8130
    Jun 4, 2008

    I just want to cry, scream & smash everything

    up. Feel an emotional wreck.
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Oct 15, 2015

    I Do

     Somedays its out of anger. Other days i don't have a reason. I can be perfectly fine and just have an urge to scream really loud. make high pitched squeals lol I feel like if i don't i am gong to burst! its a bit strange.
    Tacit Tacit
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 20, 2008

    I Think You Think Too Much I Think

    Nothing is there so I scream to fill the void...
    blessedmovers blessedmovers
    26-30, M
    Dec 26, 2007

    I Want to Scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Just stalking to SweetCityWoman, and telling her all the things that I am dealing with right now, with my boyfriend, and how many health problems he has, along with the health problems I am going through right now, it is just making me want to just screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response May 26, 2009


    Sometimes, I wanna scream, The dumb ideas, People come up with, Even worse, They're put into action, Why, I often wonder.
    mrraincoat mrraincoat
    Oct 11, 2012

    "Cupid Throw Some Luck My Way! I Know Your Friends With the Leprachan! "

    When it rains it pours! I have a disabled car with no breaks, was nearly in a car accident because of that .My bank account somehow mannaged to end up -14.00 , and I am angry as hell ! Also, I had to swallow my pride and ask my dad to borrow his car in order to...
    hunny28 hunny28
    26-30, F
    Feb 14, 2008

    I have been sitting in my jammies all day long

    as I do everyday, but somehow today has been more difficult than others to get up and just do the minimum like unpacking the freaking dishwasher, so my husband that comes in from work about 15 min from now see that I at least did something. I can just imagine what must go...
    iaminlimbo iaminlimbo
    41-45, F
    Aug 26, 2014

    I'm so ******* angry with everything.

    I sincerely just want to ******* scream. A year ago, I probably would have wanted to cut myself or start ripping my hair out. Luckily, I am past that. But I'm not a happy person, still. People are getting on my nerves so much I just want to shut everyone out and literally live...
    deleted deleted
    Jun 23, 2015

    My World

    Till the smoke clears out and my high burn out, I will not fall, I will stand tall, feels like no one could beat me...Then the party is over I snap back to reality, and see that there is no one but me around. I am sober and at a stand still, the world stops.. Then it hits me like...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 24, 2012

    Bf Clueless/me Stupid

    My boyfriend is 9 yrs. younger than me. We have been dating for 1 yr. It started as more of a physical relationship. I was okay with that for a long time. Then we discovered that we were in love with one another and decided to take a more serious approach to our relationship...
    redpheonix redpheonix
    1 Response Apr 18, 2010

    An Ocean

    As many people there are here, the same can be said for the waves that hit the sandy beaches. deep inside the ocean, things lurk never to come to the surface but for sure live in the vast depth of something only an individual can understand to full extent. i could tell you why i...
    anemptycup anemptycup
    Nov 8, 2013

    Just Cause I Hate Them

    WHY IS IT ALWAYS MY FAULT all my life its been my fault i dont enjoy it i got kicked outta my dads house cuz "it was my fault" im so sick of it...so sick of them so sick of people telling me im wrong or ugly or just werid i like being werid WERID IS GOOD "...
    DeMiDeMiSe DeMiDeMiSe
    18-21, F
    May 25, 2008

    All cool and calm, no fight.

    ... No anything but a tinny moment of 1/2 of ounce of pain. Otherwise you're Stone Cold Steve Austin perhaps I don't get it I was "everything, amazing, loving, unique and yes quite crazy. Your words not mine (other than the quite) You never knew what you would wake up too, and I...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jan 30, 2015
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