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I Want To Stop Ep From Self Destruction

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    Simpler Times.

    I wish EP would go back to the way it was. Like, if I could snap my fingers and get rid of the Q&A section, I would. That place is a joke. If anything, it should be renamed to O&A, opinions and ********. Apparently, everybody has one. Do I like answering the occasional...
    MsAnthropy MsAnthropy 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 21, 2009

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    Sisters

    My mother died in 2006 and I thought I could trust my older sister in things that happen in my life. But her daughter doesn't like when i am concerned about her because she feels that i need to bud out of her business. So then my sister gets mad at me interfering so she called...
    Princess71 Princess71 36-40, F Oct 24, 2009

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    I am 3 months clean. I really don't want to relapse. I promised my boyfriend that I wouldn't hurt myself again. I get urges sometimes but they go away if I distract myself by doing...
    christarose96 christarose96 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Girls please make me happi..i am sad....Indian Girls is on Ep or not...??
    gautamkeshu1989 gautamkeshu1989 22-25, M Oct 1

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    But the harder I try the worse things get.
    Gipsycurse Gipsycurse 26-30, T Oct 11

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    October 21st 2014 Do you ever just sit down and think. Do you ever just sit down and think how pathetic yet how beautiful life can be?. Do you ever think what is the reason behind...
    UN3P0KEN UN3P0KEN 16-17, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    Lately I have been feeling really fed up and depressed. I feel that both family and friends hate me being happy or having a life of my own. My parents are both really ill and have...
    galaxy3 galaxy3 36-40, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    1. I have 26 tattoos, i get them to stop myself from self harming 2. I still have feelings for my first love, I've loved him since 2006, known him almost ten years 3. but am also...
    elyayamama elyayamama 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I'm two months clean of self harm.. Yet I've always wanted to find a guy who does/ is recovering from self harm.. So we can help each other and get stronger together..
    xxshishixx xxshishixx 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I haven't cut since last March. I tell other people I have recovered, but I refuse to tell myself that. It's just simply not true. Although I have refrained from self harm I am...
    FarrahRelates FarrahRelates 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 24

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    I don't want to sound selfish or narcissistic ,but I feel like Im surrounded by idiots.Everyone is out having a crush on someone or talking about boys,meanwhile I'm reading about...
    crazcat97 crazcat97 13-15, F Sep 25

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    I want someone from NSW (Australia), 13-15 to be friends with. It would be fun to argue over State Of Origin.
    0LOvEsHaTeRs0 0LOvEsHaTeRs0 13-15, F Sep 27

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    Ok, so you spend your life ignoring me or bullying me. But I'm good enough to borrow a pencil or pen from, and then disrespect my property by dumping it on the floor? Then I am...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 70+, F 6 days ago

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    I've got a list of a few reasons down here: 1. I don't have any real tangible goals or motivation to go anywhere. 2. I'm afraid of the future. 3. I hate myself. 4. I feel...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 9 Responses Oct 2

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    1. I am a girl thus, I have fancy lady parts that I will not send you pics of, so stop asking. 2. I am a Jr. 3. I love olderish movies and music particularly: Ferris Bueller's...
    lindseysway lindseysway 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    About 3 years ago my marriage ended, and although the last thing on my mind was and still is a new romantic relationship, I thought that it would be pretty easy to make some new...
    Searchwithin Searchwithin 36-40, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Hello, my name is Alex, and i want to share my experiences when i was in middle school of my fully conscious night terrors, or what i like to call night terror psychosis. The...
    timone1002 timone1002 18-21 1 Response Oct 6

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    I am an Asian woman who grow up in a traditional and patriarchal family. My parents are divorced since I was very little. My mom was busy working trying to make ends meet, thus I...
    ChicaAudaz ChicaAudaz 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 24

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    Some people said "I wish I had your life" But really? Do you really want to have my life? Having/living my life you have to back yourself up because everyones going to point out...
    saffaismail saffaismail 16-17, F 18 mins ago

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    Who would've thought... that one lil click on the "Me Too"-button of this group would trigger people, who are most probably male by biology, to send me inappropriate messages...
    Sorfarina Sorfarina 26-30, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I started selfharming August 27, 2013 It was just a few little scratches on my wrist and I liked it, so I kept doing it. They hardly even bled but it helped alot my mom saw them...
    Fatteristheshit Fatteristheshit 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 27

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    In the 80s , we had a very wise Policy that truly kept us from having to fight a Terrible War that would have destroyed all mankind Mutually assured Destruction MAD They...
    TsavoHunter TsavoHunter 36-40, M Oct 3

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    Well, I'm exactly 32 months out from leaving my ex wife, which landed me on this site. Thankful for the opportunity to write out my thoughts and feelings. I went back yesterday...
    Lionsfan94 Lionsfan94 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 2

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    When I was very young, I was a normal, energetic, and happy kid. I consider myself lucky that I can remember that because that happy child was almost completely destroyed by the...
    dynosophical dynosophical 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    I just couldn't help my self. i really couldn't. i cut last Friday, i broke the razor, and got those two clean thin razors. i wanted to stop but i was soo hard, i only did four...
    nekokitty13 nekokitty13 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 26

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    US, September 29, 2014: It remains a mystery as to why, and how, thousands of Muslims––some of them women too––from the West, have covered such a long distance to join ISIS...
    valha11a valha11a 46-50, M 1 Response Oct 3

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    I wonder where I’ll go from here. Everything has been put in play; the house will be in foreclosure soon, so it will be gone, and I’ll have the divorce I’ve waited so many...
    miryam57 miryam57 56-60, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    READ!! {sorry about any spelling errors} If anyone read my experience I wrote about getting caught about a month ago at school so here's the incident form of anyone wants to...
    13AndMiserable 13AndMiserable 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Simple as that. I finally found a word that I feel like can best describe me, in almost every aspect... I'm always the problem. I'm my own enemy, my own problem, my own reason, my...
    Theworldisminenow Theworldisminenow 18-21, F Oct 12

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    1. I once tried eating a cheeseburger with 31 patties. Got about 25 patties in then vomited all over it!! 2. I have a slight phobia over showing people my tongue because once when...
    baconrind baconrind 26-30, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I guess you could say it's one of my self-medicating ways. I used to smoke, but i quit that a year ago. I wish i could blame that i come from a family that celebrates everything...
    ElenaExplaina ElenaExplaina 22-25 Oct 1

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    Religion divides us as humans. Sure it brings some together, into their tribe, group, flock, whatever you want to call it, but it's division all the same. It also keeps most...
    FrolickingFemale FrolickingFemale 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 3

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    I'm depressed and I've been selfharming since I was 11, 6th grade. I've tried to kill myself twice and the 2nd time I freaked out and told my dad and he just screamed at me for 20...
    YourBabeAnon YourBabeAnon 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    How many of us look into the mirror and hate what you see? Wait a second. Did you create yourself? No, you didn't. I made myself feel bad for years because of my appearance and I...
    ladybug96 ladybug96 16-17, F 2 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    I want someone to control me. I want to belong to someone. I want someone to tell me what to do. I want someone to have the right to touch me however they like. I want someone hold...
    Mia97 Mia97 16-17, F 3 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I had recently started self harming. Most of my life has been filled with misfortune and alot of negative treatment from people. Those negative events started when i was only four...
    DarkKnightPEKKA DarkKnightPEKKA 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 4

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    I met my BF 7 yrs ago. During our friendship i noticed that her daughter was very demanding of her mother's time. Many people have found that it is really disrespectful to them...
    Dragonlady2 Dragonlady2 51-55, F 1 Response Oct 4

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    I have a really hard life. I'm from Palestine, and at 8 i moved to Norway, after i learned the language i started in a new class. It was the fifth grade. I thought that i will get...
    ThatGirlR ThatGirlR 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 11

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    I don't really expect anyone to read this, it's kind of long, but honestly it's me venting to myself as I usually do; so here we go again. When you're ugly on the inside: Get on...
    benmiller914 benmiller914 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I don't want to be the person on the sidelines anymore. I want to make a difference and stray from my "friends." All they do is make people feel bad about themselves. I want to...
    Konalover0210 Konalover0210 16-17, F 7 hrs ago

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    Last weekend I met a great guy and we hit it off immediately. But somehow I found myself doing what I ALWAYS do around guys I find interesting - I started acting flaky and...
    yellowtrees yellowtrees 26-30, F Oct 3

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    Dealing with emotions is not what I want to do and felt this way for very long time. I'm in denial I run from my feelings hide from my thoughts. I think I'm progressing but still...
    Janisoneluv Janisoneluv 26-30, F Oct 5

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    I've Been cutting for 3 years now... I have wanted to stop but I can't.. I hide if from everyone telling them I stopped but really I haven't...
    Muppo23 Muppo23 13-15, F Oct 13

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    Most of the time, I just wanted to be here I know it's not the right thing to do but I needed an escape. My sister just tried to come over and talk but I don't want anyone to come...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Sometimes all I want to do is see the deep red blood flow..But then it's difficult to stop making more..and more cuts, eventually making your innocent flesh look like a battle...
    Emilylovespiano Emilylovespiano 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Yeah. I have been for a long time. I'm smart about it and I make sure to do it on my thighs and I'm careful to not go past where my swim suit covers or I'll scatter cuts around my...
    fallenangelofthenight fallenangelofthenight 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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