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I Want to Start Growing Again

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    Growing Again

    Growing again,Wanna start,A new beginning,Only weeks away,Can't wait,My own space,Back again,Then,Only then,Can I start,Growing again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 23, 2012

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    Im Done But Not Really

    Im sick of my "boyfriends" bS and im sick of his family. The only way out is to get a job and keep it, im hoping this anger gives me enough motivation to get out for good and never look back.
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet 26-30, F Apr 5, 2009

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    I Want to Start Growing Again

    Over the last 3 years I have lost a lot of who I am and what makes me me. Losing my mother, my soul mate and my older brother was very traumatizing and I clung to who ever would let me. I ended up with a great guy but lost the little self esteem and Independence I had left (I can...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 1, 2009

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    School

    For the past 4 years people have been trying to talk me into going back to school and its really starting to **** me off. I had an extremely hard time in High School and college is even harder. A year after i got out of high school i enrolled in comuinty college and it was not...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet 26-30, F Apr 7, 2009

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    I am starting over again in my personal relationships, and I look forward to starting them with new, positive experiences. I will take my time, and I will be choosy with whom I...
    Danielle1011 Danielle1011 51-55, F 5 Responses May 10

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    I too am starting over again. It's hard to trust again
    Need2bTIH Need2bTIH 41-45, F 2 Responses May 25

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    And not to sure I even want to get involved with someone again.. 46 and starting over sucks been out 3 times and all they want is sex... Granted I love sex but not one night...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses May 25

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    I used to smoke when I was a kid, but stopped several years ago before I had kids. I have been having a really hard to recently and one day during a break at work I was talking to...
    Jacksmoker Jacksmoker 26-30, M May 18

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    Starting over is sometimes difficult.
    easynuh easynuh 26-30, F 4 Responses May 9

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    Well, here goes...I'm ashamed, feel like a fool...I'm divorced. Decided to try online dating. Just to get out and meet people. Met this guy who said he was just out of the Air...
    SunnyGrlA SunnyGrlA 36-40, F 9 Responses May 26

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    I wanna fall in love with the same person over, and over, and over again. :) #hopefulromantic
    endlessl0ve endlessl0ve 26-30, F May 19

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    I'm sitting here in a room, on my way back to a place i dont belong, left a place i dont belong. It's like now what....i took the leap....But, got pushed back.
    tookaleap tookaleap 41-45, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I am single, but i am only available to me.
    GibMore GibMore 31-35, F 3 Responses May 11

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    Ok, just for the record, dating at 47 SUCKS just as much as dating at 18. At 47, I've been viewed as a piece of a** (no, I'm not and I don't pretend to be) I've been told I'm...
    Hugmybear Hugmybear 46-50, F 8 Responses May 13

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    I have been divorce for 14 Years and Single 8 Years! I am just getting back into the dating world! I now love myself and My body!
    Nebmom2 Nebmom2 41-45, F 3 Responses May 25

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    single for 5 years, packed everything up, drove hours to meet a man, a stranger, a strange land.
    tookaleap tookaleap 41-45, F 5 Responses May 25

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    I offered, and my wife accepted, to move out. It has been about 5 weeks, I mentioned divorce today. She isn't ready, thinks we still have a chance. The idea of getting back...
    HarryOsbourne HarryOsbourne 56-60, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    This dating after 40 thing has its ups and it has its um...yesh...things that make you define what you are looking for. Tonight on a first date I was asked "you are single, what's...
    Hugmybear Hugmybear 46-50, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    It is never the calm seas that reveal the strength of a vessel. The way you weather the storm shows what material you’re made of.
    Hawaiibaby14 Hawaiibaby14 18-21, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    Go for it ladies! if this make you feel good than by all means enjoy having milky breasts.I know I dream of being with a woman with big heavy milk filled beauties to let down daily...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 46-50, M 1 Response May 24

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    coming back home sucks. i feel constraint, pressured, suffocated -- the very reason i left. i want to leave again so i may feel free again.
    alohagirl23 alohagirl23 18-21, F 15 mins ago

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    Hey there! i know that many of us had tried to restart our life so many times, i tried it for years, every time i think i was destroyed i intented to start again. Today, this is a...
    victorpons victorpons 22-25, M May 25

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    Used to be on this a while ago so not sure how to start off again 😜 Anyway, a while ago (just before Christmas) I was feeling tired a lot and couldn't get up early in the...
    LFCno1 LFCno1 22-25, M May 4

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    I have a heart condition, so my family, cardiologist and I all agreed that I should take a break from uni and work for a year, until I am well enough to go back. Now they make me...
    anon1995 anon1995 18-21, F May 14

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    My work has had me on five days a week for a while now, and it's probably the shittiest feeling. I have so much to do on my off days it gets overwhelming and sometimes I'd pick...
    PuckDrop PuckDrop 18-21, M May 12

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    If I run away, I can finally let go of my dark intentions and start over again. I can go somewhere where nobody will find me and feel more relaxed and free with myself than I have...
    JK7448 JK7448 22-25, F 1 Response May 18

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    It's been a week and I've lost five pounds. I'm happy and motivated to keep going. No soda or sugary drinks, no sweet snacks, no over eating or eating when I'm not hungry. If I...
    awaywego4 awaywego4 26-30, F 1 Response May 20

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    It's harder to decide when I'm aware that I prolly might not have a chance to live. I'm too lost. I dunno if it's worth deciding at this point. I've had to leave to several other...
    PartyGuy21 PartyGuy21 18-21, M May 24

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    I fell in love once; it was unlike anything I have ever felt before or since. That sense of purpose, that drive, that pure joy at seeing her, the number of new skills I learned...
    MrWinstonSmith MrWinstonSmith 22-25, M May 16

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    Just as soon as I got my wish, it was gone. I got too happy and needy....and ended up pushing him away. Today I called him. He was with a friend and kept dodging talking to me...
    PersistentRage PersistentRage 16-17, F 4 Responses May 8

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    I hate being clean I don't ever want to shower again
    IWantToBeTortured IWantToBeTortured 18-21, F May 11

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    Pinch it! Unwritten she goes designing her path and recreating it as a piece of art being recycled by time and use, life chooses its own way moved by passions and adrenaline How...
    livingtruthfully livingtruthfully 36-40, F 3 Responses May 22

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    had a fight with a friend and tried to make Amends twice already, it didn't work, I will be seeing him Sunday, and want to try again, id really love for it to work out finnaly! so...
    sbenveniste sbenveniste 31-35, M 5 days ago

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    What's your dream job? Counsellor Where do you think you will be 10 years from now? Married with lots of kids and achieved my dream job! Thats right where I want to be perfect...
    LittleMilwee LittleMilwee 22-25, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I've spent 11 years of my life in China as a missionary. I was abused, ignored, and bullied as I was growing up because they hated my God. They killed my friends, tortured us, all...
    Dravench Dravench 13-15, F 8 hrs ago

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    I've learned many, many lessons from the illness and death of my late husband. One of the biggest lessons I've learned, is that the well-meant phrase, "It'll be okay," has many...
    CurvesandClass CurvesandClass 41-45, F 10 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    Since I had growing up,I have known that life not beautiful like I was thinking when I was young......My world not pink anymore. Everything has change day by day,time to time. And...
    Frozzen Frozzen 16-17, F 4 hrs ago

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    I want to share a memory. It was rainy that day. Clouds filled the sky in patches making it seems clear and happy in some areas and somewhat gloomy and saddening in others. I...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence 18-21, F 1 Response May 8

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    when I was 12 years old I started to experiment with one of My gf one day I went in my mom room looking for battery for my walk man and I ran across this long purple thing it had a...
    starryeyes2008 starryeyes2008 31-35, F 16 hrs ago

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    The neighbour next-door Mrs. Potts often babysat a 6 year old girl a named Stephanie. Mrs. Potts was jovial her tummy jiggled while laughing never trust a smiley person I've always...
    Kickingnscreaming Kickingnscreaming 56-60, M 4 Responses May 7

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    It had rained overnight. The path was damp and the long grass in the field was still soaking, but the rain had knocked the pollen down and there was a lovely clean, fresh scent in...
    treborsniknej treborsniknej 56-60, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Okay here we go.. I am gonna do this so I can be a bit clear about who I am. Since sometimes I kinda end up being confused for something else. So let's start: 01. First of all! I...
    AnnaIsMe6 AnnaIsMe6 18-21, T