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I Want to Stop Drinking Alcohol

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    The Substance That Owned Me

    I could never have imagined as a young girl the horror that was to become my life. How alcohol would own me, consume my life and destroy me. The lengths i would go to to conseal my sickness and obtain my poison showed no mercy. You don't even see it intil its too late. What...
    thegodchick thegodchick 36-40, F 3 Responses Feb 2, 2013

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    ok... I quit. I decided,

    I quit drinking. This year has begun in such a bad way. Maybe is the reason because I'm drinking that much, but the problem is that I don't know. I don't drink everyday, but before I start doing crazy stuff, I quit. I have to change my life. I don't want to spend money on...
    CrookedMat CrookedMat 26-30, M 3 Responses Mar 28

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    Over the past month or

    so I've reduced my drinking; but now when I drink I binge. I'm thinking I must commit to giving alcohol up for good--absolute abstinence. It's just not fun anymore! I feel pathetic and weak.
    Bella3000 Bella3000 41-45, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    Its A New Day

    Ok so I have just missed a day and half from work because of the drinking. I've actually had enough. My belly is jiggling in a way it never has, I have dull grey skin and just have generally no oomph about me. Enough is enough. I was once a very pretty, slim vivacious girl. Now...
    Loubear466 Loubear466 26-30, F 4 Responses Nov 13, 2013

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    My fight against drinking is going fine,

    I've been in 5 bars during the week-end without drinking a drop of beer. I know I will taste it again, because I am not addicted to it, and this could make you think a lot but I think it is a mental condition and mine is not critical, anyway I had to quit a little because I care...
    CrookedMat CrookedMat 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 1

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    Drinking Has Caused My So Much Shame!

    I am a 30 yr old female. Recently I got drunk at a work event and acted completely ridiculous!! I am so ashamed and sad because of my behavior. I am scared to go to work wondering what people think, if I'm going to get fired, just overall shame! I need to stop drinking because...
    Lost1228 Lost1228 26-30 3 Responses Aug 22, 2012

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    Day Four

    What a roller coaster ride I had yesterday... almost slipped ...yeps even after going to an AA meeting . This is not easy!!!! so let me share with you my day if i may, So i went to my first meeting , sat there listen , shared and cried. all felt well and welcoming. Listen to...
    liza2001 liza2001 46-50, F 2 Responses Nov 22, 2013

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    Get a Grip.

    I'm 27 years old and have been a drinker since my late teens. I've always been shy when it comes to people, and have always wanted to be one of those relaxed confident people in company, and a few drinks has been my way to do that. At the moment I'm changing career by going...
    Johnny81 Johnny81 26-30, M 7 Responses Jun 17, 2009

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    I've been sober for 82 days,

    now. The funny thing is - I'm actually lying to my colleagues how I'm still drinking on a regular basis. Alcohol has basically been a tool for all of us, at one point or another. You can hardly bond with a stranger and get the information you need, over a cup of cocoa. A nice...
    DeannaJo DeannaJo 26-30, F 6 Responses Jun 2

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    I need to stop drinking

    so much I get kind of violent when I have alcohol in my system not good
    Lalola34 Lalola34 22-25, F 2 Responses May 19

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    Devil vodka.

    I'm not religious, but alcohol is here to do the Devil's work.It can bring out the worst in us.Think of it as Dorian Gray and his picture,except the alcohol is Dorian Gray and YOU are the picture,getting uglier with every "sin".I'm...
    KurMujun KurMujun 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 16

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    today is one of those days.

    .. I've been drinking all day yesterday, party, friends, girls... but today.. oh my God I feel like ****. I left my car near my house because I was too drunk to drive, and I went to meet a friend of mine downtown. We drinked voldka lemon (and I never drink those drinks).. I came...
    CrookedMat CrookedMat 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 23

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    Six weeks and 3 days.

    Another mile stone for me. Lots of strange emotions super super highs where I love the world and lows being super tired. But it's been good. Establishing new healthy hobbies and habits. Vein patient. Amazing that good things happen all the time. Instead of bad things always...
    mysticdragonlady mysticdragonlady 36-40, F Jun 7

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    Bubye...

    after smoking, drugs, and weed.. here come the time to say good bye to alcohol
    staticonveyor staticonveyor 22-25, M 6 Responses Jul 12, 2013

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    Well I'm 32 years old

    and probably started drinking when I was 14-15. I grew up with my father being an alcoholic but a loving fully functioning one. I have associated most all Do with drinking. I have tried to think of happy memories that didn't involve alcohol and can count on one hand how many. In...
    Blackgold32 Blackgold32 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 28

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    Day 29 of pure sobriety,

    it is awesome!!! not saying it has been easy ...I would be lying if I did . Is it worth it?????????????????? YES every second of it!!! My life is different now..... it is clear....I enjoy it ....the battle is worth it .....no bottle is worth this AWESOME feeling . So if you are...
    liza2001 liza2001 46-50, F 4 Responses Dec 18, 2013

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    It is official 2 weeks

    or 14 days without drinking. Wow I am really proud of myself. I reviewed my journal I write in. The last time I was sober for a somewhat long time was 2/5/13. So almost a year and it was only 11 days before I broke. So this is the longest I have ever gone not drinking in...
    mysticdragonlady mysticdragonlady 36-40, F Dec 29, 2013

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    Poison

    There is a poison that slips into my body every once and a while. A poison / slip into my body. Alcohol. I've been drink for a long time. Every one in my family does it, and I guess it rubbed off. I never wanted to. But I do. I drink because... Being drunk... It is a wonderful...
    Shadow6 Shadow6 18-21 9 Responses Jul 14, 2008

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    My Own Worst Enemy

    That would be me, of course. I really thought I could just hang out, have 1 or 2 glasses of wine like a normal person and stay on track. Nope, didn't happen. It's like an out of body experience. Next thing I know, the bottle's empty and I wake up the next day feeling like I...
    Jean9c Jean9c 41-45, F 3 Responses Sep 2, 2013

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    It Started At 33...

    Well here goes. Guess there is a first time for everything... This is my first public post. Not an easy task for a person such as myself - I don't like to share my thoughts too much, but I'm guessing it may help me along the way. :-) I didn't start drinking until the age of...
    Nedpetts Nedpetts 41-45, M 3 Responses Aug 31, 2013

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    It's the morning after the night before

    and I think it's about time for a reality check. For the last few years I've had trouble controlling my alcohol intake. I don't drink during the week but by the time weekend comes I'll drink n drink n drink. I've felt like its a good way to blow off steam but I'm starting to...
    Jenny4567 Jenny4567 26-30, F 5 Responses Dec 28, 2013

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    Today... I had a horrible craving.

    My worst cravings are from someone who is now my old boss that treats me bad. He was unfair,mean, yelled at me. Prevented me from moving forward. I got a new boss now and he is awesome. Only because I called HR on the old boss and he did get talked too. But here he had his last...
    mysticdragonlady mysticdragonlady 36-40, F Jan 29

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    Last night, me and an old friend of mine

    since elementary who i grew up with, drank alot of alcohol, try the long island and the inception bomb.... after this im gonna stop drinking for 3 or 4 months
    EnigmaticCasper EnigmaticCasper 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    Hoping to Hope

    I want to stop drinking alcohol. I've been a heavy...very heavy...drinker for more than 30 years. I know it's killing me. Recent medical tests say so. My own body says so. But I haven't found a treatment program that does anything but make me want to drink more. For me, AA is...
    Caughtinthetwister Caughtinthetwister 36-40, F 15 Responses Aug 1, 2007

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    I feel sick. I've been drinking these last 2

    days, with friends. 2 years ago I had a problem with alcohol and EP helped me to reset myself. I'm good to get back on the right road. I like beer, a lot, and I like to drink and chill, but this year I had few parties so I spent the whole month drinking a little too much. The...
    CrookedMat CrookedMat 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 28

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    Vigilant6007 Vigilant6007 26-30, M Mar 28

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    I am a 27 year old woman,

    with a history of abusing various substances and quite impulsive behavior since my mid-late teen. Somehow managed to function quite well (good grades at university, good jobs, very much into gym and fitness) Quit all drugs 3 months ago (used to do everything!) as I have just...
    dovebailee dovebailee 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Seems strange to want to quit something I'm

    so good at.... But I'm back into the drinking, more than I should be. I own a small business and have a stressful life.... Beer is not the answer. Day two for me. Last time I felt this way I made it 14 months without.... It really helps to talk to others...but I need to do it...
    Crosby43 Crosby43 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 2

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    It Would Probably Be For the Best.

    There are a large number of alcoholics in my family. Just about every relative i have drinks to some extent. I see nothing wrong with having a drink here and there... its only when you start using it to fix issues in life is it a problem.  My life is soaked in liquor. My...
    Tacit Tacit 22-25, F 11 Responses Oct 5, 2008

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    I'm not a social drinker.

    I just relax in my house and drink beer and wine. I feel as if I need a few beers to sleep. I find myself going through about 5 cases a week, give or take. I can afford it and I'm responsible about it, no drinking and driving, no drinking around my kids. But although I would...
    dom2182 dom2182 31-35, M 1 Response May 9

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    Week one of project no drinking.

    I really embarrassed myself again last week. I am weirdly social and want. To. Talk. To . Everyone. When I am drunk. Whether they want to or not. My husband is not drinking with me. He is super supportive. I am an atheist so AA has no appeal. I never drank enough to be...
    apricot1119 apricot1119 31-35, F 4 Responses May 31

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    Turning Red Wine Into Water

    Today is my fourth day not drinking alcohol. It's not easy but red wine has been replaced with drinking water. I want to become healthier.
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 8 Responses Nov 4, 2012

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    I'm a 34 year old man.

    I have a beautiful wife and a wonderful son. Recently iv been thinking about my drinking. I went to a wedding at the weekend and drank to much. I also drink a bit at home 2-3 times a week. After the wedding I felt terrible. I didn't do anything embarrassing but I just genuinely...
    prouddad1 prouddad1 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 21

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    I need to stop drinking.

    Starting today. I always get in trouble or something bad happens. The next day my mental state is brutal. I can't cope with those feelings anymore. Goodbye alcohol.
    Chelyngra Chelyngra 31-35, F 5 Responses Sep 1

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    The Disease From Hell

    Ok so you don't believe in the supernatural. I wouldn't either unless I had experienced it first hand. Just because you can't see it doesn't mean it doesn't exist. No one ever sets out to become an alcoholic. It is a gradual progression you don't see until its too late. I started...
    thegodchick thegodchick 36-40, F 10 Responses Oct 11, 2013

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    I need help. I drink way too much.

    It's going to kill me if I don't stop. I have a perfect life and lovey husband and kids. I have a good job and lovely home. But I can't stop drinking wine. I drink at home maybe 3/4 times a week a bottle or more on those days. I hate myself
    daisybell7 daisybell7 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 26

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    Day three on my "Break".

    I don't know if anyone really reads this, but putting it in print helps me stick to the plan. No more drinking... Not for a long while.
    Crosby43 Crosby43 41-45, M 6 Responses Apr 3

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    Allen Carr's Easy Way To Control Alcohol

    For the last year and a half I have been drinking alcohol nearly every evening, at least half a bottle of wine or two pints of beer a night, and it is gradually increasing.  The trouble began after a very stressful disciplinary and unfair dismissal at my last job following 18...
    Tibicina Tibicina 41-45, F 30 Responses Feb 6, 2011

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    I'm not saying I have a problem,

    just last night I embarrassed myself to say the least. It's worse because I remember it. I am so ashamed and being 21 I think it's time I grow up, no one else got the way i did. I annoyed a fair few people who I'm close too. I want to change. I'm going away next week so...
    missunderstood18 missunderstood18 18-21 1 Response May 9

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    Why I'm Stopping Drinking

    I really need to stop drinking.  I'm glad I found this site, it is just what I was looking for.  I am a 36 year old SAHM mom of a 1 and 3 year old little girls.  I think I have always had somewhat of a drinking problem, but everyone I know drinks too so that's how I...
    Hojomom Hojomom 36-40 13 Responses Mar 24, 2011

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    I Want to Stop

    I want to stop drinking.  It  causes me so much distress in my life, like I didn't have enough already.  I'm naturally up and down all the time, have suffered with depression and anxiety most of my life, drinking has been a way of dealing with things, I'm not...
    PiscesForever PiscesForever 26-30, F 15 Responses Dec 5, 2007

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    No Hangover - But Self-confidence Needs A Boost

    I survived the weekend without booze. It was tough but I did it. Friday night was the worst - I was not on "home territory" and knew hardly anyone at the two social events I attended. But no-one reacted to my not drinking alcohol. Saturday night was a bit easier - I was with good...
    artdeco artdeco 36-40 3 Responses Jun 13, 2011

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    This time I exceeded the limits.

    Not about crazy or bad stuff or too much alcohol but few boozes in few weeks.. it's time to stop. During these bad times I realize I don't do things I like, for example I don't listen to music.. I just don't care. I skip doing things I like, as sports, play music... As for...
    CrookedMat CrookedMat 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 29

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    Wake Up

    you don't wear the look of alcohol in your early 20's but rest assured you will. your face and body start to bloat. your face turns red. capillaries break like spider veins around your nose. your feet swell and your toenails get soft and the skin on your feet peels off. then you...
    thegodchick thegodchick 36-40, F 5 Responses May 18, 2013

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    I'm the good time Charley type.

    Play in a Rock band weekends. I associate booze with fun. I upset my family when I'm drinking and don't see it, until now. I am an IDIOT. there, that feels better.
    Rocknjohn Rocknjohn 56-60, M 1 Response Apr 27

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    My entire life, tragic things have happened

    because of me being too drunk. I know it's hurting me mentally and physically but I can't imagine a weekend not drinking with friends and going out.
    boxingcactus boxingcactus 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 15

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    Going on 33 days sober.

    For people trying to quit. Please read this. This shows what changed my mind went through just being sober for a month. Maybe not everyone will have this reaction at first. But I'm happy I feel this way. I was reading all my old posts when I was reaching out for help and going...
    mysticdragonlady mysticdragonlady 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    I so want to stop drinking

    but if do I carnt sleep and worry. I think I've taken on to much at work.
    alan453 alan453 41-45, M 3 Responses May 18

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    I have stopped drinking

    and it's fantastic to be free of the poison!!
    onajourney55 onajourney55 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 11

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    I want to live my life just like this week-end:

    free. Free from my mind, away from the bar, far away from that world that tells me that I have to meet girls in a bar drinking something, free from all those bullshits. First thing I did this morning was running, although my backache, but I feel better now, I am concentrated...
    CrookedMat CrookedMat 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 7

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    I'm fed up with alcohol.

    ..I find I pour a glass of wine out of boredom..it makes house cleaning and chores and cooking more tolerable... I hide drinking from everyone..I've been taking more risks lately after drinking ,like going for bike ride,,,it's to stop drinking but I'm already drunk out on the...
    reace reace 41-45, F 4 Responses Jun 17

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    Day 4... This is my daily self-affirmation,

    my promise to myself. I WILL feel better. I WILL get healthier. It's not too late.
    karlene53 karlene53 56-60, F 2 Responses Jan 17

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    I Still Can't Believe That I'm Doing This.

    I'm an all or nothing sort of girl. My drinking is either fine or out of hand. At the moment, I'm hung over and I don't want to feel this way EVER again. Sadly, this isn't the first time I've been hung over and it isn't even the worst. I've almost convinced myself that ...
    MissesMiaWallace MissesMiaWallace 26-30 3 Responses Aug 26, 2009

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