I Want to Start My Life All Over Again

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 393 People

    I sometimes think I would pay good money

    for a reset button and just go from there.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 28, 2015

    If I could I most def would.

    Take that chance. In my life there's been heartache& pain. Additionally, the fact of me being ultrasensitive finding myself on brink of checking out. If I could start over& have just 3 wishes granted. They would be for my mom to not have had mental illness ultimately then...
    Sugasug Sugasug
    41-45, M
    1 Response May 29, 2015

    I used to think about what I'd be like

    if I ever got the opportunity to restart my life. What kind of person would I be? How would my living situation be like? and honestly, it's not worth it. This is my life, my one chance to do something, to live life to the fullest and be happy. Yes my life would be different if I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 29, 2015

    I Wish I Could Start It All Over Again...

    my life is a mess i have a timetable of it below 0 im born 12 my father leaves us just when i needed a father figure, a lot of pressure is put on my mum who fails 16 i achieve average exam results /school grades/ not good enough to go to university 20 i start work/ i go out at...
    defoekeane defoekeane
    36-40, M
    Nov 17, 2013

    Never Been To Know One.

    Hi:) Its only been a 3 weeks since I've graduated high school and I'm back to having no one to talk to over the summer. The truth is I don't really have anyone to talk to even at school. It's not that I am a loner, I mean I think I have friends but I just feel as if I am just...
    Callygirl Callygirl
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 14, 2012

    I think we all have moments in our lives

    that we would to have changed. I can list a few on the spot. Honestly, I wouldn't want to change anything. I have endured so much and have jumped so many life hurdles that it has mad me stronger and focused on what I want to achieve in my life. Sometimes I wish I could go back...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 29, 2015

    Living Death

    The days are gloomyThe nights are hauntedMy smiles are sadEyes  exhausted, arms powerlessWorthless shoulders and cramped legsWith no motivation,the time lingers on                As I question my worth,A million fingers are raisedAmong them I see one that wants...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 5, 2013

    I Wish I Could

    That would be awesome!
    MySweetLord MySweetLord
    36-40, F
    Oct 23, 2009

    I am not married and have no children except

    for 4 cats and one little dog that I love more than anything. However, reaching 50 is around the corner in a few years and I want to start over again. Since I was a little girl I always wanted to be an actress. Just one time before I die I would love being part of making a...
    tac3004 tac3004
    46-50, F
    4 Responses Mar 22, 2014

    Disfigurement

     Hello all, I am disappointed with my life, not because I have been bullied, abused, mistreated, unloved or even have had bad luck, but because I have sold myself short. Please take my word on the matter that I have a terrible facial disfigurement...
    hiddenbehind hiddenbehind
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Dec 26, 2009

    I Want To Change But Can I?

    I really did want to change. From the things I am now, I want to change but the thing is that change isnt coming for me or myself wont accept any changes in my life. For almost years, I am a quiet person who never talk. When I am at home all I do is watch tv most of the time or...
    Eureka85 Eureka85
    22-25, F
    Aug 25, 2011

    Dazed & Committed

    I want to start over again, I have no direction in life! I have been a type 1 diabetic for over 26 years. I have had 2 back surgeries with some nerve damage too my right leg. I have never had really good friends, and every time I try find someone there is just pain and things to...
    Satyr2laugh Satyr2laugh
    41-45
    1 Response Feb 12, 2013

    Why I Want To Start Again

    HI I AM MAHESH AND I M THE LAST CHILD IN MY FAMILY.SO MY PARENTS USED TO SPOON FEED ME AND DO NOT LET ME WORK AND DIDNT LET ME TO TAKE THE RESPONSIBILITIES THOUGH MY FAMILY IS POOR.IT MAKE ME FEEL LIKE FEAR TO TAKE THE RESPONSIBILITY AND MY LIFE DECISIONS WERE TAKEN BY MY FAMILY...
    nagamahesh nagamahesh
    22-25
    1 Response Feb 21, 2011

    Start Over

    Start over,That's what I want,That's what I'll do,Change my life,Begin again,And carry on.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Nov 25, 2011

    Family ( Emotional Abusers)

    Hi at age 41 I have finally realised the amount of abuse, bulling and general lack of disregard I have been shown within my family, the ripple effect also got me lots of horrible friends and abusive male partners as I was conditioned to be the scapegoat and dumping ground all my...
    jenbobsense jenbobsense
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Oct 23, 2009

    I Feel Like I've Failed Already...

    I'm 17 years old and I feel like I've failed life already! I know it seems dramatic or pathetic at my age but that's what I feel like. I hate the person who I've become, I'm quiet at school, non-existent and weak. I'm kind of smart but not enough to get through college. My...
    DreamingPioneer DreamingPioneer
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Oct 31, 2010

    Im Just Not Happy

    I wish i could change all the heart aches i have caused people in my life including myself. Have more motivation to be happy and not just for others.
    kimhunt08 kimhunt08
    46-50
    1 Response Apr 26, 2011

    They Say Life Begins At 50

    Didn't understand that til I got here. I have been at the top of success and the bottom of dispair. Now I want to just walk away from where I am in life and start over. This time I know it'll be better, simpler, specialer (yeah, not a word). My spirit...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Oct 23, 2009

    Just about a month ago searching through the

    web I found EP and since I stopped smoking I founded interesting ..so as the days when by I started making friends..I enjoyed the chats with my friends .I met a real cool person here and this person was very kind ..I wasn't to good a friend to this person and I want to say I am...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses May 28, 2015

    Last week and the week

    before that were by far the worst days of my life. I feel like the troubles were affecting me more and more. I got a C on a project I put a lot of effort into. I didn't finish my wood shop box and it was the teachers fault. And I think I failed my history test. I studied until...
    Lunamoon16 Lunamoon16
    16-17, F
    1 Response Nov 30, 2013

    Start My Life Over

    If there was one thing I could do before I die.It would be to start my life over.I wouldn't want furtune or fame.Just a normal life with a little happiness and peace.Have someone who only wanted me and no one else.Someone who want ed to share my life with me.Watch my...
    grace1965 grace1965
    41-45, F
    8 Responses Oct 25, 2009
    Sejamana Sejamana
    31-35, F
    Dec 26, 2009

    Working On It!

    I've lived a very heartbreaking and traumatic life... since age 6! I grew up with bullies, who were both emotionally and physically cruel. I had a drug addicted and abusive father, although even when he got clean, he was still just a very abusive man! I haven't talked with him...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    10 Responses Sep 21, 2009

    I would want to move to a completely different

    place and start a new life and a new beginning. 😐
    mabuhayka mabuhayka
    31-35, F
    3 Responses May 29, 2015

    Only this time, I'd like to be a girl

    and grow up into a woman. What would I be like? Would I still be me? Would I be shallow and conceited? Would I be an emotional doormat or turn into a conniving gold digger? For all I know, I could end up being a horrible person, and for all my faults, at least I'm not...
    mickitg mickitg
    46-50, T
    2 Responses Aug 17, 2015

    Why I Changed

    all i want is a second chance at the past year or so I've made so many bad choices, yes i understand eveyone makes mistakes but really it doesnt change things and give my an excuse to what has happened, I'm sick of just taking the easy way out when i dont deserve to. I was normal...
    misterygurl misterygurl
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jun 6, 2011

    Giving It A Fresh Start...

    i am a girl of 24. i am quite an extrovert and love to make frends. i think i love helping people too. but have never recieved help from anyone... recently i got into a worse scene... i started a hostel life where my lifestyle did not match theirs... they smoke drink party and i...
    rainyrain rainyrain
    22-25
    1 Response Dec 23, 2012

    I Need Friends For Change...

    This all happened in middle school. I've been quiet sad and not happy. So I gained a lot of weight started eating my ways insteadof confiding them. I am on my way of loosing but just don't have friends to be happy when exercise. I'm 20 without my best friennds.. only have...
    vespa123 vespa123
    18-21
    Aug 26, 2012

    I Wish I Could Start Anew In A New Town Be Someone New

    I sometimes want to go back in time or relive the past in a more knowledgeable way.... I was very shut down and I wish I had of been not as shy as I was as a child. I turned into myself and faded away. and I have been doing that all my life. I have for the last 10 years just...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    Jul 31, 2011

    Why This Haapen To Me?

    I know my story is  kinda small and not serius but it makes me lookdown my self and depressed and feel alone coz all people arround me blaming me and call me IDIOT, and they all hates me and slaps me all hard words to me. I think i lost my source of income permanently...
    mtheuseless mtheuseless
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 17, 2010

    It Would Be Good

    I have dealt with alot of abuse when i was younger i lived in fear everyday for years and didnt want to leave my house, I remember how i was before all that happened i was an unashamedly happy and outgoing person with lots of love to give. Now im just an emotionally messed up...
    Unreality Unreality
    18-21, M
    1 Response Oct 25, 2009

    Since I was a little boy I didn't communicate

    with people. I was something like an introvert. Instead of improving my social life I started different activities like martial arts, studying a lot, tennis...And I was good at everything. Yeah, I was the best at school, I was the best in my karate club, I was the best in the...
    ghos7 ghos7
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Apr 19, 2014

    Depressed and Broke

    been depressed since my parents lost and my business now i want to start my life again
    regor888888 regor888888
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Sep 21, 2009

    Wish I Could Change The Direction Of My Life...

    This is all new to me. Very rarely do I let anybody know what I am feeling inside, I don't talk about my feelings to anyone, not even my partner, so here goes...I am 25 years old, live with my partner and 2 kids.I am also an alcoholic, have severe anger management issues and...
    VictorMeldrewsSon VictorMeldrewsSon
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Oct 11, 2011
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