I Want to Start My Life Over

I am 45 years old. About 3 years ago my companion of 20 years (my first) passed away unexpectedly around christmas. I have tried to go on. Moved 4 times and tried to find suitable work. Unable to obtain steady work, I lost all my...

I have no idea what I'm doing.

I keep looking at my hands, like they did this, like I manually created this life from something tangible like dust.

"what dust we dote on."

I used to say this like it defined me. I do. I dote on dust...

I want to start a new chapter in life.

I had failed at everything. I was really depressed.

I was failng my grades.

Worrying about my body image.

I stopped singing.

I was becoming pressured with homework etc.

It was just...

I know that I've done it all wrong. I've had choices in front of me & I have chosen wrong. Not every choice was wrong but the big ones, the life changing ones, I have been wrong. I am not happy. No matter how hard I try, I cannot seem...

I want to start my life from now.I had a beautiful childhood. Happy and carefree, I was raised in a loving family.We are still a loving family, just fewer of us.I now also know that I wouldn't change all my in between years. There have...

Lately, everything I've been doing just turns up sour. I constantly do what my parents have told me to do, its due to the fact that I've been working for their affection. And all I want to do is make them happy. But I know how trapped...

I am a woman with a daughter at the age of 12 I could not be happier in my life.
Yes, I'm talented, I learned, and I'm a good mother. Today I want to start over
My life. Should Briefing true, financial help and a lot of love.
Can you...

Now that I'm about to graduate college, I look back on it and realize that I did it all wrong. I wish more than anything in the world that I could start it over. Freshman and sophomore year I did nothing with my life. Just came to...

Last year I left an unsatisfactory, emotionally draining marriage.
After 20+ years all of "our" friends were common friends. I left the house, friends, community, all I knew. Moved to a new area and started over with nothing. It's not...

I remember when I was little, about 5, I would always be the spoiled one. I would always be the snitch, and always be the cry-baby. And unfortunately this went on all the way to 7th grade. I remember everything like it was yesterday, I...

I was born on Feb. 8th, 1979 in Muncie, IN which is a dying town of 70,000 souls. I am an only child from an upper-middle class family. I was afforded every opportunity that most people would die for. I always breezed through high...

I have long wanted to just chuck it all here and start over in a new city. I've always had a reason that I couldn't. I'm married, I have kids, what would my parents think of me? My house has lost a lot of value thanks to the recession...

Sometimes starting my life over is all I think about. I constantly think 'what would my life be like right now if I did this differently, or this happened or ended in a different way'.

I know it's stupid to think about (and a waste of...

There’s an area of town I have to go to regularly for work, down by the river and close to the airport. It’s not a particular ‘nice’ or ‘beautiful’ part of town, but it’s beginning to hold a special place for me. Although...

Well, I hope this is not too long winded.I live in the midwest and every single day I hate it here and wish I was somewhere else. I have tried to cope with these feelings however as someone whow is kind of more creative minded and a...

Start from scratch. Forget all the people who did nothing but bring you down. Find new friends. Meet new people. Have a new identity. That would be nice.

Recently I started college, and that was when I found out I was definitely not ready. I found myself losing interest in my courses, almost having to drag myself from day to day, each one a dreadful slog. Up to now I haven't had to deal...

I wish i culd just start my life over again. I may not have a really hard life but the thing is ive made so many mistakes they just cripple me with pain and mortification. I wish there was some place i could go to get a fresh start. To...

I wish I could relive the same travel paths in life, correcting the errors.