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I Want To Stop Ep From Self Destruction

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    Simpler Times.

    I wish EP would go back to the way it was. Like, if I could snap my fingers and get rid of the Q&A section, I would. That place is a joke. If anything, it should be renamed to O&A, opinions and ********. Apparently, everybody has one. Do I like answering the occasional...
    MsAnthropy MsAnthropy 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 21, 2009

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    Sisters

    My mother died in 2006 and I thought I could trust my older sister in things that happen in my life. But her daughter doesn't like when i am concerned about her because she feels that i need to bud out of her business. So then my sister gets mad at me interfering so she called...
    Princess71 Princess71 36-40, F Oct 24, 2009

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    When I was severely depressed I used to self harm ever single day. Some days it was really bad and other days it was just light cuts. It moved from my arms to my legs. Especially...
    gm126 gm126 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 19

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    Matching underwear is a must ;)
    Lu24642 Lu24642 22-25, F 33 Responses Feb 22

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    I know I have a purpose in life, I just gotta find it.....⭐️
    drama16queen1997 drama16queen1997 16-17 2 Responses Feb 7

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    Looking for something more, I just don't know what I'm looking for. Yet.
    SkollHati SkollHati 18-21, M Feb 9

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    I'm discovering a lot about myself and have discovered a lot about myself in the last few years. I'm at the point now where I need to use this knowledge of who I am, and start...
    MorticiaAddams MorticiaAddams 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Hello Internet world- it's been a good year or two since I've posted, so I was in a 4 year relationship with a guy (name will be unknown) I loved him, moved in with him, and as...
    Foreveranangel Foreveranangel 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    I'm honestly tired of people glorifying self harm. I'm done and I need a good rant. Depression is NOT fun, it's NOT a choice, and more importantly self harm is NOT beautiful. It's...
    Whathi Whathi 16-17, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    I HATE my Roommates!! They where so sweet at first now, Forget it!! Not only she knows she's a f****** B! She's proud of it!! She thinks she can do what the F she wants!! Stop F...
    AsianTransGirl AsianTransGirl 26-30, T 10 Responses Feb 6

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    I enjoy my freedom. I don't want to share anything. I don't want to care about anyone else besides myself. I just want to be selfish. If I was married (or not married), I can't be...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    It's what I've always wanted. Literally from the time I can remember, I have always wanted to be a mom. Growing up with lots of little siblings, I had the opportunity to be...
    quirkygirl520 quirkygirl520 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    Just remember this... if someone is putting you down, hurting you emotionally, making you feel like crap because of something you say or do, because of how you look, or because...
    LostandFading LostandFading 18-21, F 5 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I am so lonely. I've always been lonely, but I don't think I've ever been as much as I am now. I love being alone, but it's because I can't be left alone that it makes me feel...
    BlueRio BlueRio 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    Happiness is something that everybody strives for. Some people naturally have the ability to be happy, others struggle. Obviously every person goes through some tough times. I am...
    ckjackson43 ckjackson43 16-17, F 5 hrs ago

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    I don't exactly know why I'm writing this. I'm not one to seek attention, I never have been. I guess that's why I'm writing this... To show that self harm isn't for attention. I...
    Ticcat Ticcat 13-15, F 8 hrs ago

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    Is vulnerability weakness? I thought it was until I listened to Daring Greatly by Brene Brown. Brown challenges everything we think we know about vulnerability and based on...
    KemiKill KemiKill 36-40, F 4 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    So this is something I saw someone else posted, I think it might help. Is vulnerability weakness? I thought it was until I listened to Daring Greatly by Brene Brown. Brown...
    Joshua1325 Joshua1325 26-30, M 8 hrs ago

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    my best friend from middle school moved away at the end of eighth grade but we still kept in contact. even though she was in another state we'd still find ways to do everything...
    amaracherish amaracherish 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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    Since July 1st 2014 to present time March 2nd 2015.7 months I've loss so far a total of 80 pounds. 335 down to 255.I go to the gym 7 days per week.I walk 5 to 10 miles per day.At...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 41-45, M 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    Okay so I'm engaged and confused. My fiancé and I are very much in love with each other. We have known each other for 2 years. Recently I started noticing things from him. Okay we...
    spdrmnky86 spdrmnky86 26-30, F 9 hrs ago

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    Ive never been skinny. Curves are in my genes. My mom and grandmother are both obese. I fought being healthy since 10, but what really helped was dancing classes that started when...
    monabur monabur 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    never stop writing, take more pictures, don't take that job, trust people's actions more than their words, say something it's only going to get worse if you don't, follow the music...
    reese187 reese187 26-30, F 3 hrs ago

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    You aren't as ugly as you think. You don't need to prove yourself to anyone. It's not okay to let someone hurt you. It's okay to cry. It's okay to show weakness. It's okay to...
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    Stop spending so much time hating yourself!!! You're actually hot!! Just wash your face and do your hair better (; maybe a shopping spree too :P
    churchdadatnight churchdadatnight 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Recently in my life I have felt that I want to return to writing. Writing was once such a wondrous past time when I was a child. The limitless bounds to my imagination could be...
    nsywm nsywm 22-25, M 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    This is a letter for my counselor. I see her tomorrow. Blood drips from my wrists. But I feel no pain. No physical pain anyway. It only temporarily numbs my emotional pain. The...
    kellezia kellezia 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 17

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    Finally,I have succumbed enough courage to write this story.Yes,i believe in unconditional love;love which has no return;love which is beyond barriers ;love which is totally...
    Insatiablelove Insatiablelove 26-30, F 14 hrs ago

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    I am tired of being polite to people.My mom in law does not think I have a mom too and acts so selfishly sometimes.All she thinks of is her son.I don't exist for her.
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Ok recently I went from 9 stone to nine and a half. So I stopped eating and I'm back to 9st 1.
    AnaSimla AnaSimla 13-15, F 3 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    "It comes in waves and I close my eyes hold my breathe and let it bury me. I'm not ok and this is not alright won't you drag the lake and bring me home again. Who will fix me now...
    Mylo248 Mylo248 16-17, F 6 hrs ago

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    I wish I could tell my past self through out high school that things will get better. I wish I listened to my Dad who told me that your first love won't even mean a thing to you...
    elenorr elenorr 18-21 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    On January 26 of 2013 my cousin Theodore ( Teddy ) Foltz was murdered by his step father with his own mother being complicit . I offer this because I don't want Teddy to have died...
    chris121458 chris121458 56-60, M 5 Responses Feb 2

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    So many people in my age group are beginning to self harm and it makes me sick. I wish I could stop. This is my story: When I was younger, I would look at self harmers and go, "My...
    lily13576349 lily13576349 13-15, F Feb 17

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    I had got back from school and I was wearing my school uniform. I realized how bad I had to go so i went for a walk out side once it got to be too much to hold. I let go in my...
    MastersRagDoll MastersRagDoll 18-21, F 9 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I have been self harming since I was 12, I am about to be 21. The last time I harmed was a month ago and I made one big deep cut that should've had stitches because the scar now is...
    avey10 avey10 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 4

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    I guess I'm never gonna stop. I can't go a day without thinking constantly about cutting. I don't wanna stop. I don't wanna get better. I have no idea why. I've spend so much time...
    elena1998 elena1998 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    Typical Day Wake up at 10 am. Not wanting to get out of bed. Could sleep an entire day away. Go to work. Nervous about talking with people I'm not familiar with. Nervous the PI...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    I just don't want to be here anymore. There's literally nothing left to lose anymore, nothing. There's no one left to walk away, there's nothing left worth staying for. I know I've...
    yoursecretlifestyle yoursecretlifestyle 13-15, F 10 hrs ago

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    The futureWhat will happen is an exciting feeling as well as following your dreams and achieving your goals. What more do you want?Full of uncertainty,unpredictability and...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    Self Harm has always been a problem from me, ever since I started cutting a few years ago, I never really knew how to stop. I mean I would be able to stop for a few days, weeks...
    queenmallow queenmallow 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    Make it stop. Please just make it all stop!!!
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 7 hrs ago