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I Want to Smoke So Bad

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    I Dont Even Smoke.

    This annoys me so much. My boyfriend smokes, im next to him, i smell the fumes, automatically makes me want a drag.I have smoked before, when i was 13Then stopped by the age of 14Now im 18 and still craving!
    CharlH25 CharlH25 18-21, F 11 Responses May 26, 2011

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    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M May 1, 2012

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    Its All About You For The Hour

    I'm 31 Just moved to Maryland, and I like to smoke. I don't deal it, I'm not one of those people that blurts their shitnout on FB lol. I love it because I sleep well, and the sexy drive goes through the roof. Lol All and all, its so relaxing and it just gives you an hour to shut...
    Luciano010813 Luciano010813 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 30, 2013

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    Tough Times

    It's easy at home. my fiancee hates me smoking so i can handle not smoking at home, or on holidays etc. but when I'm sitting here at work, with no one watching over me, a cigarette shop right opposite my building - the temptation is unbearable. I have to stop myself about 100...
    citysleeper citysleeper 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 16, 2011

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    No Matter What

    No matter what I can never get enough cigarettes! There simply isn't enough time in the day to smoke enough to satisfy me.
    ilovemysmokeysmokes ilovemysmokeysmokes 18-21 3 Responses Dec 6, 2011

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    It gives me a moment to clear my mind.

    but I just don't want to leave the house at all.
    anneve anneve 16-17, F 1 Response May 17, 2014

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    kaaab100 kaaab100 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 23, 2014

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    Anyone in UT has hook ups

    for pot, I'm in so much pain and I need help
    dorritym dorritym 31-35, F Mar 5, 2014

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    I Don't Know Why

    I have no idea why, but it one of those weird wishes I get deep down that don't go away, to smoke. I really want to. I don't care what people think and I want to enjoy life so I don't care if my life is shorter if means I will be happier. I don't know whether to start smoking or...
    hazelmassie hazelmassie 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    Recent Smoking Inverview I Did

    I thought I would post this questionaire on smoking that I was recently asked to do. They sent me the questions via email and I responded. I actually like doing these because it sometimes shatters the mystique that smoking is taboo or some kind of curse. Smoking...
    jay420 jay420 31-35, M May 1, 2012

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    i recently got a cigarette from a friend

    and smoked it since i had no access to one. it was my first time smoking a cigarette. let me tell you something, it's the best feeling on earth. when i smoked it i felt calm and relaxed, i've been battling suicidal thoughts and depression for almost 2 years now and this was the...
    flowerqueenx flowerqueenx 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 16, 2014

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    I Want To Smoke So Bad, Everytime I Get Out Of Bed..

    ..it makes me want to go out of my bed and have coffee and a smoke. So i do so. This is the one and only reason I get out of bed 7 a.m. Smoking gives me an additional 2 hours every morning..together that adds up. My life might be shorter , but relatively more dense...
    yoda19777 yoda19777 31-35, M 2 Responses Oct 24, 2012

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    Embrace Smoking..... It's Great Thing

    With all the anti-smoking rhetoric out there it's not a wonder why many smokers develop a "guilt complex." I didn't actually start smoking till I was 30 because of the "health risks" associated (some legitimate). The problem was, I always wanted to smoke. Even from a younger...
    jay420 jay420 31-35, M Apr 30, 2012

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    I Need a Smoke!!!

    I haven't smoke since yesterday . I seriously need a smoke .  I feel so cranky today
    Secretpoem Secretpoem 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 30, 2007

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    If I had a cigarette

    or some weed, I think I would be happy right now. My sister just pissed me off and at this point, i dont want anything to do with her. she tried getting her boyfriend to be in my personal business when I didnt want to share anything. I dont need them to be in my privacy when I...
    WeirdOtaku WeirdOtaku 18-21, F Sep 6, 2014

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    Want To Smoke Bad? These Pics Illustrate What You Want

    pic 1: pic 2: any questions please write them.  thanks!
    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M Feb 10, 2013

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    My Body Never Addicts to Anything

    I have most definitely smoked enough to become addicted, and yet I'm somehow not. This is lame. I know it's lame, but I think that smoking would become me. My lifestyle begs for me to be a smoker. I love the scent of clove cigarettes, I believe that tobacco can enhance a lot of...
    thetailorsdummy thetailorsdummy 21-25, F 6 Responses Nov 7, 2007

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    Hi :) My names Freya

    and I'm 14. I'm the kinda person who actually gets on with their schoolwork when is told to, doesn't talk and mess about, and is generally really good. But i have a really strong urge to smoke, and I mean REALLY strong. There is no reason for me to want to, none of my close...
    Freyaaxx Freyaaxx 13-15, T 2 Responses Mar 10, 2014

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    I Miss It As Much As Sex.

    8 months. I haven't smoked in EIGHT MONTHS. 5 years for sex, but I miss smoking just as much. The ability to kill 10 minutes doing nothing but immediately feeling calmer is the reason. Control over my mood in my pocket. The fact that it's FIRE doesn't hurt, but that's more...
    Geza Geza 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 30, 2007

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    I feel like im never going to receive genuine love from a girl and that scares me :( usually girls talk to me because I'm not bad looking but iv never connected with a girl on a...
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    I hate being a smoker, actually. I don't like to set bad examples so I don't do it in front of my daughter nor do I do it in the hous, so even if it is storm and snow is five feet...
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    I have to quit but because it bad for you but just quit to prove to myself I can. but everyone around me smokes
    SeriousSquirrel SeriousSquirrel 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 14

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    It's irritating as hell because as a non smoker, the smell of smoke literally makes me sick. Not just allergies. Nausea and migraines are common around smoke. I've got a roommate...
    Sariliz Sariliz 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I enjoy the buzz. Seriously. Grass, as me and my bestie and smoking buddy are calling it these: grassss)cuz we don't like the social implications of smoking weed). I'm smoking...
    coppertoned coppertoned 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    i am the most boring, responsible stoner ever, and i dont care. i dont like the idea of kids smoking pot. i dont believe a child is going to use drugs responsibly and is putting...
    pualilia pualilia 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 14

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    After finally getting a new job I was able to smoke the other day. While high I came to the realization that the mind is the most beautiful gift of all. I have this obsession with...
    xKzax xKzax 18-21, M Feb 20

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    I have a big itch that constantly needs scratching. No it's not scabies or other illness :) It's that I am enthralled by beautiful female smokers. Yea it smells, yea it's bad for...
    sm001fet sm001fet 36-40, M 1 day ago

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    I am a heavy smoker. I totally love it. Tpo me heavy smoking is one of the best things I do. So, when someone answers one of my posts out of the blue and in the course of...
    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M 2 Responses Feb 15

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    Hi my name is Jan I am 17 and I always need a smoke. I have been smoking since I was 12 my mom smokes so she always let me smoke. I smoke 4 packs of Newport 100's a day and I love...
    janwantstobeateenagemom janwantstobeateenagemom 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 16

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    I am Jan and I am 17 and a heavy smoker. My mom smoked heavy when she was pregnant with me and I have been a full time smoker since I was 12 and my mom always let me smoke.
    janwantstobeateenagemom janwantstobeateenagemom 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 21

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    All my friends smoke weed and I'm the kinky one who doesn't. Even my boyfriend has before. I'm proud to say I have never done drugs or smoked cigarettes, but at the same time.. I...
    infintytime infintytime 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 21

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    I've been smoking since I was 12 and I'm 19 and this year I smoke the most I've ever smoked since I picked the **** up I've quit numerous time and never got through the 3rd day I...
    nobodywantstoknow nobodywantstoknow 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 12

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    Hi I am Jan I am 17 and I smoke 4 packs of Newport 100's a day and love smoking. I have been smoking since I was 12 my mom is a heavy smoker and always let me smoke.
    janwantstobeateenagemom janwantstobeateenagemom 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    Hi I am Jan I am 17 and I smoke 4 packs of Newport 100's a day and love smoking. I have been smoking since I was 12. My mom is a heavy smoker so she always let me smoke.
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    Seriously weed should be legal not only so I can use it freely, but so I won't be stereotyped as a bad person for using it. I have had a few people who have said things like "Oh I...
    RedDog123321 RedDog123321 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 17

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