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I Want to Smoke So Bad

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    kaaab100 kaaab100 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 23, 2014

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    Hi :) My names Freya

    and I'm 14. I'm the kinda person who actually gets on with their schoolwork when is told to, doesn't talk and mess about, and is generally really good. But i have a really strong urge to smoke, and I mean REALLY strong. There is no reason for me to want to, none of my close...
    Freyaaxx Freyaaxx 13-15, T 2 Responses Mar 10, 2014

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    Recent Smoking Inverview I Did

    I thought I would post this questionaire on smoking that I was recently asked to do. They sent me the questions via email and I responded. I actually like doing these because it sometimes shatters the mystique that smoking is taboo or some kind of curse. Smoking...
    jay420 jay420 31-35, M May 1, 2012

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    It gives me a moment to clear my mind.

    but I just don't want to leave the house at all.
    anneve anneve 16-17, F 1 Response May 17, 2014

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    No Matter What

    No matter what I can never get enough cigarettes! There simply isn't enough time in the day to smoke enough to satisfy me.
    ilovemysmokeysmokes ilovemysmokeysmokes 18-21 2 Responses Dec 6, 2011

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    I Want To Smoke So Bad, Everytime I Get Out Of Bed..

    ..it makes me want to go out of my bed and have coffee and a smoke. So i do so. This is the one and only reason I get out of bed 7 a.m. Smoking gives me an additional 2 hours every morning..together that adds up. My life might be shorter , but relatively more dense...
    yoda19777 yoda19777 31-35, M 2 Responses Oct 24, 2012

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    I Miss It As Much As Sex.

    8 months. I haven't smoked in EIGHT MONTHS. 5 years for sex, but I miss smoking just as much. The ability to kill 10 minutes doing nothing but immediately feeling calmer is the reason. Control over my mood in my pocket. The fact that it's FIRE doesn't hurt, but that's more...
    Geza Geza 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 30, 2007

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    Its All About You For The Hour

    I'm 31 Just moved to Maryland, and I like to smoke. I don't deal it, I'm not one of those people that blurts their shitnout on FB lol. I love it because I sleep well, and the sexy drive goes through the roof. Lol All and all, its so relaxing and it just gives you an hour to shut...
    Luciano010813 Luciano010813 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 30, 2013

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    My Body Never Addicts to Anything

    I have most definitely smoked enough to become addicted, and yet I'm somehow not. This is lame. I know it's lame, but I think that smoking would become me. My lifestyle begs for me to be a smoker. I love the scent of clove cigarettes, I believe that tobacco can enhance a lot of...
    thetailorsdummy thetailorsdummy 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 7, 2007

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    Anyone in UT has hook ups

    for pot, I'm in so much pain and I need help
    dorritym dorritym 31-35, F Mar 5, 2014

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    I feel like going to the store,

    buying a carton or two, going into a closed room, and not coming out until at least two packs are gone!
    marl100freak marl100freak 41-45, M 2 Responses Jun 9

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    Tough Times

    It's easy at home. my fiancee hates me smoking so i can handle not smoking at home, or on holidays etc. but when I'm sitting here at work, with no one watching over me, a cigarette shop right opposite my building - the temptation is unbearable. I have to stop myself about 100...
    citysleeper citysleeper 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 16, 2011

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    I Dont Even Smoke.

    This annoys me so much. My boyfriend smokes, im next to him, i smell the fumes, automatically makes me want a drag.I have smoked before, when i was 13Then stopped by the age of 14Now im 18 and still craving!
    CharlH25 CharlH25 18-21, F 11 Responses May 26, 2011

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    Embrace Smoking..... It's Great Thing

    With all the anti-smoking rhetoric out there it's not a wonder why many smokers develop a "guilt complex." I didn't actually start smoking till I was 30 because of the "health risks" associated (some legitimate). The problem was, I always wanted to smoke. Even from a younger...
    jay420 jay420 31-35, M Apr 30, 2012

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    I Need a Smoke!!!

    I haven't smoke since yesterday . I seriously need a smoke .  I feel so cranky today
    Secretpoem Secretpoem 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 30, 2007

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    I Don't Know Why

    I have no idea why, but it one of those weird wishes I get deep down that don't go away, to smoke. I really want to. I don't care what people think and I want to enjoy life so I don't care if my life is shorter if means I will be happier. I don't know whether to start smoking or...
    hazelmassie hazelmassie 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    i recently got a cigarette from a friend

    and smoked it since i had no access to one. it was my first time smoking a cigarette. let me tell you something, it's the best feeling on earth. when i smoked it i felt calm and relaxed, i've been battling suicidal thoughts and depression for almost 2 years now and this was the...
    flowerqueenx flowerqueenx 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 16, 2014

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    I fall for people easily who I can have a deep emotional chat with. I see myself as more as a hippie girl whose down to earth I don't being touched by my friends or hugs BUT I am...
    froofykittenxoxo froofykittenxoxo 13-15, F 2 hrs ago

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    Okay, so this might be kind of long, but i'm going to make this story very interesting so that you won't get bored! - I was at a pretty lame cookout with my friends, for a sweet...
    FreeSpirit420 FreeSpirit420 18-21, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    A few years ago, when I worked in a bowling alley pro shop, I used to see a lot of people. One person in particular was a woman who took piano lessons from my mom back in the...
    miryam57 miryam57 56-60, F 5 hrs ago

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    Shared my first cigarette with a friend at 12. Went full on smoking 7 months ago and it is one of the best desisions I have made. I understand the health issues associated with it...
    VioletSea VioletSea 16-17, F 6 hrs ago

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    Watching home improvement shows all day...I want to redo my whole house! Maybe I'll just rearrange the furniture lol
    peacelovejoy89 peacelovejoy89 41-45, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    gatordude gatordude 31-35, M 8 hrs ago

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    For pain relief ... Yesterday I could barely move coz my back hurt so badly ... one joint made a big difference. I was still in a bit of pain but it was alot more bearable and I...
    TheDevilsSon666 TheDevilsSon666 46-50, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I just want some girl on girl action I'm not bi I just want to experiment so bad!
    Jamievela Jamievela 16-17, F 13 hrs ago

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    Guidelines form yet another the main admissions process. They allow adcoms to help you being an candidate from a different standpoint. Some may possibly ask you to publish one...
    angoracheck53 angoracheck53 41-45, F 14 hrs ago

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    shockingly many smokes at my new school, me included. There is a new budget, and something has to go. Car or ciggerets??. ciggs i think. Also i feel increasingly sick from...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    I smoked from the age of 11 to 27 I smoked anything and everything that was on offer. As soon as I stopped I knew that it was the best thing I had ever done . I felt better I...
    firetrap93 firetrap93 41-45 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I see why the men in the Middle East smoke hookah, it's so calming I love the apple .. I go on slow night because it's really easy going , and chill the owners son comes out and...
    Prettibrowngirl Prettibrowngirl 70+, F 2 days ago

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    1. I love to prank people and tell jokes. I am a prankster. 2. I don't smoke and I don't do drugs. Both are nasty and bad for you're health. 3. I have a degree in engineering. 4...
    Tig322 Tig322 36-40, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Yeah both my parents smoked. My dad smoked two packs a day and my mom would smoke a pack a day. Everything that was white looked off white due to all the smoke.
    PanHead1989 PanHead1989 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I had quit smoking successfully for more than a year. My ex was an everyday smoker. She'd go to the garage and smoke all the time. Inevitably, I'd bum a cigarette and start smoking...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Met a pothead yesterday. At first I thought he was annoying until I went out with him when he wanted to smoke his 420 (I don't smoke). He offered me some, but I refused until he...
    brokenfixed brokenfixed 18-21, M a week ago

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    okay so I finished my contract in the army and I wanted to be an idiot and smoke weed I haven't done it on about 6 years since before the army.. I smoked from a gravity bong and my...
    dubcity1991 dubcity1991 22-25, M 6 Responses a week ago

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    It's really hard to explain what a bad trip feels like because it's so unique to each person, and for me it was the most terrifying thing I've ever been through. But I'll try to...
    iamshelly iamshelly 16-17, F a week ago

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    well I haven't had a drink in months because I know it just makes me depressed but I don't deserve any congrats on it because I was substuting it with taking dilaudid and that had...
    Viciouspistols Viciouspistols 26-30, F Aug 22

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    So I tried my first cigarillo ever and it tastes freaking awful! I couldn't stand the terrible smell and heat of the smoke. Right after I was done, I felt kinda dizzy for like an...
    fuwhat fuwhat 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 22

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    I am 14 female, comment or message me, i am looking for a group, dont care if youre male/female M: no older than 18 Please, dont want something bad to happen :'D
    amandaluvsya amandaluvsya 13-15, F Aug 22

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    My BFF's brother has a marijuana card because weed helps with his sleeping disorder, so there's always weed at my friends house. Yesterday, my BFF told me that he had smoked weed...
    hiddenkitty hiddenkitty 18-21, F Aug 21

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    It makes me happy how early kids start smoking now a days, and how early they want to start. I believe everyone should constantly be smoking, and the earlier you get started...
    rosiepatch rosiepatch 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I notice sometimes that there can be clashes between weed smokers and cigarette smokers. Being both, I know that often the two can coexist peacefully. But sometimes I see older...
    CrepuscularCook CrepuscularCook 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 19

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