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I Want to Smoke So Bad

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    If I had a cigarette

    or some weed, I think I would be happy right now. My sister just pissed me off and at this point, i dont want anything to do with her. she tried getting her boyfriend to be in my personal business when I didnt want to share anything. I dont need them to be in my privacy when I...
    WeirdOtaku WeirdOtaku 18-21, M Sep 6, 2014

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    It gives me a moment to clear my mind.

    but I just don't want to leave the house at all.
    anneve anneve 16-17, F 1 Response May 17, 2014

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    I Don't Know Why

    I have no idea why, but it one of those weird wishes I get deep down that don't go away, to smoke. I really want to. I don't care what people think and I want to enjoy life so I don't care if my life is shorter if means I will be happier. I don't know whether to start smoking or...
    hazelmassie hazelmassie 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    Hi :) My names Freya

    and I'm 14. I'm the kinda person who actually gets on with their schoolwork when is told to, doesn't talk and mess about, and is generally really good. But i have a really strong urge to smoke, and I mean REALLY strong. There is no reason for me to want to, none of my close...
    Freyaaxx Freyaaxx 13-15, T 3 Responses Mar 10, 2014

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    Recent Smoking Inverview I Did

    I thought I would post this questionaire on smoking that I was recently asked to do. They sent me the questions via email and I responded. I actually like doing these because it sometimes shatters the mystique that smoking is taboo or some kind of curse. Smoking...
    jay420 jay420 31-35, M May 1, 2012

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    Embrace Smoking..... It's Great Thing

    With all the anti-smoking rhetoric out there it's not a wonder why many smokers develop a "guilt complex." I didn't actually start smoking till I was 30 because of the "health risks" associated (some legitimate). The problem was, I always wanted to smoke. Even from a younger...
    jay420 jay420 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 30, 2012

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    Tough Times

    It's easy at home. my fiancee hates me smoking so i can handle not smoking at home, or on holidays etc. but when I'm sitting here at work, with no one watching over me, a cigarette shop right opposite my building - the temptation is unbearable. I have to stop myself about 100...
    citysleeper citysleeper 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 16, 2011

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    My Body Never Addicts to Anything

    I have most definitely smoked enough to become addicted, and yet I'm somehow not. This is lame. I know it's lame, but I think that smoking would become me. My lifestyle begs for me to be a smoker. I love the scent of clove cigarettes, I believe that tobacco can enhance a lot of...
    thetailorsdummy thetailorsdummy 21-25, F 6 Responses Nov 7, 2007

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    Its All About You For The Hour

    I'm 31 Just moved to Maryland, and I like to smoke. I don't deal it, I'm not one of those people that blurts their shitnout on FB lol. I love it because I sleep well, and the sexy drive goes through the roof. Lol All and all, its so relaxing and it just gives you an hour to shut...
    Luciano010813 Luciano010813 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 30, 2013

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    kaaab100 kaaab100 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 23, 2014

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    Want To Smoke Bad? These Pics Illustrate What You Want

    pic 1: pic 2: any questions please write them.  thanks!
    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M Feb 10, 2013

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    I Want To Smoke So Bad, Everytime I Get Out Of Bed..

    ..it makes me want to go out of my bed and have coffee and a smoke. So i do so. This is the one and only reason I get out of bed 7 a.m. Smoking gives me an additional 2 hours every morning..together that adds up. My life might be shorter , but relatively more dense...
    yoda19777 yoda19777 31-35, M 2 Responses Oct 24, 2012

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    i recently got a cigarette from a friend

    and smoked it since i had no access to one. it was my first time smoking a cigarette. let me tell you something, it's the best feeling on earth. when i smoked it i felt calm and relaxed, i've been battling suicidal thoughts and depression for almost 2 years now and this was the...
    flowerqueenx flowerqueenx 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 16, 2014

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    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M May 1, 2012

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    I Dont Even Smoke.

    This annoys me so much. My boyfriend smokes, im next to him, i smell the fumes, automatically makes me want a drag.I have smoked before, when i was 13Then stopped by the age of 14Now im 18 and still craving!
    CharlH25 CharlH25 18-21, F 11 Responses May 26, 2011

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    Anyone in UT has hook ups

    for pot, I'm in so much pain and I need help
    dorritym dorritym 31-35, F Mar 5, 2014

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    No Matter What

    No matter what I can never get enough cigarettes! There simply isn't enough time in the day to smoke enough to satisfy me.
    ilovemysmokeysmokes ilovemysmokeysmokes 18-21 3 Responses Dec 6, 2011

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    I Need a Smoke!!!

    I haven't smoke since yesterday . I seriously need a smoke .  I feel so cranky today
    Secretpoem Secretpoem 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 30, 2007

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    I Miss It As Much As Sex.

    8 months. I haven't smoked in EIGHT MONTHS. 5 years for sex, but I miss smoking just as much. The ability to kill 10 minutes doing nothing but immediately feeling calmer is the reason. Control over my mood in my pocket. The fact that it's FIRE doesn't hurt, but that's more...
    Geza Geza 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 30, 2007

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    Adolescence in the early '70s, the fantastic days of pantyhose and miniskirts. Overstimulated by the beauty surrounding me, yet no girlfriend or sister. I wanted so badly to...
    barbarainside barbarainside 51-55, M 1 Response Jan 10

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    So I go online to talk. Today, my husband was and I had an argument about it. He thinks it's a violation if our marriage to say anything negative about him with anyone else...
    JJjenniejones JJjenniejones 41-45, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I tried it one evening when one ocf my old housemates and a neighbor invited me into the bathroom where they were smoking it. I was like sure why not a high is a high right? Up...
    newasexy newasexy 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    Before I tell my story, the main idea of my experience is that they don't tell us enough. This was nothing I could imagine, and something I can even describe to someone who has...
    jchainz jchainz 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    So a few weekends ago my best friends and I were having a girls night. We were listening to music, eating junk food and gossiping! We decided we wanted to add some fun & giggles to...
    ztaurus95 ztaurus95 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 17

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    I absolutely hate the smell of cigarette smoke. It is so disgusting when I go out of a restaurant or the grocery store and smell smoke the moment I step out the door. People that...
    srb76 srb76 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 13

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    3rd time yesterday and it was great. I've discovered I prefer it pure because when I smoke it with tobacco I cough badly. Plus tobacco is disgusting and I don't smoke so I don't...
    WeCouldBeDead WeCouldBeDead 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 17

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       Of course I should quit and they're very bad for me. Okay, It could be worse. I don't smoke as much as I once did. Too late now, been smokin' since I was a kid. I only...
    Doviov Doviov 41-45 Jan 12

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    The first time I smoked and it hit, I literally thought I was dead. Then, it started getting better. For a while, I no longer feared death; I would hold my finger to my pulse at my...
    TheNin9 TheNin9 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I am writing this incase anyone else finds themselves in a similar situation . . . Please do not worry about me, I have been free of this relationship for 7 years now. I am a lot...
    elimarie7 elimarie7 31-35, F Dec 31, 2014

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    I am writing this incase anyone else finds themselves in a similar situation . . . Please do not worry about me, I have been free of this relationship for 7 years now. I am a lot...
    elimarie7 elimarie7 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    Every time I go to smoke a bowl I feel as if i'm committing a sin. However as soon as I am high everything is alright and realize how silly I was to think that it was bad. As if...
    ianbrewman ianbrewman 26-30, T 2 Responses Jan 15

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    I started smoking when I was about 16. And smoked regularly since until about two years ago (my husband had been CONSTANTLY badgering me to quit!). However.... My dearest friend...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 16

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    So I only tried weed three times, each time with the same friends. The first time, I didn't feel anything really. The second time I forgot my backpack was there so as i walked the...
    quietkid quietkid 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    I haven't smoked today, I'm sooo irritated. I'm hoping my bf comes home with some. It's not too great for my lunges and throat. I've noticed edibles last a long time and doesn't...
    tlee5001 tlee5001 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    I haven't smoked in 2015. I smoked for the first time in 2012, smoked occasionally in 2013 but became an addict towards the end of 2013. I would have smoked at least 10 cigarettes...
    vsonline4u vsonline4u 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 16

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    Life is the sticks. All I've ever wanted was friends and financial security. That's it my only dream. My parents don't have a lot of money thanks to 2008, and my dad smokes and...
    benson5132 benson5132 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 18

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    I've been doing well. I quit just before the year ended so in two days it will be a full month smoke free. It wasn't easy,Lord knows it wasn't but it's definitely been rewarding. I...
    TheGirlFromJupiter TheGirlFromJupiter 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I reallyyy smoke. its not a problem. I have a job and an apartment I can afford to do it. but its excessive. for example take yesterday. woke up smoked a blunt. went to work. went...
    risa1068 risa1068 18-21 5 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    For one I love the feeling and most people think their life is a wreck if we smoke or do some sort of drug, but I am doing very good in school and have all my **** together and it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    My mom always told me that she'd kill me if I ever started smoking. My mom smokes, so some people have said that my mom is being hypocritical for saying that, but I don't see it...
    SerSean SerSean 18-21, M 3 Responses