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I Want to Stay Alive

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    My Origins And Ancestry And Forefathers

    AATHREYA - MY ORIGINS : I. Paarvathy/Parameswar - II. Lakshmi/NaaraayaN - III.Saraswathy/Brahma - IV.Roopa/Manu - V. Devahoothy/Kardama - 6. Anasooya - Athri ; 7. KandaLi Aurvi - Doorvaasa Aathreya ; 8. Aathreyasa ; 9. Archanaanasa ; 10. Syaavaasya - 11. Aapasthambha 12. Angira...
    AATHREYAARBEEKAY AATHREYAARBEEKAY 36-40, M Nov 25, 2013

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    Welcome to the Group

    I worry about my health. Anyone else? Gotta love the Zombie cat image I found. Merrrow!
    Welwitschia Welwitschia 70+ 3 Responses Sep 8, 2008

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    I Want to Stay Alive Too!

    I want to stay alive, mostly for my son and relatives and friends (who hopefully want me to too).
    RitaCamilla RitaCamilla 41-45, F 2 Responses Sep 8, 2008

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    .live

    Of course I want to stay alive even if I some times wish I was dead I don't mean it not really. As long as I out live my mum and dad I'll be happy because it would kill them to loose another daughter and parents aren't ment to out live their children. I feel so bad for my mum...
    monicaxox monicaxox 26-30, F Mar 29, 2010

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    Staying Alive

    I Want To Stay Alive!!!....Now that being said I plan on doing so with my life, I'll check out when God calls me or when I feel like leaving this place. But until then I'm just going to live my life with no regrets.Peace
    JimMorrisonRocks JimMorrisonRocks 26-30, M Jan 16, 2013

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    I Love Life

    first of all, that logo is saddening for me; please change it to rainbows! rainbows give people who are depressed sonmething happy to look at!!!!!!!!!! th other thing is, I LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
    JJJeWWWy JJJeWWWy 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 5, 2009

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    There isn't anything here worth living for. Your brothers and sisters are ****** up people just as lost as you looking for whatever they need to find meaning in life. Generally...
    sunkern sunkern 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 31

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    Reading all these stories of women who have stayed for 10+ years makes my heart ache. I don't want to put up with this emotional turmoil for that long. How did you ladies find the...
    Galaxystar25 Galaxystar25 22-25, F 2 hrs ago

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    I love begin a stay at home MO wouldn't want Jr any other way. I just don't understand how some days I have all the patience I'm the world and there are other days my son just...
    Jimena123 Jimena123 18-21, F 10 hrs ago

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    I always find this website when I'm feeling frustrated with my husband. We're both young and urban people and we get along and understand each other in hard times. We're both very...
    Jessicastephens Jessicastephens 31-35, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    It's been just over 24hrs since the anaesthetic wore off, and my stitches are pulling under the heavy bandaging. Theatre surgeons freak me out, I don't know if it's their blue...
    cavedweller2 cavedweller2 36-40, F 1 day ago

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    Lately everything has been going wrong for me and there's nothing I can do about it I'm depressed and the only reason I'm staying is because I don't want to be selfish. But...
    thewondergirl thewondergirl 13-15, F Aug 20

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    This is NOT my story. This story belongs to Annie3321. I am posting it here for those that struggle with staying. It is amazing insight into what happens once the "affair fog...
    Uht2014 Uht2014 46-50, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I held her in my arms as she lay dying...she was taking her last breath and I was helpless to save her...Her time was coming to an end and I could only do what was the most...
    prettyface1 prettyface1 46-50, F 6 Responses Sep 7

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    prior These gurus go through extensive coaching in an effort to study the Functioning of electrical methods and in addition the ways in which they are able to get the job done with...
    Freddieqk2494 Freddieqk2494 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 27

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    I love to feel alive and some experiences do that...when am on the road driving and there is no traffic I just feel so alive... Also when I listen to worship music it takes me away...
    CurvyandChic CurvyandChic 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I dislike talking about this sort of thing. I suppose it is because it makes me feel weak, I don't know. I have not felt right since I was really little. I have been anxious...
    jord4567 jord4567 18-21, M Aug 21

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    Marvel on the magnificence in the Potala Palace - when the home of Dalai Lama. It however residences the soul of a religion distribute to far-absent nations around the world and...
    Laurenazrj90 Laurenazrj90 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    Wow! I am up extremely late! All of this candy that I have had is not helping me sleep at all, and I am not surprised. I feel slightly dizzy and "buzzed" and I am a bit addicted to...
    MJIzReal MJIzReal 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    i think "we feel our self mainly alive when we do some thing extra ordinary or satisfy ourself with all our expectations or u can say people feel alive when they get more closer to...
    rev429 rev429 18-21, M Aug 29

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    im tired of crying . im tired of cutting myself . im tired of being alive . if i ever actually had a conversation with God in person, I'm pretty sure he'd hate me. If I were God...
    SubmissiveSecrets SubmissiveSecrets 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    It's so sad and sickening that we only get 1 life and almost everything of what the quality of that life will be comes from how we are born. I don't understand why i wasn't born as...
    unknow1235 unknow1235 18-21, M Aug 29

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    I don't just feel lucky to be alive, I know I am. With everything that has happened to me I always held strong and brave. I'll continue to no matter what.
    KWsuperstar KWsuperstar 16-17, M Sep 10

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    Night is my favorite time of the day. When everyone is sleeping, everything still and it's just me, darkness and the stars. I feel so alive. I would usually go write something or...
    anon152 anon152 13-15 1 day ago

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    Okay. I posted yesterday about my breakup but I would like to dive a little further and get some feedback. Four years ago I met my (ex)boyfriend. For the seven years before that I...
    katekatekaaate katekatekaaate 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    I'm obese. Have been for most of my adult life. It affects so much, and I also do a lot in spite of it. I've battled depression and mostly won. I got my chemicals balanced and...
    TroubleInDeCamp TroubleInDeCamp 31-35, F 4 Responses Aug 26

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    Dear.... "Dad".. You aren't able to read this.. But I'm not able to use that term and mean it. Guess we are even... Up until the age of 5, I didn't know that everyone got a...
    BallinBae BallinBae 16-17, F 8 Responses Aug 21

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    since a year ago it feels like my life is falling apart. I used to be the happiest girl. I was always noticed for my constant smiling in school and questioned by my own friends as...
    livingwithdepression livingwithdepression 13-15, F Aug 22

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    I actually completed the challenge a while back, but I decided to post all of the songs in one story rather than 30 individual ones. Day 1: Your fave song Any song by Bastille...
    ConcealedWildheart ConcealedWildheart 13-15 Aug 22

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    Hoy I feel Wicca I dose off with a flower in my right hand while I clench my left hand into a fist of sorrow. I want the sky blue when I am sleep. I want the sky black when I am...
    RosaElaPilarGoens RosaElaPilarGoens 18-21, F Aug 25

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    This is my backyard in Alaska (lake iliamna) my grandmother (Gram) Anecia Wassillie owns a lot of this beautiful land, my grandfather (Uppa) Alex Wassillie is the chief of our...
    AlaskanBeautyQueen AlaskanBeautyQueen 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    I wanna die, my parents hate me, my siblings hate me, my health isn't that good, been sick for like four years now. My mother said she wants to kill me this morning and to be...
    catsrule5678 catsrule5678 16-17, F 7 Responses Aug 25

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    It's been a while since i did anything, last time it was some lsd and it wasn't a nice trip :S paramedics got involved and stuff but that was mostly because of my friends freaking...
    jafetgx jafetgx 22-25, M Aug 27

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    http://www.blogthings.com/areyouicedteaoricedcoffeequiz/You Are Iced CoffeeYou are witty, flirty, and fun. People love to be around you and your energy.You need change in order to...
    mother1983 mother1983 26-30, F Aug 28

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    1. My name is Aseel 2. I love rock :3 n kpop 3. Im interested in korean lang *-* 4. My fav colours r : purple blue red n black haha yeah too much 5. I got scars n im not ashamed...
    Minju96 Minju96 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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    I read something sad today from a friend who is now in a similar situation as i was this time last year and my heart goes out to her. As it was a time when i myself felt so very...
    lilreddress lilreddress 36-40, F 3 Responses Aug 31

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    Yes I want to be happy again. Feel alive again Don't have many ppl around me to show their support, sometimes just have to make peace with the fact they care about you but don't...
    Mangostrawberrybanana Mangostrawberrybanana 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    I was born in rural part of Africa. English is my third language and don't expect a perfect self introduction. Even if my mom and dad are still alive, they never been in part of my...
    greatmotuma greatmotuma 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 3

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    Ten ten-word stories about Oscar and Reeva: Their Tragedy _______________ It was their last night together in the cavernous house. They ate prawns till dawn, made love; the bed...
    flipper1966 flipper1966 56-60, M Sep 6

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    I am Jan I am 16 and live with my 19 year old boyfriend and just found out I am pregnant and I am so happy. I quit school and want to be a stay at home mom. After my baby is born I...
    janwantstobeateenagemom janwantstobeateenagemom 18-21, F Sep 10

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    Drenched in a dreadful ocean of heartache. Soul steady sleeping, Mind wide awake. Why'd God leave me here to rot in pain that chokes the life out of me? Lord knows, I want His...
    adventuretimer adventuretimer 16-17, F Sep 11

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    My sister's concert promise is one of the only reasons I'm still here. That and I want to be alive when the new Black Veil Brides album is released
    SilenceInBlackAndWhite SilenceInBlackAndWhite 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 11

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    I really hope someday I don't wake up ... I hate this life... I really hate it.. I don't want to be alive 'cause I'm just always sad... People make me sad... I hate people... I'm...
    FullTimeAloneBoy FullTimeAloneBoy 18-21, M 5 Responses Sep 12

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    I want to kill myself. I told my dad that I was lesbian. He was greatful I told him. But I told my grandma and she hates me. She said she wants me out of the house. I just want to...
    Marisacruz20 Marisacruz20 18-21, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    *Remorse* Never Be The Same Feeling at a loss for words Needing to speak the words that lack. Wanting to be free like the birds Flying away and never looking back. Flying...
    ChantelSurvived ChantelSurvived 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    I thought at 69 I would have my kids to rely on. None of them see me or care if I am alive even. I thought I would be secure. We live in Rented now. Health is not as good as it was...
    Thesoutherner Thesoutherner 66-70, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I have got some mental problems and sometimes i just want to take a knife out into the streets and just stab people and make them hurt and bleed and i want to hear them scream in...
    RazorToMySkin RazorToMySkin 16-17, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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