I Want to Smoke So Bad

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 194 People

    I feel like I want to smoke

    now go look for one I guess ;)
    soullessnight000 soullessnight000
    13-15, F
    Oct 26, 2015

    Stressed out but I quit

    for my besti. Ever been called a stank ***** in ***** in public by your mothers husband. I can't eat I don't sleep and I swear. Alabma Shakes helps me
    mizzcola17 mizzcola17
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 2

    Tough Times

    It's easy at home. my fiancee hates me smoking so i can handle not smoking at home, or on holidays etc. but when I'm sitting here at work, with no one watching over me, a cigarette shop right opposite my building - the temptation is unbearable. I have to stop myself about 100...
    citysleeper citysleeper
    36-40, M
    1 Response Aug 16, 2011

    I Want To Smoke So Bad, Everytime I Get Out Of Bed..

    ..it makes me want to go out of my bed and have coffee and a smoke. So i do so. This is the one and only reason I get out of bed 7 a.m. Smoking gives me an additional 2 hours every morning..together that adds up. My life might be shorter , but relatively more dense...
    yoda19777 yoda19777
    31-35, M
    1 Response Oct 24, 2012

    Anyone in UT has hook ups

    for pot, I'm in so much pain and I need help
    dorritym dorritym
    31-35, F
    Mar 5, 2014

    I Miss It As Much As Sex.

    8 months. I haven't smoked in EIGHT MONTHS. 5 years for sex, but I miss smoking just as much. The ability to kill 10 minutes doing nothing but immediately feeling calmer is the reason. Control over my mood in my pocket. The fact that it's FIRE doesn't hurt, but that's more...
    Geza Geza
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Nov 30, 2007

    My Body Never Addicts to Anything

    I have most definitely smoked enough to become addicted, and yet I'm somehow not. This is lame. I know it's lame, but I think that smoking would become me. My lifestyle begs for me to be a smoker. I love the scent of clove cigarettes, I believe that tobacco can enhance a lot of...
    thetailorsdummy thetailorsdummy
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Nov 7, 2007
    kaaab100 kaaab100
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Feb 23, 2014

    i recently got a cigarette from a friend

    and smoked it since i had no access to one. it was my first time smoking a cigarette. let me tell you something, it's the best feeling on earth. when i smoked it i felt calm and relaxed, i've been battling suicidal thoughts and depression for almost 2 years now and this was the...
    flowerqueenx flowerqueenx
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Aug 16, 2014

    Its All About You For The Hour

    I'm 31 Just moved to Maryland, and I like to smoke. I don't deal it, I'm not one of those people that blurts their shitnout on FB lol. I love it because I sleep well, and the sexy drive goes through the roof. Lol All and all, its so relaxing and it just gives you an hour to shut...
    Luciano010813 Luciano010813
    31-35, M
    1 Response Jun 30, 2013

    It gives me a moment to clear my mind.

    but I just don't want to leave the house at all.
    anneve anneve
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 17, 2014

    Recent Smoking Inverview I Did

    I thought I would post this questionaire on smoking that I was recently asked to do. They sent me the questions via email and I responded. I actually like doing these because it sometimes shatters the mystique that smoking is taboo or some kind of curse. Smoking...
    jay420 jay420
    31-35, M
    May 1, 2012

    I feel like going to the store,

    buying a carton or two, going into a closed room, and not coming out until at least two packs are gone!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jun 9, 2015

    I Don't Know Why

    I have no idea why, but it one of those weird wishes I get deep down that don't go away, to smoke. I really want to. I don't care what people think and I want to enjoy life so I don't care if my life is shorter if means I will be happier. I don't know whether to start smoking or...
    hazelmassie hazelmassie
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Oct 7, 2013

    I Need a Smoke!!!

    I haven't smoke since yesterday . I seriously need a smoke .  I feel so cranky today
    Secretpoem Secretpoem
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jul 30, 2007

    I Dont Even Smoke.

    This annoys me so much. My boyfriend smokes, im next to him, i smell the fumes, automatically makes me want a drag.I have smoked before, when i was 13Then stopped by the age of 14Now im 18 and still craving!
    CharlH25 CharlH25
    18-21, F
    11 Responses May 26, 2011

    Embrace Smoking..... It's Great Thing

    With all the anti-smoking rhetoric out there it's not a wonder why many smokers develop a "guilt complex." I didn't actually start smoking till I was 30 because of the "health risks" associated (some legitimate). The problem was, I always wanted to smoke. Even from a younger...
    jay420 jay420
    31-35, M
    Apr 30, 2012

    Hi :) My names Freya

    and I'm 14. I'm the kinda person who actually gets on with their schoolwork when is told to, doesn't talk and mess about, and is generally really good. But i have a really strong urge to smoke, and I mean REALLY strong. There is no reason for me to want to, none of my close...
    Freyaaxx Freyaaxx
    16-17, T
    2 Responses Mar 10, 2014

    No Matter What

    No matter what I can never get enough cigarettes! There simply isn't enough time in the day to smoke enough to satisfy me.
    ilovemysmokeysmokes ilovemysmokeysmokes
    18-21
    2 Responses Dec 6, 2011

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