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I Want to Smoke So Bad

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    Recent Smoking Inverview I Did

    I thought I would post this questionaire on smoking that I was recently asked to do. They sent me the questions via email and I responded. I actually like doing these because it sometimes shatters the mystique that smoking is taboo or some kind of curse. Smoking...
    jay420 jay420 31-35, M May 1, 2012

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    Tough Times

    It's easy at home. my fiancee hates me smoking so i can handle not smoking at home, or on holidays etc. but when I'm sitting here at work, with no one watching over me, a cigarette shop right opposite my building - the temptation is unbearable. I have to stop myself about 100...
    citysleeper citysleeper 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 16, 2011

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    kaaab100 kaaab100 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 23, 2014

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    Embrace Smoking..... It's Great Thing

    With all the anti-smoking rhetoric out there it's not a wonder why many smokers develop a "guilt complex." I didn't actually start smoking till I was 30 because of the "health risks" associated (some legitimate). The problem was, I always wanted to smoke. Even from a younger...
    jay420 jay420 31-35, M Apr 30, 2012

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    Its All About You For The Hour

    I'm 31 Just moved to Maryland, and I like to smoke. I don't deal it, I'm not one of those people that blurts their shitnout on FB lol. I love it because I sleep well, and the sexy drive goes through the roof. Lol All and all, its so relaxing and it just gives you an hour to shut...
    Luciano010813 Luciano010813 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 30, 2013

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    It gives me a moment to clear my mind.

    but I just don't want to leave the house at all.
    anneve anneve 16-17, F 1 Response May 17, 2014

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    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M May 1, 2012

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    My Body Never Addicts to Anything

    I have most definitely smoked enough to become addicted, and yet I'm somehow not. This is lame. I know it's lame, but I think that smoking would become me. My lifestyle begs for me to be a smoker. I love the scent of clove cigarettes, I believe that tobacco can enhance a lot of...
    thetailorsdummy thetailorsdummy 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 7, 2007

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    Anyone in UT has hook ups

    for pot, I'm in so much pain and I need help
    dorritym dorritym 31-35, F Mar 5, 2014

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    I Miss It As Much As Sex.

    8 months. I haven't smoked in EIGHT MONTHS. 5 years for sex, but I miss smoking just as much. The ability to kill 10 minutes doing nothing but immediately feeling calmer is the reason. Control over my mood in my pocket. The fact that it's FIRE doesn't hurt, but that's more...
    Geza Geza 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 30, 2007

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    I Need a Smoke!!!

    I haven't smoke since yesterday . I seriously need a smoke .  I feel so cranky today
    Secretpoem Secretpoem 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 30, 2007

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    I feel like going to the store,

    buying a carton or two, going into a closed room, and not coming out until at least two packs are gone!
    marl100freak marl100freak 36-40, M 2 Responses Jun 9

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    Hi :) My names Freya

    and I'm 14. I'm the kinda person who actually gets on with their schoolwork when is told to, doesn't talk and mess about, and is generally really good. But i have a really strong urge to smoke, and I mean REALLY strong. There is no reason for me to want to, none of my close...
    Freyaaxx Freyaaxx 13-15, T 2 Responses Mar 10, 2014

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    No Matter What

    No matter what I can never get enough cigarettes! There simply isn't enough time in the day to smoke enough to satisfy me.
    ilovemysmokeysmokes ilovemysmokeysmokes 18-21 3 Responses Dec 6, 2011

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    I Don't Know Why

    I have no idea why, but it one of those weird wishes I get deep down that don't go away, to smoke. I really want to. I don't care what people think and I want to enjoy life so I don't care if my life is shorter if means I will be happier. I don't know whether to start smoking or...
    hazelmassie hazelmassie 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    i recently got a cigarette from a friend

    and smoked it since i had no access to one. it was my first time smoking a cigarette. let me tell you something, it's the best feeling on earth. when i smoked it i felt calm and relaxed, i've been battling suicidal thoughts and depression for almost 2 years now and this was the...
    flowerqueenx flowerqueenx 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 16, 2014

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    I Want To Smoke So Bad, Everytime I Get Out Of Bed..

    ..it makes me want to go out of my bed and have coffee and a smoke. So i do so. This is the one and only reason I get out of bed 7 a.m. Smoking gives me an additional 2 hours every morning..together that adds up. My life might be shorter , but relatively more dense...
    yoda19777 yoda19777 31-35, M 2 Responses Oct 24, 2012

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    I Dont Even Smoke.

    This annoys me so much. My boyfriend smokes, im next to him, i smell the fumes, automatically makes me want a drag.I have smoked before, when i was 13Then stopped by the age of 14Now im 18 and still craving!
    CharlH25 CharlH25 18-21, F 11 Responses May 26, 2011

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    Want To Smoke Bad? These Pics Illustrate What You Want

    pic 1: pic 2: any questions please write them.  thanks!
    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M Feb 10, 2013

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    I was watching one of my favorite movies today and I realized I was a lot like one of the characters. She was kind. Very kind. She didn't hurt people with an words and she helped...
    Lilique Lilique 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I smoke weed because I'm a very anxious person, and when I do, I can just relax and have a good time. Everything is better when you're high. c:
    happylittlekinkster happylittlekinkster 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    1. I'm almost always thinking about something 2. I miss the first city I lived in 3. I usually have weird friends except for now 4. I've read over 26 books in a month before...
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I started smoking at 15. I'm 24 now and I smoke every day - usually a couple blunts after work during the week - up to 5 or 6 on the weekends. Some may say that's excessive, but I...
    CuriousF420 CuriousF420 22-25, F 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I get these constant urges to binge eat in secret. I don't do it all the time, but I feel bad about eating. I have this thing of chewing and spitting. I can binge like that. I...
    yeahtimesahundred yeahtimesahundred 31-35, F 5 hrs ago

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    I'm not the type of person to ever post things online and I have really no idea how to word this properly. Basically, I'm 19 (as of today), an atheist, a hopeless romantic, I don't...
    Zeqto Zeqto 18-21, M 5 hrs ago

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    I feel in love without notice and with the one person i could't stand. We both disliked each other and that was my fault. Bad first impression on my end and she never really...
    TaurasiWade TaurasiWade 22-25, F 11 hrs ago

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    23.7.15...I cut my wrist..pretty obvious not many know about it..but those that know , don't care either..all liars around me..al fake ppl.. they call themselves parents. .parents...
    sb3007 sb3007 22-25, F 13 hrs ago

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    I think my ex boyfriend is going to die. I watched (from a distance) his life spiral out of control. After the breakup, he got into heavy drugs, lost his job, his home, his...
    DreamChristine DreamChristine 31-35, F 7 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    This actually happened just yesterday and I made an account on here because I have no one else to talk to about it. I started smoking weed maybe two weeks ago and have only been...
    coexorcist coexorcist 18-21, F 14 hrs ago

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    1. I am from Ohio. 2. I lived in Germany for a while. 3. I am 5'1. 4. I have 2 tattoos. 5. I got my first kiss and boyfriend when I was 18. 6. I have 8 piercings. 7. I absolutely...
    JustDevy JustDevy 18-21, F 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    I'm a teen smoker and im not going to stop
    jackbervingsting jackbervingsting 18-21, M 3 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    It was like the same painful years of my life, when I used to like someone, or adore someone, but he either likes my friend or my cousin, and I am just like a friend to him. I feel...
    VisionOfLove VisionOfLove 26-30, F 21 hrs ago

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    I smoked weed for the first time about a month ago when i stayed the night with my friend emily.. i didnt really like the way it made me feel,i couldnt focus on anything and i kept...
    victoriannecollins victoriannecollins 13-15, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    I've been wanting a tattoo ever since I was in 7th grade, I'm in 11th now. See its not a stupid one and it actually means something to me. I use to and still do battle depression...
    caseyr1998 caseyr1998 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I honestly don't even know why I am writing this. I've never really used writing as an outlet, but then again I don't think I've ever felt this alone. This was my first summer back...
    eshan20 eshan20 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    Can u judge who is the better person out of these 3 ? Mr A - He had frienship with bad politicians, consults astrologers, two wives, chain smoker, drinks eight to 10 times a day...
    bvaghela bvaghela 26-30, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I just want to forget all those memories and finally move on. If there's any short cut to this I will take it.
    Asereht Asereht 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm so tired of remembering all of the stuff I tried so hard to forget, I can't do this anymore, I complain I need someone to talk to but then I just push them away. I don't trust...
    IwillBePretty4U IwillBePretty4U 13-15, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm just going to babble for a bit. There's no real point to any of this, so I don't think it'll end up coherent. I woke up early with cramps shooting down my legs. Poor...
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 31-35 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I want someone to hold me and hug me. Feed me baba when I'm hungry. Change my diaper when I made a stinky. And to clothe me. And bathe me. And read me stories. And play with me. I...
    James1118 James1118 22-25, M Jul 19

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    I will admit that I am a cigarette smoker. I have been smoking since I was about 16, at 1st it was just stealing whatever cigarettes my parents left around, but now I am a full...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 18

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    I smoked cigarettes for a little over twenty years. Then I quit. It has been nearly a year now. The memory of smoking hasn't left yet. The desire hasn't left. I dependency hasn't...
    FriendlyBryan FriendlyBryan 46-50, M 3 Responses Jul 18

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