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I Want to See People Destroy Themselves

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    Both Ways

    Fighting with themselves.  Seeing them in agonizing pain.  Watching their inner conflict burning them up.  Now, the only reason this would be hard is keeping from being the factor that drives them over the edge.  I'd love to argue both sides of the situation...
    XCRevolution XCRevolution 18-21, F 8 Responses Jul 20, 2009

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    Founder

    Ok if your wondering who the creator is, I am the original creator of the group along with the I want to see the world burn group. My old account that made this was deleted long ago and so I have this one. I really can't be bothered to type a whole lot right now so I'll get to...
    Metus Metus 18-21, M 4 Responses Jul 22, 2009

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    I Guess.

    Well now I just feel alone in this, seeing as I'm the only one in this group. I guess I've always wanted things to self destruct around me. I'd rather the world destroy itself than something bigger than this come and **** things up. Maybe I just want everything else to fall apart...
    magickalveneer magickalveneer 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 27, 2008

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    So here's a really long, f*cked up experience for whoever to read. So about a year ago I was at a point in my life I was really struggling with bullying and realizing my self-worth...
    SlookerBurger SlookerBurger 13-15, F 2 hrs ago

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    I have a terrible fear of losing people I love, this includes family and friends. I'm pretty sure it started when I was 7-8 and my mum was going to leave me and my sister's and run...
    YOULOOKLOSTLIKEDOROTHY YOULOOKLOSTLIKEDOROTHY 36-40 3 hrs ago

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    I think people often underestimate what depression does to a person. I go from externalization/narcissism in dissociative states to internalization/depression. In other words; I...
    Outdoctrination Outdoctrination 18-21 5 hrs ago

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    1- It is extremely hard for me to be nice to those who act mean without any justifications. Especially those who love the challenge of bringing people down and breaking them. Or...
    weirdWorks4me weirdWorks4me 22-25, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    1. Bullying. If your close to me, and you are/have bullied someone, I will most likely end whatever relationship we had. 2. Religion. I respect your beliefs, but I also feel like...
    LysChan LysChan 18-21, F 15 hrs ago

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    I've loved and I've lost. I've learned people are forever temporary. Somebody can tell me they love me then turn on me in a split second. It makes me question why; why did they...
    Slayoncee Slayoncee 16-17, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    This will be a veryyyy long experience, but I need help. So I'll try to make it short. My dad was the leader of the church's band. He was there since the beginnings of our church...
    EarlPhantomhive EarlPhantomhive 18-21, F 5 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    this is the first time i went to my back yard naked when neighbours are at outside. i saw a mature lady at our neighbourhood was at her garden and watering the plant. so i thot to...
    bareassboy01 bareassboy01 26-30, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    There are groups of people in the world that think they are dark, that their lives are somewhere in the grey and that they can express the dark within them by dressing dark on the...
    TucanSam200 TucanSam200 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    I know two ways I'm seen. People who don't know me think I'm quiet, because I am in class, and shy. My friends and me think I'm weird and insane, in a good way.
    Kayla429 Kayla429 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I love to ask little kids to pee their pants for me.
    davidallen1912 davidallen1912 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    want good people to talk with
    dannyrome dannyrome 22-25, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    In every city we have the corporates the movers and shakers that shape the economy into a flourishing prosperous Capitalistic environment. But we forget that in every City there...
    moyesp moyesp 51-55 3 days ago

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    To me it honestly seems like most people today are selfish. I can even admit that I am selfish in some ways. I think it's fine to be selfish sometimes but only to a small extent. A...
    rcmh171822 rcmh171822 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Going places I've never been, Seeing people I've never seen, Having an adventure of my own Alone in this world of uncertainties, Maybe that will make me certain of something...
    Elliearellano Elliearellano 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I was once at a bus stop waiting for my ride home, outside a Methodist church. A cute-in-geeky-way guy came up to me and invited me in for a service as it was an open day and would...
    Donna8989 Donna8989 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I always hate to see it whenever someone gets left out of something that they wanted to be a part of. I know this feeling very well because I have been left out of things I wanted...
    olivia81401 olivia81401 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    He tenido este don, si quieres llamarlo así, desde hace algún tiempo. Yo no veo a la gente como fantasmas, como en las películas americanas, sino más bien me siento presencias...
    canelabunz canelabunz 56-60, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    I want several girls around my age to fatten my belly bigger and bigger and bigger then when they are done stuffing my belly I want them to stuff themselves into my belly so I have...
    DemonLugia DemonLugia 18-21, M Jul 21

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    Definitely! I have some dear old friends that live across town from me. The Mr. of the couple is a well-read, witty, smart, intelligent, sharp, and one of the funniest people I...
    TW8NY TW8NY 41-45, M Jul 21

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    Right now I am listening to Slipknot- The devil in I. This song reminds me of a rough time I have battling my inner demons that want me to destroy myself.
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M Jul 21

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    I've never wanted anything more than to have a child. It's constantly on my mind. I see people walking with their kids through the stores and down the streets, and I just wish that...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 21

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    Especially when you know enough about a person to realise that it took them miles travelling down a long, dark and bumpy road to get to the point of feeling happy. Genuine...
    SolitaryFriend SolitaryFriend 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 20

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    I'm so upset with so many things that has happened to me. I just moved to a very boring small town that has nothing to do (which I am trying to make the best of it but it's kinda...
    LoveisBeautiful5013 LoveisBeautiful5013 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 20

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    There are very few events people dress up for anymore and that is a shame. Returning to my old congregation after years of being away I was struck at how lovely it was to see...
    BebeMac BebeMac 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    Why is it that when people are in a crowd they act different? It's like they lose all their individuality. They act more stupid, cruel etc. it's like they are sheeps following each...
    CuriousGuy833 CuriousGuy833 22-25, M 3 Responses Jul 19

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    I can't stand when people call themselves ugly. No one, is ugly. Beauty can be shown in many ways. A personality trait, a smile- even the way someone eats could be seen as cute! No...
    cottoncamarilla cottoncamarilla 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    It’s like every time I am optimistic about my future, something suddenly hits up. Hate the fact that I am being treated like a child as if people really know me. Society we live...
    alexifan alexifan 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 17

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    You were a lie From hello to goodbye When I learned what you had been doing from the start It broke my heart Red flags and alarms When I'd run my fingers up and down your arms You...
    marisolmarisolmarisol marisolmarisolmarisol 31-35, F Jul 16

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    I love seeing people having a good time! The other day I was taking my 13 year old son and his friend to Hibachi for his friend's birthday. His friend has two sisters who are...
    starligh98 starligh98 31-35, F Jul 16

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    Now I do not feel this way but i'd like to shed some light to the people of this experience. Sometimes people get so sick death just seems like an awesome alternative. It's alot...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 15

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    pregnancy~**** is unethical a sin and a shame
    miimii0069 miimii0069 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 15

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    This is something that I can not tolerate. My best friend was pregnant a few years ago. she found it her son had trisomy 13. This can cause retardation. It was always known the...
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F Jul 14

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    I notice there are a lot of things missing on the mobile app. I'm sorry if it seems like I'm asking for too much, I'm just suggesting some improvements. 1. I would like to see...
    moose73630 moose73630 16-17, M 7 Responses Jul 13

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    How HIV Children Are Injured And Kill By The Actions Of The City Of Salinas, Ca. The Salinas Valley is one of the largest agricultural centers in the USA and the city of...
    marcthegiantkiller marcthegiantkiller 56-60, M Jul 11

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    How HIV Children Are Injured And Kill By The Actions Of The City Of Salinas, Ca. The Salinas Valley is one of the largest agricultural centers in the USA and the city of...
    marcthegiantkiller marcthegiantkiller 56-60, M Jul 11

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    How HIV Children Are Injured And Kill By The Actions Of The City Of Salinas, Ca. The Salinas Valley is one of the largest agricultural centers in the USA and the city of...
    marcthegiantkiller marcthegiantkiller 56-60, M Jul 11

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    Okay, this is another fet I have. I just like to see people in bonds sometimes mainly because they're annoying. and the only times I've really done this is when I indulged my other...
    IAdoreYourFeet IAdoreYourFeet 18-21, M Jul 10

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