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I Want to Start Growing Again

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    Im Done But Not Really

    Im sick of my "boyfriends" bS and im sick of his family. The only way out is to get a job and keep it, im hoping this anger gives me enough motivation to get out for good and never look back.
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet 26-30, F Apr 5, 2009

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    School

    For the past 4 years people have been trying to talk me into going back to school and its really starting to **** me off. I had an extremely hard time in High School and college is even harder. A year after i got out of high school i enrolled in comuinty college and it was not...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet 26-30, F Apr 7, 2009

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    I Want to Start Growing Again

    Over the last 3 years I have lost a lot of who I am and what makes me me. Losing my mother, my soul mate and my older brother was very traumatizing and I clung to who ever would let me. I ended up with a great guy but lost the little self esteem and Independence I had left (I can...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 1, 2009

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    Growing Again

    Growing again,Wanna start,A new beginning,Only weeks away,Can't wait,My own space,Back again,Then,Only then,Can I start,Growing again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 23, 2012

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    So here i am, New day, New page flipped, A new script to play, No more action replay, Time to start over again. x
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    Starting over again every single day
    bittersweetsourandsalty bittersweetsourandsalty 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    I honestly cannot wait for school to start again. I honestly had no life this summer and I want to be in school so that way I have homework to do and a place to go during the day...
    BandGeek741 BandGeek741 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    and as difficult as it is this time... I know it is for the best. Emotionally, my state of being has been compromised for a long time and I am just ready to be emotionally healthy...
    sunniedays89 sunniedays89 22-25, F a week ago

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    Thinking about all the emotional pain, embarrassments, love issues and mistakes I wouldn't like to face it again. I'd continue living my life how I am.
    zoeydoesnotquitcreepingyaout zoeydoesnotquitcreepingyaout 18-21, F Jul 4

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    I married as a teen and then again at 30 but would like to marry again someday but for the right reason and the right person this time.
    auburnhairwoman auburnhairwoman 46-50, F Jul 11

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    I am 30 years old and live with my mom. I have no money what so ever and just got food stamps yesterday. I am also unemployed and looking for work. I don't have a car, only a bike...
    Upchurch503 Upchurch503 26-30, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Someday. :) Things get better the minute we stop expecting them to be perfect.
    chloejune chloejune 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    1. I like trees a lot. 2. I'm a hopeless romantic. 3. I love dogs. I'm in a love with a mocha lab now :) 4. I love meerkats, and I hope to go to the preserve in CA. 5. I want to...
    aepteewS aepteewS 41-45, F 14 hrs ago

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    1. I am 19 years old 2. My birthday is in may 3. I love on the central coast of California. 4. I prefer the book to the movie 5. French vanilla ice cream is my favorite for now...
    QuiltedBathwater QuiltedBathwater 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 20

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    I was withy ex for over 3 years, out relationship was always on and off yes he will stop contacting me for no reason according to him he was going out of the country for work...
    babosa20 babosa20 26-30, F Jul 7

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    I'm not completely unhappy with my life. In fact, I'm actually pretty happy with it overall with the exception of my education and career. When the economy collapsed, my education...
    PunkinH2O PunkinH2O 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 12

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    4 years ago my heart was ripped out of my chest and left to settle under dust. the void that was left of where my heart used to be was a cold place spiraling with thoughts of...
    tealbeliefs tealbeliefs 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I know we all have to do it sometimes, and it's necessary to try again (if we are ever going to have what we want), but I am SOOOOOOooooooooo tired of starting over. I guess it's...
    moonchile moonchile 26-30, F 18 hrs ago

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    I'm a recovering addict and I have two years clean from drugs and alcohol.. I lost my kids my house my career. I'm starting all over again I have my kids back in my life but from...
    Lotusgirlred Lotusgirlred 31-35, F Jul 13

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    I wanna start life over I wish my parents would never got to see me in cuffs I also wish I never. Got pregante so early. In age I wanna start life again I jus wish I wasn't so...
    babyskyx3 babyskyx3 13-15, F Jul 14

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    I was in a long distance relationship with my best friend. He was my best friend first for 10 years before we entered into a relationship when he was abroad. We were in that...
    viviannejade viviannejade 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    I have a friend who tells me a lot of old stories. I've decided to write some of them down here. My friend is almost 80 and has been locked up over 100 times is 26 different...
    CreateTVT CreateTVT 22-25 2 days ago

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    I've been stuck in this Southern Californian town for 28 years of my life. I've always hated it here; I hate how everyone knows everyone's business, I hate the heat, I hate the...
    mrcoolbeansguy mrcoolbeansguy 26-30, M 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    It's time to start dating again. One with no expectations except to laugh, feel comfortable and just get to know someone.
    LonerProblems LonerProblems 41-45, F 13 Responses Jun 29

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    I really love the idea of doing yoga, being at one with myself, and being more healthy. I bought one of those yoga apps so that I could do it in my room on my mat. I just started...
    englxnd23 englxnd23 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    1. I want to join 1000 groups that apply to me. 2. I believe in soul mates 3. I wear fake polo. (SWAG) 4. I've had the same xbox 360 for 7 years with no problems. 5. I break...
    QuiltedBathwater QuiltedBathwater 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    Okay so I've been talking to this guy for a little more then 2 weeks now. We sorta had a thing back in then like 2 - 3 years ago. We hung out a couple of times but nothing ever...
    sassyjay sassyjay 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    1) I am a Malaysian 2) I was born on 08/1995 3) I have brown eyes 4) I have brown hair 5) I am mixed with 1/4 chinese, 1/4 malay, 1/4 melanau and 1/4 mirek 6) I like poetry 7) My...
    thelonercollegestudent thelonercollegestudent 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 5

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    The Past - What scares me the most is the possibility of reliving 4-5th grade. They were the worst years of my life, I didn't have any friends that I can remember and the other...
    waterwolflover waterwolflover 13-15, F Jul 11

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    I want a big family and I would like to have a baby hopefully soon. I recently had a miscarriage and I want to try again. Hopefully I'll get pregnant soon.
    BakinBaker BakinBaker 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 16

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    We'll I've been depressed for the past 2 years and self harming since then and I tried to kill myself in January by overdosing but my mom took me to the hospital and I got better...
    Heavenseemssofaraway Heavenseemssofaraway 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I am married and lonely. My husband can't carry on an intelligent conversation with me. The sex now lasts 30 seconds. I had an affair once and had the best sex! He is now in...
    anavay anavay 41-45, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Ok so let me tell you about this girl I met on EP. So it was late and I was looking for girls to talk to as usual anyway I find this one girl on EP and she is way out of my league...
    ZekeFrost ZekeFrost 18-21, M 7 hrs ago

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    It's official, I'm in a feedist relationship! Well, I’m free to stuff, gain and indulge in feedism. My partner is new to it and may not be into it, but she’s supportive of me...
    enplumpen enplumpen 31-35, M 7 hrs ago

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    This seems like a good idea. Lets people get a general idea about who I am, and a real time saver when talking to new people. 1 - I really am a 43 year old woman. 2 - I...
    shellseagirl shellseagirl 41-45, F 53 mins ago

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    I'm at rock bottom again. I got up this morning thinking I was going to just jump in the pool and pick up where I left off and couldn't even swim 50 m without stopping. I used to...
    LoneLostDreamer042 LoneLostDreamer042 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    I've always found happiness through other people. I've relied on past boyfriends to make me smile, feel comfortable, and feel like I have worth. When I felt special to someone it...
    GabbyCot GabbyCot 18-21, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I used to fantasise about fattening others, but I've started fantasising about being fattened against my will by a woman / female partner and growing larger and larger. The idea of...
    enplumpen enplumpen 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 9

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    I feel like I need to get all my anger out right now. I have been slamming my head against the wall and I feel like that's not enough. My dad is nasty to me and makes me feel like...
    pikachuux pikachuux 18-21, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    People told me i act like a little girl and they dont believe me that im over 30. I heard often such statements about me. It just got me thinking that maybe i stuck somewhere in my...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    No bills. No responsibilities. No adult stuff. Oh when will I ever get to that place again?
    szchwakovpf szchwakovpf 18-21, M 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I married a man who I wasn't in love with but loved. We have been together 9 years, 5 married. We are not very compatible. I basically wanted to find security and so I settled. He...
    earthangel35 earthangel35 31-35, F 2 Responses 27 mins ago

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    I want people who can relate to me, and I can be able to talk to who is not into drama and starting problems
    Icephoenix90 Icephoenix90 22-25, M 8 hrs ago

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    Hello, second depressive post from here on here. I'm currently in a dead end job which is undervalued and definitely underpaid. I always had this one plan in my life since I was...
    minicloud minicloud 22-25, F 5 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    is it fine that i want to escape from my family as well...that i don't feel their pain... that i don't like people around...that some of my friends *******...that the world is...
    snealexutd snealexutd 22-25, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    Just like anyone else on this Group, I am hoping to make friends that would lead to true friendship. The kind of connection that each would have trust to express more, and trust...
    ladyryan ladyryan 41-45, F 8 Responses Jun 29

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    This summer has turned out to be less about fun and more about maturing. I am going into my junior year of high school, and it is about time I start to grow up and find out who I...
    PrincessKayleigh PrincessKayleigh 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 20

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