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I Want To Stop Ep From Self Destruction

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    My mother died in 2006 and I thought I could trust my older sister in things that happen in my life. But her daughter doesn't like when i am concerned about her because she feels that i need to bud out of her business. So then my sister gets mad at me interfering so she called...
    Princess71 Princess71 36-40, F Oct 24, 2009

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    Simpler Times.

    I wish EP would go back to the way it was. Like, if I could snap my fingers and get rid of the Q&A section, I would. That place is a joke. If anything, it should be renamed to O&A, opinions and ********. Apparently, everybody has one. Do I like answering the occasional...
    MsAnthropy MsAnthropy 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 21, 2009

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    I want to be with someone who is not a chronic internet flirt, respects me, doesn't take me for granted, thinks of sex as a sacred experience only for their mate, creative...
    somebodyssomebody somebodyssomebody 31-35, F 3 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I saw my weight and just started crying. I told them I didn't want to see it and they forced me. I feel like ****. They say it was supposed to help me but now I feel like relapsing...
    chiloe13 chiloe13 13-15, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    1. I try to make people think I'm a lot better at things than I actually am, because it makes me feel superior. For example, I may learn a little bit of a few languages and pretend...
    NorthernRoses NorthernRoses 16-17, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    * hey everyone this is a bit of a disclaimer. This spoken word poem is one of my first after something that had happened a couple of years ago. I wrote it as if I were that 15 year...
    thelifeproject thelifeproject 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    i feel the same way i would like someone like a friend to talk to who wouldn't hear something than stop talking to me on here because I'm weird so if anyone wants to chat message...
    PurpleMonkey34 PurpleMonkey34 22-25, M 8 hrs ago

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    In search of my love! Waiting for that magic to happen again. When you stop chasing the wrong things, you give the right things a chance to catch you.
    amazingmoment90 amazingmoment90 18-21, F 13 hrs ago

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    First of all, let me be clear that I am not suicidal at all, not even a little bit. Life feels hard for me but I believe that things can change for the better. It seems like...
    fuwhat fuwhat 18-21, M 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    Ok... This is very important, I'd like you to understand this, because, I'm not really what you think I am... On the outside, I may appear to be a depressed loser with no self...
    xXverlorenXx xXverlorenXx 22-25, M 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I am bisexual but strongly prefer women as well as can see my future with a woman. My current partner wants nothing to do with children at all- no even in the future. It pains me...
    goingnowhere5 goingnowhere5 16-17, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    They're not so different from many families, though they stick together, which only makes their lives worse everyday, the core issue of my family and my extended family is low-self...
    curiousdweller curiousdweller 22-25, F 18 hrs ago

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    I don't want enemies. I don't want to be self important, or superior. I don't want to be closed minded, and I want to be able to see from more than one point of view. I want to be...
    JustTheSun JustTheSun 26-30 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    My story is much l like every one else here, l'v been pushing everyone away from me; and it's been really easy for me. When people give me unwanted advise, and try to help me...
    Micheael Micheael 26-30, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Neither Loved Nor Wanted-Imagine you are a eight or so year old child bounding around your bedroom one evening and for reasons you decide to leave your room and maybe go to the...
    Szusa07 Szusa07 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Time continues to waste away before my eyes. I feel like I'm slowly withering away and there's nothing to stop it. Yesterday, I came to the realization that I don't hate God...
    Severus27 Severus27 18-21, F a week ago

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    This isn't what the title makes it sound like. I am 16 and I want to be teenager because it feels like I haven't yet. I'm just wondering if anyone else feels like this - like we...
    notquitehuman notquitehuman 16-17, F a week ago

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    Since I am stuck at home for a year recovering from ankle surgery, one of the biggest challenges is money. Currently, I am sitting on income assistance waiting for disability...
    singlemom1254 singlemom1254 36-40 Feb 3

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    He did it. He sent me a list of daily and weekly tasks. He included consequences, I've read and re-read. Added them to my calendar so I don't forget...though I will forget...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 3

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    To me, self destruction is not a recreational activity, it's a religion.
    FreedFromFallacy FreedFromFallacy 22-25, F Feb 2

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    a poem for you My battle scars are dark and mental, hard to find with the naked eyes. The cuts u see up my arms are nothing compared to the gashes u'd find running down my thighs...
    quietlucy quietlucy 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    Here's how to spot it!1. You feel on-edge around this person, but you still want them to like you. You find yourself writing off most of their questionable behavior as accidental...
    Grace2U Grace2U 66-70, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    My husband and I have had a terribly rocky last three years together. He's cycled, going from adoring me to blaming me; he's begged me to stay and he's insisted I leave. He's...
    FakeIsTheNewReal FakeIsTheNewReal 31-35, F Jan 29

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    Oh sweet misery Warm as the harlots kiss, comforting as the lash, safe as a raging fire. Wrapped in the cloak of blinding dark, unseen as well as unseeing. Dangerous is this...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M Jan 28

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    Although years have gone by ,i will always remember my art teacher in school.im going to refer to him as John. When i was at secondary school i hadnt been there long when i...
    thetideisturning000 thetideisturning000 36-40, F Jan 27

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    Carole King's song, "You've Got A Friend" promises "Winter, spring, summer or fall...all you've got to do is call...and I'll be there." The old cliche of friendships, "I'll...
    Solegne Solegne 41-45, F Jan 27

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    An old one from my old account. Remember to find strength in pain Bodies with no souls is a mind with no thoughts A shell of what you once were, caused by the walls of...
    KStyles96 KStyles96 18-21, M Jan 27

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    So I was clean for 4 years, but a few months ago I messed up, and started self harming again, and the same night I also took a bunch of pills with alcohol, hoping that I would fall...
    NeonAshes NeonAshes 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    So... I'm just going to write truthfully about my experience because I've never told anyone. This is going to be long. I suffer from MDD, obviously. I've had this about three...
    d1sc0rdant d1sc0rdant 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 26

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    I don't know why I always end up getting hurt, I always try my best to help to my best friends, and today I need them, they don't see me, even they don't tell me I 'll be with you...
    Sonjay22 Sonjay22 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 25

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    Since sex has become much easier to reach, love has become much more difficult to find.
    thoughtfulheart thoughtfulheart 46-50, F 4 Responses Jan 24

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    I found this article on the internet and i found it very useful. I can never understand if I love myself enough, even if I am a very self confident woman (yes, the two things can...
    ellaison ellaison 22-25, F Jan 24

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    Hey...don't ignore this,just give me a chance to explain Don't grab your "tools" whenever you feel bad.Remind yourself what will happen if you give up.How are you going to deal...
    ghostdolly ghostdolly 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 24

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    Hey...don't ignore this,just give me a chance to explain Don't grab your "tools" whenever you feel bad.Remind yourself what will happen if you give up.How are you going to deal...
    ghostdolly ghostdolly 13-15, F Jan 24

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    Hey...don't ignore this,just give me a chance to explain Don't grab your "tools" whenever you feel bad.Remind yourself what will happen if you give up.How are you going to deal...
    ghostdolly ghostdolly 13-15, F Jan 24

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    Hey...don't ignore this,just give me a chance to explain Don't grab your "tools" whenever you feel bad.Remind yourself what will happen if you give up.How are you going to deal...
    ghostdolly ghostdolly 13-15, F Jan 24

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    Hey...don't ignore this,just give me a chance to explain Don't grab your "tools" whenever you feel bad.Remind yourself what will happen if you give up.How are you going to deal...
    ghostdolly ghostdolly 13-15, F Jan 24

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    Hey...don't ignore this,just give me a chance to explain Don't grab your "tools" whenever you feel bad.Remind yourself what will happen if you give up.How are you going to deal...
    ghostdolly ghostdolly 13-15, F Jan 24

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    Hey...don't ignore this,just give me a chance to explain Don't grab your "tools" whenever you feel bad.Remind yourself what will happen if you give up.How are you going to deal...
    ghostdolly ghostdolly 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 24

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    Hey...don't ignore this,just give me a chance to explain Don't grab your "tools" whenever you feel bad.Remind yourself what will happen if you give up.How are you going to deal...
    ghostdolly ghostdolly 13-15, F Jan 24

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