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I Want to Stay Alive

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    I Love Life

    first of all, that logo is saddening for me; please change it to rainbows! rainbows give people who are depressed sonmething happy to look at!!!!!!!!!! th other thing is, I LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
    JJJeWWWy JJJeWWWy 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 5, 2009

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    .live

    Of course I want to stay alive even if I some times wish I was dead I don't mean it not really. As long as I out live my mum and dad I'll be happy because it would kill them to loose another daughter and parents aren't ment to out live their children. I feel so bad for my mum...
    monicaxox monicaxox 26-30, F Mar 29, 2010

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    My Origins And Ancestry And Forefathers

    AATHREYA - MY ORIGINS : I. Paarvathy/Parameswar - II. Lakshmi/NaaraayaN - III.Saraswathy/Brahma - IV.Roopa/Manu - V. Devahoothy/Kardama - 6. Anasooya - Athri ; 7. KandaLi Aurvi - Doorvaasa Aathreya ; 8. Aathreyasa ; 9. Archanaanasa ; 10. Syaavaasya - 11. Aapasthambha 12. Angira...
    AATHREYAARBEEKAY AATHREYAARBEEKAY 36-40, M Nov 25, 2013

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    I Want to Stay Alive Too!

    I want to stay alive, mostly for my son and relatives and friends (who hopefully want me to too).
    RitaCamilla RitaCamilla 41-45, F 2 Responses Sep 8, 2008

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    Welcome to the Group

    I worry about my health. Anyone else? Gotta love the Zombie cat image I found. Merrrow!
    Welwitschia Welwitschia 70+ 3 Responses Sep 8, 2008

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    Staying Alive

    I Want To Stay Alive!!!....Now that being said I plan on doing so with my life, I'll check out when God calls me or when I feel like leaving this place. But until then I'm just going to live my life with no regrets.Peace
    JimMorrisonRocks JimMorrisonRocks 26-30, M Jan 16, 2013

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    But it has its moments that i am grateful for being alive
    MsMightyMe MsMightyMe 13-15, F a week ago

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    ****. College and work. My computer is gana take alot of verbal and physical abuse the next few years>.<
    jazzmeloove jazzmeloove 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 22

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    True that brother-true that.....................
    cherryjar cherryjar 26-30, F Sep 22

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    Stayin alive by bee gees Whether you're a brother or whether you're a mother, You're stayin' alive, stayin' alive. Haha itd be the funniestXD
    99Problems99 99Problems99 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    There isn't anything here worth living for. Your brothers and sisters are ****** up people just as lost as you looking for whatever they need to find meaning in life. Generally...
    sunkern sunkern 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 31

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    Foreign land lol not my best work All have are enemy's , everyday somebody has something negative to say whenever i arrive , like all I have to do to **** a person off is stay...
    Princeofthesky Princeofthesky 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I love bursting balloons, clothes or nude small or large balloons I love it and have done for a very long time nothing like popping balloons makes you feel alive especially when...
    Looner23 Looner23 22-25, M 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    1. I mean what I say 2. I am wary of flying birds after being scratched as a child 3. I travelled abroad alone and met some great people 4. My PE teacher once accidently knocked me...
    oldfashionedromantic oldfashionedromantic 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Reading all these stories of women who have stayed for 10+ years makes my heart ache. I don't want to put up with this emotional turmoil for that long. How did you ladies find the...
    Galaxystar25 Galaxystar25 22-25, F Sep 20

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    It's been just over 24hrs since the anaesthetic wore off, and my stitches are pulling under the heavy bandaging. Theatre surgeons freak me out, I don't know if it's their blue...
    cavedweller2 cavedweller2 36-40, F Sep 19

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    One of the most beautiful places I have ever been. I will never forget watching the clouds rise from the forested valleys whilst drinking delicious ginger chai, the taste of ginger...
    foxtale foxtale 22-25, F 12 hrs ago

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    This is NOT my story. This story belongs to Annie3321. I am posting it here for those that struggle with staying. It is amazing insight into what happens once the "affair fog...
    Uht2014 Uht2014 46-50, F 2 Responses Sep 16

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    I held her in my arms as she lay dying...she was taking her last breath and I was helpless to save her...Her time was coming to an end and I could only do what was the most...
    prettyface1 prettyface1 46-50, F 6 Responses Sep 7

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    I love to feel alive and some experiences do that...when am on the road driving and there is no traffic I just feel so alive... Also when I listen to worship music it takes me away...
    CurvyandChic CurvyandChic 22-25, F Sep 18

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    Marvel on the magnificence in the Potala Palace - when the home of Dalai Lama. It however residences the soul of a religion distribute to far-absent nations around the world and...
    Laurenazrj90 Laurenazrj90 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    Wow! I am up extremely late! All of this candy that I have had is not helping me sleep at all, and I am not surprised. I feel slightly dizzy and "buzzed" and I am a bit addicted to...
    MJIzReal MJIzReal 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 13

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    You know that question every person with at least half a brain ponders at some time during their life, the ultimate question, the big "why?" Why am I here? Why is anything here...
    shannonymous shannonymous 18-21, F Sep 21

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    im tired of crying . im tired of cutting myself . im tired of being alive . if i ever actually had a conversation with God in person, I'm pretty sure he'd hate me. If I were God...
    SubmissiveSecrets SubmissiveSecrets 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 13

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    I don't just feel lucky to be alive, I know I am. With everything that has happened to me I always held strong and brave. I'll continue to no matter what.
    KWsuperstar KWsuperstar 16-17, M Sep 10

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    Night is my favorite time of the day. When everyone is sleeping, everything still and it's just me, darkness and the stars. I feel so alive. I would usually go write something or...
    anon152 anon152 13-15 Sep 19

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    Okay. I posted yesterday about my breakup but I would like to dive a little further and get some feedback. Four years ago I met my (ex)boyfriend. For the seven years before that I...
    katekatekaaate katekatekaaate 22-25, F Sep 16

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    Hey paps, I'd like to say this to you. You have been dead for 6 months now, and I really miss you, in 1 and a half months I'll visit you to your grave and say happy 51st birthday...
    1993george 1993george 18-21, M a week ago

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    1. My name is Aseel 2. I love rock :3 n kpop 3. Im interested in korean lang *-* 4. My fav colours r : purple blue red n black haha yeah too much 5. I got scars n im not ashamed...
    Minju96 Minju96 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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    I read something sad today from a friend who is now in a similar situation as i was this time last year and my heart goes out to her. As it was a time when i myself felt so very...
    lilreddress lilreddress 36-40, F 3 Responses Aug 31

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    Yes I want to be happy again. Feel alive again Don't have many ppl around me to show their support, sometimes just have to make peace with the fact they care about you but don't...
    Mangostrawberrybanana Mangostrawberrybanana 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    I was born in rural part of Africa. English is my third language and don't expect a perfect self introduction. Even if my mom and dad are still alive, they never been in part of my...
    greatmotuma greatmotuma 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 3

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    Ten ten-word stories about Oscar and Reeva: Their Tragedy _______________ It was their last night together in the cavernous house. They ate prawns till dawn, made love; the bed...
    flipper1966 flipper1966 56-60, M Sep 6

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    I am Jan I am 16 and live with my 19 year old boyfriend and just found out I am pregnant and I am so happy. I quit school and want to be a stay at home mom. After my baby is born I...
    janwantstobeateenagemom janwantstobeateenagemom 18-21, F Sep 10

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    Drenched in a dreadful ocean of heartache. Soul steady sleeping, Mind wide awake. Why'd God leave me here to rot in pain that chokes the life out of me? Lord knows, I want His...
    adventuretimer adventuretimer 16-17, F Sep 11

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    My sister's concert promise is one of the only reasons I'm still here. That and I want to be alive when the new Black Veil Brides album is released
    CanYouHearTheSilence CanYouHearTheSilence 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 11

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    I really hope someday I don't wake up ... I hate this life... I really hate it.. I don't want to be alive 'cause I'm just always sad... People make me sad... I hate people... I'm...
    FullTimeAloneBoy FullTimeAloneBoy 18-21, M 5 Responses Sep 12

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    I want to kill myself. I told my dad that I was lesbian. He was greatful I told him. But I told my grandma and she hates me. She said she wants me out of the house. I just want to...
    Marisacruz20 Marisacruz20 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 13

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    *Remorse* Never Be The Same Feeling at a loss for words Needing to speak the words that lack. Wanting to be free like the birds Flying away and never looking back. Flying...
    ChantelSurvived ChantelSurvived 22-25, F Sep 14

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    I thought at 69 I would have my kids to rely on. None of them see me or care if I am alive even. I thought I would be secure. We live in Rented now. Health is not as good as it was...
    Thesoutherner Thesoutherner 66-70, M 1 Response Sep 15

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    I have got some mental problems and sometimes i just want to take a knife out into the streets and just stab people and make them hurt and bleed and i want to hear them scream in...
    RazorToMySkin RazorToMySkin 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 16

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    I find myself wanting to cut. Been clean for 2 months. Trust me im trying really hard to stay clean. I've been a cutter since i was 13 i think... Was able to stay clean for 3 years...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 16-17, F Sep 19

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    I found someone who I completely connect to. Everything was perfect when we decided to be together after being friends for a couple of years. I knew I had relationship problems...
    Cass1618 Cass1618 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 20

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    I wanted to meet a stranger and have a nice conversation. I am a lonely person but when I travel, I am different, I am excited I am alive. I want to have new friends around the...
    charie10 charie10 22-25, F Sep 22

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    You know when you get the cue for the right time on some thing? well...i think this is it. this is my cue to divorce my husband. We have been very unhappy with our marriage. From...
    lilacslolita lilacslolita 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 22

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    To my beautiful girlfriend I want you to know you make me the happiest man alive, and that i wouldnt choose to have my life any other way.
    Cbh004 Cbh004 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I am. A mother. A partner. A daughter. A sister. A friend. A being. But. Sometimes I'm just not in my element and it's hard to find contentment. I want more out of life. More...
    diamondgirl07 diamondgirl07 31-35, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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