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I Want to Stay Alive

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    I Want to Stay Alive Too!

    I want to stay alive, mostly for my son and relatives and friends (who hopefully want me to too).
    RitaCamilla RitaCamilla 41-45, F 2 Responses Sep 8, 2008

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    .live

    Of course I want to stay alive even if I some times wish I was dead I don't mean it not really. As long as I out live my mum and dad I'll be happy because it would kill them to loose another daughter and parents aren't ment to out live their children. I feel so bad for my mum...
    monicaxox monicaxox 26-30, F Mar 29, 2010

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    Welcome to the Group

    I worry about my health. Anyone else? Gotta love the Zombie cat image I found. Merrrow!
    Welwitschia Welwitschia 70+ 3 Responses Sep 8, 2008

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    Staying Alive

    I Want To Stay Alive!!!....Now that being said I plan on doing so with my life, I'll check out when God calls me or when I feel like leaving this place. But until then I'm just going to live my life with no regrets.Peace
    JimMorrisonRocks JimMorrisonRocks 26-30, M Jan 16, 2013

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    I Love Life

    first of all, that logo is saddening for me; please change it to rainbows! rainbows give people who are depressed sonmething happy to look at!!!!!!!!!! th other thing is, I LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
    JJJeWWWy JJJeWWWy 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 5, 2009

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    My Origins And Ancestry And Forefathers

    AATHREYA - MY ORIGINS : I. Paarvathy/Parameswar - II. Lakshmi/NaaraayaN - III.Saraswathy/Brahma - IV.Roopa/Manu - V. Devahoothy/Kardama - 6. Anasooya - Athri ; 7. KandaLi Aurvi - Doorvaasa Aathreya ; 8. Aathreyasa ; 9. Archanaanasa ; 10. Syaavaasya - 11. Aapasthambha 12. Angira...
    AATHREYAARBEEKAY AATHREYAARBEEKAY 36-40, M Nov 25, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I believe in God, and I've heard many wonderful things about my life.... But frankly, I want to give up. I've been down for so long that I don't even know what to do anymore...
    Vanessairie Vanessairie 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    2 years ago I tried to commit suicide and failed... I am still alive yet after all this time... I really only regret staying alive. That's it really, I regret not dying all that...
    SinisterShadow SinisterShadow 18-21, M Jun 30

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    Scratch the crust – blood, Pick your nose – blood, Brush your teeth – blood, Sew the sock – blood, Every 28 days – blood, Are we alive? Since rubbing rusty iron makes the...
    NchK NchK 31-35, F Jul 12

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    My story if I told most wouldn't believe half of it.Sometimes I don't believe half of it but it's all true.There are much worse off in this world filled with misery.So to tell my...
    bignatbreastluver bignatbreastluver 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    So I live in this family all everyone is super thin and I'm the only who's 212 pound I knows that's disgusting and gross and all everyone do is hurt me so bad that I think dying...
    imdonewitlife imdonewitlife 13-15, F 11 Responses Jul 12

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    I don't get the point of me staying alive. Im worthless, a nothing.
    BleuGirl83 BleuGirl83 26-30, F Jul 22

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    Why can no one give me a good reason to stay alive?
    BleuGirl83 BleuGirl83 26-30, F 6 Responses 1 day ago

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    My life has changed in the last three years four years even five years. It is still changing. Last night for the first time I hit the ignore button on a call from someone I really...
    Chicgeekgal Chicgeekgal 22-25, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    There are things in life that i am grateful for: having a wonderful husband who supports and accepts me for who i am. Having a lovely and silly daughter and having this awesome...
    mypinkrose mypinkrose 26-30, F 36 mins ago

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    "father...brother....son" there is a cold echo of time in the photographs the clustered figures in uniform with haunted eyes they each had a gas mask and a gun could have been...
    mudmen mudmen 46-50 23 mins ago

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    GILRS! Beware of this freak! He is all around the place. Two years ago i got a very nice message in my mail box here it is: "I passed your Profile and I just Wanted to Let You...
    Sealotus Sealotus 31-35, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I struggle telling people about my problems. So, I guess just writing my whole story would be better. Haha, I know it'll be pretty long. I'll just go ahead and say it: my mother...
    BookWonderer BookWonderer 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 14

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    I need a friend to talk to who also stays up late :/. I get lonely at night and I can't sleep
    pop482999 pop482999 18-21, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I feel like you're supposed to be one of my best friends, yet you'd go to your wits end for your other friend. When I asked you to help me with one simple thing, you shoot me down...
    lierinmartin22 lierinmartin22 16-17, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    If anyone needs someone to talk I will listen. One thing I've learned so far is that not many people will reach out and hear you. They always judge no matter what. I stay impartial...
    sunny564 sunny564 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I know this sounds stupid, and I am not ever going to commit suicide so dont think that, but I got to thinking the other day, why are we alive? Why are we here? Whats the purpose...
    emmy63637 emmy63637 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 6

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    It is just hardly feel alive and no one seem to recognize that i am eager to talk normal talks with anyone... I am just like in need of some space where people can talk with me...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 12

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    Part 1 It was the lunch hour for Sister Angela Marie's third grade class and one child could hardly eat the noodles his mother had packed. He would fork some up to his mouth and...
    Eitan Eitan 22-25, M Jul 14

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    Looking in the mirror I always had a huge scar on my right side of my face. I never knew a day when I didn't see it and I can't imagine my face without it. I got it in a car...
    rukesh3 rukesh3 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    For the past about 20 days, I've felt like I have been just clinging onto earth. On June 11th in the very early morning, before bed, I asked God to take me home - to heaven - kill...
    grantfilm95 grantfilm95 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 2

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    Lately our generation has been taking for granted all the small details in life.. We look down at our phones instead of looking around. I want to take a moment of your day to say...
    KellsThr13 KellsThr13 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    I have sent the email to EP awaiting for my account to be deleted. I came to EP for help, guidance something. I shared my story and deleted it many times because I'm ashamed. Many...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Jul 20

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    I am alive and that's enough for me! Air giving me oxygen for living! When I am lonely, my heart speak with me! I started my own story, so I want to complete it! I want to die...
    Jms04 Jms04 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 22

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    In no particular other 1. Hold Strong - Rob Bailey 2. Suicide - James Arthur 3. All of Me -John Legend 4. Boom - David Carreira 5. Broken - Lifehouse 6. Soldier - Gavin Degraw 7...
    laurielala11 laurielala11 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I am incredibly lucky to be alive I was born premature 2 months before I was supposes to be born I was born 19 days after my parents got married on November 1st 1997 So I was born...
    ECrierie ECrierie 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 17

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    I'm wallowing and I can't seem to find a way to feel secure and completely happy in my every day life. That's not to say that I am unhappy. I'm not. A lot of things have been going...
    LadyOfLorien LadyOfLorien 18-21, F Jul 6

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    I get frusrated so often when i write. My mind and heart says one thing but my hands are like a different part of me.like someone else body hooked to my brain. Some zombie or...
    WildSherry13 WildSherry13 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I really thought I was facing the real possibility of death with this one, but thank you God I'm alive! 😁 Going to be healing for a long time and it hurts like crazy to laugh...
    Mirandaluvslife Mirandaluvslife 36-40, F Jul 13

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    Last night I had a dream and I can't stop thinking about it. I miss my ex-fiancé even though I should hate her for what she did to me, I still love her it's been over a year since...
    Mijuru Mijuru 18-21 2 days ago

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    I call Him Father ,,,and He calls me son ,,, I am asked all the time what I think we will be when Christ comes ,,,I don't know what I will look like but I am sure like the Hebrew...
    rckt148 rckt148 51-55, M 1 Response Jul 5

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    I'm tired and so sick of being alive I want to end up this sadness ****.
    jumanachan jumanachan 16-17, F Jul 12

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    Even though my life is in shambles I am grateful to be alive. I am grateful for those moments that cause you to stop and think "wow, this is amazing!" I am grateful for the...
    RiseAbove222 RiseAbove222 22-25, F Jul 21

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    I've been walking through a fog for too long. I can't remember the last time I felt this alive. Quiet 7am Sunday morning, cold fresh air, bright sun poking its head over the...
    Diabo1ique Diabo1ique 70+ Jul 5

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    I work with the elderly and everyday after listening to their stories I am more grateful to be alive and well. I strive to utilize my time wisely to maximize my existence.
    lovinlife27 lovinlife27 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    If I say “it’s a great day to be alive,” it’s because those are literally my only plans.
    PinkP0werRanger PinkP0werRanger 26-30, F Jul 19

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    I am very lucky to be alive. Have you ever been happy you had a flat tier? Well I was on May 25th, 1979 on my way to the airport, and I missed my flight. It was American Airlines...
    DawnR59 DawnR59 51-55, T 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    1. I want to become a character animator, but I haven't even applied to the college I want to go to yet. I only have by the end of this month to do it. 2. I have 1 sister, 1...
    lonachan lonachan 18-21, F Jul 7

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    I want to be inlove because I want to know what love is. I want to feel alive To love and to be heartbroken is maybe the best part of life I want to be inlove and be loved I...
    monah monah 22-25, F Jul 10

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    I don't understand how anyone could just not want a kid(s). To have this living breathing little boy or girl in your arms that relies in you live. Your breath is their breath, your...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    Author's note: I'm sorry if all this doesn't make sense. It was written to understand, and I worked through a lot writing it. It feels odd posting it but I haven't posted here in a...
    theologian theologian 18-21, M Jul 4

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    The great escape 4 The team continue on without Zane and Niggalactacus and mad it to entrance to the hanger room. However what they didn't know was security guards where posted...
    darkwolf19 darkwolf19 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 6

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