I Want to Start a New Life

I don't know really where to begin.  My life has been in shambles since I was 18 and I don't see how its ever going to change.  There is no light at the end of the tunnel for me. 
When I was 18 years old (young and dumb...

when the knives are out, whos got your back?...im pretty sure i only have myself to watch mine...its so hard ...:(

Ok this my first time at writing a story on here a real one so gonna give it a try Id like to start a new life cause my life has just been 1 big roller coaster i wasent perfect in school i had epletic fits then i had a few girlfriends 1...

A few events recently have brought me to a sobering realization.   Now, most people here know that I've had a tough life ...but that is "not" why I am writing today.     I am writing because I've come to realize that the hurtful...

Funny I should see this group today, because I have had 3 people this week tell me that I seem happier and healthier than I have in years... one person today said that I look like I'm blossoming every day~

Wow.... what a road to get...

Yesterday, for the first time in a long time I felt at peace for a little while.
you see my life has changed so much in the past two years, I am a different person, even on the inside. yea part of me is still here, but harder to reach...

I want to go somewhere where no one knows me. Some where people don't pay attention to those around them. Where people mind their own business and don't judge you. Where being different is acceptable.I want to start over and be who I...

If you endure the storm for a little bit longer, tomorrow, you'll be a little bit stronger. Sometimes you gotta stand alone, just to actually know how damn strong you are, even if it's longer than you expected. Just keep on trying...

In less than a month I will be 53 yrs old. I am currently renting a room that my son is paying for. In fact he is paying all my bills right now because I lost my job over 2 yrs ago. I have worked most of my life , the last 20 yrs I was...

I have grown tired of where my life is taking me. I don't care for my location or the culture here. I've always kind of felt that I didn't belong here. I am a musician who studied in college for three years, but I quit school to start...

I'm a first year college student , out of state. My first year has been absolutely terrible. I know people often say "the first year is always the toughest" but mine has been worse than normal. What I really want to do is start a...

i am scared to start this. i am stuck in a "hush hush" family secret. and i am not allowed to speak about it. nobody to vent to, i dont ever want to see a therapist because i dont want to be seen as someone broken and weak. i am stuck...

Too long have I lived a life of quiet desperation. Too long have I been denied or denied myself of the things which I desire or that I have not been willing to work until the blood, sweat and tears came in order to achieve what I want...

I want to Mulligan my entire life story. When I was 7 my father abandoned me, leaving me with an abusive, alcoholic mother. I was promiscuous in high school, and ruined the only good relationship I've ever had by ignoring him. I should...

I enjoy life, I embrace every drop of the blood that courses through my person, not because I am special, but, becaue I am still here, I am a survivor. I've made it through so far, even though there are days that my sorrow over the loss...

In September of last year, my life did a complete turnaround. In my mind, although it was stressful at times, I had an amazing life with everything going for me. I was in my third year of college, getting fantastic grades, lining things...

There is a line from the song “Somebody That I Used To Know”* that I find particularly heart wrenching. It is “You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness…” It affected me because I think sometimes on an unconscious...

Last week I started a new job. I am a counselor in a men's prison, in a substance abuse progrom. I have not worked in almost 2 and half years. My last job was doing the same type of work but in a women's prison. I love the work I did...

I move out from me and my last partner place of lived ^ ^
I leave in peace , move out from there mean I make a giant move in my life
change the way I live, fighting to change the way I was, and what I believed as my lifestyle
now I...