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    I feel like I just want to sleep

    for a few weeks until all this crap sorts itself out..but I can't sleep at the moment. All this stress and constant worrying about things that are so ridiculous, has built up in my head so much, it needs to explode. Really just want to sort this out and be happy.
    emilymaehes emilymaehes 18-21, F May 9

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    Sometimes I wonder if I were to play at dating

    like some men do? Get their hopes up during a date, be this amazing, intelligent, funny, charismatic person for one day or night then disappear forever.. Sometimes I get so fed up of it happening to me I want to strike back, I want to just make them feel the same disappointment...
    Lov3intheasylum Lov3intheasylum 31-35, F Aug 31

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    Qualification What qualifies a man

    as a candidate for love? Does he have to be in shape or have a job? Does he have to be a certain type of person? I'm sitting in the dmv looking at women and couples wondering. Never once have I ever been in love with someone who loved me back and had a relationship with. I've...
    OneHowlToTheMoon OneHowlToTheMoon 22-25, M Jul 10

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    I want to get mad and hate you.

    I want to cry so hard and scream so loud. I want to fight back but since I'm a coward, I'll just stand and feel myself slowly shattering, all of me. I just want to forget everything even the fact that you exist on this world. If there's any way I could do that. I will take that...
    huskiesandmalamutes huskiesandmalamutes 18-21, F Jun 20

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    Goodbye

    Loving you.... Means hurting myself. Thinking of you.... Means forgetting myself. Caring for you.... Means neglecting myself. To love myself.... I need to stop loving you. To prioritize myself.... I need to stop thinking of you. To care for myself.... I need to neglect you...
    Lostsoul05 Lostsoul05 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 17, 2013

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    The L Words

    People might say “you have to love your loved ones more than you love yourself” That is just sooo wrong That thing can only be done for your parents or by your parents for you Many people feel the pain caused by loving others more than themselves. It's not like I'm lacking of...
    chaoticmind24 chaoticmind24 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 15, 2013

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    so I've always wandered

    where wind comes from. it's like this mysterious thing that just flies around and makes you cold sometimes warm actually. it's great it's like a ghost. they're cool. I want to like become friends with it and fly with it. it will be like taking loads of acid and going on the...
    badgermaster badgermaster 18-21, F Jun 19

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    Hey! It Is The 27th Of August!

    Today I was looking at my calender and I realised, it is 27th of August! Three years ago, around this time, I was dumped by my first ex ever, when I say first I mean my first serious relationship, it lasted for years, it started when I was only in high school, we have spent...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 27, 2013

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    Love Sucksss

    who said love s beautiful thing! it suksssss.. nt nly frnzs leave u at tym, ur lv 1 wil also leave u .. jst want 2 far away from dis feeling hate dis feelng LOVE S D WORST FEELING-IS D LESSON I FEEL IN LIFE HATE D LOVE, JST WNT MY SUCCESS ND WNT THEM 2 SHOW WHT DY LOSSED. dis...
    dsadnesses dsadnesses 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 26, 2013

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    If I can , I would like to rewind all my

    childhood, all those precious memories where we are all so innocent, no worry and just be ourselves. The time where we don't feel sadness of losing something because it a still there and not taken away from us just yet.
    Saradomin Saradomin 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 22

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    I've had this lump on side my neck

    for almost 5 years now. I got so scared I cried myself to sleep every night. it was painfully sad and made me feel so worthless. everyone used to laugh at me when I walked past and called me burger neck. so i decided to take charge and make a change. I went to the doctors and...
    badgermaster badgermaster 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 19

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    So some of the stores have already got

    Christmas decorations and lit up trees for sale. I personally love Christmas, it make me feel like I'll have a special time to spend with my family..even though I've never had a Christmas like that...but everyone is so negative about Christmas things already being in stores or...
    PrincessPolarBear PrincessPolarBear 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Hey.

    I don't want to live this violenced world..Everyday,children are die because of less food..less water.And people who live in modern countries are continue to consume,buying clothes,muc much foods. It kills me everytime..whenever I think that situation.
    yuriorlov yuriorlov 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 27, 2013

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    26 + Female + Unmarried + Childless

    I am 26 years old. I don’t have a husband or boyfriend I don’t have children nor do i want one at this stage of my life. I am a big girl...( size 16 ) i am trying to build a career and live the dream....... i am middle child in my family , recently my sister got married and i...
    losttourist564 losttourist564 26-30, F 13 Responses Sep 22, 2013

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    Well there's this guy I met at the end of May

    this year. He's a senior now and I'm a junior. We're in Highschool just incase Ya didn't guess it. Him and I started off as just friends, like he was literally just someone I hung out with , stayed on FaceTime with, and confided in/ talked to whenever I needed advice and vice...
    ambitousk ambitousk 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    I would like to share something with you

    that you (most likely) have never heard of. A finnish children's song written by Reino Helismaa "Päivänsäde ja Menninkäinen" translated to english it is "Ray of sunlight and the Goblin" This is one of the most known finnish folkloric love songs, my mother used to sing it to...
    LilyLua LilyLua 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 21, 2013

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    I'm Afraid..

    Sometimes I'm afraid of being bad at something before I'm good at it. Some of us choose different roads because the one we had been following was vague and compromising , and it meant we had to make a mistakes in front of people. I'm afraid of embarrassing myself, at not being...
    jazzME jazzME 26-30, F 6 Responses Mar 17, 2011

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    I'm So Happy I Found Ep

    A few days ago, I was really hurt and upset. I felt like I was the only person on Earth that felt that way but then I typed "i'm lonely" into google (see my other stories) and found this place. I feel soo much better now. I've met some people here and they made me feel alot less...
    Alan25 Alan25 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 21, 2012

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    i am not depressed ,i know that,

    but these days i feel like i dont need to be alive,i have no carrier,i'm not good at any thing,i'm not interesting in any thing special,i'm not inlove with any one,and every time i try to start something my father bully me and order me to quit that thing because in not necessary...
    aryanm828 aryanm828 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 28

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    My Love Life

    I am 21 years old and I am a single mother-to-be. My little bundle will be here in less than 2 weeks from today. I am indeed very exited and anxious to have my little boy in my arms. First of all I never imagined being pregnant and yet single. Its not what anyone wants especially...
    julybundleofjoy julybundleofjoy 18-21 2 Responses Jul 4, 2011

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    Let's try an experiment I've read about.

    .. Here is my real photo... Use ur life previous experiment and Analyze me... For example for me people who wear black r usually architects! U may ask me any question or giving me an imagination of something u believe I love or I do from via watching my photo and let's see if u...
    Ramyarcher Ramyarcher 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 21

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    My first love was suicidal,

    it tore my heart to shreds seeing her tear herself apart. And the hopelessness of my actions and efforts to make it better, just made me feel even more powerless to stop it. To me it felt like she'd rather be dead than be with a person like me. walking away from her was one of...
    Thebrokengingerbreadman Thebrokengingerbreadman 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 27

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    I feel the human race has screwed up

    and is going down hill into the fall of humanity. You seldom find people who are friendly to one another. Everyone starts out hostile and talks down about everyone. We are told to respect authority yet they are the same as you and I. Nobody wants to learn about the world. We are...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M Aug 31

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    I Have Never Shared My Feelings And Thoughts

           I  have never been able to share my feelings and thoughts with other people.  In fact I think the only one who I have is my husband.  For most of my life I have pretty much kept my feelings and thoughts bottled up inside of me.  ...
    Sara600 Sara600 56-60, F 2 Responses Mar 29, 2010

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    Sunday~

    I will look back on today and see the end results of my labor. I will be proud. All of the sacrifice and the work put into it always, always pays off. Holding true to my promise; I have made to myself.
    Fallgirl007 Fallgirl007 41-45, F Nov 24, 2013

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    Somethings i'd just like to share.

    .. -don't go and tell me you love me and if I make a mistake or do something you don't approve of, your 'love' somehow disappears Thanks for reading, take good care.
    Yogurtree Yogurtree 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 14

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    My problem is when I fall

    for someone I fall hard. I start getting real over protective and crazy about them.. And I just get real complicated. I hate love.. I don't want it anymore anytime soon. Wish I was appreciated more.
    rubyy25 rubyy25 13-15, F Sep 19

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    Deaf Ears

    Although I'd like to share my feelings and thoughts, I sure as heck won't share them with strangers.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 6, 2011

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    Pretender

    I am strong.... This is how I portrayed myself. I tried everything not to be affected by anything. I am a woman... I tried to act and think as one. I'm understanding and loving. I am a friend.... I tried to be a good one if not the best. I am loyal and trustworthy. I am an...
    Lostsoul05 Lostsoul05 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 8, 2013

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    pbxoxo pbxoxo 18-21, F 1 Response May 14

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    I feel like my sadness intimidates people

    so many times I'd rather hide it :/
    missarabiya missarabiya 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    I Am Stuck In Between !

    i always been confused,worried ,not comfort at all,used to live that way ,but now i'm trying to change,to live on my own,live as who really am.my heart is calm but my mind still used to interrupt as it always been,i know i will be fine.i know need time to get use to my new...
    celara celara 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 11, 2012

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    Resolve. Every morning the glorious light of

    the stars is beaten by the sunlight and yet every night they all resolve to shine again...
    badbinary badbinary 36-40, M 2 Responses Jul 23

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    I Hate School

    I don't even how some people like school yeah for maybe hanging out with friends and stuff but to be honest I think only 5 percent of people like school.i hate studying and half of the things I study im not gonna even remember in the future.i ******* hate all my teachers there so...
    andria9898 andria9898 13-15 1 Response Jul 21, 2013

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    I was the one who started the confrontation

    about something in our relationship. Both of us knew it was there and I'm sure that neither of us had the answer to that question; "What's gonna happen to us?" We met 4 years ago. Two totally different people. Spoke different languages. Came from two totally different places...
    huskiesandmalamutes huskiesandmalamutes 18-21, F Jun 8

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    I am one of those who are given different fate

    of life , that I am sure no one wants. I have deformities. My childhood was not a good one. People saw me with one eye ,, I had no friends ,, At first I often questioned why I was not given a normal life where people will like me.. It's what I thought at the past. Now I learn...
    Ad1k Ad1k 36-40, F 3 Responses Jun 12

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    Silly boy. We don't /love/ each other.

    There's something, but it isn't love. I used to love you though. I used to love the thought of you smiling and I used to be able to smile at the sound of your laugh. You used to never think of anyone but me and you. But all that has changed hasn't it? We keep trying to...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F Aug 31

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    Every night , I get out a sheet of note book

    paper , put the date , and write a "diary" as if It was my boyfriend . So when I'm stressed , sad , depressed , lonely , missing him , or happy I can talk to him . It makes me feel better and then I put it in a shoe box and in our 1 year anniversary , I will show him ! <3
    Shaileyrae Shaileyrae 13-15, F Sep 22

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    We laugh at our pain

    when it subsides and promise ourselves we'll never feel it again, but then you reach for my hand.
    applepower applepower 26-30, F Aug 21

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    I wanna be cold hearted

    but I don't wanna hurt someone like somebody hurt me it's the worst feeling ever
    rubyy25 rubyy25 13-15, F Sep 21

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    sarah3232 sarah3232 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    My journey in ep is changing.

    Part of me is like a ghost. My soul looks for someone who is no longer here. I go to those places and the memories flood back. My soul is conflicted when I think of it and I think about it every hour of the day. If only..If only... It seems that my writings have been noticed by...
    topboy1968 topboy1968 41-45 6 Responses Mar 18

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    Sometimes I Feel Like Im All Alone In This Big World!

    Im new to this blogging thing, but I've always felt better when I write things down, and I thought maybe if I could get someones advice or anything it would help! I dont know if anyone will respond but I will tell my story anyways! Im 22 years old, and I've been with my boyfriend...
    bree5 bree5 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 17, 2012

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    From some time back I wrote this story of

    leaving ep. EP Link It seems coming back has simply not allowed me to heal and move forward in many ways. In many ways coming into this place and now possibly leaving ep for a good while . Coming out of ep alot more educated in life and knowing who I am. What I really want in...
    topboy1968 topboy1968 41-45 Aug 27

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    For some reason, I'm just emotionally sad most

    of the time. I either cry or just bothered or upset about something and that something has to do with my current boyfriend. Ever since he's told me that he wanted a break from me and then tell me he was in love with anymore and the spark isn't the same as it was from the...
    MileyyV MileyyV 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 24

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    I often like to reminisce about my childhood,

    because it was an honest period of my life; it was and is the closest thing I identify with as a human being. From childhood into early to mid adolescence I had my freedom. I could walk side by side with fear and joy as my best friends. My curiosity, wonder and empathy for the...
    Lifelover38 Lifelover38 18-21, M Sep 1

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    Everyone has their own love story.

    This is mine. I am 19 years old and i married my first love. I was 14 when we started going out and he was...25. Where we come from, its a crime if a over 18 year old is with a under 16 year old. And added to that, our religion didn´t allow us to be together. We had to be...
    shadowface shadowface 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 20

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    I just got into an argument with my boyfriend.

    It's always the same crap this time, I was talking to him and he's was on Instagram just focused on that. I told him hey I'm talking to you but he said you do it all the time. So I told him , fug it I'm going home. (I'm at his house). So he ok go homes don't forget your stuff...
    MileyyV MileyyV 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    Could Somebody Help

    I know people are there for me, but I still feel so distance. I can talk for hours about my past and feel better, but the hurt always comes back. I can talk so freely about myself and whats went on but im never satisfied.. I always come back to the same saddness, when im alone...
    Unique19 Unique19 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 24, 2011

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    Don’t say things you can not follow through

    with… if you don’t want to do something or you’re not serious about it,please tell me ….. ..because everything you say gets engraved into my heart as I trust you blindly… but when those words come out to be false… it hurts me…... and I don’t understand… and I...
    joyevaa joyevaa 31-35, F Jul 17

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    This will probably seem crazy,

    but sometimes I just want to sit in my backyard and cry.
    MoonBeam13 MoonBeam13 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    When it comes to loving I don't have

    in-betweens...I mean either I love in a way that implies I give all of myself...or I don't love at all... If a man gets my heart, he'll also get the rest of me, my mind, my soul, my body, he'll be the centre of my life and my reason to wake up every day... and to give life a...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 22

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    rubyy25 rubyy25 13-15, F Sep 21

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