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I Want to Stay Alive

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    My Origins And Ancestry And Forefathers

    AATHREYA - MY ORIGINS : I. Paarvathy/Parameswar - II. Lakshmi/NaaraayaN - III.Saraswathy/Brahma - IV.Roopa/Manu - V. Devahoothy/Kardama - 6. Anasooya - Athri ; 7. KandaLi Aurvi - Doorvaasa Aathreya ; 8. Aathreyasa ; 9. Archanaanasa ; 10. Syaavaasya - 11. Aapasthambha 12. Angira...
    AATHREYAARBEEKAY AATHREYAARBEEKAY 36-40, M Nov 25, 2013

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    I Want to Stay Alive Too!

    I want to stay alive, mostly for my son and relatives and friends (who hopefully want me to too).
    RitaCamilla RitaCamilla 41-45, F 2 Responses Sep 8, 2008

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    Welcome to the Group

    I worry about my health. Anyone else? Gotta love the Zombie cat image I found. Merrrow!
    Welwitschia Welwitschia 70+ 3 Responses Sep 8, 2008

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    I need to stay alive

    for the next 17 years at least. I have a 1 year old son. My husband gets acute short psychosis for 1-2 weeks when there is too much stress. For example some weeks ago our son feel on his head, he had a concussion and throwing out during 16 hours, we had to go to hospital. They...
    LittleAnt LittleAnt 31-35, F Nov 10, 2014

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    I Love Life

    first of all, that logo is saddening for me; please change it to rainbows! rainbows give people who are depressed sonmething happy to look at!!!!!!!!!! th other thing is, I LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
    JJJeWWWy JJJeWWWy 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 5, 2009

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    Staying Alive

    I Want To Stay Alive!!!....Now that being said I plan on doing so with my life, I'll check out when God calls me or when I feel like leaving this place. But until then I'm just going to live my life with no regrets.Peace
    JimMorrisonRocks JimMorrisonRocks 26-30, M Jan 16, 2013

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    .live

    Of course I want to stay alive even if I some times wish I was dead I don't mean it not really. As long as I out live my mum and dad I'll be happy because it would kill them to loose another daughter and parents aren't ment to out live their children. I feel so bad for my mum...
    myselfxox myselfxox 31-35, F Mar 29, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    this song is pretty much my current situation. it's awful being sober at this point. I stay high to stay alive.
    jenneruz jenneruz 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 28, 2014

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    Not like we did the last time.. but as friends we were in May. Tell me your jokes and little sayings. I want your kindness and care again. If we went back in time, would we still...
    jiayong jiayong 13-15, F Jan 1

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    Yep I want to make a scary movie where the black guy doesn't die where he stay alive at the end, I want to make the realist scary movie where people are not running and falling for...
    LoneLegend LoneLegend 13-15, M 1 day ago

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    hmmm I got hit by a train..... overdosed 3 times..... I don't know someone wants me alive
    solarenergy solarenergy 31-35, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have trouble sleeping. Mostly because I think too much. When I do get tired and sleep, I wish to sleep more than the normal hours. When my eyes open, signaling that I'm alive, I...
    feint30 feint30 26-30, M 29 mins ago

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    Hi ^u^. My name is Justin. So if u ever want to contact me say hi :). Background: read my featured story called~ i want to say thx you. :). But basically last year i was super...
    InfiniteMusic InfiniteMusic 13-15, M 13 hrs ago

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    Stop imagining and insisting that what's alive inside of you is over, because... it isn't.
    Injoy1767 Injoy1767 46-50, F 12 hrs ago

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    I won't be adding anyone under 21. Some things are not right. I want a small circle of friends to talk to. I almost deleated my account but EP was being a pain about it and there...
    Lovetocook44 Lovetocook44 46-50, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I can't stand people who try to change me for their own benefit. I have one man that I've been talking over Skype to for a year now whom I'm starting to believe is becoming...
    Cutiepeachpie Cutiepeachpie 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    i have girls who loves eating me out so i have to stay up late
    sexyloveles sexyloveles 18-21, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Because the best TV programming is on late at night; I know I wont be bothered by my ignorant family; and so I can get drunk without anyone noticing - if I feel like it. Also, I...
    Reapixx Reapixx 22-25, M 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I hate when people assume stay at home moms just sit around watching tv all day. Up at 5:30, wake my husband, make coffee, take out the dog, wake up step daughter, make breakfast...
    gjessica gjessica 18-21, F 6 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    [x] Smoked A Cigarette [] Smoked A Cigar [x] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [x] Are / Been In Love [x] Dumped someone [x] Been Fired [x] Been In A Fist Fight [x] Had A...
    ZoAnnBow ZoAnnBow 16-17, F 11 hrs ago

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    If I should stay, I would only be in your way. so I'll go, but I know I'll think of you every step of the way......
    beautifulbutsoulless beautifulbutsoulless 46-50, F 5 hrs ago

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    All decided! Im going to Scotland on valentines day, with my girls since we are all going to be single yet again on valentines day lol. (How depressing) but eh gonna stay up there...
    MissLorii MissLorii 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    Haunted Place - Roosevelt Hotel DEscriptION and HISTORY: This 12 story luxury hotel for the rich and famous, the biggest and brightest stars, was financed by Douglas Fairbanks...
    timothyc31 timothyc31 41-45, M Jan 18

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    I have something I would like to say. I know it is irrelevant to many but to the few that it applies too.. I'm sorry. I've spent the last 3 years in depression. Feeling like my...
    Faelanthewulf Faelanthewulf 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 10

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    I Want to Answer a 99 Questions to Pass the Time 1. Name? Steve 2. Male or female? How many girls are named Steve? Male 3. Were you named after anyone? St. Stephen 4. Does your...
    garionrox garionrox 51-55 1 Response Jan 16

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    "Are you alive or barely existing," she asked me. I looked up at her with my glazed over eyes and puffy eyelids. "What?" She repeated herself again this time with an unreadable...
    thatrosegirl thatrosegirl 18-21, F Jan 13

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    Haunted Place - Casa de Estudillo ADDRESS: Old Town, San Diego Historic Park San Diego, California 92110 LOCATION: One can visit the La Casa De Estudillo Museum at Old Town...
    timothyc31 timothyc31 41-45, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I was used to be friend of crazy, funny, “alive and burning” people, I was used to have many girlfriends, even at the same time, I was living fast and that’s how any guy...
    calande calande 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My parents love me. And my sister. And my fiancée, actually. So, my parents and I had a chat tonight. A big one. Only lasted one hour, but it was big. Dad basically asked me if...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Some time ago I read this article on some website, theunboundedspirit.com There's nothing new, but in my opinion the article is very well written. It made me think... 1. The...
    DiscoveringTheTruth DiscoveringTheTruth 22-25, F 6 Responses Jan 11

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    My best friend, from age about 16 to 21, although I have known him for my entire life; died this past Friday. I have been trying to think of if I should write about it or not...
    milehighHeartbreak milehighHeartbreak 31-35, M 6 days ago

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    I want to kill myself. I hate being alive. I hate me. I hate life. Why am I still alive?
    drawmysmile drawmysmile 16-17, F 5 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    Life is a beautiful gift. Even through all of the problems and struggles, life can be gorgeous when we step back, take our minds away from our daily lives, and just enjoy the...
    Lala365 Lala365 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    "This false self is never happy or fulfilled for long." An EP user suggested Ekhart Tolle to me and I am very grateful. I wanted to share "living in the now" in this experience...
    KemiKill KemiKill 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I had a very rare first of it's strain of sarcoma cancer. Ever discovered in anyone and had to go to Dana-Farber Cancer center in Boston MA. to be taken care of to remove it. On...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 41-45, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Love yours Love yours No such thing as a life that's better than yours No such thing as a life that's better than yours No such thing as a life that's better than yours No such...
    QuixoticConquistador QuixoticConquistador 26-30, M Jan 16

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    At times i wished i wouldnt hv be born wish i could die beside ol my crazy thoughts i at tyms feel so lucky to be alive. lucky to hv a loving family, sweet friends and having a...
    sly15 sly15 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    Many children die at a young age, so I'm very lucky to still be alive. We all are. I could've even died at birth.
    Lollipop948 Lollipop948 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 7

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    i lost my sences.numb i'll do anything for feeling alive again.
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    When I think back to the day I almost successfully took my life I can remember feeling empty. Now I am so glad that my mom decided to come check up on me because if she hadn't I...
    TryingToLoveLifeNow TryingToLoveLifeNow 18-21, F Jan 12

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    To be honest, I shouldn't be alive. There have been times where death was right before my face. Somehow by God's mercy it hasn't happened yet xD
    IngensImpetum IngensImpetum 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Ah, i want to go on an adventure. I want to meet someone who takes me on a journey that exceeds all expectations that life could bring to someone. I want thrills, adrenaline...
    Lunarflowerrr Lunarflowerrr 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    Love, drugs and other things Do not know if anyone will read this anyway, but I feel that writing my story I let out everything that happened. I fell in love with a boy who was...
    karensbm karensbm 22-25, F Jan 11

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    I have a LOT to reveal about my relationship with my long distance boyfriend. I need ADVICE!!! So if you can, please read this. Thank you for your time. My boyfriend gave me the...
    kamilleredd kamilleredd 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 16

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    So you’re determined not to be an expert camper? Well, the first thing you’ll want to know when camping is what to pack. Obviously, you’ll want to bring a microwave oven to...
    NarutoShippudenFanGirl NarutoShippudenFanGirl 16-17, F Jan 19

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    So over the past couple of weeks I have done a lot of reflecting on my life. My cat had to be put to sleep recently and in the past I had decided that I am going to kill myself...
    ForgottenMale ForgottenMale 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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