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I Want to Smoke So Bad

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    It gives me a moment to clear my mind.

    but I just don't want to leave the house at all.
    anneve anneve 16-17, F 1 Response May 17, 2014

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    I Miss It As Much As Sex.

    8 months. I haven't smoked in EIGHT MONTHS. 5 years for sex, but I miss smoking just as much. The ability to kill 10 minutes doing nothing but immediately feeling calmer is the reason. Control over my mood in my pocket. The fact that it's FIRE doesn't hurt, but that's more...
    Geza Geza 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 30, 2007

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    Tough Times

    It's easy at home. my fiancee hates me smoking so i can handle not smoking at home, or on holidays etc. but when I'm sitting here at work, with no one watching over me, a cigarette shop right opposite my building - the temptation is unbearable. I have to stop myself about 100...
    citysleeper citysleeper 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 16, 2011

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    kaaab100 kaaab100 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 23, 2014

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    Anyone in UT has hook ups

    for pot, I'm in so much pain and I need help
    dorritym dorritym 31-35, F Mar 5, 2014

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    No Matter What

    No matter what I can never get enough cigarettes! There simply isn't enough time in the day to smoke enough to satisfy me.
    ilovemysmokeysmokes ilovemysmokeysmokes 18-21 3 Responses Dec 6, 2011

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    i recently got a cigarette from a friend

    and smoked it since i had no access to one. it was my first time smoking a cigarette. let me tell you something, it's the best feeling on earth. when i smoked it i felt calm and relaxed, i've been battling suicidal thoughts and depression for almost 2 years now and this was the...
    flowerqueenx flowerqueenx 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 16, 2014

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    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M May 1, 2012

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    Want To Smoke Bad? These Pics Illustrate What You Want

    pic 1: pic 2: any questions please write them.  thanks!
    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M Feb 10, 2013

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    Recent Smoking Inverview I Did

    I thought I would post this questionaire on smoking that I was recently asked to do. They sent me the questions via email and I responded. I actually like doing these because it sometimes shatters the mystique that smoking is taboo or some kind of curse. Smoking...
    jay420 jay420 31-35, M May 1, 2012

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    Its All About You For The Hour

    I'm 31 Just moved to Maryland, and I like to smoke. I don't deal it, I'm not one of those people that blurts their shitnout on FB lol. I love it because I sleep well, and the sexy drive goes through the roof. Lol All and all, its so relaxing and it just gives you an hour to shut...
    Luciano010813 Luciano010813 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 30, 2013

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    Hi :) My names Freya

    and I'm 14. I'm the kinda person who actually gets on with their schoolwork when is told to, doesn't talk and mess about, and is generally really good. But i have a really strong urge to smoke, and I mean REALLY strong. There is no reason for me to want to, none of my close...
    Freyaaxx Freyaaxx 13-15, T 2 Responses Mar 10, 2014

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    Embrace Smoking..... It's Great Thing

    With all the anti-smoking rhetoric out there it's not a wonder why many smokers develop a "guilt complex." I didn't actually start smoking till I was 30 because of the "health risks" associated (some legitimate). The problem was, I always wanted to smoke. Even from a younger...
    jay420 jay420 31-35, M Apr 30, 2012

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    I Don't Know Why

    I have no idea why, but it one of those weird wishes I get deep down that don't go away, to smoke. I really want to. I don't care what people think and I want to enjoy life so I don't care if my life is shorter if means I will be happier. I don't know whether to start smoking or...
    hazelmassie hazelmassie 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    My Body Never Addicts to Anything

    I have most definitely smoked enough to become addicted, and yet I'm somehow not. This is lame. I know it's lame, but I think that smoking would become me. My lifestyle begs for me to be a smoker. I love the scent of clove cigarettes, I believe that tobacco can enhance a lot of...
    thetailorsdummy thetailorsdummy 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 7, 2007

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    I Want To Smoke So Bad, Everytime I Get Out Of Bed..

    ..it makes me want to go out of my bed and have coffee and a smoke. So i do so. This is the one and only reason I get out of bed 7 a.m. Smoking gives me an additional 2 hours every morning..together that adds up. My life might be shorter , but relatively more dense...
    yoda19777 yoda19777 31-35, M 2 Responses Oct 24, 2012

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    I Need a Smoke!!!

    I haven't smoke since yesterday . I seriously need a smoke .  I feel so cranky today
    Secretpoem Secretpoem 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 30, 2007

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    I Dont Even Smoke.

    This annoys me so much. My boyfriend smokes, im next to him, i smell the fumes, automatically makes me want a drag.I have smoked before, when i was 13Then stopped by the age of 14Now im 18 and still craving!
    CharlH25 CharlH25 18-21, F 11 Responses May 26, 2011

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    I want so bad to be a teen mom. I just need to find a guy to help me. I'm near Cincinnati, Ohio. Any takers?
    OliverConnersmommy OliverConnersmommy 13-15, F 1 Response May 11

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    The smokey eye effect is normally how I always do my make up. More silver effect during day and black eyes at night with thick false lashes. Just love how it looks
    rachhappyville rachhappyville 31-35, F 7 hrs ago

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    I saw what it did to my mom. I want nothing to do with it or anyone who does it.
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I use to think the cigarette lighter in cars had a picture of a person riding on a sled instead the picture of a cigarette with a wisp of smoke coming from it.
    Morrgin Morrgin 31-35, F 5 hrs ago

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    About a month ago, I was getting high at school. To begin, I had only been smoking weed often for about two months and I never really got very high. I'm a sixteen year old girl...
    ccsurf2 ccsurf2 22-25, F 1 Response May 5

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    It's idiotic, but I've felt really tempted to start smoking lately. When I was younger I hated the fact that my parents smoked and vowed to never ever go near a cigarette. I also...
    astateofdisarray astateofdisarray 18-21, F 1 Response May 11

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    0.77. I remember that Google was mentioned on "60 minutes" 0.78. I am not afraid of dogs 1. "As good as it gets" - it was an interesting movie 2. Sometimes my keyboard-playing are...
    Clothed Clothed 41-45, M Apr 29

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    I smoke weed so often that it has changed who i am and how i think, even thou i have done stuff i'm not proud off. Smoke ing weed make me think positively of a bad situation.
    Tylerb17 Tylerb17 16-17, M 2 Responses May 7

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    We all have a way to relief some stress. Either by eating, exercising, watching tv, etc. My way of realising that stress was by smoking some good weed. I usually just smoke about...
    swimwear swimwear 18-21, M 1 Response May 11

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    I'm Alaska. I go substance fishing. I don't eat tuna...instead I have smoked & canned salmon with jalapeños on bottom and topped with a little olive oil. Even the bad years...
    teadiva teadiva 31-35, F a week ago

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    Is it really that bad when girls smoke weed? Like seriously, come on. We're not doing it to be cute, we aren't doing it for your amusement or your judgment period. We just wanna...
    TheRisingPhoenix TheRisingPhoenix 16-17, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    My mom just caught me smoking. I wish she could understand that it isn't something that j want to do but something that I need to do.. I just use it to relax. She should be happy...
    VerucaRose VerucaRose 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    I have never shown any interest in smoking but I don't criticise those that do, after all it's their choice, it's their life. I used to suffer badly when smoke got anywhere near my...
    wackygramps wackygramps 41-45, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    A couple weeks ago I got together with an old friend of mine whom was kicked out of our school for being caught with weed. I was great friends with her before all of that and I had...
    ali1200 ali1200 16-17, F Apr 22

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    So... I began smoking when I was 13 and stopped when I was 19, I stopped because I made a deal with God or whoever listened made my dog live a healthy long Life I wouldn't touch a...
    LoveUnite LoveUnite 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I can't date a smoker. Smokers are Sloppy. They always leave their smoke trays everywhere. If I'm home and you decide to smoke go outside or go by the window. I hate the smell of...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response May 4

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    I'm sure I don't want to be married to her, neither of us were happy with that. But living in the same house with her now that we separated is driving me crazy and making me want...
    georgemichaelson georgemichaelson 36-40, M 15 hrs ago

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    I just want to quit! I've been smoking since I was 15 I'm now 23. Everytime I try to quit something usually triggers it. I go through a pack a day. I have too many excuses why I...
    Worleybirdie Worleybirdie 22-25, F 6 Responses Apr 23

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    I used to smoke weed everyday. It was great while it lasted. After a while of smoking I started having a bad time smoking. I would get all paranoid. I feared I was going to die and...
    MissEnigma6 MissEnigma6 18-21, F 3 Responses May 2

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    I have been smoking weed since I was 15, as a lad in the great city of Chicago (and now, as an old fart, I live in Tennessee). And occasionally I have breathing problems, and the...
    domhearted domhearted 56-60, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    It just cools me down after a long day, sitting all alone in my sweatpants and sweatshirt it feels good, also is grew up with my mother addicted to them and would never stop, even...
    Erikaice Erikaice 26-30, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    1. I am sitting surrounded by mess, I have an all or nothing approach to everything, including housework. When I'm good I'm very very good, but when I am bad I am wicked. 2. I'm...
    ruthieovertherainbow ruthieovertherainbow 26-30, F 8 hrs ago

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    so this was my first time in a long time smokeing weed that is and I went to my friend Jake's house and ther was some more people ther and 1 of them was a guy named guy named...
    nobleskys nobleskys 31-35, M Apr 23

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