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I Want to Stop Feeling

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    everyday I wake up and I just feel so much pain a deep sorrow a sense of pain that I can't explain no matter what I do it won't go away it slowly consumes me. I wish I could just stop feeling everyones emotions its so draining.!
    T28 T28 22-25 Aug 2, 2008

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    Stop...

    Can't I be apathetic for ever? I don't want to feel anymore. I don't want to get hurt. I don't want to be involved with others. I don't want to care anymore. I just want to stop feeling. I want to live my life and never think about other people.
    anschel anschel 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 4, 2009

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    To wake up and feel the se feelings in my head

    is nothing short of being prison. How can someone wake up and feel the way I do every second of the day. How do I cope? I don't time just keep ticking
    toniyl toniyl 36-40, F 3 Responses Sep 20, 2014

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    Good Idea

    I think if I stop feeling, I might start thinking a bit more! and I need to think, specially right now that everything has become so complected.
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 5 Responses Mar 8, 2009

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    I recently had to make a major decision,

    and now I'm dealing with consequences that tear at my insides. Picking between your future, job, schoolwork, versus trying to hold on to a relationship that's falling apart because of the other events in your life make it hard to see each other. Even though I made the decision...
    Nanders01 Nanders01 18-21, M Sep 21, 2014

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    Feel.

    i feel the pain on my heart all the time. but i didnt feel anything when i was digging a razor deep into my skin.
    asdflkjghlove asdflkjghlove 16-17, F Jan 31, 2008

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    I cant see anyone in pain i just cant it

    constricts my heart and i feel like crying !!
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F Sep 20, 2014

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    Machine

    I want to stop feeling. I don't want to care so much. I hate taking every little thing personally, so personally that I dwell and dwell and dwell on it until I've totally blown it out of proportion. I want to stop feeling scared. I want to become a machine. No emotions...
    UnseenBlossom UnseenBlossom 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 3, 2009

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    And Start Doing

    I know it is up to me to do something and yet nothing is happening. I want to get more courage for something to happen.
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M Feb 6, 2013

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