I Want to Spend My Time Doing Things That Have Meaning to Me

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    I Won'T Let Anyone Put Chains On Me

    Every teenager can relate to the following phrases: "Stop controlling my life!" "It is my life and I'll do what I want!" "You can't tell me what to do!" Sound familiar? What happened to that fire, that desire to fight for our freedom? I am 22 and I STILL fight against the...
    SeraphimLupus SeraphimLupus
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 25, 2013

    And today i will ....

    ive gotta go to moms...and my mother-in-law house ....just for a while.... but had a long lie in this morn... gonna watch the formula one race in Australia... and generally chill.out today.... cant wait....its been a crazy week... xxxxx...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie
    46-50
    Mar 16, 2014

    Oh, Yes.

    It's a day of hazy, cloud blurred sun.  A tickle of a breeze brushes through the trees creating a hushed murmur.  I set about the task of hanging freshly washed clothes on the line.  I bend to the wicker basket, reach for a wet shirt, shake it and pin it...
    Freestanding Freestanding
    56-60, F
    5 Responses Aug 19, 2009

    For Example ...

    I love walking through fields and over hills with my dog.  I enjoy feeling the sun and breeze on my skin, the freedom and the beauty of all the green open space This has a billion times more meaning to me than sitting in a smokey room gambling ..    ...
    Orangetas Orangetas
    51-55, F
    10 Responses Aug 15, 2009

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