I Want To Stop Ep From Self Destruction

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    Sisters

    My mother died in 2006 and I thought I could trust my older sister in things that happen in my life. But her daughter doesn't like when i am concerned about her because she feels that i need to bud out of her business. So then my sister gets mad at me interfering so she called...
    Princess71 Princess71
    36-40, F
    Oct 24, 2009

    Simpler Times.

    I wish EP would go back to the way it was. Like, if I could snap my fingers and get rid of the Q&A section, I would. That place is a joke. If anything, it should be renamed to O&A, opinions and ********. Apparently, everybody has one. Do I like answering the occasional...
    MsAnthropy MsAnthropy
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Oct 21, 2009

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