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I Want To Stop Ep From Self Destruction

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    Simpler Times.

    I wish EP would go back to the way it was. Like, if I could snap my fingers and get rid of the Q&A section, I would. That place is a joke. If anything, it should be renamed to O&A, opinions and ********. Apparently, everybody has one. Do I like answering the occasional...
    MsAnthropy MsAnthropy 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 21, 2009

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    Sisters

    My mother died in 2006 and I thought I could trust my older sister in things that happen in my life. But her daughter doesn't like when i am concerned about her because she feels that i need to bud out of her business. So then my sister gets mad at me interfering so she called...
    Princess71 Princess71 36-40, F Oct 24, 2009

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    Hard to say, kind of a self control thing I guess. If I focus I can last as long as a couple of hours. Usually I go for 30-45 minutes.
    pardax pardax 13-15, M 3 Responses Dec 1

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    All future possibilities collapse to one unstoppable unchanged ultimate reality: DEATH A heart transplant cannot save your life. It just allows you to live longer. The risks of...
    susipsikopat susipsikopat 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 18

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    Judge me if you want but you don't even know my name so why would you?
    Queennnnnnn Queennnnnnn 13-15, F Dec 2

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    even if people try to understand why I do it they just don't get the fact that I'm broken and empty inside
    thedeathmist thedeathmist 16-17, F Dec 7

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    Sometimes I feel attractive and believe I have a good figure, but then I look into reflections and see a big girl with an ugly face, well not an unattractive face, why?
    monaroyalty monaroyalty 26-30, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    arentwe all?but I feel like my life its missing something I need to find it
    Darlinghton Darlinghton 18-21, M Dec 2

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    Its hard to describe how real the darkness is. I feel like im in a daze of self destruction and self hate. I just dont see how it can get better, after almost two years of not...
    Pigmaginny Pigmaginny 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 14

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    Will you ever get changed? Will you ever think about mom, grandma, and children? Will you ever stop being selfish? Will you ever be a good father? Will you ever think about your...
    Rinkika Rinkika 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 11

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    I am a bisexual male and found the love of my life. He wants kids but I do not. Obviously we've discussed everything. We're only 20 so now it's not an issue. But he wants kids and...
    BrokenAndBetrayed612 BrokenAndBetrayed612 18-21, M Nov 30

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    Am I? I want opinions from anybody please.
    RobLife RobLife 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 9

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    I always thought communication is key. It amazes me how my husband thinks I should be able to read his mind. Yet he doesn't feel that he should be able to read my mind. I tell him...
    naomiR1 naomiR1 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 13

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    Not grammatically correct but we all know what it means. I don't want anything from EP. I contribute in places but have no expectations.
    PickledPete PickledPete 51-55, M 1 Response a week ago

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    This is something I have never had- self confidence. I have always measured it by the way people around react to my actions. I have always let people decide my worth and guess what...
    angelcares angelcares 22-25, F 3 Responses 1 hr ago

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    The hunt It's been about three weeks since Zephyr came home to his family in London. Since his visit he's been catching up with his eight younger brothers and sisters, his close...
    darkwolf19 darkwolf19 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 12

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    This is the story of the guy i waited for 10 years.... I was just 6 years old when we met, his mother and my mother we're best of friend a long time ago. When both of the family...
    Thiswillbethelast Thiswillbethelast 18-21, F 11 Responses Dec 8

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    If I stood here and cried in front of you would you ask what's wrong If I cut my self in front of you would you take the blade away from me No ? Of course not . Because I'd have...
    zebrelle9 zebrelle9 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My experiences growing up haven't been good ones I was befriended a lot and didn't have anyone to take care of me I came from a broken family and didn't care much about myself. My...
    Bella70 Bella70 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 27

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    I got one for everyone. So I bought a straitjacket. I was working out of town and while I was there I decided to try it out. Unfortunately I was alone at the time and didn't...
    Photogeek47 Photogeek47 26-30, M 8 Responses Nov 30

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    I'd like to be honest with you. I don't know you, and you don't know me, and that makes it easier for me to get all of this out. I want to be really honest with someone other than...
    kurioussubmissive kurioussubmissive 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 9

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    I am probably the only pathetic person that has still not been over her ex, although it's been over 4 years. And before you judge me on it. Let me explain to you..... that I was...
    wluvpaola wluvpaola 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 11

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    Last year was bad for me, I was self harming frequently and had major depression and anxiety. I have come a long way from then... I take Zoloft to help with it and was in...
    iambatman998 iambatman998 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    a few hours ago i was on facebook and i saw a picture of a couple and i thought to myself "wow how on earth did he get her?" then a few minutes after, i was on instagram and saw a...
    Stefanie321 Stefanie321 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    I want a female to control my *******. deny me the right to c*m and tease me mercilessly!
    desperatesimon desperatesimon 41-45, M 2 hrs ago

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    I am a lesbian and I have been in a serious relationship for four years. I met my fiancé when I was 19 and a sophomore in college. She was my first, sleeping and falling in love...
    Caligirl001 Caligirl001 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 7

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    A true friend I met on EP (thanks you) sent me this Clifton StrengthsFinder test for free. I now know what my dominate abilities are capable of and also what I needed to STOP doing...
    Jennerrous Jennerrous 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 14

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    "Special to me" and "Special to Someone" we know are two different aspirations. Those who have become special to me are not necessarily whom I am special to. My insight...
    CaptainRoberts CaptainRoberts 51-55, M a week ago

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    I had done it from the time I was around 12 until I was 18. It would go through cycles on its own. Needing to hurt myself to stop feeling, to feel something, to stop thinking, to...
    wistfulVacancy wistfulVacancy 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 17

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    Wow... The quantity of self-harm stories on EP is reaching a worrying level!? Every time I check an update there is at least 1 new experience of someone taking part in bodily...
    Fennerbache Fennerbache 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    i want to let go and move on coz my past is just a mistake. :((
    PyrixSin PyrixSin 13-15, M 4 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    This morning, i woke up and i realize that there are small scratches in my body. it is not deep but it is enough to tell that it is a scratch not a pen or anything like that. You...
    thiefhook thiefhook 18-21, M Dec 7

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    Sleepy eyes faint from the darkness of the night; ever so slowly entering the bloom of a new morning's light. It is now then that I force open my eyes striving for more clarity...
    Loverofpeace Loverofpeace 36-40, F 2 hrs ago

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    Everyone thinks they have everything figured out and that they have the entire picture. No one does and no one in this family really understands me and really listens. They just...
    nomadventurist nomadventurist 18-21, F Nov 29

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    Self esteem issues are real! In fact they are more real now, than they have ever been! Living in a society obsessed by Image! Image! Image!, a society where the world is at the tip...
    pristee88 pristee88 22-25, F Dec 2

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    I've tried so hard to stop but it's the biggest release I have It got so bad It was effecting me at school and people noticed I was pulled in for a really long meeting with a...
    AdventureIsAlwaysAroundTheBend AdventureIsAlwaysAroundTheBend 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    Genesis 2:19 NIV "Now the Lord God had formed out of the ground all the wild animals and all the birds in the sky. He brought them to the man to see what he would name them; and...
    starasong starasong 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 9

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    I'm going to. I have wanted to for about six years now and tried to two years ago. The only thing that kept me and has kept me from doing it is being afraid of what other people...
    TheAmityAffliction TheAmityAffliction 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 14

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    My family are driving me closer and closer to self harming and today I nearly done it but I stopped myself but I really want to just to try relieving a little bit of pain from my...
    xXxLaylaxXx xXxLaylaxXx 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm almost 20 years old and I'm consumed by self loathing and feelings of being worthless and never good enough, I've felt this way all throughout my teenage years and still do. It...
    Emily2433 Emily2433 18-21 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Okay, I'm just going to put it all out there and say it. I was raped when I was 12 years old by my step father. My parent's divorced when I was like seven and It affected me in...
    ChildOfHarmony ChildOfHarmony 13-15, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I Want To Know These 50 Things These are more than 50. When was the last time you swam in a pool? Last month playing pool volleyball. Do you like to party? No, I do not. If...
    TheKingWizard TheKingWizard 18-21, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I've wanted to cut so bad for a few days now. I've had the blade right against my skin. So today I finally did it. I wanted to cut by my wrists so bad, I wanted to bleed. But...
    tangledx22 tangledx22 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    Over the last couple of years I've been a pot smoker on and off. At times I've abused it heavily and I'm at that point where I know it does me no good and if anything, delays me in...
    clamthatjams clamthatjams 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 3

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    Thank you god for today, you had been give me an amazing blessing and important moment for my growth. Once before i was very sad and feel tremendous pain because of my blindness...
    blackravencat blackravencat 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 12

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