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I Want to Start Growing Again

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    Im Done But Not Really

    Im sick of my "boyfriends" bS and im sick of his family. The only way out is to get a job and keep it, im hoping this anger gives me enough motivation to get out for good and never look back.
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet 26-30, F Apr 5, 2009

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    I Want to Start Growing Again

    Over the last 3 years I have lost a lot of who I am and what makes me me. Losing my mother, my soul mate and my older brother was very traumatizing and I clung to who ever would let me. I ended up with a great guy but lost the little self esteem and Independence I had left (I can...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 1, 2009

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    Growing Again

    Growing again,Wanna start,A new beginning,Only weeks away,Can't wait,My own space,Back again,Then,Only then,Can I start,Growing again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 23, 2012

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    School

    For the past 4 years people have been trying to talk me into going back to school and its really starting to **** me off. I had an extremely hard time in High School and college is even harder. A year after i got out of high school i enrolled in comuinty college and it was not...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet 26-30, F Apr 7, 2009

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    So here i am, New day, New page flipped, A new script to play, No more action replay, Time to start over again. x
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    Starting over again every single day
    bittersweetsourandsalty bittersweetsourandsalty 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    I feel so stiff. So alone. I'm in a lot of pain. I tried talking to my mom and she just says all I want is attention... I have gone to the stupid institutions and they do not help...
    shot4me shot4me 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 28

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    I honestly cannot wait for school to start again. I honestly had no life this summer and I want to be in school so that way I have homework to do and a place to go during the day...
    BandGeek741 BandGeek741 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    and as difficult as it is this time... I know it is for the best. Emotionally, my state of being has been compromised for a long time and I am just ready to be emotionally healthy...
    sunniedays89 sunniedays89 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    Thinking about all the emotional pain, embarrassments, love issues and mistakes I wouldn't like to face it again. I'd continue living my life how I am.
    zoelle zoelle 18-21, F Jul 4

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    I married as a teen and then again at 30 but would like to marry again someday but for the right reason and the right person this time.
    auburnhairwoman auburnhairwoman 46-50, F Jul 11

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    i lost my wife November 2009 i have been single since then , i think now am ready to love again and would do anything to make my woman happy
    moris007 moris007 51-55, M 4 Responses Jun 26

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    I am 30 years old and live with my mom. I have no money what so ever and just got food stamps yesterday. I am also unemployed and looking for work. I don't have a car, only a bike...
    Upchurch503 Upchurch503 26-30, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Someday. :) Things get better the minute we stop expecting them to be perfect.
    chloejune chloejune 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    1. I am 19 years old 2. My birthday is in may 3. I love on the central coast of California. 4. I prefer the book to the movie 5. French vanilla ice cream is my favorite for now...
    QuiltedBathwater QuiltedBathwater 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm not completely unhappy with my life. In fact, I'm actually pretty happy with it overall with the exception of my education and career. When the economy collapsed, my education...
    PunkinH2O PunkinH2O 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 12

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    I was withy ex for over 3 years, out relationship was always on and off yes he will stop contacting me for no reason according to him he was going out of the country for work...
    babosa20 babosa20 26-30, F Jul 7

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    I believe one person can definitely change your whole life. I wish I could go back and unmeet him. It all started at college, that's when I met him, we were put next to each other...
    PrincessMegz17 PrincessMegz17 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    I'm a recovering addict and I have two years clean from drugs and alcohol.. I lost my kids my house my career. I'm starting all over again I have my kids back in my life but from...
    Lotusgirlred Lotusgirlred 31-35, F Jul 13

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    I wanna start life over I wish my parents would never got to see me in cuffs I also wish I never. Got pregante so early. In age I wanna start life again I jus wish I wasn't so...
    babyskyx3 babyskyx3 13-15, F Jul 14

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    I was in a long distance relationship with my best friend. He was my best friend first for 10 years before we entered into a relationship when he was abroad. We were in that...
    viviannejade viviannejade 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    It's time to start dating again. One with no expectations except to laugh, feel comfortable and just get to know someone.
    LonerProblems LonerProblems 41-45, F 13 Responses Jun 29

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    I really love the idea of doing yoga, being at one with myself, and being more healthy. I bought one of those yoga apps so that I could do it in my room on my mat. I just started...
    englxnd23 englxnd23 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    1. I want to join 1000 groups that apply to me. 2. I believe in soul mates 3. I wear fake polo. (SWAG) 4. I've had the same xbox 360 for 7 years with no problems. 5. I break...
    QuiltedBathwater QuiltedBathwater 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    1) I am a Malaysian 2) I was born on 08/1995 3) I have brown eyes 4) I have brown hair 5) I am mixed with 1/4 chinese, 1/4 malay, 1/4 melanau and 1/4 mirek 6) I like poetry 7) My...
    thelonercollegestudent thelonercollegestudent 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 5

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    The Past - What scares me the most is the possibility of reliving 4-5th grade. They were the worst years of my life, I didn't have any friends that I can remember and the other...
    waterwolflover waterwolflover 13-15, F Jul 11

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    I want a big family and I would like to have a baby hopefully soon. I recently had a miscarriage and I want to try again. Hopefully I'll get pregnant soon.
    BakinBaker BakinBaker 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 16

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    We'll I've been depressed for the past 2 years and self harming since then and I tried to kill myself in January by overdosing but my mom took me to the hospital and I got better...
    Heavenseemssofaraway Heavenseemssofaraway 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am married and lonely. My husband can't carry on an intelligent conversation with me. The sex now lasts 30 seconds. I had an affair once and had the best sex! He is now in...
    anavay anavay 41-45, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Over the course of my life I've only met one girl who I can say that I've actually fallen in love with. That ended badly and left me feeling empty. The summer of that year I met...
    TravTru TravTru 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    I'm at rock bottom again. I got up this morning thinking I was going to just jump in the pool and pick up where I left off and couldn't even swim 50 m without stopping. I used to...
    LoneLostDreamer042 LoneLostDreamer042 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    Mr. Right, you like me. You enjoy my presence. You get my humor. You get that I have a rich inner world inside me that is full of thoughts and emotions and stories and memories...
    shannonymous shannonymous 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    I used to fantasise about fattening others, but I've started fantasising about being fattened against my will by a woman / female partner and growing larger and larger. The idea of...
    enplumpen enplumpen 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 9

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    This is just a little short story I'm working on, not really a book, but I'd like some feedback. The White Room The room was as white as paper, but as soft as a pillow when...
    flubaerm flubaerm 26-30 Jun 28

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    When we sit chatting I want you to casually put my feet in your lap, undo shoes and start touching. If I squirm too much you tell me to keep still. You just keep chatting like...
    BlueDreamUK BlueDreamUK 41-45, M 55 mins ago

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    Just like anyone else on this Group, I am hoping to make friends that would lead to true friendship. The kind of connection that each would have trust to express more, and trust...
    ladyryan ladyryan 41-45, F 8 Responses Jun 29

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    This summer has turned out to be less about fun and more about maturing. I am going into my junior year of high school, and it is about time I start to grow up and find out who I...
    PrincessKayleigh PrincessKayleigh 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I've had a lot going on. It would be nice to meet new people and to chat. I just wanna start fresh.
    xoxokendyl xoxokendyl 16-17, F 2 hrs ago

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    So being as how I'm starting to come out more about what makes me sad, and depressed and such...I'm going to tell you all who want to know more about me...my story. It all really...
    dyingalittleinside97 dyingalittleinside97 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    The great escape 4 The team continue on without Zane and Niggalactacus and mad it to entrance to the hanger room. However what they didn't know was security guards where posted...
    darkwolf19 darkwolf19 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 6

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    Everyone is worthy of love. I am just beginning to learn to love myself again. I've been lost for the past few years and only recently realized that love has to start with me. I...
    mylove77 mylove77 36-40, M 1 Response Jun 27

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    All my life I have wanted to become a fattie. No lie growing up I always wanted a fat girlfriend, and I sometimes stuff my clothes and walk around like I'm fat- Still doing it at...
    GimmeExtra GimmeExtra 16-17, M 3 Responses Jun 30

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    I am a teenager, and I don't think I have grown up too fast, rather going through appropriate milestones and learning what I should. But my family knows another family whose kids...
    ICanTotallySurvive ICanTotallySurvive 13-15, F Jul 13

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    Hello, My name is Casey Prescott. I am 21 years old and I am transgender. I have struggled with this for a very long time. Growing up I always had an interest in girls clothing as...
    cbprescott cbprescott 18-21, T 7 Responses a week ago

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    It all started when I was curious about a sight on line called having an affair .I started up my own profile which then lead me to checking it quite often. I was also a married...
    couger100 couger100 41-45, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm 19, married, and a mother of a beautiful daughter. I feel like I lived my life too fast. Growing up as a child I was forced to mature faster than my peers. As a young girl I...
    journeyyy journeyyy 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    Isnt it weird and sad that as a kid you used to be sure that adults always knew what to do and had all the answers but then as you are growing up you start to realize that they...
    123bia 123bia 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 9

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