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I Want To Stop Ep From Self Destruction

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    Simpler Times.

    I wish EP would go back to the way it was. Like, if I could snap my fingers and get rid of the Q&A section, I would. That place is a joke. If anything, it should be renamed to O&A, opinions and ********. Apparently, everybody has one. Do I like answering the occasional...
    MsAnthropy MsAnthropy 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 21, 2009

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    My mother died in 2006 and I thought I could trust my older sister in things that happen in my life. But her daughter doesn't like when i am concerned about her because she feels that i need to bud out of her business. So then my sister gets mad at me interfering so she called...
    Princess71 Princess71 36-40, F Oct 24, 2009

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    I just took a pin and made my first cut. At first I just scratched my skin, too scared of the pain. But the mark it left looked beautiful, so i made more and I started to bleed...
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    I'm considered the "too smart one" in my family. I'm almost finished with college at my very young age, and overwhelmingly intellectual. Because of this, it's very hard to find...
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    my gf want to put tatoo on below 15cm from neck which is lightly visible from outside and also in the back below the hair.. can any1 suggest which is good and who will do ?
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    Hi I'm armando and I'm 14 :D im from texas and im gay. (I am white by the way) I am looking for a cute boy 😊 someone who just listens to me, loves me, and honestly...someone to...
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    Anyone in Maryland want to start a Heavy/Thrash or Rock 'n' roll band?
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    Boys dont self harm... yea right. about 3 percent do... Im out of the 3 percent.... horrible childhood and still horrible now. You were suppose to die at birth i keep telling...
    InfiniteZero InfiniteZero 13-15, M 4 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I was twelve years old when I took a razor to my wrist for the first time. That is the moment in my life I wish I could change because little did I know that one simple act could...
    kait52 kait52 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am the youngest in my family, live with my mom and older sister who I don't get along at all. I had an alcoholic father who divorce my mom after I was born but she still let him...
    azuredawn azuredawn 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    I'm going into my 4th month of self injuring . It helps me a lot. My mom knows that I self injure but she didn't ask why or anything. She just threatened to take my door off to my...
    Timelord1702 Timelord1702 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    Even if I do 'recover' from self-harm, even if I never did it again - not that that would happen - I'm never going to undo it. The scars on my skin will fade, but I'll never be...
    kaleidoscopic21 kaleidoscopic21 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    It happened again only this time I bruised myself. I felt like cutting but the people around me notice more and get upset. I don't want to do this anymore but I don't know how to...
    avey10 avey10 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Althought Life is wonderful and i would like to think that we came to the World to experience that awesomeness of Life in this World The church has some bullshit approach saying...
    ElephantHead ElephantHead 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    Well it started with subtle in that little things can add up to a total melt down at times...This movie begins with my daughter moving and leaving me to have too leave my Beloved...
    MMMartin MMMartin 51-55, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    We met when we were seven years old. She was a creative loner who liked to draw and read. I was a hyperactive oddball that never really fit in anywhere, but tried all the same. The...
    VictimOfCircumstance14 VictimOfCircumstance14 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I don't know how to handle my anxiety and depression anymore. I feel so lost and different. I have so much going on in my mind lately I just don't know what to do. I just want all...
    ashmuisc ashmuisc 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I'm so ******* angry with everything. I sincerely just want to ******* scream. A year ago, I probably would have wanted to cut myself or start ripping my hair out. Luckily, I am...
    Skollon Skollon 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I want to go out and experience more from this life before it's gone.i have been missing out on sooo much! I need to make memories that'll last a lifetime. I need to live it up to...
    ALifeInterupted ALifeInterupted 18-21, F a week ago

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    It sure as hell is not a choice. I just read a lot of judgemental a$$hole comments from people who lack factual knowledge on mood disorders. There is a reason they do cognitive...
    krazeekatie krazeekatie 36-40, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Why do I keep doing this to myself?? I want to lose weight, I do! But still for no reason, without thinking, I just stuff my face with anything calorific I can find just because. I...
    ElisabethH123 ElisabethH123 18-21, F Jun 21

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    more than anything on this earth I hate going to work... jobs just suck the life out of you and offer nothing in return... I want released from this nonsense
    HellifIknow2015 HellifIknow2015 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 21

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    Is it bad that we make decisions for our own happiness. Or is it bad that we aren't stepping in line with what other people want. It sounds selfish to demand from people who are...
    RDevil87 RDevil87 26-30, M Jun 20

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    High school was a terrible part of my life, and I consider this the point where depression started to affect me. Throughout middle school, I had a couple of friends I could be...
    erinw96 erinw96 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 20

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    Dear Dr Stephanie I'm very thankful for all the time ,advice and therapy you ve given me ..I have benefited very much from those session and my life is much darker without your...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 20

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    So on 6-19-2015 International Cosplay Day.So it was another gathering/event and well decided to wear a cosplay to a gathering. So this time I wore my Emi Isuzu cosplay which...
    surferbrg surferbrg 22-25, M Jun 19

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    So on 6-19-2015 International Cosplay Day.So it was another gathering/event and well decided to wear a cosplay to a gathering. So this time I wore my Emi Isuzu cosplay which...
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    I became depressed in the 6th grade. That was the year that I was sexually assaulted by a few students on my bus. They threatened to beat me if I ever told anyone about it, so I...
    neutralbeanie neutralbeanie 13-15, T 1 Response Jun 19

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    [Trigger Warning] It's kind of sad. I can't stop even though I want to. When I feel really sad or angry I hurt myself and it makes me feel better. I was only 11 the first time I...
    ThatOneUsername ThatOneUsername 18-21, T Jun 18

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    I haven't self harmed for year and half now. I stopped after I cut a 30 cm long, 1 cm wide and deep wound across my right thigh, with scissors. I bled so much and I can still feel...
    lenna99 lenna99 16-17, F Jun 18

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    I had moved into my first apartment. I was opining boxes and came across the ones with all my girl clothes and then the box with my bondage gear. I thought to my self its time to...
    misstinabondage2 misstinabondage2 18-21, T 5 Responses Jun 18

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    Language - self-destruction Against the iron air In broken, non-verbal strains An all-devouring sand The phantasm We invoke A monument A final stand We disappear The words from...
    fatality500 fatality500 13-15, M Jun 17

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    currently doing all I can to fight it, and it f#$@ing sucks!
    ramdomgirl02 ramdomgirl02 13-15, F Jun 17

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    I want to say that I'm selfish and that this life is not the one I wanted. I'm selfish because I don't love you as much you love me. I'm selfish because I love him more than he...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 17

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    So me checks for how to improve.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Jun 16

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    Interesting article ... LOVE seems to come when you least expect it because real love doesn't respond well to planning. In my own circle of friends, there's the unbearably...
    koh72 koh72 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 16

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    trying so hard to fight it . .
    truerespect21 truerespect21 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    I wonder how much of a difference it is between doing what I want and compromising with the important people in life. And how far left do I have to go to make them feel alright? I...
    Allforaview Allforaview 18-21, F Jun 15

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    I guess it would be boring if everything was peaceful. I guess I'd rather have another World War, where there would be loads of violence and tons of destruction. Where entire...
    Spirex Spirex 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 14

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