I Want to Stop Purging

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 45 People

    Iam Fat

    everyday iam told iam fat iam too big iam tierd of it and purging and starving my self  is the only thing that makes me feel better and when it gets too hard i some time cut my self but iam soo tierd of not been able to show my body and feel good in my own skin
    divaka divaka
    18-21
    1 Response Aug 12, 2009

    Do You Remember?

    It's starting to get hard to remember the days that I ate without thinking of what was going into my mouth. Do you remember those days?When:Calories weren't an issue for me.I went out and enjoyed myself at a restaurant.I didn't weigh myself every single day.I didn't weigh myself...
    pinkcorsage pinkcorsage
    18-21, F
    Nov 26, 2012

    Stopped

    i finally stopped .. for a week and totally slipped up. Back to feeling depressed and ashamed. i know its because my sister is seriously dieting to lose 10 pounds and i cant stop eating so i just had to do it!!! i really hope i dont have any more relapses i was just getting...
    jessbess jessbess
    18-21, F
    Dec 7, 2009

    I Have Anorexia.

    I'm anorexic. I feel fat. I am 107 lbs. I want to lose weight. You can almost see my ribs but not really. You can't really see my spine. After I eat I puke. I'm gonna get help soon. People think we puke on purpose. Well, we don't. I looked it up and it's a state of the mind. When...
    MsChristine MsChristine
    16-17, F
    Aug 9, 2011

    I need to stop bc I've been having a lot of

    chest pain and I don't want to keep disappointing my loved ones by making them see me struggling with this:( its embarrassing but I can't stop
    fallout07 fallout07
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 5, 2015

    Maybe?

    Nobody is actually aware that I do it.Sometimes I get exceptionally paranoid and look for my family to have funny expressions,because if someone suspected it,I doubt they'd keep to themselves long.It seems on a daily basis someone in my house jokes about eating disorders,about...
    MoonBeamsMadeOfJellyBeans MoonBeamsMadeOfJellyBeans
    18-21
    2 Responses Nov 4, 2009

    Iam Fat

    everyday iam told iam fat iam too big iam tierd of it and purging and starving my self  is the only thing that makes me feel better and when it gets too hard i some time cut my self but iam soo tierd of not been able to show my body and feel good in my own skin
    divaka divaka
    18-21
    4 Responses Aug 12, 2009
More Stories