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I Want to Stay Alive

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    I Want to Stay Alive Too!

    I want to stay alive, mostly for my son and relatives and friends (who hopefully want me to too).
    RitaCamilla RitaCamilla 41-45, F 2 Responses Sep 8, 2008

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    Of course I want to stay alive even if I some times wish I was dead I don't mean it not really. As long as I out live my mum and dad I'll be happy because it would kill them to loose another daughter and parents aren't ment to out live their children. I feel so bad for my mum...
    monicaxox monicaxox 26-30, F Mar 29, 2010

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    Welcome to the Group

    I worry about my health. Anyone else? Gotta love the Zombie cat image I found. Merrrow!
    Welwitschia Welwitschia 70+ 3 Responses Sep 8, 2008

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    My Origins And Ancestry And Forefathers

    AATHREYA - MY ORIGINS : I. Paarvathy/Parameswar - II. Lakshmi/NaaraayaN - III.Saraswathy/Brahma - IV.Roopa/Manu - V. Devahoothy/Kardama - 6. Anasooya - Athri ; 7. KandaLi Aurvi - Doorvaasa Aathreya ; 8. Aathreyasa ; 9. Archanaanasa ; 10. Syaavaasya - 11. Aapasthambha 12. Angira...
    AATHREYAARBEEKAY AATHREYAARBEEKAY 36-40, M Nov 25, 2013

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    Staying Alive

    I Want To Stay Alive!!!....Now that being said I plan on doing so with my life, I'll check out when God calls me or when I feel like leaving this place. But until then I'm just going to live my life with no regrets.Peace
    JimMorrisonRocks JimMorrisonRocks 26-30, M Jan 16, 2013

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    Time is running out, I feel like i am about to burst, But i will not scream or shout, Only keep these feeling to myself, I know it is not good, But i can only trust myself Why...
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    WHY? Today, while watching "Stuck For Love" I had a thought. Not quite sure if it was the movie who influenced me to think that way, or if it was my continually depressed self...
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    Can I just give up now? Please? It get's so hard sometimes just living the life I do, completely alone. I literally have nobody. No friends and barely any family. It's getting...
    Jessie116 Jessie116 16-17, F 6 Responses Mar 29

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    What do we learn before the urn is forever buried away? What do we say when we must pray in our most desolate moments? How do we strive to stay alive as the world comes tumbling...
    soulsurges soulsurges 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    Telling someone with... -Depression to "Just be happy" -Anxiety to "Just stop worrying" -Self Harming to "Just stop cutting" -Anorexia to "Just eat something" -Bulimia to "Just...
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    Ever feel as if you keep dying? And for every "death", each time you have awoken from what felt like a death, you're never the same- who said you ever changed? You pull yourself...
    WaterSpiritt WaterSpiritt 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    Distress call part 3 Dylan and Juanda where still sitting around in the cave thinking about their current situation. But every once in a while Dylan would look and at Juanda and...
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    4 months ago I found myself missing someone, someone who once meant so much to me had become a stranger. I felt like I couldn't let that happen, I didn't care if I came off as...
    MyThoughtsInWords MyThoughtsInWords 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    *These lyrics explain my feelings perfectly* Habit (Stay High) - Tove Lo I eat my dinner in my bathtub Then I go to sex clubs Watching freaky people getting it on It doesn't...
    april4teenth april4teenth 18-21, F Apr 8

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    Last night I talked to my friend about something I was going to do. He said dont. He thinks it would kill me. but I knew it probably wouldn't. There's only nine. Heart and blood...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 30

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    I was raised in the valley, there were shadows and death. Got out alive but with scars I can't forget. This kid back in school, subdued and shy. An orphan and a sister and unseen...
    cinnamonpie cinnamonpie 22-25, F Mar 21

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    MY OWN TRUE LOVE When I awaken at dawn’s early light I feel your warm breath whispering softly across my cheek Your strong arms reach out to envelop me and hold me tight I feel...
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    I wake up and do the same thing over and over again. Patterns patterns, obligations. Details of life pass me by as I indulge in societal humors. Nature, friends, adventure, living...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    I need to love and be loved! I need to like and be liked! I need to smile and be smiled at! I need to speak and be spoken to! I need to be held and to hold! I need to kiss and be...
    Sandyshaw13 Sandyshaw13 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    Whats the point of me being alive if all i so is get screamed at for nothing be called a worthless piece of **** get stuck serving my mean *** mother the rest of my life and cant...
    timeladynat timeladynat 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Some days I don't feel alive. At all. Depression is a brutal thing. :/
    Whoami30 Whoami30 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    The choices I have made in life were suppose to lead me to a more fulfilling life. It's like I was tricked into thinking these choices were the right ones. I have come to find that...
    sparked22 sparked22 26-30, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    WHY AM I ALIVE?! It's the question that hunts every single day. What's my use? It's sooo bloody frustratin' Anybody got some answers??? Anyone???
    AwkwardChameleon7 AwkwardChameleon7 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    just to let you all know, im alive!
    Jessica483 Jessica483 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 31

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    You was In my dreams again last night, We Touched lips, You Held me tight, I Woke up feeling you in my heart, In that one moment I felt so alive. X
    BrokenAngel35 BrokenAngel35 31-35, F Apr 4

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    There were days that i feel so locked up.. too lazy to take a bath, brush my teeth, shut off my phone line... just googling all day stuffs about boredom, sadness, life... am i...
    hollyhelly hollyhelly 46-50, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    Last Saint Patrick's Day I went out with some girl friends from cosmetology school. I hadn't really binge drank since I left college so I was excited for a real "night out" college...
    victoriaxbx victoriaxbx 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    Because we depend on other people for our happiness. I used to believe my ex made me so feel so alive. So what? He's gone now and I'm dead again? Nah. I make myself happy now. So...
    CindyLovely CindyLovely 18-21, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Stay positive. I want to fall in love and know that it can be with whomever I choose because I chose them. Stay positive. I want to kiss my girlfriend without having to look around...
    inonon inonon 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 27

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    We met when i was 16 and he was 17. Dated for 3 yrs and got married right after i graduated high school. During my last year in HS he joined the military. we stayed together and...
    PerdidaPorEl PerdidaPorEl 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I just write things as they happen. I want to kiss my son's girlfriend. I think this is only because she is young, though, and maybe because I have not kissed anyone the way I'd...
    Lgl700 Lgl700 51-55, M Mar 24

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    Like really bad. I just want to see the fear in their eyes as I advance toward them with a knife in my hand. I want to see them struggle against the ropes holding them back. I want...
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    Everyday I feel alone, empty.. Hollow Inside, no emotions what so ever, but when I see her I get this smile on my face and I'm just happy to see her. Because she made me feel like...
    CannibalizeTheMerciful CannibalizeTheMerciful 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    This is a question I want answered especially by a guy!! I am or I was dating this guy. Now I'm getting the silent treatment for the 2nd time! First time he ignored me for 10 days...
    gymgirl71 gymgirl71 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    I want to give thanks to God for all that he has done in my life. Without him, I would be nothing. Because of His love and mercy, I am alive and joyful today. Thank you for your...
    tamingthefox tamingthefox 16-17, F Mar 28

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    Madii144 Madii144 18-21 Mar 29

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    I want to let go of the past that built me today , the sad memories that have scared me. The times that I wish I wasn't alive. I want to let go
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    Baby Gone, Heart Strong I want to let the world know my mommy is a beautiful girl She smiles and laughs and she screams and cries She is hated by many but she is also loved...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F Apr 6

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    This is a difficult subject for me, so lemme talk in a analogy instead... Life for me has been a mellow train ride on a gently sloping railway to hell. I have years to burn 'til...
    Ewoo Ewoo 16-17 Apr 7

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