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I Want to Stay Alive

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    I need to stay alive

    for the next 17 years at least. I have a 1 year old son. My husband gets acute short psychosis for 1-2 weeks when there is too much stress. For example some weeks ago our son feel on his head, he had a concussion and throwing out during 16 hours, we had to go to hospital. They...
    LittleAnt LittleAnt 31-35, F Nov 10, 2014

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    I Love Life

    first of all, that logo is saddening for me; please change it to rainbows! rainbows give people who are depressed sonmething happy to look at!!!!!!!!!! th other thing is, I LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
    JJJeWWWy JJJeWWWy 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 5, 2009

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    I Want to Stay Alive Too!

    I want to stay alive, mostly for my son and relatives and friends (who hopefully want me to too).
    RitaCamilla RitaCamilla 41-45, F 2 Responses Sep 8, 2008

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    Staying Alive

    I Want To Stay Alive!!!....Now that being said I plan on doing so with my life, I'll check out when God calls me or when I feel like leaving this place. But until then I'm just going to live my life with no regrets.Peace
    LegendaryJimMorrison LegendaryJimMorrison 26-30, M Jan 16, 2013

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    My Origins And Ancestry And Forefathers

    AATHREYA - MY ORIGINS : I. Paarvathy/Parameswar - II. Lakshmi/NaaraayaN - III.Saraswathy/Brahma - IV.Roopa/Manu - V. Devahoothy/Kardama - 6. Anasooya - Athri ; 7. KandaLi Aurvi - Doorvaasa Aathreya ; 8. Aathreyasa ; 9. Archanaanasa ; 10. Syaavaasya - 11. Aapasthambha 12. Angira...
    AATHREYAARBEEKAY AATHREYAARBEEKAY 36-40, M Nov 25, 2013

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    .live

    Of course I want to stay alive even if I some times wish I was dead I don't mean it not really. As long as I out live my mum and dad I'll be happy because it would kill them to loose another daughter and parents aren't ment to out live their children. I feel so bad for my mum...
    myselfxox myselfxox 31-35, F Mar 29, 2010

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    Welcome to the Group

    I worry about my health. Anyone else? Gotta love the Zombie cat image I found. Merrrow!
    Welwitschia Welwitschia 66-70 3 Responses Sep 8, 2008

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