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I Want To Stop Ep From Self Destruction

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    My mother died in 2006 and I thought I could trust my older sister in things that happen in my life. But her daughter doesn't like when i am concerned about her because she feels that i need to bud out of her business. So then my sister gets mad at me interfering so she called...
    Princess71 Princess71 36-40, F Oct 24, 2009

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    Simpler Times.

    I wish EP would go back to the way it was. Like, if I could snap my fingers and get rid of the Q&A section, I would. That place is a joke. If anything, it should be renamed to O&A, opinions and ********. Apparently, everybody has one. Do I like answering the occasional...
    MsAnthropy MsAnthropy 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 21, 2009

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    I want to have self-control and self-discipline but it's something that I lack. I have so many wonderful ideas and plans but it seems like motivation fades when it comes time to...
    LittleBirds0827 LittleBirds0827 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 11

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    Well, this isn't really a past experience but here goes... Since I left college, the people who I thought were my friends are ignoring me and sometimes it really feels like I'm...
    smify123146 smify123146 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    Okay. I posted yesterday about my breakup but I would like to dive a little further and get some feedback. Four years ago I met my (ex)boyfriend. For the seven years before that I...
    katekatekaaate katekatekaaate 22-25, F Sep 16

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    I haven't cut since last March. I tell other people I have recovered, but I refuse to tell myself that. It's just simply not true. Although I have refrained from self harm I am...
    FarrahRelates FarrahRelates 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I don't want to sound selfish or narcissistic ,but I feel like Im surrounded by idiots.Everyone is out having a crush on someone or talking about boys,meanwhile I'm reading about...
    crazcat97 crazcat97 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    Has anyone been raped/molested by a parent? Every time I see him I feel sick. I'm so uncomfortable around him. I can't & won't tell anyone in my family. They don't even know they...
    kbeary kbeary 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 16

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    I want someone from NSW (Australia), 13-15 to be friends with. It would be fun to argue over State Of Origin.
    0LOvEsHaTeRs0 0LOvEsHaTeRs0 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I want you so bad right now. I've been thinking about you. I can't get you out of my mind. I'm watching you. I know you're bad for me but you're just oh so good and tasty...
    LivvieDestroyerofSocks LivvieDestroyerofSocks 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 5

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    Haha well who doesn't want to from time to time. It's human nature.
    Hotmix3325 Hotmix3325 26-30, M Sep 16

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    Alright , I want girls from 14-16 . I don't care if your fat / skinny . Poor or rich . Social or not . Shy or confident . Doesn't matter . Only matter is how will you treat my...
    BomerMan BomerMan 16-17, M 2 Responses Sep 19

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    Lately, I've refused to take my medication at the onset of a migraine. They've come in waves near daily ranging from mild to severe. Anyway, the meds have they're own repercussions...
    sjmckstan sjmckstan 36-40, F 2 hrs ago

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    1. I'm a Leo 2. I am a book worm 3. My favourite books are Hush Hush and Thrown of glass 4. I am 17 years young 5. I love wolves 6. I am very creative 7. I am an aunty to seven 8...
    ScarM3 ScarM3 16-17, F 3 hrs ago

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    ...about my previous post on the meaning of some common expressions, the answers are... 1. scuba (diving) - it's an acronym for 'self-contained underwater breathing apparatus...
    TheShalottLady TheShalottLady 61-65, F 31 mins ago

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    Destruction of previous individual austerity 286) 24th December, 1977, Thursday . Place : Makardah. Early morning dream: One unknown boy came to me with a message...
    Dipakda Dipakda 70+, M Sep 2

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    I am an Asian woman who grow up in a traditional and patriarchal family. My parents are divorced since I was very little. My mom was busy working trying to make ends meet, thus I...
    ChicaAudaz ChicaAudaz 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    This is a Poem that i wrote, I never write or do anything like that. I've been feeling depressed so i wrote down what i was thinking. This is a Personal Poem about how I feel...
    Nick54 Nick54 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 3

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    Never should've started. Never stopped.
    Verasayshi Verasayshi 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    As soon as I'm alone I burst into tears... I guess I hate being alone... I hate not being able to sleep when I'm alone... I hate that when i do sleep, it's a nightmare and I wake...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    It wasn't until I stopped looking, when I found her.
    KatieTreat KatieTreat 51-55, T 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    Ive been taking lexapro for almost 4 months; stopped taking them a couple of days ago and now i feel woozy, light headed and angry some of the time. I get these feelings of muscle...
    xsmall xsmall 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    One of the most unattractive qualities in people is being too selfish and self absorbed to understand others or see things from a more objective and realistic perspective. Being so...
    shannonymous shannonymous 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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    My unintended story... I did not intend to write this story when I started writing this morning. I guess this must’ve been wanting to come out. My parents divorced a year...
    Iamhere4me Iamhere4me 36-40, M 4 Responses Sep 9

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    I started selfharming August 27, 2013 It was just a few little scratches on my wrist and I liked it, so I kept doing it. They hardly even bled but it helped alot my mom saw them...
    Fatteristheshit Fatteristheshit 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Pseudocide. It is a word that is both beautiful and frightening. Pseudocide: the death of identity, the cessation of the self. For years-- at least half my life-- it has been an...
    WildMagic WildMagic 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    There are many things we come across, some affect us , some just pass. Here are some of the things that left a deep impact on me and continue to influence my thoughts, words and...
    BlueTheWarrior BlueTheWarrior 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    Hi everyone, I'm a 24 yo gay man. I've been into a relationship twice that I can never feel full of. One was a long-distance relationship that I decided was pointless and it ended...
    MrBluez MrBluez 22-25, M 2 hrs ago

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    My husbands kids want to eat all day long. I know they are young and growing but every five minutes I hear I want nummies coming from a five yr old daughter and a two yr old little...
    hart1012 hart1012 31-35, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Cigarettes may have a thousand names, but their value is the same: they provide comfort and pleasure in the form of habit and ritual, and in the pleasurable and physically...
    edr567 edr567 26-30, M Sep 17

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    So, I had been self harming for about 3 years, but I only started "cutting" this year, and my friends noticed the scars and tried to get me to stop. So I told them I had and just...
    ItalicHail ItalicHail 16-17, M 2 Responses Sep 19

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    I just couldn't help my self. i really couldn't. i cut last Friday, i broke the razor, and got those two clean thin razors. i wanted to stop but i was soo hard, i only did four...
    nekokitty13 nekokitty13 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I really wish I had the attention span to give a full explanation. I haven't regularly harmed myself since high school. It's been 13 years since then. I wish I would have gotten...
    piprimate piprimate 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    GETTING COMFORTABLE BEING UNCOMFORTABLE--Segment from last "Eye of the Storm" radio broadcast"GETTING COMFORTABLE BEING UNCOMFORTABLE"Huh? How can that be? Is it not an oxymoron...
    Heavenbound5511 Heavenbound5511 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 16

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    I've been doing it on and off since I was 14. I'm 22. No one knew for the longest time. My mom found out when I was 14, and it was the worst thing I could have ever imagined. I...
    tangledx22 tangledx22 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 9

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    I find nothing wrong with self harm like most people do. The only thing I find wrong with self harm is what lies beneath it but not the actually self harm itself. Like, I cut...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 7

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    I honestly don't really know if it's official or not, and I don't want to go to a doctor. I think I'm fine managing by myself. I started to have bad anxiety/depression since last...
    AwfullyRad AwfullyRad 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 18

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    Hi, my name is Emma and I am a cutter in recovery. I want to tell everyone about this because this can become an addiction. I started cutting at age 12, I am now 15. It started...
    Muppo23 Muppo23 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    I'm disappointed by how broken of a person I am. I have so many scars. I hide them all by bracelets and no one has any idea. I want to stop and I know it would break my moms heart...
    milesfromsaftey milesfromsaftey 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 3

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    Hi everyone. How are you? Good I hope. I found this site 2 days ago, and I really like how open people seem to be about the things that are going on in their lives...so I figured...
    JaseNZ JaseNZ 31-35, M Sep 14

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    I WAS a severe self harmer. Started in a mild form-at age 12. By age 15, not only burning myself with cigarettes-needing stitches at least 3 times a week. Nobody cared. By age 19...
    cherryjar cherryjar 26-30, F Sep 20

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    I wanna try and stop self harming myself. But it's so hard doing it. All I need help and finding people who actually care about me.
    CuttingIsMyBestFriend CuttingIsMyBestFriend 18-21, F Sep 1

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    The first time i cut my self I was 12 years old. My mother had just had one of her best "motherly moments" of my childhood. She shoved me against the sharp counter leaving a long...
    mst529 mst529 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 3

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    "NO LIMBS, NO LIMITS!" I am going to probably write one of the harshest comments in public now, but I think it is my duty, I can't stand to just stare and keep reading without...
    TNTandCHOCOLATE TNTandCHOCOLATE 31-35 1 Response Sep 7

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    Why do people talk about it like it's bad? Guess what, it's the best thing in my life. The sudden pain reminds me of how I used to be. Everyone talks like I should stop but why...
    Oldwounds Oldwounds 18-21, M 4 Responses Sep 15

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    So i kind of don't know what to do and i really need help (Please do not tell me to speak to someone people know and really can't and won't help me) i have been cutting since i was...
    SophieeJordan SophieeJordan 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 21

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    Real self confidence not faking putting on a small smile and seeming bubbly and vivacious when really I just want to sigh and cringe. I'm yearning to be comfortable just being...
    ajrestless ajrestless 22-25, F 6 Responses Sep 6

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