when things in life go wrong?
When you want to just stop living,
yet you have to play along.
Do my best to fake a smile,
while inside I fall apart.
The Doctor says, I'm sorry man,
I can't fix a shattered heart.
It is not for pity's sake,
that I write these words on here.
The time has come to say goodbye,
Leave all the memories we share behind.
The love I had was pure and true,
But you left me sad and blue.
Looking towards a brand new day,
Without my heart standing in the way.
Seeing nothing, I see everythingHere in this dark prisonThe light seldom permeatesDeliberate, though I concentrateIs nothing more than emptinessThere is nothing but a holeSpiral deeper, downwardsShould I not find the end?Seeking something, finding nothingHear the flutter of tiny...
and all thru the house no one was listening except for a mouse. He was waiting and watching looking for you. But you never came back, what happened to you? I went in the world with nothing or nobody. I was alone in the world until I met you. You were my only friend. Then you...
forever wandering toward a home
don't try to understand
just lend a helping hand
show a better way
so I can have a better day
release my pain, oh Lord!
release this ache in my heart!
finding to be awake is miserable,
and I feel so undesirable.
Yes the eve, latter part of the day,
The locomotive heaved to the stress of its engine,
Yet the track seemed to sway,
The conductor, oh so uncertain,
His sweat gave away his hidden fear,
The rail would no longer hold the burden,
The train’s demise was certainly near,
with words that break your heart.
For I have been a friend to you,
right from the very start.
The words I spoke got twisted,
into something not meant to be.
Now all these years, have disappeared,
Because YOU lashed out at ME.
I never asked you for anything,
Unlike all those...
very very very
maybe you will stop seeing me
or I’ll become some distant point of light
and you’ll look for a moment
and then move on
because you just lost interest
Then you’ll take the pressure
of your eyes
off of me
and I can escape
And watch you fall asleep
We don't even have to touch
Or even have to speak
I want to watch you close your eyes
And dreamily drift away
Secure in the knowledge
that our love won't ever fade away
I want to wake up
next to you
and hear you softly breath
feel your heartbeat...
You beautiful sun
That frees the trees
From winter embrace
Enabling flowers to show their face.
You revive lonely spires
And light exquisite fires
Of sunsets high.
That dress of blue
That you shine through
We can call the sky.
And as she stood solo
In meadow still
You lit her...
Dancing in the Rain
She grabs my hand and pulls me towards the shoreline for a closer view
We run through the sand towards the waves and surf, it’s just us two
We look out to the horizon and watch the storm clouds rolling in real fast
I get no acknowledgement at all.
You chose to shut me out on here,
But before you made that call...
You chose to post an experience,
venomous words that put me down.
I wish it were just a bad Dream...
but this face still wears the frown.
Colors withered . . . set to fly
Spill from oaks of autumn skies.
Reds and russets spoiled brown
Now puddle on the forest ground.
Yet rising high for all to see
Their nakedness stood certainty
The skeletons that once bore leaves
A sacrifice amongst the tree's.
Their bony fingers...
with the diamonds
of forgotten sun.
A devil moon
this sky has spun
with burning tapestry.
and are to be.
in the silence
Of a purple sea.
dancers of eternity,
of golden morning.
With twinkling eyes
as she sits...
A game of chance
too high the cost..
A false smile
A glass dream
so real it seemed..
......Lyss.... I wish I didn't care so much sometimes...it hurts..
You see beyond the looking glass.
You are omniscient and bold.
The stars in your eyes
Give way to galaxies unknown.
Not an ounce of common sense applies.
Swirls of blue, green, purple, silver
Screaming of brilliance, never ending.
Entirely unique, your skin is...
Because of you.
My life has been worthwhile.
This wounded heart just flew
Your sun returned my smile.
An ocean sky turned blue
All stars burn bright with fire
Your sweet love so true
Has sent angelic choir.
With lightning in my veins.
one that rocks me to the core.
I do my best to hide it,
but I can't deny it anymore.
It has taken hold of this life,
and turned it in-side-out.
Shredding what is left of me,
and filled my head with doubt.
Is this the life I'm meant to live?
Are these walls I've built my own...
end is peaceful,
But of this I firmly doubt,
For at its end the river’s foulness comes to an increased lull,
As the river’s delta strains it out,
Oh yes, at the river’s end there is burden of sand,
Much less room for it to run free,
No further will it run, now more will it...
Crickets sing their nightly calls.
A knock at my door and my heart flutters.
Could this be loved returned.
Fate so cruel would allow such hope.
It's best I not answer but the black in my heart longs to escape.
To the window I creep so not to expose my desires.
The view before me...
and share poetry with, talk about it, have fun with it. Well i don't know if anyone would just want to share their poetry without reading some of my poetry so here's my latest one (no title as of yet):
Basking in the shadows
cast down on me by
dim yellow light
When stars fell
On a lonely street.
Were destined to meet
To defrost frozen hearts.
Where stardust covered love
When they trembled
In their bed.
And passion travelled
from their heart
To way below.
What candlelight dance
Could match the glow...
Love will come again.
Like softest summer rain
On sleeping fields of flowers.
Fragrant and new.
Sunlit and blue.
She leaves her ivory towers
And calls my name
On sweetest birdsong breeze.
Through the trees.
Time can't tame.
start from the end,
of something forlorn or wonderful
or something that simply began
Cease to use never
on what is still to become
even things that may not,
l'est you yearn that fickle crown.
Refrain to say never
to see the endless beyond
look to countless possibilities
L O V E U N C O N D I T I O N A L + = Love unconditional - all senses are employed Your touch - your scent - your voice - your lovliness My heart responds - my heart is overjoyed Together we're a hand in glovliness ! Love unconditional - such love with such...
Is it a feeling, or something more?
Is it desire, a slow burning fire,
Is it life itself?
Is it a dream, or a soft touch -
the ghost of a summer breeze?
Love is kind, love is warm
Love is life, passion, desire
With something more...
Love is like a beautiful dream.
me he speaks
The gentleness of his solitude
Grief and contentment
in his hands lie
Transparencies of love lost
barefaced in his eyes
Unyeilding strength he lends
in veiled moonlit glow
and ardent adjurations
melt slowly in his snow
In passing 'tis life he...
with a beam,
It blazed through the crevices of my mental process,
Because of it I felt sharper, more keen,
The memory capsules seemed less repressed,
For my inner persona sparked the kindling of my minds dead underbrush,
The warmth of the emotion ensued the cracking away of the...
Those lines that serve to hold you in
A noble spirits wrinkled skin
Engraved a dignity so deeply sunk in
Upon the cover wearing thin.
Emotion in motion of a thousand yesturday's
Gently crinkle upon the page
So novel is this coming of age
A distinguished script upon the stage...
can you please give me your opinion on it, it would be appreciated!
I want to die
Just say goodbye
And take that knife
To end my life
Because though I try
These lies of mine
Time after time
I'm left alone
With no one home
And so unknown
All on my own
I wish I could start over.
A do over.
A new start.
I wanna be a kid again.
I wish I was a kid again.
I wish I wasn't the annoying little ***** that everyone hated.
I wish I knew how everything was going to...
You are delicate petals of my flower.
The joyous sun at waking hour.
You saturate my soul
Like april shower.
And you glow
Like a sunset sinking,
A fond goodnight.
You teem in silver cascade.
I sit and watch
Through sun kissed forest glade
As you bloom
Aflame with passion embers hide beneath,
awakened by your breath on my neck.
Passion unbridled when our skin meets.
The view within your eyes penetrates my soul.
Missing is your laughter and wit from my conversations.
The comfort of a hug and sleeping next to you is but a dream...
I am enraptured by your earthly eyes,
and your delicate, bare skin against mine
is the ultimate nirvana. It's an addiction.
My skin crawls where you have touched;
my neurons detonate, triggered by your voice.
Im infatuated with the high of desire.
his rat to Los Angles. came back, was there for the MacDonald's settlement. he said he worked at MacDonald. Sunday evening shikh Indian alcoholic run that her iPhone missing. Tuesday Hanna, a criminal white woman, out on probation, left Arizona to Los Angles , can without court...
and with some of the responses myself and others get on here I might not for a while yet... this is was written ten minutes ago just felt the desire to write
The gnaw of a heartless whisper
breeds the wound of goodwill
echoes from the distance
in coldness most pain...
Harmonious ecstasy and
Oxytocin dance through
Every cell you've come into
Oh. My. God.
I never believed in god
until you had me
moaning prayers into
begging for sweet,
sinful, salvation. Your
tongue formulates it's own
scriptures, and I am...
with heaven in my hands
the dowry of a journey
Imbued whence began
O toil and plight exacting
as peaks wax and wane
the comfort of now knowing
the end to my disdain!
How soon 'tis peregrination?
I cannot but acquiesce
The early termination
time has lent with extent
it's been memories
And sleepless nights.
My bed, our bed;
These sheets smell like you;
I swear I hear your voice
Echoing through the walls
At three am, and I'm
Awake for another night.
I almost called you,
But I talked myself out of it.
Sometimes I have to remind...