I Want to Stop Feeling

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    I cant see anyone in pain i just cant it

    constricts my heart and i feel like crying !!
    anasteel2 anasteel2
    41-45, F
    Sep 20, 2014

    Machine

    I want to stop feeling. I don't want to care so much. I hate taking every little thing personally, so personally that I dwell and dwell and dwell on it until I've totally blown it out of proportion. I want to stop feeling scared. I want to become a machine. No emotions...
    UnseenBlossom UnseenBlossom
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Jan 3, 2009

    Feel.

    i feel the pain on my heart all the time. but i didnt feel anything when i was digging a razor deep into my skin.
    asdflkjghlove asdflkjghlove
    16-17, F
    Jan 31, 2008

    Stop...

    Can't I be apathetic for ever? I don't want to feel anymore. I don't want to get hurt. I don't want to be involved with others. I don't want to care anymore. I just want to stop feeling. I want to live my life and never think about other people.
    anschel anschel
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Jan 4, 2009

    I no longer want to be with my partner.

    But i still love him, and its restricting me, i literally can not leave him. The worst part is he knows this .
    CassieSamuel CassieSamuel
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 6

    have you ever felt so broken?

    like the world is just out to get you?that the tears fall down your cheeks and cover the pillow? just curled in a ball wondering what you did wrong? no explanations. that the hurt is all you feel from your heart to your bones? that everything aches?
    moongoddess35 moongoddess35
    31-35, F
    Feb 26

    Feelings get in the way of reason

    and distort logic. I want to stop this in order to have a reasonable view on life and situations. It is taking me too long to get an understanding to make logical decisions in scenarios that arise in life.
    asert12345678 asert12345678
    31-35, M
    Feb 26

    To wake up and feel the se feelings in my head

    is nothing short of being prison. How can someone wake up and feel the way I do every second of the day. How do I cope? I don't time just keep ticking
    toniyl toniyl
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Sep 20, 2014

    And Start Doing

    I know it is up to me to do something and yet nothing is happening. I want to get more courage for something to happen.
    asert12345678 asert12345678
    31-35, M
    Feb 6, 2013

    today I feel a rage on my way

    and I just want to give my head a shot so that I can past out immediately. I smell weeds someone passed by and immediately i understand why people wants to drug themselves because it is so painful to being awake.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 24

    Unsure

    everyday I wake up and I just feel so much pain a deep sorrow a sense of pain that I can't explain no matter what I do it won't go away it slowly consumes me. I wish I could just stop feeling everyones emotions its so draining.!
    T28 T28
    22-25
    Aug 2, 2008

    When i left my partner i didnt miss him really.

    I saw someone for a little while, nothing serious wasn't going anywhere... But i find my self missing that guy.. Even tho im back with my partner .. Things arnt great ill admit, but i do love him I just CAN NOT STOP missing the other fella at all
    CassieSamuel CassieSamuel
    22-25, F
    Mar 10

    Good Idea

    I think if I stop feeling, I might start thinking a bit more! and I need to think, specially right now that everything has become so complected.
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Mar 8, 2009

    I recently had to make a major decision,

    and now I'm dealing with consequences that tear at my insides. Picking between your future, job, schoolwork, versus trying to hold on to a relationship that's falling apart because of the other events in your life make it hard to see each other. Even though I made the decision...
    Nanders01 Nanders01
    18-21, M
    Sep 21, 2014
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