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I Want to Stay Alive

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    I Want to Stay Alive Too!

    I want to stay alive, mostly for my son and relatives and friends (who hopefully want me to too).
    RitaCamilla RitaCamilla 41-45, F 2 Responses Sep 8, 2008

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    I Love Life

    first of all, that logo is saddening for me; please change it to rainbows! rainbows give people who are depressed sonmething happy to look at!!!!!!!!!! th other thing is, I LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
    JJJeWWWy JJJeWWWy 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 5, 2009

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    I need to stay alive

    for the next 17 years at least. I have a 1 year old son. My husband gets acute short psychosis for 1-2 weeks when there is too much stress. For example some weeks ago our son feel on his head, he had a concussion and throwing out during 16 hours, we had to go to hospital. They...
    LittleAnt LittleAnt 31-35, F Nov 10, 2014

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    Welcome to the Group

    I worry about my health. Anyone else? Gotta love the Zombie cat image I found. Merrrow!
    Welwitschia Welwitschia 66-70 3 Responses Sep 8, 2008

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    .live

    Of course I want to stay alive even if I some times wish I was dead I don't mean it not really. As long as I out live my mum and dad I'll be happy because it would kill them to loose another daughter and parents aren't ment to out live their children. I feel so bad for my mum...
    myselfxox myselfxox 31-35, F Mar 29, 2010

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    My Origins And Ancestry And Forefathers

    AATHREYA - MY ORIGINS : I. Paarvathy/Parameswar - II. Lakshmi/NaaraayaN - III.Saraswathy/Brahma - IV.Roopa/Manu - V. Devahoothy/Kardama - 6. Anasooya - Athri ; 7. KandaLi Aurvi - Doorvaasa Aathreya ; 8. Aathreyasa ; 9. Archanaanasa ; 10. Syaavaasya - 11. Aapasthambha 12. Angira...
    AATHREYAARBEEKAY AATHREYAARBEEKAY 36-40, M Nov 25, 2013

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    Staying Alive

    I Want To Stay Alive!!!....Now that being said I plan on doing so with my life, I'll check out when God calls me or when I feel like leaving this place. But until then I'm just going to live my life with no regrets.Peace
    LongLiveRockAndRoll LongLiveRockAndRoll 26-30, M Jan 16, 2013

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    >>>>>>>>>>>>Stay<<<<<<<<<<<<
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    After 5 years of teaching children with special needs, I decided to quit my job to be a teacher to my son instead who was then a year old. Its been one year being a Stay Home mum...
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    Hello and welcome to my second post. Those who already know me know I hate god and that is true. What a lot of people don't know is that for 40 years I was a warrior and defender...
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    When I was younger I was physically and mentally abused by my mother. In my early childhood my dad was an alcoholic who would drink come home and beat my mom. We would have to...
    Lost2334 Lost2334 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    I just want to die. I'm tired of life and wish I could kill myself. I just cant bring myself to doing it. It's the others in my life that keep me alive. It works most the time but...
    Anderson6591 Anderson6591 31-35, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I saw my psychologist today again. I threw up big time today in his building from ailments I've been experiencing from seeing lookalikes online AND offline of both men who attacked...
    loveismyfriend loveismyfriend 36-40, F 6 days ago

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    Today I said out loud to my therapist that I want to leave my husband. It wasn't something I blurted out or that came out of nowhere. It was a moment of honesty and clarity after...
    0penUp 0penUp 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    I don't know how I feel, I do not know if this is official. I have this theory, where, if I ever had a girlfriend, another guy may take her away from me, somehow. I feel that way...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Aug 20

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    "And I'm sorry, but I'm closer to seeing those mistakes that I've made. Take me into your arms, breathe me into your heart." -Heartist I don't know how to feel right now. I...
    Kkgunny Kkgunny 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    1. What is your middle name? - I have two Chinese middle names, Mei-Ling 2. How old are you? - 38 3. When is your birthday? - August 7 4. What is your zodiac sign? - Leo 5...
    loveismyfriend loveismyfriend 36-40, F Aug 17

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    I promise I would make you so happy! I love pleasing people and I'm not hard to please! I would love you unconditionally and would always try my best to make you the happiest...
    sugarbaby17 sugarbaby17 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    I promise I would make you so happy! I love pleasing people and I'm not hard to please! I would love you unconditionally and would always try my best to make you the happiest...
    sugarbaby17 sugarbaby17 16-17, F Aug 14

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    I promise I would make you so happy! I love pleasing people and I'm not hard to please! I would love you unconditionally and would always try my best to make you the happiest...
    sugarbaby17 sugarbaby17 16-17, F Aug 14

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    Because, why not? Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4. Answer: "the context and the suspected intention. She must" ... Wow. Speaking of context, where...
    Whobody Whobody 16-17, M Aug 13

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    I don't know if I'm lucky to be alive since I don't really like this life I have to live. But, I have almost been killed so many times. I could have been squished by a Mack truck...
    Mossonarock Mossonarock 41-45, M 2 Responses Aug 13

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    When i was younger i drank enough alcohol that should have killed me twice..but i am alive and realized drinking isnt that important and that i can be happy without it.
    BeingMe843 BeingMe843 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 12

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    I want to die, but I'm not suicidal. I'm just...curious. I want to know what happens after all this. I want answers to my questions and I feel as though I'm not going to be able...
    StrawHatWanderer StrawHatWanderer 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 12

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    The reason I stay up late is because I'm a vampire. I never sleep. Before I was a vampire I would still stay up late I would hardly sleep. If you stay up late and want to become a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 16 Responses Aug 12

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    So the idea of suicide Wasnt stranger as its now I m aching so ******* much deep inside my soul I could imagin how much my family will be upset and sad but I'm really sorry I can't...
    emmadarko emmadarko 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 11

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    So the idea of suicide Wasnt stranger as its now I m aching so ******* much deep inside my soul I could imagin how much my family will be upset and sad but I'm really sorry I can't...
    emmadarko emmadarko 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 11

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    So the idea of suicide Wasnt stranger as its now I m aching so ******* much deep inside my soul I could imagin how much my family will be upset and sad but I'm really sorry I can't...
    emmadarko emmadarko 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 11

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    I am hurt inside more than I'll admit I just want someone who can take the pain away and make me happy make me feel alive again
    LostStitches LostStitches 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 11

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    I want to climb mountains, swim in different seas, meet people from different cultures and ethnic groups. feel free, alive! but I'm not sure how that'll ever happen
    KAYkay185 KAYkay185 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 10

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    October 2013 About a month after we met, a friend that I met right here on EP came to see me. When he travels it’s quite a thing. He lives far away from me. This particular day...
    ijustneed2talk ijustneed2talk 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 10

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    today I am grateful to be alive and have a nice family and two awesome friends, today I'm thankful I finally saw the good in me and realized I'm better then what they say about me...
    LOSTlo0ve LOSTlo0ve 18-21, F Aug 10

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    I love the rain and love falling asleep to it. I get too nervous and have panic attacks i either plan things through my head over and over all day for a whole month before it...
    thehippielife thehippielife 13-15, F Aug 10

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