I Want to See People Destroy Themselves

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    Both Ways

    Fighting with themselves.  Seeing them in agonizing pain.  Watching their inner conflict burning them up.  Now, the only reason this would be hard is keeping from being the factor that drives them over the edge.  I'd love to argue both sides of the situation...
    XCRevolution XCRevolution
    18-21, F
    8 Responses Jul 20, 2009

    I Guess.

    Well now I just feel alone in this, seeing as I'm the only one in this group. I guess I've always wanted things to self destruct around me. I'd rather the world destroy itself than something bigger than this come and **** things up. Maybe I just want everything else to fall apart...
    magickalveneer magickalveneer
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Aug 27, 2008

    Founder

    Ok if your wondering who the creator is, I am the original creator of the group along with the I want to see the world burn group. My old account that made this was deleted long ago and so I have this one. I really can't be bothered to type a whole lot right now so I'll get to...
    Metus Metus
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Jul 22, 2009

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