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I Want To Stop Ep From Self Destruction

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    My mother died in 2006 and I thought I could trust my older sister in things that happen in my life. But her daughter doesn't like when i am concerned about her because she feels that i need to bud out of her business. So then my sister gets mad at me interfering so she called...
    Princess71 Princess71 36-40, F Oct 24, 2009

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    Simpler Times.

    I wish EP would go back to the way it was. Like, if I could snap my fingers and get rid of the Q&A section, I would. That place is a joke. If anything, it should be renamed to O&A, opinions and ********. Apparently, everybody has one. Do I like answering the occasional...
    MsAnthropy MsAnthropy 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 21, 2009

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    I think people often underestimate what depression does to a person. I go from externalization/narcissism in dissociative states to internalization/depression. In other words; I...
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    He is in pain and yet he protects me from his demons and mine. He wants me to grow not shrink or move according to his circumstances. He loves me but I am still not satisfied. I am...
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    Well I just joined this site pretty much because of things I did behind my husbands back. He works for a big engineering firm and they have him going all over the place. We just...
    stephdabelle stephdabelle 22-25, F 4 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    1- It is extremely hard for me to be nice to those who act mean without any justifications. Especially those who love the challenge of bringing people down and breaking them. Or...
    weirdWorks4me weirdWorks4me 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    How it happens, I don't know, but we find ourselves, two strangers, in a hotel room. It's a boutique downtown hotel, inexpensive but chic. Outside, the city teems in the stifling...
    Woody6 Woody6 41-45, M 6 hrs ago

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    i moved to a small city by the coast in April because of my job. i couldn't care less about the sea, I don't really like it actually. It's windy, humid and crowded. My job is ok...
    mtea mtea 26-30, F 8 hrs ago

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    When I was in 8th grade i started dating this girl for a while, she was 4 years older than me and ai lost my virginity to her. I was absolutely in love with her and it seemed like...
    KennethWolf KennethWolf 18-21, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I'm from Alabama. My hometown is nine miles from where I live now. I don't plan to move any time soon.
    ProfessorPhoton ProfessorPhoton 26-30, M 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    1 my name is Emily 2 my middle name is Rose 3 I'm 5'1 4 I'm 15 5 my birthday is on May 6th 6 I'm a Taurus 7 I'm from the U.S. 8 I live in Massachusetts 9 my mom was born in...
    Emsickles Emsickles 13-15, F 4 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    This will be a veryyyy long experience, but I need help. So I'll try to make it short. My dad was the leader of the church's band. He was there since the beginnings of our church...
    EarlPhantomhive EarlPhantomhive 18-21, F 4 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    Yeah, so... I'm too ugly to be loved... I don't go anywhere and sometimes I'm afraid to because I fear rejection... I felt like if I ever lost weight, I know I'd be in check, so...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I personally don't. I don't feel like I'd enjoy raising kids. The thought of changing diapers is pretty repulsive, and I don't think I'd make a good mother; I don't think I would...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    that would be really cool. I belive that a guy and a girl just can be friends, but often, sooner or later someone want more from the other...
    blueskybutterfly blueskybutterfly 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I would like to share my respect for EPArsineh, EPKimi and EPHeidi. It takes a lot of dedication to defend the gross negligence of the developers and upper management for so many...
    Gentle153 Gentle153 26-30, M 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    For about two to three years, I have self-harmed. Mostly cutting, but I also punched myself, punched objects, starved and made myself throw up {not sure if that the last two are...
    luciethedepressedllama luciethedepressedllama 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I self-harm my mouth. And I do consider it a serious issue. My boyfriend has seen the effect it has on my mental health. I have bitten 1/2-1 inch white scars on my lips, tongue...
    Chrossy Chrossy 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    This is how my husband takes me. It's his favorite position. :) when he takes me this way it reminds me who the boss is!
    MistiA MistiA 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Maybe time to stop taking selfies!!!
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 days ago

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    I have a lot of dreams. I think it would be helpful to write them out.... I want to be self-sufficient, I want a stable job that provides me with enough to give me and my partner...
    naoto naoto 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I have to stop trying to connect with other people so hard instead of leaving myself laying there feeling sorry for myself and start connecting with my self and of course with my...
    Miriamjen Miriamjen 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    When I think of my day at work today, this is the song that comes to mind.I'm the floor superviser at a restaurant. I wait tables and am in charge making sure all other servers...
    RhombusInTheSquare RhombusInTheSquare 36-40, F 3 Responses Jul 23

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    All these years, I've never quite known what my escapism was until recently. Is it normal? Is it a disorder? Am I mentally ill? Is it common? What is normal? Well to me, in...
    Tamikles Tamikles 26-30, F Jul 22

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    inb4 tldr;all these beautiful young ladies hurting themselves for whatever reason. i know .. im 35 and i started cutting when i was .. about 14. ive dealt with it for a very long...
    thegreatruiner thegreatruiner 70+, F Jul 22

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    I haven't self-harmed in two months. (Since I was last institutionalized for trying to commit suicide..again.) I've been self harming for a few years now and I've never went more...
    TheMorticiansDaughter TheMorticiansDaughter 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 22

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    Spending as much time as I have in isolation over the years, it's been the habit to dig deep with my introverted self to calculate, analyse, decipher and evaluate the inner...
    SolitaryFriend SolitaryFriend 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 22

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    For as long as I could remember everything has always been a struggle. Even now everything is a struggle, I don't know what it feels like to not struggle. I just want to escape it...
    chy08 chy08 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 22

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    i used to think of myself attractive and i do remember that like yesterday..i was one of those teenage guys who would do my hair for more an than an hour to make sure it looks...
    LegendBattles LegendBattles 26-30, M Jul 21

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    When I was 17 I would attend weekly church activities. One day though, my step mother told me to stop getting rides from the church leaders. She wanted me to walk home because she...
    Amauna Amauna 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 20

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    My boyfriend and I have been dating for eight months. Although he's twenty-five, this is his longest relationship as his longest before was only a month. I'm starting to figure out...
    obata obata 18-21, F Jul 19

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    very nice messages A famous writer was in his study room. He picked up his pen and started writing : **Last year, I had a surgery and my gall bladder was removed. I had to stay...
    bvaghela bvaghela 26-30, M 4 Responses Jul 19

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    I am gloriously 40 next month, genuinely looking forward to it. I also have a 23 year old daughter from a previous (read, teenage fling) relationship. I love my daughter...
    milotank milotank 36-40, F 3 Responses Jul 19

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    That's the way it is...it too shall pass...the passion, the obsession...and then the destruction. You got what you wanted; it was yours all along... Why was there a need to hurt...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    Her job description is to visit the office every week. I never really took notice of this girl. I remember her as plain looking, not engaging. But this morning, I couldn't help but...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 4 Responses Jul 15

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    This was removed..putting it back.A moment this man had;a moment you see…Written in this moment is much mystery…This moment in time;I buried a part of me…I...
    nocool nocool 41-45, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    If you want to just point out how stupid or shallow I seem , don't bother to comment. I know what I am thanks :) Saying I always want to look my best doesn't really sound too bad...
    KILLsonia KILLsonia 18-21, F 10 Responses Jul 14

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    1: My name is Emily. 2: I'm 15. 3: My middle name is Rose. 4: I have a twin sister who is 2 minutes older than me 5: We are fraternal though. 6: I am very indecisive 7: My...
    Emsickles Emsickles 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    hello. i just want to tell people and try to get some help... !!!!! PLEASE read and help me. it all started in the beginning of 2015.......... the second half of 2014 was the best...
    mccontrucci mccontrucci 22-25, F Jul 13

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    I know I need to stop and alcohol has not brought mostly bad things in my life. I recently started working out and it's been helping, but there are rough days like last night. I...
    Peat13 Peat13 26-30, F Jul 12

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