I Want to Sleep For the Rest of My Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 234 People

    I want to fade into nothingness.

    I want to feel the bliss of sleep for eternity. I don't want to die. Dying means feeling nothing. In which case I'm already dead. I want to feel the false security of someone I love wrapping their arms around me while I sleep. Someone who I love yet can't be with.
    Redspikex Redspikex
    22-25, F
    Dec 19, 2013

    Why Not

     I should just roll over and never wake up. Put a pillow over m face and leave the world alone.
    Tacit Tacit
    22-25, F
    20 Responses Aug 8, 2008

    Sometimes I Wish I Could. ...

    Sometimes I wish I could. Reality sets in when I realize all of the things I would not be a part of. Such as grandchildren.
    waitingintimetoo waitingintimetoo
    41-45, F
    1 Response Feb 28, 2007

    Sleep is so addicting.

    When I'm sleeping I don't have to think about anything, I can just be warm and cozy in my bed for hours and hours and hours. It's the best way to avoid all my problems. Sleeping is addictive. When i'm having a bad day, I come home and go straight to bed. When i'm feeling down...
    justsayyes2 justsayyes2
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 27, 2014

    Too Much...

    I just want to sleep all day and not face all the problems in life. School sucks, so much pressure is put upon my shoulders. I feel like it is my responsibility to lift the world... I give up on life, but at the same time I don't. If I do, I'm screwed. If I don't I'm still...
    hellomeomg hellomeomg
    Jan 3, 2013

    Never Lifawake

    When Im Asleep, I Escape This Hell Of A Reality. I Make My Own Life That I Can Control. 
    blondevolsfan blondevolsfan
    13-15, F
    Nov 11, 2009

    Sometimes I Get That.... ...

    Sometimes I get that.... death is so painful... just to curl up and sleep and never, ever wake up would be a dream But, one day things will get better, and whats the point of things getting better if Im asleep?
    Tesse Tesse
    18-21, F
    Feb 14, 2008

    Wouldn't It Be Nice?

    just to go to sleep is such a treat ... if i can find that state.  i have RSD which is a chronic pain condition due to neurological trauma.  the pain keeps me awake for days on end.  sleeping is the only way i'm not consciously aware of the pain and thus, it's...
    AbbyNormal AbbyNormal
    31-35, F
    Jun 21, 2007

    Zzzzz Away...

    Sometimes, it feels like this is all I wanna happen... BUt hey? who am I to give up?
    mistyeyedlass mistyeyedlass
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 2, 2009

    Never Awake

    When Im Asleep, I Escape This Hell Of A Reality. I Make My Own Life That I Can Control. 
    blondevolsfan blondevolsfan
    13-15, F
    Nov 11, 2009

    Don'T Wake Me

    I wish I could just sleep for the rest of my life. Just go into an unexplained coma. Dream for eternity and finally be in peace let the voices in my head have a treaty signing date a few models, be rich famous, and have anything my heart desires or my head can think of. Be in...
    russ2019 russ2019
    26-30, M
    1 Response Mar 3, 2013

    Just Want To Stay Asleep.

    I have nothing to look forward to in life. I hate work and my college classes. If i could stay in my bed 24/7 i probably would. I know it sounds terrible but thats how i feel.
    Nicole92 Nicole92
    Aug 3, 2011

    I Want to

    I want to sleep for the rest of my life because dealing with it is just too hard...:( I am dealing with bulimia, cutting, and O.C.D. Life is so hard. I just wish i was just a normal 14 yr old!!
    ifeelsoalone ifeelsoalone
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 20, 2007

    Nobody Can Hurt Me While I Am ...

    nobody can hurt me while i am sleeping; no thoughts, no pain ...
    FeelingCrazy FeelingCrazy
    1 Response Feb 15, 2008
    Caribbeanbeauty93 Caribbeanbeauty93
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 27, 2014

    I Just Took Sleep Aid.

    After spending an hour having, yet another, panic attack, I took a quarter of a bar of OTC sleep aid.  I am a lightweight and that has me calmed down significantly, I am hoping to sleep for a few hours but IDK if I'll get my wish.  I really don't...
    BellasHappyPlace BellasHappyPlace
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 2, 2009

    I Wish My Grandson Would Hate Me

    Its Tuesday, I'm still in bed. I just want to sleep forever. My heart breaks every time my grandson goes back to mother. This time is getting harder to deal with this misery. My son and I had very hard time putting grandson on car seat. He was grabbing on to me screaming saying...
    wonderMe07 wonderMe07
    46-50, F
    Nov 12, 2013

    How Can It Feel So Nice...

    If you love sleep as I do, and sometimes just can't leave the comfort of bed, I have a rewarding experience for you.  Follow these steps: 1 - purchase the song "Sleep" by Imogen Heap, from her album "I Megaphone". 2 - load it onto your...
    mystreba mystreba
    41-45, M
    May 29, 2009

    That Would Be The Best..

    I would love to just stay asleep for the rest of my life.. every time I wake up in the morning I just wish I could go back to sleep. I love sleeping it's my favourite thing to do.. I hate having to get up in the morning and face another long boring day..
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 22, 2009

    Throw Your Rock Somewhere Else

    your riptide and ripples will continue to shape my life forever, because you are now a part of me. i enjoyed it while it lasted, but somehow again, i have found agony.  you dug yourself a burrow deep inside my skin, you wriggled and squiggled and crawled warm...
    lostcancerian lostcancerian
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Mar 4, 2008

    I Wouldn't Mind

    a nice coma every so often... but I think that I would want to wake up eventually
    JonFurniss JonFurniss
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Apr 4, 2008

    So Tired

    i just want to sleep forever and wake up refreshed in a different body, time and place. Im just too tired for this place.
    Donalh Donalh
    22-25, M
    Sep 5, 2008


    I would love to go to bed tonight and not wake up . Just sleep for the rest of my life. I would be free from society and the world. At last my mind would be at peace. I wouldnt have horrible thoughts of wanting to hurt myself. Id be safe.
    angel7 angel7
    2 Responses Apr 4, 2008


    Sleep is the best. I ******* love sleep. I have the coolest dreams. They are like movies or books. Sometimes they are like cartoons or comics. It's some of the best stuff ever.
    LylaRocks LylaRocks
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jul 8, 2008

    I Wake Up, And Wish I Didn't.

    Not that I want to die, I just hate waking up these days. I just lost a friend to suicide, in front of me, after saying the words "stop pointing that gun at me, why don't you end your own misery". Everyday, I wake up, and I feel as if it didn't happen, only to realize it...
    talisasoulouca talisasoulouca
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 19, 2013

    I Wish I Could...

    it would be soo nice to just sleep the days away.. its my favorite part of the day, going to sleep. And my least favorite is when i wake up in the morning..
    urinfluence urinfluence
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 24, 2007

    YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ...

    YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ive been planning to just spend my weekend sleeping as long as i'd like.... but everyone just freakin wakes me up! i HATE it! even on vacations! my aunt or whoever's like... "we're wakeing up at 9 am each day and takeing a walk on the beach!" im...
    ohcoolada ohcoolada
    18-21, F
    Feb 14, 2008


      Doesn't everyone feel this way every once in awhile? I thought it was normal. Mahahahahha!!!!   I usually feel this way when I'm in another depression, or am really sick with a flu. lol. Thankfully it does go away & I start enjoying my life again..... But I love...
    deleted deleted
    May 28, 2009
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