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I Want to Smoke So Bad

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 152 People

    No Matter What

    No matter what I can never get enough cigarettes! There simply isn't enough time in the day to smoke enough to satisfy me.
    ilovemysmokeysmokes ilovemysmokeysmokes 18-21 3 Responses Dec 6, 2011

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    Hi :) My names Freya

    and I'm 14. I'm the kinda person who actually gets on with their schoolwork when is told to, doesn't talk and mess about, and is generally really good. But i have a really strong urge to smoke, and I mean REALLY strong. There is no reason for me to want to, none of my close...
    Freyaaxx Freyaaxx 13-15, T 2 Responses Mar 10

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    I Don't Know Why

    I have no idea why, but it one of those weird wishes I get deep down that don't go away, to smoke. I really want to. I don't care what people think and I want to enjoy life so I don't care if my life is shorter if means I will be happier. I don't know whether to start smoking or...
    hazelmassie hazelmassie 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    If I had a cigarette

    or some weed, I think I would be happy right now. My sister just pissed me off and at this point, i dont want anything to do with her. she tried getting her boyfriend to be in my personal business when I didnt want to share anything. I dont need them to be in my privacy when I...
    WeirdOtaku WeirdOtaku 18-21, F Sep 6

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    It gives me a moment to clear my mind.

    but I just don't want to leave the house at all.
    anneve anneve 16-17, F 1 Response May 17

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    My Body Never Addicts to Anything

    I have most definitely smoked enough to become addicted, and yet I'm somehow not. This is lame. I know it's lame, but I think that smoking would become me. My lifestyle begs for me to be a smoker. I love the scent of clove cigarettes, I believe that tobacco can enhance a lot of...
    thetailorsdummy thetailorsdummy 21-25, F 6 Responses Nov 7, 2007

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    I Need a Smoke!!!

    I haven't smoke since yesterday . I seriously need a smoke .  I feel so cranky today
    Secretpoem Secretpoem 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 30, 2007

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    Want To Smoke Bad? These Pics Illustrate What You Want

    pic 1: pic 2: any questions please write them.  thanks!
    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M Feb 10, 2013

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    I Miss It As Much As Sex.

    8 months. I haven't smoked in EIGHT MONTHS. 5 years for sex, but I miss smoking just as much. The ability to kill 10 minutes doing nothing but immediately feeling calmer is the reason. Control over my mood in my pocket. The fact that it's FIRE doesn't hurt, but that's more...
    Geza Geza 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 30, 2007

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    Embrace Smoking..... It's Great Thing

    With all the anti-smoking rhetoric out there it's not a wonder why many smokers develop a "guilt complex." I didn't actually start smoking till I was 30 because of the "health risks" associated (some legitimate). The problem was, I always wanted to smoke. Even from a younger...
    jay420 jay420 31-35, M Apr 30, 2012

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    Anyone in UT has hook ups

    for pot, I'm in so much pain and I need help
    dorritym dorritym 31-35, F Mar 5

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    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M May 1, 2012

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    kaaab100 kaaab100 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 23

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    I Want To Smoke So Bad, Everytime I Get Out Of Bed..

    ..it makes me want to go out of my bed and have coffee and a smoke. So i do so. This is the one and only reason I get out of bed 7 a.m. Smoking gives me an additional 2 hours every morning..together that adds up. My life might be shorter , but relatively more dense...
    yoda19777 yoda19777 31-35, M 2 Responses Oct 24, 2012

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    Its All About You For The Hour

    I'm 31 Just moved to Maryland, and I like to smoke. I don't deal it, I'm not one of those people that blurts their shitnout on FB lol. I love it because I sleep well, and the sexy drive goes through the roof. Lol All and all, its so relaxing and it just gives you an hour to shut...
    Luciano010813 Luciano010813 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 30, 2013

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    Recent Smoking Inverview I Did

    I thought I would post this questionaire on smoking that I was recently asked to do. They sent me the questions via email and I responded. I actually like doing these because it sometimes shatters the mystique that smoking is taboo or some kind of curse. Smoking...
    jay420 jay420 31-35, M May 1, 2012

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    I Dont Even Smoke.

    This annoys me so much. My boyfriend smokes, im next to him, i smell the fumes, automatically makes me want a drag.I have smoked before, when i was 13Then stopped by the age of 14Now im 18 and still craving!
    CharlH25 CharlH25 18-21, F 11 Responses May 26, 2011

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    i recently got a cigarette from a friend

    and smoked it since i had no access to one. it was my first time smoking a cigarette. let me tell you something, it's the best feeling on earth. when i smoked it i felt calm and relaxed, i've been battling suicidal thoughts and depression for almost 2 years now and this was the...
    flowerqueenx flowerqueenx 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 16

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    I wanna smoke Shisha soo bad.

    I don't care if I'm too young for it, I just wanna try it. Don't worry I can control myself if it's addictive, I smoked one stick of cigarette and I got high. I don't know why I got high, it wasn't even weed. If it's weed or marijuana, I could throw it away. But it was only...
    xxBoyishGirlxx xxBoyishGirlxx 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    Tough Times

    It's easy at home. my fiancee hates me smoking so i can handle not smoking at home, or on holidays etc. but when I'm sitting here at work, with no one watching over me, a cigarette shop right opposite my building - the temptation is unbearable. I have to stop myself about 100...
    citysleeper citysleeper 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 16, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    me too. believe me,I lived thru some bad years
    JBStoner JBStoner 41-45 Nov 27

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    In my past life I used to work with my sister's husband (I was shop assistant) we did business but it was not so easy we had lots of scandals, difficult times but I don't know why...
    Stevejons Stevejons 22-25, M Nov 28

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    I feel like more pain relief all of things to zone out
    wherethewildthingswere wherethewildthingswere 26-30, F Nov 27

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    some one help me cause the memory convinced itself to tear me apart. and it's gonna succeed before long.
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 27

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    You can lock them away but you know it's always there, unable to escape the past. So many ways to tell it. But what's the point when all your doing is awaking it from its slumber...
    Mixedemotions2k Mixedemotions2k 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 27

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    I have had 3 antinex still angry and anxious
    wherethewildthingswere wherethewildthingswere 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I have been married to my wonderful, amazing husband for almost two years now and we have been together for 5. I love him with all my heart and divorce is not an option with us...
    cowinapartyhat cowinapartyhat 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    First of, Like many out there i have a learning disability. Way back when there were not the resources there are today. I tried hard to do well in school. I was put in resource...
    willowofthewoods willowofthewoods 36-40, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    New month, new goals! For those who have just begun summer, get crackin on that summer bod you want so bad. For those entering winter, remember that weather is no excuse, and there...
    urlaame urlaame 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    I've not so much been trying but for the past 8 months me and my boyfriend haven't been using any contraceptives during sex and nothing! More and more of my friends are getting...
    littlejaybird94 littlejaybird94 18-21, F Nov 30

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    I completely threw away my 6th-10th grade years.... And in elementary I wanted so badly to be all grown up so I acted like it. I wish I would have been able to enjoy being young. I...
    bigca1697 bigca1697 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I wouldn't say I'm a chained smoker, but I am a social smoker and regularly feel I need that daily intake of nicotine. Where I live we have this Arabian kind of smoke where you put...
    psychedelicblues psychedelicblues 18-21, F Dec 2

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    i want to talk some one .. i want to discuss some thing .. i am really depressed now .. i am not okay now , i want to talk some one who don't judge me , who listen me everything...
    r110 r110 22-25, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    So I had first started smoking weed with my boyfriend, and I was 13 at the time, now 14. I tried it for the first time April of last year and the first few times I did it i really...
    nicolexleone nicolexleone 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I want to be kidnapped and taken away. I want to be taken from my dull life. I want a 18 through 23 years of age guy. I want u to do bad things to me. /. message me cx hehe
    hehelolz hehelolz 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    Well im turning 15 soon and im a smoker. Not a heavy smoker but yes i do smoke... I sometimes regret and say i want to stop and sometimes i say "**** it" yes i know its really bad...
    lester1212 lester1212 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 4

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    Yes I smoke weed and it is amazing how many people challenge me for doing so. Many frown upon it and others cling to the view that it is bad for you, it will cause irreparable...
    Johnny88 Johnny88 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 13

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    My boyfriend recently said some hurtful things to me. It was unintentional and he doesn't even understand why I am hurt. We were talking about a friend of his. His friend had said...
    Freechic Freechic 41-45, F 5 hrs ago

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    Oh sweet Jebus, I love weed... I love it so much! I remember my first joint. I was probably 13-16. I was waiting for my dad to come home from work. I was just so bored, my father...
    blackpigeon blackpigeon 70+, M 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    i dont smoke because "it's cool".it's not cool but i can't stop because im addicted to it.sometimes my schedule is packed i dont even have time to eat so i smoke and have a cup of...
    lushsummer lushsummer 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 12

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    Many people are so misinformed about smoking this glorious plant. They seem to equate it to taking Cocaine or Meth, which is nothing like it. I have been smoking Mary Jane since...
    Feroel Feroel 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    Ok. That was a bad idea to try to smoke Shisha, I just found out that Shisha is more harmful than Cigarettes. It has more nicotene, carbon monoxide, and lead. I'm dumb LOL hey at...
    xxBoyishGirlxx xxBoyishGirlxx 13-15, F Dec 2

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    I smoked weed all day everyday for three years and eventually because of it I got arrested in my dorm room. jail, kicked out of college, fines up the ***, everything just sucks so...
    spac3cadet spac3cadet 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 15

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    I started smoking in Spring at age 18 to calm my nerves. I was going to have a serious operation and I pretended not to be scared, but I was scared shitless (pardon the French!) I...
    PennyLaneXXX PennyLaneXXX 18-21, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I don't smoke, but I have a boyfriend that does. I use to be one of those people that hated to be around it, and never would have dated someone that did. But a lot of my good...
    brucewayne87 brucewayne87 26-30, M 3 Responses Dec 8

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    Oh my god I loved these! It could be the reason I became a smoker at 16. Lol. Probably not but I believe I did have a bit of an addiction to these cigarette shaped candies. Which...
    ttbridge ttbridge 36-40, F Dec 8

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    Man, I live in colorado (pot is legal), but I never smoke weed. Sooo one time I decide to smoke a joint and of course this awesome warehouse job I applied for calls me for an...
    Lostradamus Lostradamus 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    Im 16 years old and my parents think I'm some sort of angel who doesn't know the difference between whiskey & beer, but that's false. I've tried many alcoholic beverages. Mainly...
    Hfms99 Hfms99 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 8