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    Sunday~

    I will look back on today and see the end results of my labor. I will be proud. All of the sacrifice and the work put into it always, always pays off. Holding true to my promise; I have made to myself.
    Fallgirl007 Fallgirl007 41-45, F Nov 24, 2013

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    i am a happy person in general

    but i am scared to share my feelings of disappointment , i think the world will perceive me as weak and vulnerable. whats actually funny is i know its not true but still the feeling does not go away. so by sharing this thought its my way of telling it to myself & the world its...
    amazingmike amazingmike 26-30, M 4 Responses Sep 7, 2015

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    So I kinda feel like there are a lot of

    unintelligent people in this world but I don't know if I should say it a better way, if there is one, or if it's just something that's ok to acknowledge because clearly everyone isn't on the same page. There are people with college degrees that have absolutely no common sense...
    ashley2483 ashley2483 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 18, 2015

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    I am a difficult person.

    ... I am pretty chilled out when it comes to most things but when it comes to matters of the heart well i am an abyss too deep to just dive in. Yes my way of thinking and the insecurities i have come from valid roots, but honestly i couldn't date me. The things that bother...
    VintageSparrow VintageSparrow 22-25, F 3 Responses May 25, 2015

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    I don't know how I should feel about you.

    I'm confused with the feelings I have for you. I feel like you are my close friend, yet we are so far in terms of knowledge and experience. We share similar interests, and there are major differences between the two of us. You are knowledgeable, direct, and easily irritated by...
    snoopy3 snoopy3 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 14, 2015

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    Do you ever feel nothing?

    I do, it's one of those days for me today. If you feel like I'm a bit different today, it's nothing!
    purplehaze78 purplehaze78 36-40, F 4 Responses Nov 30, 2015

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    I have experienced some things,

    good and bad, but not always what I've expected, or desired. I talk about and around things in these experiences, sharing. I hope you find me interesting, and like to see my things.
    Skjeggstad Skjeggstad 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    "I am tired of trying to hold things together

    that cannot be held. Trying to control what cannot be controlled. I am tired of denying myself what I want for fear of breaking things I cannot fix. They will break no matter what we do." ~Erin Morgeastern The Night Circus
    silverfox61 silverfox61 61-65, F Dec 15, 2015

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    I just saw this story on fb about a guy

    who assaulted a woman just because she politely declined to give him her phone number....like wtf is wrong with this world?! **** like this happens all the ******* time and unfortunately a lot with black guys. I hate when I tell guys that stuff like this really happens and they...
    ashley2483 ashley2483 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2015

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    I've had the biggest crush on this guy

    for like two years and we recently started talking and hanging out. He's absolutely amazing in every way but my anxiety is all like "you better enjoy it while it lasts because you know he's just gonna turn out like everybody else and it won't work out." And I'm like "**** you...
    ashley2483 ashley2483 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 23, 2015

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    I like you, but I also don't want to like you.

    I get jealous when you talk to her. You treat her so sweetly, and you smile easily with her. with me, there is a lot of bantering, and im the one who always smiles. I smile because I like you, but I also dont like making you angry. Usually, smiling makes it easier to be around...
    snoopy3 snoopy3 22-25, F Dec 9, 2015

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    1)For many people who make online friends there

    will be this one friend to whom you say all your problems yet not ready to hear or ask whether that person is okay.(emotional dustbin huh?)Coz we assume that person is the most happiest in the world. 2)There will be this secret crush to whom you just flirt and have good time...
    mellifluousme mellifluousme 22-25, F 6 Responses Jun 10, 2015

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    Hey! It Is The 27th Of August!

    Today I was looking at my calender and I realised, it is 27th of August! Three years ago, around this time, I was dumped by my first ex ever, when I say first I mean my first serious relationship, it lasted for years, it started when I was only in high school, we have spent...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 27, 2013

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    randomboy21 randomboy21 18-21, M Nov 30, 2015

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    The funny thing about focussing on fleeing

    as fast as you can, is that you may not have the presence of mind to notice that you're expending a lot of thought and energy into running in a big circle.
    badbinary badbinary 41-45, M 1 Response Oct 5, 2015

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    I found this. it describes me better

    than anything I've ever seen. http://blog.astraltwelve.com/post/54721600298/fox
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F Nov 10, 2015

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    I feel so sad it might make me shut down.

    I want things to work out for the best for once.
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 24, 2015

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    For some reason, since the thoughts are just

    flowing into my mind I want to share this fond memory of my childhood out to everyone who reads this. I want to hear the noise of me punching my keyboard with excitement and just go with the flow. When I was very young, like we're talking 15-16 years back. My mom, sister, and I...
    Dictatorse Dictatorse 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 4, 2015

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    Often it's easier for me to express myself

    better through written form. It's like there is a poor connection between brain and mouth…I know what I want to say yet I need time to process the thoughts onto paper to say what I really want to say. Otherwise I feel like when I verbalize straight from my lips it's not what I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 26, 2015

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    You know I have always wanted to start a blog.

    ... of my own where I can go and share all my thoughts and feelings all managed in one place. I haven't been able to find one as of yet cause all of them are not as easily accessible as I would like. Anyway so I thought why not on EP. Thank you Ep for being the place to...
    VintageSparrow VintageSparrow 22-25, F 1 Response May 2, 2015

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    some days are stress days.

    . all the stupid memories keep coming back like waves in the seashore!! i wish i could control them,i wish i could stop them.. i just feel to tell my memories...you have given me enough pains and troubles ..don't ever come back !!
    Penpaaal Penpaaal 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 24, 2015

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    Am I a fool for living My life by

    feelings Drowning out my thoughts With loud music Music that is not my own Watching the world Go by and changing Leaving me behind I don't know how to live Outside my head Outside my heart If it's a feeling I feel it all Am I a fool for living Life with feelings My...
    CaptPetemoss CaptPetemoss 46-50, M Oct 14, 2015

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    but I can't, it just doesn't feel right.

    I think of telling whoever what is really on my mind, but then I think they'll look at me different, so I hide behind these nonsensical jokes and remain a sealed bottle... I'd love to just say what I'm thinking even though I already know the answer or the ramifications and just...
    foolishwiseguy foolishwiseguy 26-30, M 2 Responses Jun 27, 2015

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    This seems to sum up just how I felt.

    ......... "There was no one to tell and nowhere to hide, I kept the pain to myself as a part of me died" What dies is lost forever.................
    Anguishoftheheart Anguishoftheheart 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    26 + Female + Unmarried + Childless

    I am 26 years old. I don’t have a husband or boyfriend I don’t have children nor do i want one at this stage of my life. I am a big girl...( size 16 ) i am trying to build a career and live the dream....... i am middle child in my family , recently my sister got married and i...
    losttourist564 losttourist564 26-30, F 12 Responses Sep 22, 2013

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    I Hate School

    I don't even how some people like school yeah for maybe hanging out with friends and stuff but to be honest I think only 5 percent of people like school.i hate studying and half of the things I study im not gonna even remember in the future.i ******* hate all my teachers there so...
    andria9898 andria9898 16-17 1 Response Jul 21, 2013

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    If i were to write a small descriptive in depth

    piece about myself it would sound something like this.....
    VintageSparrow VintageSparrow 22-25, F 1 Response May 6, 2015

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    You severed all connections Rend my ventricles

    so apart Missed every major artery Made me the muse for masterpiece Stilllife Heart Crossed every one of my unseen borders Though our skins never met Such a brutal harsh and sudden Ending To a story that was so delicate and intimate It doesn't seem right then again reality can...
    LittleBirds0827 LittleBirds0827 36-40, F Nov 17, 2014

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    I have been away from EP

    for the last few months but am finally back so I thought my first post back would be great as a tribute to EP and all the amazing people who got me through. When i joined Ep my life was immensely different. I had just found myself at the end of a long and rather difficult...
    VintageSparrow VintageSparrow 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 6, 2015

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    This is my anonymous outlet

    so have come back to write once again. I have identified a problem in life which can hold most people back from better choices and clearer thinking. My siblings last night tried to suggest their views on my life and what I should be doing in my life as if they knew better...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Mar 21, 2015

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    You know what sucks ?

    Being a relationship when things are perfect but then all of sudden one little Amal argument turns into something dark. To ugly words being exchanged to physical damage towards one and another. I'm deeply sad and I really don't know what to do ...
    MileyyV MileyyV 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 11, 2015

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    There had been more damaged

    than I realized. My emotions were controlling me instead of me controlling my emotions. I suppose I became accustomed to repressing my feelings, even through the stages of retraining myself towards equalizing emotions. I still possessed traits of repression and denial. I couldn...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 21, 2015

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    I found this. it describes me better

    than anything I've ever seen. http://blog.astraltwelve.com/post/54721600298/fox
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F Nov 10, 2015

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    Goodbye

    Loving you.... Means hurting myself. Thinking of you.... Means forgetting myself. Caring for you.... Means neglecting myself. To love myself.... I need to stop loving you. To prioritize myself.... I need to stop thinking of you. To care for myself.... I need to neglect you...
    Lostsoul05 Lostsoul05 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 17, 2013

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    I have been a member here

    since 2009. I came here with a heavy heart, troubled mind but a jest for life and the possibilities it can bring....I already was a believer of the not-so-good possibilities... been there done that crap. ;-) I am a firm believe in the Law of Attraction, a pure and powerful...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 6 Responses Nov 23, 2015

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    I look back on so many people in my past

    and don't understand why i wanted them around for a second. I just thank God they're out of my life :3
    Happyak5 Happyak5 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 31, 2015

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    I feel like screaming.

    I feel like throwing a giant fit because everything is wrong and no one will listen. No one notices. I work hard, treat others with love and respect, and I genuinely strive to be a good person and to live the right kind of life, but I get absolutely no recognition for my efforts...
    chasingDragonflies chasingDragonflies 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 24, 2015

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    I would like to share something with you

    that you (most likely) have never heard of. A finnish children's song written by Reino Helismaa "Päivänsäde ja Menninkäinen" translated to english it is "Ray of sunlight and the Goblin" This is one of the most known finnish folkloric love songs, my mother used to sing it to...
    LilyLua LilyLua 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 21, 2013

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    Dearest Mr. Wrong, You have hurt me in a time in

    which I was so vulnerable maybe you didn’t knew or maybe you did. It does not make any difference. I honestly don’t care because it hurt and it was a very bad time for me. I understand why you did it nevertheless it still hurt. It still hurts even know when I’m writing...
    QueenRavenHair QueenRavenHair 41-45 Oct 29, 2015

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    02.05.2015 – Saturday You know I always

    thought that once one starts reaching out and getting yourself out there when it comes to community. Asking and leaning on those around you for help love and support. One would think that more people would be willing to donate or contribute towards something that brings hope and...
    VintageSparrow VintageSparrow 22-25, F 1 Response May 2, 2015

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    Why does everything have to progressively get

    worse? I miss when my life had more meaning. When I could say "I'm OK" without lying. I'm too tired to continue this pointless fight against invisible foes, without hopes or dreams. I've been trying to understand how reality works so I can escape this one full of wrong stuff...
    somniatorlupus somniatorlupus 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 1

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    For how many thoughts I wrote in the past I

    feel I need to write some things..simple to the point.. We do not always have the choice what happens to us but we almost always have the choice to be where we really want. The only reason we do not is because we fight ourselves. We cannot be careless and hurt others no but...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 13, 2015

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    A Blue Rose. The raindrops dance endearingly

    across the tender petals of the blue rose. Glistening, they alluringly draw the eye to tantalizing impossibilities. The lie is staggeringly beautiful... He stares transfixed. Scared to blink, breath or look away, knowing that reality will surely crush this delicate fantasy.
    badbinary badbinary 41-45, M Oct 29, 2015

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    Note to self: never get your hopes up.

    EVER! If you do, you'll only get let down and rejected in the end.
    Funkystronglover Funkystronglover 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 15, 2015

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    My mom is a hypocrite.

    She talks about how my uncle is strict and that's why his children are moving away from home and all the while, I can't wait to get away from my mom and her irrational rules and fits. She's the exact same way, but she doesn't see it. She has a crazy temper when things don't go...
    snoopy3 snoopy3 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 27, 2015

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