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I Want to Smoke So Bad

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    My Body Never Addicts to Anything

    I have most definitely smoked enough to become addicted, and yet I'm somehow not. This is lame. I know it's lame, but I think that smoking would become me. My lifestyle begs for me to be a smoker. I love the scent of clove cigarettes, I believe that tobacco can enhance a lot of...
    thetailorsdummy thetailorsdummy 21-25, F 6 Responses Nov 7, 2007

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    I Want To Smoke So Bad, Everytime I Get Out Of Bed..

    ..it makes me want to go out of my bed and have coffee and a smoke. So i do so. This is the one and only reason I get out of bed 7 a.m. Smoking gives me an additional 2 hours every morning..together that adds up. My life might be shorter , but relatively more dense...
    yoda19777 yoda19777 31-35, M 2 Responses Oct 24, 2012

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    Want To Smoke Bad? These Pics Illustrate What You Want

    pic 1: pic 2: any questions please write them.  thanks!
    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M Feb 10, 2013

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    Anyone in UT has hook ups

    for pot, I'm in so much pain and I need help
    dorritym dorritym 31-35, F Mar 5

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    Hi :) My names Freya

    and I'm 14. I'm the kinda person who actually gets on with their schoolwork when is told to, doesn't talk and mess about, and is generally really good. But i have a really strong urge to smoke, and I mean REALLY strong. There is no reason for me to want to, none of my close...
    Freyaaxx Freyaaxx 13-15, T 1 Response Mar 10

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    i recently got a cigarette from a friend

    and smoked it since i had no access to one. it was my first time smoking a cigarette. let me tell you something, it's the best feeling on earth. when i smoked it i felt calm and relaxed, i've been battling suicidal thoughts and depression for almost 2 years now and this was the...
    flowerqueenx flowerqueenx 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 16

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    I Don't Know Why

    I have no idea why, but it one of those weird wishes I get deep down that don't go away, to smoke. I really want to. I don't care what people think and I want to enjoy life so I don't care if my life is shorter if means I will be happier. I don't know whether to start smoking or...
    hazelmassie hazelmassie 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    If I had a cigarette

    or some weed, I think I would be happy right now. My sister just pissed me off and at this point, i dont want anything to do with her. she tried getting her boyfriend to be in my personal business when I didnt want to share anything. I dont need them to be in my privacy when I...
    WeirdOtaku WeirdOtaku 18-21, F Sep 6

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    Its All About You For The Hour

    I'm 31 Just moved to Maryland, and I like to smoke. I don't deal it, I'm not one of those people that blurts their shitnout on FB lol. I love it because I sleep well, and the sexy drive goes through the roof. Lol All and all, its so relaxing and it just gives you an hour to shut...
    Luciano010813 Luciano010813 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 30, 2013

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    kaaab100 kaaab100 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 23

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    No Matter What

    No matter what I can never get enough cigarettes! There simply isn't enough time in the day to smoke enough to satisfy me.
    ilovemysmokeysmokes ilovemysmokeysmokes 18-21 2 Responses Dec 6, 2011

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    I Need a Smoke!!!

    I haven't smoke since yesterday . I seriously need a smoke .  I feel so cranky today
    Secretpoem Secretpoem 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 30, 2007

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    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M May 1, 2012

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    I Miss It As Much As Sex.

    8 months. I haven't smoked in EIGHT MONTHS. 5 years for sex, but I miss smoking just as much. The ability to kill 10 minutes doing nothing but immediately feeling calmer is the reason. Control over my mood in my pocket. The fact that it's FIRE doesn't hurt, but that's more...
    Geza Geza 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 30, 2007

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    Tough Times

    It's easy at home. my fiancee hates me smoking so i can handle not smoking at home, or on holidays etc. but when I'm sitting here at work, with no one watching over me, a cigarette shop right opposite my building - the temptation is unbearable. I have to stop myself about 100...
    citysleeper citysleeper 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 16, 2011

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    Recent Smoking Inverview I Did

    I thought I would post this questionaire on smoking that I was recently asked to do. They sent me the questions via email and I responded. I actually like doing these because it sometimes shatters the mystique that smoking is taboo or some kind of curse. Smoking...
    jay420 jay420 31-35, M May 1, 2012

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    Embrace Smoking..... It's Great Thing

    With all the anti-smoking rhetoric out there it's not a wonder why many smokers develop a "guilt complex." I didn't actually start smoking till I was 30 because of the "health risks" associated (some legitimate). The problem was, I always wanted to smoke. Even from a younger...
    jay420 jay420 31-35, M Apr 30, 2012

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    It gives me a moment to clear my mind.

    but I just don't want to leave the house at all.
    anneve anneve 16-17, F 1 Response May 17

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    I Dont Even Smoke.

    This annoys me so much. My boyfriend smokes, im next to him, i smell the fumes, automatically makes me want a drag.I have smoked before, when i was 13Then stopped by the age of 14Now im 18 and still craving!
    CharlH25 CharlH25 18-21, F 11 Responses May 26, 2011

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    Sigh. People just have no idea...
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    If you think about it, to have the unwanted memories removed would be great. No more instances when you remember something awful and all the hurt and fear comes rushing back in...
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    I love my husband and I want him badly. He and I have been sexless for a month now. If I'm not crying about a lack of intimacy, I am fantasizing about it. I have places my...
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    I just turned 25, the age I thought Id be married and planning a family. Unfortunately, things went down a different road. I am about to leave my boyfriend of 4 years to go to vet...
    tysoyana tysoyana 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 25

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    I started back on insanity videos with my roommates, they kicking my butt already ... but when you want it bad enough, that's what drives you to keep on pushing through it...
    danyel92 danyel92 18-21, F Aug 25

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    Lately I been wanting so badly to run to my friends house and kiss him... Also imagine myself loosing my virginity to him.
    effiestro effiestro 16-17, F 11 Responses Sep 7

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    I have recently broke up with my G/F and despite trying to get her back she says i made my choice.....so in order to move I have started internet dating but it feels like I am...
    ungabunga73 ungabunga73 41-45, M Sep 7

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    I pretend to be one all the time... I want so badly to be a little girl again... Being an adult sucks...
    GirlyPerson GirlyPerson 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 8

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    well, my dad finally came face to face with the truth he had been fooled by this whole time. he realized he'd been reading all the drug tests wrong, and that I have in fact not...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 8

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    So here's the update on my drab love life. I've been crushing on this guy for over a year, but we hardly ever talk, which makes me look insane to still have feelings for him even...
    SuperWomanFly SuperWomanFly 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 9

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    I really want a "bad boy" who would come pick me up in the middle of the night to hangout and go to parties basically to help me get away from my super strict parents.
    butterflyxxo butterflyxxo 16-17, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Yeah I want one badly but whatever
    PikaGirl20 PikaGirl20 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I know I rarely if ever dance with anybody else at a party, but if you asked me to dance, I would get up and dance with you. Tonight I watched you standing there, your back against...
    confusionswirlinginmyhead confusionswirlinginmyhead 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    1. I am a teenager 2. I am 15 years old 3. I am a guy 4. I am British 5. I have a sibling 6. I have social anxiety disorder 7. I have OCD 8. I have no friends 9. I am a loner...
    Darkstar101 Darkstar101 13-15, M 5 hrs ago

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    [x] Smoked A Cigarette [] Smoked A Cigar [x] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [x] Are / Been In Love [x] Dumped someone [] Been Fired [x] Been In A Fist Fight [x] Had A Crush On An...
    varjakpaw varjakpaw 18-21, F 15 hrs ago

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    I don't smoke many. Maybe six a day. Work nights I can smoke more, but I do try to cut down!
    Skjeggstad Skjeggstad 22-25, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    1. I am a male. 2. I'm 52 years of age. 3. I'm a Sagittarius. 4. I play guitar. 5. I write songs and sing them. 6. I made a CD at Termite Tracks studios. 7. I speak Spanish...
    puck61 puck61 51-55, M 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    who doesn't smoke nowadays? it's easy to get and very common now, plus people tend to use it properly and know how to control themselves. unlike the people who act all duhhh and...
    julianbeyonce julianbeyonce 13-15, M 3 Responses Sep 11

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    I want a new start,to leave all bad memoriesand people who have doneme bad behind,I want to travel,see new places, different artdifferent music touchinghearts,I want to meet new...
    SempiternalTruth SempiternalTruth 16-17, F 12 hrs ago

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    I was 13 when i smoked for the first time an had the worst experience of my life that now effects me today and im 23yrs old, its damaged my brain to give me panic attacts. So my...
    emy1991 emy1991 22-25, F 20 Responses Sep 8

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    Plus I have asthma, so every time someone smokes near me or something I just go or cover my nose, but seriously though who likes the smell of the cigarette smoke? It smells really...
    Keyyuhn Keyyuhn 13-15, F a week ago

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    It's been a while since i did anything, last time it was some lsd and it wasn't a nice trip :S paramedics got involved and stuff but that was mostly because of my friends freaking...
    jafetgx jafetgx 22-25, M Aug 27

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    Has anyone else ever felt that when they take weed that they're going crazy? I'm smoked weed on and off for a good few years now. It's been a while since my last time...
    thatguy1187 thatguy1187 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    Right now, I am pretty much going through a hard time. Yesterday, my mom found out that I started smoking and honestly people think I am a bad guy just for doing it. My mom said...
    WeirdOtaku WeirdOtaku 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 28

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    It's just awful. My parents both smoked (my dad quit a long time ago thank God) but I never really got used to it. They never smoked in the house because I have bad asthma. Still...
    thegiggleatafuneral thegiggleatafuneral 16-17, F a week ago

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