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I Want to Smoke So Bad

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    I Want To Smoke So Bad, Everytime I Get Out Of Bed..

    ..it makes me want to go out of my bed and have coffee and a smoke. So i do so. This is the one and only reason I get out of bed 7 a.m. Smoking gives me an additional 2 hours every morning..together that adds up. My life might be shorter , but relatively more dense...
    yoda19777 yoda19777 31-35, M 2 Responses Oct 24, 2012

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    Tough Times

    It's easy at home. my fiancee hates me smoking so i can handle not smoking at home, or on holidays etc. but when I'm sitting here at work, with no one watching over me, a cigarette shop right opposite my building - the temptation is unbearable. I have to stop myself about 100...
    citysleeper citysleeper 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 16, 2011

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    i recently got a cigarette from a friend

    and smoked it since i had no access to one. it was my first time smoking a cigarette. let me tell you something, it's the best feeling on earth. when i smoked it i felt calm and relaxed, i've been battling suicidal thoughts and depression for almost 2 years now and this was the...
    flowerqueenx flowerqueenx 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 16

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    I Don't Know Why

    I have no idea why, but it one of those weird wishes I get deep down that don't go away, to smoke. I really want to. I don't care what people think and I want to enjoy life so I don't care if my life is shorter if means I will be happier. I don't know whether to start smoking or...
    hazelmassie hazelmassie 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    Hi :) My names Freya

    and I'm 14. I'm the kinda person who actually gets on with their schoolwork when is told to, doesn't talk and mess about, and is generally really good. But i have a really strong urge to smoke, and I mean REALLY strong. There is no reason for me to want to, none of my close...
    Freyaaxx Freyaaxx 13-15, T 1 Response Mar 10

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    I Need a Smoke!!!

    I haven't smoke since yesterday . I seriously need a smoke .  I feel so cranky today
    Secretpoem Secretpoem 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 30, 2007

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    It gives me a moment to clear my mind.

    but I just don't want to leave the house at all.
    anneve anneve 16-17, F 1 Response May 17

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    Its All About You For The Hour

    I'm 31 Just moved to Maryland, and I like to smoke. I don't deal it, I'm not one of those people that blurts their shitnout on FB lol. I love it because I sleep well, and the sexy drive goes through the roof. Lol All and all, its so relaxing and it just gives you an hour to shut...
    Luciano010813 Luciano010813 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 30, 2013

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    Recent Smoking Inverview I Did

    I thought I would post this questionaire on smoking that I was recently asked to do. They sent me the questions via email and I responded. I actually like doing these because it sometimes shatters the mystique that smoking is taboo or some kind of curse. Smoking...
    jay420 jay420 31-35, M May 1, 2012

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    Anyone in UT has hook ups

    for pot, I'm in so much pain and I need help
    dorritym dorritym 31-35, F Mar 5

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    kaaab100 kaaab100 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 23

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    Want To Smoke Bad? These Pics Illustrate What You Want

    pic 1: pic 2: any questions please write them.  thanks!
    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M Feb 10, 2013

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    My Body Never Addicts to Anything

    I have most definitely smoked enough to become addicted, and yet I'm somehow not. This is lame. I know it's lame, but I think that smoking would become me. My lifestyle begs for me to be a smoker. I love the scent of clove cigarettes, I believe that tobacco can enhance a lot of...
    thetailorsdummy thetailorsdummy 21-25, F 6 Responses Nov 7, 2007

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    I Miss It As Much As Sex.

    8 months. I haven't smoked in EIGHT MONTHS. 5 years for sex, but I miss smoking just as much. The ability to kill 10 minutes doing nothing but immediately feeling calmer is the reason. Control over my mood in my pocket. The fact that it's FIRE doesn't hurt, but that's more...
    Geza Geza 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 30, 2007

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    No Matter What

    No matter what I can never get enough cigarettes! There simply isn't enough time in the day to smoke enough to satisfy me.
    ilovemysmokeysmokes ilovemysmokeysmokes 18-21 2 Responses Dec 6, 2011

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    Embrace Smoking..... It's Great Thing

    With all the anti-smoking rhetoric out there it's not a wonder why many smokers develop a "guilt complex." I didn't actually start smoking till I was 30 because of the "health risks" associated (some legitimate). The problem was, I always wanted to smoke. Even from a younger...
    jay420 jay420 31-35, M Apr 30, 2012

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    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M May 1, 2012

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    I Dont Even Smoke.

    This annoys me so much. My boyfriend smokes, im next to him, i smell the fumes, automatically makes me want a drag.I have smoked before, when i was 13Then stopped by the age of 14Now im 18 and still craving!
    CharlH25 CharlH25 18-21, F 11 Responses May 26, 2011

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    RynCori RynCori 13-15, F Aug 19

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    I love my husband and I want him badly. He and I have been sexless for a month now. If I'm not crying about a lack of intimacy, I am fantasizing about it. I have places my...
    tristaspuella tristaspuella 22-25, F 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    Write more about this experience (optional)I'm a 38 year old guy. I look and act younger. At 35 I fell in love and got my new love-after dating 3 months-preganant. things moved...
    allarevessels allarevessels 36-40, M Aug 11

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    Write more about this experience (optional)I'm a 38 year old guy. I look and act younger. At 35 I fell in love and got my new love-after dating 3 months-preganant. things moved...
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    Write more about this experience (optional)I'm a 38 year old guy. I look and act younger. At 35 I fell in love and got my new love-after dating 3 months-preganant. things moved...
    allarevessels allarevessels 36-40, M Aug 11

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    Normal means you are unable to live a life and be yourself. The ones you hang around change this perspective for you greatly. I crave a unique life. I don't want the ideal white...
    pinkk44 pinkk44 16-17, F Aug 21

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    Lipstick in my pocket Perfume on my wrist Walk into the party Find your name on the list Sitting down beside you Sends shivers up my spine Want to reach out and kiss you But you...
    SweetEmotions SweetEmotions 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 5

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    I don't meet a lot of people that I can envision being emotionally connected to. So when those few precious chances come my way, I cherish them and hang on. With all the...
    sayhellnotobs sayhellnotobs 26-30, F Aug 18

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    I just turned 25, the age I thought Id be married and planning a family. Unfortunately, things went down a different road. I am about to leave my boyfriend of 4 years to go to vet...
    tysoyana tysoyana 22-25, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I once saw a boy on the train with Muddy brown hair and eyes so blue, they put the sky to shame And I wondered what his life was like. I wondered if he was in love or out of...
    MacabreCannibal MacabreCannibal 16-17, F Aug 14

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    I started back on insanity videos with my roommates, they kicking my butt already ... but when you want it bad enough, that's what drives you to keep on pushing through it...
    danyel92 danyel92 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    1. My name is Aseel 2. I love rock :3 n kpop 3. Im interested in korean lang *-* 4. My fav colours r : purple blue red n black haha yeah too much 5. I got scars n im not ashamed...
    Minju96 Minju96 16-17, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I try to eat right, but i slip sometimes.... I don't drink, i don't smoke but im addicted to food.
    justAGirl90 justAGirl90 22-25, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I just discovered this website not too long ago and only recently made an account. After fumbling around in the profile settings I saw a story banner. Immediately I started to...
    dersz dersz 16-17, M Aug 17

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    I hate when people tell me "Don't smoke'' or ''Smoking is bad for you'' You know something guys? I know that is bad!! But I like it. I love how smoking feels and believe me it...
    Dean00200 Dean00200 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 3

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    Everyone has a pattern right? eventually you know what attracts you. My ex-h...."musician", past drug user and not opposed to smoking pot and cigarettes, frequent 'bouts of hitting...
    violet1698 violet1698 31-35, F Aug 10

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    All my life I have been around drugs and drunks. My dad used to abuse it and made my life hard growing up. At age 22 years old, I started my first relationship with my first love...
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    It's been a while since i did anything, last time it was some lsd and it wasn't a nice trip :S paramedics got involved and stuff but that was mostly because of my friends freaking...
    jafetgx jafetgx 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    She's the only one I truly love :'( I don't care how young I am. I don't care what I have yet to experience :'( it won't matter :'( I am not attracted to girls anymore :'( they're...
    ywilliam31 ywilliam31 16-17, M 2 hrs ago

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    If you think marijuana is "bad" or "detrimental to people's well being" then you simply have not smoked enough. You haven't seen what this simple herb can really do for your mental...
    lizpurc925 lizpurc925 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 10

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    Has anyone else ever felt that when they take weed that they're going crazy? I'm smoked weed on and off for a good few years now. It's been a while since my last time...
    thatguy1187 thatguy1187 22-25, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Right now, I am pretty much going through a hard time. Yesterday, my mom found out that I started smoking and honestly people think I am a bad guy just for doing it. My mom said...
    WeirdOtaku WeirdOtaku 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    1.When did you start smoking? 3-4 years ago. Seems like it's been a long time. 2. What was the main motivation for starting? My mother died from cigarettes, so I stayed away from...
    WiredCritter WiredCritter 22-25 Aug 4

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    My boyfriend and I have been together for over a year and I am in love. As every couple we have ups and downs. I need some advice. We have recently been arguing over things that...
    ulovedesi ulovedesi 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 31

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    I'm a bad girl and I want you to scare me and punish me. use my worst fears
    sophh99ep sophh99ep 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    I hated not being accepted for who I was. And to those who tried to help initially, I was seen as a mental problem, not a person. I looked around and my whole world seemed to be...
    TyTy19 TyTy19 16-17, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I'm a bad influence. If you hang around me, you will smoke with me or else we just won't be friends. Most people smoke with me anyway. Some get hooked. I love when I changed a life...
    evilsickslut92 evilsickslut92 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 6

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    Okay, so this pretty much is a 3 part story so ill post it 3 seperate times, but it all intertwines and stuff so yeah. And noone really knows all this except my mom and bf so im...
    Jessiesgirl98 Jessiesgirl98 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 11

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    When I want to celebrate how great it is being a heavy smoker... doubles.  2 cigarettes at the same time.  soooo good under the right conditions.Just what is a heavy...
    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M 1 Response Aug 13

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