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I Want to Smoke So Bad

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    I Miss It As Much As Sex.

    8 months. I haven't smoked in EIGHT MONTHS. 5 years for sex, but I miss smoking just as much. The ability to kill 10 minutes doing nothing but immediately feeling calmer is the reason. Control over my mood in my pocket. The fact that it's FIRE doesn't hurt, but that's more...
    Geza Geza 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 30, 2007

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    Recent Smoking Inverview I Did

    I thought I would post this questionaire on smoking that I was recently asked to do. They sent me the questions via email and I responded. I actually like doing these because it sometimes shatters the mystique that smoking is taboo or some kind of curse. Smoking...
    jay420 jay420 31-35, M May 1, 2012

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    I Dont Even Smoke.

    This annoys me so much. My boyfriend smokes, im next to him, i smell the fumes, automatically makes me want a drag.I have smoked before, when i was 13Then stopped by the age of 14Now im 18 and still craving!
    CharlH25 CharlH25 18-21, F 11 Responses May 26, 2011

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    I Want To Smoke So Bad, Everytime I Get Out Of Bed..

    ..it makes me want to go out of my bed and have coffee and a smoke. So i do so. This is the one and only reason I get out of bed 7 a.m. Smoking gives me an additional 2 hours every morning..together that adds up. My life might be shorter , but relatively more dense...
    yoda19777 yoda19777 31-35, M 2 Responses Oct 24, 2012

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    Embrace Smoking..... It's Great Thing

    With all the anti-smoking rhetoric out there it's not a wonder why many smokers develop a "guilt complex." I didn't actually start smoking till I was 30 because of the "health risks" associated (some legitimate). The problem was, I always wanted to smoke. Even from a younger...
    jay420 jay420 31-35, M Apr 30, 2012

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    I feel like I want to smoke

    now go look for one I guess ;)
    soullessnight000 soullessnight000 13-15, F Oct 26, 2015

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    No Matter What

    No matter what I can never get enough cigarettes! There simply isn't enough time in the day to smoke enough to satisfy me.
    ilovemysmokeysmokes ilovemysmokeysmokes 18-21 2 Responses Dec 6, 2011

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    Hi :) My names Freya

    and I'm 14. I'm the kinda person who actually gets on with their schoolwork when is told to, doesn't talk and mess about, and is generally really good. But i have a really strong urge to smoke, and I mean REALLY strong. There is no reason for me to want to, none of my close...
    Freyaaxx Freyaaxx 13-15, T 2 Responses Mar 10, 2014

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    My Body Never Addicts to Anything

    I have most definitely smoked enough to become addicted, and yet I'm somehow not. This is lame. I know it's lame, but I think that smoking would become me. My lifestyle begs for me to be a smoker. I love the scent of clove cigarettes, I believe that tobacco can enhance a lot of...
    thetailorsdummy thetailorsdummy 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 7, 2007

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    i recently got a cigarette from a friend

    and smoked it since i had no access to one. it was my first time smoking a cigarette. let me tell you something, it's the best feeling on earth. when i smoked it i felt calm and relaxed, i've been battling suicidal thoughts and depression for almost 2 years now and this was the...
    flowerqueenx flowerqueenx 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 16, 2014

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    Its All About You For The Hour

    I'm 31 Just moved to Maryland, and I like to smoke. I don't deal it, I'm not one of those people that blurts their shitnout on FB lol. I love it because I sleep well, and the sexy drive goes through the roof. Lol All and all, its so relaxing and it just gives you an hour to shut...
    Luciano010813 Luciano010813 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 30, 2013

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    kaaab100 kaaab100 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 23, 2014

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    I Need a Smoke!!!

    I haven't smoke since yesterday . I seriously need a smoke .  I feel so cranky today
    Secretpoem Secretpoem 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 30, 2007

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    I Don't Know Why

    I have no idea why, but it one of those weird wishes I get deep down that don't go away, to smoke. I really want to. I don't care what people think and I want to enjoy life so I don't care if my life is shorter if means I will be happier. I don't know whether to start smoking or...
    hazelmassie hazelmassie 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    I feel like going to the store,

    buying a carton or two, going into a closed room, and not coming out until at least two packs are gone!
    marl100freak marl100freak 41-45, M 2 Responses Jun 9, 2015

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    One good thing about having a cold is it makes

    it easier to quit. I haven't had a cigarette for days now, thanks to this cold. I still want one pyschologically, but physically they are not too appealing right now.
    serenewinds serenewinds 31-35, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    It gives me a moment to clear my mind.

    but I just don't want to leave the house at all.
    anneve anneve 18-21, F 1 Response May 17, 2014

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    Stressed out but I quit

    for my besti. Ever been called a stank ***** in ***** in public by your mothers husband. I can't eat I don't sleep and I swear. Alabma Shakes helps me
    mizzcola17 mizzcola17 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Anyone in UT has hook ups

    for pot, I'm in so much pain and I need help
    dorritym dorritym 31-35, F Mar 5, 2014

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    Tough Times

    It's easy at home. my fiancee hates me smoking so i can handle not smoking at home, or on holidays etc. but when I'm sitting here at work, with no one watching over me, a cigarette shop right opposite my building - the temptation is unbearable. I have to stop myself about 100...
    citysleeper citysleeper 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 16, 2011

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    I loath bad spelling, the trouble is with all these autocorrect mechanisms in place one quite often ends up with a different word you typed! Aghhh!
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    I wonder if drowning to death would be so bad? If you just let go?I love water so i feel maybe it would be a peaceful way to die.Besides dying in your sleep.Or maybe while having...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 6 hrs ago

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    Drugs are bad. I don't smoke You shouldn't neither
    staystyleandsmile staystyleandsmile 18-21, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I try, but damn is my gag reflex sensitive. The tiniest bit of smoke gets there and I start hacking. Any more and I throw up. So I've been trying to get my body used to it, because...
    anonyme23 anonyme23 22-25, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    My boyfriend, Franco, when to pick me up after work and we went to David's house to smoke some weed, just like we usually do on fridays night, I was having a headache and feeling...
    RebecaTurcios RebecaTurcios 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    With my parents being heavy smokers and my dad working for a tobacco company its kinda natural that im a smoker ;) Love my cigs and will never quit, so if youre in the mood for...
    sxylaura sxylaura 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Well actually I was a pre-teen smoker! It all started when I went to secondary school. It quickly became apparent that there were other students in the school who lit up a...
    TrannyHannah TrannyHannah 41-45, T 1 Response 2 days ago

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    i didn’t want to live long but i didn't want to **** up my skin..or fuckt up my voice. so i didn’t smoke, i chose not to
    RoobieCatenis RoobieCatenis 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    There's something sexy about knowing that how smoking provides enjoyment to the smoker while doing them harm...
    thisguy20 thisguy20 31-35, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    My mom didn't just smoke, she was a smoker. She was constantly smoking and it was totally a part of her identity. She was quite a strict mother and just about every time she yelled...
    Cleancut Cleancut 41-45 5 days ago

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    I am a girl who doesn't smoke, drink, or do drugs. I am happy enough with myself and the person that I am that I don't need to do those things. I feel badly for the kids that do...
    veryfemininegirl veryfemininegirl 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have two daughters that are 4yo and 18 months and I smoked cigarettes throughout both of my pregnancies and will smoke through all my future pregnancies. I smoke around three...
    ToriStrippingTeen ToriStrippingTeen 18-21, F 14 Responses 6 days ago

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    Love smoking my ecig. It started out with an ex boyfriend who smoked one. I would smoke his while I was drinking. We broke up but I liked the ecig so much that I got my own. Then I...
    allisonrae allisonrae 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I don't smoke and I never have smoked
    Anthony2400 Anthony2400 22-25, M 5 Responses a week ago

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    Hi my step father is 38 and hes a douche and i am 16 currently and i am Hispanic and hes white and to be honest hes a ******* fat *** and right now he arguing with my mom about my...
    alan1234348 alan1234348 16-17 Jan 29

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    Half of my working time is spent inside the medical department of Universities or inside hospitals where I lecture and I find it most despicable that SO MANY doctors and nurses...
    LozzyFromRome LozzyFromRome 46-50, M 2 Responses Jan 28

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    It's been 2 weeks that I can breath, smell, feel clean and wear perfume (and actually have a fragrance) I just to stay away from thoughts of when I used to smoke.
    Nikkisela Nikkisela 61-65, F 3 Responses Jan 28

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    I've been using the patch for 2 weeks and feel maybe I can be a success at quitting. I've tried the patch many times and once was a nonsmoker for 5 months. But I've smoked for so...
    Nikkisela Nikkisela 61-65, F 2 Responses Jan 28

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    I know it will affect me and I know all the health issues, but I really want to start and always have, I don't know why. I come from a strong non-smoking family, so can't really...
    rg1996 rg1996 18-21, M Jan 28

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