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I Want to Start Growing Again

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    I Want to Start Growing Again

    Over the last 3 years I have lost a lot of who I am and what makes me me. Losing my mother, my soul mate and my older brother was very traumatizing and I clung to who ever would let me. I ended up with a great guy but lost the little self esteem and Independence I had left (I can...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 1, 2009

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    Growing Again

    Growing again,Wanna start,A new beginning,Only weeks away,Can't wait,My own space,Back again,Then,Only then,Can I start,Growing again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 23, 2012

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    School

    For the past 4 years people have been trying to talk me into going back to school and its really starting to **** me off. I had an extremely hard time in High School and college is even harder. A year after i got out of high school i enrolled in comuinty college and it was not...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet 26-30, F Apr 7, 2009

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    Im Done But Not Really

    Im sick of my "boyfriends" bS and im sick of his family. The only way out is to get a job and keep it, im hoping this anger gives me enough motivation to get out for good and never look back.
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet 26-30, F Apr 5, 2009

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