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I Want To Stop Ep From Self Destruction

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    My mother died in 2006 and I thought I could trust my older sister in things that happen in my life. But her daughter doesn't like when i am concerned about her because she feels that i need to bud out of her business. So then my sister gets mad at me interfering so she called...
    Princess71 Princess71 36-40, F Oct 24, 2009

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    Simpler Times.

    I wish EP would go back to the way it was. Like, if I could snap my fingers and get rid of the Q&A section, I would. That place is a joke. If anything, it should be renamed to O&A, opinions and ********. Apparently, everybody has one. Do I like answering the occasional...
    MsAnthropy MsAnthropy 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 21, 2009

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    When the school year is going to start I want to be honest, When I see posts on here about bullying it gets very emotional to see and I want to have some way to put a stop to it.
    DreamFutureStar2000 DreamFutureStar2000 13-15, M 16 mins ago

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    I really do, but it's so hard. I even get into these weeks where I become extra antisocial (if that's even possible) I won't leave my room unless it's for 3 reasons. -restroom...
    MarcyMay MarcyMay 13-15, F 3 hrs ago

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    I came on here today to write stuff. Like poetry with how I'm feeling. To just vent because I've been feeling like crap.. So I log on here, and truly forget what the hell I wanted...
    yeahtimesahundred yeahtimesahundred 31-35, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I think, bit by bit, I am beginning to like myself. I've battled incredibly low self esteem and anxiety for most of my life, so actually smiling at myself in the mirror is taking...
    crypticcrime crypticcrime 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    If you don't love yourself it doesn't matter how much someone else loves you or what they say or even do to prove that...they will never be able to fill that void or emptiness...
    lynnraeberrymay lynnraeberrymay 22-25, F 6 hrs ago

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    update I'm not here for sex or talking about anything relating to sexual explicit subjects so please stop messaging this filth to me about how horny you are or what you like to...
    masterLLL masterLLL 56-60, M 7 hrs ago

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    Murky. It’s the only way I could begin to describe myself. I’m a puddle of dirty water, polluted and contaminated by the shoes of passing pedestrians. I’m left over raindrops...
    GivingUpGhosts GivingUpGhosts 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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    Cutting. It makes you do crazy things. Crazy things like steal a blade from the dollar store on a casual family trip to pick up a pill organizer. Stealing is wrong. I know it is...
    RandomInkFlow RandomInkFlow 18-21, T 9 hrs ago

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    I may be socially awkward or self-conscious, but at the same time , i deeply desire a connection with someone who'll understand me.
    KaylaCherie KaylaCherie 13-15, F 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I'm looking for women who are willing to look past my offline self and share our lives, hopes, dreams and disappointments. I'm married and have a real life that keeps me from...
    mickitg mickitg 41-45, T 11 hrs ago

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    As in girl friend, not girlfriend. Strictly online, as I've got a family which could never deal with my EP self. I'd like to be your friend to run things by, vent at, and share...
    mickitg mickitg 41-45, T 11 hrs ago

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    We have been married for 20 years and have a 10 y.o. together. We have been through many things together, like any couple I guess. In our marriage I am the one who leads and he is...
    Miranam8 Miranam8 41-45, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    Post 004 In my last post I talked a little bit about Genesis 2:17 but after that no more red flags pop up for the rest of Chapter 2 (for me anyway). god's Machiavellian plan for...
    DGA2000 DGA2000 61-65 13 hrs ago

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    My name is Vicky. I have cerebral palsy. I went to a boarding school near Brighton. I was a pretty girl then. I had long blond hair. I am slim as well as being quite small. I...
    vickybiggs vickybiggs 18-21 14 hrs ago

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    Probably this will be my last week in ep I suppose.. 3 more days and I'm done.. I wont login often from next week.. may be twice a week or so.. I'm moving to hostel next week and I...
    amazingmoment90 amazingmoment90 18-21, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I haven't been feeling well again. I did well this past month but I feel like I'm falling again. I'm scared. I don't want to go back to that--to feeling that painful, heavy weight...
    solivagant86 solivagant86 18-21, F 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I want to find people to join me on a movement and stop wasting my time... I'm ready. I need support. I want serious people to be too.
    trustingtheprocess trustingtheprocess 31-35 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    I research on selfies in the streets and urban spaces. Plz help me. Tell me ur story about selfies and if u want send me ur city selfies photo.
    SarahAlef SarahAlef 26-30, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    l'amour de soi  noun: self-loveregard for one's own well-being and happinesschiefly considered as a desirable rather than narcissistic  characteristic...
    amazedbygrace amazedbygrace 26-30, F 22 hrs ago

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    I lack so much self confidence right now, and it's becoming more of a problem than I ever imagined. Anxiety keeps me up at night and stops me from doing almost anything in life...
    HollyMaria954 HollyMaria954 18-21, F 22 hrs ago

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    My dream is to become self sustainable. Working just for me...planting , growing my own food. Live independently, happy and free. I don't want fortunes..I don't want money. I want...
    Ozoria Ozoria 26-30, F 6 Responses 1 day ago

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    Once upon a time there lived a beautiful couple who loved each other very much. He had a good job and she had designs of brilliance. They were living with a terrible friend of his...
    SoberingBabySteps SoberingBabySteps 31-35, M 1 day ago

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    My biggest problem is overthinking. So I'm just gonna right out what I'm thinking rn. Just the other day I texted someone, and they wouldn't text back. They don't deserve me, and...
    kidLeftInTheDark kidLeftInTheDark 13-15, F 7 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm saying this for all you lonely girls who want a man stop looking you don't you just come to open the door the whole bunch selfish pigs better than he used your loneliness and...
    vice13 vice13 16-17 3 days ago

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    Its a good day to just float in the water, no one fussing, yelling or wanting anything from me, just peace and quiet...So need this today
    txbtrfly txbtrfly 41-45, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    I don't want to be selfish, but I just want to be important enough to come before some things. If I'm at the bottom of your list, your off of mine. No tolerance.
    KeyKodes KeyKodes 16-17, M 4 days ago

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    When I was younger I was physically and mentally abused by my mother. In my early childhood my dad was an alcoholic who would drink come home and beat my mom. We would have to...
    Lost2334 Lost2334 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    Speaking it out loud would sound more than a little needy, or selfish, or attention seeking. But on EP i hear it's okay. But i wondered many times what is this strange feeling I...
    stabbedtoceasersalad stabbedtoceasersalad 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    About a year and a half ago I felt really great about myself. I got a great receptionist job and was really taking care of myself then I once I started dating my boyfriend I got...
    lotus47 lotus47 22-25, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Soooooo... I could write every little detail in here but the "keyboard" on my phone annoys me, so I'll give you the short version. I got bullied all my life wich led to attempted...
    TheN00n TheN00n 16-17, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    You see that family, who go out in public and puts on a smile. That family that goes out to eat and they are smiling of laughing, that's my family. But then you say something, a...
    SpideyAlyx SpideyAlyx 13-15, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    By I want my freedom I don't mean I am a slave or anything like that..what I mean is that I want to be free I want to stop feeling like the real me is trap is a hell whole cause...
    Jkplaydoutyubd Jkplaydoutyubd 16-17, M Aug 18

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    I want break from all those drama, people and stress. I wish I could have a wings to fly far away from here. Can't wait today to end and looking forward for better days. I need a...
    dezeena dezeena 26-30, F Aug 17

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    I'm still in high school and are planning to study international business. After that I'll probably work for a company. The thing is, I want to be self employed and live a full...
    PieterFourie PieterFourie 16-17, M Aug 16

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    Anger is not something to be ashamed of. Anger is a natural response to injustice and can help break the cycle of abuse. Anger is a crucial part of recovery. Two weeks ago on 7/31...
    wowodeals wowodeals 26-30, F Aug 15

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    Anger is not something to be ashamed of. Anger is a natural response to injustice and can help break the cycle of abuse. Anger is a crucial part of recovery. Two weeks ago on 7/31...
    wowodeals wowodeals 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    Anger is not something to be ashamed of. Anger is a natural response to injustice and can help break the cycle of abuse. Anger is a crucial part of recovery. Two weeks ago on 7/31...
    wowodeals wowodeals 26-30, F Aug 15

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    It was the position i received it from the first time and love it that way all the time
    alexiswcd alexiswcd 56-60, T 2 Responses Aug 13

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    I last wrote on EP some time ago when I was really struggling with my narcissistic mother and doubting whether I was whole enough or strong enough to have a child of my own. I took...
    ALittleRoo ALittleRoo 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 13