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I Want to Smoke So Bad

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    I Want To Smoke So Bad, Everytime I Get Out Of Bed..

    ..it makes me want to go out of my bed and have coffee and a smoke. So i do so. This is the one and only reason I get out of bed 7 a.m. Smoking gives me an additional 2 hours every morning..together that adds up. My life might be shorter , but relatively more dense...
    yoda19777 yoda19777 31-35, M 2 Responses Oct 24, 2012

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    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M May 1, 2012

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    Tough Times

    It's easy at home. my fiancee hates me smoking so i can handle not smoking at home, or on holidays etc. but when I'm sitting here at work, with no one watching over me, a cigarette shop right opposite my building - the temptation is unbearable. I have to stop myself about 100...
    citysleeper citysleeper 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 16, 2011

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    Embrace Smoking..... It's Great Thing

    With all the anti-smoking rhetoric out there it's not a wonder why many smokers develop a "guilt complex." I didn't actually start smoking till I was 30 because of the "health risks" associated (some legitimate). The problem was, I always wanted to smoke. Even from a younger...
    jay420 jay420 31-35, M Apr 30, 2012

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    i recently got a cigarette from a friend

    and smoked it since i had no access to one. it was my first time smoking a cigarette. let me tell you something, it's the best feeling on earth. when i smoked it i felt calm and relaxed, i've been battling suicidal thoughts and depression for almost 2 years now and this was the...
    flowerqueenx flowerqueenx 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 16

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    Want To Smoke Bad? These Pics Illustrate What You Want

    pic 1: pic 2:ย any questions please write them.ย  thanks!
    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M Feb 10, 2013

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    kaaab100 kaaab100 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 23

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    Hi :) My names Freya

    and I'm 14. I'm the kinda person who actually gets on with their schoolwork when is told to, doesn't talk and mess about, and is generally really good. But i have a really strong urge to smoke, and I mean REALLY strong. There is no reason for me to want to, none of my close...
    Freyaaxx Freyaaxx 13-15, T 1 Response Mar 10

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    Anyone in UT has hook ups

    for pot, I'm in so much pain and I need help
    dorritym dorritym 31-35, F Mar 5

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    My Body Never Addicts to Anything

    I have most definitely smoked enough to become addicted, and yet I'm somehow not. This is lame. I know it's lame, but I think that smoking would become me. My lifestyle begs for me to be a smoker. I love the scent of clove cigarettes, I believe that tobacco can enhance a lot of...
    thetailorsdummy thetailorsdummy 21-25, F 6 Responses Nov 7, 2007

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    I Miss It As Much As Sex.

    8 months. I haven't smoked in EIGHT MONTHS. 5 years for sex, but I miss smoking just as much. The ability to kill 10 minutes doing nothing but immediately feeling calmer is the reason. Control over my mood in my pocket. The fact that it's FIRE doesn't hurt, but that's more...
    Geza Geza 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 30, 2007

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    I Don't Know Why

    I have no idea why, but it one of those weird wishes I get deep down that don't go away, to smoke. I really want to. I don't care what people think and I want to enjoy life so I don't care if my life is shorter if means I will be happier. I don't know whether to start smoking or...
    hazelmassie hazelmassie 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    Its All About You For The Hour

    I'm 31 Just moved to Maryland, and I like to smoke. I don't deal it, I'm not one of those people that blurts their shitnout on FB lol. I love it because I sleep well, and the sexy drive goes through the roof. Lol All and all, its so relaxing and it just gives you an hour to shut...
    Luciano010813 Luciano010813 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 30, 2013

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    Recent Smoking Inverview I Did

    I thought I would post this questionaire on smoking that I was recently asked to do. They sent me the questions via email and I responded. I actually like doing these because it sometimes shatters the mystique that smoking is taboo or some kind of curse. Smoking...
    jay420 jay420 31-35, M May 1, 2012

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    I Dont Even Smoke.

    This annoys me so much.ย My boyfriend smokes, im next to him, i smell the fumes, automatically makes me want a drag.I have smoked before, when i was 13Then stopped by the age of 14Now im 18 and still craving!
    CharlH25 CharlH25 18-21, F 11 Responses May 26, 2011

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    I Need a Smoke!!!

    I haven't smoke since yesterday . I seriously need a smoke .  I feel so cranky today
    Secretpoem Secretpoem 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 30, 2007

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    If I had a cigarette

    or some weed, I think I would be happy right now. My sister just pissed me off and at this point, i dont want anything to do with her. she tried getting her boyfriend to be in my personal business when I didnt want to share anything. I dont need them to be in my privacy when I...
    WeirdOtaku WeirdOtaku 18-21, F Sep 6

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    No Matter What

    No matter what I can never get enough cigarettes! There simply isn't enough time in the day to smoke enough to satisfy me.
    ilovemysmokeysmokes ilovemysmokeysmokes 18-21 3 Responses Dec 6, 2011

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    It gives me a moment to clear my mind.

    but I just don't want to leave the house at all.
    anneve anneve 16-17, F 1 Response May 17

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    Omg yes. But i am not ok to date. Want one bad. The last one as old as mom is taken. Got married saturday. The last milf left over a year ago. Thats when i began...
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    Like...I want it badly. I'd love for someone to just yank my pants down, and pin them down, or take them off and run away with them, with me chasing after them blushing and exposed...
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    When I was younger, I used to see my father smoke. I used to watch him blow smoke in the air. I thought it was cool.He used to leave his cigarette packs all over and my mom would...
    Blatinasrock Blatinasrock 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 14

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    So my mother in law who has smoked for over 40 years quit smoking a month ago. Now all of a sudden she's turned into one of those people that thinks she has to lecture and nag...
    Redneckmom1992 Redneckmom1992 22-25, F 7 Responses Oct 13

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    At first it was just sexual attraction, yes I'm married, yes it shouldn't have happened, but we'd just met that night, had a few drinks, ended up back at his place with a few...
    Coco181225 Coco181225 26-30, F 4 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    Oh, right now. I need this so badly. I'm lonely and just shaky all over. I need to press against someone and be kissed into oblivion. Making love like never before...oh wow. I...
    permafrost21 permafrost21 22-25, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I smoked for a while when I was in college. Every now and then I get the urge to hang out with smokers, just to partake of the second hand smoke! Oh, and when I'm in one of my...
    RatherRandom RatherRandom 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 18

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    So after 9 years of emotional torture "we are gonna be together", "I'm not ready", "I messed up I want you back" (after I just wed) TO after you wed "I'm not happy, I want you to...
    SuzanneTS SuzanneTS 31-35, F 6 hrs ago

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    Every time most people hear that I have never smoked pot, smoked cigarettes, gotten drunk, or went to wild parties; it's like they can't believe what they're hearing. "How can you...
    sugarcakes143 sugarcakes143 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 1

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    Every time most people hear that I have never smoked pot, smoked cigarettes, gotten drunk, or went to wild parties; it's like they can't believe what they're hearing. "How can you...
    sugarcakes143 sugarcakes143 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 1

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    My interests: 1. Minecraft 2. Anime 3. Game in general 4. Trying new things Traits I'd like in a friend: 1. Isn't trying to f*** with me (I mean this both figuratively AND...
    YuriXWolfram86 YuriXWolfram86 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    Lastnight me and two of my friends met these boys which we had never really met until then,they said they were going to smoke some 'weed' so we just followed after about a 20...
    bshakur1 bshakur1 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 12

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    I came from the shower when I went into my room when the youngest daughter of the family I'm staying with, was in my room rolling a joint(Her old bedroom). She noticed me and asked...
    whentheyscream whentheyscream 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 22

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    Second attempt. I'm at about 26 hours. The cravings have not been so bad. I was very tempted to go buy a pack immediately after lunch, but waited ten minutes, had some fruit and...
    MrHansen MrHansen 36-40, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I came here because in many of my google searches I have come across this site where everyone is just very supportive of each other and with no judgment which I guess is the point...
    Degizzie Degizzie 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    ... This is person is My lilbadgirlbee...๐Ÿ’– แƒฆ ๐Ÿ’–Some people come into your life and they make an impression on you. Well bee not only made an impression she left a mark on my...
    lilreddress lilreddress 36-40, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    So many people at my school smoke it and honestly I've never been pressured to do it but I don't see the point it doesn't make anything better in reality it would just lower my...
    SaveTheGeek SaveTheGeek 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 2

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    I like the idea of being tied up and being "forced" to inhale the smoke that my dominant exhales from their cigarette, making me take a deep breath so their bad smoke fills my...
    CountingTo10 CountingTo10 16-17 2 Responses Oct 19

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    2-Rack Smoker Product Review "Bradley Smokers have been my smoker of choice for the last number of years because I love the ease and convenience of their digital smokers. Set the...
    agavenwi agavenwi 41-45, F Sep 30

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    My parents are divorced. I'm an only child (at least I though I was). They were always fighting over me, it is a still ongoing battle. 2 weeks ago I found out that my mum...
    mrsdarcy01 mrsdarcy01 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I never have. It's funny how everyone seems to say it isn't addicting but they're trying so hard to get "medical" marijuana legalized. Also they have to smoke it multiple times a...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M Oct 2

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    yes I am a cigarette smoker but not as much as I would like to be my starting to goal is to smoke up to a pack or 2 after that it might depend there whether I smoke more or not but...
    jon200547 jon200547 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 4

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    yes I am a cigarette smoker but not as much as I would like to be my starting to goal is to smoke up to a pack or 2 after that it might depend there whether I smoke more or not but...
    jon200547 jon200547 26-30, M Oct 4

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    You, personally. For me, it varies. I usually only take one or two hits, and they're usually fairly small...if I take a decent rip, I usually end up regretting it, to an extent...
    PerspectiveDetective PerspectiveDetective 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 7

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